Sparkpulse: Arrow of Time, Part 1.
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Relationships: Bumblebee & Windblade, Bumblebee & Sari Sumdac, Bumblebee & Spike Witwicky, Bumblebee & Rubble.
Characters: Bumblebee, Windblade, Rubble, Sari Sumdac, Spike Witwicky, Quake, Unicron, Shazraella and many more!
Warnings: Major Character Death, Canon-Typical Violence, Body Horror, Animal Death in chapter 2.
Additional Tags: Angst, Fluff, Action, Science Fantasy, Slice of Life, Eldritch Horrors, Spacetime Shenanigans, Bittersweet yet Hopeful Ending.
Summary: The end of everything is approaching. The cosmos is contracting into the singularity and nothing can’t stop it - The Big Crunch. Only two of them remain, Bumblebee and Windblade. As they watch the space getting smaller, warmer, and brighter, they dive into the memory lane. They lived a long life, that was filled with joyous moments, horrible events, pits of despair and glimpses of hope. They've seen it all, but was this life fulfilling?
Note: This four-part story is a compilation of ideas that won’t go into Sparkpulse major story, but I want to explore them, anyway. I know it’s set after it and will have some spoilers, but eh, we all know that matters not destination, but a journey :3
I hope you’ll enjoy the story ~
Reblogs and comments are very appreciated~
The cosmos were once a big and cold place. The distances between stars used to be immense. Each civilization cried out into emptiness, asking ‘Is someone there?’. No one could answer and fully comprehend its scale and loneliness. Even after mastering the art of bending spacetime, the dark ocean of stars still gave a false impression that it was going to last forever.
Nothing stays static. If all motion in the Universe would cease, the arrow of time would fly forward with the speed of light, taking everything with it. Change after change, transforming existence little by little, until the behavior of the very quantum foam has altered.
Now galaxies, stars, and planets are getting closer to each other instead of drifting apart. It gets warmer and brighter as it shrinks. Soon, in a couple of million years, space will turn white, and even the hottest stars will boil away.
A black spaceship, shaped like a horseshoe crab, exits from the hyperspace jump. It’s old and worn. There are many patches and welds on the hull; the ship was repaired countless times. Despite this, it’s in good condition, thanks to the care of its pilots - Life Wardens on the mission.
“We’re here, Bumblebee. Is this the last sector?” asks the taller mech, sitting on the right side of the cockpit.
Her body is red, with bits of black, silver, gold, and white. The helm looks like a crown, while her large manta-ray wings rest on her shoulders, creating an illusion of a cloak. The body is supported by a synthetic plant, especially around her face. Left half is covered in rose-like blue flowers. The beast’s head is secured on her chest, decorated with golden antlers and blue fins. Her optic is lilac with light blue pupils.
The Universe knows her as the Camien Sea Dragon.
“Yep. I sense the last life forms left in the Universe. After we’re done, I think we should find a nice place to rest. What do you think, Windblade?” the smaller on the left mech replies.
His plating is yellow and black, with parts of silver, orange and blue. His optics are light blue. Like his companion, his wings are resting on his shoulders, forming a wing-cape in his root-mode. They are blue and insect-like with five digits. Just like her, his beast head is on his chest, and his body is also wrapped in synthetic plants in some places. But unlike her, he has four arms. His head is crowned with two little horns and a pair of antennae. His spark energy is keeping them both alive.
Like his Amica Endura, he’s also a dragon. The Eldritch Dragon is the most benevolent and terrifying being in the Universe.
“Sounds great!” Windblade says, looking out in the window with a gentle smile. “The Universe looks beautiful for its last moments. Many people would kill just to see so many galaxies up close with the naked eye.”
“Even if it’s deadly!” Bumblebee laughs. “I can’t blame them. I imagined the Big Crunch to go in many ways, but the real thing surpassed my expectations. Though one thing I didn’t expect is how the Well would react.”
“The song.” She nods, feeling its soft hum inside her spark. It beckons. Bumblebee rubs gently his chest and leans on the back of the seat, looking into the distance.
