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#honestly she is too pretty and leon doesn't deserve her
rootsofdread · 11 months
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Some angst comfort idea now cuz we love to hurt our feelings 😔 Killer!Reader whose ability causes them a lot of pain but they have to use it to satisfy the Entity cuz otherwise a greater punishment waits for them
3 romantic (Leon, Ghostface and Jake) to 3 platonic (Amanda, Legion [again any or all how you prefer] and Sadako) ratio
This is the last one for now sorry if it's to much, take your time and know no matter what you'll write i will love it (⁠つ⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)⁠つ
this was a super cute one to do honestly 🥺
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Leon S. Kennedy:
Leon used to see this as a free opportunity to run, but when he realized you were really in pain, when other killers couldn’t really feel pain…He was shocked. He started to wonder why the Entity would do something like this, give someone powers that hurt them. It was more twisted to him than anything else when he realized it.
He encourages you to use your powers against him. He hates that it hurts you, but he knows how scared you are of the Entity. He assures you he’ll be able to get away and you won’t have to hurt him more than that, you can move on to someone else after. He’s tough and he can take it.
He gets all up in arms when he hears other survivors poking fun at your abilities hurting you. He stands up for you when you aren’t around, saying you don’t deserve bullying on top of painful powers. He may not be the most intimidating guy, but he’s convinced a few other survivors to shut their mouths about it.
He goes easy on you during trials together. It just makes him feel better to not give you a hard time, makes him feel like he’s helping you somehow.
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Jake Park:
Even though Jake was afraid of you for quite a while, always seeing you in pain slowly whittled him down. Seeing you flinch when you start using your powers, and nearly keel over when they run out. It was worrisome, even for someone as terrifying as you. He knew…This was something that definitely wasn’t normal. The pain, the fear. He hadn’t seen it before in other killers…
When he knows you better and is more comfortable, he’ll quietly tail you during trials, always hanging behind you to keep an eye out for you. He’s genuinely worried that you’ll end up passing out from pain one of these days.
He isn’t scared of you anymore, and will even run up or jump up to embrace you when your powers run out. He hates seeing you in so much pain like that, and wants to take it away from you. He knows he can’t, but he still tries.
He teaches you calming breathing exercises for when he’s not around to help you, to ease the pain yourself. If it helps you even the slightest bit…It gives him so much relief to know he’s helping you.
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Danny Johnson / The Ghostface:
Danny is furious with the Entity for doing such a thing to you. It’s personal with him, because he knows the Entity likes him. And to continue threatening you after cursing you with such awful power, at that…He’s angry. It’s rare to see such intense emotion from him, but you see it every time he comes to you after a trial.
After your trials, he grabs you and holds you tightly. You can feel the rage in his grip, but it's comforting at the same time, knowing he's so angry on your behalf. You try to tell him it's not his problem, but he won't hear it. It is his problem.
He never wants to let you out of his sight, because he knows that if he keeps you close, it means you're not out there hurting yourself for the Entity's sick satisfaction.
He actually attempts to tell the Entity off, since he knows her more personally than some of the other killers. It doesn't ever really work, but it makes him feel a little better doing it for you. He hopes it helps you feel a little better, too.
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Amanda Young / The Pig:
Like Danny, Amanda is pretty pissed off about it, too. You've done nothing wrong — at least, nothing that would warrant a punishment or threats like this. As a woman who doles out her own punishments, it makes her blood boil seeing an innocent caught up in it.
She's never…Quite sure what to do for you. She's not much of a hugger and comforting talks aren't really her forte. She tries for you, though. She holds your hand and tells you things will be alright, and that she’ll try to make everything better for you. Because making things better is her kind of thing.
She doesn’t know how she’ll make it better, though. But she will — she knows she will, for you. She’s always thinking of what she could do to make anything better for you. Usually it’s going out of her way to find and kill survivors that were previously in your trials, because she sees them as semi-responsible for what’s happening to you.
Ultimately, even if she's not the best at comforting, she wants you to know she's always there for you, and she'll always do her best to help you and solve your problems.
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Frank Morrison / The Legion:
Frank knows what it’s like, getting hurt by your powers. It’s a killer coming out of Feral Frenzy for every Legion member. Solidarity is the most valuable thing to him, being able to relate to his friends and knowing what they’re going through. So trust and believe, even if he didn’t know what you were going through, he’d damn well try.
He’s always willing to hold you if and when you need it. He normally isn’t much of a touchy-feely kind of guy, but he thinks something like this probably warrants it. He knows you feel bad enough already, there’s no sense in making you feel worse by denying you any comfort.
And he’s always willing to listen to you, too. He’ll listen to your venting about the powers you’ve been burdened with or your fears of the Entity. He may not really be able to do anything about it…But he can listen.
He tries to teach you ways to take your mind off of the pain, like he does. Focusing on the task at hand, or on something else that makes you happy. He knows it isn’t the best solution in the world, but he knows it’s better than doing nothing and suffering, too.
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Sadako Yamamura / The Onryō:
Sadako is always concerned for you. She sees the pain on your face when you’re punishing the survivors, you’re her friend and…There’s something wrong with you, your powers hurt you. They shouldn’t do that. Her nensha powers don’t hurt her. It upsets her sometimes, to see you hurt like that, to see you afraid of what would happen if you don’t hurt yourself.
She hates that the Entity makes you hurt yourself to satisfy herself. She’s an angry little girl, and this doesn’t help. You have to stop her from lashing out at other killers sometimes, and make sure she calms down. She also hates making you worry about her — but she can’t help it. She feels things strongly. She knows you don’t deserve this.
She always wants hugs after one of your trials to make sure you’re okay. She knows she likes hugs when she’s upset or hurt, she figures you must too. It’d be difficult to convince her otherwise, it’s difficult enough to get her off of you as it is. Not that you mind, really, it’s just…This girl has a death grip. How much she loves you is obvious.
She protects you when she can, like taking your place in trials. She doesn’t want you to get hurt, and she’ll do whatever she can to help that. She may be small, but she's fiercely protective of you.
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jojissalsa · 27 days
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here are some wips i'm desperately trying to finish! (if you're curious ;P)
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✞ Vendetta Leon:
‪‪❤︎‬ Pretty When I Cry:
☆ summary: you find out leon cheated on you with ada, and with that comes denying him of any kinds of affection. until he takes matters into his own hands, leon knows how to fix his pretty girl ;)
You couldn't believe it when you found out, you knew Leon could get distant. But finding that stupid fucking teddy bear keychain that woman gave him was enough to start a fight between you two, let alone the date offer tucked inside. How sweet. You thought that was it, when it initially happened. A quick spat when you found it a couple days after he came home from that horrid mission, and then some makeup sex. God, you wished that was all it was. All it amounted to. That was until you saw the keychain again, for some odd reason. Even more odd when curiosity got the better of you, and you unzipped it again. Empty.
‪‪❤︎‬ And if you were my little girl:
☆ summary: you've never been close to your dad on a surface level way, or even in a deep way. but after he finds out some of your illicit activities, you guys share your deep, twisted ways <3
Leon’s been single for a while, and ugly girls like you have been ugly for a while. And he looks at you like an ugly girl. Tells you not to get tattoos, shit like that. Like it's still the 50s. Probably because that's the only time he could get pussy. That's why he treats you like shit, and why you and him are addicted to sex. It's all you do ever since you turned 18. And you clean up nice enough. But deep down you're still an ugly girl. What's that saying? Lipstick on a pig. That's really who you are.
❤︎ Anything you Like:
☆ summary: you're excited to meet your new stepdad, and he seems like a great guy. unlike you, who definitely has some issues. good thing leon has a fix for that ;)
Your mom finally got a new man. You're pretty happy about it, really because she is. You're not excited in the slightest to actually meet the guy, just because your mom is happy doesn't mean the guy isn't as bad as your dad. She didn't really learn her lesson after him, sure, she was smart enough to get a divorce, condemn him for all the shit he put you two through. but the damage was already done, honestly. At least the daddy issues make you cute? They don't. They make you so fucking depraved, and in a way it kinda concerns you. The porn you look at, the guys you fuck, you know it's probably some deep seated issues, but it doesn't make any of it less hot.
