#how do i even tell staff

[tatsumi-rin]

Moral Orel doesn't seem 100% like a show I'd feel seen in if you don't know me but then I remember the episode with the special ed kids and underneath the usual satire on extremist bible belt religion it reminds me WAY too much of how actual special ed departments treated me and other kids growing up.

Like the writers must HAVE BEEN THERE IN LIFE, man. I'd kill to sit down with Dino Stamatopoulos and find out what the fuck inspired him and the other writing staff that day.

#husbandothings #moral orel #bonus fun tag rant? bonus fun tag rant...apparently #in those departments you are immediately written off as a tragic forever toddler by at least 50% of the staff regardless of your disability #there's good ones but the bad ones bring the fun spicy trauma #it doesn't matter how smart you actually are you gotta draw the sad face on that boy on the comic sans worksheet at the age of 15 #in your free lesson spaces that you got because of reasons #if someone tells me they're a teaching assistant or have “qualifications” in autism and special needs development i immediately distrust #because I have never met a neurotypical person with those qualifications who knows how to treat kids like humans especially autistic kids #funniest part? I was mostly in the special ed department because of my hearing and not totally my undiagnosed autism #and a little because of wonky emotional development from get this...a freaking religious school #like i see adults in the show and i see the headteacher who tried to tell my parents i should forgive the bullies because jesus would #even though the truth is way more nuanced but he just wanted to wash his hands of it #it's funnier than it should be because that teacher would fit right in to this show for that and additional reasons I won't state here #my family were atheists but thought the school would be good #the weird thing is at that time as a little kid I liked the idea of believing in god but nothing that happened proved Him to me #and moral orel hits because it resonates with the fact i genuinely believe religion can do good and it's all about the people #the ones who want to use that faith for good in the world and surviving rough crap and not to do things that would make jesus flip tables #that has stuck with me for over a decade as has the people who felt the show reinforced their christianity #but anyway

[crossbackpoke-check]

18 + swaymark!!

oooo thank you!!

#18 - pleaser, wallows + swaymark

okay i know they are canonically obsessed with each other but. the song is in some ways about feeling like you’re failing in your relationship and being not quite as obsessed with them as they maybe are with you, and in this video of them talking about being a tandem, there is the slightest pause before swayman answers “do you miss him?” that makes me want to probe a wound. we’re not talking irl reasons of how that’s an absurd question (how do you miss him. you’re coworkers you’re seeing each other all the time) we’re talking that maybe this whole goalies-in-love thing got blown out of proportion and now swayman’s having to buy into the bit too hard. linus loves it & everyone’s asking about their bromance & how they love each other so much and the thing is—linus is safe. he’s got a wife and plausible deniability and jeremy? jeremy is gay. sure, he can crack jokes and people-please but the more people ask the more they're going to find out until maybe they find out something jeremy doesn't want them to know. and the longer this goes on, the more jeremy has to sit at linus' dinner table with linus and his beautiful wife and pretend like he isn't a little bit in love with him. and you know what? the longer it goes on and linus doesn't dial it down jeremy does stop being in love with him, because it just feels cruel, until he finally is done enough that he stops biting his tongue and ruins the moment.

#…this so is not a five sentence summary but ALSO this manages to perfectly align with something i was obsessed with (that media video) #like yeah is that pause reasonably a buffering time to a weird question? yes!!! do i want to read into it & make swayman a bit uncomfortabl #also yes!!! sorry i decided to give them tragique but they were assigned by spotify. the other option for this song was an ED fix-it fic #about healthy sex and learning that it can be a part of a normal relationship!! sex is weird and fucked up!! but like. that’s just because #i have always interpreted this song as a) unrequited best friend love & you’re worried you’re gonna fuck it up b) virgin who doesn’t know #what sex is and is scared to tell anyone and then option c) people pleaser keeps going along with it but can’t anymore #also OBVIOUSLY they end up fine. whether that ends up being jeremy finally telling linus (oblivious) i don’t want to do this with you #i need to get over you & them creating a platonic space & sway ends up with someone else OR linus has the oh. true. i simply never #considered that i could be gay for you option OR the one i have just invented but is now my favorite because i love a good polycule is that #linus & his wife simply add jeremy to their relationship. and then this song becomes jeremy scared to have sex with linus’ wife at first lo #liv in the replies #the interviews in that video doing the lord’s work fr but also that ‘do you not miss him’ feels SO uncomfortable. say no! but then he leans #in with the dirty jokes comment & i know i’ve made like eight variations already (sorry. that’s how my brain works) but it is soooo fun #to me personally if they are broken up but now have to act nice & keep doing all these rituals & sell us on the narrative & they’re just #trying to see who’s going to crack first. needle each other into laughing or getting irritated enough it shows through & the other one wins #do even more aggressive hug rituals!! get a medical warning from the athletic training staff!!!

