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#hope u like this ana<33
f1-stuff · 14 days
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omg that part two snippet of girldad! carlos had me literally screaming, the way you write is just so *chef’s kiss* i can’t wait for the to see what happens next
its gonna be so cute when charles starts speaking french with ana and they both start bonding, carlos already has it down bad for this man but he’s going to be in love love with this man when this happens
the idea of the both of them being dads is just so… compelling, we really need more fics of them being dads and being all domestic
im sorry for this ranty ask but i just got so excited when i saw u posted the snippet, i love that fic so much already
and if you don’t mind, could you post the giver au pls :))
sending you lots of love mal, thank you for everything!! <33
Hi! Do not apologize!! Every fic writer hopes and dreams that ppl will get excited about their fic 😭 and I completely agree - we need more charlos dads. They are literally so married and charles wants a kid so badly...
Anyway yes! You can have a snippet of the Giver AU - i've shared a bit of it before, but essentially, the premise is that society requires everyone to take suppressants to dull their emotions, eliminating pain/conflict/anger/fear etc., but also eliminating passion/love/joy in the process...
I'm thinking of doing a major rewrite of this actually...so honestly what you read here might look very different by the time I post it but 🤷🏻‍♀️
“Hola, teammate.” It’s accompanied by a grin and a nudge to his arm. Charles raises an eyebrow.
“Hello, again.”
They’d seen each other not forty-five minutes ago, but Carlos seems to insist on greeting everyone like it’s the first time that day no matter how long ago they parted ways. He also keeps calling Charles, ‘teammate,’ like he thinks anyone needs to be reminded of this. 
“What are we doing now?” Carlos asks, rubbing his hands together like he’s impatient to get started. 
Charles doesn’t know why he would be - they’ve been doing promotional obligations all day, and his head is starting to hurt from all the bright lights. It’s all videos and photoshoots for their sponsors and social media accounts. Tomorrow will be the more important agenda - seat and race suit fittings are the first things on the schedule.
“A video for the fans, I think,” Charles says, in answer. “Where we ask each other questions.”
“Ah, so I can discover all of your secrets.” Carlos lifts his brows up and down in a way that Charles isn’t sure he’s ever seen someone do. 
He knows it’s a joke - one of Carlos’ strange ones, where he doesn’t really mean what he says. But Charles still finds himself wanting to protest the remark.
“I don’t have secrets.” Why would he? He has nothing to hide. Carlos rolls his eyes.
“Okay,” is all he says.
Charles has the sense he’s disappointed him somehow. Not that it really matters, but he’s still trying to figure out his new teammate. He wants them to get along, since they’ll be seeing a lot of one another. So far, he feels like Carlos is perpetually amused by him for reasons that Charles can’t determine.
“The questions are prepared,” Charles adds. “They wouldn’t have us ask whatever we wanted.” This seems obvious to him, but maybe Carlos isn’t yet accustomed to how structured things are at Ferrari. 
Practically their every movement is planned by some coordinator on the team - the only time it can’t be is in the car, when the drivers themselves hold the steering wheel. And even then, the team tries to control everything with strategy and radio communications during the race.
Carlos gives him a searching look, which Charles attempts not to shy away from. He isn’t shy, anyway. Poor choice of words.
“Do you ever... Mm- how do you say it?” Carlos takes a second to himself, mulling over whatever it is that he’s trying to ask. “Do you ever go against the script?”
“The script?” Charles frowns.
“The rules. The path. The plan.” Carlos studies him, as he processes the words, like Charles is a bug in a jar. It’s not a sensation he particularly...enjoys, though he can’t pinpoint why. 
“I’m not...” He swallows, unsure of himself. “I don’t-”
“Boys!” someone is saying from across the room, gesturing them over. 
There’s a beat of silence between them, and then Carlos is saying, “Never mind, mate,” patting Charles on the shoulder. 
He walks away then, and Charles is left with a strange hollowness in his chest, like he’s failed at something - like when he’s driven badly or made a mistake on track. But he hadn’t done anything like that. He’d just been talking to his teammate...
He takes a deep breath, then moves to join Carlos across the room.
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ekkozwrld · 9 months
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Haiii I'm Ekko!! Pronounz are he/they
Even tho this blog is 2 yearz old I'm reviving it bc I LOVE SCENE CULTURE :P
I'll be reblogging ab scene stuffz and my own Kandi!!!
(Dms are always open for anything :33)
So here's my blog hope u like :3333
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tojisun · 5 months
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baaaby i hope u’re doing okay!! it’s okay to take a break if u wanna! we understand, cause I don’t want my girl to be stressing out💖💖
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hi ana my lil sweet darlin <33
aww thank u so so much!! its just a tough last leg of the sem w the piling due dates n that one slip in my irl relationships thats kinda put me in a rocky place rn, but otherwise im doin oki ^v^
i do feel like im in an unofficial break w how messy my blog got again (more rambles, less posts) so im rlly sorry everyone :(( but thank u guys sm for ur patience
how abt u luv? have u been? i hope ur doin amazing sweet girl! i love u lotsss mwah!!
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cheolhub · 7 months
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ooh what have you been reading?
my weekend is going alright. there was a workshop at college today so i had to go for that. it was not bad.
i hope you get some rest too!
OH MY GOODNESS I LOVE THIS QUESTION!!!!!
ive finished like 6 books this month (im insane abt this goal) but i just finished everyone in this room will someday be dead on the 13th i think? (it’s my favorite book ever as of rn, it’s so good and i totally recommend it) and i just impulsively started the twisted series by ana huang yesterday bc a customer at work told me i should read it🧍🏽 ummmm im halfway through the first book and im just like 🧍🏽wow… men… (derogatory) i will probably give it 2-3 stars 😭 its like… okay… a step up from wattpad plot, but it’s still not that good. i heard the other in the series were better but we’ll see…
SORRY FOR RAMBLING BUT IM GLAD UR WEEKEND IS GOING ALRIGHT! i hate workshops so im proud of u for going 🫡 better than me bc i wouldve skipped
i hope u get some rest as well <33
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gojosattoru · 1 year
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hii ana!! sunaina here, i just came back to tumblr a few days ago😭 and i'm in love with your recent content!!! <33
i hope you've been well 🥰 and that you're taking breaks and resting up!!!
heyaaaa sunainaaaaa!!! welcome back sweetheart!!! i'm so happy to see you back darling!! i'm sorry i was gonna welcome you on the server but then i got distracted by my work dfhvchjs!! it's so good to see you with us again cutie!! thank you for liking my newest creations and for this message ; U ; it made me so happy!!! *smooches you all over* hope you have been doing well in these past months sunaina!! be sure to rest and take care of yourself dear ^^ wish you the best!! thank you again!!! <3333333 it made my day hehe *hugs*
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I posted 952 times in 2022
That's 828 more posts than 2021!
637 posts created (67%)
315 posts reblogged (33%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
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@libraryofloveletters
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I tagged 857 of my posts in 2022
Only 10% of my posts had no tags
#lovely anon - 167 posts
#d rambles - 106 posts
#carlos sainz - 78 posts
#charles leclerc - 58 posts
#liked by - 56 posts
#f1 imagine - 55 posts
#f1 edit - 54 posts
#instagram au - 46 posts
#daniel ricciardo - 41 posts
#lightsoutsainz 1k - 40 posts
Longest Tag: 122 characters
#also the notion that a driver would congratulate reader on initiation or a successful recruitment is laughable and cringey
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
birthday love
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summary: just little birthday love for the birthday boy word count: 1.2k requested: no! warnings: google translate spanish. otherwise, this is tooth-rotting fluff. note: obviously i had to write something for carlos's bday. hope u like this little fic. love you all.
taglist: @sluts-inc @sidcrosbyspuck @coffeehurricanes @miniminescapist @amsofftrack @melancholyy-scorpio @strawberrypaul
❃゜·。. ·°゜✼ ゜°· . 。·゜❃
Your fingers gently wrap around Carlos’s wrists, lifting his arm off of you so that you can roll out of bed. He doesn’t stir at your movements, still sleeping peacefully in his childhood bed. His hair is splayed over the grey pillow cases, the moonlight dancing over his soft skin. You admire him for a second longer before grabbing your backpack and slowly slipping out of his room. The Sainz house is quiet at four thirty in the morning, and you do your best to keep the noise down to a minimum. You begin to unload the cheesy birthday decor out of your bag, laying them out on the counter as you look around the kitchen. 
“What are you doing?" Ana's asks from behind you. You jump at the sound of her voice, cheeks tinging red from embarrassment.
“Ahhh… It’s his birthday so I wanted to do something nice for him… something cheesy if you will.” You suddenly felt insecure about your choice, but Ana’s smile eases your anxieties.
“Can I help?”
And that’s how you ended up on the kitchen counter as Carlos’s sister hands you strips of tape. You stand on your tippy toes, taping up a colorful happy birthday sign against his cabinets. You and Ana talk quietly, as she pokes and prods at you to learn more about you. She asks about your career, about your favorite thing, and more importantly how you feel about Carlos. 
“He really likes you,” Ana says, “He always manages to bring you up in a conversation. We were all honestly so excited to meet you.”
“Ditto,” You nod, stepping down from the counter. “I was nervous, but excited. It means a lot that Carlos wants to bring me around you guys… I know how important family is to him.” 
She nods, “He’s really lucky to have you.” She grins widely and looks at the decorated room. From the happy birthday sign, the streamers hanging from the ceiling, and the party hats sitting on the kitchen island. “So what next?”
“Breakfast.” 
“Woah,” A voice says behind you, “Que pasó aquí?” What happened here?
“Es para Carlito,” Ana replies, “Y/n’s idea.” 
You turn around, gaze meeting Blanca and Reyes looking around the room. Carlos’s mom grins excitedly, mumbling something in Spanish about cooking breakfast. You’re frozen in time, looking around the room as the three women in Carlos’s life begin to move around you, quietly trying to help you prepare a surprise for your boyfriend. You felt at home, felt a part of Carlos’s world. Reyes smiles over at you, walking over and giving your shoulders a squeeze. 
“Estás bien?” Reyes asks, “Go rest, we can handle it from here.”
You shake your head, “No no, estoy bien. How can I help?” 
Reyes allows you to cook eggs, while she handles the rest. You enjoy your morning along side his mother and sisters. The kitchen was slowly coming together, the food being put out dish by dish, the coffee pot brewing. It smelled divine, and you gushed over how good everything looked with Blanca. In the time you spent cooking and getting everything together, Blanca managed to put out photos of Carlos and spread them around the room. Photos from childhood up to his moment on the top step of the podium are framed and set in various places.  
“We did good, no?” She asks, grabbing a piece of bacon to snack on. 
“We did. Thank you all so much for helping.” You look at the three women, who smile and nod. 
“His father should be up soon,” Reyes mentions, “Go upstairs, get him up before the food gets cold.” 
You nod, thanking them once again before making your way back up to his room. When you enter, Carlos is still snoring softly with his back towards the door. Shutting it softly, you slowly tiptoe back into bed, shimmying under the covers and throwing your arm over him. You press soft kisses against the skin of his back, nuzzling your cheek against him. Carlos stirs in your hold, the rumbling of his soft groans vibrating against you. His hands meet yours, fingers intertwining with your as he brings it up to his lips. 
“Morning hermosa.” He greets, voice thick with sleep.
“Morning bebé.” You hum, kissing along his shoulder before he turns around and pulls you against him. 
His fingers find their place beneath your chin to tilt your head up and press a kiss on your lips. The kiss is soft and sweet, his other hand resting lazily on the small of your back to hold you close. 
“Happy birthday mi amor.” You mumble against his lips. 
“Gracias.” You can feel his smile in the kiss and the way his fingers leave your chin to tangle themselves in your hair. 
You spend a couple more minutes in bed, tangled in the other before you finally coax him out of bed. When you get to the bottom of the stairs, you place your hands over his eyes and your boyfriend whines in disapproval.
“Mi amor, por qué?” His hands pull yours off but you’re quick to replace them. 
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#4
when you're missing me...
