#i SAID I WAS GOING TO SLEEP

[spaciebabie]

2 ibuprofen and dick from that old man would fix me

#spacie spoinks #sorry my demons #my.head hurts #I've have a migraine for hours #god #nsft #I'm going 2 bed so I can sleep for 11 hours (again) #actually I changed my mind I'm not sorry Abt anything #I said what I said

[sentient-forest]

#cecilsweep and Welcome to Night Vale trending #1 in 2023

#welcome to night vale #wtnv #ive said it before but people not knowing wtnv makes me feel old #i remember the days before cecil had a canonical last name #so tumblr just gave him the jonathan sims treatment #aka called him cecil baldwin (the voice actor's name) #wtnv will always have a special place in my heart as my first fiction podcast #cecil palmer #cecilsweep #oh to be young and queer and stumble upon a funky little gay podcast about a horiffic and absurd little town #yes i am just reusing my tags from my last post #added a description #glad yall are enjoying my shitty meme #i made it while half-awake and unable to sleep because my tummy hurt :( #follow me for more shitty podcast memes #im currently going feral for malevolent #important note: girlies is gender neutral #tumblr sexyman poll

[time-speculo]

Sorry for i am not immune to the rock lesbians

#bocchi the rock! #kita ikuyo #hitori gotou #bocchi #bokita #kiyoart #i loved when bocchi said it's bocchin time #and bocchied all over STARRY scene #finally hyped myself up into actually posting these days later #good day fellas im going to sleep #ijichi nijika #forgot to tag her im sorry daughter

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i just wanna be protected and cared for like i'm a tiny kitty with abandonment issues

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd shitposting #actually borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd problems #bpd #bpd vent #bpd mood #i lost electricity for two days and my fp said i could stay with him and his sister.. i love him so much #tho i can’t fall asleep because it’s a new space #so i might go see if i can sleep in his room in like a half an hour if i’m still awake #because i always get anxious when im in new spaces that someone is gonna break in and id be the first victim

[bananasuspenders]

SHE SAVED THE CHATS NOT ME THIS TIME

#i said i was going to sleep #but i’m texting hehehe #late night deep convos with grace

[napping-sapphic]

I just want to fall in love with someone who makes me feel safe like even when we’re angry or sad or upset i just want to know that both of us are still going to be okay

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #today was….not good #and at one point i had a moment #where i was just unbearably SAD and LONELY because i didn’t have anyone to call or talk to about it #but im still really hopeful it will happen some day #because all i want in this world is to feel secure #and for others to feel secure around me #and for everyone to feel secure around people they love #because it’s so painful and scary when you don’t #but one day im going to be warm and happy in someone’s arms and will barely remember this at all #im manifesting it #im completely okay btw things just got a little rough #and in the incredibly stressful and dramatic times i was experiencing my brain STILL had to be gay #im gay and i like sleeping #also yeah i said i wouldnt post after midnight again like two days ago but whatever #im sad and want to yearn on the internet we can make an exception tonight

[royalarchivist]

[After they talk about Pac's debt to the Pancake Mafia, and Pac warns her about Sir Reaper]

Bagi: I think you're the one that needs to be careful, because soon you might lose your other leg.

Pac: N-no! NO! Please don't! Stop- stop! STOP TALKING LIKE YOUR BROTHER!

Bagi: [Laughs]

Pac: I'll pay you– I'm going to pay you!

I want to give a MASSIVE thank you to @wasabi-ribs, who was kind enough to check my translations and help me with the parts I missed (and also reviewed the final subtitled video)!

[ Transcript continued ↓ ]

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Bagi: Pac, pay the rent!

Pac: I'm going to pay! Hey- I'm going to pay right this second, the money that I owe you, and... and I'm- I'm serious! And look, if you want- if you have more money... If I pay your 4,500, will you lend me 4,500? No, then I'll actually drown in fees. [Laughs]

Bagi: [Laughs] I'll lend you, I'll lend you

Pac: No, not really Bagi. You've got those red eyes– I'm scared, Bagi. I don't know– I don't know what happened, actually it's an eye infection, I know– But something tells me it's not just an eye infection, that it's also some other things, you know? Like, um... y'know, right? [He fumbles again] Oh God wait, your brother– when he had those red eyes he would also turn evil. Nonononono– I'll pay you, ok? Where's the waystone? It's here, it's here, it's here– I'll pay you, ok? I'll pay the 4,500- we're gonna–

Bagi: I'll be waiting.

Pac: No no, oh- just– Just let me walk, my God, I love walking– OH, WALKING IS SO GOOD – [Pac teleports] I'll pay her.

[Bagi follows him moments after]

Pac: [Pac mumbles to himself as he begins transferring money to Bagi] 4,500... I need to pay her 4,500...

