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holylulusworld · 13 days
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Indecent Proposal (16)
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Summary: Your boyfriend wants to be part of their empire. You are the pawn he’s willing to sacrifice.
Pairing: Mobster!Stucky x fem!Reader
Characters: Natasha Romanoff, Jake Jensen
Warnings: fluff, established Stucky, caring mobsters, pregnant reader, mentions of drugs/being a junkie (a side-char)
Indecent Proposal (15.2)
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“We gave you the chance to handle this,” Steve angrily glares at Natasha. “For years we protected you and paid you well. All we asked for was for you to put your dog on a leash.”
“Steve, I told him to stay away from you, and the girl,” Natasha nervously rubs her tired eyes. For half of the night, she tried to convince Steve and Bucky that the nurse at your doctor’s practice has nothing to do with an investigation. “I swear, he’s out of town. Whoever that woman is, she’s not one of us.”
“Oh, we know that she’s not one of us,” Bucky huffs. “She’s a civilian he hired to spy on Y/N and us.” He grits his teeth remembering how scared you were the last time Rumlow stood in front of you. “Five hundred bucks and she was willing to tell him everything he wanted to know.”
“That’s…illegal,” Natasha shakes her head. “I told him to stay away from her, and he hires some woman to spy on your girl. Fuck.”
“Yeah, fuck!” Steve growls. “She’s a junkie, Natasha!” He blonde wildly gestures with his hands. “Imagine, she had drugs with her! According to that woman, Rumlow told her to get information out of Y/N. He instructed he to use the drugs she shoots into her veins to loosen Y/N’s tongue!”
“No,” Natasha sits down to cradle her head in her hands. “How could he do this? I believed he was a good cop. You know, not someone like me who forgot about their dignity and honor a long time ago. All the things I did for money.”
“You’ve got a good life thanks to us,” Bucky huffs. “Don’t act as if we are the big bad guys in this game. Our business is not legal, but without us, chaos would consume Brooklyn, maybe even the whole of New York. We keep the normal people safe.”
“Yeah. The heroes in shiny armor and shit,” Natasha sarcastically says. “It’s just.” She sighs deeply. “If you are a dirty cop, you feel bad sometimes. Especially when you work with someone like Rumlow. And now, I find out he’s even worse than me. I’d never hurt a woman, or an unborn child to get information.”
“You know that we would never do such a thing either,” Steve snaps at Natasha. “We never asked you to hurt people, Natasha. All we asked for was to look the other way or manipulate evidence.”
“What will you do now?” She lifts her head to look at Bucky. “Am I expendable now?” Natasha quirks a brow. She made peace with the fact that she would end up dead in a dirty alley sooner than later.
“You’re not expendable, no one is,” Bucky’s features soften for a split-second. “We know that none of this is your fault, Nat. We only ask you for permission to go after Rumlow. We owe you that much.”
Steve huffs and crosses his arms over his chest. He didn’t agree with Bucky but promised to let him take the lead. Natasha and his husband have a past, and he trusts Bucky’s instinct when it comes to the redhead.
“He dug his own grave, didn’t he?” She replies. “I tried to stop him from messing with you two. He didn’t listen to me, or anyone else. If he only did his job, I’d ask you to leave him alone. But Rumlow crossed one too many times to go after you.”
“Good,” Steve simply says. “We will make it look like an accident.”
She nods before looking at Bucky again. “He’s a man possessed, and I don’t know why. I tried to dig a little deeper but found nothing. Maybe you got more luck.”
“I don’t give a shit about his reasons,” Steve spats. “He tried to get close to our pregnant fiancé more than once. This time, he paid a junkie to hurt our girl to get information. This has nothing to do with an investigation.”
“I know,” she snaps back. “I just didn’t want him to end up dead. Okay! I worked with Rumlow for over five years. He trusted me with his life, and that I’ll have his back. It’s not easy for me to let him down!”
“Enough you two,” Bucky yells. “This is about Y/N and our unborn child.” He spits while talking. “This isn’t about revenge or shit. We need to protect her. Let’s find out why he’s after us in the first place.”
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“Anything yet, Jensen?” Steve impatiently paces behind the tech expert's back. “We don’t have all day. I need answers.”
“We need answers,” Bucky sighs. “Jake, anything you can give us to calm my husband down?”
“Hmmm…” Jake adjusts his glasses while staring at the monitor. “Nothing on that nurse, slash, junkie. She got arrested a few times.”
“Let me guess,” Steve sneers. “Rumlow arrested her the last time.”
Jake shrugs. “Yup.”
“What about Rumlow and his past? Why is he so obsessed with us? I get that he wants to solve a famous case, but he’s chasing our girl around town.”
“There’s not much to find out about him,” Jake grumbles. “Nothing exciting.”
“No dirt?” Bucky presses on.
“No debts. No fishy transactions,” the tech expert shrugs. “He has a clean slate, guys. Whatever he’s hiding, Rumlow does it very well.”
“Jensen, dig deeper. Find something. Anything,” Steve says. “We need more information to bring him down. Because my beloved husband told our insider that we won’t kill him.”
“Yet,” Bucky corrects. “I promised to not kill him yet. If we can bring him down without killing him, fine by me. If not…he’s dog food.”
“Bucky, the voice of reason,” Steve laughs. “That’s a new one…”
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“Where have you been all day?” You yawn. “I’ve missed you. It was so boring without you around. So…what did you do?”
“Nothing important,” Steve watches you press your back against Bucky’s chest. He smiles when Bucky kisses the crown of your hair. “Stevie and I had a few things to discuss with a business associate.”
“Okay,” you smile at Steve. “Now that you are here, can we have a movie night? What do you want to watch? Or do you prefer sports?”
“We can watch whatever you want, doll?” Bucky kisses your hair again. He moves his hand to your still flat belly, imagining you all swollen with their child. “Right, Steve?”
“Of course,” Steve joins you on the bed. He’s still pumped up, and angry but he’ll try to tame his anger for you and Bucky. Tonight, he’ll let Rumlow live.
Tomorrow is another day…
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cevansbaby-dove · 3 months
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Barely Breathing (but still alive)
Jensen Ackles X Girlfriend!reader.
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So i got this idea after finding a prompt that jumped out at me. This will be a bit sad but i hope you enjoy it either way.
Warning:Mention of blood loss, gun fight. reader gets hurt.
it was another day in Dallas with Your boyfriend Jensen. You and him were heading out to a con in Seattle and you were excited to join him on stage.
"baby have you seen my blue shirt?" He asked you as he walks out of the closet.
"No did you pack it already?" You ask sliping out your flats.
You were in this cute outfit.
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"It's not in there baby i don't know where i put it" he says fiddling with his hair.
"here let me try to find it." You set your purse on the bed and walk into the closet and look through his shirts. "ah ha found it"
You walk out holding the shirt. "it was behind your Hawaiian shirts which i know not what to get your this Christmas" You giggle.
"I love those shirts baby"
"Yes but you love me more...i hope" You said looking at him with a raised eyebrow.
He laughs wrapping his arms around you. "yes i do love you more than shirts"
He places a kiss on your cheek and then grabs his bag in one hand and your hand in the other. "ready?" You smile. "yes sir"
When you two land in Seattle you are greeted with a large group of fans. Jensen takes your hand leading you through the group. You two walk to the car when a gunshot rings out.
Jensen turns pushing you to the ground lightly. He looks around. "What the fuck just happened?!" He yells.
He looks at you and you are passed out with blood soaking your shirt.
"No no! y/n!" he looks at his guards. "Get Her to the ER NOW!" they lift you into the car and jensen sits by you placing your head on his lap. "hang on baby hang on."
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jensen rushes carrying you in. "i need a nurse or a Doctor! please my girlfriend has been shot!"
He says and some nurses rush to his side checking on you. "She's lost a lot of blood we'll take her from here"
Jensen sets you on the bed then watches with tears in his eyes as they roll you away.
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he calls up jared explaining what had went down and Jared asks. "is she going to be ok? I can come over to stay with you guys"
"I..." jensen lets out a broken sob. "I don't know what i was thinking...that bullet was probably meant for me! And now...God"
Jared sighs. "okay it's ok i'll be over right away." Jensen nods then a doctor comes out and Jensen says.
"hey jar I have to go i'll see you soon"
"Alright man" Jensen hangs up and the doctor says. "Jensen Ackles?"
"yea that's me, how is she?"
"Well she's lost a lot of blood it was an inch from her lung which is very lucky in her case."
Jensen nods as the doctor explains how you are. "She'll need to stay over night for us to keep an eye on her"
He nods. 'Can i see her?" The Doctor nods. 'Yes follow me please"
He leads jensen down a hallway and to your room where you are hooked up to machines and drips via IV.
"I'll check on her in a bit"
Jensen nods. 'thanks doc"
Jensen sits by you taking your hand placing a kiss on it. "Shit..." he says as he wipes away more tears.
"Baby please pull through....I..I couldn’t live with myself if anything happened to you."
He watches you breathe softly. "You have to be okay baby" He says with a tear rolling down his cheek.
He places your hand to his forehead hoping you'll pull through.
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A Supernatural Love
Chapter Thirteen: A Vacation
Summary:  Y/N, a nurse working towards medical school living with her roommate and best friend Genevieve Cortese, meets Jensen Ackles while visiting the set of Supernatural one day.  Is this chance encounter a coincidence or fate?  And if it is fate, do they have what it takes to make it through separations and hardships?
Slow(ish) burn, some angst, some alluding to sexy times, fluff
Pairings: Jensen x Reader
Warnings: Bad writing, Language
Word Count: 1907
No hate to any of the real people in this story, it is purely fiction and for enjoyment! No images are mine
First fic I wrote, please be kind but open to feedback, both positive and negative!
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  The flight went quick and you were thankful that the hat and sunglasses were enough disguise for the four of you.  No one knew you, not really. You had been lucky enough to avoid the press whenever you were with the three of them.  Gen was the rising star being a star on Supernatural and dating Jared which got out quickly, but they weren’t hiding it.
“Almost home”,  Jensen said to no one in particular.  You were excited to see his home and where he grew up.  You wanted to know everything about him but you were nervous that you would be meeting his parents in ten minutes.  He must have sensed your tension.  “You have no reason to be nervous, my family is going to love you.”  You smiled at him but you still couldn’t help but feel like you didn’t deserve this wonderful man in front of you.
Cliff pulled into Jensen’s driveway and everyone piled out.  Jared grabbed Jensen’s luggage and yours so you were free to make sure that Jensen wouldn't trip on the gravel.  The last thing he needed was another injury.  He walked in calling out, “Mama, your favorite child is home!”  To which multiple voices were heard.
“Oh my goodness!  I am so happy you are home Jensen!  Oh and Jared too!”  She hugged them both, commenting on Jensen’s injuries and looking him over until he told her he was fine.  She wasn’t convinced but she turned to you and Gen.  “You must be Y/N and Gen!  I have heard so much about you and it is so good to finally meet you!  Please call me Mama”  She proceeded to hug each of you.
“Thank you so much for letting us stay here, it is so good to meet you” You told her, surprising yourself with the confidence in your voice.  
“Oh my goodness, as if you would stay anywhere else!  I am just sad that Jared and Gen are leaving so soon”  She gave a sad look to the two of them.
“We would love to stay but my mom wouldn’t hear the end of it if I didn’t get home as soon as possible.”
“Well I can’t fault her for that, but please come in for something to drink before you go!”  She ushered everyone in and went to the kitchen to pour some lemonade. 
“Thank you”  Gen said when she was handed her glass and everyone else ushered the same sentiment when their turn came.
“Jensen, your sister is in town this weekend and she is in town picking up a few things.  She was so excited to hear you finally brought your girl!  We all were”  She said the last sentence to you and smiled.
“I am glad I finally was able to have a chance to bring her too. She is one special girl.  She is the one that made sure I made such a good recovery.  She had to put up with all my crap and she didn’t flinch once”
“Sounds like a keeper then”  His mom said.
“I didn’t do much really.  I wasn’t allowed to be his nurse but I did whatever I could, including smuggling anything that wasn’t jello”  You said.
“That stuff is the worst, I never want to eat that again”,  He scrunched up his nose.
“My son, ever the drama queen”
“That’s what I keep saying”  You giggled and so did his mom.
“Hey now, no fair teaming up against me!”  Jensen faked being hurt.
“Get used to it man, I am preparing for the same situation when I bring Gen home.” 
“If you find any tips let me know”,  Jensen said, trying to get off the couch.
“I will”  They hugged and everyone said their goodbyes. Cliff drove them to Jared’s parent’s house promising he would come back in the morning.
“Can I help with anything?”  You offered.
“Very kind dear but no, Mackenzie will be home soon enough.  If you could just make sure Jensen gets up the stairs okay I would really appreciate that”  She said with concern in her voice.
“Of course, I keep trying to do my best to make sure nothing else happens to him”
“I believe that, it is easy to see you both care for each other very much”  His mom said in a low voice for only the two of you to hear.
“What are you whispering about?  Me, I assume”,  Jensen walked over.
“Not everything is about you dear.  Now go upstairs and show her to your room.  With everyone home, you will just have to share a room but I am sure that won’t be a problem”  His mom gave him a plotting smile and just hugged him and walked to the kitchen again.
You walked up the stairs in silence trying to make sure he made it okay while carrying two suitcases.  He led you to the room and when he closed the door he said, “I can always sleep on the couch if this makes you uncomfortable.”
“Then you will be uncomfortable and we are not about to do that to you.  Besides, I don't mind sharing a bed.  We have before”  You reminded him of the one night in the hospital.
“That was different, I was dying and injured”
“You are still injured”  You retorted, turning to put the suitcases at the end of the bed.  He put his crutches down and grabbed a hold of you.
“I just want to make sure you feel as comfortable and at home as possible.  You just tell me what you need from me and I will do everything I can to make it happen”  He looked you in the eyes and with such intensity it took you by surprise.
“Jensen, I know you would do anything for me and I would do anything for you.  I already feel really good here and honestly I think not being with you would make it worse”  You continued to look into each other's eyes and with your revelation he smiled slightly and started to lean down to kiss you.  You closed your eyes and right before your lips touched there was a knock on the door.
“Hey Asshole, you coming down for dinner?”  said a woman’s voice.  Jensen looked disappointed but turned to the door and opened it.
“Missed you too, sis”  They gave each other a hug and talked for a minute before she looked around him and saw you.  “You must be Y/N!  I’m Mackenzie, the best of the Ackles.”  Jensen scoffed”
“She likes to exaggerate.”
“So do you apparently, you said she was smart, but she is with you”
“Hey, be nice.  I want her to stick around”
“It’s okay, really I am only with him because I felt sorry for him” You said while putting your arm around his waist.
“I think we are going to get along well”  She smiled and walked down the stairs.
“Just ignore her, I usually do”,  He said to you.
“She seems like she really cares about you even though she teases you.”
“She does but her first instinct is to be a jerk.  You get used to it though.  Come on the sooner we have dinner the sooner we can finish what we started”  He whispered in your ear.  That did sound good to you.
     Dinner went well, with you meeting his dad and brother.  They were really nice but his mom was a saint.  You knew you would get along really well with his family.  You helped clear the dishes while Mackenzie got some dessert ready.  The boys stayed seated and out of the way.
“Jensen tells me you want to become a doctor?”  His mom said to you,
“I do, that is my dream but for now I am studying and working as a nurse.”
“Seems pretty intense, but Jensen was right, you do seem smart and motivated.”  Mackenzie offered.
“Thanks, I don’t know about that but I am working hard to see if I can make my dream come true.  Jay has been really supportive, and I don’t know if I can do it without him”
“He has always been like that.  A rock for everyone”  His mom said.  “He gives his all in whatever he does.”
“Including accidents apparently”,  Mackenzie said.
“Mackenzie!  We are still trying to get over this. Now is not the time for jokes.”
“Now is the perfect time, it helps everyone be less serious and put it in perspective.  He is doing okay and we need to be thankful and not dwelling so much on the negative.  It isn’t healthy either, Ma”  She then brought out the dishes and serving tray.
