#hugot post

[wmab]

PALAGI

Pakiramdam ko, kahit na kaninong matatag na balikat pa ay hindi rin aakma ang aking ulo.

Sa'yo lamang nakahulma ang aking pag-iisip at ang aking mga tunghay sa malayo.

Kahit na kanino pa sigurong matatag na bisig ang umagapay,

hahanapin pa ring mainam ang perpektong lapat ng palad mo sa aking uhaw na kamay.

Himlayan ka na habambuhay ng mapaglayag kong malay.

Nakatatak nang marahil kahit na sino pa ang humagkan.

Tanda na ng aking mga labi ang pasikot-sikot sa kalsada ng sa'yo at sa'yo lang.

Memoryado na ang mga galaw, ang katahimikan, at maski mga hiyaw.

Kahit na sino pa sigurong boses ay tanging bulong mo sa 'king nagniningas-kugon na pag-asa ang pakikinggan.

At kung sirain man ng paborito kong kadiliman ang yong pangalan,

ay sa'yo pa rin marahil mananahanan.

Ikaw at ikaw.

Palagi.

Araw-araw.

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Wag Mo Akong Bitawan (WMAB)

#tula #mga tula #tagalog #tagalog poem #tagalog tula #tagalogpoem #tagalog hugot #poem #tagalog post #mahal kita #hugot post #tulangtagalog #maikling tula #pilipinx #pilipino #pilipinas #original prose #prose poetry #prose poem #original poetry #tagalog poetry

[hugotnitala]

“Kayang ipadama sa’yo na mahal at mahalaga ka pero hindi laging ibig sabihin non totoo na.

#wishing star #hugot post #love quotes #heartbreak #realtalk #hugot love

[unspoiledthoughts]

I'm afraid of being left behind...

#thoughts #unspoiled thoughts #words #hugot feels #hugot post #sad thoughts #random thoughts #hugot #hugotlines #quotes #feelings

[mickipou]

I have an app group folder(???) On my phone called poops I'm not sure why it's there or when or how but it's there

#why #why am i so cringe #but i am free #what is the price of freedom if i am not free from the cages of social rejection #hugot post

[toopakin]

Natatandaan mo ba yung mga goals mo in life.

Iyon ang dahilan kung bakit ka lumalaban.

Kaya mo yan!

Tiwala lang masusuklian din ng maganda lahat ng pinaghihirapan mo ngayon.

#qoutes #life #happy #goals #motivation #pinoy qoutes #pinoy #hugotlines #hugot lines #hugot post #self improvement #positive thoughts #bossbabe

[rakell10]

We should not rush on how God can answer all our prayers to HIM.

Sabi nga nila, kapag Siya ang may plano, mas maganda ang resulta. Mas mahalaga talaga na hintayin natin kung ano ang Plano para sa atin. Sa tuwing minamadali natin ang isang bagay, mas nagiging failed at sa huli nasasaktan tayo. Kasi inexpect natin na ito yung WILL ni God para satin. Pero di mo alam na hindi pala ito yung sagot nya kaya sa huli nasasaktan tayo na di pa pala ito yung binigay niya satin.

Mahirap maghintay, pero mas mahirap naman madaliian ang isang bagay na di pala nya Will satin. Kaya mas ok na maghintay ng maghintay.

Everything is worth to wait, sa trabaho, negosyo, lovelife o ano pang bagay na gusto mo nang makuha. Di naman ito isang pikit mo lang, matatanggap mo na agad.

Tama nga sila, lahat ay pinaghihirapan. Lahat may pinagdadaanan. Hindi para pahirapan kapa, kundi para palakasin at patatagin ka pa.

#hugot post #insipiration

[thenomadanthrop]

last weekend shenanigans with jowa ala reels. Let’s make more memories babi!

