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kikyan · 1 year

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Yandere Savanaclaw Headcanons

Tw: Dark content up ahead y’all!! Mentions of manipulation, gaslighting, possessiveness, etc.

Banner made by my lovely bestie @herestrish don’t steal pls or I’ll eat your kneecaps, I’m entering my Hannibal era <3! Jokes aside. . . disclaimer!!

These are my interpretations of his/her/their persona and none of these is 100% accurate. I don’t condone any of these actions in real life and all of this is purely fictional and should be taken as such! Underage characters will ONLY be given SFW headcanons, please respect this decision. If these headcanons sound dry. . .I’ll redo them I’m sorry I was tired

Leona Kingscholar

Okiedoki, these headcanons were WAY long overdue and me being the chaotic and messy person I am, did not plan these ahead nor did I make a posting schedule. Without further ado, here we go! Can you name a bigger kin? Leona is me and I am Leona. From what I’ve seen in the fandom, Leona seems to be a personality that not many people differ from. Like it’s all collectively and mutually agreed on how he acts. Regardless, the character traits I assign him are overprotective, possessive, and manipulative.

No one here can argue that Leona isn’t smart, mans is brilliant only issue being he lacks motivation. Assuming I got all my facts straight, he’s smart and talented and has all amazing qualities, but it doesn’t matter because he’s not the firstborn. His signature spell is so dangerous, he’s constantly being upstage because name and reputation matter more than actions. Not to his darling, he’s possessive over his S/O because you’re his. You’re not someone given to him because of his status or lack of, you’re his because you were able to charm the lion and gain his affection. You’re his because he won, he won YOUR affection. All hell will break loose if someone DARES to even touch you, looks at you wrong, or do anything to hurt you. He’ll often refer to you as one of his belongings but words aside, he really does see you as his equal. This ties in with his overprotectiveness and his overall fear of losing the one person that matters in his life, you.

Manipulative. Though he wants a fair game, mans is cheating. He’s not above using dirty methods to get you to be his in the first place. He’s probably gaslit you before and you wouldn’t know. He’s smart and he has Ruggie, this is important. He’d probably disagree with you and advise you to do something else, when you decide to go off on your own he’ll send Ruggie to stir up the pot but not right away no, that’s too convenient! He’ll wait until you have a sense of security before striking, when things go downhill and you come back to him he won’t smile, he won’t say anything other than, “I told you so.” He’s so smug about it too, that smirk when he’s in the right and you’re in the wrong.

I’d say personally, he’s a 7/10 on the yandere scale, he’s definitely not someone you want to mess with and by all means half of the time it’s him just being protective. Bro’s the type of guy to help you study but not before he makes you give him a kiss or fuel his ego for a bit. He’s able to lower his guard around you, sleep comfortably with you, and laze around, just don’t get too comfy. Any signs he notices of defiance and he’s not afraid to show you why the others respect him. His scale may increase if he’s angry, he’d never hurt his S/O but the others?

Ruggie Bucchi

I don’t know much about Ruggie just because he’s not a character I was very interested in but he’s so funny. Getting straight into it, possessive, manipulative, and overprotective. He’s not a threat, a solid 4/10. I happen to remember that Ruggie was raised by his grandmother and that in book 4 went back home with a lot of food because the kids in his home didn’t have enough. Ruggie has a good heart, it’s just hard to get him to trust someone else because of it. I like to this that his S/O is someone who was able to remind him that it’s okay to be selfish just as much as it is important to be selfless. With that in mind, I think Ruggie being possessive over his S/O is reasonable. Ruggie keeps things that matter to him close, that includes you, babes!! Just as he steals anything else, he stole your heart. Your safety and security matter a lot to him, maybe not at first but as time goes on it’s his first priority. I’ll be honest, Ruggie is a fun person to be around. His jokes and his mannerism are sure to make you smile along with his good heart.

Furthering into his possessiveness, I like to think he gets super jealous when his S/O is with someone else or not having their attention on him. Someone approaches you and asks you to have lunch with them or to study, Ruggie gets pouty and gives you the silent treatment. You’d ask him something and this man will be so petty. “I don’t know, why don’t you ask [Student Name]” or “I don’t know, you seemed to have more fun with them so I don’t want to disturb you”. That kind of petty. He won’t lie, he loves the attention he gets from you. You desperately trying to make it up to him because you NEED him. That being said, he’s a pain in your ass but he’s saved it multiple times. I like to think that Ruggie is that person who at the start of it tries to show that he doesn’t care. The type to flee when you’re in danger or not help because there is nothing to gain until he catches feelings. Slowly saying things like, “Well, we can work out the details of my reward later. . .” or “It’s whatever, I owe you anyways”. He gives off mammon vibes, just not a simp.

As time goes on and he and his S/O start to get closer, he’d be more willing to help you and do things for you. Manipulative, it kinda rubs off on him from Leona tbh. I know for a fact Ruggie knows some underhanded moves to get what he wants, at first he’ll play with your heartstrings, being pouty and petty. If that doesn’t work he’ll get annoyed and just flat-out ignore you. He’s not going to grovel and beg, he’s done plenty of that already. He’s going to make you beg for his attention and his help. The type to pull your hair in class and pull pranks, having the teacher find you and scold you while ignoring Ruggie. Unrightfully giving you detention as he looks the other way. As you’re sitting and doing your boring work, he pops in for a second and just mocks you.

He’s kinda like Ace just a bit toned down! He’s not a dangerous yandere just an annoying one but you should be alright with him!

Jack Howl

Jack gets two, over-protective and possessive. He’s not a dangerous yandere either, like a 3/10? He’s a character with morals and without a doubt, genuine love and concern for his S/O. I know he means well and he does, he’s a super sweet yandere!

Jack is most definitely a protector. As we saw in the game, at first he didn’t seem to want to do a whole lot with us until we got to book 2. He’s super loyal and caring, qualities that his S/O loves and respects as does he. If you’re ever being picked on or bullied, Jack is on the case! He’s going off on them, saying how it’s so cowardly of them to pick on someone who can’t defend themselves. Do you need a walk home? Jack will do it! Do you need some help with an assignment? He doesn’t know much, but he’s down to help you learn better! He’s a sincere lover who cares a lot, and he’s possessive. I feel like Jack at first would hate his feelings. He has no right over you so why does he feel so upset when you’re talking to someone else? Did you find a new partner? You’re staying out late? Don’t you need him….? He shouldn’t feel like this, but he does! Jack would try to deny it at first, surely ir’s just admiration! I mean you did stand up to Leona after all and that takes some real guts!

Possessive. Once those feelings subside, he’s doing what he can to have your attention on him. Inviting him to all his spell drive practices, offering to help you with homework or the other way around. He just wants to protect you. Sure his presence can be suffocating to the point he’s a bit clingy, I mean I don’t think you’re gonna get attacked in line waiting for your food, but who knows? He’s always there, conveniently as well. Acts of service are one of his love languages, you need a book from the high shelf? He’s already on it. You don’t have a partner for the project? No worries neither does he. Leona and Ruggie notice his behavior, often teasing him but never going further. Jack is. . .how do I say this? Awkward. He is so awkward, the type to invite you out to eat and just eat in silence. The type to be content being in your presence so he doesn’t really do anything else. Give him time and he’ll be better, promise!

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thedoover-if · 10 months

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I know that MC is supposed to be a marriage councellor but f**k cheaters. The fact that they have the audacity to show their face not only after betraying MC in the worst way possible they show up while being married to the person they did it with. It honestly looks like they've got some serious commitment issues.

From this point on, there are only 2 ROs Imma consider.

100% agree and dont condone cheating at all!!!!

i think this is a case of "the grass isnt always greener on the other side". and not to downplay their actions, but during their route the mc will be able to grill them and ask them again why they did that and youll even get povs from their side, just to get an insight. they definitely regret their actions

but the patient and bartender are happy to have you on their side haha!!!

#inbox <3 #ro: the ex spouse

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i was curious your opinion on my friend’s situation:

my friend is in school to study psychology and go into research. one of her professors approached her to do a summer internship to work under the professor and help with her research. it’s basically a great opportunity for experience, networking, etc. the only thing is that the research her professor does is focused around the LGBTQ+ community (note: her professor is apart of that community). the internship would be to recruit people in that community to partake in an interview where they would share their coming out stories. my friend is a Christian, but when i asked her if she would do it, her only hesitation was that she doesn’t have any connections to that community so it would be hard to recruit people for the interview. as a Christian, should there be more hesitations for this internship? like is doing this internship supporting LGBTQ+ in some way? idk. i don’t think i would take the internship, because not every opportunity is from God.. but i’m not sure how to explain that to her or if i’m even right in that?

thank you in advance!

Hmm...I have friends in the LGBTQ+ community, but I would: never condone homosexuality, transgenderism, etc. or attend a wedding of such persons. Why? Because of love. Because the Bible teaches clearly and plainly on such issues and there is no skirting around it. I must honor God. Yet I have friends in that community because I care about them very much and like them as people, but my soul hurts for their destination and living apart from God and I cannot condone what God says He hates. How can I love and embrace what God calls evil? I cannot. Which is why I also cannot embrace a spouse cheating on their husband, sex before marriage, pornography use, etc. Sexual immorality is a devastating evil prevalent in many human hearts and it is our downfall more often than not. Lord, deliver us. And He does, but we don't respond. Anyway...back to your friend: I don't think it would be bad to seek people out and ask about their "coming out" stories, but I would not condone their choices. So I would have a hard time doing this project because I would have to bite my tongue and act as if I somehow condone this by highlighting these stories. The issue is this though: the root is that your friend is working with someone who is a part of that community and is 100% focused on that community, what did they expect? So I would not align myself in partaking in research/an internship with someone with celebrates willful sinful lifestyles against God's creative order.

For example of another sexual perversion: if I was to align myself with doing research with a professor who is a proponent of pedophilia I would expect that any projects with this person would be, in their own way, a proponent of pedophilia. I would be careful who I align myself with. We are to honor the Lord and His Word first and foremost: He will take care of the results.

