i have a billy loomis request if thats ok :)
where billy starts realizing his feelings for y/n but just pushes her away. basically is an asshole on purpose, so she confronts him about it sometime they’re alone and they confess? <3
This request was one of my favourites. Thank you so much for requesting anon <3 It ended up being a mix of angst and fluff and I just loved writing for it. I really hope you like it!
Billy confessing his feelings to his future S/O
gn!reader | only use of “you“ and “y/n“
tw: Billy being an asshole. Some swearing. Some angst. Really fluffy ending.
Billy Loomis. The most handsome boy you’ve ever laid your eyes on. You had many classes with him and you got along pretty good with some of Billy’s friends. But you always shrugged the thought off that he might like you, you always missed out the way he looked at you, the way he was making sure you are safe or the way he could not hide a smile whenever you walked into the room. He hated it. He would probably never admit it but he had caught feelings for you and he was completely unaware of you having feelings for him.
On Monday you tried making some conversation with him. You walked up to him, smiled and asked him if he knew what the homework was again.
He coldly replied with: “Look y/n, I am not your fucking teacher. Get your shit together.“
It left you speechless, looking at him and feeling like your heart just broke into a million pieces. At least you were sure that he does not like you. You mumbled a sorry and made your way over to your next class.
The Next day was not better at all. Billy pushed you away on purpose- he took your pencil and threw it through the room, pulling your chair away just when you were about to sit down- making you fall down and wanting sink into the ground out of embarrassment. Billy even once tried to steal some of your books so that the teachers will give you awful consequences. You couldn’t help but feel like a mess, not knowing how to react- be mad? sad? should you cry or just shrug it off? act like nothing happened and ignore it? You had a headache. Too much thinking, not enough sleep or coffee to help you right now. Moving on didn’t help either, he was on your mind all the time. You were in love and it sucked. You knew he would never love you back, your insecurities were slowly creeping up on you again and it made you feel so shitty about yourself. You had to confront him. You couldn’t live with the fact that your crush hates you and wants to turn your life into hell every. single. day.
The following days Billy wasn’t at school. People assumed he was either sick or not coming because of family stuff. You did not wanted to care, acting like it didn’t mean anything to you but deep down you wanted to see him, to know if he’s okay or ask him if something happened. You needed to move on but it was just so fucking hard. Your friends always assumed that you had a crush on Billy but you denied it, not wanting to seem like the person that gets rejected and made fun of.
After school you decided to walk to Billy’s house and confront him. You knocked on the door and he opened. Billy looked like a mess- tired with heavy eye bags, messy hair and his eyes being swollen red. Was- was he crying? No he couldn’t have been crying, right? Right?!
You pouted, “Billy, what is wrong? Are you sick? Do you need anything medicine or-“
“shut the fuck up, y/n.“
“what? I really don’t know what your problem is, I was just trying to be nice.“
“yes exactly that’s the fucking problem! You are always so fucking nice, always smiling and helping everyone. You are just so perfect, don’t you know how hard it is to ALWAYS, CONSTANTLY have you on MY MIND. I DO NOT DESERVE YOU BUT I LOVE YOU. And this feeling.. it’s- it’s eating me up. I want to be with you, to hold you, feel you, to call you mine and just be by your side. I want to wake up next to you every morning, I want to fall asleep next to you every night. I want to make you laugh, make you smile, make you happy. I want to be the man that you truly deserve but I will never be him. That’s why I didn’t came to school. You are the reason, y/n. I fucking love you. There I said it.“
You almost chocked on your tears, shocked, overwhelmed- not knowing how to react or what to do. You wanted to jump into his arms and kiss him but you also just wanted to scream all this feelings out. He loved you. He did and he probably did for a long time. Why didn’t you notice?
“woah. I-I don’t know what to say. I am honestly speechless. You really never noticed the way that I want to be as close to you as possible? The way I want to help you? I care for you. I need to be by your side. You are like a drug that I got addicted to and I cannot get enough of it. I want to be yours, Billy. I really want to. I have always loved you, from day one till now. Nothing in this world will change that.“
Billy smiled, clearly being relieved but also feeling overwhelmed. He never felt like this before. This feeling of being on top of the world, having everything he ever wanted.
He took hold of your hands and pulled you into a passionate and loving kiss, wrapping his arms around your waist. He loved the feeling of your lips against his. It was like you two were made for each other and he’s never gonna give this up.
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