“She means well but she is rough around the edges. Please don’t take her too seriously”  Mama said to you.
“She seems sweet regardless of everything”  You smiled at her to which she returned.
“So do you.  Jensen has wonderful taste and you are no exception.  It is clear that you love each other very much”  This caught you off guard and you didn’t know what to say.  “Oh honey, don’t worry about it.  I am a mother, I notice things.  We just met you but we like you very much, so stop worrying about whatever is holding you back.  Now, let’s join everyone shall we?”  You followed her into the dining room thinking about what she said.  
How was meeting the family?  - G
It was good, everyone seems really great and I love Mama - Y/N
I told you that you had nothing to worry about!  See you tomorrow - G
You put your phone down on the bathroom sink and brushed your teeth. You then slipped into one of Jensen’s old T-shirts because of course you forgot to bring pajamas.  You really liked his shirt so it was a blessing in disguise.  When you walked out you saw Jensen sitting up already in bed.
“Wow, you look really good in my shirt.  Something to remember”
“Glad you like it, I love this shirt so it works out for me too”  You gave him a smile then got under the covers.  You were glad you put on a pair of his boxers too because you didn’t want to seem like you wanted to jump his bones, even if you did…
“You have enough room?”  He asked you as he turned off the light and you made yourself comfortable.  “I don’t want to be too close.”
“Actually, I wouldn’t mind if you were a little closer.  I like having you next to me”  he turned to you.
“Believe me, I want to do a lot of things but I made you a promise I wouldn’t do anything you weren’t comfortable with and I intend to keep it.”
“That means so much, Jay, but I am more than happy to be here with you, in your house, learning all about you.  I am also more than happy to be in here, sharing this bed with you.  The only thing that can make this better is if you put your arm around me.”  Where the confidence came from you had no idea.  He just looked at you for a moment and you thought that you said the wrong thing.
“I would love to cuddle with you, come here”  He put his arm around you and held your hand with his free one.  Yep, you could definitely get used to this.
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inevitablemoment · 6 months
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Frightober Day 12 - Single Parents
Word Count: 739
Warnings: Ear infection, doctor's office, hospital, past spousal death, past parental death
Fandom: The Frighteners
Pairings: Frank Bannister x Lucy Lynskey
This features Courtney Bannister, who first appears in my Teacher AU, but this is set in the 'verse that I originally created her for. I plan on posting it sometime next year, but enjoy this little sneak peek.
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Frank was sitting up on the exam table with Courtney in his lap as he read aloud from the abridged version of Little Women that she had checked out from the library at school yesterday. It wasn't unlike most kids to be nervous before a visit with the doctor, so she had been feeling extra clingy since he picked her up yesterday. She had joined him in his bed last night, as she usually did when she was sick or had a bad dream, and he had taken the day off from work to stay with her.
He stopped reading when he heard the door opening, and a woman in a lab coat walked in.
She was... pretty, he found himself thinking. Her raven hair was set in natural ringlet curls, with eyes that reminded him of spring and porcelain skin that looked soft to the touch.
"Hello, I'm Dr. Alcott," she greeted. "I'm filling in for Dr. Jensen today-- his wife is having a baby."
Frank nodded; with Fairwater being a small town, he had heard through the grapevine that Dr. Jensen and his wife were expecting. Courtney almost tensed up at this stranger's presence, but allowed herself to relax.
Frank held out his hand. "I'm Frank Bannister-- this is Courtney."
"Hi, Courtney," Dr. Alcott greeted.
Courtney looked up from where she had been staring at her book. "Hi."
"How old are you, Courtney?" Dr. Alcott asked.
"Six and a half," Courtney answered.
"Oh, when's your birthday?" Dr. Alcott inquired with a smile.
"January twenty-fifth," she chirped.
"Wow-- that's soon!" Dr. Alcott exclaimed. "Now, what seems to be the problem, Courtney?"
"My ear hurts," Courtney said, holding a hand to her left ear.
"When did your ear start hurting?" Dr. Alcott asked.
"At school, yesterday," Courtney said. "We went upstairs to the library before pick-up so Mrs. Vale could read us a story. I thought there was something in my ear, so I asked if I could get a tissue. But I couldn't get it out, and it started hurting. I told my teacher when she came back to take us home, and she felt my forehead. She walked with me to the nurse's office, and she called Daddy to pick me up early. And this morning, I felt like my ear exploded."
"There's still some fluid build-up, but there wasn't any blood, and she can still hear fine out of her left ear," Frank explained. "But her fever this morning was the same as it was when the school nurse took it."
"Well, lucky for you, I'm here to help fix that," Dr. Alcott said. "Now, first, I just wanna listen to your heart..."
She took her stethoscope from around her neck, putting the plugs in her ears and placing the bell against Courtney's chest. Frank looked at the doctor's hands.
No wedding ring.
Wait... why did he notice that?
"Does she usually get ear infections?" Dr. Alcott asked.
"No," Frank answered. "The last one she had was when she was eight months old."
Dr. Alcott continued to examine Courtney.
"And from what I read in her file... I understand that her mother is deceased?"
Frank's chest spasmed and his throat began to close up. "Yes. When she was eighteen months old."
"I'm... I'm sorry... even though I know that you've probably heard that a million times," Dr. Alcott said, her face solemn as if she had known Debra. "I lost my father when I was twelve, so... I understand that sometimes, it feels like it'll never get easier."
"Some days are better than others," Frank confessed.
"Same with me."
"You look like Snow White," Courtney suddenly spoke up.
"Oh, you really think so?" Dr. Alcott asked. "Well, I do love Snow White, but you know who my favorite princess is? Belle."
"I love Belle!" Courtney exclaimed. "She likes to read, like me. But I also love Ariel 'cause she has red hair like me and my mommy did."
Dr. Alcott gave a sad, empathetic smile directed at both Courtney and Frank. "Well, I bet your mommy was as beautiful as you are."
To Frank's relief, the exam continued without any further mention of Debra.
"I've called in the prescription for her-- you can pick it up at CVS," she told them.
"Thank you, Doctor..." he looked at the name embroidered on her lab coat. "Lucy Alcott."
"Anything for a patient, Frank Bannister," she smiled at him.
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ana-swritings · 1 year
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Merry December 2022 - Day 8
Day 8 of Merry December
Prompt: Memories
Fandom: Supernatural RPF
Pairing: Jensen Ackles x OFC (Aubree)
Words: 630
T.W.: N/A
Summary: Making it up to you.
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Jensen wasn’t one to talk about his feelings or memories at the drop of a hat, especially not with a complete stranger, so he would later blame it on the morphine drip that the doctor had put him on after he had been hurt while doing a stunt.
His girlfriend, Aubree, had just left to get something to eat for herself, when his nurse asked him what he was going to give Aubree for Christmas. Jensen looked at her like a deer in headlights, making the nurse ask him if he even knew what to give Aubree.
He tried to play it off, but the uncertainty was clear in his voice and the nurse quickly caught on to it. That was when she asked the question that would make Jensen blame the morphine later on. “What did you give her last year?”, she asked, a question so simple, but yet so personal, memories of Christmas past flashing before his eyes. Before he knew it, he was telling the nurse all about it.
This was only their second Christmas together and Jensen hadn’t really decided what to get her. The year before had been a nightmare and at the time he had promised to do better this year, but he was already failing.
Last year he had barely any time to get Aubree a present. His work hours had been insane, and he was almost sure they weren’t going to be able to spend Christmas together, but at the last minute they managed to switch a couple of his shots and public appearances and Christmas was on again. That left him with finding a gift in time for Christmas.
Only having a couple of hours free before having to meet Aubree, he had gone to the mall, hoping he could find something she would like, but not really finding anything. With time running out, he made a last-minute decision that he would regret. He decided to go with an empty recipe book.
Any other time, the idea would be a sweet one, considering that Aubree was an amazing cook and had a box filled with loose recipes. But not for Christmas, especially their first one. He regretted it the moment he had it wrapped but was now committed to going all the way with it.
The disguised look of disappointment in Aubree’s eyes when she opened her present didn’t go unnoticed and was enough to make him regret every decision he had ever made. She tried to play it off, thanking him and saying that it was just what she needed. But when he opened his and saw a brand-new guitar sling with his name stitched across it, something he had mentioned he had to buy to replace the worn out one he had, he made a silent promise that the next year he would make it up to her and give her something she would really love.
The nurse didn’t say a word the entire time. Once he was done, she smiled and told him that first, he was right, the present had been awful. Useful, but awful. And second, that he needed someone who would help him find something that Aubree would love.
Just as he is about to tell her that he could do it on his own, Aubree walked in, ending their conversation. Jensen smiled, as he watched his girlfriend talking about their Christmas plans with this kind nurse and if they had put up their trees or not, as she unpacked her lunch.
Maybe getting someone’s help wouldn’t be that bad. Afterall, he messed up the first time. All he knew was that this year he had to get it right and who knows if with someone’s help, he just might be able to do it.
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babyjakes · 2 years
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flamingo pink | ddlg, s | kinkmas 2023 | daddy!ari levinson x puppy!reader | prompt: pet play
for june | a, h/c | whumptember 2022 | fiance!ari levinson x reader | prompt: grief
mess of a lesson | n, ddlg, s | august '23 blurb night | soft!dark!daddies!jake jensen and ari levinson x little!reader | you refused to go before you left, and now you must pay the price.
you all over me | n, ddlg, s | kinkmas 2023 | soft!dark!daddies!steve rogers and ari levinson x little!reader | prompt: double penetration
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blurbs.
afraid of storms | agere, h/c | whumptember 2022 | daddy!ari levinson x little!reader
baby duck | agere, f | june ‘23 blurb night | ari's little ducky needs help drying off.
delicate | ddlg, s | kinkmas 2023 | daddy!ari levinson x little!reader | prompt: virgin
false god | ddlg, s | june ‘23 blurb night | you might just get away with it, the alter is your hips. he'll worship this love.
silent sins | n, s | june ‘23 blurb night | your dad's hot friend does unspeakable things to you on your parents' couch.
stay all night | agere, h/c | june ‘23 blurb night | ari knows exactly why you're anxious to fall asleep.
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headcanons.
whumptember 2022 | cold | holding hands | sitting on lap | being protected
kinktober 2022 | first orgasm | size kink | dad's best friend | ropes
jan '23 blurb night | camp nurse
april '23 blurb night | oral and overstimulation
5k headcanon party | struggling to ride
puffy clit club | staches and beards | oral and overstimulation
kinkmas 2023 | harness | fucking machine | exhibitionism + piercing
other | alpha!ari sexual dysfunction specialist
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mypoisonedvine · 3 years
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saturday night sleepover masterlist (always updating!)
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to keep my main masterlist from getting too big (hint: it’s already too big) I will be putting all the headcanon and drabble requests I fill during my saturday night sleepovers here!  I’ll update every week (hopefully on sunday but we’ll see)
2/13
lee bodecker with a shy reader
yandere!lance tucker
alpha!ransom and omega!reader
stucky x petite!reader
epilogue for bankrupt
epilogue for the wrong idea (which already has 5 or so epilogues but this is a bonus one and the furthest in the future)
fluff with daddy!bucky and little!reader
dark!bruce banner
follow-up to home for the holidays set on valentine’s day
2/20
soft!dark nomad!steve
comforting bucky after a nightmare (but smuttier than the last time I wrote that lol)
epilogue for the perfect fit
dark!ransom kidnaps the reader
dark-ish/yandere alpha!ransom
you find out (dark/yandere) bucky planned your entire lives and manipulated you
alpha!charles blackwood
forced into a breeding experiment with the winter soldier
calling bruce ‘dr. banner’ during sex
2/27
alpha!freezy
daddy!lee x little!reader
unrequited love angst with bucky
dark!therapist!bucky ‘helps’ his married client
kiss prompts:
‘Kiss Meant To Distract The Other Person From Whatever They Were Intently Doing’ with mafia!bucky
‘When One Stops The Kiss To Whisper “I’m Sorry, Are You Sure You-” And They Answer By Kissing Them More’ with jake jensen
‘War’s End Kiss’ with bucky
‘Kiss Under a Full Moon’ with dark!chase collins
‘Needing To Kiss To Hide From Bad Guys’ with johnny storm
‘Routine Kisses Where The Other Person Presents Their Cheek/Forehead For The Hello/Goodbye Kiss Without Even Looking Up From What They’re Doing’ with johnny storm
‘Lazy Morning Kisses Before They’ve Even Opened Their Eyes, Still Mumbling Half-Incoherently, Not Wanting To Wake Up’ with ransom drysdale
3/6
dark!lee is inexplicably in 2021
dark!jake is your roommate
gunplay with the winter soldier
sharing a room with stucky
dark!40s!steve is obsessed with a singer
soft!dark alpha!bruce
dark!alpha!bruce
dialogue prompts:
"do you see them when you look at me?" with bucky
"we should skinny dip" with jake jensen
"on your knees" and "I'm gonna ruin that pretty makeup" with freezy
"I trust you. do it." with bruce
"lipstick's a good look on you" with lance tucker
3/13
alpha!40s bucky and omega!reader + part 2
soft!dark mike weiss and his nurse
soft daddy lee helps the reader relax
breeding and jealousy with dark!sam
breeding and biting with alpha!ransom
fluff with soft!lance tucker
yandere prompts: (all dark!)
“that fits you so well! no it’s not too revealing!” + “come here baby” with lee
“stay still! you don’t want to make me angry” with jefferson
“these are yours? I had no idea!” with jake jensen
“baby come out wherever you are” with nat, bruce, and peter
“this hurts? imagine your girl flirting with other men” with soft!dark lee
“I wonder how much more you can take of this until you finally break” + “I love how you beg for me to stop” with daddy!jake jensen
“get up! it’d be a pain to have to drag you” with loki
3/20
cuddling with daddy!bucky
soft!dark jake jensen a/b/o
lee bodecker and sister!reader (warning: incest)
soft!dark alphas ransom and andy
soft!dark(ish) jefferson with stepsister!reader (warning: stepcest)
alpha!tony with a breeding kink
more fluff with soft!lance tucker
soft!dark alpha bruce
mini-sequel for the martyrdom of st. valentine (warning: slightly stepcest?  fostercest? is that a thing?)
dark!bucky makes ‘amends’ (slight tfatws ep 1 spoilers)
4/10
comforting bucky after he is deprogrammed in wakanda
shower sex with johnny storm
mini-sequel to dishonorable discharge  (warning: incest, dark)
comforting chubby!charles blackwood
hooking up with alt!bucky
touchstarved!zemo
soft!lance tucker comforts the reader
dark!chase collins plans to create the perfect heir with his half-sister  (warning: incest)
alpha!zemo and half-sister omega!reader  (warning: incest)
4/17
daddy!stucky and little!reader
stepbrother!peter parker (warning: stepcest)
soft!dark zemo takes you with him when he escapes
alpha!zemo and half-sister omega!reader, part two (warning: incest)
dark!steve with breeding and size kinks
sam lets bucky and steve watch
pet play with lance tucker
dumbification kink with jake wyler
4/24
dark!daddy!bruce ignores the safe word
yandere!peter parker is your barista
dark!bucky shares you with his friends
sub!zemo with mommy kink 
you only marry zemo to have his heir but catch real feelings (+ part 2)
5/1
daddy!zemo and little!reader plus dumbification and aftercare
dark!carter baizen bullies the reader
[brief ramble about dark!laszlo kreizler]
sequel to dark!lee in 2021
sub!laszlo kreizler
soft!dark, brother!jake jensen (warning: incest)
continuation for peaches & cream
vampire!zemo
5/8
random drabble about young!zemo
3-in-1: enemies to lovers with zemo, fake dating with bucky, and sharing a bed with bruce
the return of soft!lance
escort!bucky
arranged marriage with zemo
soft!dark sharon (kinda?)
