#how am i still functioning

[carryingthebanner]

I have been doing assignments for 12 hours-

#AND THE ASSIGNMENTS ARE ALL FOR THE SAME CLASS #how am i still functioning #i’ve probably gone insane already /hj #send help /j #celeste’s chaotic college chronicles

[inkdheart17]

Y'all need to STOP drawing Donnie being autistic...

... And calling me out!!!!

#I've done everything he's done #still not tested #how am i still functioning

[whimsyprinx]

ah fuck I’m like stupid

#whimsy whispers #this is light hearted abdhjfjt #i will not be clarifying #i forgot the word #somewhere between clarifying and expanding #I’m asking the clowns if they know the word #i realized before they could answer #it was elaborating #i won’t be elaborating on why I’m stupid #or will I #mayhaps vaguely #we shall see #sometimes #you realize a thing is a thing and then you’re like you dumb bitch it was right in front of you what do you mean?????? #no context for y’all #I’m just stupid #how am I still functioning

[markscherz]

Quick, while the frog purists aren't looking, what's your favorite salamander?

No question, salamanders of the genus Thorius, the smallest salamanders in the world.

[Thorius pennatulus — src]

[Thorius sp. — src]

Truly astonishing creatures.

#Thorius #salamanders #caudata #amphibians #herpetology #these salamanders have a really shit surface:volume ratio #but they are LUNGLESS #so they respire entirely over that tiny surface #which is just astonishing #they also have ENORMOUS genomes #which means that they have huge cells #but they're small #so they don't have a lot of cells #they are pushing the limit to how small a vertebrate can be #and this is what I am going to be working on with my lab #how small can you get and still function as a vertebrate? #surely not much smaller than this #answers by Mark #anon #anonymous

[coolboxofcandy]

Isami. Let's save the world together.

#bang brave bang bravern #yuuki bakuhatsu bang bravern #isami ao #lewis smith #my gifs #hi hello i'm still not okay! #how the hell am i supposed to function until the next episode?!

[purple-man-with-anger-issues]

Did Klance also ruin you when you were a teenager, establishing a base in your personality that would forever works in a red/blue dynamic and broke your heart without any chance of recovery during your formative years or are you normal ?

#I'm not joking #they had no rights being this tragic #they changed my brain chemistry forever #how am I still not over them ? #did you have a klance hyperfixation or are you now a functionning adult ? #asking for a friend #anyways #klance #voltron legendary defender #keith kogane #lance mcclain

[hellenhighwater]

Hmm....how hard can large scale mosaic possibly be? I feel like my plans for the room I'm working on could use something really shiny and impactful and maybe I want to make a fold-down cutting table and maybe I want to do it out of mosaic, even though that will be ungodly heavy.

It's a fun idea. I'm not sure if it's a good idea.

I haven't done mosaic since a one-off high school art class but I feel like the component skills are ones I already have, sooooo....

I have been keeping to a blue and gold celestial theme for both my guest room and my art workspaces, because if and when I move those spaces are likely to be combined. Cutting table, even though it would be for a different room, falls in the same vein, so I'm thinking something with a nice dark night sky and maybe some branches or leaves...

#if nothing else #I am likely to bleed less on my project than I did on the one in high school. #i sliced my arm open and bled profusely and never quite got all of it out #the third bedroom in my house is basically a junk room rn because the layout is awful #and i have been rotating that room in my head for weeks trying to see how it fits together in a functional way #it's going to still be storage but also my digital workspace/home for my modern tools #aka four ink printers #the laminator the 3d printer the laser engraver the cutting mats the paper storage #and also random crap like luggage and wrapping paper. #i think im settling on a library/bindery vibe #so loooots of built ins. #on a budget level i cannot afford to start this room for a while yet #and the same is also true on a time management scale #but for each project like this I tend to prefer to have everything fully realized in my head before i start #so im doing that now #mentally putting together lumber cut lists and figuring out if im going to have to buy a jigsaw

[bignostalgias]

the planet minecraft skin editor is rlly satisfying the niche in my soul left behind by flash dress-up games 😔

png files! maybe these will work it’s 1 am

#dress up games I miss u dress up games…. #most of azaleadolls still functions tho 🥹 #hijack #I guess. I GUESS. how do I tag this #I am So Bad at minecraft #however my friend started a private server and I am having a BLAST #gonna make Astrid nextttttt after I eep #minecraft #rotbtd #rambling #sorry for this

[accio-victuuri]

wang yibo - harper’s bazaar january issue

[Chapter Ⅳ] Floating

in many lonely nights, like fallen leaves drifting. Get rid of the noise and enjoy this moment of silence.

#wang yibo #HOW ARE WE DOIN FAM #ARE YOU ALL STILL ALIVE #HOW AM I GONNA FUNCTION FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK HUH??? #my god!!!!!!!! #i am dead #i am deadened

[robinmage]

#im still thinking abt it. ill probably STILL be thinking abt it for the next week #ill just be at work and suddenly remember All Of That. #how am i supposed to function. #alnst #alien stage #alien stage round 6

[suntails]

I’m going to paint you a picture of modern communication, and how it is fundamentally broken.

Let’s look at one friend. You chat pretty much everyday, and mostly talk to this person on twitter and discord, with occasional tumblr DMs. That’s three places you talk. But that’s actually not true, because you also have each other’s priv twitters and talk there as well. That’s four. Now account for, let’s say, one post reply per account per person, in addition to your DMs. That’s eight. But that’s ALSO not true, because not only do you talk in discord DMs with each other, but you’re in a friend group server as well! And you talk in those channels together! That’s nine.

This is one friend.

