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luvingshidou · 1 day

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I have read your blue lock x ballerina!reader

I loved it, I have a request Can you do blue lock x skating on ice reader

Like they were sitting with y/n in the living room and watching TV, But y/n She was scroll on her phone She didn't notice that her performance was playing on the TV

(Imagine the rest <3)

maybe: michael kaiser, rin itoshi, sea itoshi, any other character you want👀

OFCCCC ANONNNN🫶🫶🫶

DAZZLED

bllk boys x fem! ice skater reader

established relationship

THANK U ANONNN😘😘🤭🤭

probs ooc

characters: michael kaiser, rin itoshi, sae itoshi

MICHAEL KAISER

You and Michael were both in your living room. You were busy typing an essay on your laptop while Michael was skipping through the channels and landed on a sports channel that was broadcasting a show from last week. When you looked up at the TV, you saw yourself in the middle of your performance.

Fuck.

How are you going to explain this???

"N/N??? You never told me you did ice skating." Michael says, still looking at your performance, a slight smirk on his face.

"Look— you probably have better things to be doing than watching me perform." You say, trying to explain my you never told Michael. Hearing this made his smirk grow wider.

"Me??? Nah, I wouldn't want to miss my angles, especially when she looks so elegant."

RIN ITOSHI

You and Rin were on the couching cuddling together. Rin was mindlessly flicking through sports channels while you were on your phone. While flicking through the channels, a particular one caught his eye. It was highlight of you and one of your performances from a month ago. You didn't notice until you heard your voice, making you look up at the TV cringing slightly.

"Fuck." You muttered under you breath.

"N/N, why haven't you told me about this???" Rin says, his eyes boring into yours.

"Well, I kinda just forgot to tell and was nervous cause you might think it stupid and—" You say, starting to ramble on about why you kept your hobby a secret.

"Y/N, you know I wouldn't do that." Rin says, his voice quite soft. "I'd be up in the stands anytime I get, just so I can see you, love."

SAE ITOSHI

Sae was in the living room watching TV after coming home from practice he was pretty tired, so you allowed him to rest on the couch while you made dinner for the both of you. Something you didn't know was that Sae was currently watching one of your stellar performances on the TV while you were making food, blissfully unaware of what was happening in the other room.

When you were finally done, you walked to the living to tell Sae dinner was ready, but as soon as you saw yourself on the TV, your heart sank. You've kept this a secret from him for so long how you were gonna explain this to him.

"Baby, you know you're actually quite good, better than I thought. But, why haven't you told me about this, huh???" Sae murmurs, looking at you, as stood there frozen.

"Well, ahm— I uhm—" You slurred out, trying to think of an excuse, but you were drawing a blank.

"Well, I guess that doesn't matter anymore." Sae says, smirking ever so slightly. "Next time, bring me, yeah???"

(SOZZZ FOR THE SLOW UPDATE I BEEN VERY VERY BUSY BUT I WILL BE POSTING MORE SOON HOPEFULLY)

#post!!#bllk #blue lock #bllk x reader #bllk michael kaiser #bllk kaiser #bllk rin #bllk sae #michael kaiser #rin itoshi #sae itoshi #michael kaiser x reader #kaiser x reader #rin x reader #sae x reader #bllk fluff #I SHOULD BE POSTING MORE SOON🤞🤞🤞

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footballerimaginess · 2 days

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Cocktail Dates

30 Day Writing Challenge 16. Cocktail Dates Mason Mount Word Count: 559 The last few months had been weird for the both of you, moving to Manchester was supposed to be a new chapter for the pair of you. But it didn't seem that way, Mason was finally getting back to full fitness which was something you had been waiting on for ages.