Even though I care deeply about people who are homosexual, I love God more and cannot condone that which He hates. I have compassion for them because who would I be without Christ? Really, what made me to differ besides His grace and studying His Word and knowing what He teaches? What do I have that I haven't received? I have compassion, but I cannot turn my back on God.

"Much of our difficulty as seeking Christians stems from our unwillingness to take God as He is and adjust our lives accordingly. We insist upon trying to modify Him and bring Him nearer to our own image." – Aiden Wilson Tozer

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yandere-vale · 2 years

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Yandere Chloé Bourgeois Headcanons.

Warning: Normal Yandere stuff and I don't condone anything that I write about. Some stuff I'm okay with but that's sort of a personal thing and up to the person themselves to decide.

Yandere Chloé Bourgeois. (Aged-up)

"Is Chloe the best, or is Chloe the best? Hey, I want an answer!"

When a Bourgeois has a goal in mind they will stop at nothing to get it. And Chloe has the means to get what she wants. Adrien Agreste? Who's that? Yesterday's news, an old hat. You? You are her sole focus and you will just have to accept that.

Chloe is the dictionary definition of a Manipulative yandere. Having grown up watching and understanding the game of semantics and politics due to seeing her father do the same thing. Her mother also taught her that if she has to cheat, manipulate, fool, humiliate, and ruin others to achive her goal, then by all means she's to do so. Nothing is out of reach for a Bourgeois.

Chloe's selfishness and pettiness knows no bounds when it comes to her desire have you exist along side her. She puts you on a pedistal high above everyone but Chloe is always above you. Sure she 100% loves and idolizes you but she needs, no she expects you to return her love 1000 times.

She doesn't know the exact moment she fell for you but you are now off limits to everyone else. She's a self-indulgent and manipulative yandere, wanting you to worship her, love her, and shower her with all your love. She deserves it. When you are with her the only things you'll be doing are the things that she's planned out for the two of you and NOTHING will devieate from that plan.

Chloe is a little on the delusional side as she already sees herself as the perfect partner for you. A fine wine to the cheese she sees you as. She 'knows' you love her more then those who just take up your time like they are even worth something so treasured.

I have a question. Do you like gifts? Well you better start because Chloe's love language is gift giving. The latest clothes, jewerly, and electronics to show you that she cares about you. No one else would spend that kind of money on you right? Must be because she cares about you right? You wouldn't reject someone who's willing to do that for you right? It's a fun little trap to keep you from thinking about the darker side she seems to have.

When I said that no one was good enough for you I wasn't kidding. She will use any and all tools at her side to get you all to herself. She'll have dirt dug up on all your friends to expose them as liars to you. And if she can't find any then she'll just make it. She's a grand manipulator and it won't take long for nasty rumours to make their way to your ears.

"I told you they were nothing but trouble for you babe. Come here and give me a hug, Chloe always makes you feel better no?"

She never apologies or feels sorry for any of her actions against others. They were getting in the way and isn't it better to have those 'problems' out of your hair anyways? Chloe gives into her anger when things don't go her way and is known to tear things apart verbally when she's mad.

She needs your attention and validation as much as you need hers. She was neglected by her mother for so long that she doesn't really know to express the sheer need of it. She acts out and lashes with claws and teeth, but in truth she's just a small girl who never got the love and care she would have needed growing up to hopefully develop a normal sense of love.

It leaves her being super clingy with you. If you aren't home then she's by your side. How she just so happens to find you when you are out and about is hard to explain. Always ushering you into her limo to take you somewhere to spend the day. She's sprung many things suddenly on you. Surprise vacations to exotic locations, all 'free of charge' of course. You wouldn't reject her if she does all these things for you right? She hopes that you see it that way.

She's a manipulative woman who does everything wrong to get her way. Just to get your love. She just wants you to love her, to feel whole and to feel safe. She always has her guards up, her claws out. Why can't Chloe have someone she can wrap her arms around, nuzzling into their side, and let herself be vanirable around them?

Chloe doesn't handle rejection well and would laugh if you told her such. She wouldn't believe you at first or even for awhile. But when your words finally hit home it destroys her. She never had good control of her anger and this, this would be the catalist of something bad.

She isn't above kidnapping you. She wouldn't call it that, more the 'nonconsensual moving of you into her home'. It has a better ring to it. She'll lock you there when you just came over for a bit and leave you until you've 'come off that high horse of yours and stopped being a brat.' Since she doesn't see the perfectly reasonable response to being kidnapped to scream and beg to be let go as anything other then you being dramatic. Chloe would never physically harm you but that doesn't mean she won't isolate you. In her mind it's your fault that you are acting this way, not her.

Yandere Antibug. (Aged-up)

"Don't you hate how harsh love can be?"

Have you ever been unlucky enough to be on the other side of someone's totally unleashed anger and rage? Have you seen the things that person is willing to do and say when they fly into that unstoppable rampage state? This is Antibug to a dime. Antibug is what happens when you reject Chloe too many times, and then have the gull, the AUDACITY to like someone else? No. No that won't be happening.

Antibug is not much different from normal Yandere Chloe, other then she has no issue letting her explosive anger out towards anyone she deems a threat. And when I mean 'take her anger out' I mean violently kill them. She will use her Anti-Charm to give herself a weapon that has no reason to be that big and that violent looking. Unlike when she's normal clingy Chloe, Antibug will slaughter others without much thought. Only that she is doing this for you.

Antibug will kidnap you immediently and bring you to a place where you can't escape from and she can easily get to you using her new found powers and athleticisem. She just doesn't want you walking away from you. You always did that in the past. How could you reject someone who cares about you as much as she did-still does. She just needs you to understand that.

Antibug is less about being manipulative since she knows you won't need any because you already have incentive to stay with her. That being not getting hurt. Antibug also isn't above hurting you. Chloe would never lay a hand on you like that but Antibug will harm you if she has to to keep you. The worst you'll get is a broken arm or leg, but she would do it as quickly as she could. Not wanting to mentally scar you too much with the fact that she'll make you choose which one she breaks.

"No no darling~ You can stop with the tears. I won't be mad at you after you tell me which arm to break. Love, please don't just tremble, I need to hear your words."

You have to be perfect for Antibug, she has no time for your struggling or your wines and tears. She just wants you to behave and give her the love she rightly deserves. She's better then that hack ladybug anyways.

Yandere Queen Bee (Aged-up)

"I am Chloe Bourgeois and from now on I'll be your new Superhero, Queen Bee! I am more exceptional then any others! So won't you let me be your hero?"

Chloe does know she comes off pretty strong. She has a no nonsense and cut throat attitude when it comes to her everyday life. She's harsh on those around her and doesn't act very well when things don't go her way. But can you really blame her?

Sure she's spoiled rotton with things, luxuary items from her father, trips and vacations to anywhere she desires. But it's all hollow. The love you are suppose to know, the love that a mother can give her child isn't something Chloe is even familiar with. Neglected by someone who should have nurtured her and showed her how proper love and care can make even the darkest of times brighter. She never had someone like that.

She learned very early on that by getting angry and letting her emotions get the better of her then she can have her way. She knows that this isn't the way to do things. She knows it just pushes more and more people away from her. But she just jusitifies that with them not being worthy of her time or effort. If they can't see just how important she is then they don't matter.

That was until she met you. She didn't like you at first but you kept prodding her. You kept being nice, smiling kind, and hell you even laughed when she tried a pointed jab at you. You'd respond with something like "I know you don't mean it, you just want to think that way." Things like that bothered her. You were just 'nice' to her.

At first she throught you had other motives. She's rich and comes from power so of course people would try and push their way into her life. Try and control her. She wouldn't let anyone control her..but you weren't interested in any of that. She wanted to prove you were just in it for the money and would offer you an expensive gift as proof. "I didn't know you liked me that much? I'm honored to accept anything from you."

How does she respond to that? Well she just huffs and walks away of course. She had to save face and all you see. Can't let these commoners see her as anything related to weak. It's hard for Chloe to let herself be weak in front of you, and though you've seen her cheeks pink, she plays it off as the lighting or some other lie.

As Queen Bee however, she can let herself be cute with you. This would take place before Lady takes away her Miraculous. It happened during one of the times Ladybug was fighting one of Hawk Moth's villians and she was tasked with keeping civilians safe and out of harms way. You were one of the ones she saved that day when Prime Queen attacked. She was able to get you out of the blast radius just in time. It ignited a heat in her chest. She was able to touch you in a nice way. She even asked if you were alright, showing like care and stuff.

From then on, anytime she could. Queen Bee would randomly show up where you were. Not that she really needed to be there, but that she wanted to check up on you. Queen Bee is a bit more hands on then Chloe would ever be. She has no issue in getting close to you and being in your personal bubble. She likes to sit beside you and talk, sometimes letting her leg touch yours. The hugging you took some getting used to, it was like hugging someone who wasn't used to it you found.

Pollen is great at helping her express her emotions to you. Saying sweet things about you with actual real meaning behind them for once. The sweet little thing is so helpful for it's Queen.

Queen Bee wanted to be your hero, she knew the others were there and around for longer then her but she wanted to be the only one in your eyes. When Ladybug could pull her away from you, she'd always be looking for you in the crowd. One side of her didn't want you to get hurt and another side wanted to be the only one to save you.

Queen Bee showers in any praise that you are willing to give her. She doesn't use her powers to sneak into your room at night though, no no. She's far above that as a hero. You would've invited her in anyways so she doesn't need to sneak. She can't exist close to you as Chloe but she can like this. It's a little selfish of her to want both types of praise from you. Since she isn't able to openly accept it as Chloe.

If you do like her as either Chloe or Queen Bee, she's reveal to you that she is one or the other. Hearing that you actually do like her back would just be enough for her. She'd be able to hug you with meaning in front of everyone. Not scared to show her affection. The sudden change from her normal bratness to this cute ball of love and affection is jarring for most people. But she doesn't care. She wants to drown in your love as much as she can. Like you are the only source of joy in her life. You exist to fill the empty void in her heart that she didn't even know was empty.