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#3
purple reminders
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summary: carlos loves to mark what's his. word count: 3.7k warnings: SMUT – fingering (f receiving), oral (m receiving), spit, p in v sex, unprotected sex, cum-play (i think?). cocky semi-possessive carlos. google translate spanish. this post is 18+. minors dni. note: reupload bc im pretty sure this fic didn't show up in the tags. dont worry. still the same filth, same smut.
taglist: @sluts-inc @sidcrosbyspuck @melancholyy-scorpio @coffeehurricanes @amsofftrack
*since this is a 18+ post, i will not be tagging you if your age isnt in your bio*
❃゜·。. ·°゜✼ ゜°· . 。·゜❃
You’ve always liked house parties. Free booze, comfy couch, no bathroom line? That is something you could definitely get behind. 
Lando’s penthouse is swarming with people, red cups littered all throughout the home. It was very reminiscent of your college days. You weave your way through the sweaty bodies, smiling at familiar faces as you push to the kitchen in search of your best friend and a drink. It’s of no surprise to you that the curly haired brit is mid-chug, with a group of boys cheering him on. With a quick side glance, Lando lowers his cup and shoos the group to the side to make his way to you.
“You made it!” He wraps his free arm around your shoulder, giving you a tight squeeze.
“Didn’t think I’d show?” You ask, looking up at him as he takes another drink.
Lando shakes his head into his cup before lowering it, “Never doubted you for a second. Cmon, get a drink.”
You serve yourself a vodka pineapple mix, and then turn around to join the mass of men encouraging Max to chug his drink. Lando moves over to make room for you in the circle, laughing at Max’s failure to finish his drink. 
“Lads, you remember y/n?” Lando ruffles your hair and you swat his hand away. The boys smile and greet you with a quick hello, to which you return. “You would never have guessed this, but she is a champion at chugging alcohol.” 
“And that’s my cue to leave.” You nudge his side with your elbow before excusing yourself from the group. 
You mingle and socialize with familiar faces in the crowd, playing catch up and pretending you cared about the itty bitty details of the lives of people you speak to once in a blue moon. If you were being completely honest with yourself, you only came in hopes of catching the eye of a certain driver in red, and he has yet to make an appearance. 
The room was starting to feel stuffy. Too many drunk people and not enough windows cracked open. You excuse yourself from another dull conversation, making your way to the balcony. You nurse your drink, swishing it around the plastic cup as you enjoy the quiet wind and the blinking lights of the city below you. You hear the door open behind you and get a whiff of the musky cologne. You don’t need to turn to know who it is, and you can’t fight the smile that makes its way onto your face.
“What’re you doing out here?” 
You finally turn around, the air being knocked straight out of your lungs. He looked good, a black t-shirt adorning his torso to match his dark blue denim jeans. His hair is just starting to grow out and his stubble chisels his face out nicely. He looked like a god. 
“Too hot in there,” You mumble, raising your cup to take a sip. “You?”
“Was looking for you.” 
The air gets caught in your lungs as Carlos saunters over to you and backing you up against the rail. He brushes your hair away from your shoulder, head tilting to look at your neck. “Gone already?” He mumbles, fingers trailing down your chest to hook into the neckline of your shirt, eyes peering over to stare at your chest. There are purple marks scattered over your breasts. 
“Someone might see.” You stammer, eyes looking through the glass balcony doors and the swarm of people mingling.
“They’re all too drunk, don’t worry your pretty little head.” He mutters, licking his lips before looking up at you through his lashes. “I did a good job, no?”
You roll your eyes, downing the rest of your drink before setting the cup down by a plant. Carlos releases your shirt, leaning on the rail next to you as he looks down at the city. The silence is comfortable, just the lull of the conversation behind the closed doors and the busy street below. You watch people dance and laugh, far too drunk to notice the two people standing too comfortably next to each other.
“Did you miss me?” He asks, looking at you.
“Did you miss me?” You counter, raising your brow at him. He chuckles, pushing himself off the rail. 
“Did you think about me?” Carlos’s fingers are back on your skin, this time to push the hair the wind so lovingly placed on your face. “And don’t ask me the same question, because the answer is yes, I did. I do.” 
You smile, nodding. “Yeah, I did.”
Carlos slowly leans in, but you’re quick to move your head. “Someone might see.”
He scoffs, “Are you embarrassed of me?”
“No.” You raise a brow, “I just don’t need to explain… this to anyone. Especially Lando.”
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#2
boy in white
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something about carlos in white...
summary: something about the color white on your boyfriend... pairing: carlos sainz jr x fem!reader word count: 3.2k words warnings: SMUT – fingering (f receiving), face slapping, hair pulling, spitting, degradation, kind of edging (?), unprotected sex. this is pure filth. this post is 18+. minors do not interact. note: listen. carlos in white fireproofs is literally so fucking sexy. i demand that ferrari bring it back. anyways i hope you enjoy. tagging @sluts-inc bc ;)
“Are you coming to the paddock today?” You look up from your phone, Carlos already clad in his Ferrari polo and blue jeans. “It’s quali day.” He bends down to press a kiss to your cheek.  
You hum softly, debating your options. On the one hand, you didn’t care to be on the paddock other than race days. You felt in the way most times, and so when you do find yourself in the garage you are waiting patiently for your boyfriend in his motor home. However, Carlos had been gushing all week about how good he feels in the car, and that his gut is telling him that this race may just be his best one yet. 
Carlos presses another kiss to your cheek, then to the corner of your lips. You smile, pecking him softly before nodding. “Yeah. I’ll come.”
You don’t take very long to get ready. You decide on a light green sundress with cute floral detailing. It was a hot day anyways, so jeans were not an option. When you’re just about ready, Carlos grins up at you, standing from his seat and pulling you close to him. 
“Te ves hermosa mi amor.” You look beautiful my love. He kisses you softly, and you smile against his plump lips.
“Gracias, bebe.”
The drive over to the track didn’t take long, Carlos on the phone with some people for most of the way. His hand settles on your thigh as he drives, thumb rubbing soft circles as if to acknowledge you. When you get on the paddock, Carlos’s fingers intertwine with yours as he pulls you through the crowd with him all the way to the bright red garage. He was already running slightly late for some media appearances, so he bids you goodbye with a quick kiss and jogs over to Charles. 
Engineers and mechanics run rampant around the garage, moving tires and going over any final changes to strategies. You say hi to a few people before making your way to the McLaren garage in search of Luisinha to keep you company. The two of you stick together all while the boys are in media, only parting ways when Carlos finally texts you that he’s in his motorhome and asks about your whereabouts. By the time you make it back, Carlos is already out of his polo and jeans, the red tracksuit already hanging on his hips. 
What catches you off guard is the white fireproofs he has on. You hadn’t seen them on him in months, the team switching them out for red ones at the beginning of the season. His tan skin contrasts beautifully against the bright fabric, and the dips and curves of muscles bulge from beneath it. You can feel you mouth water, the area between your legs tingling. 
Rupert and Caco smile at you, not noticing your flustered state, before walking out of Carlos’s room. Your boyfriend has yet to look at you, but he does greet you as he pulls the top half of his race suit up.
“Hi baby. Where’d you go?” 
“Mmmm, hung out with Lu for a bit. Got a little lonely.” You mumble, walking up to him and pressing a kiss to his cheek. 
He smiles over at you, “Sorry hermosa.”
“That’s okay baby.” Your fingers trail down his arm, “Why are you wearing white?”
He hums, zipping the suit halfway, “The red ones are too small. Only had this spare in my bag.” You nod, biting your lip as you watch him through the mirror. He raises his brow at you, a teasing smile splayed on his lips. “What are you thinking about?”
“Nothing,” you shake your head, moving to stand in front of him, “You look good in white.” You stand on your tip toes to press a kiss on his lips. Carlos knows you too well, knows that the comment is nothing like you claim. His hands cup your cheeks, deepening the kiss. You’re caught off guard, but welcome the embrace, your arms moving to hang loosely around his neck. 
He backs you up against the wall, and you sigh onto his lips. “Not nothing mamita,” he mumbles, “You must want something, no?” His head dips down to trail kisses along your jaw, down your neck.
Your eyes fall shut, savoring the feeling of his soft lips and the way he sucks on the skin of your neck. His hands drop down to your hips, making their way to your butt to give you a quick squeeze. His thigh moves between your legs, parting them, and you can’t help but begin to grind on him lightly. Carlos chuckles against your neck, picking his head up to look at you. 
“I don’t have time,” He looks at his watch, “need to get in the car soon.” 
You pout, fingers finding the zipper of his race suit and pulling it down, revealing the white fabric. “You sure?” You stare at him through your lashes, and Carlos stares at you with wide eyes. You’re still grinding against his leg, and a soft moan escapes you as you roll your hips a little harder. Carlos nearly gives in, but there’s a hard knock on the door. 
“Chili! Five minutes!”
Carlos grabs your hips, stopping your movements. “I’m sorry mamita.” 
You pout, “Fine.” 
“Don’t be like that.” He mumbles, grabbing your chin and placing a swift kiss on your lips. “C’mon, we have to go.”
He zips up his race suit once again, grabbing his baclava and your hand before exiting the room. You watch as Carlos begins to get ready to get in the car. He pulls his baclava over his head, pushing the dark strands of hair back and under the material. You walk up to him, pulling the headpiece just low enough for you to sneak on more kiss. 
“Good luck, papi.” 
Carlos’s eyes go dark. You smile at him innocently, pulling the fabric over his mouth before walking away to grab your headphones. You sit in your seat in front of the screen, showing you live coverage of the third free practice session. Your boyfriend climbs into his car, giving you one last wink before pulling his visor down. 
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My #1 post of 2022
the winner takes it all
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littlecarmine · 2 years
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hi, bestie bestie, how are you?? <33
i am here to say: OH MY GOD ABBOTT ELEMENTARY IS SO GOOD! i’m literally in love with all the characters, they’re all so good! and the plots are all so hilarious! the whole episode about Gregory not liking pizza? cinematic masterpiece! barbara and melissa have the sweetest friendship and i am not imune to a yearning like gregory for janine (which i guess will be the opposite next season 😭) there’s so many moments that had me doing a keyboard smash in my head (like when jacob thinks janine is doing the my captain but she’s just running from a snake lmaaao) and literally everything Ava says!
but also all of the more emotional moments between them, the found family of it all??? amazing, iconic, they have my whole heart!
okay i am so sorry for the info dumb, i was just very excited to share this with you because i watched it all way too quickly 😭 leaving this gift now and saying i love you sm, best bestie, and hope you had the most amazing day!!
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happy almost Tabitha Tuesday best bestie! and pls don't ever apologize bc u know I LOVE the all the info!!! I needed to know your opinion and im so glad u liked it!!! and you are so right bc it really goes from emotional moments like Janine and her mom (and the way Barbara takes her to dinner 😭) to things like the janitor mr. johnson trying to "reverse good will hunting" the new transfer student dsjfkhsdk
yesss ava love!! WHEN SHE USED THE EMERGENCY FUNDS FOR A SIGN OF HERSELF!! she is so awful but shes our awful <3.
no bc ana really this was the best update I could ever want. ty so so much for telling me how much u loved it and joining the AE brain rot 😭. (ALSOOO the pic- I cant handle 💀❤️)
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ijustdontlikepeople · 2 years
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hi annie!! may i please have a vibe check?<33🌺
Hiya Ana! I hope u like it!!
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laanatw · 1 year
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[11-18, 02:30] ana elisa: I just wanted to be enough for someone once in my life, just once
[11-18, 02:30] ana elisa: why is this impossible for me?
[11-18, 02:30] ana elisa: fuck I'm so incredibly useless and ridiculous, I don't know why the fuck I'm still alive
[11-18, 02:31] ana elisa: I wish my first attempt had worked right. I don't give a shit if people keep calling me selfish, I just can't take it anymore
[11-18, 02:31] ana elisa: I just want to die
[11-18, 02:32] ana elisa: I'm not nice not enough, not pretty enough, not smart enough, not even my fucking family can stand me
[11-18, 02:32] ana elisa: I just want to die
[11-18, 02:32] ana elisa: yeah the only thing I want [11-18, 02:32] ana elisa: THAT'S IT
[11-18, 02:33] ana elisa: I don't care how it goes
[11-18, 02:33] ] ana elisa: I just need it soon
[11-18, 02:58] ana elisa: WHY DID YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME?? WHY DO YOU LIE TO ME ALL THE TIME? WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM? WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH TO THE POINT OF DOING THIS?