"Are you okay? I thought I heard you talking to someone" you asked him. "Oh I was, I was talking to my agent. He says that I should be allowed to resume to full training soon and we were just discussing stuff. Anyway, forgetting that I want you to go and get ready and we have a date night" Mason suggested. "That's great about being back in training soon, yes I am always up for date night. I'll go and get changed and make myself look a little more presentable" you grinned, looking down at your messy clothes. After a short while, makeup was freshly painted on and hair curled. Fresh clothes on and you were ready. "Ready" you shouted as you entered the room. "Wow, you look beautiful" Mason complimented you as he grabbed your hand. "Thank you so much Mase, come on let's go" you gabbed your bag before heading off in a taxi. "So where are we going?" you asked as you drove into Manchester. "Taking you on a cocktail date, seeing as I have the evening and tomorrow off I thought I would take you here. I saw it when I was having a meeting with my agent and I was like you'd love it when I saw it" he smiled as he tried to search for your hand. "Aww that is cute, you are always thinking of me" you giggled as the taxi stopped as you arrived at your destination. "Here we are, this is for our cocktail date" he smiled as he pulled the door for you. "Such a gentleman, thank you" you smiled as you walked through. You sat down at the table as you looked at the menu. "I really fancy a frozen margarita" you asked as you looked through the whole of the menu, going backwards and forwards on what you wanted. "I think I will have a strawberry daiquri please" he asked the waiter as you pulled his hands from him. "I like this place, it seems super relaxing and it feels like it has been years since we have been on a date" squeezing his hand tightly as the waiter handed you the drinks. "Thank you" you smiled as you took a sip of your margarita as you shivered with how cold it was. "Oh my god, that was cold. Fuck" you laughed as you felt the ice burning the back of your throat. "Let me sip it" he asked as he sipped it. "Oh wow that is cold, wanna try mine?" he asked as he pushed the glass towards you. "Ooh I love that one" you smiled as you spent the rest of the evening talking. "This feels so good, like old times. I miss us" you smiled as you reached again for his hand. "Me too, it feels great" you told him. "It does, I am very happy here and hopefully I will be able to train soon and it can make things a lot better" Mason told you as he sipped on your cocktail.

#30daywritingchallenge #mason mount x reader #mason mount imagine #football imagines #football imagine #football one shots #football one shot #football x reader #futbol imagines #futbol imagine

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f9clementine · 1 day

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prev ⋙ masterlist ⋙

enchanted to meet you ⋙ 25. whatever you want [the end]

⋙ two months later

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The absolute joy I feel right now is incalculable. Thank you to every one who commented, liked, reblogged, and just read EtMY. You all have my heart more than you will ever know.

Hopefully you can tell by the last text I definitely have plans to further this SMAU with Hyunjin next (then maybe the rest of the coven 👀). I don't have a release date just yet but couldn't resist adding it.

I started EtMY because I was recently fired, unemployed, and just sick of my own head. I wanted to feel like I could create and finish something and not feel like a failure. As dumb as it sounds, this SMAU brought me so much joy not only to write, but to interact with a community that made me feel better and want to actually do something other than rot on my couch and feel sorry for myself.

So thank you! thank you thank you thank you thank you a million times and thank you a million more.

Tag list: @mal-lunar-28, @kpopsstuffs, @cassidymb121, @brooklynie, @owotalks,

@honey-pop, @hanniemylovelyquokka, @chlodavids, @abbiestearsricochet, @maexc,

@seungmyynie, @brinnalaine, @kalopsian-thoughts, @jiisungllvr, @asherthehimbo,

@pinxeajin, @vampcharxter, @jluvselandabs, @bettybeako, @borahae-reads,

@raehawthorne, @yongbbokkie, @skzhoes, @lauraliisa, @meloncremesoda,

@cutiespaghetti, @beaann, @thesassy-mia, @sclassstay, @twobluegoldfish,

@hopefulrascalstatesmantoad, @hyuneyeon, @hyunniethepooh, @thecararcticmonkeys, @sunnibearr,

@miserablywasted, @feybin, @inniescandy-01, @autumn-lv, @mushrooms-moon,

@mae-is-cute98, @bada-lee-ily, @amelee23, @caravm, @sunshinessky,

@skz-streamer, @realrintaro, @urmomma0324, @redstayrosie,

Also I'm so sorry if I couldn't tag you in the last chapter! I just found out the tagging system changed 😭

#stray kids #stray kids smau #stray kids fake texts #skz smau #lee minho #lee minho x y/n #lee minho x reader #lee know x y/n #lee know x reader #lee know #enchanted to meet you smau

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reidingandwriting · 2 days

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Speak Now (Hotch's Version)

Chapter Three: Haunted

"Don't go, don't go, don't leave me like this..."