[l0ganberry]

UPDATE ON THE WARLOCK STAFF (PART 2.5)

I was meant to do the "rainbow" fabric but I got stumped when I remembered that I didn't had any fabric to do that. Specifically thin ribbon-like cloth that would be wrapped around the staff, below the crystal.

To solve that, I decided to do some online shopping on Etsy to get the things I needed.

This is ribbon I ended up buying for the "rainbow fabric". (I'm gonna paint it with the fabric paint I already have.)

I got red LED lights for the crystal. (I haven't decided on how I'm gonna do the crystal. 3D printing is not my thing but I have been thinking of just doing moldable plastic? Maybe???? I might need some help on what to do to make my own crystal that looks like that.)

Then lastly (and for fun) I got the last of this type of yarn for the base of the crystal. So that way there's visual texture to make it look really cool.

#I'm really excited when I get this all done #other than cosplay #I might even use this staff for my d&d club #I'm already like the process so far but there's still a lot to do #So thank god I got Christmas money to get these things to make this staff really cool #I'm very serious about all of this if you can't already tell #but seriously #How does one make their own staff crystal?? #is it 3D printing? #moldable plastic?? #clay?? #glass?? #I'm glad that I know what it is now but still #the crystal might actually be the most difficult part out of all of this #but I'll try to figure it out since I'm already putting effort to this project #No way I'm stopping now #anyways #wh fantasy au #rambles #welcome home #project progress #art project

[citrinide]

Tjats a new one to add to the therapy conversations huh

#oh hey the thing I literally said was probably the issue was the issue and *I* fixed it look at that #but yes we definitely need to go through the process of forking over these to a store thatll literally just #tell you the exact fucking thing I did with a high ass price tag #because you personally are so shit with technology and refuse to believe I'm actually right about ANYTHING. #My phone is fine. Sucks for you that youre the only one experiencing problems (that i fixed. because you put it in too loosely.) #but this is literally none of our issue. #also how fucking stupid do you have to be to look at your comp sci major child WHO LIVES NOWHERE NEAR CAMPUS AND HAS NO OTHER WSY TO COMMUNI #CATE and go 'yeah Im sure you dont need your phone for your ~6 away from home and with public transport :)' #LIKE ARE YOU ACTUALLY THIS FUCKING STUPID??? #AN ISSUE THAT I FIXED SO EASILY. AND YOU'RE DOUBLING DOWN TO THIS DEGREE INSTEAD OF ADMITTING YOU JUMPED THE SHARK #cecil.fm #ours work perfectly fine now that i fixed it 'yeah well im still going to need your phones >:( also remove your lock >:(' #be honest. are you just mad you dont have an 'acceptable' excuse to go through my shit anymore because im an adult? #because i. yknow. kinda fucking need it FOR on campus communication. emails to staff dont just manifest out of nowhere #i cant just telepathically convey information to my group project partners who may not even be ON campus #i can NOT WAIT to get the fuck out of here oh my god #need a tea or smth tmrrw jfc.

[songofwizardry]

ok look I've had a really really really busy/exhausting few weeks, work related and otherwise, and I have had to mark a lotta papers (they are all done now!) but like. I do really, really, really love my job. it is wild and so weird to me sometimes that I just. get to do this, and i am grateful as hell for it.