Bagi: [Sneaks up on him] Oh, perfect!

Pac: [SCREAMS]

#Pactw #QSMP #oiBagi #Bagi #Pac #March 18 2024 #Translated #Subtitles #THIS CONVERSATION WAS WILDDDDD #Bagi threatening to take his other leg... Pac shouting telling her not to talk like her brother... #Pac trying to do what she wants while On The Brink Of A Panic Attack #and then Pac saying ''Just let me walk- I love walking- WALKING IS SO GOOD--'' #my heart shattered like a glass bottle dropped off a skyscraper #also Bagi smiling as Pac is freaking out LMAO she's such a good roleplayer and Pac is happy to ''yes and'' her #Love the PTSD trauma improv #I say with my head in my hands #Edited #Portfolio #I need to go to SLEEP #I don't usually post things at this time but I said I was going to try and post this earlier

[tzthrowbacks]

romeo montague spotted in nyc (2024)

#i know i said i was going to sleep but the hair here ?? #looking gooood #tom holland

[ryllen]

 𓆟 𓆞 𓇼 ⋆｡˚ 𓆝⋆｡˚…

" of course you'd love the rain " x

#going to sleep good night #treyjade #twisted wonderland #twst #trey clover #jade leech #floyd leech #riddle rosehearts #cater diamond #fanart #i love thinking how floyd and jade do a little dance in the rain because the way water makes them wet makes them happy #i find it beautiful that jade would let his clothes and shoes dirtied by puddles & indulge in floyd's giddiness to dance & splash around #also those tags are the scariest idea ever said #trey in azul's coat is just so charismatic & beautiful #it suits him way too well #trey wanted to offer jade an umbrella #but seeing him enjoy the rain so much he just closes the umbrella #and let himself get wet too #indulging in jade's happiness

[happyheidi]

#moomin collection spruce bar (that’s what google translate said it’s called) to eat before hibernation #lol I love it cus it’s so damn random #not to mention…. ouch? hahah #made the gif a little slow so think of him as a tired lil moomintroll wanting to go to sleep asap #cottagecore #my gifs #moomin #moomintroll #tanoshii moomin ikka #moominvalley #anime aesthetic #anime scenery #nostalgia #nostalgiacore #cartoon #90s #cute #winter aesthetic #snow aesthetic #gif

[deafening-radio-silence]

I think that Dr. Christina "I was an excellent soldier" Raynor needs to deal with some personal things before she's anyone's therapist, because she strong-armed more of Bucky's autonomy away from him than Zemo did within the series.

#yeah man make amends for the shit that happened when you didn't even have control over your own thoughts #so she was giving him a way to “fix things” but that wasn't on him to do so #all she did was doubly reinforce what he already thinks - which is a justified but false and guilt-laden perception - about the situation #idk much about therapy but i don't think that they're sposed to do that. correct me if i'm wrong and then i'll go fight all therapists #bucky barnes #tfaws #alpine #my art #thank you for putting up with my drawings of a comic book character and his asshole cat lol #i had to put my dog down recently in a bad way and i can't rightfully get another house dog with my current work schedule #so i got a cat since they can handle being inside for the day and the shelter lady said she's super antisocial towards other cats #she's super antisocial towards me sometimes too but she sleeps on me at night and my house has never been cleaner #now that i have to vacuum cat fur and mind what i leave lying on the counter #i've never liked cats before but she's special i guess idk ain't everyone's cat special lol #anyway i'll stop using my tumblr blog as a blog now lol

[megabuild]

your honour in my defense i only broke that cc boundary because it was lame as fuck

#mine #sorry this was in my head. im going to sleep now #i donthave anything to contribute to this discussion that hasnt already been said. but this is my view sometimes If im real

[rapidhighway]

everyone who knows me knows im so weak for my fave getting magically de-aged for fluff and plot reasons

#sjcijxshcsujxisjxishsi hi #i said i was going to sleep i lied i thought about tiny knuckles and got possessed #sonic fanart #sonic au #art #fanart #doodle #knuckles the echidna #sonic the hedgehog #amy rose #miles tails prower #saying plot too cause i don’t really like reading fluff woth no good plot you know #needs some angst needs some hurt comfort #I haven’t seen a fic with this premise yet so this post and this art is a form of begging #sorry ive read so many in the s-p/n fandom shiedhiehiedhei

[inkskinned]

am i gonna put you in the book acknowledgements am i gonna be able to say your name without flinching am i ever gonna get a word in edgewise am i ever gonna recover the time i spent with you. computer virus kid; i arrived in your life already begging to be let in. somehow insecure i could even be your friend. like you had a line outside the door and we were all shifting our weight, begging.