If you reject her, even after she reveals herself to you. She won't think. Her Vemon will come out and she'll use it to paralyze you. She didn't mean to do it, freezing your body stiff. She just panicked.

"No no..no you can't..you can't please don't say that. I…I did everything right…w..why can't you just love me!"

Like Chloe she'll kidnap you and bring you to her home. Keeping you there by force if she has to. She didn't want to, everything was going oh so well. But now, now everything just needs to be fixed. It just needs a little time. You'll see her as your hero, yeah..she's sure of it. She didn't ruin everything..you'll accept her like you always do. Even if she has to keep using Venom on you, she'll do so if it keeps you with her. She can't continue on without you.

Yandere Queen Wasp (Aged-Up)

"Isn't this like a fairy tale? Having a Queen fall in love with you my dear? Then why don't you look happy?"

When Queen Wasp decides that you belong to her, you will instantly know it. Her swarms of wasps will explode throughout the area, stinging anyone that stands in her way of you. She will leave nothing standing in the way of you. Unlike Antibug, Queen Wasp won't kill anyone who tries to take you from her, or help you escape her. You don't need to escape, you are safe enough with her. You'll be upset at her in the beginning, of course you would be. Seeing your family and friends attacked and falling to these wasps as they circle around you and keep you caged enough for Chloe to do what she needed to do to get to you.

She knows you are upset at her, of course you would. The girl who knew as Chloe just burst into your home, declared her love for you, and attacked everyone else you cared about. You couldn't get away from her as she had you stung the second you showed any signs of fleeing her. Queen Wasp took you into her arms, content to finally have you as she took you away from your home.

She'd take you far away, even away from Paris. She'd have you set up in one of her family's homes where it's just you, her, and a staff too scared to stop her. Queen Wasp is the only one that demands you refer to her as Queen and not by Chloe. Since you rejected her when she was Chloe. So now she's different so just love her alright?

One of the more demanding versions of her Yandere sides. She demands you love and devotion to her. She won't have your eyes straying from her or allow you to leave her. You are to either stand beside her or kneel when she is sitting. Queen Wasp treats you more like a pet if anything. A treasured pet I'm sure but a pet none the less. You had a chance to be loved normally by her, have a happy little relationship but you've decided to ruin it all by being the way you are. You will be reminded by her hurt feelings from that first rejection but it doesn't mean she hates you. She'll tell you over and over again that she loves you.

However, she won't take anymore of your harsh words. If you want to be mean to her, she'll be mean to you. Your friends and family might get hurt if you keep talking and acting like someone so ungrateful. You wouldn't want that right? Of course not. So just be good for her and she won't have to use the back of her hand on you.

Yandere Miracle Queen. (Aged-Up)

"Sting them! Sting them all! You won't have anyone left but me!"

Unlike Queen Wasp that will harm people physically, Miracle Queen is more likely to harm you with other people. She's quick to Brainwash those who are close to you. Friends at first. Using her power to have them distance themselves from you. And if that doesn't work she commands them to bully and pick on you. She doesn't want to make you feel this way but it's the only way for you to understand that you need to be with her.

The next step is doing that with your family. Having them act cold to you will make it hurt that much more. With no friends or even family wanting to spend time with you, you are pretty much stuck with Chloe, with Miracle Queen. She's the only one that will be nice to you. She's the only one who's shoulder you can cry on when being alone fills you with too much internal dread.

Miracle Queen is a bit like Queen Bee in how she acts around you. Since she wants to be the sweet one in your eyes. The ONLY one that seems to actually want to spend time with you. With how badly things are at home when Chloe offers you to move in you jump at the chance. You might just be friends at this point but it's a mark in Miracle Queen's court.

"Nobody loves you like I do. It sucks that you have to see and hear it from people who don't care about you like I do…but I do care about you. You mean the world to me."

Chloe won't waste precious seconds with other people, they are stung and sent away. You are the only and sole focus she has anymore. She doesn't need to kidnap you or keep you locked up. You have no one to go to other then her. Even if you find someone it's never long till you are dropped like an old hate.

Yandere Queen Banana. (Aged-Up)

"Banana Boom-Boom! Grab them before they can get away!"

Nobody else matters to her anymore when she can be with you. They can all be turned into Banana's for all she cares and she does. So they will be. She'll do this to everyone who comes near you if she has to. Doesn't matter if they were trying to take you away from her, protect her from you, anything. If they breathe then they get bananaified.

And don't you dare think you can just run away from her. Not only will she chase you down in her go-kart. Her giant gorilla will chase you down and rip you out of any hidy-hole you happen to hold yourself up in. She has every right to claim you and she shall.

"Don't find my love a'peeling? I'm not the worst Banana in the bunch you know."

Picture a city so silent, no one around other then you, her, and her ape. She'll set you up in the best view in the now lifeless city. She'll give you the world just as long as you don't mind nothing being in it.

If you promise to be good then she won't turn anyone else into a banana, she promises, and Chloe always keeps her promises..right? As long as you are good she'll take you to a city that's full of life and people. Under warning that if you break the trust you have then she'll be forced to do it all over again, leaving you tied up in her kart so you can watch your mistakes.

Yandere Penalty. (Aged-Up)

"Can you really handle all of me? All of us?"

Penalty and Penalteam is a mix of all of her emotions into one. You thought one Chloe was hard to deal with when only one of her was around? Guess you're in for a rude awakening. Having ten of the same person around all the time can get a bit much, more so when they won't let you be anywhere else. Can just you take down ten of her? It's a nice thought to think about but it just won't be happening.

She'll block you from trying to escape wherever she's had you taken. You'll never be alone in anything that you do anymore. Two of her at the very least will be with you regardless of where or what you do. You aren't even safe in the bathroom when it comes to her. What would you have to do by yourself that you'd need to be alone for anyways?

Penalty is the most hands on out of all her versions. She will never not have a reason to be touching you. It starts off with a hand on your shoulder or a leg touching you. But it slowly pushes past any line you wouldn't want her to cross. Hands touching your back or holding your waist. One of them always finds you in her lap or she's in yours.

Penalty is here to take care of each and everyone of your needs but you have to remember that she has needs as well. They will spoon feed you, dress you in the morning, and don't get me started on the group baths. You know when I said she'll spend more of her time touching you? Well her hands will move further down and against areas that you don't want her to. If you try and push her away the others will drop what they are doing to hold you while you struggle. They will wait for you to be out of energy before they continue touching you.

"Trophy is not a good enough word to describe you love. But I'll always take you home."

Any and all times you voice your dislike for something, Penalty will always do the right thing by you and put it to a vote. It's always a 10/1 vote with you being the one that loses however. But hey, she told you she'd be fair with it.

You will never be alone with her around, you physically can't be. The each share a personality and sometimes fight with each other. Always over you though. They are the only ones you can be with and still they can't get enough of your time and presence.

You have so many versions of Chloe to choose from. Which one will you be unlucky or lucky to get?

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ruki--mukami · 1 year

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Are you aware of what rukis VA did?? Ppl are talking about it but idk what he did..

🧩 Hello Anon, unfortunately Takahiro Sakurai, the voice actor for Ruki, has admitted to an extramarital affair in which he cheated on his wife for ten years with someone in the same industry as him (one of his script writers for his radio show I believe). The women involved in this scandal are seeking mental help after the ordeal, understandably so since cheating can cause a plethora of problems later on, and Sakurai himself has ended the contract with his voice acting agency recently. However, this doesn't mean he has stopped voice acting completely; he just isn't reprising certain roles he had before. Similar to the scandal Yuma's VA was involved in, it has led to many delays in the DL series and it's why they're only selling art merch month after month, since it's all they can really do right now.

Personally, while I am 100% against cheating and do not condone it in real life, I am hoping Sakurai can grow and learn from what he has done, despite all the awful things he did. He will still be one of my favorite voice actors of all time, simply because of the fond memories I have listening to his many drama CDs, but I believe people who have an inclination to cheat on their significant other are very troubled in their thoughts and have self-sabotaging/self-esteem issues. Regardless, everyone involved in this case deserves to heal, and this does not excuse any of his actions. Hope that answers your question. 🧩

#the admin speaks #tw: cheating

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rockyrose13 · 7 months

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Okay so we all know that Taylor Swift and Travis Kelce are dating now. I’m gonna say this real quick but, I love Taylor, I always have and it has never mattered too me who she is dating, while I do like to know and obviously I have opinions on it, it’s her life and I ultimately have no say in who she dates nor do I really care, as long as she is happy. Obviously it’s not like that for everyone else, so with these new things, here’s my thoughts.

As a swiftie who’s been here for a while, I’ve seen my fair share of Taylor’s boyfriends which includes how swifties react to them. No matter what they always share their opinions, show everything, find a flaw or obsess and all those relationships? They ended. That’s one thing that was good about Taylor and Joe, they kept it so out of touch with us and they lasted 6 years. However, this relationship just started and already there are rumors, opinions, EVERYTHING. I’m just trying to think, why does this matter? By now we should know not to do this, but no, over and over it’s like clockwork.

Height Difference

Right off into it, everyone is talking about the height difference. Taylor is tall, 5’10/5’11 and like 6’2 in heals. We all know she has/had an insecurity about her height in the past. Either way, Travis is 6’5, pretty tall ik. All of the people I’ve seen are talking about the height difference, and I’ve seen some fucked up things already. Some people have been pointing out how her with a taller man is how it is supposed to be, others have been saying inappropriate things like that she is calling him daddy, I’ve even seen some saying that she’s the reason all her past relationships have failed (bc she’s tall) and that this one would HAVE to make it bc for once the man is the tall one and the women is short.