5/22
free use with stucky
dark!laszlo kreizler coerces a virgin patient
domme!pepper potts 
epilogue for twice
yandere!alex kerner
hooking up with anthony mackie in his trailer
5/29
soft!dark sharon carter
somnophilia and breeding with dark!zemo
aunt may with bondage and mommy kink
yandere!andrea marowski
dark!ransom and mr. freezy kidnapping
headcanons about daniel brühl with an injured SO
6/5
dark!din djarin wants a replacement child
dark!charles blackwood and his half-sister (warning: incest/halfcest)
yandere!skinny!steve stalks a stripper!reader
sharon shares her pet with sam, bucky, and zemo
anal with zemo
dark!obi wan ‘trains’ his padawan
pure fluff with jake jensen
yandere!david kern
6/12
you and bucky are sharon’s playthings
andy barber freely uses his housewife
somnophilia with daddy!bucky
dark!loki as d.b. cooper
laszlo helps you during a panic attack (male reader)
alex kerner gets angry when you accuse him of cheating (soft!dark...?)
dubcon breastfeeding with natasha
general hux with a breeding kink
6/19
how mobius and bunny first got together (prequel to loop)
alpha!zemo in the raft
sub!loki and domme!reader
7/10
dark!heike and helmut breed you
a deep dive into bucky’s kinks
mobius and bunny try something new
quick blurbs about (most of) the bruhl bunch
mob!zemo punishes you for hiding something from him
how bucky would react to petnames
7/17
dark!alpha!mobius
making a deal with demon!zemo
just a ramble about laszlo teaching his wife to enjoy sex
alpha!laszlo when you go into heat
free use with peter parker
8/7
sub!colonel!zemo has a knife kink
ceo!thor with a naive new secretary
breeding kink with alex kerner
laszlo teaches his sheltered wife to love sex (continuation of this)
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nightlyshame · 2 years
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I need your help doctor
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Summary: You need Jake and he needs you too, he just doesn't know that yet. And you might just have the perfect plan to make him see that.
Pairing: Doctor!Jake Jensen x fem!reader
Word count: 2,3k 
Warnings: smut-MINORS DNI, dirty talk, fingering, oral (fem receive), p*ssyjob, unprotected sex.
A/N :  Enjoy, like and reblog!
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You and Jake have been friends since college. You meet through your mutual friend Steve Rogers, he introduced you to each other and you and Jake instantly hit it off. He was talking about games,his family and as you listen to his words you couldn't help but admiring all his beautiful features. From his blue eyes protected by his cute glasses to his way to a tight shirt hugging all his mussels. You exchanged numbers and became good friends. People always teased you two about being a couple.
 But Jake always just blushed crazy and you just smirked at his cute reaction. But it still hurt every time he’d tell them that you were just friends. You even confessed your feelings for him once but he told you that you were too drunk and didn't mean it. But you meant every word you told him that night. That night and all your other failed attempts to get Jake to be yours. And now you have a plan that might actually work.
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You stepped into Jakes offices with a bright smile. The nurse that escorted you to his office handing him what you assume to be your medical report, leaving shortly after. You study Jakes face as he quickly scans the medical report. His eyes widen slightly and he looks up at you, and then back at the report. A slight blush appeared on his cheeks. He looks up again to see you walk towards him sitting down in the chair in front of him, a sweet smile plastered on your lips. "Hi, Dr. Jensen'' he greets you back with  “Hi, Y/n” a cute smile on his face. 
Shortly after he asks you what brought you to his office today. You know that he already knows the reason after looking at the medical report you sighed before. But still you play along “well it is kind of embarrassing doctor” your smile turning into a slight pout. “Y/n you know you don't have to call me that, and please don't be embarrassed I would never judge you” he says with an sincere voice as he rounds his desk. Squatting down in front of you putting his hand on your knee. You look down at his big blue eyes staring up at you, making you heart flutter a little and something else.
 “I know, Jake'' you say sweetly looking at him. His blush returns from earlier as he stands up to his full height sitting on the edge of the desk in front of you. You hold back a whimper when you look at him, his thick thigh muscle stretching his pants. Your unholy thoughts are cut short when you look at his face and he has an encoring smile. You take a breath like you hadn’t rehearsed what you were going to say a million times already.
 “Well.. um, lately I've been….” he leans forward taking your hand but staying quiet letting you take your time without pressure. “okay I'm just going to say it…. Lately I've been really horny.” you`re now fully looking at him “and I'm always so wet, like everyday my panties are soaking wet…..for example last week I had to go without underwear because I had used them all up”
 Jake feels his cock harden at thought of you going on about you day without any underwear on, his thoughts racing. Were you wearing any now? “Hmm okay interesting” Jake says as he rounds his desk again to hide his growing erection. Then you ask him something he doesn't expect. “Maybe you take a look, and give your medical opinion” 
After he doesn't respond you quickly  tell him “oh my god- I'm sorry Jake that is weird.. I shouldn't have asked that.” you quickly get up but your stopped when Jake's hand wraps around your arm stopping you from leaving “no, stay you did something good by coming here, I just have to ask some medical questions then I'll take a look, okay.” he says, giving you a reassuring smile while you try to hide the smirk growing on your lips, knowing that your plan is going exactly as you planned.
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He starts asking questions, pen and paper in his hands. “Okay so how long have you been feeling like this” he asks seriously. “Um about a month” but in reality you have been feeling like this ever since you met Jake. After asking some basic questions Jake starts to ask some questions for himself. 
“Have you tried to relieve the ache” you shyly look away  “yes, um I tried with my fingers but it wasn't enough” you say quietly with a hint of shame in your voice. Jake's eyes instantly darken at the thought  of you trying to finger your greedy little cunt, and letting out frustrated whimpers when they just weren't enough for you. And you don't miss the way his eyes darken and you can barely see any blue anymore. “Did you try to use any toys?” The look on his face  made more slick gather in your already soaked panties. “Uh, yeah I tried with my vibrator” “did it help” he asked.
 “It did at first, but after I just became needier, it's like I just need something big and thick to fill me up”  you say, letting out a frustrated whine which made Jake already hard rock harder. “Okay I think that was all the question…..do you still want me to take a look” Jake asked hesitantly “yeah Jakie please I cant keep feeling like this anymore”  he rounds his desk once more taking your hand guiding you to the examine table.
 It's not like Jake hadn't thought about you in an inappropriate way before, you'd been friends for so long and the thought of you in his bed begging him for his cock, mouth and fingers, crossed his mind more then not. And now here you were needing his help with something so intimate it was making him so hard he was starting to ache.
 He washed his hands and put on a pair of gloves as he told you to get ready and lay down on the examine table. You did what he asked and through the mirror in his office he watched as you bundled up your dress and wiggled out of your pink lace panties. A loud breath escaped Jake lips making you look up at him quickly turning around. You chuckled a little, a new found confidence lacing your voice.
 “Jake there's no need to be shy, it's not like you aren’t going to see the most intimate part of me in a minute, you can look now too” Jake turns around a small smile on his lips as he walks towards you. You get on the examine table laying down keeping your legs closed. You watch him as he sits down in a chair in front you legs. His hands covered in blue plastic gloves 
“Y/n can you move more towards the edge please”. You do as asked, and then you feel his warm hands on you and slowly he opens your legs, he met with the sights of your drenched folds and swollen clit. He's so close he could just lean in and lick up all of your sweet juices. “Y/n I think I need to remove my gloves to get a more accurate examination” you smile at the roof telling him to do whatever's necessary. He takes his gloves off and the sight of his big hands, makes you wiggle your hips a little. And then you feel his thick finger running through your puffy folds. You let out  soft moans at his touch, he adds another finger sliding then through your folds. His fingers move to you clit making you moan out loud. 
 “your so sensitive honey” the nickname makes you clench around nothing. He presses harder onto your clit moving his finger in tight circles making you close your thighs around his hand “Jake, its too much'' you breathily say and Jake just “shhs” you telling you to open your legs again. You open them and he continues to rub tight circles on your swollen nub. His other hand travels up you thigh and then settles on your stomach, keeping you still “stop moving Y/n” . You try your best trying to sit still for him but you just can't, so you close them again. “Come on baby, open those sweet thighs, let me see that slutty little cunt.” You moan at his words not knowing Jake had such a dirty mouth. Opening your legs you hear a low groan coming from him.  “Please Jake. Need your fingers “ At your request he pushes one thick finger into your tight hole “fuck, Y/n your so tight” he starts to finger you while his other hand takes out his aching cock. 
He adds another finger bending them just right, hitting that spot you never could. You let out a loud moan, your eyes widening when you look at him. His big hand slowly stroked his thick long cock while hungrily looking at your wet pussy. “You’re so fucking beautiful” he says as you palm your breast over your dress. His eyes trailing all over your body, then he meets your eye, his voice raspy as he says  “come for me baby, cream on my fingers”  . You feel the knot in your stomach tighten and euphoria takes over you as you come on his fingers. He lets out a moan a the sight and the feel of your tight pussy squeezing his fingers. He takes his fingers out, shoving them into his mouth sucking your sweet essence.
 He closes his eyes and he lets out a muffled moan at your taste. Trying to catch your breath you don't notice how he leans down and then you feel his warm tongue lick a thick strip through your creamy folds. Eating you out like a feral man licking fast kitten licks on your pulsing clit, making your second orgasm start to surface. Grabbing his hair you grind into his face. His tongue leaves you clit moving to your dripping hole fucking your velvety walls with his tongue. His thumb rubbing your clit at the same time. You let out a strangled whimper as you come for the second time. He laps all your juices up  before pulling away from between you things. Looking down at you with so much lust you're a little scared “taste so good bunny” he says as his cock stands proud his tip red and angry oozing precum. You can't help but lick your lips at the sight.
He taps your clit with his swollen leaking head making you whimper “ take your dress off '' he tells you and you quickly  take your dress and bra off. Leaving you naked before his eyes. He softly grunts at your naked breast. Bending down he takes one of you nipples into his mouth softly biting it. He runs his cock through your slick folds, making the both of you moan. He switches to the other nipples while he starts to grind into you, his tip nudging your clit making you feel electric waves through your whole body. He drags the head of his cock to your entrance,  looking at you for permission, you give him a little nod and he slowly starts to push into you. He kisses up you breast and neck, and when he’s not even haft way in an you let out a pained whimper which make Jake stop immediately looking at you with concern “sweetie are you okay? I can stop it you want to” your grateful for Jake he always so good to you “ no, keep going” you say looking at him “are you sure” Jake says a frown on his eyebrows, Jake wouldn’t want you to do something if it hurt you. You put your hand on the side of his face pulling him towards you lips. You give him a hungry kiss, smiling against his lips you whisper “I’m sure Jake, I need you”. He continues to push into you till hes fully settled inside you. 
He suck in a big breath while yours are quick and heavy. He stays still letting you adjust to his thick girth as he kisses your neck while rubbing your clit trying to ease your pain and when you start grinding into him he knows your ready and starts to slowly thrust into you.
 He leans down pressing small kisses on your chest, one of his hands massaging your breast and the other holding you hip, his thrust starts to get faster and harder. Jake's hand squeezes your hips pounding into you. His tip hitting that one place you never could and you can feel how your already close. His steady thrust starts to get a little sloppier and he starts to feel that he also close and wanting to come with you he starts rubbing your clit. His fast finger makes you tip over the edge and you both let out loud moans as you come together.
Enjoying the moment he stays in you while you both catch your breath. You share a kiss before he pulls out. He watches as your mixed come leaks out of you, he takes his fingers rubbing his cum into your sensitive folds a smile on his lips as he goes to get a towel to clean you up. 
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After carefully cleaning you up. He gives you a glass of water and helps you put your clothes on. He takes your hand and looks at you with a goofy smile “In my professional opinion I think your pussy taste and works fantastically and there so need to worry” a little tired and very happy you say “ thank you doctor, for helping me” as you cling to his body. He fishes his phone out of his pocket, looking at the time, he let out at happy breath when he sees that his shift ended 3 minutes ago . Then he tells you “how about we go to my place and I make you a nice warm bath. And after we can order some food too. Maybe watch a movie.” smiling at him “I would love that” you say happily knowing that he fell right into your plan.
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80s4life · 3 years
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You Take Good Care Of Her Pt.1
Word Count: 1,416
Status: Not Requested!
Fandom: The Expendables {1-3}
A/N: So this was one of my writings I have on my Wattpad, and decided to have it brought over here to Tumblr. This isn't my best work, but it's okay I guess.
Relationship: Lee Christmas x Reader 
Summary: Y/N and Barney Ross are half siblings. With their lives not being easy, the only people they had were each other, Barney raising her as his own.  But, that all changes when she decides to serve our country, earning many scars outsiders will never see.  When she returns however, she might actually get the happy ending Barney and her have always dreamed of.
Warnings: language, a little bit of angst
Masterlist The Expendables Masterlist Part Two
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For the next few years, with Barney's extensive training and knowledge with hand-to-hand combat, how to quick draw a weapon, and how to know how to use it, Y/N had become a strong woman.  Y/N never understood how or why he knew these things, but yet again, she never doubted her brother for a second.  Barney has always been there for her, as he was now, teaching her self defense in the best way possible.
After Y/N had graduated high school, she joined the army, starting out as a nurse but quickly changing ranking when a horrific war came in, needing her well hidden skills.  Barney was proud of his little Gumdrop, the nickname he had given her from the day she was born, but he would be lying if he didn't say he was the least bit nervous.  He knew she could handle herself, especially when Y/N had even made it a point in learning all different types of weapons, perfecting Barney's signature skills, and going way beyond anything either of them could imagine.  Barney was almost like a proud father.
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To say that military didn't change a thing about a person would've been a full-faced lie.  It had made you hard, cold to the touch, maybe in the worst ways selfish, too.  Y/N was never one to put herself first, but in the military world, although you are all fighting alongside each other as a team, the main point was for you to take care of yourself and only focus on keeping yourself alive; no one else mattered on the battlefield.
Y/N had started to write a diary, trying to keep herself from driving off the deep end into insanity.  She was lonely, something that was expected in this way of life.  Battle was a different world, a separate one from the world of the more fortunate ones, the ones not in war.  Y/N had made a few friends, but as the wars raged on outside, they slowly died off, scaring her, and not wanting to have to hurt as much as she does because of how much she cares.
But after all, nothing is permanent.  No one stays forever, and that made Y/N miss her brother all the more.  As she writes in her diary, she also wrote letters home to Barney, those that could have a range of time before getting a response back.  After all, Barney was stuck on missions, making a group called the Expendables, and spending so much time up just to not be alone, worrying for his baby sister, and if she will actually come home alive.
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After 10 years, Y/N was able to return home, different, but whole.  Barney, who had responded a few weeks before, had been the first to see her come down the escalator of the airport, more than ready to feel whole again, to have his family back.  When she had spotted him, she practically tackled anyone in her way, almost tripping down the steps to get to her brother.  With a lunge and a jump, she crushed her older brother in a rib shattering hug, tears of joy not only pouring out of her eyes, but his too, although he'd never admit to it.  Clearing his throat he said, "Let's get you home Gumdrop."
After loads of catching up, Barney told her there were people he wants her to meet, as he was going to show her what he had spent so much time training her for, to be one with the boys, the Expendables.  Barney had blabbed about what it is he had done on the ride before entering Tool's shop, which is what made Y/N so eager to meet the rest of the gang, knowing what and who they were before they even entered her life.
The first person she met was Tool, an older man with a rugged smile, warm eyes, streaked hair, and a creative eye for everything he sees.  Y/N enjoyed him and took a close liking to him immediately, becoming a weird yet funny father she never had.  She was caught up in a conversation with Tool, missing the warm smile her brother had as he watched his sister find someone so alike to her, talk to her, and share interests that normal fathers would, even if it wasn't by blood.  Then, multiple other men filled the room of Tool's tattoo shop, the smell of testosterone, grease, and smoke filling the room as the roaring of motorcycle engines came pouring in, soon shutting off.