✿ Death Island Leon:
❤︎ Give you the world:
☆ summary: leon works way too hard, and of course the years of trauma still cause those pesky nightmares. thank god you're there for him, and you don't mind it at all.
“You don’t need to tell me, you know I just wanna help.” You sigh, your hand making lazy circles on his toned stomach. “You go through so much, too much if I’m being honest.” Leon chuckles, a pink hue starting to dust his cheeks. “Hey! I’m being serious. If it were up to me, I’d give you the whole world. You really deserve it, Leon..” You prop yourself up on your elbows, a puppy love look in your eyes that you know looks only a tad obsessive. Leon doesn’t answer for a moment, just letting his wide smile speak his mind as his hand comes up to cup your face, his thumb stroking your cheek. You sigh and nuzzle your cheek against his palm, your hand slowly making its way to the waistband of his sweats. “Can I? Wanna take your mind off it.” You murmur against his palm, that sweet look in your eyes making him blush even harder.
❤︎ Lipstick Stains:
☆ summary: it was small at first, but it's always the small things with leon. they always drive him crazy, eating away at the sane part of his brain and just making him wanna be around you all the time. maybe it's a side effect of marriage?
He was fine seeing it at first, seeing the smudges of your lipstick on the glasses that he’d clean in the sink or throwing away napkins colored the same rouge in certain spots. He’d just ignore the chill that’d run down his spine when the thought of that same rouge being trailed across his neck would pass. It's just lipstick, is he a teenager?
❆ Re4 Remake Leon:
❤︎ A Girl can Dream (Part 1)
☆ summary: you work closely with ada wong, and leon knows a thing or two about mercenaries. they love to cause trouble.
Leon knew you looked familiar, from the moment he saw you in line at boarding to the second you sat next to him. He also knew you could both feel something. Physical attraction? Nah, he would never get close to another woman like Ada, too many secrets. You on the other hand? You were dying at the chance to run into his arms like a giggling teenage girl, looking at the window as you absentmindedly twirl your hair on your finger. You really don’t wanna pay him much more attention, partly because he’s insanely distracting, mainly because you know he would reject you in a heartbeat. No way a guy like him is single, right? A girl can dream.
𖦹 Re2 Remake Leon:
❤︎ All Mine:
☆ summary: leon's affection has always been nice. but he also has the power to deprive you of it entirely. and when that happens, you can't help but go insane.
You don’t even know what really drives this affinity you have for him, sure, he is definitely a looker. No debate about that. You’d run in front of incoming traffic just to be near him. But why? He’s nice, funny, drives a nice car, you both have a lot in common. But there really is something about Leon Kennedy, that puppy faced freak, that really fucks with your brain chemistry. The way he touches you, it’s confident yet tender. Well, it was at first. It had that tinge of gentleness, like you were a gorgeous porcelain doll that deserved so much care, but he could be rough with you in the most enticing way possible. He would choke you ever so slightly just so he could kiss you deeper, feel your tongue against his, like he needed to remind you of who makes you shudder like that. It was addicting, having that kind of affection that made your brain all syrupy and nonfunctioning.
☁︎ Infinite Darkness Leon:
❤︎ Dangerous Game (Part 2):
☆ summary: now that you're settled in, it's your turn to babysit leon. and you're making it much more difficult to focus when you talk like that.
Suddenly you're getting an incoming call from Leon, and you're kicking yourself when you feel your face heat up. “Hey there, Agent Kennedy. Need anything from me?” There you go again, still not using his name. Such a tease. He tries not to roll his eyes when he notices your smug smirk already.
❤︎ A Girl can Dream (Part 2):
☆ summary: ada has taught you so well, you know when to give up and help leon out when he needs it. that doesn't mean you shouldn't get a reward for it though, right?
You repress a yelp as he pushes you against the desk, his face barely illuminated from the glow of the chandelier in the hallway. "Enough with the teasing," You nearly shiver at how stern he sounds, but you've always been good at poker faces. "I've got a job to do, and it'd be wonderful if you'd shut your mouth and help me out here." Leon's voice is hot against your neck, his large hands gripping your hips, keeping you against him. "And what do I get out of that? You gotta make it worth my time, Kennedy,"
(๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ please be patient with me as i finish these! life has been a rollercoaster lately, but making fanfics and writing about leon will always be a passion of mine, so it's not going anywhere anytime soon!
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sapphire-weapon · 10 months
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Ok since Ashley and Leon are canon in RE4R, do you think there's a way for them to actually be together? Isn't their situation pretty much impossible since she is the president's daughter and the president's is Leon's direct boss.
I would love to see more of Ashley in the future and to see her interact with Leon after RE4, but I honestly don't see how they could have a relationship, mostly because I feel Leon wouldn't allow himself to get too close to her with his position as an agent and because he probably hates himself and think she deserves better.
What do you think?
The realistic and honest answer is: Leon and Ashley will never be together because Capcom will never commit to the ship, because they don't commit to ships in RE. The only reason why they ever committed to Aeon was because Hideki fucking Kamiya was the director of OG RE2, and he doesn't give a fuck. So, once Kamiya already made a kiss and a declaration of love canon, Capcom was like "welp. I guess we're stuck with that."
The more story-based answer is: President Graham resigns a few months after RE4 (like, basically right after Infinite Darkness) so it's not like Leon and Ashley are going to be stuck in limbo for four or even eight years of her dad's presidency. And, chances are, Leon consciously decided to give Ashley some space after returning home because he didn't want her to become dependent on him.
So, by the time President Graham resigns, that's probably around the time that Leon would want to reach back out to Ashley anyway just to check on her and see how she's doing -- especially since her dad is leaving office and it's not like he'll be able to just drop in on her whenever anymore.
So, the whole "boss's daughter" thing, I don't think would be an issue.
I also don't think that Leon's self-loathing would be an issue, either. I've said it before in previous meta, but I am not entirely sure that Leon actively realizes that he's started to feel some type of way about Ashley -- or, if he does, he's purposefully repressing it. So, I think any developing relationship would happen the same way. I don't think Leon would realize just how serious or intense things were getting until it was too late for him to just back down.
And then, at that point, it's like... A serious conversation has to happen. I don't think Leon's #1 thing would be "I'm not good enough for you." I think it would be more along the lines of "I don't want you to put your life on hold for me." Because, realistically, he can't just commit to being a regular boyfriend type of guy. He has no way of knowing when or even if he'll be around or for how long. He'll inevitably end up missing birthdays and anniversaries and weddings and funerals. They'll never be able to plan anything around his schedule, and he'll never be able to promise her anything, because any promise he makes is one he might not be able to keep.
There's also the issue of basically everything Leon does in his job/life being classified. Would he be willing to share his life with someone that he can't actually... share his life with?
So, at most...? I would see Leon and Ashley having the ultimate on again/off again relationship between his missions -- where, he disappears into radio silence for months on end, but then he inevitably drops back into her life for a few weeks of constant companionship and dates and hot sex, and every single time they tell each other "This has to stop, we can't keep doing this" because it's not fair to either of them emotionally, but it never actually does stop, because the emotions are real, and they both want the relationship to be real, but it just... can't be.