“It calls for every living being. Each spark must return to the Well before the Universe contracts into a singularity. No new lifeform would be born and I don’t see a point in creating life either. We are reaching the very end, and it’s time for everything to die.” Bumblebee says in a bittersweet tone. Still, a smile forms on his face. “Which isn’t as scary as I thought.”
“Well… almost. Otherwise, we wouldn’t be traveling from sector to sector and helping people to embrace death and pass away. Are you still planning to be the last one?”
“Yes, I wanna make sure everyone makes it to the Well before passing away myself… which is so weird how I can just do it easily!”
Windblade snorts. “Right, for Mister ‘Immortal Eldritch Beast’, it sure is perplexing!”
Bumblebee giggles in response. There is nothing else he can say to the absolute truth. ”Alright, let’s get going and finish this!”
This is what they’ve been doing for the last several million years. Searching for remaining people who are still alive and helping them move on. Death is a strange subject, some fear it, some welcome it. Some people hold on because they want to meet Life Wardens in person, and soon the reputation has spread around.
People would gather in the last cities, waiting for Life Wardens to come and throw the biggest party at the end of the Universe, celebrating life and death.
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A few centuries have passed before the last living being died; only two Life Wardens remain. As they planned, they arrived at the center of the Universe. Surrounded by the colorful light of contracting spacetime, they found a crystallized asteroid orbiting around a black dwarf. They landed their spaceship, and protected by Bumblebee’s spark energy, stepped outside.
“So, only two of us left, huh?” Windblade says as she looks up. “Now the space feels really empty and it’s kinda sad.”
“Death is always a sad sight, even if it’s natural and necessary.” Bumblebee holds her hand gently. “Deep down, I knew I would live that long to see the end. Despite that, it’s such a weird feeling.”
“I never thought I’ll make it that far, but I did my best!” she says with pride.
“You did amazing, and I’m forever grateful! The Universe would be colder without you.” Bumblebee embraces her tightly. “Now I just wanna cuddle until we die.”
“There are, like, a few more million years left before everything collapses. This is going to be the longest cuddle in history!” she snorts.
“The entirety of space will start boiling before it. It’s pretty warm right now already.” He says as he places a finger under his chin, thinking. “Technically, I can protect us from the furnace and we can cuddle longer…”
“On the other hand, I’m not sure I wanna find out what it’ll feel like when we all get squished.” Windblade looks down at him skeptically, but the next second her face lights up. “Though this is also gonna be the tightest embrace in history! Two records in one!”
“Two records right at the end when no one can challenge them!” Bumblebee says, and both burst into laughter. But suddenly he realized another detail. “Wait, but everything will contract into the huge black hole and we’re gonna fall into it!”
“Oh… so we’re gonna feel like we’re cuddling forever after we cross the event horizon and our bodies will be stretched into spaghetti…”
“A timeless noodle cuddle stretching into infinity… now I’m hungry!”
Now Life Wardens are laughing harder. They hold on to each other, but even the low gravity of the asteroid didn’t help them stay upright. They fall onto the crystalline ground, still dying from laughter. After they stay in silence, until Bumblebee breaks the silence.
“Remember how we first met?”
“A mysterious voice from the other side of existence.” She smiles nostalgically. “It’s hard to forget, even after living so long.”
“And you brought me back. I was so scared back then, but it was the start of a new life. It was filled with so much good… and bad, but mostly good, I think.”
“What if we will go down memory lane?” her optics light up as she sits up. “We’ve seen it all, so it’ll be fun to remember old times and all the shenanigans we got ourselves into!”
“That’s a perfect thing to do before death! We need to find a comfortable place… back to the ship or?” Bumblebee sits up and looks around and points to the left. “Or this rock formation?”
“At the end of everything, even rocks are comfortable, I see.” Windblade snickers, making Bumblebee laugh again.
“Hey! I have pillows and blankets with me!” Bumblebee protests dramatically, making his amica laugh. He stands up and offers one of his four hands to Windblade to follow.
They spend almost an hour making a comfortable nest within the rock formation, with a splendid view of the sky. They settle down, cuddling into each other. Since Windblade is bigger, she engulfs him in a hug. Content with comfort and each other’s warmth, they drift into a slumber, waking up in Bumblebee’s mindscape.