#teaching #text post #my post #hi can you tell the combination of #extremely early morning very weird day with lots of (work related) stress and then finishing the stress so massive relief #and then a fun evening that has made me full of adrenaline #is getting to me #i am very buzzed but the statement is true. most of the time. all of the time if i'm being honest #it sometimes doesn't feel it when i am in the midst of marking 120 massive papers #but like. the good things are always there #idk i do think it's a really privileged position to be in #like what is more wonderful than building connections with young people and hopefully helping them learn and you chat to them about things #and they come back and tell you things and you get to watch them grow and change and learn and #it happens every day over and over #my adrenaline is wearing off i'm out of words but like #look. it's a really good job ok. i am incredibly wildly lucky to get to do it #do i hate marking YES do i think people do not realise how much work goes into teaching ALSO YES #but god the kids and young people and staff and communities make it so incredibly worth it #update i made this post late last night and didn't post it bc i am not to be trusted when i am that tired and adrenalined #it is now the next day i slept a very very long time (genuinely it's been a fucking Lot of things for the the last two/three weeks ok) and #yeah the point still stands #so it is being posted #bc Positivity etc

[scionshtola]

i love. y’shtola. so much

#way back in ARR when she was letting everyone know she thought the beast tribes were being treated terribly #and that the people responsible for that had to accept responsibility for the primals #and then when minfilia sends the wol to ask her what she thinks about the scions accepting money from other organizations/patrons she’s like #no because i want to tell people when they’re at fault without needing to spare their feelings 😌 and she’s right to do so!!! #and then she didn’t like how the crystal exarch was doing things. keeping secrets etc so she just. LEFT!!! and did what she felt she had to #she didn’t like uri keeping secrets so she told him. she didn’t like the way thanny was reading ryne so she told him even when he was angry #she literally had to separate herself from him so she wouldn’t say MORE #and all the times she puts herself in harms way for the people and causes she cares about it #ugh. i love cori’s tiny very direct impatient but empathetic and kind and also kind of mean wife i love her so much #also love that she can curse to an extent that makes BIGGS blush #and when she rejects magnai and he is so mad but she’s just like i don’t have time for this agshdjdks #i got here btw by way of that shtola and squelch gifset and was thinking about how he’s like ‘you are not people to me so it’s not murder’ #well is it murder if shtola uses her staff to blow you up. what about that! #i need a text post tag #clearly i am doing so well today friends. so well. #*thanny was TREATING ryne omg. i’m not going back to fix that

[ruairy]

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#sometimes i feel like. yeah man barely exist most ppl don't notice or care about me and it's fine #yesterday a new manager came for me for some inconceivable reason bc man had said lile one word to me and then declared me lazy #started talking to other ppl about how i dont do.anything and Quote stand behind till bank looking at one otem for two hours unquote which #i don't even need to begin saying what bullshit that is #found out he said as such bc abother co-worker im buddies with overheard and told me bc he felt violated on my behalf #we both proceeded to tell like half the floors worth of staff bc of the out rage #i may have said many swear words very loud and scared a customer before coworker cartwd me.to the staff only area to calm down #but like. every other staff that found put either came to me to ask Wtf or said to me bro u do more work than almost eveyone on this floor #combined what the hell is that man on #anyway. the coup has begun #we've already collectively chased out two shit managers and man doesnt know we'll do it again lol #feels nice hearing ppl say he has to gtfo bc he disrespected me specifically lmao

[pepprs]

crying again lol ok

#purrs #and posting online abt it so i get immediate validation / support instead of asking for help from anyone im close to i know. but god fucking #damn it to hell. ok im going to be candid about this because it hurts so fucking bad. five years ago i met someone so important to me. and I #miss her so so so so much. and every space here i have a memory with her in. and she left in July and she’s gone. and im sobbing my eyes out #FOR WHY because it was over 6 months ago and im happier and she’s happier and we’re all happier. but i think im getting some aftershocks #being here for the first time without her exactly 5 years to the week we met: when she was so important to me. she was the whole reason i #even saw myself as something. and she’s fucking gone. she left. but she’s not dead like LMAO idk why im crying so hard when i could just #text her any time and tell her that i miss her. but idk. it’s just everything is stirring memories and they’re painful to think about now or #at least today because she’s gone and it all changed. i was just saying that i feel like im not having any emotions and tonight the grief ju #just rammed into me like a train and my fucking counselor sucks ass and won’t even help me work through it and everyone is busy and tired an #and im a staff coach so im not supposed to be having a fuckjng mental breakdown over **** pacing around in my bathroom at 1:23am but ive be #been thinking about her so much and remembering all the formative interactions i had with her here and missing her so much i want to explode #and die and p*ke and whatever. so stupid to cry about it but i fucking miss her. and i hate that she’s not here. and i’m trying so hard to b #be her but i have to be me but i can’t not have what she brought here and im just crashi ng and burning and can’t be honest and im having a #breakdown and crying so hard and i don’t know what to do. i ithink i’ll be fine after some sleep and reflection but my heart is like seizing #on itself right now and nothing takes my mind off it and i just keep crying LMFAOOOOOO. i hate it here #delete later #like how can you look at me like that and then fuck off to ****** 4.5 years later. you know? im about to punch a hole into the hallway #and i have to be quiet bc ppl are trying to sleep but it’s making me fucking crazy. #retreat tag