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uhlunaro · 9 months
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hi hi heartrrot here, ok ok FIRST OF ALL HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY <333 i hope you have a nice day :)) second of all... you ask for headcanons i will SERVE !
leon
hates seafood
nose, feet and ears are ALWAYS ice cold. yet he refuses to wear socks or a hat when it's freezing outside
he has one of those fancy watch boxes... secretly a big spender but like what else is he gonna spend his insane salary on
i actually think he's kind of fashionable (i cannot stop thinking about his of re2 concept art outfit) but he forgoes it for the sake of comfort and practicality... usually.
claire taught him how to ride motorcycles :)
definitely liked video games as a kid... doesn't really play them anymore but it was his fav past-time in the police academy
will comment on the inaccuracies of action/crime shows. impossible to watch tv with ngl
chris
allergic to seafood and fish AND peanuts. has to ask if you've had any before kissing (risks his life for the drama sometimes though)
utterly terrible at board/card games. always loses money when playing poker with his team and yet is angry and surprised every single time
has punched a wall at one point. redfield rage am i right
everyone always asks him to go on fishing trips cause he looks like the type but he'd honestly rather die than stare at a body of water for 5 hours in the hopes of catching something he can't even eat
enjoyer of cable knit sweaters secretly (manwhore)
pretty good cook! took care of dinner for him and claire back in the day considering she's hopeless in the kitchen. he doesn't have much energy for it usually though
he and claire are like. fanatical fans of a specific football team. they go all out. screaming in front of the tv (he has extra data on his phone so he can keep up with games when he has the time on missions) (it was probably their dad's favourite team)
he likes giving gifts hehe :) would honestly just buy you anything you want if it makes you happy (would impulsively buy cars, houses, you name it)
claire
loves seafood and is upset no one around her eats it
SWEARS shes not into girly stuff but she secretly loves pink and has a duvet cover with strawberries on it
not a sweet tooth but she puts 3 sugar packets into her coffee for ''energy'' (hates the taste of coffee)
is big on being clean, despite her often grimey job, she wants to smell and feel good so her shower routine takes ages
knows a lot about car and bike work, she had a part time job at a garage in high school
she listens to her parent's cassette tapes when she's sad, music is a big thing for her to remember people by. (she assigns people songs too, Leon's is the one they heard on the radio when they were flipping through radio stations on the way to raccoon city)
I'm pretty sure this is actually canon but she needs glasses hheheeh, always sat in the back of class though despite not being able to read... anything. didn't wear them due to vanity for a while but now she switched to contacts
looked up to jill a lot in her formative years
a natural mother but scared of pregnancies, after all the body horror she's seen something growing inside of her feels utterly wrong. doesn't mean it would never happen though.
luis
smokes half a packet a day (he would have been dead by 40 regardless)
cause of this vice he kind of smells bad (i mean. i don't mind it but he thinks he does) so he uses way too much cologne to compensate. it just ends up making it worse
huge bookworm !!!!! loves reading, especially historical novels but he kind of eats up the shitty romance novels too (like the vampire and pirate ones)
taking up on that he really loves love? hopeless romantic at heart he just thinks he's not good enough of a person to really deserve it if he's honest, still craves affection and attention more than anyone else so in that way he is kind of a ladies (people) man
vacations to those awful crowded Italian beach towns once a year (this might be a European thing but oh well)
detests pickles. does not understand why people eat vinegar
can't drive. walks or takes public transport
more sensitive than he lets on
LOOOVEEES touching. loves it. always needs his hands on you (but preferably you having his hands on him)
anyway,,, hope u enjoy MWAH i'll sign off with 📝 from now on hehe
OH MY GOD THESE ARE SO WONDERFUL AND LOVELY ARE U KIDDING ME!!!! IM FEASTING ON THEM EATIN EM UP!!!!!!!!
also THANK U SO MUCH BESTIE WAHHHHHH
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leondaltons · 3 years
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“What is more unfair than having to choose between being a monster or being a hero?  (-when you have to be both.) When you learn that the road to hell is paved with more than just good intentions.”  — You are not heads or tails; you are the coin
I commissioned the talented @abyss-no-ishi to draw my mage Teresa Rynenhal from A Mage Reborn, one of my favorites IF written by @mage-parivir 
Teresa is mage who specializes in spiritism and is bond to Nyx, the Condemned, so I am extremely happy how her powers ended up looking in this art. Thank you so much to Abyss for such beautiful art and Adam from such an amazing story ♥
(She is also not sure how to react to the fact that the love of her life sentenced her to die at the stake, but details)
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agalnamedlunasea · 3 years
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No one asked but fuck it, here's my thoughts on all the swimsuit sprites for danganronpa
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Makoto 9/10
I actually really love when they put makoto in boring clothes. Its always so perfect for him. That said, it IS still kinda boring
Kiyotaka 6/10
Honestly the more I look at it the more I enjoy it. I did have an initial "no no NO" reaction, but Honestly the more I think about it the more I can see him wearing it, and when people comment on it, him defending it as "standard swimwear" and it gives him "less resistance when swimming". However the look of it is pretty boring and it makes his legs look far too long. Also he is far too ripped
Byakuya 7/10
Its pretty much fine, it looks a lil uncomfortably tight, and I wish the gold was more evenly distributed throughout the suit. The strong emphasis the gold puts around the junk is.... not my favorite. But otherwise it looks fine, and yay no abs
Mondo 8/10
Its basically just his coat as swim trunks, they look fine, no real notes. Its solid.
Leon 9/10
Exactly what I'd expect for leon. I really dig the jacket and the gradient on the trunks. The outfit is really solid. The pose they chose is an odd choice but no points lost. Made me Google if baseball players have/ should have abs, ive decided they're fine
Hifumi 9/10
I should note that a good chunk of the scoring is based on how fitting it is for the characters, rather than the look itself. Hifumi would 100% wear swim trunks of his favorite character, regardless of how it looks. Its just fine.
Yasuhiro 10/10
Absolutely perfect stoner/lazy dad vibes. The prints, the somewhat clashing colors that doesn't hurt the eyes, its perfect for him
Chihiro 8/10
Oh thank God. I was so worried about what they'd do for chihiro and honestly its good. Its *slightly* more feminine than I'd go, but it absolutely works. Bright blue and yellow feels like a bit of an odd choice for him, but its still pretty flattering on them.
Sayaka 7/10
Its fine i guess? The shawl is a bit odd, and could go for a bit more pink,but otherwise its fine.
Kyoko 8/10
It's pretty basic, but it fits. Personally I'd have put her in something either high waisted or a one-piece, but it works. I love the gloves with it.
Aoi 8/10
It'd be hard to find something that doesn't work for her at all,and this one is fine. Its a bit of a weird color for her skintone though. Maybe a blue or a different shade of yellow would be better.
Toko/ Jill 10/10
I. Am. Obsessed. I really love the sash, and how it along with the gradient on the bikini changes depending on which of them is fronting. She looks really cute and I think its perfect for her.
Sakura 9/10
Its cute and frilly and she looks beautiful! Its what she deserves. My only note is I'd have picked a less saturated shade of pink. Otherwise perfect 👌
Celeste 10/10
Absolutely perfect for her, and it looks so cute on her. No notes.
Junko 1/10
Excuse me?!? Ms. Junko Enoshima, ultimate despair and fashionista in a *school swimsuit* ?! Absolutely fucking not. What happened to the bikini from the promo art? I really hope there's a plot reason for that or something because what the fuck
Mukuro 3/10
The suit itself is fun and cute but it doesn't feel very mukuro. Im also sooooo disappointed that we're not getting un-disguised mukuro sprites. If anything I think she and junko should switch. She deserves better.
Monokuma 10/10
No notes, exactly what I'd expect
Thh average: 7/10, overall decent.
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Hajime 7/10
It looks fine. The orange is unexpected but fine. The radial design is not my favorite but its subtle so I guess it works ok. Its overall kinda boring but it works, though less so than Makoto's boring-ness.
Nagito 9/10
Gay rights! Nah but really I do like the blue on him, its good.
Imposter 8/10
Definitely better than byakuya's. The white is nice on him and is less of a contrast with the gold than black is, which helps a lot. I think he looks great.
Gundham 9/10
The trunks are perfect and I love that he's keeping the scarf and bandages like the absolute chunnibyo he is. Absolutely works
Kazuichi 9/10
Perfect adaptation of his jumpsuit into trunks. Also thank God they kept the beanie. I love kazuichi but no hat on him is a lil cursed.
