#i actually did wheeze

[heartorbit]

always by your side

#couuugh. whehezze #hold on #project sekai #emu otori #pjsk #prsk #proseka #ok thatsg enough RANK 96 COOOOOGUH WHEEEZE #literlaly cough wheez ei have fucking covid. i wanted to draw something nicer for the event but my hands rlly hrut snd my throat hirts and #i was sticking my head in the freezer in between matches. #omfg i didnt think the end sprint was gonna be so insane i didnt have enough energy. mfers made me spend 700 gems. nene please. #i never wanna open the game agaon.(guy who will open it tomorrow and sunday) 16 MIL POINTS.. pimh was only 9mil. for rank 80smth. #the hatsune miku colorful stage tiering economy is in shambles #'im never doing that again' [will do it again in august] #event was insane. started out ill -> only 1 rate up card -> charger broke -> assignments -> covid on the last day. Be fr #to my beloved sakurako and fixer i wub you. ill try to finish my nice profile but well honk mimimi. #NSIFFLKE. SNIFFLE. WAAAAAAH #this is so lazy but i havent drawn for myself literally in a week. other than doodles i did between matches #actually theyre like little bobblehead emus all over my sketchbooks i should collage them into anpost #idk how people get that subtle gaussian blur on their lines i tried it but it looks so obvious to me here.. maybe bc i used a thick brush.. #ok wonderhoy i need to lay down so bad tylenol save me. I ACCIDENTALLY SWALLOWED MY LOZENGE IN THE MIDDLE OF A GAAAAAME

[freckleslikestars]

Gillian Anderson as Dana Scully in every episode of The X Files

#the x files #dana scully #gillian anderson #txf #x files #do you love the colour of dana scully? #it's done! and I only cried nine times whilst making it! #my laptop is literally wheezing right now #as am i - i should probably take my inhaler actually #but its done its done im so happy its done #this might just be my magnum opus #is it good? no. did it take literally everything out of me? 100% #GA gifs #my gifs #xf gifs

[royalarchivist]

Pac: Do you know that Bagi and Empanada, they created a mafia?

Tina: WHAT?

[Several minutes later]

Tina: You could've lied, Pac. You could've lied. Do you think I'm stupid? Do you think I'm gonna let you get away with this?

Tina went through an entire character arc during her conversation with Pac about the Pancake Mafia today!

#Tina Kitten #Pactw #QSMP #Tina #Pac #Edited #March 14 2024 #WHEEZES THIS TOOK WAY LONGER THAN IT SHOULD'VE #their conversation was very long though #It was ~7 minutes long but they continued talking for a long time #I need to catch the rest of the VOD later #no subtitles today because good lord this took way longer than anticipated and I have gotten NOTHING done today #aghhhh #I did a lot of audio adjustments for this video because you could BARELY hear Pac in the actual stream

[donnabenevientosimpingzone]

Hey! Now that you’re back I wanted to ask about Resident Lover? I remember you were on the team- but then the game came out and your name wasn’t on the dev list... what happened?

I can’t escape this question can I- and for those of you who messaged me, I did delete them in hopes of avoiding this- but I don’t want rumours to spread so lemme be transparent.

Also pls read this for how I’m handling coming back to this blog: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/741337986608873472/complex-feelings-and-absolute-pandemonium-about-my

No, I wasn’t kicked off the team, nor was I invited back when I left- and they made the right choice doing that. I was not mentally stable. I didn’t take the project seriously, I had jealousy issues, and didn’t take criticism well- I self destructed badly- blew up and burned that bridge to ashes, not to mention what sorta hurt I caused the team.

It did hurt a lot when I saw the game release. I was so upset, and spent so many weeks thinking about “what if I didn’t fuck up”. But there are no “what ifs” in history, we are meant to go through what we do in order to become the best versions of ourselves. The whole ordeal was part of the last push I needed to finally seek professional help. And the fact it still hurts whenever I see it around means I still care and carry guilt about everything that happened.

I’m practicing exposure therapy to try and heal that gaping wound. RE8 has turned my life completely on its head and I don’t want to abandon it- the best outcome will be the day I can download and play the game and find it within myself to genuinely love it with no more wounds to lick- but for now I’m content with seeing it float around every once in a while on my dash.