[detransdamnation]

I'm still really upset about that post [AL] I wrote on educators telling students' parents about their dysphoria or transgender identity because this topic is really only a small part of a greater framework of how "parental rights" harm youth.

If abuse is most likely to be perpetrated by immediate family members, especially parents, that means that, speaking strictly statistically, parents are the least safe people to tell about a child's mental health struggles because they are most likely to use them to abuse them. Factor in that many youth who develop a mental illness in the first place have faced abuse at some point in their lives—and many are subsequently abused, mistreated, or neglected after said mental illness develops—and this becomes even more dire because the root of these teens' mental illness and the unhealthy behaviours which arise from them is significantly likely to have grown from the hands who feed them. "Mental illness is a product and reflection of our environment" is not only what so many of us espouse and incorporate into our belief systems but is also a relative, observable fact.

And yet, in response to teens who are struggling as a result, we operate as if this is completely untrue. And it's not only apparent in this aforementioned debate; it is apparent in this entire culture of conditional confidentiality wherein everything a minor shares with a psychologist or therapist or social worker is "just between us" but as soon as the teenager crosses a line, takes a step too far, expresses symptoms or develops coping mechanisms that are a little too close for comfort (or respectable politics), all of a sudden, it is no longer the professional's job to help and support the teenager but the parents' right to know about the teenager's struggles because it is the parents' job to keep them safe, always assuming but almost never confirming that the parents ever actually cared about what a parent "should" do. There is never consideration that the parents are the reason why the teenager is unwell, why the teenager is unsafe to themselves in the first place, and that telling the parents about the teenager's mental state could do even more harm than whatever harm the teenager is posing to themselves at the time.

And this is something that the most vulnerable are often most painfully aware of. I saw several therapists over the course of my teenhood and none of them had any idea why I was in therapy because I never talked about anything that I actually needed to talk about. I couldn't have. My confessions would have entailed a lawful breach of confidentiality to the very people who had fucked me up in the first place. This implement to supposedly "keep me safe" only ever ensured that I stayed silent. Silence was literally my only safe option—and unhealthy, unsafe communities, for most of my life, the only places I could confide in because the only ones who did not just parrot an empty "Talk to your parents or another adult you trust!" were other abused and mentally ill teens who needed just as much help as I did, yet were failed just as much as I was.

This is why I find it so gobsmacking when "mental health advocates" center openness with parents, or (in this case) when gender-criticals claim they want to protect dysphoric youth whilst also blindly advocating for parental inclusion in every nitty gritty detail of the child's mental health experience, or even when therapists claim to be creating a "safe space" for teenagers at all, period—because how can a space or a person be "safe" when we actively cater to the wishes of potentially unsafe people? When we are legally mandated, some of us, to do so? The message being communicated in this practice and belief system is, "You have the right to discretion until you are too mentally ill"—and if a mentally ill person feels like they have to toe a fine line, walk on eggshells, dumb down their feelings or experiences just so that whistles aren't blown to their abusers, the practice and belief system is set up for the abuser to benefit, whether deliberately or incidentally.

People cannot heal when they cannot even feel, or express what they are feeling, freely. By pushing for the rights of the parent to be considered above all else, we create an environment where youth cannot do any of this. We cannot claim to be supporting (or even caring about) this population at all when we play a direct role in why they are so vulnerable in the first place. Abuse victims—and especially abused youth—are way too often redirected back to their abuse by the very people who are supposed to help them grow from it under this idea that parents have an innate right of disclosure just by virtue of being a parent.