Successful/Unsuccessful

One thing nobody can seem to get over is both of them being pretty well known. Now to start, obviously football fans better know Travis and swifties better know Taylor than the other would, but both are successful. Even so people are sharing their opinions (both sides). It seems swifties think Taylor is putting him on the map and “enlightening” us. Football fans are saying that this is annoying and Taylor is just another girl, another person that wants to be known for dating a football player, that she’s using him or dating him for the attention and the hype. Others things Travis might be using her for the same reasons. Personally, I think it’s good for them to be both successful and not in the same industry at all. I mean, they can both relate to some things as well as there’s no added competition between each other because they are in different industries.

The obsession with finding theories

Generally, theories are fun to have, this on the other hand? It’s a bit fucked up. The major one is that this was Taylor’s entire plan, she would get popular just to date him and it started in 2006? She was 16! So was he, why are we even talking about this? I’ve seen another one about how it’s fate because 87 + 13 = 100, like it was all planned out by them, that one is less concerning but it’s a bit odd. I think one thing that’s beyond concerning, connecting when Marjorie was born and when Travis was born, because they share a birthday so he and Taylor are destined to be together. Great, so I share a birthday with Taylor, am I destined to be with a relative of hers? The last major thing that is just concerning in general, that Travis and Taylor have been dating for a while, that they were dating when Taylor and Joe were and Travis and Kayla were, so I guess we’re just condoning cheating now? Why is this even a theory? It’s cruel and stupid and it makes no sense for what we’re even trying to say.

Those are just some of the opinions I have on this, but what mainly worries me is Taylor seems happy with him and based on the past, I have a bad feeling about this. It’s not about Travis but swifties, people that are involving themselves in this and I just don’t know how it’ll end because of all this.

#taylor swift #travis kelce #tayvis #swifties #dating #talking #opinions

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footprintsinthesxnd · 2 months

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OK tbf I haven't watched this week's episode of MOTA, BUT how mad were you at Cros when he slept with Sandra because I was PISSED!! (Even though I love him he's my baby boy)

So at the time I watching the episode I was annoyed at Crosby. His wife, Jean, seems like the sweetest most caring lady, and sending letters ahead so he didn’t miss any is the most adorable thing. They really seemed like a couple who really loved each other.

My view of Crosby definitely changed after that episode with Sandra but I know things like that happened (and let’s be honest they still happen).

But I do feel that I have no right to judge him, like I have no right to judge any of the real men that we see in the hbowar shows. I’m not in their shoes and I don’t know what they were going through. To lose Bubbles must have been one of the hardest things he ever had to go through, not to mention loosing all the other men he knew too. Now I do not condone cheating by any stretch of the imagination and my opinion of Crosby definitely changed.

Some sources say that he did have an affair and some say that it was never confirmed so as far as I’m aware we don’t 100% know it was true either. I still greatly admire the real Crosby and the sacrifices he made to fight for freedom.

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Unpopular opinion: I actually like that Zaya is a flawed couple and that both of them can be kind of awkward and need to learn things like healthy communication. To me, their love story felt like one of the most realistic ones on the show.

Strongly agree! While there are moments where they can be 'ugh' for me, I really love them. And them not being perfect is a good thing. I feel like boring gets associated with healthy, when to me boring is if anything is 100% perfect.

For starters, I actually like how their first time was written. Even though it does suck that theirs was while high, I love how they talked it out in the end. That they were glad that it was with each other. And while I don’t condone what Zig did in #YesMeansYes, I love how he realized that it was wrong and let her know that he will respect her wishes and boundaries Also the end of #YesMeansYes is everything to me.

And while I hate the cheating plot in season 1, (what was the point of building them up for seasons only to have Zig cheat on Maya a while after?), I liked their growth and storyline in NC s3-4. Dare I say, those are the best Zaya seasons.

Basically, while Zig nor Maya are perfect and that's okay. They're teenagers who are going to mess up and make mistakes. But as long as they grow (which they do), everything is fine with them.

#answered #ashton 👻#degrassi #otp: it felt like the world was gonna end #zaya #zig x maya #maya x zig #het ship #zaya meta #degrassi meta #I also have some unpopular opinions about them but I’m a little scared of saying them out loud on here lol

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are you seeing some stuff from tsitp3 filming? jenny han is absolutely making the cheating story line worst than it is in the books and making belly completely lose herself in an attempt to fix it. belly being show as someone that would accommodate jeremiah and his feelings as long as she can still pretend “everything is fine” is going to be a blow for this ship. i think the first episodes of season 3 are gonna be worst than the books because belly was super unhappy and losing herself as a person to try to fix into jeremiah’s bubble despite her hating everything about his fraternity but we never saw much of the ramifications cheating left on her self worth and how hard she was trying to prove everyone that their relationship will work despite her own doubts and massive denial. and i think the show will touch on that.

but more than anything - i think jenny will make it very clear (it already was in the books) that even if jeremiah hadn’t cheated - their relationship was not going to work because they were incompatible and jeremiah wasn’t the love of her life. conrad was and always would be.

(and they are 100% showing cabo and the storyline will be even worst).

from what i've seen, it's my understanding that set has been very secured to stop any bts being leaked so i'm not sure where you're getting this info (unless you're just basing this off of the frat bts that was leaked??)

but i'll play along!!

if this happens then that's hilarious for the clowns thinking jenny would change the entire plot of the book just because they think gavin is hot ☠️

honestly though from a storytelling standpoint, i think it only makes sense for it to be more intense than the books. these books are over 10 years old now and jenny has grown, she said so herself that the things she's changing is due to that. as much as 🪼 fans will be whining about "destroying jeremiah's character" it wouldn't be doing any of the characters, let alone belly, justice for sticking to a more surface-level portrayal of the cheating storyline

belly trying so hard to pretend that she's happy makes sense because she needs to be able to justify the horrible shit she did. she needs to be able to say that what she sacrificed wasn't all for nothing, because how else will she be able to live with herself?? even if it will hurt to see belly be so miserable and lost, it's necessary for her journey -- it's how she grows up and finds herself. and it's extremely realistic, like idk anyone who hasn't either been in or had a friend in that type of relationship

and even though i don't like jeremiah, this storyline doesn't "destroy" his character. i don't condone cheating but i'm also not someone who necessarily thinks anyone who cheats is automatically a horrible terrible person. like it or not, life isn't black and white, and there are circumstances and reasons behind things. it's not fair to take out the context of what he has also been going through. it's not an excuse ever and he is a HUGE douchebag, but everyone deserves to be given some grace, y'know?? ultimately i don't think jeremiah is someone who would be a repetitive cheater or do anything to purposely hurt belly, i really don't. but that doesn't mean he's not inconsiderate and selfish and immature!! he's not a good boyfriend, he's not a good brother, he's not good for belly, but i don't think that means he's unforgivable

and y'know what?? even in the slight slight chance the cheating storyline doesn't happen, belly still WOULD NOT END UP WITH JEREMIAH!! even if you take out the conrad of it all, she is unhappy in their relationship before he ever cheats on her. some people just aren't compatible or meant to be together in that way. and when you do add in the conrad of it all, she never stops loving him, EVER. there's quotes in the book from jeremiah saying that she never looked at him the way she looks at conrad which shows that she's not even the only one in denial here

belly would never have a relationship that lasted with ANYONE other than conrad because she never got over him and she never will. season/book 3 can be really easily summed up in one quote from belly herself -

"just because you bury something, that doesn’t mean it stops existing"

#answered #anon #the summer i turned pretty #tsitp meta #bonrad #anti jelly #anti jeremiah fisher #tsitp spoilers #<-- just in case even though it's all in the books lol

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I think people forget that Taylor isn’t a perfect good girl. She’s okay with a bit of messiness.

Her relationship with Joe started as just a series of hookups.

Her previous relationship with Matty (if it happened) would’ve been similar

In Style she literally has a whole verse where she accuses her partner of sleeping around while they were on a break, and he confessed to it, and she basically goes “yeah me too”

Taylor doesn’t condone cheating. She’s not the type to be okay with someone cheating when in a committed relationship, but she recognizes grey areas, especially at the beginning of relationships.

Well… I don’t know if I would say she doesn’t frown at it with committed relationships. You’ve heard getaway car…

“I wanted to leave him… I needed a reason.”

That heavily suggests cheating. Among other lyrics.

Do I think she is the type that cheats if she is happy? No. Not at all. But women check out of relationships emotionally LONG before they actually leave. But that’s a moral discussion for another day.

They most definitely hooked up in the past. That’s no secret. But at that time, I 100% believe it was a whirlwind romance or a fling.

As for Taylor being a “good girl”… she reminds me of Princess Diana. A pathological people pleaser to a fault. Desperate to have approval and praise and to be told that she is doing a good job and all that… until one day she just says f-it.

And I think that’s coming post North American Tour. Maybe even after the world tour. I think Taylor has hit the point of being done with the good girl and it setting it up so that when she does make the shift… it’s less OMG. Strategy.

Like the vault songs with guest appearances on Speak Now?

Rocker Taylor is coming. I can see her pulling a Demi and just going full into it.

I always loved Taylor. Truly. Since day one. But I really started seeing her different with the video for i knew you were trouble and then her whole vibe with 1989… then reputation? Damn. I just wish she would’ve taken it a step further.

But she recently addressed her fans crap behaviour and that’s just the start.

#taylor swift #anon

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Rules and general information

Howdy! I’m the mun and you guys can call me Sharae or simply Mun if you’re more comfortable with that! I use she/her pronouns and my blog and I are 100% LGBTQIA+ friendly for any and everyone! I’m 21 years old and I’ve been roleplaying for about 5 (five) years now! I am very shy and a very nervous person. I have gotten better at being more active and talking in DMs, sending asks for fun ect. But somedays I’m just too anxious to be active. This is a me problem not anyone else’s… so please don’t think I am ignoring you or anything! Now let’s get to the rules! I don’t have many rules as much as just “general knowledge” you need to know!

0: I don’t use icons in replies!! If you don’t use them that’s fine! If you do, that’s great! I love seeing everyone’s icons!!