Barney and Tool introduced Y/N to every person of the group before they all spread out and did their own thing.  Toll Road, one of the members, had talked to her, being kind and gentle, a total opposite of his professional career choice.  After that, Y/N had made her rounds, talking to everyone: Gunnar Jensen, quiet, handsome, tall, and quite funny.  Yin Yang, small, quick-witted, loyal, and very caring.  Hale Caesar, the most hilarious person Y/N had ever met, very playful, and a lot of fun to hang out with.  She had met everyone, except one; Lee Christmas.  
A few times during the night, their eyes had met, as if it were electric that made them shudder and stare on many occasions.  But, although many looks were made, he had made it his duty to avoid her like the plague.  "But why?" was a constant thought that crossed her mind.
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As time passed, Y/N had become just one of the guys, squeezing her tiny self into the little family they had all made.  Tool had given her her own specialty Expendables tattoo to make it official too.  Decorating it with vines and flowers, "Matching your personality," Tool would tell her, "Beautiful and delicate alongside other flowers in a bundle, yet hard and piercing when messed with by the wrong hands."  Y/N enjoyed her tattoo all the much more, taking his words to heart and placing a sweet kiss on his cheek.  She never realized the eyes that watched her so calmly from afar though.
What Y/N didn't know was how Lee actually felt, and that was a charge he knew was on him.  It never stopped him from getting jealous though, stiffening as he watched her every moves.  He had fallen for her soft Y/E/C eyes, and Y/H/L, Y/H/C hair that only she could make beautiful the second he met her.  He would talk to her every now and then, but always kept his distance, knowing exactly who she belonged to.  Barney would have his ass hit by a train if he ever touched her, and that was because she had gone through so much already, Barney not wanting anymore pain in her life.
Despite his attempts, he knew he wouldn't ever be able to resist her, and for that, he didn't care what he had to go through, he was going to have her. Because she was his, and he was hers, no matter who knew.
To be continued...
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theycallmebecca · 3 years
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Fluffy Jake Jensen maybe. Can you see Jake as a new dad? Trying to get the new baby back to sleep cause mom has been up most of the night with a colicky baby.
Title: Team Jensen
Pairing: Jake Jensen x female reader
Rating: PG
Warnings: new parents, colicky baby, mentions of breast feeding/pumping
Disclaimer: This work of fiction is not to be reposted, used or translated without my permission.
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Without his glasses on, Jake had to squint to read the numbers on the clock.
4:30am.
Rolling over in the bed, he touched your side of the sheets and found them cold to the touch.
Then another wail reached his ears and he sighed, realizing that you probably hadn’t come back to bed after the midnight feeding.
Pushing himself out of bed, he grabbed his glasses and left the bedroom, knowing he’d find you in the heart of the small two bedroom house you shared.
“Come on, sweetheart,” he heard you pleading with the two month old baby girl. “Momma really needs you to go to sleep.”
“Momma should have woken daddy up to help,” Jake said, announcing his presence. He held his arms out for the baby and you handed her over.
Jake tucked the baby against his chest, holding her with one arm, as he reached over and drew you to him, too.
“We’re a team,” he whispered. “Let me help.”
You were too tired to argue or make any excuses, so you just nodded your head.
“Go get some sleep,” he told you.
You nodded your head again and made your way back to the bedroom.
“Ok, little miss,” Jake said to his baby girl. “We’re going to try every hack for helping a colicky baby we can find in the internet and find the one that works best for you. Because I hate it that you don’t feel good and I hate it that your momma thinks she has to handle this by herself when I’m right here to help.”
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It was after ten in the morning when you woke up. A part of you wanted to keep sleeping, but your breasts hurt and you needed to either feed the baby or pump.
Forcing yourself out of bed, you made your way to the living room and paused when you saw Jake passed out on the couch with the baby asleep on his chest.
Spotting the empty bottle on the ground by Jake’s hand, you made your way to the nursery to pump.
As you sat in the nursing chair, your started to feel sorry for yourself and down over the fact that you hadn’t been able to help your baby girl. But then Jake’s reminder from earlier, “We’re a team,” chased the thought away.
“Team Jensen,” you said with a smile.
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cevansbaby-dove · 6 months
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Caring for jensen.
Jensen Ackles X Reader girlfriend.
After jensen comes home from set you feel bad for the wounds he has gotten so you try to help him get patched up. Just pure fluff in this one shot.
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"Thanks Jar for telling me.." You smile as your in the living room waiting for Jens to get home after a long day of filming Supernatural.
"yea no worries it's not too bad just a cut on his arm"
You nod. "got it thanks" he hangs up and you set your phone down and look at the door waiting for jens to walk through.
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"honey I'm home" You look at him and say getting up from the couch. "Hi baby!" You hug him and he hisses. "Y/N that hurt" You pull away and look over his body. "Jens sit down, Jared told me you got hurt on set."
Jensen sits down and looks at you.
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"Y/n it's part of the scene" You look at his arm and see a cut. "this is why you should go easy" you grab the first aid kit and grab the stuff from it.
Jensen chuckles. You look at him as you place some cream on the wound. "What's funny?"
"Nurse L/N you don't have to do this really I'm ok" You open a band-aid and place it on the cut and them move to his face that has a cut above his cheek.
"I care for my boyfriend when he needs me" You smile and place the band-aid on the cut. "there all done"
You put your things away and look at him and he says. "Sooo besides jar being a tattle tail how was your day?"
You chuckle. "he was just worried about you Jens he was making me aware" Jensen nods.
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"you have been quiet about me taking dean back...you sure that's all that's going on?"
You sit back and fold your arms. "N..No i guess i got some news that i am still trying to process"
"What news? you got a Raise?" You shake your head and look down. "something else"
Jensen tilts his head. "is this twenty questions??"
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You look up at him with tears in your eyes. "I'm Pregnant jens"
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"Your....what!?" he stands up and wrap his arms around you and picks you up. You hug him. "your not mad about this?" You wrap your legs around his waist.
He smiles at you and says. "why would i be? Darling I love you I mean we did use protection but obviously that doesn't work."
He kisses your lips softly and you pull away. "your sure your not upset? We didn't talk about having kids...we talked about getting married but-"
Jensen cuts you off by kissing your cheek and all over your face. "Darling there is no one i would want to be a mother of my children than you"
You smile. "Good to hear now uh...can you let me down?" Jensen sets you on your feet and says ."who else knows?"
"Jared and Gen so far. I haven't even told my family" Jensen nods and says. "God i love you sweetheart" He places a kiss on your head.
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rowyn-writes · 3 years
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Mending A Broken Heart (Jared x Reader)
Warnings: SMUT, breeding kink, unprotected sex, (wrap it before you tap it, kids,) oral sex, female receiving, slight praise kink, angst, mentions of miscarriage, mentions of non-con, mentions of cheating, reader has PCOS, fluff, strong language.
Pairings: Jared x Reader
Characters: Jared, Jensen, Danneel, JJ Ackles, Misha (mentioned only)
Word count: 3.7k
Summary: You get a call from you older sister, Danneel, saying that she is in labor. When you arrive, your first niece is being born. You call your soon to be husband to inform him of JJ's birth, only to have a woman answer his phone.
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You were on a mission.
You walked with purpose through the hallways of the hospital, not even stopping when a nurse asked if you needed help. You were Y/N Graul. You didn't need help to find your sisters freaking room.
"Ackles." You said, approaching two men. "Padalecki. How's my sister?" Just as the words left your mouth, you heard an ear piercing scream. "That answers that question." You pushed past them and into Danneel's delivery room.
"Ma'am, you can't be in here!" The doctor ordered.
"She's my sister." Danneel waved her off. "She can be here." The mother to be let out another groan of pain. You grabbed her hand, letting Danneel use it to relieve some of her pain. You winced slightly. Your sister had a strong grip.
You didn't understand how women could all over the world could go through this pain. Especially those without epidurals. 
"I want Jensen!" She cried.
You nodded, quickly making your way out into the hall. "Ackles! Get your ass in here!" Jensen gave Jared a scared look before following you inside.
"I'm here, sweetheart." He assured her as he took your place. You hid your smile at brother-in-law's kindness. You and Jensen never got along, mostly because you were so alike. You were both hard headed, but you had a big heart. You'd never say, but you secretly liked him.
"C'mon, Dannie," You encouraged, coming on the other side of her. "You've got this. Push!"
Danneel yelled once more, gripping both of your hands and she tried to push. "No! No, no, no. I can't do this!" She whined.
"You can and you will!" You demanded. "You are Danneel Ackles, you are a badass, powerful woman and you will be a great mother! All you have to do is push!"
"Easier said that done!" Danneel barked, her  auburn hair sticking to her forehead with sweat.
"We're almost there, Mrs. Ackles! One more push!" And with one last scream, and one last push, Danneel fell back on the bed, panting heavily. There was a small cry that pierced through the room, which caused the three adults to look over at the doctor.
"Congratulations," She smiled softly. "You just gave birth to a healthy baby girl."
Danneel and Jensen shared wide smiles as their newborn baby girl was set into their arms. "She's beautiful." Jensen whispered. "She has your eyes."
"She has your nose." Danneel looked over at you, her eyes filled with joy. "Y/N, can you give us a minute?"
"Of course, Dannie." You kissed her forehead. "I'm so happy for you."
You exited the room, only to find Jared pacing back and forth. "How are they? Danneel stopped screaming. Is she okay?" He asked, worry written across his face.
"They're okay. Better than okay, actually. Danneel just became a mother to a beautiful baby girl." You beamed proudly.
Jared let out a relieved laugh as he surged forward to hug you. You stood stiffly in his hold, unsure of what to do. You weren't used to physical affection, as your boyfriend rarely held you anymore. The last time you had been this close to Jared was at Jensen and Danneel's wedding when you both walked down the aisle together.
You slowly wrapped your arms around him, patting his back awkwardly. "Sorry," He apologized sheepishly. "I'm a hugger."
"So I've noticed." You said, stepping away. "Now, if you'll excuse me, I have some exciting news to share with my family."
You found an empty hallway and began to call every family member you could think of. Gino was first, obviously. You knew how excited he was when he found out Danneel was pregnant. Your parents were next, and then your cousins, aunts, uncles, etc.
You cringed as you looked at the last name on your contacts. Will.
You hadn't been on very good terms as of late. The two of you had been fighting constantly, especially after you found out Danneel was pregnant. You were beyond happy for her and Jensen; they were finally starting the family they had always dreamed about.
Fuck it. You might as well get it over with. It rang three times before it was finally answered. "Hello?" An unfamiliar female voice said.
"Uh, who is this?" You questioned, starting to get defensive. It was four o'clock in the morning in Vermont.
"Lacy," She answered simply.
"And what are you doing with my fiance's phone, Lacy?"
"Who is it, babe?" You heard Will in the background.
"It's your fiance, William. The one that I didn't know you had!" Lacy screamed. "You asshole! I can't believe you cheated! And I can't believe you dragged me into it! We're done!" You felt your throat close up, your eyes began to well up with tears.
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry. You kept repeating to yourself. This was the happiest day of Jensen and Danneel's life, you couldn't bring them down.
"Y/N, baby, this really isn't what it sounds like." Will claimed after Lacy threw his phone at him. 
"No, Will, I think it's exactly what it sounds like." You whispered harshly. "You cheated. After three years, you cheated on me."
"Well you didn't give me much of a choice, did you?" He growled.
"Excuse me?"
"You haven't let me touch you in almost eight months. What else was I supposed to do? I have needs, Y/N."
"You know why we haven't done anything!" You hissed, tears running down your face. "You know exactly why!"
"Can't you just get over it! God, Y/N, we could always try again!" He yelled.
"Get over it? Get over it?! I lost my baby and you just want me to get over it! I can't just forget about it, Will. I should be having  my baby - our baby - in five weeks. July ninth."
"You know what I mean, Y/N. Of course I don't want you to forget about the baby, but we could always try again! It wasn't the end of the world!"
"Yes, it was, Will! You know how hard it is for me to get pregnant ever since I was diagnosed with PCOS-"
"It always comes back to that! 'Sorry, I can't have sex with you today because I feel bloated,' or 'Sorry I'm acting so down, my depression is bad today.' You use PCOS as an excuse to everything!"
You stayed silent for a moment, trying to calm yourself. "It was never going to work, was it?" You said quietly. "We both want kids, but I can't give you that. I can't give you a lot of things, apparently. When I come back, I want you out of my house. I'm going to be staying with Danneel and Jensen for a while. They're going to need some help with the new baby. It's a girl, just in case you were wondering." You hung up the phone, taking in a shaky breath.
"Son of a bitch!" You wailed as you threw your phone against the wall. You slowly slid to the floor, putting your head in your hands. You tried to quiet your sobs by biting your lip, which only caused your mouth to be filled with a metallic liquid.
Get it together, Y/N. You wiped the tears off your face, trying to calm yourself down. You couldn't believe this was happening. Your sister, your best friend, just gave birth to a healthy daughter. You should be celebrating, not crying over your crappy fiance. Ex fiance. 
You picked yourself off the floor, grabbing your phone as you did so. Of course it was shattered. You quickly went to the bathroom, your puffy face startling you. You splashed cold water on your face, which got rid of it for the most part.
You made your way back to Danneel's room, where the atmosphere was happy and joyful. Something that made your mood lighten just a fraction. "Hey Mama! How are you?"
"Doped up on pain meds," She grinned. "Having a baby really hurts. I knew it would hurt, I mean, I've seen the videos, but damn, that was awful." You laughed as you brushed her hair back.
"What's her name?"
"Justice Jay Ackles." Jensen answered, bringing your niece forward. "JJ for short. Do you want to hold her?"
You nodded eagerly as JJ was set into your arms. She began to fuss a little, reaching out for her father. "Shh, shh." You cooed. "It's okay, sweet JJ. I'm your Auntie Y/N/N. You'll get to meet the others soon enough. They're going to love you, just like your mommy and daddy love you. You are going to have a whole village looking after you, did you know that? Yeah, you have me, your uncle Gino, that's mommy's brother. Then you have your uncle Josh and Aunt Mack, that's your daddy's siblings. Then of course you have Uncle Jared and Misha. Those are daddy's best friends."
Jared and Jensen smiled at you. You were already so in love with JJ. "Danneel's knocked out." Jensen whispered. "The nurse wants to take JJ up to the nursery while she sleeps." You nodded as you handed over the baby. "Alright, I'm gonna go get us some food. You guys want anything?"
"No, I'm good." You shook your head.
"Same." Jared agreed.
And with that, Jensen left you and Jared alone with a sleeping Danneel. You grabbed your phone out of your back pocket and tried to turn it on. Just your luck, the screen stayed black. That's what you get for throwing your phone at the wall.
"What in the hell happened to your phone, Y/N?" Jared questioned.
"It fell out of my pocket." You lied. "I guess I'll have to buy and new one."
"Damn, that sucks." He frowned. You gave a small shrug, not saying much of anything. "Are you okay, Y/N? You don't seem like yourself."
"What do you mean?"
"Well, normally you like to take jabs at me and Jensen. Hell, the only one you really like is Misha. Plus, ever since you came back in the room, you've been frowning and your eyes are still puffy from where I know you've been crying." You felt your heart sink to your stomach. "I know you don't like me very much, or Jensen, for that matter, but we do care. What's wrong?"
You stayed silent for a moment, trying to sort out your words. "I can't say it here. Follow me."
You grabbed Jared by the hand and led him to where the nursery is. You needed something happy to cheer you up.
"Let me start this by saying that I don't hate you or Jensen." You didn't take your eyes off the adorable babies, but your hand was still brushing up against his. "I have known you both for a while now, and I care about you guys. Making jabs and snarky comments is how I show that I care." You could see Jared smiling out of the corner of your eye.
"I called Will this morning to tell him that Danneel had the baby." You saw Jared's smile fade slightly. "A woman answered his phone, and usually I wouldn't think anything of it. I would make an excuse that it's his secretary or assistant, but it was four a.m in Vermont when I called. Her name was Lacy." Your voice cracked.  "And it's my fault!"