Teruteru 5/10
Ehhh it fits but I really don't dig it. The roses are weird, as are the black top with white shorts. Not my favorite but its not bad...
Nekomaru 10/10
Exactly what he'd wear. Perfect.
Fuyuhiko 9/10
The trunks really work for him and I dig the necklace with it, its a nice touch
Akane 8/10
Its the same one from the game. It fits and looks nice, but I was kinda hoping for something new. Its at least nice to see her in it without all the blood. Also no abs makes me sad on her especially.
Chiaki 9/10
Again, same one from the game, but it looks perfect on her, no complaints.
Sonia 8/10
It looks really cute on her! They actually picked a flattering shade for her skin tone. The wrap is a little bit long and I can't tell if its supposed to be bulky or if Sonia just got wide ass hips. But she looks cute.
Hiyoko 9/10
Exactly what I'd expect. Slightly too saturated but still cute.
Mahiru 8/10
Wouldn't expect blue but its cute. However the white dots on blue combined with her red hair makes my dumb American brain think 4th of July :/. I think she'd look cuter in a gingham pattern but this works just fine.
Mikan 4/10
I can smell the fanservice coming off of this one. The white of her bikini and bandages makes her seem really washed out, and the bandages look really odd with that style of bikini. Not a fan.
Ibuki 10/10
Perfect for her and super cute. I love the style of it.
Peko 8/10
Same as in the game. So no surprises but still cute.
Izuru 6/10
Very basic and kinda boring. I think a little detail could be nice, but it works
Monomi/Usami 10/10
Look at her!! She's so cute, i love the floatie and the goggles and ruffle, I love it.
SDR2 average: 8/10. Probably my favorite collection overall.
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Komaru 3/10
Nooooooooo!! Where's the cute one-piece from the promo art? That one looked much cuter. The shape of the bikini is ok I guess, but that color is awful on her. How could they do my girl like this.
Masaru 9/10
Exactly what I'd expect, I dig the asymmetrical pattern.
Jataro 10/10
I love the jacket!!!!!!! I love that its long and I dig the camo. I also like the cut of the shorts. He looks great.
Kotoko 9/10
Cute, and exactly what I'd expect. No notes.
Nagisa 7/10
Pretty basic but fitting. It looks kind of incomplete tho. I think he'd wear a rash guard.
Monaca 8/10
About what I expected but a little plain.
Kurokuma and shirokuma 9/10
They both look cute! I dig the hats and I love the floatie for shiro
Hiroko 8/10
The jacket is cute and helps the bikini clash less with her hair. Overall looks nice.
UDG average: 8/10, jataro is definitely making up for komaru's lost points.
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Shuichi 7/10
This one is just,, so close to being great. The jacket should either be zipped or unzipped, and short sleeved, or maybe even no sleeves. Also the shorts look way too small. Just make them normal trunk size. The idea is just fine but its just a lil off.
Kaito 9/10
As expected, trunks in his signature pattern. Perfect
Ryoma 9/10
It looks fun but a touch off. Maybe give him some sunglasses or something. But overall nice.
Rantaro 6/10
The pink is an odd choice but its fine i guess? I like that he's keeping the jewelry tho.
Gonta 8/10
Cute, absolutely fits him, but its a little boring. Kinda wish they gave him the ponytail he has in the 10th anniversary outfit.
Kokichi 6/10
The shorts are fine, but a lil odd. I miss the jacket from the promo art, so this looks less complete. They got rid of his weird as shit abs though thank God.
Korekiyo 8/10
The wetsuit is very fitting, and I like the design of it, even though it's a bit generic. Keeping the bandages feels a little weird.
Keebo 10/10
The floatie!!!! The goggles!!!!! I love it!!!!
Kirumi 7/10
Its cute,but it doesn't feel very kirumi. I feel like she'd wear a one-piece tbh, or at least not such a small bikini. But I guess its fine.
Himiko 1/10
Oh noooooo what the hell is that? My poor girl, she looks like she bought a shitty cave person Halloween costume, someone stole half of it, and she decided to wear it anyway. It doesn't fit himiko at all, and aside from that it looks terrible. I simply do not believe that himiko wouldn't wear something more "magical" looking. Maybe like purple with some ruffles? Or something with a shawl? Who the hell decided to put her in a one shoulder brown bikini?! I hate it.
Maki 10/10
I really dig the straps and the slightly desaturated red. Give her some abs and its perfect.
Tenko 4/10
Do I believe tenko has good fashion sense? No. Do I believe she'd wear a pink gingham bikini? Also no. It just feels too preppy and feminine for her. Not that she isn't feminine at all, but I think a cool color and either a one-piece or shorts would fit way better.
Tsumugi 7/10
Its suitably boring,but the color feels a little off for her skin tone. Maybe if she and hina swapped color schemes, they'd both be better.
Angie 5/10
Its cute, but its literally just her v3 outfit without the yellow shawl. Paintbrushes and everything. Its a bit disappointing.
Miu 8/10
Of course Miu would wear a leopard print bikini. It absolutely fits her. Maybe they could have done more, but I'm satisfied with it.
Kaede 7/10
The blue is a weird choice for her. If she and tenko swapped thatd work a little better. I just think it'd be nice if they kept her in her signature colors.
V3 average: 7/10, definitely my least favorite overall but its still good.
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Bbc Merlin? 💜
(anon asked the same 💙)
The first character I first fell in love with: merlin :') dragonlcrd videos my beloved :')) i was like wow this weird ass rat is kinda pretty and very sassy
The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: elyannnn i mean i liked him as soon as he appeared first time watching and shipped perelyan and i thinkkk perelyaine and i was so angry when he died just on principle i entirely stopped caring about what happened after but i didn't realise just how delightful he was til i went through and found all his scenes and watched them bc i wanted to do text posts for all the knights and didn't know if he (or leon, or percival) had enough canon personality (he did) (percival was a struggle as was leon kinda) ig percival too although he hasn't changed from the placeholder man i saw him as while first watching :')
character everyone else loves that I don’t: arthur except i don't hate him as much as i act, like i would commit several crimes for s1 him it's more how hypocritical, evil in his utter ignorance, and honestly pathetic he is by s5 and how he’s coddled by the fandom. Also... im gonna get killed on sight for saying this aren't i but Merlin?? i used to and i get why but idk i'm just kinda... he doesn't interest me so much any more? i feel like there's nothing i want to add to what everyone else is doing which is GREAT btw and idk there are a lot of characters i love more :)
The character I love that everyone else hates: eira :') i adopted her for camelove day... 6 i think? and wrote her perspective of dotd and i just... i know i KNOW her plotline is the worst but she was demonised by the writers as much as any other female character and that's no reason to ignore her existence. Also idk about hate but i am a vivian stan and violent defender of her right to be as bitchy as she likes :D (except if it’s to gwen );) also people who hate mordred... why buddy? why
The character I used to love but don’t any longer: again merlin ig but also morgana. She... she's just... no. People make her out to be some feminist icon who was only bad bc the narrative portrays her that way and if she was just fighting for her people's freedom i'd probably agree. but she slaughters innocents, allies herself with all sorts of REALLY awful people whose actions she condones as long as they're not against her, tortures abuses and controls people who've done absolutely nothing to deserve it (Gwen, Mithian), and certainly by the end only cares about getting power. i... she's a villain. There's nothing wrong with liking villains of course, and i will still never forgive merlin for poisoning her, but she's not just 'misunderstood'. i used to be really big on morgana redemption but now don’t usually bother or include her in my fics bc i can’t see past what she did to gwen.