1: I will not have anyone follow me if I know they are pedos and much more sickening themes around this spectrum. You will be blocked swiftly. This will be updated more once I can think.

2. Blog is multi-ship! Please remember that! So if I’m doing a ship with two people, each ship is in their own AUS/timeline. There is no cheating involved! Although in general ships will be selective I’m afraid. I love and cherish all my ships. Each ship is unique, different and beautiful!! I will treat all ships equally and with care! I am a very much a ship-hoe just selective, but do ask me! All I can say is no! That, or perhaps chemistry will just lead us to a beautiful relationship!

3. I have no triggering themes! I’m up for darker ones, light ones ect. But I will not approach first on darker topics but this is your sign to do so! I’m very new with darker topics but I have spirit to try my best!

4.I do not role-play in DMs nor in the replies! I do reblogs only and inbox role-plays.

5. I will not interact with anyone who excludes a gender no matter the reason. I will block you immediately. I will confess that I’ve done this before. They were a friend of mine before I realized they were like that. I have broken off all contact and don’t support or condone their behavior/choice nor anyone else like that. I have moved on and learned my mistake which is why I’m openly admitting this. Mistakes happen and I’ve learned my lesson. I feel horrible that it took me awhile to realize it was wrong but, I’ve learned and I won’t make that mistake again.

6. All OCs are welcome! I love OCs and I welcome them here with open arms! All I ask for is basic information and a picture/faceclaim of them! OCs are awesome and I love to interact with them!

7. No Godmodding my muse’s choices or actions! I will most likely ignore you if you do it a few times. I understand it may happen sometimes depending on the on your muse’s powers or during starters but ya get the drift!

8. If you have an issue with anyone I roleplay with, I recommend blacklisting them. I will tag ALL my roleplay partners so you won’t be able to see them (also you should block them) Now if the person is really toxic/problematic then please do tell me!

9. Over the years I’ve become “block happy”. I will block anyone who makes me uncomfortable, toxic, if you’re a rude anon or just a rude person in general. I’ve come to realize the block button isn’t a bad thing and I have to keep my space as happy and peaceful as possible if I wish to remain on tumblr.

10. Anon is on for now and I accept all anons! Including magic ones! But please don’t use the feature to send hate messages. If you have a problem with me block me. There’s no need for hate to be expressed. If this occurs, anon will be turned off temporarily until I feel like it can be used right once more.

11. I plan to keep my following under 50 maybe 100 (excluding rp sources) this is also just to keep me sane and anxiety-free. I do ask though please only follow if you wish to interact with me! I will read over your blog/rules and see if I can see us interacting with one another! If I don’t follow back immediately after your follow, I’m probably reading over your stuff or not active. I will be selective with who I follow so not everyone will be a follow back immediately. BUT do talk with me in DMs and maybe we can get something going!

I know this all makes me sound “standoffish” or “rough” but I promise you that I’m super friendly and extremely excited to be here! I’m just tired of being hurt by people and peeps following me and never interacting with me, using me as a number.

11. Once we become moots, I WILL try to send in all kinds of asks in character, out of character and just pester you lovingly! I will also hop in your DMs and just talk about our muses together and whatnot. I love engaging with my moots so be prepared for all sorts of asks! Don’t ever feel pressured to answer them all BUT if you don’t like that, please just let me know and I’ll just send in one a week or if you don’t want to get close, just lmk and I’ll lay off! You are welcome to sent me as many asks as possible for any reason! I love getting asks so PLEASE do! You won’t bother me at all!

12. For me, meme starters are the easiest way to start a plot with me tbh. I’m not a good plotter and prefer to leave things to fate BUT I can try if my partner wants to! Meme starters or just random starters in my inbox are the best and easiest for me!

13. I’m willing to write NSFW topics but only with people I’m comfortable with completely! So that means only moots that I’m completely comfortable with or know them a little! Or if you wish, we can do the next day thing!

14. I’m not picky with reply length as long as it’s not a one-liner. I can not work with those. I will drop any threads that are like that. I personally try to match my partners length but you don’t have to! As long as it’s not a one-liner I’m fine as can be!

15. I am dyslexic. I sometimes spell words wrong or string sentences together that make no sense. Please don’t be rude about my spelling mistakes. All I ask is you DM and I’ll fix the messed up sentence when able if needed!

16. Activity on this blog is VERY low. Due to this, I will run a queue for reblogs, asks and threads.

17. Please reblog things from the source. It clogs up my notifications! Honestly though if we are moots I won’t really care as long as you don’t reblog 20 things back to back from me! Also you free to reblog from me if the source is gone even if you aren’t a mutual of mine!

18. I tend to trim posts once we get to 8 to 11 reblogs! I will simply create a new post and link the original post to this one and tag you in it! I will place a 1 - 2 -3 ect if necessary! I also place the bulk of my writing under a readmore so it doesn’t clutter the dash as bad!

That’s all I can think of for now! List will be updated when needed! Thank you for reading all this!!

#rules

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aurrr i spent the whole day thinking u ignored my ask or hadn’t gotten to it yet, but turns out it didn’t show up in my feed…hate this app fr 🙄 but yes yes i love infidelity, love triangles, and just any type of angst with another love interest. my irls who read books and all say they hate books with “the other woman” plot because the guy should be so obsessed he doesn’t look at anyone else. they also hate cheating. i get it, irl if a man cheats on you, DUMP HIS ASS!! 🗣️ BUT if it’s in books, i eat up that angst. if i don’t feel the angst in my stomach i don’t want it. can’t wait for the fic!!!

anyways hard thoughts about jay before i study for the next 4 hours 💔:

(also forgive me ik we see him as a switch on this blog but i am an advocate of the dom jay agenda)

(these are also not super crazy. i’m sorry if you wanted something more feral)

- him constantly buying you lingerie for you to model for him. he sits back in his chair, manspread as you do a little twirl for him in the matching black lace set he got you. when he really likes a set he will have you wear it again and fuck you in it. and that’s where those polaroids in his wallet come from 🫢

- he sets up a cute picnic being the romantic guy he is but it’s not very cute when all of a sudden you’re riding him on the blanket, his hand covering your mouth so no one hears. he treats being caught as a literal joke.

- sugar daddy jay who’s the head of some big company and keeps you pushed up against the window of his office, fucking into you from behind everytime you visit. let’s just say you try to see him at the office at least 2-3 times a week.

-💗

oh oh oh, you may have misread me. When i write infidelity fics, you're not the one being cheated on usually. You're the one cheating tho, because if there's anything better than one possessive man, it's two possessive men.

I would never in my life condone cheating in real life, but in fantasy? I can have whatever i want and if i wanna date jake, then notice his hot taller friend sunghoon eyeing me, imma date him too, and then if i notice jay in the corner with a boner? bam, third boyfriend idc.

also, u misread me again possibly. i don't think u know how rare it is for me to write men as dominant, or to see them as switches considering i prefer to be the more dominant party lol, i 100% see jay as someone who can and will take control. me seeing him as a switch is just like, a base level feeling. i just don't like to be dominated by men that pretty tbh (but im lying, i do like it and that's why I'm writing more of that here)

the second thought sticks with me more than the others tho. public sex bc either you or him are too desperate to wait? mannnnn, even better if you're poking, pushing his buttons, trying to tease him and be a brat because you know he won't fuck you right there, on the blanket in the park.

and by the point he's actually pissed, you freeze when he's like "what, you think I won't?" all while pulling you into his lap, pulling it out, stuffing you full, and holding your mouth. "you really thought I wouldn't, didn't you?"

>:D

#ask #💗 anon #i like ur asks so i will always answer them when i have the time and energy !#.hard hours #.jay #hardthots

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kinzis-writing · 1 year

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Life Changes: B.B & J.S {TGM} pt.1

Part One: Rolling up the welcome Mat

Summary: Two lovers thought their love would forever burn bright, however, things change and people change. What happens to be a big change for people can lead them to the best version of themselves. Life Changes and people have to move on. AU

Summary didn’t make any sense, but part one is basically the introduction to the short series. I also love Kelsea Ballerini’s ep so the first part will be based off those songs.

Pairing: Bradley ‘rooster’ Bradshaw x ex-wife! reader, Jake ‘hangman’ Seresin x Reader.

*UPDATE: this has been in my drafts for almost five months so enjoy, I suppose! also timelines are off.*

Warning(s): mentions of divorce, mentions of alcohol, mentions of pregnancy, mentions of miscarriage, co-parenting, young marriage, anxiety, a few cuss words, maybe slight cheating if you squint (I do NOT condone btw).

I went from using her song titles to quotes from her songs as the “title” also I skipped “blindsided” even though it’s my favorite, because this was too long! 🫣

*GIF not mine, all credits to owner/maker*

Young love is a controversial subject. Some people say that it lasts, and most people will tell you that it will end. When you’re 19 and in a relationship with someone six years older than you, you tend to be a bit naive. Thinking that everything would go your way and the relationship would last a long time. When Y/N and Bradley eloped right after finding out his adoptive father pulled his navy papers, Bradley wanted to move on with his life, try for naval academy again, and follow in his father’s footsteps. If Bradley and Y/N had been 100% sober and if Bradley wasn’t angry and thinking irrationally due to his emotions, the two would have never gotten married as fast as they did. They had just started dating a few months prior. To say they were both shocked when they sobered up and actually realized what they did, would be an understatement.

Y/N and Bradley only wanted to get married once, so they agreed to make it work, even on days they felt like giving up. Truth be told, they didn’t know each other as well as they thought they did. Marriage had showed both of them sides that they didn’t even know existed when they started dating. That was a given knowing that they had not dated for long.

In the end, no matter what they faced the two pulled through. They wanted too, they wanted to beat all the odds that were against them. They had gone through three years of marriage. That was when their lives changed in a big way. Y/N had found out that she was expecting their first baby. It was a shock and surprise to both of them. They had been using protection as they were both unsure if they wanted kids at this time. In the long run, both of them weren’t sure if they wanted kids with each other. Were they even as in love as they could be? Probably not. They both doubted the relationship from time-to-time and sometimes wondered if it was worth it. They just never communicated their concerns.