"Y/N, it's not your fault-"
"But it is, Jare," You whispered. "It is. I pushed him away for months. Do you know how long it's been? Eight months. It's been eight months, Jared. And Will 'has needs.'"
"That's the dumbest excuse ever." He mumbled.
"This next part. . . I haven't told anyone but Will. Not Danneel, not Gino, not my parents, anyone. So you have to promise not to tell anyone. I'll tell my family once I'm ready, but for now, they don't need to know."
Jared's frown deepened. "I won't say anything, Y/N, I promise. Are you okay?"
"No," You shook your head. "I haven't been okay for a while now." You took a deep breath before continuing. "Last year I was diagnosed with Polycystic Ovary Syndrome – PCOS for short."
"Yeah, I've heard of it." Jared said softly, his eyes filled with pity.
"Will and I had been trying so hard for a baby. And when we found out I had PCOS, we stopped. And I was heartbroken. I've wanted to start a family for so long, and to get that news hurt me. And it hurt Will." You felt your hands start to shake.
"One night after I had one too many drinks, I passed out on the couch, and I woke up the next morning in my bed with all my clothes off and Will lying in my bed beside me. I don't know what happened that night, but I know I didn't want it. And four weeks later I found out I was pregnant." Jared's jaw clenched and his eyes held something malicious.
"I didn't care how it happened. I know I should have, but I was just so excited to have a baby. To be a mother. And then when I went to my OBGYN, she told me I had. . . I had a miscarriage."
"Oh, Y/N," Jared said sadly, resting his hand on your shoulder.
"I lost my baby. And I don't know what to do with myself, Jare." You cried. "W-what am I supposed to do?"
You were shaking uncontrollably now, unable to calm down. "That m-might have been my only chance!" Jared swallowed hard as he brought you in for a hug. "I want my baby!" You wailed.
"I know," He whispered as he gripped you tight. "I know, honey. I am so sorry. This is so unfair to you. You deserve so much better than this."
"What if it was my last chance?" You sniffed.
"It wasn't," He assured you as he rocked you back and forth. "There are fertilization treatments, surrogacy, adoption. . . You'll be a mother one day, Y/N, and you'll be the best mother a child could ever ask for."
"Really?" You asked in a small voice, looking up at the tall man. He smiled as he brushed back a piece of your hair and wiped away your tears.
"Really."
You felt your heart beating out of your chest and your breaths quickening. "Jared,"
"Yeah?"
"Kiss me."
He didn't have to be told twice as he leaned down to kiss your lips. He cupped your face with both of his hands, bringing you closer to him. "Mm," He moaned, pulling away. "Not in front of the babies. They're too young to be scarred this way." You laughed as he dragged you away to a bathroom, making sure no one was in there before locking the door.
Jared grabbed you by the waist and gently pushed you against the wall. He wasted no time as he pressed his lips against yours once more. His tongue slid across your lower lip, asking for permission to enter, which you happily granted.
You wrapped your arms around his neck, trying to pull him closer. Jared put his hand on the back of your thigh, encouraging you to jump. You got the memo as you lifted yourself up, wrapping your legs around his waist. He moved and set you down on the counter.
"Do you want to keep going?" Jared asked, breathless.
"Yes," You nodded, your face flushed. "Please, Jare." He groaned at the nickname.
"I love it when you call me that." He said as he ran kisses down your jaw and to your neck.
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"And I. . . Love it when. . . You kiss my neck like that." You panted as you began to unbutton Jared's shirt. You ran your hands across his abs and looped your fingers around his belt buckle.
"You are far too overdressed." Jared complained as he tugged at the hem of your shirt.
"Why don't you fix that for me?" You smirked. There was a mischievous sparkle in his eyes as he pulled your shirt off your body.
You covered your stomach as you suddenly felt shy when Jared's eyes raked over your body. He frowned as he pulled your arms away. "Why are you hiding from me?"
"I- I dunno. It's just. . . All the girls you've been with in the past like Gen and Sandra are so beautiful and I look nothing like them -"
"Let me stop you right there," Jared said sternly. "You are gorgeous and incredibly sexy. Don't you dare compare yourself to them, because they could never be as beautiful as you. Don't let any asshole tell you otherwise. Do you understand?" You nodded slowly, fighting off the smile that crept onto your face. "Good, now let's pick up where we left off, shall we?"
Jared pulled down your jeans and tossed them aside, along with your panties. He looked at you like he hadn't eaten in days and you were a four course meal.
He began to trail kisses up your thighs, getting so close to where you wanted him to be only for him to pull away. "Quite being such a tease!" You growled.
Jared have you a smirk. "Yes ma'am." And with that he pulled you forward slightly so you were sitting on the edge of the counter. You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion before a wave of euphoria hit as you felt Jared's tongue on your clit.
"Oh-" You moaned, only for Jared to cover your mouth with his hand.
"Shh, you wouldn't want anyone to hear, would you?" He questioned. You shook your head, desperate for him to return to where he was. "Be a good girl for me and stay quiet." His kissed you on the mouth before going back to eating you out. You bit your lip in attempts to silence your moans.
"Fuck," You whispered as you leaned your head back. Jared began to tease your hole with his tongue, making you gasp and grab onto his long locks.
You felt warmth spread through your stomach and a familiar coil began to tighten. "Oh, god, Jare, please keep going!" You encouraged him. "I'm so close."
At those words, Jared pulled away abruptly, making you want to cry out. "Sorry babygirl, you can only come when I say you can."
You frowned at his words. "Don't worry, I'll make sure you enjoy it." He winked. Jared began to unbuckle his belt; you could see his growing erection through his jeans. "I don't have a condom." He said defeated. "Are you clean?"
You nodded. "What about you?"
"Yeah, I'm all good." He assured you.
"Then we should be fine, it's not like I can get pregnant anyways."
"You never know." Jared said as he nipped at your neck. As he left love bites on your neck, you began to pull down his jeans, revealing his hardon. You pushed yourself off the counter and got on your knees, only for Jared to pull you back up.
"Not this time, kitten. This is about you, not me."
"But I want to make you feel good." You protested.
"Next time, baby." You smiled at the thought of a next time. He quickly turned you around so you were bent over the counter. "You're so wet." He growled as he grinded against you. "All this for me?"
"Yes, Jare. Only for you." You panted, desperate for his cock.
"Good," He murmured against your neck. "I've been waiting a while for this to happen, there is no way I'm letting it go to waste. Do you still want this?" He questioned, wanting to make sure you were still comfortable with it.
"If you stopped now I might have to kill you." Jared slowly pushed into you, as he didn't want to hurt you. You gasped in surprise; you had never been with someone as big as him. He gave you time to adjust to his size. "Move." You pleaded.
Jared chuckled as he slowly began to thrust into you. He grunted at the feeling of your warmth. "Fuck, Y/N." He moaned. "You're so fucking tight."
He began to pick up speed, which earned a moan from you. Jared put his hand over your mouth to silence your sounds, but you could still hear you skin slapping together.
"Oh, fuck." He growled. "I'm gonna cum. Gonna fill you with my seed, make you all round. God, you'd look so fucking sexy carrying my baby." Your eyes rolled into the back of your head at his words, causing your walls to clench around his dick. "Would you like that, huh? Being so full of my cum that it runs down you legs."
"Oh, fuck yes." You nodded. "Please, Jared, fill me with your cum. Make me carry your child." You begged.
Jared gripped your hips tightly, (definitely leaving bruises) as he rammed into you. You struggled to keep quiet, as all you wanted to do was scream from pleasure. "You're going to look so good filled with my cum." He purred.
"Let me cum with you." You whined, the coil in your stomach was ready to snap.
"I'm so close." He grunted, sweat dotting his brow. "Cum with me, babygirl. Cum." He demanded.
You shuttered as your coil finally snapped and you rode out your orgasm on Jared's dick. He followed soon after you, blowing his load into your womb.
"Holy shit," You muttered. "That was so fucking hot."
"You're telling me." Jared said as he slowly pulled out, making you feel empty. You began to clean yourself up and put your clothes back on.
You both looked a mess; swollen lips, messy hair and to top it all of, hickeys scattered your neck. You reached up on your tip toes to flatten Jared's hair. "At least our hair covers the bruises." You grinned.
"So, what happens next?" Jared questioned.
"I guess that's up to you." You shrugged. "We can either go on a date and see how this plays out, or we can forget this ever happened."
"I don't want to forget." He shook his head. "I don't think I could forget."
"Good," You smiled. "I was hoping you would say that." Jared grinned as he leaned down to kiss you once more.
"I have a really good feeling about this."
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A Supernatural Love
Chapter Twenty One: A Pool Party
Summary:  Y/N, a nurse working towards medical school living with her roommate and best friend Genevieve Cortese, meets Jensen Ackles while visiting the set of Supernatural one day.  Is this chance encounter a coincidence or fate?  And if it is fate, do they have what it takes to make it through separations and hardships?
Slow(ish) burn, some angst, alluding to sexy times, fluff
Pairings: Jensen x Reader
Warnings: Bad writing (I suck at writing Jensen’s POV), Angst, Some swearing
Word Count: 4944  this one is a little longer, hopefully it makes up for the previous shorter ones!
No hate to any of the real people in this story, it is purely fiction and for enjoyment! No images are mine
First fic I wrote, please be kind but open to feedback, both positive and negative!
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     Both couples, Jared and Gen and Jensen and Dee, decided to stay the next week which made you happy.  This meant that you were supposed to see Dee again professionally.  However when you heard she had come and was about to leave you immediately went to her room and found James and her laughing.  You knocked and walked in to see her wiping a tear.
“What’s going on?”  You said with a smile but a curious look at James.  He had no reason to be here.
“Hi Y/N, I came in early and James here was nice enough to take a look at my arm.”  Dee responded.
“I was at the nurses’ station and heard them talking about your patient and I couldn’t miss the chance to meet the infamous girlfriend of an old acquaintance”  He smiled.  Now you got it.  He was jealous still and wanted to be involved in what was going on.  You wouldn’t make a scene here but you knew you would be having a loud evening later.
“How nice of him”  You said. It also didn’t escape you that she said James and not his professional name.
“She is healing nicely and should only have to miss the one pool party”,  James said.
“Pool party?”  You asked.
“Jared’s parents will be out for the day tomorrow and so Jared, Gen, me and Jensen will all be there.  Of course you both are welcome to come.”  She said not looking at you but James.
“That is very nice of you, but we wouldn’t want to intrude”  You said and James looked surprised but quickly changed his expression.
“I understand, I wouldn’t want to make you feel uncomfortable”  She gave you a knowing look.
“I appreciate that Dee but honestly, I don’t want to make you feel uncomfortable.  To let you in on a secret, I was once in your shoes with an old boyfriend years ago.  We weren’t serious but once his ex came around it wasn’t good, let’s just say that.”
“I was hoping you would be a horrible person”, She admitted.  “It was easy to assume as I didn’t know you and I wanted to make you out as the bad guy because I was intimidated.  But having met you I clearly can see you are wonderful.  I see why he picked you”  She smiled.  You were taken aback by her confession and you could tell she meant it.
“I did the same with you.  I know I was very wrong, you are great and honestly I enjoy you”  You told her and it wasn’t a lie.  It just made the whole thing more uncomfortable.
“Well with that said if you want to go you can, don’t feel like you are hurting me somehow.  You and Jensen are both in a relationship and there is no reason why you can’t see your friends and we can all be adults about it.”  She said.  She was right, you were all adults and it wasn’t like you were trying to steal her man, were you? No, even if you wanted Jensen you would never be the one to break up a couple.  You weren’t that kind of girl.
“I agree.  Thank you Dee, maybe we will come tomorrow.  It would be nice to see Gen and Jare again before they leave town.”  You smiled.
“Then it is settled, we will see you tomorrow.”
“I will walk you out”,  James said.  That was weird, he never walks patients out but whatever, you didn’t want to talk to him yet anyway.
     That night you told him you had to talk to him and he seemed put out knowing something was coming but he came anyway.  When he came in, you both sat on the couch after saying your hellos.  It all felt stiff.
“So what’s going on, Y/N” James sounded tired.
“What happened today?”
“What do you mean?”
“Don’t pretend like you don’t know.  Why would you take my patient?”  You countered.
“I heard she was coming and I wanted to meet her, it’s not like she is a typical patient”  He countered.
“That’s beside the point.  You only saw her so you could meet her.  You keep acting jealous and keep trying to keep tabs on everything that is going on”  You tried to keep your voice calm but it kept rising in spite of you.
“You’re being crazy.  I wanted to meet her because I have been part of this since day one.  Don’t forget we were friends when you first met him.  Who was the one who you told all your feelings about, huh?  Who held you when you cried when he was in the hospital almost dead?  What about when he broke your heart?  It’s like you want to keep making me out to be some crazy jealous person to fit your narrative.”  He was also getting angry.
“That’s not true.  You knew I loved him and that I dated him, this whole thing is complicated but just because he and I used to date doesn’t mean anything now, it’s been over for awhile get over it!”
“Me get over it?  What about you?  If I even mention his name you start a fight with me.  Why can’t I talk about him?  We never mentioned him for three years because you couldn’t handle it.  I didn’t say anything at first because you needed time to deal but after that it never changed.  It’s like you are not over him at all.  Why does it all have to be so complicated?  Are you sure it’s me that has a problem, or is the problem you?”  
“I don’t have a problem, I told you I am over him, it’s been three years you need to stop asking about it.  I was fine before he showed up and yes it’s been weird to have this all come up but it’s fine, I am fine, so why aren’t you?  Why are you always so paranoid?  We will never see eye to eye on this which is why we stopped talking about it.  As long as Jensen isn’t around we do so well, why can’t we when he is here?  And why do you have to flirt with his girlfriend?”
“What are you talking about?  I never flirted with her”  He seemed a little too defensive.
“Just admit it, you were flirting.  You were laughing and giggling and you even walked her out.”
“That’s because I am a good doctor and I have conversations with my patients.”
“She isn’t your patient!  She is mine and you never walk your patients out, why her?”
“Because she is more than a patient she is someone we know.”  He was calmer now.  “You are acting childish and need to start being an adult about this”
“I’m being childish?  You are the one who is checking out the competition like an insecure little boy.”
“Is he really competition?”
“You know what I meant”
“Do I?”
“Now who is being childish?  You know what, I am going to go tomorrow and see my friends. Come or don’t I don’t care”  You got up and walked toward the kitchen near the front door and leaned against the counter.”
“Do you want to see him?”  He came up to you really close and asked.  You had nowhere to look but his eyes.
“I am going to see my friends.”  You looked him in the eye and answered truthfully.
“Yes, but do you want to go so you can see him?”  He deserved the truth.
“I want to see him so I can get some sort of closure.  I think we all need that.”  He nodded and you weren’t sure if the nod was in agreement or something else.
“I am not going to go.  You need to do this alone without being stressed out with my presence.”
“I think that’s a good idea”  He didn’t like the answer but knew it was the right thing.
“I’m going to leave.  Maybe I will see you Monday at work”  You didn’t say anything and just nodded and watched him walk out the door.  You hadn’t had this kind of argument since the beginning of your relationship when most of your conversations circled around Jensen.  You also knew that you had to make a decision regarding your relationship because it was on the fence and you couldn’t keep riding it anymore.  It had been struggling for awhile and deep down you knew you were forcing something.  But you couldn’t keep ignoring it, especially with Jensen in the picture.  And as long as you lived in Dallas, were friends with Jared and Gen, and even thought about Jensen, your relationship with James didn’t stand a chance.  It was exactly like he said the first time he backed off all those years ago.  As long as Jensen was around you didn’t stand a chance.  It was only Wednesday and James didn’t want to see you until Monday.  At least you had a few days to figure it out.
     The next morning you told Gen you were going to come to the pool party.  She was so excited and you couldn’t get ready fast enough.  You grabbed your maroon bikini and it reminded you that it was the one you wore the last time you were in the water with this group.  It also reminded you to get a new swimming suit.  
