#i Wanna Fall In Love Hours

[archersartcorner]

Had mentioned my interests kinda being all over the place, and currently I’ve been watching D20 and having a lotta fun with it. I have some doodles I want to post, but gonna post this one separately first cus I love Sofia Lee 🥺

#my art #described #dimension 20 #the unsleeping city #sofia lee #Sofia’s definitely my fave from the unsleeping city. Ricky’s a close second but Sofia is top tier #all the player characters across the campaigns have been SO GOOD tho it’s genuinely hard to choose a favorite most of the time #but I love Sofia Lee she’s literally so good character #also yes. new fall out boy song just for my dear blorbos. excellent HWVDJSBSJA #I’m kinda trucking through d20 cus I RLY wanna catch up to neverafter before it ends. might have to just start watching it a lil early tho #(I know I can watch the campaigns in whatever order with little issue I just like to do things chronologically 😭😭) #but I’m at TUC chapter II atm!! and almost done with it I think I’m an hour into episode 16! #I adore brennan’s dming style and further adore all the players. they all work so well together and I love it so much

[groovyangelkisses]

i am tender-hearted. i am a dancer in my room, a poet. I am a lover of snowflakes and valentine's day decorations. i love steve harrington and cozy blankets and that early fall chill that i know would feel so good after stepping out of eddie's stuffy trailer for the first time in hours. ♡

#yes i wanna be tangled up in eddie's arms watching halloween movies and listening to the breeze and falling asleep and knowing hes there and #i love stevie and i need him like water hours #im about to go into a poetry class and im bored #steve <3 #steve harrington #eddie munson #steve harrington x reader #eddie munson x reader #im listening to cool about it and dying because ITS SO STEVIE AND FALL AND AND AND

[frecklystars]

nightmares have rendered me unable to sleep once again so i've been dancing in my room to Elvis music pretending K is dancing w/ me for the past 45 minutes. I think it'd be his way of trying to make me feel better. he isn't very experienced with comforting others but he hears me gasp awake, hears me crying. he knows the drill by now. he immediately gets up. takes my hands and pulls me out of bed. asks me if i want to talk about it, and if i don't, he turns on some music and swirls us around. he mimics elvis' voice while singing to the songs, knowing it'll make me laugh. when i finally do, he's smiling, saying very gently "there you are, sweetheart... there's my girl"

#its funny he doesnt even listen to elvis in his downtime in canon and he's become synonymous w/ his music in my mind #im so tempted to draw him in a black leather jacket and me in a poodle skirt #sharing a milkshake at the diner. OH GOD WAIT i want to draw me and Driver doing that #i need my F/Os more than ever rn it's gonna be uh. a difficult day bc i gotta work soon #and im running on VERY little sleep 😭 #i didnt sleep for 60 hours straight and then i only slept for 2 hours just now and i jolted awake #and i cant sleep again ;~; #but thank god i have ryan F/Os to think about when i jolt awake now #my dolls or my posters being the first thing i see when i wake up scared. is comforting #every tme i blink my eyes burn but it feels better knowing Driver would understand... or Six would get it bc he has c-ptsd too #i need them to hug me so tight. augh. hell on earth i wanna sleep so bad #IM FINE i dont mean to complain. well yes i do. im running on such little sleep my thoughts are all over the place #woof #love notes #💕♬♪ ♡ I can't help falling in love with you ☆- ̗̀💛 ̖́-☆ #vent #I GUESS?

[daveydavs]

IM NORMAL IM NORMAL IM NORMAL IM-

#DID I JUST SPEND MULTIPLE HOURS BINGING MURDER DRONES?? #YES YES I DID #AND AFTER LITERAL YEARS DID I FINALLY FALL IN LOVE WITH THE FEMALE CHARACTERS OF THE SHOW??? #YES I MOTHER FUCKING DID #I LITERALLY LOVE EVERY SINGLE CHARACTER AND I WANT TO BE N HE IS BABY BOY AND ASPIRE TO BE- #HALF AS A DECENT PERSON HE AND IS #AND THE GIRLS??? THE GIRLS!!! UZI AND HER HOT TOPIC PRIME ERA DESIGN COUPLED- #WITH EVERYONE BEING SCARED OF HER IS SUCH A GOTH/EMO GIRL THING??? #I ALSO JUST REALLY LOVE HOW THEY WROTE HER; MAINLY BECAUSE I WAS ALSO AN OVERDRAMATIC TEEN #I ALSO JUST WANNA LEARN MORE ABOUT HER AND HER MOM; ALSO JUST LIKE #Okay im done with caps basically i just love the way they are writing Uzi and N's relationship #its clear they're basically just kids; kids who are severely messed up but are able to find comfort in each other. #I'm extremely tired and this probably doesnt make sense but its okay lmao #murder drones