During Y/N’s pregnancy, Bradley was there for her for everything. Her cravings, he bought them. Swelling? He rubbed her feet and stomach. Back aches? he ran a warm bath. He promised himself and her that he would be there for every moment of the pregnancy. He knew that he would hate himself if he wasn’t there for his child. A few weeks after confirming their pregnancy, they got a gender blood test and found out that their child was a girl. It was an emotional time to for the parents to be when finding out the gender.

After the birth of Baby Bradshaw was when the strain on the marriage happened. The two had been told by mutual friends that Babies make marriages hard and the first year after having a baby was the hardest. After Oaklee turned a year old, the couple was expecting their marriage and relationship to get easier. The opposite ended up happening, the two never knew why they were drifting apart. They were in what most people would call the “roommate” phase in their marriage.

When Oaklee Bradshaw was almost two, the couple had started fighting verbally. It was new to both of them, seeing as they usually ignored their problems until they went away. Bradley had established himself and was working towards being a reliable naval aviator and Y/N was home with the baby. After months of fighting, the couple finally decided to try couples therapy, which consisted of meetings together and separate. The two were really trying to make their relationship work for their daughter. It just didn’t look like it would work out that way.

1. “Mountain With A View”

Bradley was stationed overseas, somewhere close to the Netherlands, Y/N only knew that because his location always showed that he was in or near Amsterdam. She wasn’t sure what her husband was doing while he was over there, part of her didn’t even know if she cared. She was currently in California, which is where her and Bradley had lived since Top Gun. Oaklee just happened to be with Y/N’s mom, she had flown in to see her granddaughter for a few days.

It was currently seven in the morning and the girl was sat in a cafe that overlooked Big Sur. It was a popular place in California, and she had drove seven hours to the place that offered her some comfort. Y/N knew that she should be missing her husband, but why would she? All they ever did was fight recently, and she ended up sleeping on the couch instead of working on their problems and sharing a bed. On the rare occasion that the couple shared a bed, they were nowhere near each other. Bradley hadn’t even called to properly talk to her, they sent videos back and forth. Bradley’s were all for Oaklee and the ones she sent were of their daughter. A simple ‘good morning’ and ‘goodnight’ text was all that she got while being his wife. Something that had changed over the years.

“Excuse me,” the girl waitress stopped by Y/N’s table. “The guy over there wanted to know if he could pay for your next order, if you had one?” she asked kindly.

Y/N followed her hand in the direction that the waitress had pointed. A broad, muscular, blonde was sat there with a friend. He was completely minding his own business like he didn’t just offer to buy your items. “If he’s sure, I’ll just take a regular coffee.” she said softly. The waitress then walked off to get the coffee in a to-go cup.

Once the coffee was dropped off, Y/N thanked the waitress and got her items before heading out of the cafe. On her way out she purposely walked passed the man’s table. “Hey, I just wanted to thank you-” she started as she waited for him to introduce himself.

“Jake. Jake Seresin.” He introduced with a smirk growing on his face.

“Thank you, Jake.” She mumbled softly trying to hide the blush coating her face. “You made my terrible day okay.” she added before bidding goodbye and leaving the cafe. She knew that she would probably never see that man again. So there wasn’t anything wrong with approaching a stranger.

“Y/N, tell me. What has you feeling the way that you described? Is it because Bradley is overseas?” The marriage therapist asked as she had the couples file in her lap. Y/N had stopped in for a walk-in session on her way back to San Diego. She had driven seven hours from home and didn’t remember driving that far.

“As bad as it is... Bradley being gone is the biggest relief.” Y/N admitted as she felt her tears fill up her eyes. It was a different feeling, thinking about how their relationship was. When saying these things out loud it stung much more than she thought it would. “I drove seven hours to Big Sur this morning. I don’t remember any of it and my trigger had to be knowing that Bradley left his wedding band at home.” the girl chewed on her lip as she thought about her husbands wedding band.

“He isn’t allowed to wear it on some conditions, correct?” The therapist asked as Y/N shook her head to answer. “What if he kept it at home so he wouldn’t lose it.”

This is what Y/N hated about therapy, she felt as if the woman across from her felt she was dramatic. “No, he always kept it in his uniform pocket.” Y/N stated as she crossed her arms to make herself feel less exposed. “I’ve been sleeping on the couch most nights.” she finally confessed. “We are way past the roommate phase and heading towards the enemies faze.”

“I’m sure that isn’t true.” Dr. Lionels spoke.

“I’m done fighting for our marriage. I am not living another year of us just being “fine” when I should get to be happy.” with that, the younger girl got up and headed to her car. She wasn’t going to sit in a space where she felt as if she was judged for her feelings. ”This is when I set myself free.” she mumbled before slowly taking her wedding ring off.

Her finger felt naked without the band sitting on her left ring finger. At the same time she felt a wave of sadness, anger, and disappointment. The tears were something that should have happened ages ago. Until willingly giving up on her marriage, she felt numb.

*six months later*

“We promised to make this work!” Bradley yelled causing Y/N to flinch. Oaklee was asleep in her bedroom, and she was hoping that her angry husband wouldn’t wake up their daughter. “We swore to each other no matter what, that we would get through it. We both agreed to being the only marriage!” he was pissed. Y/N could feel the body heat and anger radiating off of him even though she was seated at their island. Her ring laying on the counter where she tried to give it back to Bradley.

“All we do is fight!” Y/N sighed, not having any argument left in her at the moment. “This isn’t love, Bradley. You know it, I know it, and I want Oaklee to know that marriage should be about love.” She sighed as she put her head in her hands.

“This has to do with that number texting you doesn’t it?” Bradley asked making the girl groan as she threw her phone at Bradley.

“I am not and I have never cheated on you.” she mumbled as she watched her legal husband go through her phone. “I’m tired, Bradley. I want us to find ourselves again.”

Bradley threw the phone back on the counter before running a hand through his hair. “You’re just like your freaking parents.” Bradley yelled again causing his wife to wince. “You’re giving up because it’s easy. It’s easier than working this out.”

“It’s easy?” Y/N yelled standing up from her seat. “How is being divorced at 25 easy? You’re 31 Bradley, you have time to find another girl that you love and settle down. I want us both to be happy and I know we aren’t. I sleep on the couch when you’re home. How is that healthy?” she shouted before running a hand down her face.

“Why are you not willing to work on us? When did you realize you were done... how long have you been lying to me?” He asked. He was still mad, but he had quieted down.

“There were multiple times. The big deal breaker?” Y/N started as tears welled up in her eyes. “The weekend you were coming home but decided to go to some beer show or fest with your navy friends.”

“I’ve apologized for that.” Bradley whispered. Y/n knew that he was getting emotional thinking about why you needed him so bad.

“I lost a BABY, Bradley!” She shouted one last time before the tears started rolling. “I lost our baby, and I needed you.”

“There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t regret not coming home that weekend.”

“It’s too late. We don’t get a happy ending.”

2. Just Married

*1 year earlier*

“Hey, it’s me again, I’m sorry to keep calling. You said that you’d be coming home for a week. I was just wondering if plans changed. Oaklee hasn’t been sleeping well and I was hoping you’d be home soon to help. Just… call me back when you can.” Y/N sighed as she hung up her phone again. Just in time for Oaklee to start crying again.

The baby Bradshaw was teething and it was taking a toll on Y/N. Her mother had flown back home and it had been a week or two since she had last saw the therapist. Y/N had made friends with the guy that had paid for her coffee. She had ran into him a day later and found out that he was stationed due to him being in the navy.

“Baby, please calm down for momma.” The girl cooed as she rocked her teething baby back and forth. She had already fed the baby and changed her diaper and clothes.

After another 30 minutes, y/n had finally gotten the baby to settle down and laid her in her crib. She was hoping for a moment of silence, instead her phone started blaring from the kitchen. She groaned as she made her way towards the kitchen. Part of her hoped it was Bradley saying he was in the states now. Much to her dismay, it was not.

“Hey,” she answered the blonde pilot that had called her. She knew that people would blow the friendship out of proportion if they knew she was friends with him.

“Hey, me and a few friends are going out tonight. I was wondering if you wanted to come?” He asked. The loud obnoxious voices in the background made the girl roll her eyes as she leaned against the counter. “As friends, of course.”

“I can’t.” She mumbled before placing him on speaker. “I’m married for one, and second, I have a baby and she’s been sick lately. She’s teething and I forgot to pick up baby orajel.”

“Text me your address and I’ll pick you up some.” Jake said before ending the call.

Y/N didn’t know what to do. She knew Oaklee needed the relief, so she texted Jake her address and told her what he needed to pick-up. Part of her felt guilty for being friends with another navy guy. She felt as though she shouldn’t have a guy friend with how her relationship with her husband was becoming.

“Y/N what are you doing.” She whispered to herself. As she sat thinking about her marriage. She wasn’t even doing anything wrong. She never flirted with Jake, she never did anything that would classify as cheating to her and Bradley. Why was she feelings guilty? Maybe because he had been doing more for her than her husband. But it wasn’t Bradley’s fault, right? He had a job. One that required a lot of energy and late nights and early mornings.

The doorbell ringing through the house broke the girl out of her thoughts. Seeing Jake standing at the door with a bag from the local drugstore and a bag of takeout food, made Y/N forget all about her inner battle. She had not eaten much today because she was worrying about her husband and daughter.

“I know you said to just bring baby orajel,” Jake started as he walked in the house. The blonde felt that it was normal to just walk in Y/N’s house now. After all, they had been friends for a bit now. “I figured that you haven’t had anything to eat today, so I brought your favorite.” He added as he liad both bags on the kitchen counter.

“You really didn’t have to do that.” Y/N told him as she gave him a small smile.

“I know.” He shrugged. His gaze staying on the woman in front of him as she got the baby teething supplies out of the plastic bag. “Have you heard from your dick of a husband?” he asked in an annoyed tone.

