neuvillette's lore is actually insane. we all took one look at him and went "haha dragon🫵" but i significantly underestimated how big of a role he would play. he's the incarnation of the original hydro sovereign. he took back his rule right under the heavenly principles' nose. he's the one handing out hydro visions now (not even because he has to, he doesn't, he just grew so fond of humanity that he chooses to). he gave away the hydro gnosis bc he straight up doesn't need it. he's planning to DETHRONE ALL OF THE ARCHONS (in a few hundred years, when the traveler's not around to see it, so it won't be awkward for them). he's kind and soft-spoken. he's full of vengeful rage. he's a father to hundreds. he found his purpose after feeling lost for 500 years. skirk pulled him aside for a super-secret convo and when he saw us again he immediately spilled the tea. as far as i can tell, he spawned into existence fully formed. no other character can fucking compare
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"Death is nothing, but to live defeated and inglorious is to die daily."
+ process(tw blood)
Also, look at him, bloody little guy 🥹
This drawing was inspired by several matador pics :D here and here:
^ I don't think I'll ever live up to the second one ah. There's several pics of that specific guy just soaked with blood, and I'm uh a bit obsessed with then ITS FUCKED UP I KNOW OKAY! But I've not drawn blood in a while so it was a bit difficult so I added less than I would want to I guess. Also I'm obsessed with how often they kneel in bullfighting?? Like okay who are you arching your back and spreading your legs for-
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God i’m thinking about how easily and unknowingly strangers can grant you salvation like i found it in how my old classmate told me once that i was a kind person and it was the first time i’d ever believed it
in how a coworker once said that i always seem so happy and have a nice smile and i cried about it when i got home since i’d always been told i seem too serious or mean
in how someone once told me i was good at comforting them when i’d always thought i was bad at it
Just god they’re out there somewhere and i barely remember what they looked like and we’ll never cross paths again but they changed me so deeply, they’re out there but they’ll never know how often i revisit those memories and think of myself even just a little more kindly they’re out there and i don’t know them but they’re the most important people in the world to me somehow
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its amazing how one bad relationship can ruin your future friendships and how you communicate with others
did you know that i don’t talk as vibrantly as i used to, because you taught me that enthusiasm was pointless? did you know that i have to shut down half of the conversations im in because they relate to something you said? how many topics i avoid because you ruined it for me? how i cant talk about the music i like without making myself into a joke because you belittled it in front of me? in front of others? how i cant listen to my friends vent or discuss heavy topics because of the pressure you put on me to carry your burdens? how i wait to reply to others because whats the point, ill end up waiting days for a response anyway? how new messages are overwhelming because what if its you, giving me bad news again? how i struggle to listen to others talk about their interests because you never cared for mine? how my friends hanging out with others without me makes me sick because you would leverage that against me?
how i struggle to tell a friend i love them because you just had to ruin that too?
how that, even now that youre gone i still see you everywhere? and it makes me feel ill.
idk. its just wild how easily people can fuck up each others lives, intentionally or not.
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There are about a thousand ways more preferable to die then the way those poor souls on that submersible will.
I wouldn't wish that kind of horror on my worst enemy. I think the biggest reason people are freaking out about it is because that is quite honestly the Worst Way To Go.
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even when it's free designs it's so hard to justify sharing art when your mind is trying its best to convince you that you're just subjecting people to it and negatively effecting everyone.
probs gonna log off for a while, not handling how physically painful this is too well
Thank you to everyone that's tried to reach out.
I'm so sorry for being like this and making people worry.
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I made the prettiest stream overlay for my friend for practice and I just have to show it to everyone! I'm really proud of myself for this!
Of course, I'll be doing an obligatory plug in for my comms!
Do YOU want an overlay like this?
Feel free to commission me at my VGen!
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i wanna paint i wanna sculpt i wanna sew stuff but i spend a full time job amount of time being mentally ill and need to schedule basic needs and energy around that. i wake up i go to work and then i need to lay face down on my bed for 6 hours..
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Hiiii hellstie literrally never answer this ask if youre not really comfortable with it but god your vent tags resonated with me, like i'm sorry it fucking sucks so much and it's like literrally what can one do now and you're just tired and it's a terrible self feeding cycle but like. It's whatever. We're not dead yet. I have a really pretty rose in the vase in my desk. You got red hair. Time cares not for the little blunders. You can rise to not give up (try again) another day. I'm holding your hand really tight and pressing my forehead agaisnt yours. We too, will make it. Stained and rotten and and a tiny bit broken but alive nonetheless. I think we can.
anon sent me poetry about my dumb vent post and expected me to be normal about it. 'we're not dead yet. i have a really pretty rose in the vase on my desk. you got red hair. time cares not for the little blunders' HELLO???
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The changing time thing, daylight saving or whatever it's called, is such a bitch every. time. Not only do I struggle to fall asleep before 2 am now, but I also have (useless) classes at 8am tomorrow, so Im getting up before 5am and I expect to get no sleep at all. While Im feeling quite sick, too. It's gonna be a joy :")
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