The character I would totally smooch: smooch? uhh...... lance?? Maybe??? probably not tho :/ hug however? gwen 🥺 elyan, percy,10/10 would braid gwaine's hair 🥰
The character I’d want to be like: probably gwen... tbf i relate to her a lot already i’m just not that lovely or accomplished 🤣
The character I’d slap:
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[ID: A gif of goblin-possessed Gaius having a whale of a time slapping Uther’s bald head. End ID]
A pairing that I love: perelyan, perelyaine, elyaine, mergwencelot... etc etc etc  rarepairs my beloved :’)
A pairing that I despise: aside from the obvious icky stuff and shipping teenage characters with adults... there’s not many i full on Despise. If merthur wasn’t so fucking ubiquitous i wouldn’t hate it half as much but alas :’) i have a grudge against perwaine simply bc people i’ve seen actually ship it are all height difference! banter!! flirting!!! all three of which perelyan has more of in canon plus they’re more affectionate and lbr percival made it pretty clear in 4x13 who he prefers (poor gwaine sitting there mangled and percy zooming straight past him🤣) and it kinda feels like people like perwaine more for the same reason elyan gets excluded from everything else and also it gets gwaine out the way of merthur but people can ship what they want and i don’t mind perwaine objectively so ig i digress... i also don’t like morgwen set in canon era for the above reasons but i can be swayed by modern au them (@mumble-muse’s xmas morgwen fic you’re an angel and we’re thrilled you're here, everyone go read and comment 🥰)
ty for the ask! 💜
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Could you do Violetta and Federico + as many numbers as you want for the friendship ask?? Thank you!!
yess my loves let's go!!
2. My favorite scene of them
that algo se enciende duet always makes so damn happy.........like they love each other so much they're so IMPORTANT to each other it makes me 🥺🥺
3. A random headcanon I have of them
ok so i really like to think that they're both very into physical contact, especially when they feel bad, and i've always sort of had this hc that they sleep together sometimes? like that scene where federico is sad and hugging violetta's pillow, and when he leaves her room he's like "can i take your pillow with me? :(" and never stops hugging it? when they're sad and need comfort they do that to each other instead
also we all know vilu's room is a "no boys allowed" zone for german but like federico? that's the one exception so he wouldn't even be annoying about it i mean he probably would be if he slept in her bed but it's my hc i can ignore a dumb dad if i want
4. My favorite thing about them
the way no matter how bad things got between vilu and ludmila, violetta never expected federico to choose between them, sometimes he did it on his own when he felt like he couldn't trust ludmila anymore, but vilu absolutely never asked him to do so and she's always supported their relationship, even after finding out about diego and like....i wouldn't have blamed her if at this point she'd told him she thought ludmila simply wasn't a good person and he deserved better, but i truly appreciate the way she never did it
5. A scene I wish we had of them
EVERY SCENE i want like a thousand more scenes of them, but i really wanted more scenes of them just having fun!! like i LOVE every time one of them is feeling bad so they have meaningful conversations about their feelings or when theyre singing together to feel better, but i also wanted even more light hearted scenes!!! i wanted federico to try on every single outfit in vilu's closet and put on a show for her, cami and fran while knowing he's killing it, i wanted the girls to let him crash at their sleepovers, GIRL you have no idea how much i wish at some point we'd see fede hanging out with the boys, and broduey or someone would suggest going out together that night at the karaoke bar or something, and federico would immediately go with a huge smile "ah sorry i can't tonight, it's girls time at home today :D" and leave them like that because he has a sleepover to attend!!! let federico have his girls time!!!!
9. Would I change anything about their friendship?
honestly? i was about to say fede's crush on her in s1 but it doesn't even bother me that much, like i would change the way he acted about it because the bitch tried to kiss her a bit too much, but the crush itself? i can see it idk, like at first they didn't like each other at all and they grew closer, i think it makes way more sense for fede to have a slight crush on her than, you know, broduey
i also like saying federico is in the "had a crush on leonetta" category lmao so that might be it, but YEAH i'd mostly just want him to be more chill about his crush, like he shoots his shot once, she says no, he sees how much she loves leon and he becomes the number 2 leonetta supporter (fran is the first one) we all know
14. If I can picture them to be more than only friends
technically speaking i think their personalities could work together pretty well as a couple too but like no, i can't, they're besties and i love that for them <3
15. If I would want to be friends with them
yesssss they're so much fun i want them to be my besties!!!
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May I request h/c's (separately) of yandere Abbaccio, Narancia, Melone and Joleyne who stalk this random citizen and start to take a liking to them but their victi- dArling legit doesn't give a shit and when they see them stalking them and are just like "oh it's that weirdo again" or "I'm aware that you're in my house, just don't eat my snacks". Thank you for your time and sorry if it's too specific lol -⌖
Yandere! Melone
Pay him mind or not this man can’t take a hint (or at least refuses to), and your lack of caring whether Melone comes or goes just makes things worse.  
He sees your indifference as an open invitation, the man will often pop up wherever you go out to eat at often if he gets the gist of your schedule. Often makes sure you sit right across from him and of course he already ordered what you usually ask for.
Will make some rather lewd comments when it’s just you and him, and he’s rather persistent in how good you’d look in certain clothing. There’s some touching your arms, like poking and prodding type deal as he describes the fabric and how heavenly it would likely feel on your skin.
Honestly the more he does to you, there’s a good chance you might get used to his unbelievable dense nonsense in trying to woo you. Which is fine for him he loves a game of pursuit.
Most people would think one would get bored of somebody after their lack of caring, in Melone’s case he just becomes emboldened. As he tries to push something that isn’t there. It’ll become pretty obvious when he starts buying you things couples would for each other.
Even with his lack of sense in properly romancing someone, he can be fairly observant of your body language if you allow him to be around that much. He has a copy of the key to your house too at that point, it’s pretty much open season for the man with invasiveness.
Doesn’t hesitate to sit close to you while you’re watching something, nothing too dramatic surprisingly other then yours and his thighs touching. Though he finds other ways to inexplicably invade your personal space.
Insistently wants to feed you whatever desserts he decides to buy or make for you. He’ll even bargain to leave you alone for a small amount of time in exchange. A worthy trade in his mind for he sees you more than any kind of friend or acquaintance.
Yandere! Jolyne Kujo
This woman is passionate as can be and certainly won’t betray you in any capacity. She sees her stalking as extra measures to protect you in a way you might not understand. It does make her laugh a bit whenever you simply tell her to not eat your snacks whenever she crashes around your place.
Overall though she definitely wants to avoid aloofness as much as possible, Jolyne already had a hard time with Jotaro and how distant he was with her. And not knowing the reason for the longest time didn’t help either. So she seeks to bond and maybe make something more out of being around you.
She gets pretty friendly, she might twirl some of your hair around her finger and let it slide down while talking to you. Or she sits on your counter right in front of you depending what mood she’s in.
Her particular thing is getting in close quarters with you in some capacity. Maybe you’re getting ready in the bathroom, she’ll quickly be ready there for you to help prepare for the day ahead.
Shopping is another way she decidedly gets time with you, she knows plenty about shampoo and body soap whether it be for men or women. Lipstick? Panties, boxers, dress shirts or dresses, she seems to delve into picking something you like quickly. Everytime you happen to go with her recommendation Jolyne beams with pride.
Often you’ll find her laying on your bed whenever you get home, asking how your day was. As if she didn’t happen to break into your house with little or no warning. The way her eyes look at you almost expecting and begging makes it difficult not to answer. Even if you don’t at first however she finds a way to coax a conversation out of you.
She loves resting her head on your shoulder or putting her arms around your waist. If she can’t do either of those she’s usually trying to intertwine your hand with her own.
The young woman also isn’t hesitant in leaving you some rather passionate letters. It might be with a small gift or something or it’s placed somewhere in your room if she has to do other things.
Yandere! Narancia Ghirga
This teen is practically a lost puppy, he seems to try and seek your approval for some reason. Even though you probably didn’t do much to warrant such admiration. He just saw you as someone to do something with when no one else could before drowning in an obsessive search.
He asks you an abundant amount of random questions just to get you to keep your mind on him. He gets pretty pissy at whoever decides to barge in and interrupt your conversation even if such a thing didn’t happen.