you're so fucking good at that - at making people feel like they need to earn you, like you're a commodity none of us can afford. no kindness or careful communication could work on you - you were so good at just going-ghost, about deciding someone just wasn't cool-enough. something about that is super ironic. even the parts of it that weren't romantic felt like a romance book. i wanted you to like me so badly i scrubbed myself clean just so you'd spare me - what. your favor? a look?

okay okay okay. it's just a friendship - if it was even true that we were friends, if you even saw me as someone you trusted. on reddit someone would tell me girl literally just cut her out of your life, it's not that difficult. even i was aware of how fucked up the whole situation was. like, why the fuck do i even care about your approval? you're like, not even that fun to be around. you are often a little bit cruel.

but for almost four years of my life, i thought i had found someone like me. somebody who liked the same things i do. someone who liked to read and who liked making jokes with esoteric references and who spent maybe too much time on the internet and who was absolutely a little bit pretentious. i don't know, something about that was powerful and addictive.

i keep thinking about our last conversation. about how i said - okay, enough is enough. you pushed me too far, you really hurt my feelings.

and how you laughed and said - you think you're the victim?

#spilled ink #warm up #writeblr #she physically assaulted me and then screamed in my face #but not before sh'ing first and blaming it on me #while she was locked in my bathroom. at 1 in the morning #while i begged her to please just calm down and to try taking a deep breath and to go to sleep #and then she was like - ur just like my abuser #bc she had screamed in my face which was triggering to me and i froze like a deer in the headlights #and since i had shut down at that point evidently i was the problem child #i know she is out there telling our mutual friends i abandoned her and it makes me SO pissed off #like dude you spent so much fucking time forgiving & forgetting that your decrepit asshole of a boyfriend #pushed me down in the fucking hallway #but noooo hes <3 troubled <3 at 43 and divorced #bc according to you it's important that u don't '''see anyone as a monster'' #but god forbid i not handle you SCREAMING IN MY FACE #i couldnt even get you to say sorry for crossing my original and only boundary you were like ''what did you want me to do'' #babe i said 'the bf is not allowed around here he scares me and u said ur broken up with him' #that was the thing i wanted you to do: not fucking invite him to WHERE I LIVED #godddd typing this shit out and knowing it's only 2% of what actually happened makes me feel pathetic #i can't believe i let you treat me like that. you were a TERRIBLE friend.

[senditothemoonn]

This started as me wanting to draw them as old men and kind of spiralled from there…

#this wasn’t inspired by the Beatles song but as I was finishing it I realised it needed sth extra and the song kinda fit…😳 #I am weak for several things #domestic aus being one of them fran wearing Arthur’s clothes being another #like #he sleeps nude or in Arthur’s shirts #no in between #and of course he is going to wear his husbands frumpy sweaters in the hospital because they’re soft and comfy and smell like *him* 🥺 #‘you said you’d die before wearing one of my frumpy old cardigans in public’ #‘I *am* dying arthur’ #cue uncontrollable blubbering from artie and a mom™ hug from fran #my art #francis bonnefoy #hws france #arthur kirkland #hws england #ukfr #aph ukfr #hws ukfr #fruk #hws fruk #hws face family #YES I KNOW the first lyric is wrong don’t @ me it just looked better that way #pretty sure it’s a cover too but I couldn’t upload the original for some reason #and I refuse to link to Spotify

[miusato]

Lmao so I finally done drawing a lineup of P3 cast in my Highschool AU. Call them wokesona or something ahskskskskasosk

#i really need to figure out an actual name for this AU i cant keep calling it wokesona to myself privately forever 🥲 #anyway Aki's costume is like the least y2k here cuz I cant recall anyone wearing jumpsuit as fashion at that time #but shhh mom said i can be cringe online today so like I was thinking that Aki doesnt really have a lot of new clothes in his wardrobe #most of the time he thrifted it or its a hands down from his foster parents or something #but it doesnt really matter his fangirls doesnt care that he is out of date when it comes to fashion #all they know is that boy is hot and they're the reason why Aki has terrible sinus because they wont get his name outta their mouth #anyway again this isnt their permanent clothes hhh its more like a guide for me for everyone's style #i was envisioning that if this is an actual cartoon that nick somehow decides to greenlight #it would be something like 'as told by ginger' where everyone changes clothes in every episode #anyway now that I get this outta my way I can finally go through my request hsjsjaka bUT FIRST //passes out and sleeps for 1 millennia #asukart #persona 3 #persona 3 reload #persona 3 portable #yukari takeba #mitsuru kirijo #fuuka yamagishi #aigis #aigis persona 3 #kotone shiomi #minako arisato #persona 3 femc #shinjiro aragaki #akihiko sanada #makoto yuki #persona 3 mc #junpei iori #00s highschool au