The mindscape looks like an ocean, surrounded by floating sparks from a reflection of the Well above, and his memory cells. Windblade opens a door to her mindscape, mixing them together. Constellations and coral platforms appear, in addition to her memory cells.
“Shall we?” Windblade motions towards a memory cell. Bumblebee nods and both begin focusing on the earliest memories. Living such a long life makes it difficult. The processor has its limits, and most of their memories were archived as life goes on. They still can recall them, just the process takes a bit of time.
Memories about his creation and his purpose, the fall of Cybertron and his imprisonment, his friends and his loved dearly who perished tragically, and later Windblade saving him. Going to Earth, making new friends, making countless connections with many humans across the globe, fighting against the rich, and achieving equality, peace, and sustainability. Windblade and others encouraged him to return to his role once more, opening a new big chapter in life.
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A memory shows pre-cybertformed Mars. The red barren desert scattering as far as eyes can see. A spaceship lands in Argyre Planitia. Doors open, and Bumblebee steps outside, followed by Windblade, Starscream, Optimus Prime, and a few more mechs. There are several humans, including Spike, Daniel, and Sari, following them in the spacesuits. Slamdance is taking a position with a good view and begins their reporting to the audience on Earth.
Bumblebee doesn’t pay attention much, though he’s not sure he wants to be recorded. He walks away for a few hundred meters, while the rest stay near the ship. He needs space to work with. A commlink activates, connecting him with his friends.
“How are you?” Sari asks, knowing he’s anxious. “I’m sure you got this!”
“I hope so. It’s been a long while since I did something like this.” He laughs awkwardly. Good thing he’s in the distance for everyone else to hear it. “Though it’s the first time I’m trying to reanimate a perished Planet Titan.”
“If something won’t work, we’ll just pause and figure this out.” Windblade says, reminding that failure is not an end.
“And Slamdance will keep entertaining everyone back on Earth.” Spike adds. “I gave them enough space material to work with.”
“You got this, Uncle!” Daniel cheers. “I’m sure this will go smoothly!”
“MAKE THIS ROCK MOVE, YOU HEAR ME?!” Starscream, once again living up to his name, yells across the distance off the commlink, making everyone flinch or jump in place. Poor Slamdance fell from the rock off the camera. Even a thin Martian atmosphere cannot save everyone from his vocal box. People on Earth gonna have a little surprise in five minutes.
Bumblebee laughs and turns back to see the group. Despite the commotion and the stream, he’s glad others came. It feels nice to not be alone. He turns back and closes his optics. He stands still, focusing on the task ahead, only the wind occasionally moving his wingcape and antennae.
He struggles to remember the procedure for a few minutes until he relaxes and starts humming. At first, he sounds normal, but then the hum becomes something entirely different. His voice goes higher and soon it morphs into an utterly alien waving sound that no creature is capable of replicating.
A huge spark, so big it can fit a human megalopolis inside, appears out of thin air and hovers above the Eldritch Dragon. It responds to him with the same frequency as he, making as if it’s communicating. Then he activates a golden interface, floating around him. He opens his optics to type several commands. He outstretches his right upper hand towards the huge spark while using the other three hands typing. Thin threads are shooting from the fingertips of the outstretched hand, slowly enveloping the spark like a shell.
Once finished, he activates the execution of the code he has just written, and a cell forms around the spark. It’s not complicated because Bumblebee prefers randomness to drive the evolution instead of controlling each course. Satisfied with the look of the cell, with a swift motion of the same right upper hand, he sends it down. It phases through the soil and disappears.
Bumblebee transforms into a dragon and takes off into the sky. It’s hard to fly in a thorough, thin atmosphere, but he quickly reaches the spaceship, which engines have been activated.
“Get inside!” Bumblebee shouts. “We must get out before the cell reaches the planet’s core!”
Without panic or hesitation, the group boards the ship immediately. It takes off and speeds towards space, leaving the red surface behind. Once they reach a safe distance, the ship stabilizes in Mars’ orbit. All looks are directed at the planet. Slamdance in the background explains to the viewers what is happening.
“Do you feel it?” Windblade asks.
“Yes. The cell rapidly descends to the core as I planned.” Bumblebee replies as his antennae flickers. No one said anything else, save for Slamdance chatter. Suddenly, a massive crack appears on Mars’ equator.