#life #boyfriend #tumblr #hugot post

[yahjustplainboring]

#62

sabay sa pag agos ng ulan papunta kung saan

ay siya ring pag sabay ng luha kong kanina pang pinipigilan

malungkot at umiiyak ang kalangitan

para bang ito’y nakikidalamhati sa sakit na aking nararamdaman

#hugot #tula #para sayo #tagalog poetry #tagalog writings #poetry #poems #tagalog poem #poem #tagalog post

[vivian-bell]

Blow the Man Down (2019) + faces

Cinematography by Todd Banhazl

#blow the man down 2019 #margo martindale #marceline hugot #morgan saylor #sophie lowe #danielle krudy #bridget savage cole #todd banhazl #posts by me #movies #2010s #stills

[trickramirez]

carmine (from the vault)

Where do I begin?

Been through this exact situation for years

Ghosts of yesterday are haunting me

I don’t know when I can be truly free

Crimsons are now turning into dark yellows

Ecstasy are being erased by sorrow

I don’t know where I am

I don’t know where I’ll be tomorrow

Every step reminds me of the past

Of the majestic tornado that’s meant to last

Suffocated and lost

I’m drowning big time without a cost

Vivid scarlet roses are now melting

Snow globe of us is now breaking

And now I’m alone here, piece by piece

My hopes kept on shattering for years and years

This is melancholic

Now I’m dancing gracefully to this heartbreaking folk beat

Again and again, on repeat

Can’t stop even though it’s making me sick

This is melancholic

The gleams ain’t enough anymore to fill the ecstacy that’s lacking

This beat is sick

Found myself burning in an ocean where there’s no running

This is melancholic

In the end, I only have me

This is liberating

I can finally walk into the prisms where the vivid colors are flashing

Burying the past

Smoldering all the ecstacy that’s now full of rust

And now, I’m seeing the light

After a long hard year and here you are my love

You’re glowing, shining bright

#poem #poetry #poet #love poem #tagalog post #filipino #pinoymade #pinoy hugot #pinoy poetry #pinas #pinoy #lgbtwriter #lgbtpride

[amyourkryzzzyyyy]

I found myself doing the same things I did when I was miserable. Drowning with questions, doubts, and suffering. I'm losing my mind again.

#depressing post #love quotes #poetry #prose poetry #depressing quotes #hugot quotes #spilled ink #life

[wmab]

AKING TAHANAN

Ang aking tahanan ay maligalig, bumabawi ito gamit ang madiing halik at nakakahawang hagikhik. May ugaling 'di agad bumibitaw kapag nakakapit. Ang aking tahanan ay naguumapaw sa sigasig. Hindi pumapayag na may nahihimbing at humihilik.

Ang aking tahanan ay may malakandilang mga daliri na halos maubos sa kangunguya. Ito rin ay yapos ng bisig—na bagaman kapos sa sukat—ay nakakagaan ng dala. Ang aking tahanan ay mga araw rin ng tarantang isip sa t'wing tahimik at gusto laging magpa-karga. Tahanan ko ang magdamagang pagkabahala. Mga matatamang panghuhula kung bakit 'di tumatahan hanggang umaga o di kaya ay baka may masakit. Ang tahanan ko ay madalas na maliligayang araw na may kahalong kaunting pait.

Ang aking tahanan ay may mausisa at mabibilog na mga mata. Ang tingin nito ay hindi humuhusga. Ni hindi nagbibigay ng huwad na ngisngis kapag pinapatawa. Akin lang ang lahat ng pagtingin at paghanga. Tanggap nito ang aking pagkatao at lahat ng pagkakasala. Dito sa aking tahanan nagkakatawang tao ang walang bahid ng dudang paniniwala.

Ang aking tahanan ay humihilom ng mga suyak. Nagpapababa ng mga bangko na masyadong iniaangat. Ang tahanan ko ay kayang bumuo ng mga nawasak. Nagpapagaling sa mga nakalimot nang magpatawad.