Word Count: 1,400 (another short one, sorry!)

Pairing: Aaron Hotchner x Reader

Warnings: Criminal Minds level of violence, gunshots mentioned, reader gets injured

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Eight months had passed since you’ve started dating Aaron, and you couldn’t be happier. You had met Jess a few weeks into dating, and a few weeks later, you met Jack. You adored the kid and he always seemed happy when you were around, which made Aaron happy, which made you even happier. You had now been a part of the BAU for almost nine months now, and you were happy. Things were never better.

You had spent the night at Aaron’s the night before, due to the water in your apartment building being shut off. You had gotten back from a long case, Jack at Jess’s, and you barely even remember walking through the door a little after midnight- just to be woken at four o’clock with another case.

“Do we have to?” You whined as you rolled over, and you draped yourself across Aaron as you felt him start to sit up. Aaron carded his fingers through your hair, a tired chuckle leaving his lips, and he leaned down to kiss the top of your head.

“I know,” Aaron’s voice was soothing, deep and raspy from just waking up. “Hopefully you can sleep on the jet.” You mumbled some incoherent response and dragged yourself out of bed. God you hated these early morning calls. You stumbled through your getting ready routine, and you sipped at the coffee clutched in your hands like it was a lifeline.

Not even an hour later, you were on the plane for a flight to Los Angeles. You laid on the couch, your legs draped over Emily’s lap. Aaron was half asleep, head leaned against his window, and the usual antics you and your teammates got into were abandoned for rest. You had a feeling this case, a serial killer who abducts his victims then holds them for a few days of torture before brutally killing them on the fourth day. You had a feeling this would be another long, hard case.

And you were so, so right. Word had gotten out that the BAU was working the case, and your unsub went silent for nearly two weeks. On day eleven, he acted again and he had devolved exponentially. Two bodies were found in the alley near the precinct, and none of the nearby cameras got a clear enough image to identify the unsub. You hadn’t seen anything like it in your time at the FBI, let alone the short time you’ve been in the BAU, and you felt discouraged. This was a mutual feeling across the board with the team, and you could feel the tension as you walked into a room. It was hard enough to mask your feelings when talking to families and local detectives, and you could barely hide your frustrations with the case when you walked into your hotel.

“Do you want to shower first?” Aaron asked and you shrugged as you fell face first into your bed.

“Wanna shower but also just want to melt into this mattress and not get back up,” you said, your voice muffled by the comforter. “You can shower first, I just. I need quiet and the shower feels too loud right now.” Aaron’s footsteps sounded through the room, followed by the click of a light switch. The room was enveloped into darkness, and a second later, the bathroom light was turned on, giving a light glow to the room. “Thank you.”

“Do you need anything else?” Aaron asked and you thought for a moment.

“‘M okay. Thank you,” you turned your head to offer a small smile to Aaron and winced as your head throbbed.

“Migraine?” Aaron asked as he walked over to his suitcase and you groaned in response. “Need water?”

“Nuh uh,” you said and Aaron took your hand before he tucked two pills into your hand.

“I’ll be quick, then you can shower. Hopefully get some sleep,” Aaron pressed a kiss to your hair and you leaned into the touch. Aaron gently rubbed your shoulder once before he walked to the shower, the door shutting behind him, and you welcomed the darkness. You sat up to swallow the pills and hoped you’d at least get a little sleep tonight.