Narancia doesn’t mind hanging outside your place for a couple hours if you’re not home. He just kind of hovers around the place, looking for a sign of a vehicle you ride or drive in or seeing you in the distance if you walked. It gets people talking but he quickly dissuades that gossip with quite a few sharp tongued insults.
Peaks in your windows several times as well, occasionally he does get paranoid that you’re inside but are refusing to let him in. But after a little while he might realize you’re actually out and pace around your property once more.
If he happens to see you out on the streets of Naples, there’s no doubt he’d run toward you to greet you. Or he’ll usually browse somewhere to get you something he believes you might like.
There are times that he’s thoughtlessly in your kitchen looking for something to munch on. But it’s not like you mind right? Honestly he might restock some or your groceries just to be somewhat helpful. it’s likely just to help see him in a positive light even if he did pick the lock to your door to get in. It’s the thought that counts in his head
Yandere! Leone Abbacchio 
Abbacchio is finicky with his deep interest with you, it most likely came after some sort of favor you did for him. Even just a quick check on his well-being helped a bit. So he ends up tailing you every time you walk home from work. If you go home any different way he tries to find out how. You’ll usually be questioned of course. 
Whether you say much to him doesn’t matter as Abbacchio simply wants to drink in your presence. Just the way you confidently hold yourself up through your life keeps him going.
Though this doesn’t mean he will keep space with everything you do, often the man will do his best to separate you from those he doesn’t approve of. Even if he has to use underhanded means to do so.
Often replays moments in recent conversation that you have been in to himself. Occasionally Abbacchio acts like you’re saying these things to him. 
The man internalizes your aloof behavior, and consistently thinks about how you should look at him. What things do you not tell him? What have you said that had been out of his hearing? He didn’t deserve answers but his obsessive nature tediously gnaws at him. 
When he gets brazen in his jealousy he doesn’t hesitate to just take you away from the situation that you were involved in. And honestly he would likely end up locking you in your own room given enough time to set up locks while you were gone. Sure you may have not cared about that particular scene but he did. 
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~~Okay so, hi, I'm new here, in tumblr... and, I... just got into self shipping half a year ago... aaand only have platonic and familial ships.. and you can call me-
Karkat: YOU CAN CALL HIM OCTO, OGILVY, BIIO, JR, TROY, ANIS ETC ETC, THIS DUDE HAVE SO MANY F#CKING SELF INSERTS THAT IT'S RIDICULOUS!
me: ~~J...Just call me any of these, I will clarify which name is which fandom, and-
K: ANYWAYS, HE HAVE A FCKING LIST OF F/OS HE'S ABOUT TO READ OUT IF HE FINNALY STOPPED THE POINTLESS TALKING
Me: ~~Dude, what da heck?! Stop interrupting me!
K:YOU SAID THAT YOU NEED SOMEONE WHEN YOU DO THIS, BECAUSE YOU'RE TOO BIG OF A DAMM P#SSY TO DO IT ALONE!
YOU TOLD ME, THAT IT WILL ONLY TAKE A FEW MINUTES, BUT YOU'RE BEING SO GOG DAMM SLOW, I CAN'T STAND IT!
Me:~~...
-sigh-
~~Okay, I'll just read it out then.
~~So, first of all, of course as you could tell, Homestuck. I have Eridan, Terezi, Tavros, and of course you could tell, this rage nugget next to me called Karkat.
K:CAN YOU PLEASE, DON'T CALL ME THAT?!
Me: ~~yeah, sorry. -giggle-
~~And I'm still reading homestuck, so there might be more f/os
Karkat:YEAH, YOU'RE STILL ONLY AT THE ACT 5, YOU SHOULD GET YOUR LAZY ASS TOGETHER AND ACTUALLY BE PRODUCTIVE FOR AT LEAST A F*CKING MONTH
Me: ~~you think that I wouldn't if I could? I procrastinate too many things qwq
K: YEAH, EVEN THIS INTRODUCTION! HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN "WORKING ON IT"??? MONTHS??
Me: ~~well.. I have been procrastinating it a lot.. But can I continue? I'm finally doing it..
K:YEAH! SURE! JUST GET OVER IT ALREADY!
Me: ~~So, the next fandom is The Owl House. Let's see...We have Amity(familial/sister, she deserves better siblings)..... Gus...., Hooty-
K: THE DOOR THINGY?
Me: ~~yeah? Why did you ask?
K: I HONESTLY THINK THAT THEY JUST NEED SOMEONE THEY CAN LISTEN TO, A GOOD LEADER IN PARTICULAR, WHO ACTUALLY LISTEN TO THEIR BORING STORIES AND STUFF
Me: ~~well, I would say it differently, but yeah, it's basically what i think. Anyways, the last thing remaining is the Slitherbeast.
K: THAT GIANT ALIEN YETI, RIGHT?
Me: ~~yeah?
K:THAT THING GIVES ME THE CHILL, THEY HAVE THEIR EYES IN THEIR F*CKING MOUTH!!
Me: ~~well yeah, but they are still pretty cool
~~Let's move on, the next one is Danganronpa. We have:
~~Gundham Tanaka
~~K1-B0 (kiibo/keebo)
~~Leon Kuwata
~~Monodam
~~Chiaki Nanami *
~~Koichi Kizakura (familial/dad)
~~Possibly will be more, I'm still watching the walkthroughs and stuff-
K: WAIT A SECOND!
ME: ~~Hm?
K: WHAT IS THAT LITTLE STAR NEXT TO THE NANAMI GUY'S NAME?
Me: ~~okay, first of all, that's a girl, second.. It's just a... A marking, a marking because she's my favourite woman f/o
K: BUT THERE IS NO OTHER MARK FOR A GUY.
Me: ~~Oh! Oh yeah.. I.. I forgot! Let me just -scribbles a star next to his name-
~~Here! Done ^^
K: DUDE, I AM FLATTERED BY THIS, BUT WE BOTH KNOW THAT PRETTY F#CKING WELL, THAT I AM NOT YOUR FAVORITE.
BUT OKAY, I'LL LET IT SLIDE.
SEE? I'M SUCH A GREAT LEADER THAT I LET YOU PERSONAL SPACE, YOU'RE VERY F#CKING WELCOME.
Me: thanks...
~~So anyways, next on the list is: No Straight Roads, AKA NSR We have Neon J-
Karkat: NEON J? IS THIS SOME KIND OF RAPPER OR SOME SH*T? THIS NAME SOUNDS SO LAME I THOUGHT THAT YOU BEFRIENDED A F#CKING LETTER J NIGHT PUB SIGN WHEN I FIRST SAW IT.
Me: ~~No, his name literally means 1010, the name of the boy band he created
Karkat: EXCUSE ME? WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?
Me: ~~Neon is the 10th element of the periodic table and J is the 10th letter of the alphabet.
Karkat:THAT'S... ACTUALLY CLEVER.
Me: ~~It is. Can I continue now?
Karkat:YES, AS YOUR LEADER I LET YOU TO CONTINUE READING THIS ENDLESS LIST YOU HAVE CREATED TO INTRODUCE YOURSELF.
Me: ~~It wouldn't take so long if you wouldn't keep interrupting me.. -_-
~~So yeah, he is familial, dad figure. the rest is 1010, and Yinu along with her mother
~~There are only a few fandoms left, I'll be quick.
~~Mha:
~~Tokoyami, I loved his appearance since their first training, he's the coolest and strongest when he's in beast mode (in my opinion of course).
~~Coraline:
~~Other dad, he's a familial, as a dad of course
K: HE WAS TRYING TO SAVE CORALINE, RIGHT?
Me: ~~He deserved better...
~~And, the last fandom,
~~Epithet Erased:
~~Zora Salazar(Familial/Aunt)-
K: DOESN'T SHE STINKS BECAUSE SHE SLEEPS IN THE WOODS OR WHAT?
Me: ~~Yes she does my self insert keep teasing her about it.