Ang aking tahanan ay sa akin lamang bukod-tanging nanganganlungan. Tahanang pumupunas ng aking luha at s'ya ko ring pinapatahan. Aking lilim at pahingahan. Aking tahanan. Aking mga bukas hanggang walang hanggan.

-Wag Mo Akong Bitawan

#tula #mga tula #tagalog #tagalog poem #tagalog tula #pilipinas #pilipino #tulala #tulangtagalog #hugot #tagalogpoem #tagalog post #manunulat #makata #malayang tula #spilled work #spoken poetry #spokenword #poetic #hugot post #hugot quotes #hugotlines #hugot feels #pagibig #pagmamahal #philippines #pilipinx #pinoy hugot #spilled writing

[hugotnitala]

huwag kang manatili dahil lang sa ayaw mo akong makitang nasasaktan,

kung hindi na ako...

malaya kang magpaalam at lumisan.

dahil hindi mo naman ako kailangang kaawaan,

mas karapat-dapat akong mahalin at alagaan.

#wishing star #hugot post #love quotes #heartbreak #realtalk #hugot love #foryou

[unspoiledthoughts]

We often times struggle with our thoughts. It's like a war... a battle that is so hard to defeat. We're wounded but still, we keep on fighting. We're tired but keep on standing. Wondering, when will it end?

#thoughts #unspoiled thoughts #words #hugot feels #hugot #random thoughts #hugotlines #hugot post #sad thoughts #quotes

[r3v3r1e]

12:03 am. Tuesday. November 1. I have just turned 42.

A lot has happened that I have wanted to write about but just wasn’t able to for various reasons, but mostly because I just couldn’t find the time or the words.

One of the biggest and most recent events in my life was leaving my former company.

December 22, 2021, was my last day with a company I worked with for 10 years. They were mostly good years, some even great. I learned a lot during my stay and I loved what I did.

But, not unlike romantic relationships, I found something else. A side job instead of a side piece.

It’s funny looking at it from that perspective given that something similar happened in my marriage.

I don’t know if it was my personal relationship that echoed in my professional relationship, or if my professional relationship mirrored my marriage.

Whichever way it was, my husband found a side piece and I ended up with a side job. His side piece left, and in the middle of figuring out whether we will pick up the pieces or just move on from each other altogether, I found a side job.

He was repentant and wanted to work on our marriage. I decided to leave a company I have been loyal to for 10 years.

These events didn’t happen side by side. My husband came out with his affair a year or so before I started moonlighting.

But it’s funny how in both situations I felt my world explode and crumble around me. It was the same process of deciding whether to stay or let go, which pieces to keep or throw away.

In both times, there was the same doubt and fear: what if it doesn’t work out? What if I am left empty-handed?

The same questions my husband asked himself while he was debating whether to keep his new love or stay with the old are the same questions I asked myself before deciding to leave my former company.

It’s been a year since I left and it’s been several years since his affair.

There have been changes in our dynamics. Our relationship is pretty much the same as it was, but there is now a recognition that we are no longer the people we were at the start of our relationship. We have grown.

Today, I am 42. I have grown from and learned much from both experiences.

Life is not any more difficult or easier than it has been before, and I am thankful that I am still here, trying to make the best of it.

I am grateful for the mundane and the day-to-day, as I am for the special and the extraordinary.  

I am thankful more than ever to the people that are still with me, despite all that I am not. My often wayward husband included.

Today, I Drink Wine.

#notes to self #birthday #birthday post #words of mine #words to myself #adele #i drink wine #thoughts and hugot #thoughts #my thougts #hugot #hugotpamore #what i learned #writers on tumblr

[yahjustplainboring]

#61

pumikit lang ako saglit, sinta

at pag mulat ng aking mga mata

bakit sa isang iglap ay napaka layo mo na?

saan ba ang iyong punta?

ang TAYO ba'y iyong nilisan na?

#hugot #para sayo #tula #tagalog poetry #tagalog writings #poetry #poems #tagalog poem #poem #tagalog post