Now look around you. How many friends, how many mutuals are you in contact with. A few, a handful, a dozen, more? How many accounts per person do you have, how many places can you send each other posts, devolve into separate topics and conversations? How many people text you as well. Friends, family, coworkers? What do you do day to day around catching up, what IRL commitments will rip you away long enough to let the pile build again?

I can’t do it. I cannot live an actual life in the real world and balance this much interaction, it’s crushing. I reply to a friend’s post because I’m interested in the subject, I want to have a discussion! I WANT to talk about it with them, but I immediately kick myself for adding another conversation to the pile. Day by day, I ignore messages for hours on end and watch mountains pile around me, to reply en masse at the end of the night to let the cycle repeat. I wake up to six discord DMs and as I clear the third, the first replies back again.

We weren’t meant to have thirty simultaneous conversations. We weren’t. And you know in your bones that the number isn’t an exaggeration.

#hush catríona #this is essentially copy pasted from my twt last week but made a touch more coherent #iiiii spiral about this pretty regularly. i think this is the 4th or 5th time ive gone on this spiel bc its agonizing #i feel horrific guilt for ignoring messages for so long. and its absolutely voluntary. but i cant FUNCTION like this i cant DO it #i have friends where we talk Every Single Day and i LOVE them so much. so unfathomably much. but it KILLS me #hell take my roomie for example. one of my fav ppl in the world. we text- twit dm- discord dm- ig dm- reply to posts. thats five right? #i guess!!! but we also LIVE TOGETHER. i see them in real life and talk to them out loud with my voice and its still this much to add on!!!! #and i feel like nobody else talks abt this shit and it makes me feel crazy. am i the only person completely debilitated by this??? #i dont want this to come across as like ‘boohoo we get it ur sooo popular’ that is NOT what this post means #i think a lot of ppl big acct or small. fandom or otherwise. talk to a dozen ppl online. and i dont get how anyone copes #this is agony. and every single time i ever make a post? its another opportunity to add to the pile #i only reply to comments on posts on twt and this is why. i cant DO it i cant keep up. i see every tag and im so grateful but i cant ever #reach out. i cant add to the pile. theyre already taller than me

[wordsinhaled]

the thing too is that dream and hob are surely both woefully unprepared for the singlemindedness with which they would both insist on loving each other

dream is stubborn as shit and determined to warn people off himself because he knows when he loves someone it’s of cataclysmic proportions, in magnitudes of tens of thousands of years, but hob is equally stubborn as shit and has tens of thousands of years on offer and utterly refuses to let dream forget that fact

#how am i still a functional human being #just barely #don’t get sick of me yet #the sandman #dreamling

[fang99o]

HOLY FUCK THERES A MUSIC OPTION ON TUMBLR WHAT THE HELLLL

#kainess #bllk #bllk fanart #bluelock #art #digital art #nesskai #michael kaiser #alexis ness #twitter sniped me bruh so i have to be active here #idk how this app works still #LIKE MY ART #what’s a reblog💀 #is the bllk fandom even active here #oh well #am i using the tagging function right #idc #i love kainess #Spotify

[pencilofawesomeness]

when you’re a genius but cursed older brother and you have terrible grief coping skills regarding the death of your little brother, but to wildly different outcomes

(meanwhile Natsu and Ortho are in the back, trying to figure out whether or not Natsu can eat lasers. he cannot)

#fairy tail #twisted wonderland #fairy tail x twisted wonderland #yes I am still on my bs #zeref dragneel #idia shroud #if I had a nickel for everytime this happened.... #though I do find the comparison hilarious #like two cursed dudes who effectively run or can run the shadow government #and one of them is a really good older brother #and the other decided let the curse take its course and then chucked his brother at a dragon and cut all contact #obviously zeref's curse is worse but #seeing mavis function hits home how bad zeref was at managing lmao #also I am vetoing idia's jacket it is a nightmare to draw

[trainingdummyrabbit]

maybe we'll try again next time.

#pikart #projmoon #(LONG TAGS..) i talk a lot about that latter part of poems of a machine but the first chorus never fails to break my heart too #i can never remember what ive talked about and what i havent so ill do it again anyway. #specifically the line 'so here i lie; reading you my poetic stupid rhymes.' especially in conjunction with the very first lyric. #all this built up... mess and madness; concepts of impossible scope and importance for just a few words. #its the desire to express a truth outside of your reach. to tentatively try to identify; to speak; and only managing so much. #clumsy; basic; small; but it still holds a piece of your heart anyway. its not enough; but its real; its tangible; and thus important. #am i making sense? its the first steps into writing poetry / into self expression / into self acceptance / into healing and growing. #and the implication these words are being shared; despite all of this; despite all of Her. augh. #i really do think a lot about th stark difference btwn her Knowledge and her Experience. how she feels she Should function vs how she Does. #knowing how something should be vs how it Is. yknow. #anyway Oops ! Lyric Rambling In The Tags Again ! <33

[lilybug-02]

You know it's bad when the TEXAS legislative agrees to ban "displays of inclusivity" in higher education.

I have to edit my emails to not include the word "inclusive" for my Art Club so that our University accepts it. Apparently one of our Women Organizations on campus was disbanned for this specific reason???

I am pissed.

#been busy with school but that doesnt stop me from complaining on the internet #I am very sure no one understands the qualifications of this bill. #If it were actually in effect every Christian Org and Men/Women Org would be disbanded. Im so mad rn. #this past summer's legislative decision-making was awful. I dont understand how Texas is still functioning rn. #sometimes I seriously question if our governmental officials have Lead poisoning... they probably do based off historical statistics