As if your body had read your mind, you barely got any sleep last night. The migraine had dissipated to an easily ignored ache, but your brain refused to shut off. There was so much noise outside your hotel, Aaron’s usually happily welcomed cuddling tendencies had become too much sensory wise, and you were stressed. You clutched your thermos as if your life depended on it, and you felt seconds from snapping at the next person that breathed in your direction. You, Aaron, and Emily were in the SUV to follow a new lead and Emily’s humming in the backseat was slowly grating at your nerves.

“Can you just? Shut up for one minute?” You snapped and Aaron glanced over at you with a concerned frown and Emily hesitated, taken aback by your tone. Aaron said your name and you barely fought the urge to huff like a scolded child. “I’m sorry, I just don’t get what there is to be humming about right now. This is a shit case and I don’t mean to be an ass, but-” You were cut off by Aaron saying your name again, this time in his ‘boss’ voice.

“That’s enough. If you can’t control yourself better than this, I’ll send a cab to take you back to the hotel. We don’t need you out in the field today if you can’t control your temper.”

“I can handle it, sir.” You didn’t mean to be sarcastic, but the words slipped before you even processed what you were saying. Aaron put the SUV into park as you reached the house you would be checking out, and Aaron’s jaw was clenched. “I’m sorry,” you said, but you knew it was too late.

“We’ll discuss this later. Stay in the car, we shouldn’t be long.” Aaron said and he started to get out of the car. Emily followed and you leaned back in your seat, drinking some more of your coffee that now tasted sour. Grounded to the car, like a child. You took a few deep breaths in an attempt to calm yourself down and sat in silence for a few minutes.

-

“Is everything okay?” Emily asked and Aaron let out a slow breath. The house looked empty and the two spoke in faint whispers as they did another light sweep.

“They’re just… overwhelmed. Doesn’t excuse it, but tensions are high. It’s nothing personal.” Aaron said. Another clear pass through the second floor and the two agents made their way downstairs. When another sweep of the downstairs revealed nothing, Aaron and Emily started to make their way outside until BANG BANG BANG. The sound of gunshots had Emily and Aaron ducking, and Aaron covering Emily.

“It came from outside,” Emily whispered in horror and Aaron’s heart stopped. Aaron ran outside and his years of training were almost forgotten at that moment. The SUV door was opened, and the unsub stood over a body a few yards away, gun in hand. Aaron barely recognized the body as your own before he raised his own gun, a shot to the chest sending the unsub to the ground. A weak cough sounded and Aaron ran to you, immediately dropping to his knees.

“No, no, no, no, no,” Aaron mumbled and your eyes were hazy as they met his. “Hey, hey. Stay focused on me, okay?” Aaron’s voice wavered and your breath hitched as your eyes watered. Aaron pressed his hands to your wounds, hoping to slow the bleeding until medical could get there. He just had to keep you alive until then, just had to keep you talking.

“I, I saw him- Tried to, to get away. Couldn’t… couldn’t let him. M sorry for leavin’ the car.” Your eyes blinked a few times, like you were trying to focus. “Cold.”

“I know, I know. You’ll be taken care of soon, and they’ll fix it. You’ll be okay, you just have to stay awake. Just a little longer,” Aaron pleaded and your hand reached out for his. You rested your hand on top of his own, your speech slurring.

“Love.. you… Aaron.”

“I love you, too,” A choked cry left Aaron’s lips and the sound of sirens sounded faint as they started to approach. “Hey, hey, keep your eyes open.” A panicked cry of your name was the last thing you heard as you slipped into darkness.

#aaron hotch fanfiction #aaron hotchner #aaron hotchner x reader #aaron hotchner x you #criminal minds fanfic #criminal minds x reader #bau!reader

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siena-sevenwits · 6 months

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Gushing about what I've learned on my deep dive on the Letter to the Romans to my brother as though it were fandom, and he's okay with it.