[11-18, 02:59] ana elisa: if you don't want anything just leave me alone soon, get out of my fucking life, stop "feeling sorry", it's in these comings and goings that you make me want to die
[ 11-18, 03:00] ana elisa: I was starting to feel good again, something I haven't felt in two years
[11-18, 03:00] ana elisa: I'll never do that to myself again
[ 11-18, 03:04] ana elisa: i'll never talk to you again
[11-18, 03:04] ana elisa: i hope you die inside like i died
[11-18, 03: 04] ana elisa: i should have known as soon as i met you
[11-18, 03:04] ana elisa: i died that day
[11-18, 03:05] ana elisa: and i will never be happy again, at no time in my life
[11-18, 03:06] ana elisa: i don't know how i managed to trust this fucking dnv situation
[11-18, 03:06] ana elisa: i'm so dumb
[11-18, 03:27] ana elisa: i've never been so sad
[11-18, 03:27] ana elisa: i'm disappointed i think
[11-18, 03:35] ana elisa: u used to do me so good
[11-18 , 03:36] ana elis a: i hope i never meet anyone else
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[11-18, 03:57] ana elisa: I'm going to vent to cntg, since you're the only person I know who doesn't know the other person in the story
[11-18, 03:57] ana elisa: no need answer nothing
[11-18, 03:57] ana elisa: that's all I need
[11-18, 04:00] ana elisa: I met this mlk on the 7th and in the middle of the 8th that the gnt went to approach and I've had feelings for him forever, like when I first saw him, you know? Anyway, last year this same month he said he had feelings for me, it was his birthday and I got him a ring as a present, but he started pulling away from me out of nowhere and I found out he was dating another girl. he never walked away from me you know? it was like he always wanted to leave me there in case he needed
[11-18, 04:01] ana elisa: at the end of last year I changed schools and I didn't talk to him for a few months, until I went back to the school he he goes to school and the weather wasn't good at all, because like I said I always felt something for him
[11-18, 04:02] ana elisa: he wasn't dating anymore at that time
[11-18, 04:02] ana elisa : finally details
[11-18, 04:04] ana elisa: i started dating in june but the mlk was really an asshole and i broke up with him in open, and i got close to this mlk i met in 7th grade again and things were flowing well and the climate improved a lot. since last month he's been giving me ideas and stuff, I think last week he said he liked me, this week I went to his dad's birthday, he said he loves me and that he loves my company, he was leaving it super clear you know
[11-18, 04:04] ana elisa: he said he dreamed of me, etc
[11-18, 04:06] ana elisa: soque I think he doesn't like me anymore, like I don't know, he posted a post of another girl in his storys and this photo is from April. I'm almost sure that the indirect he posted on Wednesday was for her, because it has something to do with her
[11-18, 04:07] ana elisa: I'm just feeling like trash dnv, am I not enough for anyone? he got tired of me so fast you know, like he hasn't even made the fucking week and he doesn't give a fuck anymore
[11-18, 04:08] ana elisa: and it's not like wle n gave me all the clues he said for me and now out of nowhere he just disappears
[11-18, 04:08] ana elisa: the worst thing is knowing who i'm going to see him monday
[11-18, 04:08] ana elisa: i'm going**
[11-18 , 04:09] ana elisa: what's my problem? I'm ridiculous
[11-18, 04:09] ana elisa: I was really feeling good with him, I was getting happy again after months of feeling like crap and that good feeling doesn't last a whole day
[11-18 , 04:10] ana elisa: I've been crying for 2 hours straight, my eye is so swollen
[11-18, 04:11] ana elisa: how does he see me to get to the point where he treats me like that?
[11-18, 04:12] ana elisa: what the fuck is the need to lie to me until you reach that level and then disappear? I had been without self-harm for 3 months and during the crying crisis I started to take it all out on me again
[11-18, 04:13] ana elisa: I just wanted to feel something beyond that and I honestly don't think I will last until the end of the year
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Radio NET Bulgaria (November 13, 2022)
23:59 DANCING FANTASY - Take Five 23:55 WILL SUMNER - Sultry Sunset 23:50 RICHARD ELIOT - Chill Factor 23:46 SEAN U - 60 Miles 23:40 BRIAN HUGHES - One To One 23:35 WOLFGANG HAFFNER - Warm Breeze 23:32 PAUL BROWN - Shine Shoes 23:27 NILS - Cruisin' 23:23 VINCENT INGALA - Free To Groove 23:19 GREGG KARUKAS - Soul Kisses 23:14 PETER WHITE - (Un)Forgiven 23:09 RICHARD ELLIOT - Like Butter 23:04 ELAN TROTMAN - West Coastin' (feat. The Regiment Horns) 23:00 MICHAEL LEMMO - Northern Lights 22:58 ROMAN MESSER, LJ AYRTEN - Break The Ice (UltraNova Chillout Remix) 22:53 ROGER SANCHEZ - Another Chance (Afterlife Mix) 22:48 EMILY UNDERHILL - Fly 22:44 20EDDIE THONEICK, SHAWNEE TAYLOR - Live Your Life (Eddie Thoneick Chill Out Mix) 22:40 EMILIA DE PORET - Weightless (Chillout Mix) 22:34 LOREEN - Euphoria (Cool Bill Seaside Mix) 22:31 JAMES BUTLER - Dinner For Two 22:28 SAGI REI - Your Loving Arms 22:24 CAPA - Julian 22:19 DASH BERLIN - Listen To Your Heart (Acoustic Mix) 22:15 FRAINBREEZE, ANGEL FALLS - I'll Be There (Original Mix) 22:11 DUB MARS - Slow Witted 22:06 CALAR DEL SOLE - Cafe Del Mar (Lounge Remake) 22:01 CANE GARDEN QUARTET - Chillaxin' 21:57 DARK MATTERS, ANA CRIADO - The Quest Of A Dream (Original Mix) 21:52 DUBDIVER - Reverie 21:48 DJ SHAH, ADRINA THORPE - Who Will Find Me (Acoustic Version) 21:44 CARDINAL ZEN - Warmth 21:37 LAZY HAMMOCK - You Light My Mind 21:34 KRYSTIAN SHEK - Devot 21:29 LEO ROJAS - Colors Of The Rainbow 21:24 GANGA - Secrets 21:20 DREAMLOUNGER - Sunset Dream 21:17 KRISTER, DALBANI - Self Control 21:13 JAZZAMOR - Hidden Treasure 21:10 DT8 PROJECT - Hold Me Till The End (Unplugged Mix Lounge Edit) 21:05 EMMA HEWITT - Foolish Boy (Zetandel Chill Out Mix) 20:58 ARMIN VAN BUUREN, JUSTINE SUISSA - Burned With Desire (Chillout Mix) 20:53 C.A.T. - Could You Be 20:48 TRIANGLE SUN - White Song 20:43 CECILE BREDIE - Dreamland 20:40 AMAZONICS - Lovin' You (Astrovoid Remix) 20:36 TUKAN - Wonder Of Life (Chill Out Mix) 20:32 FLORITO - Saigon Morning 20:28 FOR FOUND FUTURE - Time Is Moving (Chillout Lounge Mix) 20:19 TWENTYEIGHT - Hope (Original Mix) 20:16 FONZERELLI - Dreamin (Chill Mix) 20:11 FRAINBREEZE, NATUNE, ANGEL FALLS - Signs Of Time (Original Mix) 20:06 FRED HYAS - Meet Dawn (Rework) 20:03 GORDON GECO - Fade In Away 19:58 FRIENDLY BREAKS - Jazzy City Walk (Deep Lounge Mix) 19:53 FUNKAGENDA - Breakwater (Violet Oversoul Mix) 19:49 GOODVIC - Dreaming Of You (Original Mix) 19:44 GOLD LOUNGE - She's Arriving 19:40 GAELLE - Give It Back 19:35 GLOBAL TRAFFIC, CQ PLAM - World Hold On (Acoustic cover) 19:30 LITE ELECTRONIC, THREE FACES, AMY K - Firefly (Seven24 & S.A.T Chillout Remix) 19:25 GARY B - Time To Slow It Down 19:22 LEO ROJAS - Farewell 19:18 EL SEGUNDO - Blue Marlin (Juan Padilla Serve Chilled Remix) 19:14 ANDY MOOR, HYSTERIA! - Leave Your World Behind (Album Mix) 19:07 EDWARD MAYA - Stereo Love (Yonta Chillout Remix) 19:02 ATB - Let U Go (Schiller Remix) 18:55 GAZEEBO - Shiny Lust 18:51 DUTCHICAN SOUL, CHAD TRENT - Deny (D-Reflection Ft. Saxy MR. S Lounge Remix) 18:46 GET FUSION - Last Day Of Summer (Chillout Mix) 18:42 MENZI - Zug Nach Nirgendwo 18:38 BETSIE LARKIN, BOBINA - Belong To Me (Sunset version) 18:34 BLANK & JONES, ELLES - Mind Of The Wonderful (Acoustic Version) 18:30 BERK & THE VIRTUAL BAND - You're My Heart, You're My Soul 18:25 BENNY BENASSI - Illusion (Taras Bazeev Chillout Remix) 18:22 BELLATRAX FEAT. TINA COUSINS - Cant Hold Back (Acoustic Mix) 18:18 BEBE - Siempre Me Quedara (Serge Vegas Relax T!me Remix) 18:15 ASSMONKEYS, LYCK - Embrace My Heart (Bassmonkeys & Jenna Donnelly Moonlight Mix) 18:10 BARCLAY & CREAM - You're Not Alone (Alexander Metzger Mix) 18:04 JOSEPHINE SINCLAR - Paradise Deluxe 18:00 JES - In Ohm (Lime Chill Remix) 17:54 K. S. PROJECT - Looking For Paradise (Original Mix) 17:47 BANCO DE GAIA - Tempra (Original Mix) 17:42 351 LAKE SHORE DRIVE - Seabeam 17:36 BAGHIRA - A Thrill Of Anticipation 17:33 KATO, JON - Turn The Lights Off (Bullytrax Campfire Mix) 17:27 KENNY FONTANA - U R The Sun (Toni Rivera Mix) 17:25 EMMA HEWITT - Miss You Paradise (Strings & Acoustic Version) 17:19 WAY OUT WEST - One Bright Night (Original Mix) 17:15 LEO ROJAS - Flying Heart 17:09 VIV DE LA ROSA - Agua Caliente 17:04 ANDY MOOR, SUE McLAREN - Trespass (Masoud Chill Out Mix) 17:00 ATB, TIFF LACEY - Missing 16:58 JAZZ HOLDOUTS - Morning Breeze 16:54 DIRK K - Sticks And Sand 16:49 FRANK PIOMBO - Sunset Beach (The Cape) 16:45 BRAD ALEXANDER - A Matter Of Time 16:41 LARRY CARLTON, PAUL BROWN - Say What's On Your Mind 16:36 BRIAN SIMPSON - Sunlit Sea 16:31 KIM WATERS - Nightfall 16:27 PATRICK YANDALL - Law St. Locals 16:22 GREGORY GOODLOE - Yearning for Your Love 16:18 PAUL BROWN - Las Vegas 16:14 NILS - Careless Whisper 16:10 VINCENT INGALA - Sexy Mama 16:05 KIM SCOTT - Rite of Passage 16:00 JEFF KASHIWA - Free Flyer 15:57 GREGG KARUKAS - Too Cool (To Be Hot) 15:52 ANDRE CAVOR - You Brought the Sunshine 15:48 TONY SAUNDERS - Sea Cliff Drive 15:44 PETER WHITE - If Ever... 15:39 RICHARD ELLIOT - Lip Service 15:35 INCOGNITO - Racing Through the Bends 15:32 RICK HABANA - Rum Factory 15:27 RAGAN WHITESIDE - Funktuation 15:24 WAYMAN TISDALE - Throwin' It Down (feat. Darren Rahn) 15:20 VANN BURCHFIELD - Change Is A Comin' 15:16 ELAN TROTMAN - Millie's Song (feat. Althea Rene & Nathan Mitchell) 15:12 MICHAEL LEMMO - Chandler Boulevard 15:08 ANDY SNITZER - Breaking 15:04 LAWSON ROLLINS - Momentum 15:00 ROBERTO VAZQUEZ - Going West 14:57 DAN SIEGEL - A World Away 14:53 ROBERTO RESTUCCIA - Love Crazy 14:49 PHIL DENNY - Lifted 14:45 TERENCE YOUNG - Friday Night 14:41 JACKIEM JOYNER - Share My Tears 14:37 RICK BRAUN - Back to Mallorca 14:32 ROBERT CHRISTA - Pure Life Begins 14:28 MARCUS ANDERSON - Latte In The Rain 14:24 PATRICK BRADLEY - Completely Yours 