Y/N gave her friend a look, but shook her head, nonetheless. “Don’t say that. He’s just busy. It isn’t easy being stationed multiple countries away from your kid.” She purposely did not even mention herself. She knew that she was not number one in Bradley’s life, but she knew that he loved their daughter. Even if he did want to have his fun and let her do most of the caring. She knew that his job was stressful, and he needed some free time.

“Busy?” Jake asked as Y/N avoided his gaze at his tone. “I have a friend that is stationed over there right now. Yes, they have daily tasks and some days they are not available to check in, but I know good and well that he should at least call to check on his wife and daughter.” There was no masking his anger when he spoke. He knew that the girl in front of him deserved better, someone who was willing to try and make her happy.

“I am not talking about my husband right now.” The woman stated before walking away with the medicine. Oaklee had just started fussing and she was silently thanking her daughter for interrupting their conversation.

After putting the baby medicine on Oaklee’s gums, Y/N fixed her some food and a trainer cup, while her and jake ate. The dinner was mostly in silence besides the few noises that the child was making. Once dinner was done, Y/N had led them to the living room where she placed Oaklee in her play area to let her play with her toys before bed.

“I’m sorry about earlier.” Jake spoke softly as he sat down beside the tired mother. “Your marriage is none of my business. I just, I want you to be happy y/n/n, you deserve to be happy.”

Y/N blinked away the tears that she felt and bit her lip to keep her lip from trembling. “I can’t carry the weight of our relationship.” She admitted as she finally looked at Jake. His eyes softened at her confession. “I feel guilty for spending time with you, but I haven’t done anything wrong. We’ve been going to couples therapy for a while. It doesn’t seem to be working and it only makes me realize how messed up my marriage is.” She mumbled before turning her gaze to her daughter who was talking her baby language to one of her toys.

“Will you promise me something?” Jake asked softly causing the girls head to turn towards him again. “Promise me that you will leave before you let, whatever you call your relationship, ruin the kind of person you are. Don’t let it ruin your aspect of marriage and love.”

“Did I ever tell you that my Husband and I got married drunk? If we were sober, I would probably be single.” Y/N mumbled trying to get the man in front of her off the topic.

“Y/N, promise me.”

“I promise.”

It had been a few days since Y/N needed Jake to bring Oaklee some medicine, she had finally heard from Bradley. It turned out that he was not getting a break anytime soon.

“So is there no way that I will be seeing you? I’m sure Oaklee would love to see her daddy.” Y/N spoke through her phone as she placed Oaklee down in her bed and gave her the cup she uses. She grabbed the baby monitor on her way out of her daughter’s room.

“I told you that there was not a way for me to get to come see you. I know you hate traveling.” Bradley spoke on the other end.

“I hate flying.” You corrected. “I could probably get passed it if there was a way for me to see you.”

“I would rather not put you through that.” The Bradshaw boy replied. Y/N could hear the chaos behind her husband, no matter how much he tried to mask it. “Listen, I have to go, Nat-I mean Phoenix is waiting for me, for us.” With that the call ended.

‘Nat, huh?’ Y/N thought as she scrolled through her phone and called a number that she hoped she would never call.

“Langston family law firm, how can I assist you?” A woman’s voice came through the phone.

“Hello, this is Y/N L/N and I need to speak with a divorce lawyer.”

3. “It hurts, putting shit in a box and now we don’t talk. and it stings rolling up the welcome mat, knowing you got half.”

If Y/N would have told her younger self that she would be getting divorced at the age of 24, almost 25, she would have laughed at you. After many arguments about trying to fix the marriage, Jake, and Phoenix, Bradley had bitterly accepted the fact that there was nothing left to do. Turns out that Jake and Bradley actually knew each other. By the time Y/N was getting divorced, she had learned that Jake’s callsign was “Hangman” and apparently Phoenix was not a big fan of him. Jake knew a lot of the girl that Bradley was spending time with.

“When’s hangman coming to help you move out?” Bradley asked. There was a snarky tone in his voice that made the younger girl roll her eyes. Y/N knew ignoring him would be the best option when it came down to it. “I always knew there was something going on between you two. After everything we went through, I just don’t see how you could do that.”

“Do what?” Y/N finally raised her voice in frustration. “I didn’t do anything! He was a friend and that is it. He is still a friend. Don’t even get me started on you and Natasha!” She yelled. Bradley paled at the fact that she knew Phoenix’s real name. He had never mentioned it, and he was hoping that he had hidden her information pretty well. “Exactly.” she whispered.

“She’s a friend.” Bradley stated softly. He was starting to feel guilty about it. He knew that there was more than just friendship between him and the other pilot. He just hated to admit it to his soon to be ex-wife.

“I don’t believe that.” Y/N told her before grabbing the tape and taping down the flaps on the box. “I can promise you that I never did anything with Jake while you were away. He was a friend and that was it.”

Bradley inhaled deeply as he watched the woman he used to know as his wife pick up a box and start heading out of the room. “What about now?” He asked. He was curious if you had any sort of relationship or feelings for the aviator that many people could not stand. Sure, Jake could be cocky and arrogant. But no one had ever seen him the way that Y/N had.

Y/N shrugged as she turned around with the box to look at her ex-husband. “It is none of your business what I do. I could go have his baby and it would not be anything to you.” she told Bradley before turning and leaving the room.

That was the last conversation that Y/N had with Bradley until they each filed for divorce with their lawyers.

*A few months later*

“Why the hell would he file that? I thought we agreed to the first document that was written up.” Y/N yelled as she stood in front of her lawyer and Jake. Her daughter was with her mother, since the woman had flown in to make sure that her daughter was focusing on what she was going through.

“Well, Ms. Y/L/N. Since the divorce isn’t finalized he has a right to fight for whatever else he was wanting. You also have a right to deny it and take it to court.” The lawyer explained as the young woman looked over at her best friend.

“He wants 50/50 custody, the house, both vehicles, and most of our savings. What is that leaving me with?” Y/N asked softly as tears gathered in her eyes. Out of everyone in the world, she never figured Bradley would turn out like this. “I willingly gave him our house and I never fought him over the bronco. But our savings wasn’t only his military money! Some of that was from my job as well.”

Jake looked at the girl he’s loved for almost a year now, of course she didn’t know. “Is there anything she can do?”

The lawyer looked over the documents from Bradley’s lawyer and what he had written up. “50/50 is almost guaranteed unless his schedule doesn’t correspond. Unless you have some kind of proof and can fight him on it. As for your vehicle and savings. If he bought the vehicle, and you have a job. He will most likely get that. Yours savings on the other hand, is it an automatic withdraw from your check?”

“Yeah.” Y/N nodded as a tear fell down. She quickly wiped it and avoided gaze with the two men across her.

“With proof, you can keep the amount that you have contributed. If you can get me a copy of that, I will send evidence to his lawyer, and we’ll try to keep it out of court.” Y/N’s lawyer spoke as the girl nodded to what he had said.

After the meeting, Jake led the lawyer out of Y/N’s small apartment. While the young woman stood there in her kitchen thinking about how a small drunk mistake turned into a big mess.

“You okay?” Jake asked her softly as he walked over and stood beside her.

“As okay as one can be.” She mumbled as she let out a sigh. “How can someone do that to their child’s mother?” her hand came up and push her hair out of her face. “I put my career on hold so I could work as well, and he wants to act like he is the only one that made money.”

Jake was not sure what to say. He know what he wanted to say, but he also knew that it may be a bit insensitive to talk about her ex-husband like that. “He’s an idiot.” Jake started causing her to snort in agreement. “You and Oaklee deserve better. You girls deserve someone who will take care of you, drama free. You shouldn’t even have to be going through this when you put more effort into therapy than he did.”

“That what freaking sucks. He’s getting half of everything and he was not the only one paying bills or paying payments on the stuff we owned.”

4. “There’s a thin line between love and hate, it was love but it wasn’t fate.”

“Are you okay?” Y/N mother asked her as the older woman observed her daughter who was getting ready to go sign their official divorce papers. She was taking their daughter with her today, because Bradley wanted to take her out for a few hours after they signed the papers.

Y/N nodded and gave her mom a sad smile, “I am so sorry that I am a big disappointment.” She whispered as tears came to her eyes. “I really wanted to make this marriage work. I wanted to listen to what you and dad always taught me, since you two never worked out. I never wanted my daughter to be in a split home.”

Y/M/N gave you a tearful smile, “honey, it takes two to make a marriage work and I know that you gave it your all. That was why I was willing to come help with Oaklee so much. I understand exactly what you went through. That’s why I always told you to stay away from Military men.”

Y/N let out a small laugh. “What about me? I thought we were on good terms!” Jake made himself known in the room with faux hurt. Y/N wiped the tears that fell and gave her mom a small smile.

Y/N knew her mother loved Jake. Her mother never was a fan of Bradley, saying that he was too old for her daughter. “You are the only exception for my daughter.” Y/N’s mother spoke as she gave the Naval Aviator a pat on the back. “Now if you will excuse me, I am going to go pick up some dinner for whenever our girl gets back, I assume you’re staying for dinner?” Her mother asked Jake as she waited by the door to hear his answer,

“If you women are okay with that.” Jake replied, his gaze focused on Y/N.

Y/N nodded and gave him a small smile, “Of course.” she whispered. Y/N’s mother left with a smirk on her face, one that neither of the two noticed. They were too caught up in each other and the older woman knew that. “I, uh, I have to go in about thirty minutes. You are more than welcome to stay here if you want. It shouldn’t take me long to sign the papers.”

“Is Oaklee still going with Bradshaw?” Jake asked as he glanced over at the two-year-old who was playing with her toys in the corner of the room. Y/N nodded not being able to say anything. Her daughter has been in her life for two years and never has she spent the night away from her mother before. “As much as I dislike him, I think he’ll take care of her. He doesn’t want the charges against him if something were to happen to her.” Jake said softly.