[saeshiraw]

tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry

#tw rant #studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not #its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels #so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday #i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me #n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone #yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my #friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep #of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle #but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today #i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts #and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics #just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people #im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier #im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk #and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know #but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac #h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe #ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch #people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and #seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want #are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to #spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was #i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next #“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes #me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good #but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im #intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout #but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one? #the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone

[mejomonster]

I would like. To be in mutual love

#rant #yeah... #........................................................................................................................................... #look its like this. im chronically ill. i know its not totally up to me i cant go out 1-3 times a week trying ro meet ppl. i know i #cant even eat some days my tummy too upset. cant work some days cant even sit up. can barely keep up witj friends i already have #and i know the being drained wont get better. i might be this sick forever. and i know im prioritizing my own art over #meetjng strangers. thats a choice. i know its my own fault im lonely. i also just. i wanna build a relationship #that long term where u meet and become friends then best friends then fall in love and hey if ur lucky marry ur best friend #and i know that wont come from forcing myself on dates w ppl i dont like. i know no ones ever liked me before #i know i havent felt attraction in years anyway. i miss having a crush. but i suppose itd be sad anyway. to crush and not be liked back #to feel ill need to wait another 5 years for another rare crush. i dont believe in fate i dont think. so i might not ever #kiss someoje i like. i might not get lucky and hold a crushs hand. spend months or years with someone like that #i just. i hate so much romance isnt like skills. i cant just date 1x a week until i run into love #i cant even find 1 person a month to crush on let alone ask out. cause the feelings are luck too #luck of who u run into even if u go tl events. even wuen i had 10k tinder matches the only date #the only person who respjded. was someone with a gf who didnt have much in common with me and me not mucj w them and it #was just not enough click to even make a friend #god it makes me sad. id like to kiss someone special. hold their hand. hear em talk hours #i have friends and love em but i dont wanna kiss a friend. i just dont feel romancy very much.

[kittylove4ever]

doodle :P

wanna do smthin w these colors n the concept again in the future, also when idk what to do w colors right away, I make these little guys to just get the colors down so look at these creatures ig :333

#miraculous ladybug #marinette dupen chang #luka couffaine #mlb #miraculous fanart #my art #feel free to tag lukanette just know that i don't ship it #i headcanon luka as a v v closeted aroace person #idk what went through my head #what 12 hours of I don't wanna fall in love with u by nelward does to someone #this is kinda rough looking aw man #hope that perspective reads well at least a bit

[yaoxsblog]

Im Real close to making a brčko district oc but the thought of having to understand international politics and stuff… yeah no I’ll stick to my water

#in all seriousness i just wanna make a little girl for herze #cause mommy herze hours #idk i read that it used to have croats as their second ethnic group #so herze would obv fall in love #plus actually a child that would tolerate her and bos wow thats new #yugotalia #hetalia #aph herzegovina #bosherze #aph bosnia

[touch-of-mischief]

why do I have to work when I just wanna be wrapped up in a cozy blanket in the dark while watching Wednesday

#the way I have to stop myself from going in the trending tag #I’m hanging by a fucking thread #it is so unfair that the show has been out for hours now and I haven’t been able to watch it yet #nobody as pretty and as obsessed as me deserves this #wednesday addams #wednesday netflix #wednesday #enid sinclair #wenclair #I just wanna see my sapphic grumpy x sunshine babies fall in love #I know I’m gonna be twirling my hair and kicking my feet while watching them I know this

[warmspice]

babygirl my conflict avoidance does not allow me to make flirty eye contact on public transportation

#(fboi emoji ;;;)) #Void talks #Who doesn't wanna fall in love w a stranger for an hour??? #But also life is difficult and scary all the time #Currently realizing threads in my life that I suppose maybe I know what to do with and also maybe not because #They require a bit of vulnerability I'm not sure I can spare right now.. #Hmmm

[andrewknightley]

I just finished the fall of the house of usher and im shaking my tv and scratching the walls and screaming

#the fall of the house of usher #like !!!!!! is the umineko core if it all #of awful rich siblings having awful gorey deaths #(thats the only thing in common but thats enough for me) #love it so much i highly enjoyed this show i could talk about it for hours #i wanna write a gory slasher now #also i need to read all the edgar allan poe stuff now too

[real-life-cloud]