#I don't know if I'm pleased with myself or not - I set a goal to reread all the Pauline epistles this year and I was getting along fine but #then Romans came along and demanded I spend more time on it and I've chewed on it with commentaries and cross referencing and #prayer for months now and not moving on to the rest because I just want to keep understanding Romans better #(although it's got me reading lots of the literary and prophetic literature as well as the Pentateuch as references to them keep on arising #I highly doubt I will hit my original goal but hopefully this is good #less of a Goodreads challenge approach to it and more of letting it move in and live in my house for a good half year?#recovering reader #faith #sacred #coreander's old books

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askinsufferableprickmod · 1 month

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Wait u draw aip with jsut ur left hand????

asddshfjg yeah so i injured my hand like 2 ish days after starting askinsuffereableprick,,,,, i pushed through the pain for like 3 or so posts(not smart), in total there have been 8 posts on that blog that were done with my right hand, everything after oct 7th is left handed lmao

#the hand injury was partially cus of the blog yes #it was mainly hyperfocusing at school for weeks straight but going from that into an intense weekend of dave arting........................#may not have been the best idea lmao #at this point with stabilizer there isnt a Huge difference between my left n right art #but its more noticeable traditionally #mainly if i use a pen then its still shaky as hellllll #my main complaint now is its still much slower And i cant use keyboard shortcuts :(#which slows me down extra much and limits what i can do in some instances #but fcking hell like at the start?? i was filling out a character sheet and there was a 5 minute laughing session cus it was like....#literally incomprehensible #so ive come a long way >:)#the hannd is also maybee kinda getting better a bit #im giving it another month of rest at Least #probably like 2..... hopefully it wont need more then that................................................................#ask #anon #rambles

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nexus-nebulae · 3 months

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odd thing we've noticed. the less okay we are the smaller our active system gets

#like logically you'd think we'd get more members while stressed but we don't usually #we actually split way more often when we're feeling okay and alive #i think it has something to do with mental bandwidth #like when mental health bad we don't have enough mental energy to put towards the system #so we just. reduce a lot in size. to make the workload easier #like a few months ago we had about 100+ people active at once all rotating out frequently and cofronting a TON #and now we're down to like. three or four active the rest really only able to be active for a few minutes at a time #we're just too exhausted to deal with the chaos of so many people so it kinda. slows down a ton #it's hard to get used to when everything was So Loud before. its kinda scary sometimes #like damn. i cant just call Incredibly Specific Task Guy to deal with this task i really cannot do right now. that kinda sucks #but knowing that this is like. more bc of the fact that we Can't Deal With Much More Than This makes it a little easier #we're a bit like my current computer. shit ass RAM bc its got like 50 malware (illnesses) on it #and once i get a new computer (get a little better and more functional) i can get back to multitasking #side note my god my RAM on this computer is shit running tumblr and minecraft at the same time totally breaks it #like it makes the Entire Computer run at 10 fps it's Great #i'm getting a new one at the end of this month hopefully #and hopefully Actually Nice Thing Accomplished will also help brain a lot #also not having to stress about how annoying to use our computer is should help lmao

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piplupod · 21 days

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my brain is so nonsensical, i will see omens in the most mundane shit but then when a dead blackbird appears a little ways away from outside the house i don't even blink

#I feel like theres poems and stuff abt dead blackbirds being omens BDJFDLL #i think maybe it doesnt click as an omen bc i am so wired now to just immediately think about helping put the critter to proper rest #(and then perhaps collect the bones after it decomposes fjfkdl)#i think his skull (he was a breeding male im pretty sure but I'll have to double check the photos i took) is too broken to rly collect #but i did wrap him up in cheesecloth and bury him (the crows did not want him) to check on in a few months #hopefully i can finish cleaning the crow and pigeon and mouse I've got that just need disinfecting #(crows are legal to have remains of here btw i know in some places the MBA doesnt allow it but here it IS legal lol)#i will have to check abt the blackbird probably but just burying him is fine even if he's protected under the MBA i think #better than leaving him out on the road i think !!!#also dw abt th3 bird virus that was going around - i always glove up with good quality disposable gloves and wash my hands + forearms after #I do not play around w dead things fjfkfl i dont want to get sick from handling them #i am very careful abt it fjdkdl and make sure to keep the amount i have to handle them (while gloved) to a minimum #dead animal tw #unsanitary tw #maybe ??? its all sanitary the way i do it but maybe it would make ppl feel queasy or triggered hearing abt it #ask to tag #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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skunkg1rll · 2 months