Out of respect- I hope none of you will pester the devs about this either. They did something amazing, and I’m so proud of what they’ve accomplished. Out of all of them I really miss MJ. They were the best, most hilarious friend- I always thought they were super attractive- and the whole reason the game was possible. Show them some love- idk message them “you’re cool!” for me or something. Anon ask if you have to. Don’t tell them I’m the one who sent you- I think it’ll be funny to just have a whole buncha people messaging them outta nowhere bahaha

And with that I hope this clears it up and stops people from messaging anymore about it. It’s still a sensitive wound I’m working to heal and I’d like to do it at my own pace<3 I don’t regret the experience, I’m in such a better place now because of it. I would love to make peace with my past self and accept the pain as a part of growing.

Until then enjoy me going back to my usual shenanigans before all the shit hit the fan. I’m very excited to draw more Spider Donna and Beneviento Sisters, I hope y’all enjoy it too<3

Update edit: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/737803172475781120/stupid-lil-update-i-wanna-do-as-per-my-pinned

Update! https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/737980137572892672/people-who-knowknew-me-personally-probably-arent

Update that shows old sprite: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/738487941680316416/want-me-as-a-professor-okay-damn-ignore-the

Update where I rant about Angie and Daniela with a cat: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/740499151828156416/can-we-see-the-png-of-the-angie-sprite-holding-a

Update about the dangie ask on the RL blog: https://www.tumblr.com/donnabenevientosimpingzone/742312364040454144/hey-just-a-heads-up-that-the-rl-team-recently

#ask #I’m not tagging this because the team moved on without me #and I’m happy they did #don’t want to open old wounds #so please #don’t bother them about this #I’m just tired of people messaging me and I knew I couldn’t stay quiet forever or else shit will hit the fan #been on the internet enough to know that wheeze #they’re all very good people and I miss them dearly #I’m so thankful for this experience even if I didn’t see it to the end #I THINK THE TEAM ACTUALLY HAS ME BLOCKED SO IM PINNING THIS TO GET PEOPLE TO STOP MESSAGING ME CUZ YES I STILL AM GETTING SOME

[crossbackpoke-check]

it’s all the rest of what i want with you

connor dewar/brandon duhaime :: 8k

Summary:

“Brandon,” Connor says with a sigh. “There’s no baby in there.”

“Not yet,” Brandon says. Connor feels his stomach twist, almost like what he would imagine a baby kicking to feel like.

in these trying times of dewvorce, may i offer you 8k of pwp inspired by @stillfertile’s wonderful art which i had. several breakdowns about 🫶 anyway please enjoy!!!

#OFFICIAL FIC ANNOUNCEMENT 🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️‼️‼️ i wish i had pretty fic graphics but alas i have No Skill and also. so much work i should be doing bu #HI SHE’S HERE i would love to say this is a complete surprise drop except i have Anxiety & i needed to ask you guys about it beforehand #in my defense i started writing this in like. january far before any tragedy occurred #because square asked about my tags on their dewey2 art and she spawned like. a million more thoughts about it #including the part where i got absolutely kicked in the face with the lightning vision of those two lines. #like those two lines are the first actual lines of the fic i wrote ajdhkwdiowdjiw ANYWAY please be nice to me i know i am always like #‘this is not the first real fic i ever thought i’d post’ and if i had a nickel i’d have three but this is the first pwp i’ve ever posted #and it’s 8k and it’s not a fic for an exchange (although technically i did very much write this for the dewey^2 hivemind so.) #i have SO many things to say i have so many comments on this doc also i couldn’t pick a title for the LONGEST time and i finally decided on #this one but the full quote was too long: #all the rest of what i want with you that scares me shitless #so. i was angling SO hard to make a yung gravy lyric as a title bc i saw the video of him at a wild game but i couldn’t find a good one #and instead y’all got a very sentimental title l m a o. #liv in the replies #shout out to the extended universe this lives in and also my unhinged comments in the docs. #if you liked fun fuck a baby in him friday i’ll be here all week i promise i am the exact same in the comments as i am in the tags 🫡 #the NUMBER of times i wrote something in this by pulling it out of my ass and then actually went back and did the research & was RIGHT is. #far too high. also the amount of coincidental things that dropped while i was writing this (yung gravy song about pregnancy AFTER i wheeze #laughed myself into a yung gravy title the athletic player poll confirming my restaurant & bar choices from googling ‘st. paul good bars’…) #also if anybody got advice on formatting for these little announcements. help. this is different from my miro/luka one &i’m still not happy