14:20 DREW DAVIDSEN - Sweet Spot (feat. Eric Marienthal) 14:17 PAUL BROWN - The One You Lean On 14:13 NILS - Dreamin' 14:08 JACOB WEBB - Near the Amazon 14:05 VINCENT INGALA - Feng Sway 14:00 JOEL THIBAULT - Night Sensation 13:59 JAEE LOGAN - The Great Sands 13:55 MARCIA MIGET - Paradise 13:50 GREGG KARUKAS - Silent Promise 13:46 CHRISTOPHE GOZE - Norwegian Wood (2022 Remaster) 13:42 BLAKE AARON - Feels So Right 13:38 PETER WHITE - The Juggler 13:34 RICHARD ELLIOT - Inside Out 13:29 THE SMOOTH JAZZ ALLEY - Midnight Groove 13:25 JAMES LLOYD - Here We Go 13:20 DR. DAVE, THE HOUSECALL BAND - Carefree (Revisited Version) 13:17 JAZMIN GHENT - Kickin It Up 13:12 ELAN TROTMAN - Twice as Nice (feat. Marcus Anderson) 13:08 MICHAEL LEMMO - Island Runner 13:04 DARRON COOKIE - 32 Days 13:00 FUNKTASTIC PLAYERS - You Make Me 12:56 JEFF RYAN - Versace on the Floor 12:52 RONNY SMITH - Ticket to Miami 12:48 EVERETT B WALTERS - It's for the Love of Music 12:44 FRANK MCCOMB - Cha Cha (For Ramsey Lewis) 12:40 JAZZ FUNK SOUL - CSL (For Charles Samuel Loeb) 12:36 MEZZOFORTE - Hard Wired 12:31 CHIELI MUNICCI - Night Grooves 12:26 CINDY BRADLEY - Wind Chill Factor 12:21 NELSON RANGELL - Then I Knew 12:17 MARK JAIMES - Hear At Last 12:13 PAUL BROWN - Angel 12:09 NILS - Baja California 12:04 CHRIS STANDRING - Shadow Dance 12:00 VINCENT INGALA - Somewhere In Time 11:58 JIM ADKINS - Highway 12 11:53 GREG MANNING - Look Up 11:48 MARCIA MIGET - Over the Rainbow 11:43 GREGG KARUKAS - Brooklyn Nights 11:39 DANIEL DOMENGE - Between Your Hands 11:34 PETER WHITE - Always, Forever 11:30 MIKE PHILLIPS - Hangin' With Mr. D. 11:26 RICHARD ELLIOT - Right On Time 11:22 BYRON MILLER - Say Hello 11:16 BRIAN BROMBERG - Mr. Miller 11:12 ELAN TROTMAN - Tatianna Nale (feat. Julian Vaughn) 11:08 MICHAEL LEMMO - Blue Comet 11:04 NAJEE - Luna 11:00 ALEXANDER ZONJIC - Musaic 10:56 DEE BROWN - Make Up Your Mind 10:51 REZA KHAN - It's Happening 10:47 DEON YATES - Cruisin' Woodward 10:42 RHYTHM LOGIC - You Know I Will 10:38 JONATHAN FRITZEN - Fingers On Fire 10:36 496 WEST - Dilla Jw 10:32 DAMIEN ESCOBAR - Phoenix 10:27 BLAIR BRYANT - EmberGlow 10:23 THE SAX PACK - Back In Style 10:20 KAYLA WATERS - Signs And Wonders 10:16 JOEL DEL ROSARIO - Sunrise on the Sunset 10:12 DEE LUCAS - Full Tilt (feat. Blake Aaron) 10:08 PAUL BROWN - Jumpin' Uptown 10:04 NILS - Outta Sight 10:00 KEN NAVARRO - In My Wildest Dreams 10:00 VINCENT INGALA - Take Your Time 09:55 ART RUPRECHT - With You All the Way 09:51 RAINFOREST BAND - My Mellow Ways 09:47 NORMAN BROWN - Spirit Power 09:43 MARCIA MIGET - Moonbeams 09:39 STEVE OLIVER - City Of Lightning 09:34 GREGG KARUKAS - Riverside Drive 09:30 3RD FORCE - We Should Be Together 09:28 PETER WHITE - Lullaby 09:24 AL GOMEZ - Who's Right, Who's Wrong 09:19 RICHARD ELLIOT - Kick It Up 09:15 GIL - You're Beside Me 09:10 ELAN TROTMAN - Prayer for Humanity 09:06 MICHAEL LEMMO - Ready for It 09:00 ROD TATE - Chillin' with Li Li 08:59 DANCING FANTASY - The Secret Island 08:54 NICHOLAS COLE - Just One Night (feat. Steve Cole) 08:50 JOYCE COOLING - Third Wish 08:46 KOOL&KLEAN - Amazing 08:42 JAY KING - I Want Your Love 08:37 BE'NE MUSIC - 120 East 08:33 KEVIN STEVENSON - Talk To Me 08:29 AMANDUS - Enjoy 08:24 PAUL JACKSON JR. - Down the Road 08:19 DONN BYNUM - Our Turn to Dance (feat. Paul Jackson Jr.) 08:15 ROBERT HARRIS - Making Road to Las Cruces 08:12 ADRIAN CRUTCHFIELD - Purity 08:08 DARREN MOTAMEDY - Ascension 08:04 PAUL BROWN - Chill Out 08:00 NILS - So Get on Up 07:58 VINCENT INGALA - Could This Be Real 07:54 BRENDAN ROTHWELL - Keep On Keepin' On 07:50 MARCUS ANDERSON - You Made My Day 07:45 BRANDON WILLIS - When Were Together 07:41 MARCIA MIGET - Praise Him (Instrumental) 07:36 CHIELI MINUCCI - Come As You Are 07:32 GREGG KARUKAS - London Underground 07:28 GEORGE JINDA - Never Ending Love 07:26 PETER WHITE - Everyday 07:21 KEITH MASON - He's Holy 07:17 RICHARD ELLIOT - Work All Night 07:13 ED CALLE - Desert Rose 07:08 NICK COLIONNE - Got to Keep It Moving 07:04 ELAN TROTMAN - Memories of San Jose (feat. Warren Wolf) 07:00 MICHAEL LEMMO - Nobody Knows 06:58 PAUL HARDCASTLE - Flight of the Phoenix 06:54 ROB MALETICK - Shape Of My Heart 06:49 WAKANA - I Told You So 06:45 RANDY SCOTT - Ignite 06:39 OLI SILK - Just an Allusion 06:35 RHODA GRAHAM - Finally 06:32 GINO ROSARIA, ALTHEA RENE - Road Trip 06:27 JOHNNY BRITT - Can't Stop (Vocal Version) 06:24 GEN SAX - Trapped in the Beat 06:19 BEN TANKARD, KIRK WHALUM - Reach Out And Touch 06:15 KHARI, CABRAL, JIVA - Show Me The Way 06:11 ELENA IOUROVA - Autumn Leaf Fall Again 06:08 NEIKA SIMONE - Beautiful Moments 06:03 JEFF GOLKIN & FOREVER LOVE - We Have Love Tonight 06:00 PETER HEROLD - Still the One 05:57 PAUL BROWN - Moment by Moment 05:53 NILS - Night in the Algarve 05:50 VINCENT INGALA - Disco Sax 05:44 MARCUS ANDERSON - No Worries 05:40 MARCIA MIGET - Sittin' on the Dock of the Bay 05:37 BROOKE ALFORD - Shine 05:33 MARSHALL CHARLOFF - HipNautic 05:28 GREGG KARUKAS - Lost In Negril 05:25 PETER WHITE - Moonlight Montreal 05:21 BILLY EVANS - She Makes Me Smile 05:16 RICHARD ELLIOT - Melrose Diner 05:13 ED CALLE - Where the Rainbow Ends 05:08 BLUEY - You Are the One 05:04 JEFF RYAN - We Can Work It Out 05:00 ELAN TROTMAN - Brighter Days Ahead (feat. Adam Hawley) 04:58 MICHAEL LEMMO - Smoove 04:55 HERB PARTLOW - Another Interlude 04:51 CHRIS BIG DOG DAVIS - It's All Love 04:48 GREGORY FIELDS - In The Moment 04:44 JC SOL - Our Groove 04:39 GEREY JOHNSON, RAMON YSLAS - Oceano 04:34 KENNY NIGHTINGALE - New Day 04:30 JASON PETERSON DELAIRE - Nightcap 04:26 DAVE BAKER - California Dreaming (feat. Rich Kurtz & Walter Runge) 04:22 CASTELLA - So Glad I Met You 04:19 CHAN HALL, TONY CRADDOCK - Stay Awhile 04:15 BEN TANKARD, PAUL JACKSON JR. - Rainy Sunday 04:12 JOHNNY JAMES DR. J - Foolish Heart 04:08 WALTER DUDA - Invisible 04:04 SHAUN LABELLE - Spin Cycle 04:00 CHICO MARIO - Need You In My Life (feat Konstantin Klashtorni) (Smooth Mix) 03:59 PHILIPPE SAISSE - And So But Then 03:55 CAROL ALBERT - Stronger Now 03:51 REZA KHAN, NILS - Drop of faith 03:48 PAUL BROWN - Hello Again 03:44 NILS - My Friends 03:40 VINCENT INGALA - T.L.C. (Tender Lovin' Care) 03:35 MARCUS ANDERSON - Addictive Love 03:30 SERGEY CHIPENKO - All For You 03:27 HERB ALPERT - You Are So Beautiful 03:22 GREGG KARUKAS - Chasing The Wind 03:18 PETER WHITE - Play Your Guitar For Me 03:14 RICHARD ELLIOT - Moomba 03:10 ED CALLE - What You Won't Do for Love 03:05 EVERETTE HARP - Don't Look Any Further 03:00 BALANCE9 - 110 at Night 02:56 COLORS IN MOTION - The Paradise (feat. Bill Joseph Flynn) 02:52 RJC (Rhythm & Jazz Coalition) - Best Part 02:49 SIMPLY RED - So Not Over You 02:44 BOBBY LYLE - Spirit Song 02:40 D.A. SCOTT - We as One 02:36 PIECES OF A DREAM - Livin' The Life 02:32 NELSON GARCIA - East Coast Drive 02:28 REBECCA ANGEL - Just the Two of Us 02:23 DEAN JAMES - Brighter Days 02:19 DENNIS MURPHY - Samba Monterey 02:14 JS FLOYD - Walk The Dog 02:10 JACKIE'S NEW CAR - Jackie's New Car 02:04 BLACK GOLD MASSIVE - Let It Flow (Sausalito Calling) 02:00 LIN ROUNTREE - Amazing Love 01:58 H ALLAN - All Along the Watchtower, Stairway to Heaven 01:55 BENNETT B - Show Your Love 01:51 WALTER BEASLEY - Come On Over 01:46 NILS, STEVE COLE - California 01:42 PAUL BROWN - Mr. Cool 01:39 NILS - All Roads Lead to You 01:35 VINCENT INGALA - Echoes of the Heart 01:32 CAROL ALBERT - Paradigm Shift 01:28 MARCUS ANDERSON - Vanilla Mocha 01:23 ROB SABADO - I Just Wanna Hang Around You 01:17 GREGG KARUKAS - Healing Song 01:13 PETER WHITE - Windy City 01:09 RICHARD ELLIOT - Metropolis 01:06 ED CALLE - River of Dreams 01:00 BOB BALDWIN - Get Over It 01:00 TOM BRAXTON - Lookin' Up 00:55 J.J. SANSAVERINO - Midnight Fizz 00:50 MEKIEL REUBEN - Stop Stalling 00:46 SERGEY CHIPENKO, DAVE KOZ - Kindness (Remastered 2021) 00:42 DESMOND MEYER - Lickamore 00:39 DAVID DAVIS - Back & Forth 00:36 SLIM MAN - 3 AM 00:32 DARRYL WILLIAMS - Do You Remember (feat. Michael Lington) 00:27 RAY OBIEDO - A Thousand Reasons 00:23 JOHN NOVELLO - I Can't Stop My Heart 00:18 REZA KHAN, JEFF KASHIWA - Gathering 00:15 RON OTIS - Kiss Me 00:11 JAZZ IN PINK - Come For Me 00:07 DAVID BROUSSARD - Stardust 00:04 DAVE SERENY - Talk To Me 00:00 HAVILLA KING - Morning Soul
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hits1000 · 2 years
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Greatest Hits of 2018 | Top Music Hits 2018 | Mix Hits 2018 [2010s Hits]
Greatest Hits of 2018 | Top Music Hits 2018 | Mix Hits 2018 [2010s Hits] Greatest Hits of 2018 including: 5 Seconds of Summer - Want You Back, Anne-Marie – 2002, Ariana Grande - No tears left to cry, Ariana Grande - thank u, next, Bad Wolves – Zombie, Bruno Mars ft. Cardi B - Finesse (Remix), Calvin Harris, Sam Smith – Promises, Camila Cabello - Never Be the Same, Charlie Puth ft. Kehlani - Done For Me, Childish Gambino - This Is America and many more! Related Searches: Greatest Hits of 2018, Best Jukebox 2018 Playlist, Late 2018 Non Stop , Top 2018 Non Stop, Mix 2018 Compilation, Best 2018 List, Late 2018 UK, Best 2018 Playlist, Best 2018 Non Stop, Best 2018 Video, Greatest 2018 Non Stop, Mix 2018 Playlist, Best Jukebox 2018 List, List of 2018 Mix, Top 2018 USA, Best Songs of 2018, Top Music 2018, Hits of 2018 Related Channels: K-Music, Ultra Lists, Younger days, Music Hits, DJ Crayfish, Redlist, Music Express, Some Random Guy, Francis Pelletier, MarioMex International Mixes, Top Culture, Related Videos: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o6cDP3VeMhg https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLQd-YH9EsA 1. 