“Jake,” Y/N started before biting her tongue. She knew that she was starting to develop feelings for the man in front of her. It was just how it was destined to turn out. He had been there for her, even when Bradley wasn’t. “Thank you, for everything.”

Jake shrugged before running a hand through his short hair, “I love her like she’s my own.” He shrugged. “I have always loved kids and I always wanted kids, even if we aren’t together.” he mumbled.

Y/N started to say something before a scream erupted through the room and tears followed. “Spidey!” Oaklee started yelling as she backed away. Jake quickly went over there and picked the little girl up before squishing the spider that was crawling up the wall. Y/N made a mental note to clean it up later, since it was getting time for her to leave. “thank you daddy.” Oaklee squeaked.

Y/N’s eyes widen in shock at what her daughter had just called her best friend. The woman knew why, she was around Jake more than her own father. “Jake, I am so sorry.” She quickly said as she tried to take Oaklee from Jake.

“Don’t apologize, she’s fine.” He assured as he handed Y/N her daughter. “She’s two, honey, she’s fine.” he promised.

Y/N gave him a thankful smile before the trio said their goodbyes and the two girls made their way to the car. In the end, Y/N ended up with 50/50 custody, except Bradley agreed for exceptions, her car, as long as Bradley’s name was taken off of it, and the amount she had donated to their savings account. Of course, she would get no interest earnings, but she was just happy to be able to get what she had put in there from her checks.

It was about a twenty-five-minute drive to the office where the couple were signing the papers. Both of their lawyers had to be present, and they agreed that they were no longer allowed to make changes. The whole drive to the office had Y/N thinking. The fact that her daughter Oaklee Bradshaw was calling Jake Seresin dad, was a sign that she never got to see Bradley. Why else would she call him that? There would be no better explanation than her own father not spending time with her like he should.

“Let’s get this over with.” Y/N mumbled to herself as she got Oaklee out of the car seat and walked into the office. The two-year-old was resting on the younger woman’s hip as she walked into the office where her ex-husband and the lawyers were.

“Mr. Bradshaw, Ms. Y/L/N. This is the document you both finally agreed too.” Your lawyer spoke as he laid them down in front of couple. “Read over them and if you agree sign them and we will go make copies.” Bradley’s lawyer spoke this time. The couple read over the document and after about five minutes, they both signed the bottoms of each others pages and handed them back to the officials. “We’ll be right back.”

After the lawyers left, Bradley turned to Y/N and gave her a look. “You’ve lost weight.” He mumbled as his eyes scanned the girls body.

“Try staying worried, stressed, and heartbroken for a few months and it will do it to you.” Y/N muttered as she sat Oaklee down to let her walk for a minute. She knew her daughter couldn’t sit still for a long period of time.

“Oaklee, will you come see daddy?” Bradley asked as he opened up his arms for his daughter to come to him.

“Where’s daddy at?” The two-year-old asked Bradley as she looked around the office. Y/N bit her lip to keep from laughing knowing that the girl was probably looking for Jake.

“Daddy’s right here, baby girl.” Bradley urged as Oaklee slowly walked towards him.

“Where’s my other daddy?” Oaklee asked as she turned back towards her mother. Bradley gave Y/N a look as the younger woman just shrugged and avoided his gaze.

Y/N could tell that Bradley was angry by his facial expression. It was the same look he had when she told him that she was considering getting a divorce. “What? are you teaching my kid to call hangman dad now?”

Y/N rolled her eyes and let out a small scoff, “I am not teaching her anything, Bradley, she sees Jake more than you, that is your fault.”

Bradley let out a sarcastic laugh, “It’s my fault? Yeah, it is my fault that I am stationed overseas and helping fight for your freedom. Your little boyfriend is stationed in California, so try again.”

Y/N shook her head in disbelief, “Look me in the eye and tell me that you never had even a second of free time to check on your daughter, to facetime her, or even to come home to her on a weekend.” Y/N snapped staring at her ex-husband dead in the eye. Bradley didn’t say anything as he looked down. He knew that there were a few chances he could have called, facetimed, or even came home. He just didn’t want to admit it out loud. “One last thing,” she whispered. “Look at me and tell me that Oaklee would not see Natasha as a mother figure if you have main custody.” When Bradley didn’t say anything, Y/N knew exactly what she needed to know. “Exactly.”

Once the lawyers came back in, they finished up their business and started packing everything up. Y/N took Oaklee out to Bradley’s Bronco and got ready to put her in the car seat. “You should be getting a paper in the mail, about the car being out of your name. It is strictly on my credit and my name.” She assured as she buckled Oaklee and gave her a kiss on the head. “Mommy will see you later, okay?”

The little girl nodded but she had tears forming. “But mommy, I want you tonight.”

“I know baby, I’ll talk to daddy and see if mommy can see you later.” Y/N promised as she kissed her head one more time and shut her door. “Drive safe with her, and please don’t drink around her. She’s so young and I don’t want her around it just yet.”

Bradley gave a nod and stopped in his tracks, “Y/N,” Bradley called making the younger girl turn around. “I’m sorry.” He spoke up. “I didn’t mean to hurt you, I thought that it would be the best way to get back at you after you told me you were done. I never should have brought Oaklee into it. If I could take it back, I would be a better husband and father to you two.” Bradley apologized making Y/N give a small nod back.

“Can you be honest with me about one thing?” Y/N asked causing the older man to nod. He knew that he owed you a few answers. “The Natasha thing?”

Bradley sighed as he pinched his nose. He hated himself for what he did with Natasha before he was even getting divorced. “I have feelings for her,” he admitted. “We also slept together, after you told me that you wanted a divorce, but before we were separated.” Y/N nodded, finally feeling like she was getting the closure she needed. “What about Jake?“

Y/N knew that Bradley thought there was more to the story than friends. There wasn’t though, she wanted to stay loyal in case there was a chance of fixing their marriage. She now understood that it would never work without love, and they just weren’t in love. “Just friends.” She spoke causing a saddened look to appear on Bradley’s face. “I didn’t want to ruin the chances of fixing my marriage, but I realized now that it would never work without being in love with each other and we just weren’t.”

“Do you have feelings for him?” Bradley asked.

Y/N shrugged, not knowing how to put it. “He feels like home.” She mumbled not sure how she felt about admitting it. “It isn’t going anywhere.”

Bradley gave the woman a knowing look, “you told your best friend that about us when we started out as friends.” Y/N bit her lip thinking about her being a young teenager. “Listen, I’ll bring Oaklee home if she doesn’t want to spend the night with me. I’m not going to make her cry, because I know it’s going to take some time for her to adjust.”

“Thank you.”

5. “I hope I learn to love myself like I loved you then.”

It had been about two months since the divorce papers are signed. Oaklee was slowly getting used to seeing Bradley, as of right now the schedule was only on the weekends and whenever he wanted to drop by. Y/N had got accepted and enrolled to cosmetology school so she could have a career in doing hair, makeup, and everything else. It wasn’t teaching like she originally wanted, but it was something she liked doing. It was a Friday night and Y/N had just dropped Oaklee off to Bradley at their meeting spot.

Jake had cooked dinner for the two of them since Y/N never felt like cooking on the days she dropped her daughter off. It was a simple Italian dinner, something that he could throw together since he had work until later.

“Thank you for the food.” Y/N said as the two settled down on the couch beside each other. They both had a wine class in their hand. The crimson liquid swirling around as they got situated.

“Anytime.” Jake stated as he took a drink from his wine glass.

“Do you think it gets easier?” Y/N asked as he gaze was focused on Oaklee’s little play corner in the small apartment. “I know I’ll see her Sunday night, it just, I miss her a lot.”

“I’m not sure about what to tell you, because I know that you’re an amazing mom, so I know it will be hard on you either way.” Jake spoke softly.

Y/N gave him a small smile, “Did I ever tell you about the moment I knew I was over Bradley?” She asked as she got to thinking about her second child she would have had. “I was tired, of the makeup for time sex, never hearing from him, I found out that I was pregnant with our second baby, about a month after he left. He acted so excited, and he said he was coming home a few weeks later. The Friday that he was suppose to land in California, I started experiencing light blessing and cramping. It wasn’t bad so I didn’t think anything.” Y/N spoke.

Jake already knew where her story was going. “He didn’t come home did he?” Y/N shook her head in response.

“He went out to a bar instead of hopping on the flight to come home. On Saturday I was in severe pain and I was bleeding so heavy. I went to the hospital and the baby didn’t have a heartbeat. They ruled it a miscarriage and sent me home with some pills to ensure I passed it.” Y/N finished the story of her second baby. “Once I found out that he could’ve came home, I couldn’t bring myself to want to fight for us anymore.”

“How long was this before you met me?” Jake asked as he laid his wine glass down.

“A few months.” Y/N shrugged as she followed his earlier actions and sat her wine glass on the table next to his. “You’ve honestly made everything easier. You’ve been there when he wasn’t, and I can’t thank you enough for that.”

Jake’s shoulder fell into a shrug, “I’ll always be there for you, how many times have I told you?”

It was y/n’s turn to shrug as she thought back to when the two first met. The little cafe was where they actually met, but the first time they actually saw each other was after that and how he was flirty and then she told him that she was married and he let her know that he wasn’t a relationship guy.

“You’re special to me, Jake. I know you aren’t a relationship type of guy, but if you ever change your mind, let me know.” she spoke softly.

Jake sucked in a breath. When he met Y/N he knew that she was on his list, until he actually got to know her. He quickly fell in love with the woman she is and now he knew that she had feelings for him. “For you, I am already so ready to be a relationship guy.”

The night ended with her and Jake becoming more than friends and crossing their lines over to lovers.

Hi! I am not a big fan of the last few songs in this, but here is part one. i wanted to show a small snippet of how her and jake met and where she stood with Bradley. I am aware that timelines do not match up, but it is a fanfic for a reason. I believe this will not be bigger than three parts, but it just depends if I need to add a filler chapter.

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