#over the weekend i kept thinking about how i went to a school for 'troubled teens' #and tracking with what is common in teens who are designated 'troubled' #a significant majority (3/4+) of us grew up in disadvantaged or unhealthy or flatout abusive homes #and unsurprisingly many of us also dealt with this through unhealthy channels #such as through truancy or (mild) drug use or self-injurious behaviour and holy fucking identity crises galore #none of which we went through any particular effort in hiding #yet despite all of this our social workers never relayed any of the information that we told them to others #not even to the rest of the staff #and at first this gave me pause even as a teenager #you know the whole 'if you know that we are struggling then why aren't you doing something?' #until one day it clicked: #the only other people these social workers could tell about our situations where 'something' could actually be done were our families #and our families were one of the main reasons WHY we were 'troubled' in the first place #what appeared from an outside perspective and even to myself at the time as 'doing nothing' #turned out to be the MOST that anyone had ever done for me and i'm sure for many of those other kids: #they gave us a space where we could express and feel and BE without worrying that it would somehow get back to our abusers #we could be exactly what we were there for—'troubled'—without being inundated with all of the tone deaf flowery crap #that traditional schools and the whole entire psychology field only ever had to offer us #everyone is all about harm reduction until young people are involved. THEN it becomes an issue of being open with parents. #as if the parents are ALWAYS there to reduce harm when you can get out from underneath your rock and learn even anecdotally #that this is completely untrue. even with many parents who are genuinely good parents. #but anyway again this post does not address every single nuance to the situation nor my beliefs. i'm just venting #just talking to myself #this is the part where i shut up because i'm not even upset from the trans angle anymore and my nihilist bullshit doesn't need to be on her #writing #text #my post

[hella1975]

realised i havent complained about my job in a while despite working a shit ton lately including holidays (10 hours xmas eve + 7 hours boxing day + 10 hours new year's eve 🤡) so here's some quickfire BOLLOCKS ive had to deal with:

the kp (19F) and supervisor (33F) almost got in a punch up LMAO

my manager decided to have a complete breakdown on nye and took it out on literally everyone. like he overbooked past our capacity and instead of being normal and just cancelling some people even if it meant losing money this man instead started pulling tables out of his arse and creating new seating areas (anyone who's worked in hopitality knows you Cant Just Do That least of all DURING the busiest night of the year). naturally we had a shit ton of customers complaing about being too squidged together and who got to deal with it? THE FLOOR STAFF i hate everything

same manager same night kept snapping at all of us im still furious about this okay basically i was working a 10 hour shift and at 6pm there's a shift change, so we all tend to move sections and when you've been working the same (shit) section for 6 hours this is a GODSEND. so i got moved from my least favourite section to my favourite section and there's always a bit of a scramble around the shift change bc we're all picking up where someone else left off so it's where MOST of the mistakes happen. this happens daily to every single waitress no matter how experienced. and do you know what i had the nerve to do? i forgot to give this one couple their menus. literally they had not sat for even 5 minutes and were waiting on drinks anyway and my manager STORMS over like 'why havent window 1 got menus' and i immediately was on it like 'oh shit sorry ive just taken their drinks order ill bring them now'. this utter CUNT walked off bc he cant handle actual confronation and the next thing i know one of the supervisors comes over like 'we need you running food so me and you are gonna swap'. and im here like 'okay. weird. i hate running food so this is less than ideal but i cant argue'. i find out from the other supervisor (bc waitresses are GOSSIPS i was always going to find out) that my manager apparently swanned down to them like '[redacted] cant handle her section i need one of you to take over she's in another world' HELLO???????? count ur fucking days

did u know the holiday period actually makes customers ruder. did u know that. did u know the season of joy and giving ends the moment u step into a pub. because i know that now

there should be a law that ur not allowed to flirt with someone who's working. like maybe an exception if they start it first and you just reciprocate but aside that if they're on the clock in a job where customer service demands they be nice to you then DONT FUCKING FLIRT WITH THEM my god i could kill you. one man literally tried to set me up with his son when i was trying to just take a drinks order and that was one of the TAME examples

the bar staff kept clocking off before me and purposely sitting on tables closest to my screen to drink just so they could brag. psychological warfare im telling you