5 Seconds of Summer - Want You Back 2. Aitana, Ana Guerra - Lo Malo 3. AJR - Burn The House Down 4. Álvaro Soler - La Cintura 5. Anne-Marie - 2002 6. Ariana Grande - God is a woman 7. Ariana Grande - No tears left to cry 8. Ariana Grande - thank u, next 9. Baby K - Da zero a cento 10. Bad Wolves - Zombie 11. Benny blanco, Halsey & Khalid – Eastside 12. Black Veil Brides - Wake Up 13. Bruno Mars ft. Cardi B - Finesse (Remix) 14. Calvin Harris, Dua Lipa - One Kiss 15. Calvin Harris, Sam Smith - Promises 16. Camila Cabello - Never Be the Same 17. Cecilia Krull - My Life Is Going On 18. Charlie Puth ft. Kehlani - Done For Me 19. Childish Gambino - This Is America 20. Clean Bandit ft. Demi Lovato - Solo 21. Dan + Shay - Tequila 22. dArtagnan - Was wollen wir trinken 23. David Guetta & Sia - Flames 24. Dean Lewis - Be Alright 25. Disturbed - A Reason To Fight 26. DJ Snake ft. Selena Gomez, Ozuna, Cardi B - Taki Taki 27. Drake - God's Plan 28. Dua Lipa - IDGAF 29. Eleni Foureira - Fuego 30. Eminem ft. Ed Sheeran - River 31. Escape The Fate - Broken Heart 32. Faun - Feuer 33. Florence + The Machine - Hunger 34. Florida Georgia Line - Simple 35. George Ezra - Paradise 36. George Ezra - Shotgun 37. Ghost - Dance Macabre 38. GIMS ft. Vianney - La Même 39. Gorillaz - Humility 40. Gusttavo Lima - Apelido Carinhoso 41. Imagine Dragons - Natural 42. Imagine Dragons - Next To Me 43. Imagine Dragons - Zero 44. Irama - Nera 45. J-AX & Fedez - Italiana 46. Jain - Alright 47. Jax Jones ft. Ina Wroldsen - Breathe 48. Judas Priest - No Surrender 49. Juice WRLD - Lucid Dreams 50. Justin Timberlake ft. Chris Stapleton - Say Something 51. Kane Brown - Homesick 52. Kenny Chesney - Get Along 53. Kevinho e MC Kekel - O Bebê 54. Khalid & Normani - Love Lies 55. Kygo, Imagine Dragons - Born To Be Yours 56. Lady Gaga, Bradley Cooper - Shallow (from A Star Is Born) 57. Liam Payne, Rita Ora - For You (Fifty Shades Freed) 58. Lil Dicky ft. Chris Brown - Freaky Friday 59. Lost Frequencies & Zonderling - Crazy 60. Louane - Si t’étais là 61. Loud Luxury ft. Brando - Body 62. LSD ft. Sia, Diplo, Labrinth - Thunderclouds 63. Måneskin - Torna a casa 64. Maroon 5 - Wait 65. Maroon 5 ft. Cardi B - Girls Like You 66. Marshmello & Anne-Marie - Friends 67. Marshmello ft. Bastille - Happier 68. Morat - Cuando Nadie Ve 69. Morat, Juanes - Besos En Guerra 70. Mumford & Sons - Guiding Light 71. MUSE - Pressure 72. Namika ft. Black M - Je ne parle pas français 73. Netta - Toy 74. OneRepublic - Connection 75. P!NK - Beautiful Trauma 76. Panic! At The Disco - Hey Look Ma, I Made It 77. Panic! At The Disco - High Hopes 78. Post Malone ft. Ty Dolla $ign - Psycho 79. POWERWOLF - Demons Are A Girl's Best Friend 80. Rudimental ft. Jess Glynne, Macklemore & Dan Caplen - These Days 81. Santiano - Mädchen von Haithabu 82. Selena Gomez - Back To You 83. Shawn Mendes - In My Blood 84. Shinedown - Get Up 85. Slimane - Viens on saime 86. Sofia Reyes ft. Jason Derulo & De La Ghetto - 1, 2, 3 87. Takagi & Ketra ft. Giusy Ferreri, Sean Kingston - Amore e Capoeira 88. Taylor Swift - Delicate 89. The Interrupters - She's Kerosene 90. The Score - Stronger 91. The Struts ft. Kesha - Body Talks 92. The Weeknd - Call Out My Name 93. Thomas Rhett - Marry Me 94. Three Days Grace - The Mountain 95. Tom Walker - Leave a Light On 96. Trois Cafés Gourmands - À nos souvenirs 97. twenty one pilots - Jumpsuit 98. ZAYN - Let Me 99. Zé Neto e Cristiano - Status Que Eu Não Queria 100. Zedd, Maren Morris, Grey - The Middle Relate Hashtags: #listof2018mix #hits2018 #bestsongs2018 #classic2018playlist #greatest2018nonstop #best2018list #best2018video #top2018mix #greatest2018video #mix2018playlist #top2018nonstop #mix2018compilation https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e9Kc_qGf7FA
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hi! for the handwriting asks: 9, 38 & 41 💜
hi ana !! 🌻💕 thank you 🥺<3
9. today’s date
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9. July 2nd, 2021 (07/02/2021 + 02/07/2021)
38. favorite quote(s)
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38. "i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)" -> segment of the poem by e.e. cummings
41. handwrite a message to your followers
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41. to my beloveds, i hope you're all having a great day/night wherever you are ♡ i'm glad i can share a space, even if its temporary, with people who make me laugh & smile. a lot of you are people i consider friends! and i care about you guys xoxo gossip girl Rook/Caleb ♡
handwriting asks!!
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hi, Ana!~ I hope you are doing well!! 💕 can I request a reaction to p1harmony when they first had a fight with their partner?~
you can ignore this request if it is uncomfortable for you! I really like your acc & work, and I always want to request something from you, but I have so few ideas about it😸
aaaaand
I love u, Ana🙌🏻💗
have a great day, Ana !!<<33
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Hi my love!
I'm so so sorry for the wait! But I finally had some time off so I'm going to write your request! And thank you so much for being so patient and sweet bub! I always look forward to your requests! I love you too Anna, and I hope you have a great day 💖💖💖
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P1harmony when they fight with their s/o for the first time
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Tw: Crying, yelling, one curse word, fighting (not physically tho), hugging (as always, let me know if I missed something)
Genre: angst, fluff
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Theo:
You and Theo hadn't been spending a lot of time together and it was all because he was overworking himself.
Like the worried partner you were, you decided to confront Taeyang about this, but as he was stressed, things didn't exactly go how you planned, because now, you guys had your first ever fight, he was angrily running his hand through his hair and you were on the verge of tears.
(rest of Theo and the other members under the cut!)
"It's my job! You have to understand that!" Taeyang slightly raised his voice at you.
"But you're not eating well not sleeping well! And you barely spend time with me." the last part barely came out of your throat as you finally broke down and started crying.
Theo saw you in such a vulnerable state that he started to think to himself if he was even in the right to argue with you.
After a few seconds of thinking he realized that he was in fact overworking and that if he relaxed more he would have time to be with you and take care of himself.
He regretted this fight so he started feeling bad and ran to hug you while whispering sweet nothings in your ear.
"I'm so sorry baby. I promise I'll do a better job in taking care of myself." He said as you calmed down and hugged him tighter as you both enjoyed each others warmth forgetting about that arguement.
Keeho:
You and Keeho had been going strong with your relationship. Well, that is until he promised to take you out, but forgot, for the 3rd time this week.
So here you were sitting on the couch all dolled up while Keeho entered your shared flat as if nothing happened.
"You're three hours late!" You stated asyou watched Keeho raised one eyebrow in confusion.
"We had a date Stephen!" As you said this he widened his eyes, but then made a mad expression.
"Well, you know I can't just remember everything! I have a job you know? You knew what you were getting into!"
"At least try to care, so I don't make a fool of myself!" You said hoping he would apologize, but instead the fight got worst and not to mention you guys had never fought before.
Eventually you stopped shouting and went into separate rooms to calm down, but you both new you couldn't stay mad at each other.
Keeho entered the room you were in and hugged you from behind. "I'm sorry this happened, I'll try not to forget dates and not stay working until late when I can." And you couldn't say mad at him either.
"I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have snapped, I know how hard you work, and I'm so proud!" And with that ladies, gents and non-binary folks, you made up with your boy Keeho :)
Jiung:
Jiung was such an amazing boyfriend you couldn't even imagine fighting with him! Until you did fight for the first time.
You forgot to clean one of your dishes, because you were so busy with exams you barely had time to eat, but Jiung's clean freak side erupted and he must've been in a bad mood that day, because when he saw that dirty plate in the sink he snapped.
"Is it so hard to clean one plate? Do I have to do everything here?" Jiung shouted as you were trying to study in your room. And as you didn't answer he came in your room.
"Did you not hear me? You didn't clean your plate!" He said as he angrily stared at you.
"Ji I'll do it later, not now I'm studying!" You said trying to sound calm so he would leave you alone for now.
"Oh so leave basic decency out the window right? Do you think you'll get out of cleaning the dishes?" "Jiung it's not that deep! I'll do it later!" But your words were left unheard, because Jiung washed your dish and kept on calling you out everytime he passed by your room.
You were so stressed about exams and your first fight with your boyfriend that you couldn't take it anymore and started crying on top of your notes. Jiung heard sobs from the living room and came to check on you.
After conforting you, he recognized how much of a dick he had been so he apologized and showered you with kisses as he made you take a little rest break.
Intak:
You and Intak were playing a few games as he was stressed from work, but what didn't help his case was the fact that you kept winning.
Normally he would be alright and even happy for you, but as he was stressed it was the last straw for him.
"You cheater stop that!" He said in a loud and serious voice. "You're not even good at this game!" He said again in a powerful tone.
You weren't aware of how angry he looked because you were celebrating your win, so you thought he was just playing around with you.
"Maybe you aren't that good in this game!" You said as you laughed slightly, but unfortunatrly Intak just wasn't having it today.
"Don't say nonsense! I always win these! Why are you vringing me down!" And from here you started to catch on his mood, but the fight, and your first fight, I may add, kept going.