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#ok ok so what im hoping for now is that i'll pass my course #and that im fine for the surgery and that the surgery turns out well without any bad side effects or complications #then i can start recovering nd hopefully gettin my health back #after a couple of months i can probably start going to the gym again #then i'll also apply for a loan and do the rest of my classes thru distance #it'll be a lot of work but if im feeling ok physically nd can eat nd work our then it'll be fine #as i start feeling better i'll try to reach out to my sisters and talk to them. i miss them sm and i cant keep it like this #after the first classes are done i'll apply for 4 more classes nd a loan just to buy myself some time #and then i'll keep working on my mental and physical health #after that i'll either try getting a job or applying to uni or a craft/work related education #i'll keep trying to put myself in waiting lists for appartments #idk i will just keep trying with life. for my mom.#even if everything feels so fkn dark nd hopeless nd scary nd nightmarish rn. i cant leave my mom i just cant.#but im rlly hoping the surgery will go ok bc .. idk how to handle a life w all of those complications that can arise after #so im just rlly rlly hoping. my grandma nd great grandma removed their gallbladders nd they were fine. so im hoping i'll be too

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dredshirtroberts · 3 months

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the nice thing about being back home is that i can make poor food choices and handle the consequences in the safety of my own environment

the bad thing about this is that i am very good at making poor food choices when we're home and therefore safe, and thus must handle the consequences.

#the whole time we were back in virginia i had like Zero digestive issues #maybe a smidge of heartburn/acid reflux after drinking a little too much or eating too close to bed #but like other than that nothing - i was very good about avoiding my Main Trigger Food #(the 'matoes are so tasty and deserve their spot on all foods but my tumby does not enjoy them as much as the rest of me does)#soon as we got back it was like everything i was doing to be careful went out the door #and I stopped even attempting to track and avoid tomato consumption #(the main culprit was pizza and that's mainly on me - we had it 4 times in very short succession and i know better #and should have tapped out for at *minimum* the last pizza and just had something else for myself #but look - pizza is fun and delicious and easy as hell to have when spoons are low #sometimes sacrifices are made #today's been the roughest tumby day i've had in a hot minute - exacerbated i'm certain by my menstrual cycle #we're a couple days to a week out shit's going BONKERS and hopefully i'll actually have one and not have to wait a month AGAIN

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branches-of-time · 6 months

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It (was) that time of the year again!

[Genshin Impact 4.0 Trailer Reaction]

More than 2 months after filming this, I'm finally able to upload it! While I fully expect no one to watch it, such is the nature of starting anything new. Even though I'm very late to the party, I'm not letting the footage go to waste- if I've got it, might as well post it.

Above is the first 10 minutes of my reaction, but I spent another ~30 minutes going back through, pausing and giving further commentary on the trailer, and then let the rest of the program play out as well. If you're interested in watching any or all of that, you can follow the link to the full video on YT directly below!

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#genshin #genshin impact #genshin video #video #video games #Seven's Genshin Commentary #Seven's Clips #i have no idea what else to tag this as #anyways. apologies for how damn loud the trailer is and how quiet i am in comparison!#it's only like that during the trailer portion thank god. the audio levels are slightly Less Bad for the rest of the video #but my setup isn't the best anyways so ur just gonna have to live with my grainy facecam and quiet mic #no one needs to see me in any better quality anyways lmao i'm doing u all a favor #but yeah. probably said it ten times by now in various places but i'm gonna be doing my best to upload my backlog of videos #and hopefully soon i'll be on top of things instead of 2 months behind!#i know my videos aren't the most groundbreaking or interesting content but i'm just doing what is fun for me! and that's what matters #and i get more and more comfortable on camera every time i sit down to film which is good bc i almost died of cringe while editing this #'editing' being a few small bits cut out and two Very Impressive Zooms in on my facecam while i ramble at the beginning and end lmao