#i did get astronomically bladdered nye though #like TOO drunk im not proud of it #genuinely blackout for the last TWO HOURS of the night do u know how scary that is #but the beginning of the night was so fun i clocked off at 10 after that SHITSHOW of a shift #like a load of us clocked off at ten leaving it superrr understaffed and i literally said to the guys closing #'normally id stay on but tonight you could not pay me enough money in the world to stay even another minute' LMAO #i wanted OUT #BUT! a couple of us got dressed into out-out clothes in the toilets and got some drinks #and it's supposed to be one free drink per staff member but i got a rum and coke AND a cocktail AND a baby guiness #but the rum was 75% and i think that's where i went wrong like we were all at a table having a laugh #and i remember thinking at not even 11pm yet 'ive drunk too much too quickly i should slow down' #and instead we went to spoons and did tequila. what is wrong with me. STUPID bitch #like i was out until almost 4am and the last solid memory i have? doing the fucking countdown #that is a horrific amount of blackout even for someone prone to it like i am #every time i think about it i feel queasy #like after spoons i went to three other bars/pubs and i dont remember ANY of them #i literally dont even remember spending any time with my hometown friends (bc they were the ones i was supposed to go out with) #and idk how to tell them bc that's so fucking rude like i GENUINELY might as well have not met up with them for all i remember of it #UGHHHHHHHH #but i had fun with my work mates and that's more important to me than my hometown ones lmao they kinda suck <3 #hella slaves to capitalism

[very-unoriginal-url]

Tumblr has got to stop using the weirdest fucking workarounds for words and triggers

You could try to block “flowers” and “tw flowers” but people will tag “fl0w3r5” and “flours” and “flllll0w3rssss” and “go with the flow-ers” and “flouchers” and “efelohduhbuhueearees” and

#in case you couldn’t tell the last one is the letters sounded out #yes I’m fucking pissed this isn’t tik tok you can just tag things NORMALLY #‘’oh but it’ll get deleted ):’’ ‘’staff will take it down’’ ‘’it’s just tumblr speak’’ #YOU DONT HAVE TO GO OVERBOARD WITH THE CENSORING UNTIL IT LOOKS LIKE A BANK COMFIRMATION CODE #JUST PUT TW FLOWERS OR HELL MAYBE EVEN FL0WERS JUST DONT MAKE 100+ VARIANTS #and don’t tell me it doesn’t happen because I just blocked an eating disorder post and the hashtags were INSANE #I went through the ‘popular’ tags so I could blacklist them and how do these people type like this #they put ed posts under an ED SHEERAN TAG

[kyouka-supremacy]

Btw today is a month since this blog was shadowbanned 🥳🥳

#Uhm. #I don't have words #Anyways I was suspending the queue thinking the shadowban would be temporary (and exams) #but given it clearly isn't. temporary. and I have stuff to post / reblog I will probably resume it with February #(Well. not tomorrow because of the episode or the second because of the chapter– #but unless sskk goes canon or something the third shall be it) #Also because like. I miss sskk and there's too many sskk posts going from June it'd be too bad not to post #I'm mostly sorry for the Akutagawa side blog tbh? Like with this blog I kinda came to terms with the accomodation of keeping it reblogs– #focused and the other original posts centered. #Despite the initial trauma it isn't even that bad because before my original posts kept getting lost in reblogs so it's a nice solution! #(Wow I just realized. After all the pain I went through when this blog was first blocked‚ the last stage of grief really IS acceptance) #But the Akutagawa blog got shadowbanned like one week after creation and although I love running it and looking for pics. #Idk I wish it got a little more traction before disappearing to the void #But there's little I can do I guess. Trust me when I tell you I tried anything I can do– well‚ besides messaging staff every day #But how could I ever do that 😞 #I feel my mental state deteriorating day after day and it's always harder to do things during the day #but it's okay tomorrow is Wungo Wednesday and that's sure to fix me <33 #random rambles

[margaetyrell]

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#what an amazing day to spend at the hospital #not that any day is good ftm #but precisely today with 30% staff and the rooms so fucking crowded #we’ve been on hold for literal hours then a few more between checks and i’m still here btw #i haven’t even had dinner yet bc surprise. the restaurant was closed today and we’re still waiting for his doctor to tell us #if and under what circumstances he’s going to spend the night bc currently we cannot even see him #for context my brother got really sick today so we had no choice #anyways i just needed to vent a bit here bc i’ve been biting my tongue for hours and i think i’m gonna explode #i do hope your xmas is going better than mine at least tho #tw disease #tw hospital #idk how to tag this or if anyone cares but yeah. sorry if you end up reading this #pt

[nerdie-faerie]