     You pulled into the driveway and walked to the back gate and opened it.  You were greeted with waves and shouts of hello from Gen and Jared.  Jensen smiled at you.  You didn’t see Dee though.  You waved back and shut the gate taking a quick deep breath.  You could do this.  It was just friends.  You were still on edge from the previous night but tried to shake it off.  You were here to see friends you hadn’t seen in a long time and you were going to enjoy it, regardless.
“Hi Gen”  You gave her a hug when she came up to you and embraced.  She was in a black bikini, a big sun hat and sunglasses.  “Looking hot as ever, you know you already have Jared right?  You don’t have to try so hard”  You teased to which she playfully shoved you.
“I want the ring so I won’t stop until I have the rock”  She teased back.  You knew they were in love and knew it was only a matter of time until Jared got the balls and finally put a ring on it.
“I am rooting for you, girl.  Let me know what I can do to help”  You winked and she smiled.
“Finally going to share her?”  Jared said when you walked towards them and he got up from his chair and hugged you.
“Never but she insisted.”  Gen said.
“I am so glad I get to come see you guys one more time before you leave” 
“Don’t talk like that Y/N we are going to enjoy the day and not think about parting.  Besides, we wanted to all go to dinner tomorrow at this nice restaurant in town and we want you to come”  Jared said.
“That sounds nice.”  You said enthusiastically.
“James is welcome too, of course.”  Jared said cautiously.  You frowned and apparently this wasn’t the right response.  “Trouble in paradise?”  Jared asked jokingly but still with concern.
“We had a fight last night but that seems to happen a lot so it’s fine”  You tried to brush it off, but you didn’t miss the quick look between Gen and Jared. “Really, it’s fine.”  You said.
“Where is he?”  Gen tried to ask innocently.
“He, um, was busy and couldn’t make it”  You said trying to sound convincing but no one bought it and you mentally kicked yourself for how bad you were at lying.
“Too bad.  Maybe he can make it tomorrow”  Jared said, trying to cover.
“Maybe”  You said but weren’t hopeful.  Gen gave you a sympathetic look but you knew she was going to badger you with questions later.  At this point Jensen got up from his chair and came over.
“Hi Y/N” he said, giving you a hug.  You were surprised at how quickly he swooped in but weren’t upset at all.
“Hi Jensen, how are you?” You asked.
“Better now”  he gave you a wink.  You blushed.
“Where is Dee?  I haven’t seen her yet”  You asked.
“She decided to go shopping in town.  She hasn’t been downtown Dallas yet and since she can’t swim with her cast on, she decided she’d have a better time there.”  Jensen said.  You thought it was curious since she seemed so excited yesterday, but you knew first hand how quickly a mood can change overnight.
“That’s too bad but she is a city girl so I am sure she will like that a lot more”  You said.  You liked her but you liked being just the four again.
    Jensen and Jared decided to get in the water and they splashed you and Gen causing groans and laughs respectively.
“So what’s going on with you and James?”  
“You don’t waste any time do you Gen?”  You sighed.  “We got into another fight last night.”  You proceeded to tell her everything that happened at the hospital and then in your apartment.  She listened and nodded and didn’t show too much emotion for her.
“And how do you feel about all of that?”  She asked once you had finished.
“Honestly, I feel confused.  I know I am right because I have seen this behavior since before Jensen and I started even dating.  But what he said hurt last night and if I am being honest it probably hurt because it is partly true.  He and I are not clicking and it has been an issue for me.  It didn’t bother me before but that’s probably because most of our issues are about Jensen.  I hate it but it is the truth.  But if a huge part of both of our lives is a core problem, were we ever good in the first place then?  I really like James and on paper we are so good together but I just don’t know anymore.”
“You knew that you wouldn’t be together as long as Jensen is in the picture.  Sure you never truly clicked but you are good friends and there could be worse relationships than just a solid friendship”  Gen said gently.
“But I don’t just want friendship, I want love.  I had that with Jensen and I want to feel that again.  I never felt that with James, not even on our best day”  You finally admitted.
“Have you admitted that before?”  Your friend asked.
“Not out loud.  I didn’t want that to be real.  I really wanted to make it work with him. He is such a good guy”  You sighed.
“No one is arguing that.  James is a good man and any girl is lucky to be with him.  But Y/N, you don’t love him.  You don’t have to but you need to be honest.”  It was tough love but you needed to hear it.
“I don’t know what to do.  I think he feels the same way but I don’t think either of us is ready to let go.  We both wanted something and wanted it to be each other I think.  But am I overreacting given how the past week has flipped everything upside down?  I don’t want to make a decision based on something that will be over at the end of the week”  You said.
“Jensen won’t be here forever and you can pretend it didn’t happen if you want, but all the issues you brought up to me in your relationship aren’t based on Jensen.  I think you know deep down you and James aren’t meant to be”  
“What do I do?”  You looked up at her.  She gave you a pity smile.
“You be honest with him and once that is taken care of you can finally be honest about your feelings for Jensen.”
“What are you talking about?”  This surprised you.  “What feelings?”
“Oh please, don’t be like that, we are too old for that kind of fake behavior now.  You clearly still have feelings for him but you need to decide if it is feelings that will never go away but you can be friends or you can decide if you still love him and belong with him.  Either way only you can decide that, regardless of what I might think or anyone else but you can’t do that until you figure out the whole James situation.  But for now, we better join the boys”  She said looking over at them watching you both.
“You are right, nothing can be done right now and I came to enjoy time with my friends and I will do just that.”  
“Good.”  She smiled and got up walking to the edge of the pool where Jared had a sly smile.  You knew what was about to happen so you walked to the shallow end and put your feet over the edge.  Jensen came up to you.
“You don’t want to be a part of that either?”  You asked him, nodding to the couple.
“Nope, I love them but I don’t feel like being a third wheel if I don’t have to”  He chuckled.
“They just need to hurry up and get engaged already.”  You smirked. 
“True enough.  I am sure it will happen soon though.  If it doesn’t I am going to propose and get it over with”  You both laughed.
“I don’t know how much Dee would like that”  You said to test the waters.
“She’d just have to deal”  He was nonchalant about it which surprised you.
“Interesting. I am surprised you aren’t proposing yourself then”  He looked at you.
“Why would you say that?”  He was surprised.
“You have been dating for almost a year,  I am sure you have thought about it.”  
“Have you thought about it?  You and James have been together for awhile”  Gen must have told him once she found out.  Typical.
“I don’t think we will be walking down the aisle anytime soon”  You said a little distantly.
“Uh oh, trouble in paradise?”
“Any trouble for you?”  You countered.
“Dee is a great girl.”  He said.
“But?”  You pushed.
“I don’t think we will be walking down the aisle anytime soon”  He smirked, stealing your words.
“Fair enough.”  That ended that productive conversation.
“Are you going to get in?”  He asked.
“Maybe”  You didn’t move.
“Just gotta do it, it’ll be better that way, like ripping off a band-aid.” 
“Just warming up to it”
“Let me help.” Before you knew what was happening he grabbed a firm hold around your waist and pulled you under.  You gasped for breath when you surfaced but he didn’t let you go.  You smacked his toned arm.
“I hate you!”  He just laughed.
“No you don’t.  Now you are in and now you can enjoy yourself”  He defended.
“I was enjoying myself where I was at”  You countered.
“But now you can actually have some fun”  He did a backstroke around you, finally letting go.
“Want to play something?”  They called you both.
“Anything to get away from this idiot”  You said, smirking at Jensen.  He pretended to be offended.
“You can hate me all you want but you know I am right.”  His confidence coming back.
“Whatever”  You rolled your eyes.  Jared and Gen shared a knowing look.
“Want to play chicken?”  Jared asked.
“I haven’t played that in years!”  You giggled.
“Dude you are 20 feet tall, that's a disadvantage for me.”  Jensen said.
“I think you are just looking for excuses cause you know I’m going to beat you”  Jared challenged.
“That’s it, Y/N get over here, we are going to beat this fool”  Jensen said, grabbing your arm. You got on top of his shoulders and he held a firm grip to your legs.  Gen got on top of Jared and the game started.  You splashed around, won some, lost some.  All around a good time then the game was called for a breather.  You and Jensen went to the side of the pool for a breather as you were both tired.  
“We totally had them.”  He said, moving a little too close to you.
“Definitely, they just called it cause they knew we would win again”  You encouraged.
“Oh yeah.  We are an amazing team.”  He smiled at you and though it felt nice to be a team again you couldn’t help but think of Daneel.
“I am glad we were a team against Gen and Jare because I wouldn’t want to go against you and Dee, seeing as you are the new dynamic duo”  He paused to run his hand through his wet hair.  That man would be the death of you.
“Just like you and James?”  He challenged.
“You sound a little bitter”  You countered.
“I just know you deserve better and never wanted to be with him”
“That’s not true, I am with him now, aren’t I?”
“Does that mean you want to be with him?”  At this point Gen and Jared got out of the pool to sit on the lawn chairs and dry off.  You weren’t screaming but you only assumed they heard though they didn’t let on.  You were thankful for the little bit of privacy they tried to give you.
“Whether I do or don’t isn’t your business anymore”  You said quietly while trying to maintain eye contact but it was hard.
“What if I want it to be?”  The way he was staring at you made you think he could see straight into your soul.
“What about Dee?  Is that fair to her?”  This caused him to lighten his gaze a little but he never moved away from you; he moved closer until you were touching.  He looked down at you with an unreadable expression.
“She doesn’t deserve to get hurt.  You don’t deserve to be with someone who doesn’t deserve you.”  You knew you needed to get out of this situation so you responded with,
“Isn’t that why we broke up?”  You were proud of how confident you responded because you felt the exact opposite.
“We broke up because I was a selfish asshole who was an idiot and let you go.”  
“We didn’t know how to do long distance.  We were young, dumb and in love.  But that was literal years ago”  You almost pleaded searching him for some sort of answer.
“That’s all true but doesn’t change the fact that I regret it every day.”  He was looking at you so intently it was almost as if if he didn’t, he would die.
“What are you saying, Jensen?”  At this point you would believe anything he said, and he knew it. He moved closer until your lips were almost touching.
“I am saying that I wanted to call you everyday.  I almost did after we hung up.  Why I didn’t I’ll never know.  You deserved so much more, and I want to prove that to you.”  
“I believe you.  I want to, anyway.  But honestly, how can I?  You broke my heart because it was too hard to be together.  Why would anything change?”
“Because I love you.”  He said it so simply as if it were just a well known fact and almost didn’t need to be said.
“You don’t mean that”  You looked away.  “And if you do that’s worse.  Dee deserves better, I deserve better, and so do you.”  You looked him in the eyes again with a confidence you didn’t have.  “Forgetting all that, love doesn’t change anything that happened.  We still face the same challenges we did three years ago.  I am not near you and long distance is a bitch.”
“We will figure it out.  I know we can.  I can’t lose you again.”  You thought he was leaning in for a kiss but you looked away so he couldn’t.
“That’s naive and you know it.  Don’t be that asshole who has old feelings brought up and cheats on his girlfriend to figure out that those feelings aren’t true.  Even if those feelings are real, don't do that to Dee and don’t put me in that position.”  You looked him dead in the eye with your growing anger in the pit of your stomach.  “You need to figure out what you want.  If you want Dee, don’t talk to me again.  If you want me, figure out your shit with Dee. She deserves better.  And then come up with a plan to make it work other than ‘I love you the problems will figure themselves out’.  They don't, and we well know it.  We are long past that.”  You turned to go but he held your arm.
“Y/N-” 
“Don’t Jens, we both know this isn’t okay.  Let me go because if you don’t….”  He waited for you to finish.  You shed a tear that you had been holding back that finally wouldn’t stay away. “If you don’t, I will come running back to you”  
“Okay, I’ll figure my shit out.”  You gave him half a nod and he let your arm go.  You got out of the pool and grabbed your stuff not bothering to dry off, just putting your towel around you.  
“Thanks for a good day guys, I will see you later”  You heard them murmur a goodbye but you didn’t bother to stick around for pleasantries.  You had to get out of there.
Jensen’s POV
“Dude, what the hell happened?”  Jared said.  Y/N had just left and I grabbed my towel and harshly dried my hair.  
“Just leave it alone, man.”  I didn’t want to talk to him, I knew they could see us and probably heard half of it.
“Jensen, you have to tell us something.  You haven’t seen her in years, why are you trying to kiss her?”  Gen said.  She wasn’t mad, just concerned.
“I don’t know.  Seeing her again just brought up a lot of the old memories and feelings.  I realized that I still love her and it hit me that I just can’t lose her.  I hit rock bottom when she left, I can’t let her go twice.”  I sat down heavily and ran my hands through my hair.
“Did you tell her that?”  Jared asked.  
“I tried to, but I just sounded like a selfish prick again.  I keep doing that and she deserves so much more than a guy who broke her heart again to show up without a plan and ask her to come back.”
“Do you think you can figure out how to be together again?  Not much has changed in terms of distance and whatever else was going on”  Gen asked.
“Before I was just selfish and the work scared me.  I didn’t want to lose her and put in all this work for something to end.  I was convinced it wouldn’t work because long distance never does, and so like a dumbass I decided that it would just be better to end it before we got more hurt.”
“Was that better?”  Jared asked.
“At the time I thought it would be but after it happened I knew it was the wrong choice.  I wanted to call her back and tell her I was an idiot but I also knew that I didn’t want to hold her back somehow. She needed to do this and I didn’t want her to feel guilty about leaving or that it was the wrong choice to go.  She needed to go and the last thing I want is to come between her and her goals.  But of course I didn’t tell her that and all she knows is that I’m some dick who didn’t want to work too hard and put in effort in a relationship that is the best thing that has or will ever happen to me.”  Neither said anything for a moment.  They shared a look between them and Jared grabbed Gen’s hand.  What I wouldn’t give to be able to hold Y/N’s hand right now.
“You need to tell her that.”  Gen said kindly.
“I tried and I sounded like a dick.  I don’t blame her for saying she never wanted to see me again.”
“Did she honestly say that?”  Jared asked, surprised.
“I hope so.” Gen said earnestly.
“Um, okay thanks Gen.”  I was pretty hurt.  I knew she was Y/N’s best friend but I thought she was also on my side.
“What I mean is, she has standards and she deserves to have all of you with a plan to get her back.  Not some guy who is in a relationship with no plans on building a future.  She knows she doesn’t want that so that’s why she said it because you didn’t have a plan and she doesn’t know you are trying to get one.  But what she really means when she says that is her being defensive because she really loves you.  You can’t doubt that, it’s so obvious.”  My head shot up.  Y/N loves me?  
“She does?”  Gen giggled.  
“Obviously.  If she didn’t she wouldn’t have come.  Why would she?  She would call me up and say she wanted to see Jared and me when you weren’t around.  She knew you were here.”  She gave me a really encouraging smile and I needed it.
“Will you help me come up with a plan to get her back?”  I asked hopefully.
“First things first, what do you want to do about Dee?”  Jared interjected.
“Fuck”
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Alive at the Scene
requested: yes ship: Jensen x Reader rating: General tags: mention of car accident summary: You've been in a car accident. Jensen is there for you. word count: 744 written/created for anon
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Jensen opened the door and immediately his secret hope for Girl Scout Cookies was lost. Two police officers stood in front of him. “Hello, officers.”
The officer on the right nodded his head and the one on the left, spoke up. “Hello, sir. Are you the husband of Y/N Ackles?”
Jensen’s heart dropped and he was 76% sure he was going to throw up. “Yes, I am. Is she okay? What happened?”
The officer on the right took his turn to speak, “She was in a car accident about five miles into town. Another unit is at the hospital, we came from the scene. You can learn more about her condition once we escort you to the hospital.”
“Do you know if she’s alive?” Jensen’s throat felt thick and he thought he might hyperventilate.
“She was alive at the scene. Like I said you can learn more about her condition at the hospital. Come with us, please?”