But it all stopped when Intak started crying, because today just had been too much for him and you couldn't help but feel bad about seeing him in this state and the fact that you were also at fault for his breakdown.
"Tak, I'm so sorry baby, I was really immature. I should've known better, and I should have comforted you because you were stressed." You said as you wrapped your arms around your boyfriend in hopes to calm him down.
"It's okay, I'm sorry for causing this, I was in a bad mood, I just need your comfort now!" And of course you comforted your big baby.
Soul:
You and Soul were hanging out in an empty dance practice and at first it was fun because you guys were just dancing around and playing with each other, but eventually it got late and you had to go home.
But Soul didn't seem bothered by that since he kept dancing and trying to perfect a choreo, so you decided to announce that you had to go, but things went south :/
"So I invite you here and you get bored just like that? Fine I should've thought twice before inviting you to such a meaningful place for me." He said as he turned his back on you to drink water.
"No, calm down! I have to work tomorrow and it's late! And you're not playing attention to me at the moment, so it doesn't matter to you does it? I'm leaving!" You said as you left the practice room in tears.
You couldn't believe you and Soul just fought, it was your first fight and you never thought you'd be in this position.
You were walking to your car when you felt two arms wrap around your waist tightly.
"I'm so sorry, don't leave like that. I was stressed about the choreo. I would never think twice about bringing you to meaningful places." Shota sniffled in your shoulder.
You turned around to hug him normally. "Oh baby, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have just left like that! It wasn't right." And with that you stayed a little longer in Soul's arms and went home in a better mood.
Jongseob:
You and Jongseob were both watching a show together and you made a rule to only watch it with the other around so you couldn't be ahead of one another. It was an efficient way to avoid spoilers.
One day Jongseob came to visit and saw you watching the show, but he couldn't recognize the episode which meant you were watching without him!
If he was in a better mood he wouldn't have minded that, he would even have thought that It was cute how invested you were, but today he kept messing up his flow and the lyrics just weren't it so needless to say he wasn't in the best mood.
"What do you think you're doing?" Jongseob said as he paused the episode and got in front of the TV.
"I knew you were about to arrive and I couldn't really wait, so I just saw a few minutes of the new episode but I didn't think you'd mind!" It was true you only saw a little bit, and besides that, Jongseob had done the same thing several times to you and you never got mad at him.
"Well, but you broke our rule, so I'm mad! Why can't you get anything right?" He said as his voice grew louder by the minute.
"Jongseob you're forgetting the fact that you've done this to me as well aren't you?" You said trying to keep your cool. "But it is not okay to do this!" Jongseob said loudly as the fight, your first fight, got into bigger proportions.
You both ended up crying and none of you wanted to apologize, but as soon as you looked in each other's eyes you just ran into each other's arms without thinking twice.
"I'm sorry Jongseob. I won't do it again I promise!" You said as you hiccuped in his arms.
"It's okay. I'm sorry for getting mad at you! I never wanna fight again! I love you so much!" Jongseob whispered against your hair as he pulled you closer.
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Hope you guys enjoyed this! Take care! Have a great day/afternoon/night! Love you 💖
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kkavehs · 2 years
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Hello Ana!! I totally love both of your themes (desktop & mobile) + your edits!! <33 they look really nice to look at with pretty saturated colors 💗 other than that, will it be ok for me to ask you to recommend other genshin editing blogs that you like as well as some blog theme makers that you are fond of as well? feel free to disregard the question, and thank you for providing us such lovely edits :>
heya sweet anon!! thank you very much for liking my desktop and mobile themes ^^ it's such joy to know you like them really appreciate your compliments ; U ; hehe *hugs* oh sure darling here are some of the genshin blogs i love and recommend, they are simply amazing and create awesome content <333
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as for the theme makers, i apologize since i got some issues with my computer and don't have it right now i don't have their urls with me but here's some of them i can remember @shudesigns @seyche @magnusthemes @glenthemes @pirateskinned @pohroro @1204px and @odeysseus hope you enjoy them too ^^ sorry this was the only theme makers i could remember now!! wish you a lovely day/night and thankies again!! i will keep doing my best <3333 *hugs*
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bikerjongho · 3 years
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santiago | choi san
genre: realistic fiction, humor
characters: restaurant waiter!san ft dancer!wooyungi and dancer!stray kids 
description: San is a charming and popular waiter at his local Mexican restaurant. But when a rival Mexican restaurant opens nearby and steals many of his customers, San finds himself needing to expand his talents in order to keep his beloved workplace in business.
word count: 6.9k
warnings: N/A
author’s note: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAN!! you’re atiny’s stage demon and sweetie pie. I hope you have a lovely birthday and have lots of fun on your special day <33 also this post was inspired solely by this deadly post so thank u for sending me into outer space with your charisma mr choi
taglist: @itsapapisongo​ @mangomingki​ @irehlevant​ @blueprint-han
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Once San had heard the giggling from the front of the restaurant, he knew that his shift that day was going to be substantially more exciting.
Dressed in a long-sleeved red button-down with the sleeves rolled up to his elbows and straight black slacks that matched with his polished and shiny black shoes, San was the perfect waiter at El Diablo Caliente, a local Mexican restaurant in his town. He sauntered over to the welcoming podium and gave a blindingly charming smile to the four girls that had just arrived.
And the smile did not disappoint. One of the girls burst into giggles while the rest of them managed to keep their blush to a light pink. "A table for four lovely ladies?" He said, and their blush increased as they nodded. "Wonderful." He slipped four restaurant menus under his arm and motioned for them to follow.
The restaurant interior, like San's shirt, was a wonderful ruby red. The lighting that casted over the booths and wooden chairs gave the restaurant a cozy and comfortable vibe. San enjoyed the vibe, it was one of many reasons why he loved working there. The other reasons were more superficial: his black hair matched perfectly with the color palette of the restaurant and he could swoon and charm as many customers as he liked as he worked. These girls were no exception to his magic and not immune to his allure.
"I'm San," he said as the girls sat down at the table he assigned them. "But you ladies may also know me as-"
"Santiago," a girl breathed, finishing his sentence for him. She looked a minute away from passing out onto the floor. San thought a beverage could fix that.
"Santiago," he nodded, and it was true. He had been working at El Diablo Caliente for so long that he had forgotten where the nickname had come from, but it was a nickname that was bestowed on him nonetheless by a few of the regulars. It had caught on, and he was then known as both San and Santiago. He quite enjoyed the name.
"You can call me either," he said, then took off the cap of the pen he was holding with his teeth with a flourish and quirked an eyebrow. "And what refreshments would you ladies like to start off with?" He asked, hovering the pen over his notepad.
The girls whistled off drinks, and when San went away they began to giggle. San smiled knowingly as he walked away from them and checked in on other tables that he waited for. His charm was something he was able to exude easily while at work, and the age of the customer didn't matter. San charmed older couples with his perfect manners and sweet smiles the same as he did with sugary compliments and alluring looks for younger crowds.
San finished up a humorous conversation with an older woman and her husband before strolling back to the girls with their drinks in hand. Once he was in sight, they sat up straighter and put on smiles. He returned them. He wondered if his presence or the food that would soon come would make them happier.
"Ladies, are we ready to order?" He asked as he dished out their beverages. "And let me know if there's anything I can help with regarding the menu."
"How hot is the habanero salsa?" One of the girls asked, looking up at him with curiosity and a little bit more.
San whistled and twirled his pen in his hands. "One of our hottest," he said, pursing his lips. "It's good, though. Quite delicious. Do you think you could take it?"
"I think I could," she said, staring through his eyes with a grand smile.
"As you wish," San murmured and scribbled it down with the rest of her order.
He finished taking the orders of the rest of the girls, all of whom had many questions to ask San about the menu. He theorized they just wanted to talk to him. He saw their faces fall in the corner of his eye when he walked away to place their orders.
"Santiago!" A familiar voice called out to him, and San turned to it with an enormous dimpled grin.
"María!" He returned and gave the older woman that was approaching him an enormous and warm hug.
María, or Tía María to San, was a long-time customer to El Diablo Caliente and an even longer friend to San. But despite their age and cultural differences, they found great joy and solstice in spending time together.
"¿Cómo estás, mijo?" María asked with a soft smile after they had broken apart. "Is the restaurant treating you well?"
It was a question that Tía María asked almost every time she saw San at the restaurant. San returned the smile and nodded. "Por supuesto, Tía María." He led her to her favorite spot in the restaurant, a window seat where the sun hit the vase of the flowers on the table and refracted a perfect rainbow onto it. San immediately pulled the chair back for Tía María to sit in, which caught the attention of the group of girls he was serving. He could hear them swooning from halfway across the restaurant.
"Those girls certainly love you," Tía Maria murmured as she settled herself in the seat and eyed the girls.
San shook his head with a smile. "They all love me, you know that. Everyone that walks into this restaurant does."
"Well, because you're charming," Tía María complimented. "Y," she continued, "guapísimo. You're a rare treat for them to be both kind and good-looking."
San felt a small blush creep up on his cheeks, something that only a few people could do to him. "Thank you," he murmured, then gave her his signature smile that he reserved for older crowds. "The usual, I assume," he said, tucking his pen behind his ear. There was no use for it when he knew Tía María's order better than his own. She nodded with a hint of a smile, and after a few more minutes of conversing, San went back to satisfy other customers and their orders.
It was finally time to deliver the group of girls' food when the cook signaled to him that the food was ready and neatly arranged on his serving tray.
"I suppose I'm not the only thing that's sizzling hot, eh?" He joked as he approached their table with the food, one of the items, a fajita, literally smoking.
"Oh, truly," the one that ordered the habanero sauce said, trying to stifle a smile. He gave her a captivating stare as he slid her food in front of her.
"Enjoy your meal, ladies," he said, adjusting his red collar as he said it. As he walked away from the girls and turned his attention to other customers, he watched the girl that had ordered the habanero sauce out of the corner of his eye. Focused on the food and not him for once, she spread it generously over one of her tacos. San had to bite his lip to keep from saying anything. He watched her, in slight amusement, as she took an enormous bite of the taco stuffed with the spicy salsa from hell.
The expectation San had for her reaction was fulfilled. Her eyes got incrementally bigger as the spice danced on her tongue, and her friends giggled as she began fanning her mouth and taking a large sip of her water beside her. "Perhaps it was too hot for you, after all," San murmured to himself with a smirk. "That's why we're called El Diablo Caliente."
And that day was not unusual of how San's waiter shifts usually went. While sometimes busy, San found happiness and pride at his job.
But that reality had all been turned upside-down when Ana's Taqueria surfaced.
Ana's Taqueria had snatched El Diablo Caliente's customers with a flourish of its hand even though it was only a few days old. With its lavish green walls and modern interior decorating, El Diablo Caliente customers flocked there like a moth to a flame. San's busy days as a waiter dropped dramatically, which meant that the lavish tips he had once received downsized dramatically. The mood of the restaurant dropped with the amount of customers as well, and San was plagued with the wistful thought that things would go back to normal. But it had been almost a month, and El Diablo Caliente's best days seemed to be behind him. All of the employees saw this. Tía María saw this. But most importantly, San's manager saw this.
"San," his manager began, sitting across from San in one of the restaurant'c chairs. She had called him to talk during an hour that wasn't busy - which was turning into most hours at El Diablo Caliente. Her hair being pulled back into a bun only accentuated the stress and tightness on her face as she spoke. "You obviously have seen and felt the effect of Ana's Taqueria. I've been thinking, and we have to make a few changes as to how we market ourselves if we want to gain back some of our customers." She sighed and shook her head.
"The restaurant owner, Ana, runs a tight ship. But it's effective, obviously. Their waiters are all just like you, bursting with charisma and passion. The place is cleaner than a biologist's laboratory. Their food, of course, is good. I tried it a few days ago." San's manager rubbed a tired hand over her face. "But," she said, raising her eyebrows, "it's not as good as ours. It's not as authentic. We still have a chance at coming back."
"That's all very hopeful," San said, "but why are you telling me this? Alone?"
"I'm telling you this," his manager smiled, "because you are our customer favorite. If anyone knows how to keep customers, it's you. Would you look at a few ideas I have for improving business?" She pushed a piece of paper in front of him.