:(

#the sky speaks #vent time!! #tw suicidal ideation #i wish i could just hate my mother it would be so much easier #but shes trying so hard and in so much pain #but shes so TIRING to be around !!!! #she got in a wreck this evening. she was drinking and driving around to all of people who don't talk to her anymore #shes getting a dui i guess? #and this is just one thing in a looooong list of shit shes pulled #ive heard her scream and sob so much today. but now shes also saying she wants to die. over n over #full on existential crisis. she feels no purpose and is so lonely #she left this morning to go shopping tyen just never came home. my dad asked me to call her and she answered and just said #i can't. im sorry. and hung up on me. then she turned off her phone and we didnt know where she was for a half hour #and i was so fucjing worried that shed killed herswlf or somthing i couldnr even remember rhe last thing i said to her? #i hugged her for so long when we finally got home #but im just so tired of loving her #shes still down there crying but i cqnt listen tk her anymore. my head is pounding. i wanna sob. i never wanna cry again. #i kinda wanna die too but i feel like i cant tell anyone really. moms such a mess how could i possibly put these feelings onto dad or thomas #and not mom. god. shes thw reason i feel like that. evwry time. im so tired of her falling apart that id rather not be here. #if i had just sucked up being on my period and went shopping with her today this wouldn't have happened. but that shoyldnr be how it is!!!!! #im allowed ro stay home!!! i shouldnr have to babysit her!! but ive felt like i was HER mother aince i was 17 #im just so tired

[silks-up-my-sleeve]

Laying in bed finally and all I want is Jake :(

#it's so cold in my room and i just wanna lay with my head on his chest and be cozy and warm under the blankets #to kiss him all over his face and just love on him and watch the x files and fall asleep in his arms #it's yearning hours babey

[naurrto]

#depressing quotes #depressing #depression #sadcore #sad boy hours #sad but true #aesthetic #aesthetic depression #in my feelings #shower thoughts #love is dead #all in my head #real #vintage #I’m falling #let me go #let me die #I wanna die

[hoomanityisavirus]

I wanna fall in love with words and the pages they’re on.

Let them surround me with wise sentiment, hilarious anecdotes & solutions for my anguish.

I want to walk into a room knowing those pages are alive and ready for me to consume them.

I want to feel safe & unburdened by the rest of Life. To know that when I sit down to pore over the pages, that it won’t get up and walk away. It’ll still let me enjoy its stories no matter if I’m angry, sad, or happy as can be.

I want these pages to yearn to see my eyes. For the entire book itself to shudder excitedly when i choose them that day. To feel like their joy can begin when I’m laughing at that one line, or when I cry for the main character as they experience loss in the story.

I want the title of the book to feel like it embossed across its cover the day I read it aloud to myself the first time.

{ Sidenote I feel like this is what Aziraphale is constantly seeking in his books even though they have someone who acts exactly like this for him and they’ve been standing right in front of him. Thank gods for season 2 amirite?🫠🫰😩}

I want a polyamorous kind of affair with an entire library. 📚

#booklr #bookworm #books and reading #aziraphale #good omens #crowley #crowly x aziraphale #i wanna fall in love #mental illness #poets on tumblr #yearnposting #yearning hours #good omens 2

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#fucking. god dammit. i hype myself up like: fuck it i dont want a uk phd #and then i fucking pre interview. which was a full on fucking hour long interview and im reminded how #fucking cool the project is. like hhhhh why cant u b in the us???? #they can only pick one candidate. and like oh yea we could send u to the arctic or southern ocean #fuck u thats so cool hhhhhh ugh. im hoping when i visit [redacted] school i fall in love so completely that i can say no #but ugh its so so cool. and i feel like they were impressed with me. like i feel the interview went well #and one guy was like: even if u dont end up here youll have a stellar research career. and im like 😭 #like i kno im not a perfect fit for the project but like im. i think my brain is good at some things so i could contribute things #ugh now im all shaky a sweaty. and after i visit the other school i have to immediately let the uk school kno if i wanna comit to them #then i could maybe visit the lab. tho idk when id have the time to fucking fly to the uk #uuuuuugh school bullshit. so stressful. but im glad they think what ive done is cool #like i feel so dumb all the time bc the trauma of being dyslexic in the american public school system that as soon as someone says im smart #or impressive im like 😭😭😭 #also they asked how i feel abt writing papers and i was like: convention is bullshit and i dont think thats what the guy was expecting lmao #its true tho. fuck convention. challenge convention. be open to new ideas. otherwise whats the point #sigh. well i felt awful this morning. i mean. its only like 9.30 now but i feel a bit better now #since my last interview was a disaster i feel way better abt my interviewing skills now. which is good bc i have 2 more looming #unrelated