“Woah!” almost everyone on board exclaimed at the same time. The crack spreads swiftly, as viewers can only imagine the sheer magnitude of the marsquake it causes. Crust splits into different pieces and the planet slowly unfolds. The head and prolonged body with multiple libs are visible. Like a huge shrimp, but more eldritch looking. It opens its ten amber-colored eyes and looked directly at the ship. Everyone froze in awe, even Slamdance lost their words.
Bumblebee feels the titan staring into his spark, and feeling how words are forming at the back of his mind that only he can hear and understand.
‘Hello.’ They said.
Bumblebee’s optics widen, not expecting the contact so soon. He stares back at the titan before he focused deeply on his own spark to reply.
‘Hello and welcome to the world. Do you know where you are?’
The titan looks around, spotting the Sun in the distance. ‘Near a lonely yellow dwarf star. Can I stay? Or I have to travel?’
‘You can stay, that’s why I called you. To revive this planet.’
‘Was it a titan too? Did they die?’ they asked anxiously. Planet Titans are born plenty, but the majority die in planet formation. This happened to Mars and Venus. Out of three titans who arrived here, Earth is the only one who survived.
‘Yes… but this time it will be different. I’ll keep you alive as you transform.’
‘Ah, I’m grateful for your aid.’
Bumblebee turns to the group. “Everything is going according to plan. I’m going out.”
Once he exists in open space, he protects himself with his energy and flies to the titan, making him fully comprehend the size. Bumblebee is just a tiny speck compared to them.
‘Are you ready?’
‘Yes.’
As they form a new sphere, Bumblebee concentrates a huge amount of energy from his spark and directs it to the titan, making sure their spark won’t fail.
The more the process goes on, the more pain he’s feeling in his chest. This energy gives life, but his body cannot sustain such large quantities of coursing through. His spark is pulsing fast and arrhythmically, and the lack of air in space makes it harder as he can’t breathe to cool himself.
He’s on the brink of fainting.
Suddenly, his technorganic symbiotic plant pushes the excessive energy out of him in a form of black resin that evaporates into energy particles. There is so much resin it covers him entirely, but it keeps him from fainting during the important moment. He kept the energy going until the entire process was complete.
New Mars is formed, with new surface relief, water, a thicker atmosphere, and the most important - the magnetic field. There is a lot of work to be done to make this planet a perfect home for cybertronians, but the most important step has been done.
Bumblebee feels weak and disoriented, but satisfied. He glances down at the planet to see they’re alive and well. He would admire his work and talk to the titan, but this feat overloaded his body too much. Sensing Windblade coming for him, he allowed himself to slip into nothingness. He will sleep for three days after this and spend a few months recovering before he could repeat the same for Venus, making the new age for humans and cybertronians.
The Age of Solarians.
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Bumblebee comes home after a long day of work. The world tree of Mars, growing in the middle of an ecological sanctuary which humans lovingly named Yggdrasil, is a perfect place for him and his family to live. He carefully examines the tree to make sure its growth is going nicely. Satisfied, he goes inside.
It looks like a large house interior on the inside, with many rooms and enough space for each person living here: he still shares his room with Windblade, while Sari has her own. Several guest rooms are connected by a wooden corridor. There is a kitchen on the left, and the bathrooms aren’t far behind. The main room is large. This is where they gather and chill in a huge pillow mound or throw parties.
Bumblebee senses a wave of frustration coming from below, from workshops. It was Sari, and he quickly went down to see if she needs help. She’s sitting by the table, tools are scattered while she’s fuming!
“Sari?” he cautiously called her as he walks over and kneels beside her. “What happened? Do you need help?”
Sari looks at him and bursts into caught. Now he’s picking up a mix of light frustration and amusement. After she caught a breath, she turns to him. “Okay, okay, listen!” she says as she holds her left palm in front of him. “Do you see anything strange?”
Bumblebee carefully inspects her hand. It looks normal, except… “Five fingers?”
“YES!” she throws her hands in the air, then she pinches the pinkie on her left hand, glaring at it. “I can’t BELIEVE I forgot this crucial detail when I was recreating this technorganic body! I lived all my life without this damn pinkie and I was fine. Now I can’t even use some of my tools because I literally have no space to place this damn finger! It’s in the way too much, argh!”