~~And the last one, Ramsey. I like his style, pretty much a loveable character, i wanna be his friend.
~~And, as a last thing-
K: YOU SAID THAT WE ARE DONE!
K: I DON'T CARE, I NEED TO GO! I HAD F*CKING ENOUGH?! I'M OUT! -walks away-
Me:~~...
~~Ookay... Soo..
~~I just... wanted to mention that... I'm the brother of (@fishy-moirails), and we have shared f/os, and sibling self inserts in most of the fandoms that I have mentioned...
~~Soo.. Yeah..uhm..I will... update later.. Bye! -runs away-
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28/01/2019
I realised why I am like this, and I feel like I'm left out a lot. It's because I want be special. Like that's why it bothers me when people say that I am just a normal person and react like how anyone would react. It tells me that I'm just a sheep in the herd. I don't have anything special about me. I'm just normal. That's why I feel jealous a lot, it's like I'm not special to them. I just wish I was though. I wish I was different and special. But that's impossible. Because I will never be special. It's impossible for me to be. People like Ameera and Gabby, they don't have to try and everyone treats them so special. I wish I had that, I'm more of a wallflower though I guess. I guess I should own that huh? :/ I know what clique I am in a highschool movie now haha. I'm just a wallflower.
I found a PDF of perks of being a wallflower and I am reading it right now. I hope it's one of those books that gets me right in the feels and I can proudly say that this helped me overcome my need of being special.
I realised it's maybe it's not "being special" it's my need to be better than others. I remember the first moment of this I felt as a kid. I met someone who was younger than me when I was around five and in my head I said "How dare you be younger than me." And I know that's totally irrational, I'm just relaying what I remember.
I also don't like it when I'm telling people about my problems and they are like "me too"
Aw man now I'm crying at 2 in the morning. Thinking about my dad on the way back home and how sad he said that he only had one friend in school. He also apologised a lot when I told him that the reason I would only talk to the therapist about my issues with GAE, was because when I talked about it to him, he said that it's just normal. My family has gone through a lot of emotional trauma. I just wish they were happy.
I would be so happy if I invited someone to the movies and then everytime we go to the movies I always pay but one day they pull me aside and say "I know that your family doesn't have a lot of money, so you don't have to pay for my ticket this time." Because whenever I was desperate for Gabby and I to go hang out, she always told me to pay. But this is just my weird fantasy sorry.
I want to stop being so god damn sensitive. I don't have an excuse to be so sensitive, it's not like I have depression or anything, so why am I like this?! I'm so useless and pathetic, Ema said so herself ( the pathetic part, not the useless part) she also said that I'm really judgemental which is true. I don't know why I'm upset by that, because she's just telling me the truth, I should just accept it.
Another memory that makes me pissed of at Ema is that I sent a picture on words to use in a essay instead of because and happy, like simple words Y'know? And she said that these were pretentious and made fun of them. It's not like she was attacking me, it's just that I thought it would be helpful and she reacted really negatively. I wonder if she had a bad day on that day.
On page 14, it says that two characters, Sam and Patrick, they were really nice to Michael and didn't throw in any inside jokes, so he could actually keep up. How nice that would be, like you would actually feel included in the conversation wouldn't you lol. I wish GAE did that.
I don't really feel comfortable with the idea of my parents hugging me. My dad hugged me today, but it just was like eh. Even thought that was the first hug I've gotten in a month. The last one before that was Gabby on the last day of school.
There's a very famous quote from the perks of being a wallflower, it's "we accept the love we think we deserve." So how much love do I think I deserve unconsciously. Well I accept the love from my dad, so I guess I think I deserved to be loved by my dad. I haven't been given love by anyone else recently. I'm thinking back to when I told both Gabby and Ameera the same thing about how I felt just to compare their separate reactions. I told them that what they said really helped me a lot, but that was really just a lie. Oh something that Gabby did differently to Ameera was, Ameera said that I should just tell them whenever I didn't feel included. I told that I would do that to Gabby and she said "You shouldn't need to not feel included." And that really moved me. I was actually happy to go to school that day. And since I spoke to them both, I could tell that they both put in extra effort to include me. That hour that it lasted felt nice.
I'm going to try and sleep again. I'm up to page 18. It's a sweet story but not very relatable.
Oh another thing the therapist said that bothers me now, she said that GAE's actions were quite bitchy, but I don't think that's correct. They're broken people, and saying that their actions were bitchy sounds like they're doing it for no reason. In the moment it was quite agreeable, because I was mad at them, but they have it worse than me.
I woke up at 11 today. That's really bad. I start school in like two days
What the hell, this morning I woke up and my double eyelid dissapeared. What, at least now my eyes are even, but they both look smaller.
My mom is so mean, she said my nose looks like a pigs nose. I guess she's right though.
I watched Leon: the protector. And I just felt so bad for Leon in the end. He was so close to reaching the end. He was so close to living a life him and his friend, Mathilda. That was a good movie, the cinematography was amazing, it really knew how to do symbolism, like the end of the hallway was really bright. That was a good movie. Mathilda's fashion was really good, I might need to take some notes from her.
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I can make the last one.
I was just thinking about me and Mac in a romantic sense. Honestly I have really mixed feelings about it, on one side, it's like "I wouldn't mind." He's a nice and smart guy, we have a lot in common, he has good taste in music and anime. He's heading to a good place in life. But on the second hand, I'm really against it, he's too far away, and high school relationships don't last, less so a long distance one. I think the "I wouldn't mind side." Is my heart and the "No way." Side is my head because I catch myself thinking about "I wouldn't mind." And think that I shouldn't think like that. He might leave discord too.
I want to be a pretty so my partner's friends will be impressed that they landed someone that's really attractive, I just want them to be proud of me.
Sometimes I wish that like deep down, I didn't tell my therapist enough about everything and only focused on GAE and that's why she says I'm not depressed. But that's probably not how it is.
It's much harder to tell the truth on here, knowing that my therapist will probably read this.
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My Top Posts in 2021
#5
Fucking dying at the fact that there was a large canvas of komahina/wrightworth fan art at the pride event i went to on Sunday
46 notes • Posted 2021-06-07 09:24:57 GMT
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These witches gay! Good for them, good for them💖✨🌙🏳️‍🌈
65 notes • Posted 2021-08-10 23:10:46 GMT
#3
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Shitpost/ headcanon time y’all
82 notes • Posted 2021-08-22 21:51:25 GMT
#2
Thinking about how even tho I love komahina this is the only drawing I've done of them
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93 notes • Posted 2021-11-30 14:36:58 GMT
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No one asked but fuck it, here's my thoughts on all the swimsuit sprites for danganronpa
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Makoto 9/10
I actually really love when they put makoto in boring clothes. Its always so perfect for him. That said, it IS still kinda boring
Kiyotaka 6/10
Honestly the more I look at it the more I enjoy it. I did have an initial "no no NO" reaction, but Honestly the more I think about it the more I can see him wearing it, and when people comment on it, him defending it as "standard swimwear" and it gives him "less resistance when swimming". However the look of it is pretty boring and it makes his legs look far too long. Also he is far too ripped
Byakuya 7/10
Its pretty much fine, it looks a lil uncomfortably tight, and I wish the gold was more evenly distributed throughout the suit. The strong emphasis the gold puts around the junk is.... not my favorite. But otherwise it looks fine, and yay no abs
Mondo 8/10
Its basically just his coat as swim trunks, they look fine, no real notes. Its solid.
Leon 9/10
Exactly what I'd expect for leon. I really dig the jacket and the gradient on the trunks. The outfit is really solid. The pose they chose is an odd choice but no points lost. Made me Google if baseball players have/ should have abs, ive decided they're fine
Hifumi 9/10
I should note that a good chunk of the scoring is based on how fitting it is for the characters, rather than the look itself. Hifumi would 100% wear swim trunks of his favorite character, regardless of how it looks. Its just fine.