San scanned the paper. His manager had certainly thought out of the box - from a an inflatable dancing balloon parked out in the front to weekly mariachi bands, San was thoroughly impressed. But the mariachis were expensive, and the balloon could only satisfy so many children. San read through the rest of the options and stopped at a dance team.
"A dance team?" He pondered, looking back up at her.
His manager smiled. "Just dancers from the town. We could ask the high school's dance team to perform every now and then."
"And the college students, since it's summer and they're home," San felt the need to note, being a college student himself.
His manager nodded. "Precisely." She then looked at him closer, like she wanted him to say something. San had a feeling she knew what she wanted him to say.
"Yes, I danced competitively in high school," San said after a minute. And though he was in college and wasn't a dance major, San was a part of a non-competitive dance team that did flash mobs in festivals and parades in the town.
His manager leaned closer to him. San leaned away from her, giving a nervous smile.
"You could really bring a lot of business if you danced, Santiago," his manager grinned. "I'm not trying to force you. But I've seen how you light up when you work with the customers. I've seen how customers light up with you. And if it doesn't work out, we'll come up with something else. But it's worth a shot, isn't it?"
San pondered his options. Accepting this would mean being around the restaurant a lot more. And although it was true he enjoyed working there, he found equal satisfaction in relaxing by himself at his home or walking around the town in the evening. It would also mean recruiting other members of his dance team. A few of them did live nearby, but it would still be work nonetheless to get them to cooperate.
But San thought of Tía María and the giggly girls he had served only a week before Ana's Taqueria had opened. He thought about the older couples that couldn't stop fishing bills out of their pockets for San after one of his usual waiter performances. This restaurant wasn't just a restaurant. It was important to both him, the other employees, and the customers that frequented there, even if they had found a new love as of late. San could have refused, but Santiago had an obligation to his place of work.
"Then let's do it," San said, and the manager's face erupted with joy.
"Thank you," she sobbed, and San smiled with the obliviousness of a person that had no idea what they had got themselves into.
Within a few days, San had contacted three dance college friends that lived close by to set up a few performances. All three of them were a part of the dance team at his college and seemed eager to get out of the house to do something fun. Yunho, San's friendly and sweet as sunshine friend from college, accepted with no problem. Mingi, another college friend, was just happy to not be cooped up in his house anymore. Wooyoung, his final dance friend from college, was eager to accept on the term that San provided them with food from the restaurant during their practices.
So when he met up with them outside the restaurant for their first practice, he had a bag of takeout containers filled with fajitas, tacos, and enchiladas. Wooyoung scurried up to San when he was in view and took the bag from his hands. "Thank you," he said cheerfully.
"Nice to see you too," San said and rolled his eyes good-naturedly. But Wooyoung simply put the bag of food on the ground and bounced back up with the energy of a newborn kangaroo. "Hello, Yunho, Mingi."
Both of them waved back, Mingi with his eyes wide and an even wider smile, and Yunho, who laughed as he waved. "So, what's on the agenda?" He asked while Wooyoung eyed the bag of food he had placed on the floor. Although San had briefed them all with the basics, none of them knew exactly what they were doing.
"This is dance for a Mexican restaurant," Wooyoung said logically. "We could salsa dance with each other." Mingi, who was standing next to him, took a few steps away from him.
"No," San laughed, and then pulled out his phone from his back pocket. "I was thinking of something a bit more... exciting." The three of them had their eyes on him while San scrolled through a playlist he had created a few hours earlier. "We can do a few songs that we already know from dance team, but like Wooyoung said, this is a Mexican restaurant. So I think it's only fair that we dance to some Latin artists." He clicked the song, and the sound of acoustic guitars filled the air.
Mingi began to nod his head and tap his foot. Wooyoung had gotten himself into the tacos and was eating one while swaying to the music.
"Oh, this is groovy," Yunho smiled. "What's the song?"
"This is La Camisa Negra by Juanes," San said with such a perfect pronunciation that the three of them whistled in awe.
"Ah, so this is why you're the hot and popular waiter," Wooyoung grinned and wiggled his eyebrows. "You really know how to get them-"
San turned up the volume of the music to drown out Wooyoung. "So I was thinking we could dance to this song in black shirts. And perhaps we could have roses in our mouths to make it a little sexier."
"Business is going to boom," Mingi surveyed, and Yunho nodded in agreement.
"And a few more songs by Juanes and other artists as well. We can definitely don't have to do all of them, but we can survey them tonight and think of some light choreography. These will just be fun interludes for our practiced dances."
He must have looked optimistic, because the three of them smiled back. Mingi now had an enchilada on a plate. "Excelente," he said and raised his fork with a smile as if he was toasting them. "Let's do it."
Their dancing experience was an asset for the choreography. It didn't take long to come up with a small dance routine, and before San knew it, the sun was setting and all of the food was eaten.
"Thanks for making this easy," San said gratefully as the other three of them packed up their things. "And fun."
"No problem," Yunho smiled. "It will be a lot of fun. Especially when we pick up Wooyoung and shove a rose into his mouth."
"I will be incredibly sexy," Wooyoung chimed in, completely serious.
"And hopefully that will be promising enough for customers to come," San laughed, but he couldn't ignore the knot that was in his stomach. Despite their preparation and his confidence for himself and his teammates, he couldn't help but worry that they weren't doing enough. What if the restaurant had to close?
"I'm sure people will come," Mingi reassured. "And if they don't, then we can burn down the other restaurant."
"I don't think we'll need to do that," San laughed, but Wooyoung seemed more intrigued in this idea than San would have liked him to be. Even if business only increased by a little, San was certain that the business would at least be able to stay afloat for a few more months.
So two weeks later on the small outdoor stage of El Diablo Caliente, endless amounts of hungry audience members sat in front of the four of them. Dressed in black shirts that would come in handy for La Camisa Negra later, hair slicked back to give a more flattering and attractive look to the audience, and hidden roses in the corner of the stage, they were ready to completely rock the stage with their performance.
In the back of the audience stood San's beaming manager. San returned a smile to her, which caused a large group of girls to swoon.
"His smile simply makes me melt," one of them said, and Wooyoung snorted beside him.
"Let's not keep them waiting," Wooyoung then whispered to San with his eyebrows raised. "We've got an audience to entertain."
And entertain, they did. The customers of El Diablo Caliente were satisfied by the food that was brought to them and the incredible performance that the four of them displayed for their viewing. The crowd, mostly younger people, erupted when the roses appeared on stage and San felt the spiritual need to wink to them. The amount of tips and phone numbers that the four of them received was insurmountable. The show could confidently be marked as a success.
San was beaming at the end of their performance. Because even if this didn't change their business, they had still raked in a hefty amount of money from this night. Subsequent nights would only be bigger.
But across the street, Ana's Taqueria was taking notes. Sitting at a comfortable distance from El Diablo Caliente was Ana herself. She was only a few years older than San, but she had the drive and determination of someone that had 40 years of entrepreneurship under her belt. A mischievous smile danced on her lips as she pressed her phone against her ear and let it ring. The recipient picked up after a few rings.
"I'm going to need a favor from you," Ana said softly as she watched San saunter off of the stage and into the crowd of customers with a rose in his mouth and a smile on his face. The smirk struggling to appear on her face broke through onto her features. "You know how to dance, right?"
If the drive home from the dance concert was exhilarating, the drive into work the next day was unparalleled. San walked into El Diablo Caliente feeling like he had just won the lottery.
"You were spectacular," San's manager said as greeting. He hadn't seen this big of a smile on her face in weeks. "The other three were also amazing. But San, you were truly possessed with some kind of dance God." She pulled out a piece of paper and handed it to him. "These are the earnings from last night."
San's mind bobbled at the number. It was bigger than what they had received in a week ever since Ana's Taqueria opened. "That's phenomenal," he said breathlessly.
"You're phenomenal," the manager countered. "San, you saved the restaurant."
Needless to say, it was one of San's best days as a waiter. Customers that had fallen in love with his performance appeared today to have more of their delicious food and see the handsome waiter and dancer.
"Do you still have the rose?" A young man asked with stars in his eyes around midday. San was more than happy to oblige - when he brought the food over to him, a rose hung in his mouth. He was then subsequently tipped almost half of the meal price.
But San's good day, no matter how good it was, didn't last forever. Walking out of the restaurant to go home, San noticed a new sign on Ana's Taqueria's wall. His stomach dropped to his feet.
The sign advertised a dance night with "four phenomenal men" in two weeks from today. San read through the sign again and again. Each time, it sounded more and more like the exact show that he and his friends had put on the night before. He whipped out his phone and took a picture of the sign and sent it to his manager, his head swimming with thoughts and worries.
They couldn't do that, not when El Diablo Caliente had just hosted a dance night. San strapped on his seatbelt and started his car, but sat in the parking lot, staring at the rival restaurant. There wasn't much he could do. They hadn't trademarked or claimed dancing as their own original thought - Ana's Taqueria could do whatever they wanted to do. But that still left the knot in San's stomach unresolved, and he was filled with a sudden burst of anger and resentment for the restaurant.
San turned off his car and hopped out. He made his way across the street and walked into Ana's Taqueria.
"I'd like to speak with the manager," San said as greeting when he threw open the door. He must have looked odd still dressed in his work uniform. The restaurant wasn't too busy, but a good amount of customers still stared at him as he strode past the welcome podium and headed towards the cashier.
"Is Ana here?" He asked as evenly as he could to the young girl that was seated at the cashier with wide eyes.
"She is," the cashier said slowly to him, her eyes flickering around the store. San felt bad for a minute - perhaps he was being too harsh to a poor girl that had no decision in the dance night - but then someone that only could have been Ana appeared behind the counter, and the rage settled comfortably back into his chest.
She couldn't have been much older than him. Ana had curly blonde hair that was pulled back into a carefree low bun on the nape of her neck and had piercing eyes. She grinned with an alluring smile when she saw him and San's anger flared up.
"Hello," he said, giving her a small nod. "I'm San. A waiter from El Diablo Caliente."
"Your performance last night was truly something," Ana said softly and gave him a sweet smile. San wanted to punch her in the face. "I didn't attend, but I could see you and your friends performing from over here. You're all very talented."
"Thank you," San managed to say. "I noticed you're also having a dance night."
Ana's smile widened. "I do hope you don't mind," she said. "We're friends, are we not?"
San's mouth twitched. "Not just because we both work at Mexican restaurants that are close by," San said, trying to prevent any sort of emotion from appearing on his face.
Ana frowned. "Well, that's not very sportsmanlike, is it?" She said, resting her elbows on the counter. "We're simply hiring dancers as your restaurant did. There's nothing stopping me from doing this. It's simply a good idea."
Not when you're tearing our business to the ground, San wanted to say. Not when you're stealing and profiting off of our idea just because we thought of something better than you did.
"It is a good idea," San said instead. "But we thought of it first. It's abundantly clear that you copied us rather than simply taking inspiration. Four dancers? You at least have been subtle."
Ana's eyes shimmered with something that made San's stomach flip. "Well, I've already hired the dancers," she shrugged. "They're professional, actually. We paid good money for them."
San thought about how El Diablo Caliente's dancers were just college students and his blood boiled. "We're both Mexican restaurants, yes?" He started, not sure of where he was going with this. His emotions were driving this talk. Ana watched him in amusement like this was some mildly entertaining comedy show.
"Then let's have a dance competition," San offered. "If we're as good as you said we were, and your dancers are professional, it should be fun. Just some friendly competition."
Ana's eyes were shining now. "Sounds like a wonderful idea. At our restaurant? Our stage is much bigger than yours."
"Sure," San said evenly. "And also on the night that your poster says on your wall. Think of it as a community event."
They both knew that this competition wasn't just against the dancers - it was a competition against the Mexican restaurants. Ana had made this competition personal by twisting El Diablo Caliente's unique ideas into her own. San was ready to run her into the ground.
"I'll have the sign changed by tomorrow morning," Ana said idly. "It was truly a pleasure meeting you, San. Train hard. You'll need it." He could swear that he saw fire flare up in her eyes. She gave a goodbye wave, then disappeared into the back of the restaurant, her curly hair bouncing against her neck as she trailed away.
When San unlocked his phone in his car only minutes later, his phone was blown up by texts from his manager.
Copiers! She had texted. The nerve. What the hell?