“Come here!” he opens his four arms and hugs her. She hugs him back, though she kept on complaining about how this tiny finger is just an absolute annoyance and bane of her existence. Bumblebee could offer her pats and sympathetic chuckles.
“I guess I have to get used to it.” Sari says with a soft sigh.
“That seems like the right choice. How’s your body, by the way? Anything strange?” Bumblebee asks, worrying about her since she swapped her organic body.
They both worked for decades to make it possible for humans to extend their lifespan this way. Sari wanted to do this so badly because she didn’t want to leave Bumblebee and Windblade because she would die of old age. He helped her with his vast knowledge of biology. Now she’s the first technorganic human in existence.
It makes him happy. He wonders if Spike would agree to this, too.
“I’m good so far! My spark seems comfortable in the new vessel. Good thing I immediately went with the idea to 99% replicate the original body and 1% is just minor cosmetic changes. Like elven ears!” she says while touching her long, pointed ears. People saying they just gonna start calling tecnorganic humans “elves” and she’s down for that.
“True, if it was too different, the spark would reject it.” He finds it hard to believe that the procedure went so smoothly. His countless simulations and calculations paid off. “I’m happy this worked out. Now you can stick with us way longer!”
They hugged tightly, feeling content.
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Bumblebee sits in the main room at his working desk. It’s filled with countless datapads, some snacks, and hypercharged energon. He needs all the energy he needs to finish planning ecosystems on two planets: technorganic Venus and biometallic Mars.
The estimated amount of work is so immense that Bumblebee doesn’t feel confident. One thing is taking care of one planet. It was hard, but manageable. But two planets and also Earth under his watch…
This is too much!
He leans against the chair and slightly slides down, feeling disheartened. The plan itself is taking so much time, even divided into small pieces! It’s probably gonna take him several centuries to build up the ecosystem on both planets, but people need it now. Sure, they can wait, but perceived pressures are slowly breaking him. Bumblebee is trying to relax and gather his thoughts, but it doesn’t help much. He hugs himself with his lower arms while covering his face with uppers and sighs.
Windblade, with sitting on her shoulder Sari, enters the room, giggling about something. They see tired Bumblebee and immediately rushed to him. The VTOL jet carefully places her palm on his shoulder, making him look up at her.
“Bee, you don’t look well!” Sari frowns. “Windy, we gotta drag him to the pillows!”
This makes him laugh tiredly, appreciating Sari’s direct course of action.
Windblade looks at his cluttered table, then back to him. Without saying a word, she picks him in bridal style. Bumblebee grunts in protest, but he’s too tired to object vocally. She walks to the huge pillow mound in the room's corner. Every guest gets so perplexed upon seeing this in the main room, and the fact it moves to different corners every time the visit creates a lot of rumors. Bumblebee could clear this up, but those rumors are very entertaining so he and his friends decided to them going.
Windblade carefully puts down the eldritch dragon into fluffy pillows, then flops beside him. Immediately, Bumblebee feels relief. He never realized much tension he was holding for hours until now. He smiles for a bit, but this smile quickly fades upon remembering the impending doom.
“What’s wrong? Do you need help?” Windblade asks.
“I just don’t know how I am I gonna do this.” Bumblebee groans. “Three planets to take care of! Three!”
“You definitely need a hand!” Sari says, carefully leaning forward to him while keeping herself on Windblade’s shoulder. “And we won’t take ‘no’ for an answer.”
“I’m not sure how you can help. All this work is repetitive and requires my abilities.” Bumblebee sighs. “Even if I give you tasks that don’t involve this, there is still a massive load of work on my shoulders.”
Everyone went silent and thought about potential solutions. Bumblebee’s abilities are unique and cannot be replicated, but there has to be a way to make his work more efficient and less stressful.
“I wonder if we could figure out how to share this power?” Windblade asks. “All sparks in Collective Unconscious are connected to you.”
‘Yes! And those threads connecting sparks DO transfer information!” Sari claps her hands once as she realized. “That's how new cybertronians simulate your learning experience in the forging pods, right?”
