Spent all that time trying to get to the second tower and now that I climbed it up cant get past the challenge 馃
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Am I joke to these people? Even after telling them I'm autistic, that I use ear plugs because people are too much, that I have Tourette's, that ok super anxious...
I have an 8 陆 hour shift coming up. 3pm - 11:30pm. I really don't think I can do that. No breaks, standing up the whole time, socialising, suppressing most of my tics and self. I can't do that. I can't sleep right now because I'm worrying about it and it's 8 days away.
Is this the moment where I finally speak up for myself and tell my boss that I physically can't do that and that it'll burn me out to a crisp?
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TLOU HBO WILL BE RELEASED AT 3 AM IN MY TIMEZONE I COULD RAGE why does it have to be like this aaagghhhh
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How the hell am I supposed to balance everything??? How am I supposed to go to work, work on my writing, enjoy my interests, achieve my goals and work on my dreams for the future, spend time with my friends while simultaneously spending enough time with my mom, while also having time alone to myself., But also try to go out and meet people but come back home to rest and re-charge, have a good sleep schedule, eat and drink enough and not fucking just pass away???
Like wtf am I supposed to fucking do about all that? HUH?
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I have no idea how to use tumblr
So youre telling me people want to just listen to my dumb brain thoughts?
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Status -> content hiatus
My parents had to put my 15 year old dog down today a week before I was supposed to see her. I was supposed to be there one last time before it got this bad. I don鈥檛 know how active I鈥檒l be but I鈥檓 going to try to be here. I know my content is already few and far between but I don鈥檛 know when I鈥檒l be able to write again. My dms are always open and I鈥檒l be here to support my mutuals when I can. Love you all 馃挄
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I can鈥檛 figure out the algo here. Like I鈥檒l make the most tumblr-esque post and nobody will even see it but literally my first post here got reblogged by a bot.
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sometimes im like im not like other autists i can understand figurative language and then i cry when someone tells me to interpret a poem
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