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deplcythebattery · 8 months

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i've been pacing myself thanks to living with ri for three months now and i'm. actually getting better

i'm doing the dishes voluntarily while standing up. i'm sitting up in bed instead of constantly needing to be horizontal. i constantly have the craving of going out and doing something (but the three flights of stairs i'd have to conquer are still my enemy). i feel more alive. i'm still in pain and tired as all hell but i'm also craving *going back to work* which i will attempt to do (only part time though don't worry) once i'm all registered here. things aren't and probably never will be like they used to before i got sick, but it's also much much much better than it was three months ago. there's hope again

#once i get my ldn it'll hopefully make me unstoppable #i'm nowhere near letting go of my wheelchair but if they could find me a job i could sit down at #i honestly think i could manage 15 hours a week. maybe even 20 if it's slow paced #i am SO much better than i was #but i'm also so so so scared this is just a good phase bc i'm not doing Anything #and i'm resting bc there's nothing else to do #so pray i don't crash and burn as soon as i start pushing out of this resting zone again #gods i hope it's not a fad #i also never would've gotten here without ri taking care of me for all these months #i also feel So Super Bad now that i can feel being stuck inside rather than desperately needing it 🤠#so that's fun #i'm more depressed now that i don't want to be inside 24/7 #but we're getting a new place and moving into it in a month #no stairs and a nice yard #it will help so so much

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smokedcapybara · 5 months

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Me, who literally just sweeps for a living: ah nice the weekend I can rest and hopefully engage in some hobbies

Mom, who spends all day almost every day at home just sitting on her phone: could you sweep the apartment?

#like #yeah sweeping used to bw my favorite chore #back when I was the one staying at home and mom was the one paying the bills #and I hadn't spent Months sweeping for several hours every weekday #im literallt struggling with my JOB cause ive started Hating sweeping #im reaching sweep burnout #on top of it making my chronic pain worse #she'll do like the bare minimum while me and my bro are working and then give us a list of chores to do on our days off #we're paying the bills we're paying for food we're paying for anything she buys herself on a fucking whim #i literally spent five hundred dollars on Her trip to a music festival last month #im SLEEPING IN A CLOSET so she can have a bedroom #LITERALLY #im so tired and im wearing thin #i havent written or seriously drawn in ages #i haven't watched my shows or read new books #i just wake up and try desperately to have enough energy to go to work and then i come home and lose myself for the rest of the day #weekends are torn between resting to have more energy next week so hopefully itll be better or using the time to do the rhings i love

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fooltofancy · 1 year

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i could get up and be less idk bored but i dont feel great and all of the things i want/need to do today require standin up for more than three minutes at a time and idk if i have it in me BUT. i am bored.

#gonna bleach my hair again v carefully #would like to be a couple of shades lighter but it's only been like a month and i dont wanna absolutely fry it #also that shit is work intensive by yourself no matter how short your hair is #and mine's too long now to be easy #): need to get actual groceries also and imma do that after hair and shower but that means i have to stand up for SO long #and i do genuinely feel pretty bad #weh #commissions also hopefully that will be easier #desk chair not comfy tho so we'll see #took a couple rest days for the wrist and it does feel a lot better so that was uncharacteristically wise of me

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brown-little-robin · 1 year

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#currently feeling a little battered #yesterday was like a 3 Hit Combo of FeedbackTM #in poetry... writing center job... and socially #there were encouragements! which is nice! I need to get better at processing feedback #including encouragement #but there were also... things to work on #and it's good to know what things to work on #but in combination with not enough sleep...#I need a break to process and rest #hopefully get a sleep schedule going again (it's always on and off)#and keep working on my bible reading!#I'm one chapter into 1 John and you know what? having not read the Bible at all for the last 3 months that's good.#Thank God for Thanksgiving break!

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yangjeongin · 1 year

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