Bumblebee’s optics widen. He never thought of this.
“That’s an idea! Hold on, I gonna try something!” He closed his optics and went completely still, diving into Collective Unconscious on the spot.
He looks around to find his friends sparks in proximity to his. He touches Windblade’s while placing another hand onto his spark. As Sari suggested, he can feel that the thread is a channel between them. He tried to send a small portion of his energy toward her. It took a few tries until a surge went through the channel into her spark. He let go to confirm that the energy keeps flowing. After this, he forced himself to awake.
Bumblebee is greeted with surprised faces. Windblade stares at him while Sari is somehow down on the pillows, shifting her gaze between the two. He immediately sees that jet’s lilac optics shining the icy blue in the pupil.
“Did it work?! How do you feel? Are you in pain?” he barrages her with questions.
“I felt a jolt through my entire body and it made him almost jump, and knock Sari down,” Windblade says while examining herself. “I don’t feel pain, but I feel bizarre. It’s warm, but it’s not affecting my core temperature.”
“Wow, that sounds neat!” Sari stands up and rapidly climbs Windblade to sit on her shoulder again. “Can you make those shiny projectiles that Bee makes?”
She was about to try this out before she was released she has no idea how. She looks at Bumblebee for help.
“Hmm… oh I know! Imagine you’re pulling the energy out of your spark. It’s fluid, so treat it like water.” He shows her an example, creating the ball of light in his palm. She takes a few tries before a ball of light forms in her hand, identical to his.
“I can’t believe this worked!” Bumblebee stares in awe. “I… I guess we could try this!”
“Woohooo!” Sari cheers, almost falling down again.” This is exciting! Good thing I passed Sumdac Systems to another person, so I can do other things. Like being a Life Warden and help with your responsibilities. And we can share your markings under your eyes to match.”
“And maybe we could expand a bit? An additional system with more people to help you monitor the ecosystems and conservation.” Windblade says, idly moving the ball of light between her hands.
Bumblebee thinks for a moment. On the one hand, he wants to decline because this job is what he was made for. But he knows how this ended. He never had a choice in this matter, but he can’t walk away from it. So, instead, he will do this on his own terms. With help.
“I like this idea. Though I must be careful because I don’t want to inflict you the same chronic illness I have.”
“Sure, we’ll figure this out.” Windblade smiles. “That sounds nice, isn’t it?”
Bumblebee smiles back, and he thinks about it, the more he likes it. Not being alone on this duty would be so relieved and efficient.
Later in life, he’ll realize that this was one of the best decisions ever he made.
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The sun is setting above Detroit. Bumblebee lay in alt-mode on the shore by lake Erie. Spike is resting by him in a wheelchair, between his neck and right upper paw. They've been chilling for a while, watching the sunset without saying a word. The human has grown very old, his brown hair has turned silver and his already weak knees cannot sustain him. The age of 154 is taking its toll on him, but Spike doesn’t mind.
Bumblebee feels uneasy. He feels the human’s spark is slowly losing its grip on this old body. He doesn’t have much time left…
“So, how is Sari doing?” Spike asks.
“She’s well, and her new body doesn’t cause major issues. There were a few things here and there that required tuning, but this project is a success.” Bumblebee says,says, with a little hope in his voice. “Soon any human can extend their lifespan if they desire.”
“That’s good to hear.”
They sit in silence again. Spike, not saying anything else, makes Bumblebee even more anxious. But he has to know. “Have you considered it?”
“I did, but I won’t,” Spike answered, making Bumblebee’s spark squeeze.
“Why?” he asks, trying hard to not be desperate. He doesn’t want Spike to leave.
“It’s just…” Spike pauses, searching for the right words. ”It’s scary. Not because of the procedure, but because I can’t imagine living forever. I’m okay with the time I was given, and I made the most of it.”
Bumblebee doesn’t understand. As someone who lived an enormously long life, this was strange to him. But he knows humans are like this, embracing mortality from birth and making sure the time they spend alive wouldn’t go to waste and benefit the future generation.
Though, knowing this doesn’t make him any less sad.