“Yeah, let me grab.. sorry, let me grab my wallet and stuff.” Jensen scrambled to get his phone, keys, and wallet. He felt like he was moving in slow motion. You had gone out to grab ice cream for the two of you while he cleaned up after dinner. It couldn’t have been more than fifteen minutes ago. Jensen sniffed and headed out the door, “Let’s go.”
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Your body hurt. You could hear a voice that sounded over what you guessed was an intercom, and the squeak of tennis shoes on linoleum. The air felt a bit stuffy and the blanket that covered you was not the least bit comfortable. Your feet were freezing. Despite the ache in your bones you tried to stretch, stopping immediately for two reasons: 1) The agonizing charlie horse in your right leg and 2) the tug of something on your arm.
You opened your eyes, only to squint them because of the crusties that had built up and the fluorescent lights. As you surveyed the room, you saw your favorite person in the world.
“Jensen,” you croaked. Clearing your throat you tried again, “Jensen.”
Jensen’s head twitched and his eyes opened. He was slow to react, but you could see the exact moment he realized you were awake. “Y/N? Y/N!” He jumped up from his seat to stand by your bedside. He leaned down to kiss the top of your head. “Are you feeling okay? Does anything hurt?” He looked around, pressing the nurses’ call button when he found it.
“Sore. I tried to stretch a minute ago, but my leg cramped up and something pulled at my arm.” You took this chance to look down and saw it. “The IV. How long have you been here. How long have I been here?”
“It’s been about 8 hours for me. Not much longer for you. Do you remember what happened?”
You tried to think. “I left the house, but I don’t remember when or how or what for. It hurts to think. The light really hurts.” You close your eyes and swallow down the nausea building in your throat.
You heard Jensen’s footsteps and heard when he turned off the light in your room. He walked quietly back over. “You left home for some ice cream. You weren’t gone for more than 20 minutes when two police officers showed up telling me you were in a car accident. You were knocked out, definitely have a concussion.”
Jensen was gently smoothing your hair back while you rested your eyes when a nurse gently knocked on the door frame. She spoke softly, “Hi there, is she awake?” You lifted you hand up in a half-hearted wave, eyes still closed. “I see. I’ll let your doctor know. Do you need anything?”
“Water… body hurts, too… please and thank you…” Your voice was quiet and weak, the longer you were awake the more your head hurt. Jensen’s hand felt so nice
“Some ice chips and pain meds, please,” Jensen clarified for the nurse, pulling a chair over with his foot, so he could sit by your side. “Is she okay to sleep some more?”
The nurse smiled at his concern, “She can sleep. We’ll be coming by pretty frequently to check up on her. No need to worry about any of that, you just rest with her.”
Jensen nodded, not taking his eyes off of you. “Thank you.” As the nurse walked away, Jensen kissed your forehead as you began to doze off.
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tags: @kittenofdoomage @supernatural-jackles @luci-in-trenchcoats @ravengirl94 @sis-tafics @leatherwhiskeycoffeeplaid @acreativelydifferentlove @impalaimagining @squirrel-moose-winchester @deans-baby-momma @flamencodiva @akshi8278
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Christmas Wishes - Part 1
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Summary: Jensen and Katherine are going through a rough patch in their marriage. Jared winds up in a coma from a car accident. What will happen if he never wakes up? Will Jensen and Katherine ever have a family of their own? Pairing(s): Jensen x OFC!Reader, Jared x Gen Word Count: 3925 Parts: 1/3 Warnings: fertility issues, car accident, hospitalization, coma, comatose, miscarriage (mentioned), unprotected sex, p in v, oral (fem receiving), Jensen is a bit of an ass for a moment
A/N: divider credit: @firefly-graphics DISCLAIMER: THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION AND NOTHING MORE. I MEAN NO DISRESPECT TO JENSEN, DANNEEL OR THEIR BEAUTIFUL FAMILY. FOR THE PURPOSE OF THIS FIC JENSEN NEVER MARRIED DANNEEL.
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When I was young, I was told that the possibility of me ever having a child would be close to impossible. At the time it didn’t bother me. I was young, in no shape or form ready to take on parenthood; I was also pretty sure I would never want to have kids of my own. I love children, don’t get me wrong, I just never thought I would want any of my own. I had always hoped that if I did have children, that they would be just as amazing as my niece and nephews.
It wasn’t until I met the love of my life and we’d had the future talk that I realized that just maybe I did want to experience motherhood for myself. Just imagining him with our child – our little girl - in place of my niece melted my heart.
It broke my heart telling him that we may not have a future as a family of three or more. Just the look of devastation on his face will be one that will always haunt my dreams. He promised me that he would love me no matter what, that he would be okay if it was just the two of us. I believed him for the first five years of our marriage but as time went on, we started drifting apart more and more after each miscarriage I’d had.
We’ve made it to our 10th anniversary, but I fear we may not make it to our 11th. Most nights when we argue now, he sleeps in another room. I’ve come to dread bedtime and come to loathe sleeping alone. I miss my husband, so much it hurts.
The sound of Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles saying that I had a phone call brought me out of my thoughts. I looked at the caller ID. It was my sister-in-law, Gen.
“Hey Gen, what’s up?” I asked her. Maybe she wanted to get together and that could be a good distraction from my possibly failing marriage.
“Katherine, you need to get to the hospital.” My heart stopped. My mind was coming up with all these worse case scenarios. “It’s Jared.” I stopped breathing. I knew he was having trouble lately. I prayed to God that it hadn’t gotten bad enough that he broke his promise to me; to always keep fighting. A promise that we had made to each other when he’d lost a friend and I had attempted suicide as a teen. My brother is my rock, my whole world, I didn’t know how I was going to cope if any had happened to him. He’s everything to me, I don’t know how to function without him.
“It’s not what you’re thinking. You know that he would never do that, especially if it meant breaking a promise to you. He was in an accident on his way home from the store. He didn’t have the kids with him so they’re fine and safe.” I let out a sob I hadn’t realized I was holding in.
Gen gave me moment. “I’m on my way. Do I need to call Jensen, or does he already know?”
“I called him right before I called you.” I nodded even though she couldn’t see me. I got up from the couch and headed to our mudroom to get my shoes on. As I grabbed my keys and purse, I told Gen I would see her in a moment.
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I was almost breathless by the time I had reached the nurse’s station. All I could manage to get out coherently was Padalecki. The woman didn’t even look up at me before saying that she was not at liberty to give any information regarding the patient. I was trying to remain calm. I may not have Padalecki blood running through my veins, but lord knows that I have my brother's short temper and quick, sharp tongue. I was raised a Padalecki, that’s all that matters.
I took a deep breath so as not to say something I shouldn’t. My brother needed me, and I was not about to get thrown out by being a bitch. “Look nurse, I’m his sister, I kind of have a right to know about the condition of my brother. Not to mention his best friend is my husband.”
Still the young nurse wouldn’t look up at me. I couldn’t decide if she was a fan of the show and didn’t like me because she thought Jensen could do better or if she was just being a bitch. My patience was beginning to wear thin. It wasn’t going to be long before she got a tongue lashing if she didn’t tell me where my brother was.
She looked up at me. “I don’t care who you claim to be. I am not divulging private information about a patient to you and the rest of you nosy, obnoxious fangirls. I don’t care how many of you come in asking to know what’s going on, I’m not going to tell you. Even if I could, I wouldn’t. It’s none of your business. You are not Mr. Padalecki’s sister, nor are you Mrs. Ackles. Now, you need to leave before I call hospital security to escort you out.” She went back to typing on her computer.
Just like that my fight left me. With everything going on with Jensen and I had caused some tension between him and Jared. I hated it. I might currently be Mrs. Jensen Ackles but now I didn’t feel like her. Like any good big brother, Jared has taken my side and I feel so guilty about it. I mean, I don’t feel like there should be sides. Yes, Jensen and I are having marital issues but that doesn’t mean he needs to practically lose his best friend because of it. 
The nurse’s words just hit too close to home and with my anxiety rearing its ugly head I couldn’t find it in me to fight her and demand she tell me what room my brother was in or what the hell was going on. I could feel the tears forming in my eyes getting ready to fall down my cheeks. Wordlessly I turned on my heel and walked back to my car. I wasn’t going to leave; I could never bring myself to when Jared was in the hospital, no matter how bad my anxiety was getting to be. I just needed a moment to collect myself. The kids didn’t need to see their aunt like this, especially with their father in the hospital. I knew Gen would try and mother hen me. I honestly didn’t know how Jensen would react, if he would even care. Oops, I think that came out a little bitter. 
By the time I got myself calmed down and my anxiety quieted mostly, half an hour had passed, and I hadn’t realized it. Not until I heard my phone going off, alerting me that Gen was calling.
“Where are you, Katherine? We’ve been waiting for you.”
“Hey Gen, I’m in the parking lot. I just needed a moment; I didn’t want the boys seeing me in my state.” I partially lied. I couldn’t bring myself to tell her about the nurse and how her words affected me. I was embarrassed that I let her words affect me the way that they did. “I’ll be up in a moment.” She said “okay,” and we hung up.
I took a couple of deep breaths. I could do this. I wasn’t going to let her scare me away again. My big brother needed me, no matter the kind of condition he was in. I got out of my car with my head held high and went back into the hospital.
Unfortunately, the same nurse was still on shift - I had hoped that there had been a shift change in my absence. No such luck. I took another deep breath and continued to hold my head up high.
“Excuse me, but I would like to know what room and floor my brother is on please.” Once again, she didn’t even look up at me. What is wrong with this young woman, rude much? I was always taught that you looked at someone when they were speaking to you. Someone needs to learn some manners. 
The young girl let out an annoyed sigh. She finally looked up at me with a glare. A pathetic one at that. “I already told you that you weren’t getting any information. There is no way in hell that you are Katherine Ackles. I took a Hippocratic oath when I took this job. Celebrity or not, you are not family to the patient, therefore you are not getting any form of information out of me.”
I was glad that she was taking her job seriously and in part protecting my brother, but I was annoyed that she wouldn’t tell me anything. “I’m serious, I’m Katherine Ackles. I have every right to know where my brother is and what his condition is. I’m glad that you’re doing your job, but this is ridiculous.”
“Listen lady, you’re not the first nor will you be last person to come in here claiming to be Katherine Ackles. You’re not getting any sort of information, nor will you be getting any access to Mr. Padalecki and his family. Now, you can either leave peacefully and quietly or I’m calling security to escort you out as I said earlier.”
I was getting fed up with this child. “Do you even watch the show are know anything about the actors and their families? If you did then you would know that I am Katherine Ackles. I would like to speak to the head nurse on shift. This is outrageous!”
The nurse rolled her eyes and picked up the phone to call security. “I don’t watch the show, nor do I really care about celebrity gossip. Besides, someone like you couldn’t possibly be the wife of Jensen Ackles from what I have seen of the man. I would hope he has better taste.” I was shocked. I was too stunned at her unprofessionalism to fire a response back. 
The security guard had gotten there quickly and before I knew it, he had me by the arm -quite forcibly might I add. There was going to be bruise there tomorrow, I could already tell. 
Just as he was about to roughly take me out of the hospital, I could hear the heavy footsteps of my husband. 
“What the hell do you think you’re doing?” Jensen sounded pissed. 
The security guard stopped. He looked slightly confused. “Escorting this woman out, sir. I was told to remove her; she was being uncooperative and was trying to get information on a patient she has connection to.”
Jensen grabbed my hand and pulled me away from the now fully confused guard. “Of fucking course, she has a connection! Why pray tell are you escorting my wife out of the hospital when her brother is currently in surgery? We’ve been waiting for her upstairs for fifteen minutes. I came to see what was taking her so long.” Jensen was about to rip this guy a new one. I must admit I did feel kind of bad for him. Not too much considering he did manhandle me rough enough to leave a bruise. If Jensen doesn’t see the red handprint already forming on my bicep, then the guard might be able to live. Regardless of what was going on between us, he wasn’t going to take kindly to someone hurting me – let alone a woman.
The guard looked to the nurse behind the desk. I smirked to myself. She would about to be in for a rude awakening. “Nurse Turner asked me to escort her out.”
“Did you think to ask Nurse Turner why you were to escort my wife out?”
The guard had the sense to look guilty. “No sir, she just asked me to escort out the woman that was trying to impersonate a patient's family member for information and refusing to leave.”
I could see the annoyance growing on my husband’s face. “Did it occur to you that maybe she was actually claiming to be who she was, that maybe Nurse Turner was confused. Someone should have asked for her ID as confirmation.” He whipped his face in annoyance.
“Correction, she wasn’t confused she was being a judgmental bitch, Jensen. She didn’t believe that someone like me -someone my size- could be your wife. She said and I quote, “would hope that you had more taste”. She wouldn’t believe that I was your wife and couldn’t be Jared’s sister, therefore, she wouldn’t tell me anything. Hence why it’s taken me forever to get to y’all. Even if she was required to ask for proof of identification – which I think she is – she is clearly refusing to do that part of her job. She’s just a snobby little brat with too much attitude and no manners.” I looked right at Nurse Turner and saw her turn white. That’s right bitch. 
Jensen narrowed his eyes at the Nurse. If it was possible, she paled a couple of shades whiter. “I want to see the head nurse on duty. This is not acceptable. You had no right to treat my wife the way that you did. Even if she wasn’t my wife, you should still treat her with respect like any decent human being. It’s rude and shallow to judge her based on her size. 
“I will have you know that my wife is beautiful inside and out. I wish I could say the same for you. If you will excuse us, we have a family that is waiting for us upstairs. I want to see the head nurse within the next fifteen minutes.” With that Jensen gently tugged my hand and led me towards the elevators.
It was silent between us as we waited for the elevator. I was beginning to worry if he had been putting on an act. He still held my hand in his, so that kept the hope burning within me slightly. 
“Thank you, Jensen, for what you did back there. I know that things have been off with us lately, with all the fighting. Thank you for still having my back.” I gently squeezed his hand in thanks. 
The elevator dinged and he pulled me with him. Once we were in the elevator, he pulled me into him. I immediately melted into his embrace. For the first time in a long while I felt like I was home.
He kissed the crown of my head. “I will always have your back, My Sweet Persephone.” I teared up at the use of my nickname that he had only for me. Maybe there was hope for us after all. “That nurse worked your anxiety up, didn’t she? That’s why you were in your car when Gen called you.” I couldn’t bring myself to speak so I just nodded my head. He held me tighter and placed his head on mine. We stayed like that until the doors opened a moment later. We walked out hand in hand. For the first time in a while, I had hope that everything was going to be okay between us.
We reached Gen, the boys, and Odette; Gen being the first to spot us. She ran to me and wrapped me in a hug. 
“He’s in surgery right now. All I know is that a teenage girl was texting when she hit him. She has a couple of scratches and a minor concussion but other than that she’s fine. She hit the driver side. They haven’t told me much else. They said as soon as they know anything, they will tell us.” I hugged my sister-in-law tighter. My brother was stubborn and a fighter. He was going to be okay. He just had to be.
“He’s gonna make it through, Gen. You know how stubborn he is and how much of a fighter he is. We both know that this isn’t how his story ends, he won’t let it be.” She hugged me tightly back.
“Damn straight!” We pulled apart and I walked over to the kids to check on them. Tom and Shep were sitting at a kid’s table coloring while Jensen had Odette in his arms. My heart warmed and broke at the sight. I began wondering if we would ever have that. I still had the slightest bit of hope that we just might. I didn’t want to lose my husband. “I saw you two came up holding hands. Does this mean that everything is starting to get better between the two of you?”
Before I could catch Gen up on what had happened downstairs, the head nurse walked past us and towards Jensen. Jensen looked up from a sleeping Odette and his facial expression changed from peaceful to angry.
Gen grabbed my hand and pulled us a little way away so that we could talk. “What happened downstairs Katherine, what took you so long to get up here?” I took a deep breath and told her everything that had happened upon my arrival, about my anxiety attack in the car, and the whole fiasco that Jensen walked in on.
