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#how dare this corporate capitalist society and human body refrain me from simply being moss
elibeeline ยท 3 years
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Tomorrow is gonna take a lot of mental spoons, wish me luck :')
#i have to go and collect my new uniform AND cook dinner AND there might be a tommyinnit lore stream#the way the dinner and uniform things are timed are stressful#bc I have to finish food prep before my brother and dad come home bc they'll both complain about the food and my technique#but my mom's driving me to get the uniform before she meets with her friend and i don't remember if she said we were going at 11 or 1#both are inconvenient bc 11 is too early and 1 is too late bc I won't have time for food prep#why did i offer to cook something on the same day I was already doing something?#i might not recover from the embarrassment of cooking bad food by my first shift either ๐Ÿ™ƒ๐Ÿ™ƒ๐Ÿ™ƒ#bad week probably gang#fingers crossed it all goes well but the odds are not in my favour#let it be sunny at least. i don't mind if there's cold wind just let it be sunny#i had choice-freeze over which bread to make a sandwich from earlier gang my brain isn't made for this bullshit#i laugh at those who dare say I'm not neurodivergent. this shit sucks ass#i hate the tommy lore being either tomorrow or friday because if it is tomorrow then I have to pay attention to things until like 11pm#and I really just want to turn my brain off once i finish the dinner#wait no#i gotta help my brother with his homework and his CV practice#bc for some reason he's a good student and does projects when he's given them rather than leaving them until the night before#i'll persuade him into doing it over the weekend or smth bc I will not deal with CVs after all the shit i gotta do tomorrow#how dare this corporate capitalist society and human body refrain me from simply being moss#let me just photosynthesis in the woods to survive please#as long as the tommy lore is friday instead and the sun is out and dinner doesn't turn out horrible then i'll be okay#if not I will probably cry or snap at someone#if it comes down to it i'd rather snap at someone but i hope it's just to some stranger rather than my family#bc I don't want to argue with them bc I'll be in the wrong but I don't want to admit it ๐Ÿ™ƒ#ughhhhhhhhh please just let me be moss#or a simple fish in a nice woodland stream where all I gotta worry about is not bumping into a rock
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