“I lived a long life thanks to modern medicine, and I’m grateful for it. I achieved what I wanted to achieve and now I’m content with things as they are. Besides, I don’t want to outlive Daniel, my grandchildren, and their children.” Spike glances up at the dragon with a kind expression. “I hope you’ll understand.”
Right, children too. Sari doesn’t have any, and she tied her life with cybertronians early on. She has no one to outlive after her father passed away.
“I see…” Bumblebee says quietly. It upsets him, but always wants the best for Spike and if he wishes to die naturally, then this is how it should be. “I accept it, then.”
“Thank you.” The human smiles in contentment.
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Two years later Spike was rushed to the hospital because of his health declining fast. Doctors couldn’t do much before he became unresponsive. They allowed his family to enter.
“Where’s uncle?” Daniel asks Windblade, who entered the building in her human holoform.
She glances up. “On the roof. He says he’ll go into Spike’s mindscape.”
“Is… is it safe? I mean, when dad dies, and he’s still in there?” he asks anxiously, imagining the worst scenario.
Windblade frowns at the possibility, but shakes her head. ”Bumblebee knows what he’s doing.”
On the roof, the dragon appears to be asleep, but his mind is elsewhere. Spike’s mindscape is filled with stars as always, though now it’s slowly falling apart. The human, floating in the middle, sees Bumblebee approaching and waves at him.
“Nice to see you here, but you better not stay for long. This place is going down fast.” He says with a calm voice, feeling relaxed despite anything.
“Yeah, this place has had better days.” Bumblebee chuckles.
Muffled sounds coming from the room in the waking world can be heard. Spike looks up and smiles. “Everyone came, I assume? That’s great! I had a good run, didn’t I?”
“You did,” Bumblebee smiles gently. “I’m so proud of you.”
“Awww, thanks!” Spike laughs.” So, what will happen to me?”
“Well, your spark will detach itself from your body and go to the Well. Then, from what I know, it will be cleansed of all information. All your memories will be erased before you’ll move to another life.”
“Ah… like all-all memories? I was kinda hoping to keep some so I could see you again.”
“Hmm… maybe you’ll keep some echoes of the past or feelings. After all, Windblade somehow found me. Twice!” Bumblebee says, not sure if he should hope or not. He noticed sounds disappeared and everything went black. “Already!?”
Spike, sparing his last second, hugs Bumblebee tightly. “Then I’ll find you again. No matter the cost!”
The dragon hugs back, feeling how the mindscape is pushing him out. “I’ll be waiting. Goodbye, Spike. Thank you for everything. I love you!”
“I love you too. Tell my family I love them.”
Before he could reply, Bumblebee was forced awake and felt Spike’s spark leaving this plane of existence. He was sitting there, feeling numb for a few minutes, before the realization and grief painfully pierced his soul. He sobs and wails as the world cease for him, not noticing a pair of arms embracing and holding him tight.
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Several months after Spike’s death, Bumblebee struggles. The loss hit him harder than he thought, almost incapacitating him completely. He thought he was ready because he knew this was coming. But in the end, it still hurt as much as losing Starjump and Lightbright who died tragically.
“It was my fault.” He cries into his hands, curling into a ball in the bed.
“How can this be your fault? He died of old age!” Windblade tries to reason with him while holding him close.
“I should have convinced him!”
“It was his choice, not yours!” Windblade says, quickly realizing she sounded harsher than she was aiming for.” I mean, would he be happy if he agreed against his wishes?”
“No…” Bumblebee’s sobs harden. He cries his spark out for a few minutes before he could continue. “It hurts so much, and I can’t even bring myself to do anything. I’m so lost and empty, I keep running into things I know he would love — I can’t, I miss him!”
Windblade rests her chin on the top of his head. “I miss him too. We all miss him.”
Sari comes back from her ecological assignment. She could hear him crying at the entrance, so she immediately goes into their room. She climbs onto his shoulder to caress the back of his head.
They stay like this for a while. Bumblebee deeply appreciates the support, making this pain a bit more bearable. He glances at the corner where his little shrine is. A Cybertronian tradition to keep things that belonged to loved ones after they die. It has Starjump’s music box, Lighbright’s filigree lantern, and Spike’s cane, bringing him a small portion of comfort as well.
As long as the memory is alive, they will love on in his spark.
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