That is enough for those three words to be the sincerest ever, isn't it? Well, fuck it! Keep on surprising me. In what mood would I still say I love you? Do you mind figuring it out when I'm aroused?
there are moments in my life where i truly feel like im living in the shadows of what im meant to be. times when people tell me im nothing but wasted potential, dumber and chubbier and lazier and overly dramatic and more tiring than they expected, mourning who i could've been and ignoring who i am now.
i fall into pits of restlessness after hearing these, trying my best to refine myself into someone who fit into the abstract gap of their expectation-built puzzle.
i was a girl shaped to be a winner and yet i melted into a waste.