Yasuhiro 10/10
Absolutely perfect stoner/lazy dad vibes. The prints, the somewhat clashing colors that doesn't hurt the eyes, its perfect for him
Chihiro 8/10
Oh thank God. I was so worried about what they'd do for chihiro and honestly its good. Its *slightly* more feminine than I'd go, but it absolutely works. Bright blue and yellow feels like a bit of an odd choice for him, but its still pretty flattering on them.
Sayaka 7/10
Its fine i guess? The shawl is a bit odd, and could go for a bit more pink,but otherwise its fine.
Kyoko 8/10
It's pretty basic, but it fits. Personally I'd have put her in something either high waisted or a one-piece, but it works. I love the gloves with it.
Aoi 8/10
It'd be hard to find something that doesn't work for her at all,and this one is fine. Its a bit of a weird color for her skintone though. Maybe a blue or a different shade of yellow would be better.
Toko/ Jill 10/10
I. Am. Obsessed. I really love the sash, and how it along with the gradient on the bikini changes depending on which of them is fronting. She looks really cute and I think its perfect for her.
Sakura 9/10
Its cute and frilly and she looks beautiful! Its what she deserves. My only note is I'd have picked a less saturated shade of pink. Otherwise perfect 👌
Celeste 10/10
Absolutely perfect for her, and it looks so cute on her. No notes.
Junko 1/10
Excuse me?!? Ms. Junko Enoshima, ultimate despair and fashionista in a *school swimsuit* ?! Absolutely fucking not. What happened to the bikini from the promo art? I really hope there's a plot reason for that or something because what the fuck
Mukuro 3/10
The suit itself is fun and cute but it doesn't feel very mukuro. Im also sooooo disappointed that we're not getting un-disguised mukuro sprites. If anything I think she and junko should switch. She deserves better.
Monokuma 10/10
No notes, exactly what I'd expect
Thh average: 7/10, overall decent.
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Hajime 7/10
It looks fine. The orange is unexpected but fine. The radial design is not my favorite but its subtle so I guess it works ok. Its overall kinda boring but it works, though less so than Makoto's boring-ness.
Nagito 9/10
Gay rights! Nah but really I do like the blue on him, its good.
Imposter 8/10
Definitely better than byakuya's. The white is nice on him and is less of a contrast with the gold than black is, which helps a lot. I think he looks great.
Gundham 9/10
The trunks are perfect and I love that he's keeping the scarf and bandages like the absolute chunnibyo he is. Absolutely works
Kazuichi 9/10
Perfect adaptation of his jumpsuit into trunks. Also thank God they kept the beanie. I love kazuichi but no hat on him is a lil cursed.
Teruteru 5/10
Ehhh it fits but I really don't dig it. The roses are weird, as are the black top with white shorts. Not my favorite but its not bad...
Nekomaru 10/10
Exactly what he'd wear. Perfect.
Fuyuhiko 9/10
The trunks really work for him and I dig the necklace with it, its a nice touch
Akane 8/10
Its the same one from the game. It fits and looks nice, but I was kinda hoping for something new. Its at least nice to see her in it without all the blood. Also no abs makes me sad on her especially.
Chiaki 9/10
Again, same one from the game, but it looks perfect on her, no complaints.
Sonia 8/10
It looks really cute on her! They actually picked a flattering shade for her skin tone. The wrap is a little bit long and I can't tell if its supposed to be bulky or if Sonia just got wide ass hips. But she looks cute.
Hiyoko 9/10
Exactly what I'd expect. Slightly too saturated but still cute.
Mahiru 8/10
Wouldn't expect blue but its cute. However the white dots on blue combined with her red hair makes my dumb American brain think 4th of July :/. I think she'd look cuter in a gingham pattern but this works just fine.
Mikan 4/10
I can smell the fanservice coming off of this one. The white of her bikini and bandages makes her seem really washed out, and the bandages look really odd with that style of bikini. Not a fan.
Ibuki 10/10
Perfect for her and super cute. I love the style of it.
Peko 8/10
Same as in the game. So no surprises but still cute.
Izuru 6/10
Very basic and kinda boring. I think a little detail could be nice, but it works
Monomi/Usami 10/10
Look at her!! She's so cute, i love the floatie and the goggles and ruffle, I love it.
SDR2 average: 8/10. Probably my favorite collection overall.
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Komaru 3/10
Nooooooooo!! Where's the cute one-piece from the promo art? That one looked much cuter. The shape of the bikini is ok I guess, but that color is awful on her. How could they do my girl like this.
Masaru 9/10
Exactly what I'd expect, I dig the asymmetrical pattern.
Jataro 10/10
I love the jacket!!!!!!! I love that its long and I dig the camo. I also like the cut of the shorts. He looks great.
Kotoko 9/10
Cute, and exactly what I'd expect. No notes.
Nagisa 7/10
Pretty basic but fitting. It looks kind of incomplete tho. I think he'd wear a rash guard.
Monaca 8/10
About what I expected but a little plain.
Kurokuma and shirokuma 9/10
They both look cute! I dig the hats and I love the floatie for shiro
Hiroko 8/10
The jacket is cute and helps the bikini clash less with her hair. Overall looks nice.
UDG average: 8/10, jataro is definitely making up for komaru's lost points.
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Shuichi 7/10
This one is just,, so close to being great. The jacket should either be zipped or unzipped, and short sleeved, or maybe even no sleeves. Also the shorts look way too small. Just make them normal trunk size. The idea is just fine but its just a lil off.
Kaito 9/10
As expected, trunks in his signature pattern. Perfect
Ryoma 9/10
It looks fun but a touch off. Maybe give him some sunglasses or something. But overall nice.
Rantaro 6/10
The pink is an odd choice but its fine i guess? I like that he's keeping the jewelry tho.
Gonta 8/10
Cute, absolutely fits him, but its a little boring. Kinda wish they gave him the ponytail he has in the 10th anniversary outfit.
Kokichi 6/10
The shorts are fine, but a lil odd. I miss the jacket from the promo art, so this looks less complete. They got rid of his weird as shit abs though thank God.
Korekiyo 8/10
The wetsuit is very fitting, and I like the design of it, even though it's a bit generic. Keeping the bandages feels a little weird.
Keebo 10/10
The floatie!!!! The goggles!!!!! I love it!!!!
Kirumi 7/10
Its cute,but it doesn't feel very kirumi. I feel like she'd wear a one-piece tbh, or at least not such a small bikini. But I guess its fine.
Himiko 1/10
Oh noooooo what the hell is that? My poor girl, she looks like she bought a shitty cave person Halloween costume, someone stole half of it, and she decided to wear it anyway. It doesn't fit himiko at all, and aside from that it looks terrible. I simply do not believe that himiko wouldn't wear something more "magical" looking. Maybe like purple with some ruffles? Or something with a shawl? Who the hell decided to put her in a one shoulder brown bikini?! I hate it.
Maki 10/10
I really dig the straps and the slightly desaturated red. Give her some abs and its perfect.
Tenko 4/10
Do I believe tenko has good fashion sense? No. Do I believe she'd wear a pink gingham bikini? Also no. It just feels too preppy and feminine for her. Not that she isn't feminine at all, but I think a cool color and either a one-piece or shorts would fit way better.
Tsumugi 7/10
Its suitably boring,but the color feels a little off for her skin tone. Maybe if she and hina swapped color schemes, they'd both be better.
Angie 5/10
Its cute, but its literally just her v3 outfit without the yellow shawl. Paintbrushes and everything. Its a bit disappointing.
Miu 8/10
Of course Miu would wear a leopard print bikini. It absolutely fits her. Maybe they could have done more, but I'm satisfied with it.
Kaede 7/10
The blue is a weird choice for her. If she and tenko swapped thatd work a little better. I just think it'd be nice if they kept her in her signature colors.
V3 average: 7/10, definitely my least favorite overall but its still good.
197 notes • Posted 2021-07-20 15:51:47 GMT
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