San quickly texted the deal he had made with Ana to his manager, who responded with excitement. You four will destroy them, she said, and San could only hope she was right. In actuality, he had no idea how he was going to pull this off. But luckily, he wasn't alone.
"They sound awful," Yunho said during their second practice. Now that it had rolled into July, the sun beat down on them harder than ever. All four of them were sporting muscle t-shirts to feel more comfortable, but it was still sweltering.
"Right?" San could only agree. "They saw how well we did and decided to copy our idea."
"Do you have any idea who the other four will be?" Mingi asked, and then took a long drink of water. Wooyoung was crouched next to him, listening intently.
San shook his head. "I just know that they're professionals," he sighed. "Ana contacted my manager and said that there will be judges. I don't know exactly what will happen if we win or lose."
"It sounds like we just need to please the crowd, though," Wooyoung pointed out. "If it's just a dance-off, there's nothing that's directly on the line for the restaurants themselves. If I enjoy a performance enough, I won't care what the judges say."
"But we still should win," San said. "If we want to knock down Ana a few pegs." San crouched down and turned on his phone. The familiar sound of Juanes blasted through the speakers, and the rest of them stood up straighter.
"Let's kick ass, shall we?" San said while stretching his arms, and the others nodded with vigor.
The days flew by. Between waiting tables and practicing with Wooyoung, Mingi, and Yunho for the competition, San was booked. More than once he had collapsed onto his bed after he got home from his shift and fell asleep immediately. When he was awake, he spent most of his idle time worrying about the dance battle.
He was confident in their group. He admired and respected the other three tremendously and felt pride in his own abilities. But there was still that fear and that unknown element of the professional dancers. How good would they be? San imagined them wiping the floor with his team and his stomach did a backflip. They had to win. He had to win.
The days ticked down to the competition, and soon the four of them were entering Ana's Taqueria on the night of the competition. They wore clothes similar to they had in their first performance, but instead had matching shiny red vests. "They match with the roses really well," Mingi had said with his rose in between his teeth.
Once they were inside, Yunho scouted the restaurant and spotted Ana's professional group of dancers. He nudged San and nodded his head towards them.
The first aspect of them that San noticed about them was how young they were. The group seemed the same age as San's group, perhaps even younger than them. On the back of all of their black shirts in shiny lettering was Stray Dancers.
"They're not professional," Yunho hissed. "They're just another college group. I know them. Did Ana just tell us they're professional dancers to scare us?"
"Felix!" Wooyoung cried, oblivious to their nervous chatter, and clapped the back of one of the rival dancers. San, Yunho, and Mingi tensed.
"He knows one of them?" San asked to no one in particular.
"Wooyoung knows everyone, it seems," Mingi said as Wooyoung began to laugh with Felix and the other three dancers as if they were best friends.
"I guess it will be good for us if the tension isn't there," Yunho said, and they all nodded. "It's more of a friendly competition that way. We just need to beat them for Ana."
San let Wooyoung fraternize with the enemy for a while longer before he walked up to him and pulled on his shirt. "Woo, let's get ready," he said cheerfully, though his insides were starting to swim.
"San!" Wooyoung cried. "Meet the Stray Dancers. I've worked with them before." San opened his mouth to stop him, but Wooyoung had already started his extroverted spiel. "This is Felix, this is Chan, this is Hyunjin, and this is Minho," he said, pointing to each one of them, who waved kindly to San in return. San didn't love the idea that Wooyoung was friends with their opponents, but it helped ease the anxiety in his stomach.
"Hi," he said to each of them and nodded. "Nice to meet you guys," he said quickly, "but Wooyoung, we have to go." Without waiting for a reply or protest, San snagged Wooyoung and dragged him away from the Stray Dancers before he could strike up more conversation.
"I was having a nice time," Wooyoung whined when they were a good distance away and back with Yunho and Mingi.
"You can talk to them after the competition," Mingi said wisely, and San was relieved that someone felt similar to him. "The show starts soon anyway. We should stretch now, even if we're not the first ones on stage."
That was at least one good aspect of it all - San could at least gauge how good the Stray Dancers were before they took the stage. "Right, let's find a place," Yunho agreed, glancing around the restaurant to find a place to stretch. San was about to point out a room that seemed to be unoccupied when he saw Tía María in the crowd.
"Go on without me, I'll be there in a minute," San said, and rushed over to her. "María," he said, the happiness in his voice not unnoticed. "I'm so glad you're here. Thank you for coming here to support me."
"Make sure to wipe them to the floor, Santiago," Tía María said as greeting, and San was surprised at how upfront she was. She must have noticed the shock to cross his face, so she continued to speak. "I dislike Ana. I just want to see that smile gone from her face." She nodded over to the other side of the restaurant, and Ana was there. She was casually chatting with a customer, but San felt the resentment bubble in his stomach regardless.
"We will, Tía," San said, even if he didn't quite believe it himself.
Tía María smiled. "It's just like being a waiter, Santiago. You are here to cater to the public. You've already proven yourself to be wonderful to people - full of expression and charms. But you also are humble and kind. This competition is no different. Show them Santiago and they will come back to El Diablo Caliente in no time." She stood up and wrapped her arms around him in a hug.
"Estarás asombrando, mijo," she said, and San's heart filled up with love. He was ready if Tía María believed he was ready.
Shortly after his warmup with the other three dancers, they situated themselves at a table to watch the Stray Dancers perform. While Ana walked up on stage and introduced the Stray Dancers, San glanced around and found the judges near the front of the stage. They didn't seem particularly uptight or fancy - all three of them wore casual clothing. It was odd how laid back Ana had staged this. Did she really think this competition would be easy to win?
And then the Stray Dancers began to perform. Unbeknownst to San before, their black Stray Dancers tshirts had little pins of the Mexico flag above their heart, and they danced with castanets that made pleasant clicking noises. San was impressed with their ingenuity. The clicks frequently matched up with their footwork and gave the illusion that they were tap dancing. Not only that, all four of them were equally mesmerizing and pleasing to watch.
Minho was frequently in the center and made most of the crowd members swoon. Hyunjin did a move with his legs that caused someone to whistle during their performance. Chan had wondrous arms that were mesmerizing to look at each time he raised them and clicked his castanets. Felix was more fluid than a river and made his intricate dance moves look easy. But as good as they were, San felt pride in himself and his teammates. He thought they could win.
The crowd burst into applause once they were finished. "It's time," Yunho whispered and stood up, the rest of them following suit. Wooyoung sauntered up to the stage first and high-fived all four of the Stray Dancers as they descended from the stage. San risked a glance at Ana and found her eyes already on him. She had a sinister sort of smile that, to a random onlooker, looked like she was amused. He looked away and tried to shake her steel eyes from his vision.
Ana, like she did with her own group of dancers, introduced San's group to the audience. "And San Choi," she finished, and the crowd whooped and cheered as he gave a bow and smile to the crowd. As Ana walked off of the stage, she glanced at San. However, this time, he was looking at her already. San raised his eyebrows and smiled a devious smile. Then, Juanes began to play, and San's body was taken over by the dancing demon that he had cultivated dearly in their weeks of practice.
The performance was exhilarating. It was a mass catharsis of the tension and stress San had built up from this competition, and the audience only saw it as marvelous stage presence. He took the time to do certain moves with more fluidity and sensuality. The rose was in and out of his mouth. He managed to fit in multiple winks, smirks, and run his hands through his gelled and dark hair. Every movement from the first chord of the song to the last made the entire culture of Mexico smile down on him. He knew this because when the music ended and the clapping started, Tía María's eyes were shining with a fondness and pride that could only come straight from the heart.
"San, you were insane on stage," Yunho commented when they walked off of the stage amidst the cheers and clapping. "What possessed you?"
"Spite," San said. He had found Ana's eyes once again. She seemed calm, as though San had not just delivered a show-stopping performance in a tiny Mexican restaurant. He gave her a wink and did not give any more attention to her. The judges may have had the final say in the competition, but San knew that customers would flock back to El Diablo Caliente regardless of the outcome. Their cheers were more like roars and were infinitely louder than the ones that the Stray Dancers had received.
"That was sick," Chan said to San as he passed them by. The rest of them gave smiles.
"Thank you, you four were also amazing," San said idly, thinking about the results. They reached their table and sat down.
"I think we won," Wooyoung whispered to them immediately after they were situated.
"No doubt," Mingi agreed.
"I hope," San said to them. He watched the judges shuffle around in their seats and finish taking notes. Then, one of them stood up and began to walk towards the microphone. San's stomach became a gymnast.
"Here we go," he whispered, his heart rate picking up. "Hey, wait a minute," he said, turning to Mingi. Mingi was the one that had told the judges their team name, like how Ana's group was called the Stray Dancers. "What exactly did you name us?"
Mingi smiled at him.
"Both performances were spectacular," the judge said into the microphone, surprisingly jovial. The Stray Dancers and San's group snapped their heads to the stage to listen. "But we think this group did an exceptional job of pumping up the crowd while also keeping the integrity of Mexican music, and therefore deserves the win. Congratulations to Santiago and his Rosy Men, you're our winners."
"Santiago and what?" San gaped at Mingi while the restaurant exploded into cheers. "Mingi, you-"
"We won," he said, clapping him on the back. "Go and celebrate. Don't think too much about it." He was smiling so wide. San sighed and matched his smile. They had won.
Tía María was glowing as she approached their table. She promptly went over to San and kissed his cheek before giving him the biggest hug he had ever felt from her. "Maravilloso," she whispered while she rubbed his back. San felt tears touch his eyelids and he hugged her tighter. They had done it, and had made one of San's most beloved people happy.
After Tía María left San's embrace, Ana approached them with a stiffness. "Congratulations," she said, giving them a smile. But San had seen Ana smile before, and this was not her usual snarky smile. This was a fake smile, a smile that had been punched with the loss of her dance team. San relished in her discomfort.
"Thank you," San said, giving her a smile that was genuine and a little bit more. "Maybe next time, don't try to copy us at our own game." He smiled as her face contorted with anger and frustration. She stormed off away from them, and the four of them high-fived each other.
The next day. business didn't just boom, it exploded. San walked into El Diablo Caliente the next day and it was like Ana's Taqueria had never opened. The restaurant was packed and the other servers were happy to see him. The customers were especially happy to see him. The girls that he had served months ago waved at him. "You were so cool on stage!" One said as he passed by, and San took the opportunity to give her a wink.
"I know."
He left their gasping expressions for the back of the restaurant where he clocked in and got ready to work. As he rolled up his sleeves, he couldn't help but look at how much more alive El Diablo Caliente was now. Although the store hadn't had a paint job recently, the red walls glowed with newness. People in the restaurant smiled extra widely as they feasted on their meal.
But that was not what tickled San the most about his restaurant. The icing on the cake was the amount of cars in the parking lot. Less than half of the amount of cars that they had were in the lot of Ana's Taqueria. Everything, finally, had fallen back into a blissful harmony, and San was elated to be a part of the melody of the restaurant once again. San let his charming façade wash over him like a waterfall and felt the tingling warmth of a new day in the restaurant he appreciably called home.
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hi ana ! congrats on 400 followers , i’m so proud of u ! for ur event, could i request #11 with oikawa ☞︎☜︎ ty bby , n congrats again ❣︎
“i think i’m in love with you.”
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feat. oikawa tooru x fem ! reader
genre. fluff !
a/n. saaaaav !! thank u so much bby <33 i miss u sm how are u doing ? also i hope u like what i prepared for u ! ahh
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stargazing with oikawa, one of your favorite things to do and something you always looked forward to.
every friday you two would go out together and watch the stars for a couple hours, you would usually get cold in those two hours so oikawa would always give you whatever sweater he was wearing.
despite being cold, oikawa didn’t mind it, as long as you were warm and comfortable.
there were also nights where you would fall asleep on his shoulder.
on those nights he would usually give you a piggyback ride home, greeting your mom before bringing you upstairs and trucking you into bed before planting a gentle kiss on your forehead before leaving with a smile.
this night, however, felt different than usual.
instead of staring the stars, he was staring the you. the moonlight illuminated your figure and oikawa decided that you looked beautiful under the moonlight.
“i think i’m in love with you.” he blurted out unconsciously. eyes widened when he realized what he had said.
but he was greeted with a smile, a warm one.
“i’m in love with you too, tooru.”
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