I'm going to throw something. I'm on my third 9 hour shift in a row scheduled with the two most useless coworkers at once who keep disappearing to do fuck all while I'm manning front by myself and packing 5 orders at once

#work tag #theyre like fighting to fill the drinks which are done last while im packing multiple orders at once and have a counter full of pepsis #like thats not fcking helpful what good are drinks without meals and when i cant tell which meal theyre for #they just kept disappearing or restock things that were practically full meanwhile weve run out of napkins so im tryna restock #the the napkins for a customer whilst also handing over an order and reassure another customer ill take his order in a sec #but thank fck they added 2 more pepsis to the ten we already had and refilled our full ice tray 🙄 #the 5 orders at once isnt an exaggeration I literally had 5 eat in trays out being filled simultaneously cus #it was the only way to get it done and thats ignoring the fact i was supposed to be running out the orders out for table service #but cant cus the fckers had disappeared again and im not technically allowed to leave my till unattended #they both always irritate everyone cus they dont do sht but ive never had to deal with both of them at the same time without any other help #im gonna end up screaming at them at some point i can just tell #one of them was like 'ugh whys everyone in such a bad mood today 🙄' uh? cus its hectic as hell and youre not even helping?? #i literally got warned by multiple staff before i met him that hes fcking useless thats how bad it is

[smfstump]

not one of my coworkers trying to consistently pressure me into drinking/smoking with him and misgendering me nearly every other sentence then getting mad when i un-added him on snap?? when i never once even opened his original snap to me???

when it's not my day off i'm probably going to talk to my DM to remove myself from training him again bc this is getting ridiculous, it's 2:45 am and he's blowing my phone up about this but i can't block him because we work together-ish

#getting a little fed up about this #he's also been treating me like a district manager when i don't even cover his store at all #i trained him originally bc i train all the managers in my system #for reference he's an assistant manager of another store and i'm the manager of my own store #our district manager oversees both our stores and one other store #initially he and i got along well but 2 days in to training this guy for 3 days straight i was looking for a way out #he tells me all about his 'bad trips with weed' and how he 'doesn't wanna drink alone' #like bitch WHAT #you're 5 years older than me and know i can't legally drink #i'm also 99% certain he's gay? which makes it even more confusing #literally just not gonna reply until thursday bc i'm off today for yom kippur #which he made fun of me taking off. for the record. #fuck this guy lmao💀 always talking about how he deserves to be a full manager yada yada #cant even make a decision by himself! always needs to run it by me or our DM #he's also not fully trained #bc he spent most of the shifts i was trying to train him fucking around or disappearing for an hour to go pick up food #which like. whatever. but i already gave up 3 days i should've been focusing on my own staff to train him #why should i be forced to give up more #literally this dude needs so much validation from me it's not even funny #he almost exclusively sends me voice memos and shit then demands i listen to them while i'm trying to do shit in my own store #i don't care about his store's drama! it doesn't affect me in any way!! #ngl i kind of doubt he'll last the winter especially when he finds out he's not coming in our annual business trip #they don't have me running my own store at 20 and training people 2x my age for nothing #sorry not to vent about work at almost 3am #whizzy speaks #personal #tw vent #oh my god and i know he's pissed bc our dm likes me better💀 he was bitching about dm tearing him to shreds about the state of his store #he asked me if dm does the same to me and i got the absolute pleasure of telling him no #our dm really only gets on me about keeping my freezer alphabetized and i run ideas and numbers by him but that's it. he was SO pissed lmaoo

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one of my favorite things about eh is definitely how most chrs weapons have a visible sheathe + animation when they sheathe it otherwise they just kinda. awkwardly hold it

#except for schmid fuck you. how do you keep that big ass sword on your back #i hate floating weapons on someones back with my very heart and soul. like if its a big sword fine its iconic #but. like a skinny sword???? daggers????? YOU CANNOT TELL ME IT WOULD FLOAT THERE AWKWARDLY #at least code red schmid has a magnet thing in the back that you can see. forgiven for this #but in base and black fc???? how are you keeping it there . #athlon holds his sword awkwardly all the time idiot man. prothiof holds his too since they both dont have sheathes #but SCHMID. THIS GUY . #even nemeris!! nemeris has a hip sheathe. baraka has sheathes for his daggers. iden slings his bow over his shoulder. bathory keeps holdin #g her staff. but SCHMID. #eh rambling