my spine says I’m not that straight
Since I’m thinking about it, please keep those of us struggling with mental health in your thoughts during this time. I can only imagine what it would feel like to be going through a mental health crisis right now. With the current situation in our emergency rooms, there are probably lots of folks who can’t access/are afraid to access the help they may need. Thinking of everyone and wishing us all well. I’m here to talk as always!! Please take care of yourselves. ❤️❤️
This is such a tough time for me right now. As y’all know, 2019 had a lot of hospital visits and stays, a couple major ones being for mental health. I had fought to get myself to such a good place by the end of the year, going into 2020, and I found what I want to do with my career (become a kindergarten or first grade teacher) and I was just so excited that I felt good about myself and life again. This whole situation really freaking sucks. I broke my ankle at the very end of December, and I was in my boot pretty much up until this quarantine so I wasn’t able to do any of the exciting things I was hoping to with 2020. And now I’m sick and my mom may very well have covid-19 too and I’m just worried as all hell about her because I’m feeling a bit better right now but she sounds worse. Not being able to get out and do things that make life fun is really taking a toll on me mentally and the stress of grad applications and then inevitably having to pay for grad school…. with my thousands in medical bills still outstanding from over a year ago.. and the fact that my parents have to pay for my brother’s special needs housing…… I really feel like such a burden and I want to be able to contribute something to this because I don’t want them to have to keep helping me when I feel like if anything I should help them and my brother and just ugggggh I really don’t like to get down on myself and soak in my misery but fuck this is a tough freaking time. It will be okay. It has to be. Love y’all 💕💕
Location Building Prompt #52
To every family member that cannot visit loved ones in the hospital that aren’t infected by the Coronavirus…I understand and I’m with you. I just want to hold your hand.
Still waiting for my test results. My unit is now a covid unit so even if I test positive I have to go in. Still using same surgical mask, no N95.
about last night :))
Covid-19: Avoid microbes with maximum protection of Isolation Gowns.
I bruise you, you bruise me
We both bruise so easily
Easily enough to let it show
I love you that’s all I know