She was speechless. “Yeah, he was pissed. I couldn’t believe what came out of her mouth either. Let’s hope that where the guard grabbed me doesn’t bruise - if it does, that Jensen doesn’t see it. For a moment, it felt like old times, like we were how we used to be before all the arguing. He actually called me his wife and remembered I existed. I don’t understand it but I’m not gonna complain.” I looked over at my husband still talking to the horrified head nurse. A small smile formed on my face. “I actually have hope now that I just might have my husband back, that my brother has his best friend back. I have hope that things will be okay with us. For the first time in a long time, I just have hope.” 
Gen gently squeezed my hand in support. “You know that Jared and I both are rooting for you and Jensen. We know that he loves you more than anything in the world. He’s just, I don’t even know, but I hope that you do know he loves you. Don’t give up on him. I know that the last miscarriage has really done a number on your marriage but you two are meant to be. I just know it!” She pulled me in for another hug “Never forget Jared’s motto, Always Keep Fighting”. I think this applies to that as well.” I nodded my head.
Out of the corner of my eye I saw someone coming towards us. It was the head nurse. She looked angry and embarrassed.
“Mrs. Ackles, I would like to apologize for the behavior and treatment of one of my nurses. Had it been my decision she would not have been hired. Her father is a major benefactor of the hospital and insisted she have a job here. Her father is trying to teach her responsibility and whatnot. This is unfortunately not the first time she has done something like this. I will be talking to her father and with any luck she will be removed from her post. I personally don’t like the girl, but for the time being my hands are tied. I do promise you, Mrs. Ackles that she will be reprimanded and punished accordingly.” She began walking away before she stopped and turned back to me. “If I may say so, Mrs. Ackles, you are a very lucky woman to have such a loving and supportive husband. He reminds me so much of my late James. Regardless of what Nurse Turner says, you two make a beautiful couple. I must admit that I fangirled - as the young people say - with my daughter when news of your engagement broke. We always, what is the term -shipped? - the two of you.” 
I couldn’t help the reddening of my cheeks. “Thank you so much, your support means a lot. Thank you for handling the situation. If you would like, I could sign something for you and your daughter, it’s the least I could do in gratitude.” The older woman waved me off. 
“Dealing with unruly nurses is a part of my job; I don’t just tend to patients. You don’t need to give me anything for simply doing my job.” The kind woman smiled at me. “All I want is for you to keep loving that handsomely sweet husband of yours and doing a great job on the show.”
I smiled in return. “Yes, ma’am, I can do that for you.”  With that, she went back to her duty and was off to talk to a nurse in big trouble. 
I walked over to my family and sat with them to await news on my brother.
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I was just about to fall asleep on Jensen’s shoulder when someone began walking towards us. Seeing the doctor caused me to be wide awake. This was the moment of truth; the moment that we would know the fate of my world. We all stood up to greet the doctor. It felt like it was taking the doctor forever to reach us. His facial expression wasn't giving anything away. I couldn't decide if that was a good sign or bad sign.
“I’m assuming everyone here is for Mr. Padalecki?” We nodded our heads. Gen grabbed my right hand while I grabbed Jensen’s right arm. Thankfully, the kids were all fast asleep in the chairs. I wouldn't want them to awaken in case the news was bad.
“We’re expecting him to make a full recovery.” I felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders and I could breathe again. “However, that is only permitting if he wakes up from his coma. We’re confident that he will.” Just like that my world came crashing down around me.
“He sustained mostly minor injuries other than the blow to his head. He had some internal bleeding that was quickly patched up. A couple of broken ribs and a bruised lung. All in all, he’s going to be fine. His body has put itself to sleep so that he can heal better and at its own pace; it’s just a matter of how long it could take. He will wake up, I can assure you, I just can't tell you when that may be.”
I hadn’t realized that I’d begun falling until I felt Jensen wrapping his arms around me. Yes, it was good news that Jared would indeed wake up. I just wished that it would be now and not days, weeks, or months from now. I could only pray that his body would heal him by tomorrow.  I heard a loud sob only to realize that it had come from me. Jensen pulled me even tighter and began stroking my hair. He kept telling me over and over that Jared was going to be fine, that he would wake up soon -the doctor had said so and doctors are rarely wrong. That’s what scared me the most, Jared’s doctor could be the one doctor that was wrong. I could feel my vision blurring and blackening due to my inability to breathe. It didn’t even register that Jensen and Gen were calling out my name. Everything went dark.
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Jensen Ackles: Mrs.Ackles?
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Pairing: Jensen x Wife!Reader 
Pov: Jensen 
Warnings: Panic, character almost death, Cute babies, Jensen thinking. 
Request: Sorry to bother you, but can I please request a Jensen x wife!reader where she's pregnant (maybe twins) and while she's in labor things gets complicated and she starts bleeding and loses consciousness and Jensen is there with her and he's panicking and she nearly dies but it's all okay in the end??
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“I’d love to say we could go do that cute little picnic thing you wanted to do Jay, but I think my water just broke!” Y/n said, as she walked down the stairs. Well, I’m not upset, I figured that if we wanted to something, that our baby girls would want to come into the world.  
“Okay, stay there... actually sit down, and I’ll grab the go bag.” I said skipping stairs as I ran upstairs. I ran into the girl's nursery grabbing there little black bag, clothes and anything that they’d need on the way back home.  
Thinking ahead I had placed Y/n bag near the front door. When I came down stairs' Y/n was taking deep breathes, and had one hand on her stomach while the other rested on her lower back. I’d like to think that I was doing pretty well with the whole situation.  
Throwing the bags into the back of the car, I walked back up to the house, seeing Y/n trying to slip on her slippers. “Do you want some help, babe?” I asked getting on my knee and carefully slipping them on her feet. When she stood up, she winced. I raised an eyebrow, but let it go when she said “It’s fine. But can we get to the hospital now!”  
I wrapped my hand around her waist, and we walked out of the car. I opened her door, and she slid into the seat, leaning the seat back. I buckled her in before walking around the car and into the driver seat. “I promise to be careful while I drive.”  
As I drove, I made sure that I didn’t hit bumps, or drive to fast. Making it to the hospital via short cut. Months ago, I had traced the best, and fastest way to get to the hospital, but that regardless. I made to the hospital, I drove up to the emergency side letting a nurse take her in a wheelchair.  
I drove off finding a parking spot, unfortunately it was on the fifth floor of the parking deck. I ran to the closet elevator, clicking the ‘ground floor’. No elevator music played, just the silence. Then suddenly a loud ding altering me that I was now on the ground floor.  
When the elevator doors opened, I looked around the area of the hospital looking for the emergency entrance. In the corner of my eye, I saw the huge red blocked letters, so I ran across the crosswalk, and up the sidewalk until I made it to the doors of the emergency entrance.  
There was Y/n in a wheelchair a nurse holding the handles to push her, “Hey, I’m Y/n husband.” I said to front desk nurse. “Okay, well Mr. Ackles I just need to sign a few papers. Here and then we can get your wife in a bed.” The nurse said handing me clipboard. She had so nicely highlighted the section that I had to sign, a few signatures and a few questions that we asking if Y/n was taking any prescription drugs, or when was the last time Y/n had eaten.  
I handed the nurse back the clipboard. She looked over at the other nurse and saying “Take her up to delivery floor, Room 11.” The nurse started walking and I had to catch up with them. I hadn’t brought any of the bags with me, thinking that wouldn’t be necessary.  
We got into another elevator and the nurse pressed the floor 4. “So, what are you having?” She asked. Y/n was taking deep breathes, and I realized that she probably wasn’t going to answer the question. “We are having twins.” I said rolling on the back of my heels. “This must be your first?” She said Y/n shook her head “Thi.. This is our first yes.” She spoke  
“Well, my name is Taylor. I can’t wait to see your bundles of joy. I work in the delivery room.” Taylor said as the elevator ding that we had hit the 4th floor. “So let me ask you something Mrs. Ackles.’ Y/n shook her head ‘When was your last contractions?” Y/n put her hand stomach.  
“Last contraction was about 2 minutes ago. I’m thinking about 3 minutes apart, Taylor.” Y/n said. This part I hadn’t kept up, even when we went to classes. Apparently, I was supposed to pay attention, but I didn’t. Taylor pushed Y/n out into the hall, and up to another reception desk. “This is Y/n Ackles, and her husband, she’s having twins, and she says her contraction are about 3 minutes apart.” Taylor said.  
I gently rubbed Y/n’s shoulder and she placed her hand over mine. I crouched down and whispered into Y/n’s ear “Everything is gonna be fine. I can see you fidgeting” The lady at the desk came around with a medical alert bracelet. It had Y/n’s age, her weight, her name, and her room. “Take her to the room 11, Taylor.” The front desk nurse said.  
We again started to walk; Taylor started talking again. “There’s a gown for you to change into. Mr. Ackles you can help her, right?” “Yes of course” I said. “Oh, and there’s a gown for you as well Mr. Ackles for when Mrs. Ackles go into labor.” Taylor said as she walked into our room.  
I walked around the wheelchair and in front of Y/n, she gripped onto my hand and forearm. “Here Mr. Ackles.” Taylor handed me Y/n gown. “I’m going to go outside let you, and Mrs. Ackles have some privacy.” Taylor said sliding the divider sheet, and then the glass door.  
I walked with Y/n to the bathroom, she rests her hands against the marble counter. I slipped her shoes off, reached up to unzip her pants sliding them her hips thighs and finally off her legs. “I can’t believe that we are actually doing this today.” Y/n said. I stood up looking at her for a moment. She was just as beautiful as the day I first met her.  
Y/n took a deep breathe, and placed her hand on her stomach. “Shit, this hurts Jay.” She said “Just breathe. I promise I’ll be fast about this.” I said rubbing small circles into her stomach. Trying to take any pain she was going through. “This is like having a period on steroids Jay.” Y/n said giggling a little.  
“I have to take your shirt off, dear.” I said, Y/n placed her hands on my shoulder. I made sure to be careful of her baby bump. I lifted the shirt that was mine, up her frame, take her one hand out of the arm, and then doing that with the other.  
I unclipped her bra, and slipped her underwear off. Y/n put her hands back onto the counter behind her. I slipped the gown on to her arms and then softly turned her around, and tied the back loosely. We walked out of the bathroom and back into the room, I set her into one of the chairs. “I’ll be right back okay.” I said bending down to kiss Y/n on the temple.  
I walked out moving the divider back and open the glass door back. I walked out, “Taylor” I said as she came over. “I got her into that gown, I put her in one of those chairs.” I said rubbing the back of my neck. “Let’s get her in the bed.” Talor said. Walking into our room. Y/n still sitting in the chair. “Hey sweetie, me and’ “Jensen” I said ‘Me and Jensen are going to move you to the bed.”  
Y/n smiled and shook her head. I went to one side of Y/n and Taylor to the other side. Y/n stood up bracing her weight onto both of us. Once we had her on the bed Taylor did somethings to make sure she was comfortable. “Okay so Doctor Becerra will in soon to check how dilated you are.” She said before walking out of our room.  
A few hours later Y/n went into labor, Taylor had put me into the gown, and went to Y/n other side to hold her hand. Everything was going fine, Y/n had given birth to our first daughter, the nurses taking her to clean her off and wrap her up in her pink little blanket, but as Y/n went to push for the second time. I could sense that something was wrong.  
The doctor was giving Taylor a look of concern. “Is everything okay?” I asked getting more and more worried by the second. “Taylor what is going on?” I asked again. She gave me a look before looking back at the doctor. “Jensen, Mr. Ackles I need you to go outside for just a second.” She spoke.  
“No. I’m not leaving my wife” I said worrying falling into my cracking voice.
“Mr. Ackles, Please just for a minute.” Taylor said coming over to me, guiding me out. When we pasted Y/n all I could see was blood, my breathing quickened and I walked a little faster out of the room. As I walked out of the room, I heard the doctor say “Mrs. Ackles? Mrs. Ackles?”  
I went to sit down but I couldn’t I instead paced through the halls. As I got closer to the room I heard “She gone unconscious, but she’s breathing. There a lot of blood. Looks like she had a clot.” I sat down, thinking of all the worst things that could happen.  
I could lose my wife and a daughter; I could only have a daughter have to raise her. I’d have to be all I had and all our daughter had, Or I could lose just my wife and have two amazing daughter that grow up to look like her. I could lose everyone and be alone. I’d be a lot of thing, but strong wouldn’t be one of those things.  
I saw another 3 nurses rush in. Taylor coming out, and sitting down next to me. “Mr. Ackles?” “hmm” I said my hand running through my hair as I started to stress even more. “She has a clot, that’s what making her bleed excessively. She’s still breathing, which is amazing. Do you want to go see your first daughter?” She asked me  
I fought with the idea in my mind. I didn’t want to leave my wife; I didn’t want to leave Y/n all alone. Swarmed with people she didn’t know, but I also knew that if she was awake right now, she’d be shooing me in the direction to where our first daughter lay. “Yes, that’d be nice.” I said walking next to Taylor.  
It was a quiet walk, no more than 20 steps from where Y/ns room was. Taylor pointed to which baby was Y/n and I’s. The name tag said Ackles family. I smiled as I saw my daughter little finger wiggle. Taylor patted my shoulder. “If you don’t mind me saying’ I shook my head ‘You and your wife have made a very beautiful baby girl. And Jensen if I may she’ll make it.”  
Taylor walked off, and let me there to take a long look at our daughter. I was starting to think we hadn’t even picked out names. That was actually my plan for today, go out on a picnic and eat some unhealthy food, and sit there go over names.  
But the more I thought about it. I was thinking that once Y/n gave birth to our second daughter we could maybe name her hope. Hope that everything will be okay. Maybe we could name our first daughter Nova, and maybe in honor of Taylor our nurse we could have her middle name being Taylor.  
I stood there and again smiled. I looked up and saw the nurse picking up my daughter. Her eye open her eye colored like her mothers. She was so cute and adorable, it looked like she had a small smile on her face. I couldn’t wait to hold her, and her sister. But most of all I couldn’t wait to hold their mother.  
Taylor come back a few minutes later. “Jensen, sir. She’s awake and holding your younger daughter. If you’d like to come back to the room.” She said with a huge smile. We walked a little pep in my step. When I walked there was Y/n holding out second daughter. Next to her was our first daughter.  
“Where’d you go?” Y/n said. I walked over to her and kissed her temple ‘I love you’ I said against her forehead. “I love you too Jay.” She spoke. A huge relief of breath left my system. I smiled looking at my family. “We have to name out kids you know.” Y/n said.  
“Yes, yes we do. I was thinking’ I said as I walked over to our first daughter to pick her up. ‘That would name her Nova Taylor.” I spoke. “Taylor as in the nurse!?” Y/n said with a smile on her face. “Yes, we can name her that Jay.” She spoke.  
There was a moment of silence. “I was thinking Jay... Maybe we would name her.’ swaddling our second daughter in her arms. ‘Hope. But if you don’t like that it’s okay.” Y/n said. “No, baby that’s... it’s prefect.”  I said rubbing her shoulder.  
“I know that you were scared. I know why you weren’t in here. I’m sorry that I scared you that much. But I want you to know that I’m here with all three of you. And I'm not going anywhere.” Y/n said a few tears falling down her already tired face. I put down Nova, and wiped away a few stray tears. “It’s okay baby, I know you aren’t going anywhere; Now get some sleep.” I said taking Hope out of her arms.
The minute I took Hope out of her arms, Y/n had drifted into sleep. “You gave me and mommy quite a scare. I have a feeling you’re going to be a trouble maker.” As I finished my talk with Hope, she opened her eye, they looked like mine, a jaded emerald colored.  
Another thought ran through my mind as I set down Hope. Nova was going to be a daddy’s girl, and my precious Hope was going to be Mommy's girl. I was happier for that though; I was so overly filled with joy that I had my entire family in one room.  
Completed: 02/28/2021 
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