[tervaneula]

I HAD TO. OKAY. Also hi this is my Future Donnie!!

I wonder how Robin would feel if he knew that a ninja turtle roasted his UMK performance ahjhajhajhajshsjlhföjk

#THE SONG WAS HORRIBLY BORING ROBIN DID NOT DESERVE TO WEAR ALL PURPLE. I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt #rottmnt fanart #rise donnie #future donnie #future donatello #tervdraws #umk2023 #eurovision 2023 #also i can't stop wheezing. i actually drew this lmaoooo ahjsgdhgd

[quartergremlin]

so im rewatching elementary for the ten billionth time and I am once again at the coveted "artist makes forgeries" episodes that are popular in case shows for some reason.

Its always funny to me how they explain it. "these dastardly and talented and poor artists heinously copy the work of famous artists" and there's a scene where they walk into their studio and there's this moment of shock at all these paintings! Here's the proof! Its the fake pearl earring! Arrest them!! As if recreations of famous (public domain) paintings aren't a common way to make money. And master copies aren't an extremely common way of study that gets taught to literal high schoolers.

#Most unrealistic part is that they aren't covered in charcoal #Just once I want them to arrest an artist and they have charcoal smeared sideways across their face #And are hacking and wheezing because they accidentally inhaled chalk pastel #We are not cool even a little bit #< did this #We wear black so much to cover up the amount of charcoal we are covered in #despite my griping i actually like these shows. they're goofy as hell.

[skyloftian-nutcase]

Ladies and gentlemen, I present to you the best picture I’ve ever taken in a Zelda game

#tears of the kingdom spoilers #totk spoilers #I was WHEEZING when I did this #my magnum opus #Actually the best picture I’ve ever taken in a Zelda game might be of tp link holding a puppy #but I think n this might top that 🤣🤣🤣

[medichamcham]

(draws rose with huge distracting anime boobs) why is nobody talking about the insidious narrative i meticulously tried to portray through my drawing >:(

#medi.txt #THEIR EYES ARE UP THERE!!!!!!!!! #im not actually mad dw #I WAS WHEEZING TBH like i realized halfway that i might have drawn rose's chest a little too big #but i already did the base colours and inking so i thought ok maybe they wont look so massive once i render them (i was wrong)

[oblivions-dawn]

They're Fucked Your Honour

HELLO HELLO. 'Tis another Wednesday. For real this time. I was tagged by the always lovely @thequeenofthewinter and my victims this time are . . . @umbracirrus @yewphoric and. I'm blanking. FUCK. Well if you want to join in on the fun tag me so I can see all of your lovely words >:3c We're getting to a point where my girls are consistently finding amusement in each other and it's. Fantastic. ALSO Isran's back!! THAT'S RIGHT WE'RE BACK AT FORT DAWNGUARD!!!! It's like coming back home ;w; For how long, that's for me to know and you to find out c: Enjoy!!

“I thought I told you not to come back here without Agmaer.”

Vigdis crossed her arms and raised a brow. “You never said I couldn’t come back without him.”

Isran pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed deeply. They stood in the main rotunda, where several workers bustled about. It appeared that the Dawnguard finally had the funds—and the time—to create the image of a more proper fort. Many had brooms to sweep away the dirt and cobwebs, while others unpacked boxes, and more still replaced or mended the moulted banners.

“Give me one good reason why I shouldn’t just throw you out right now,” the Dawnguard leader growled. Vigdis wordlessly fetched the report Agmaer had written and held it out to Isran. He quirked a dark brow as he cautiously took it from her freckled hand. “What is this?”

“The good reason,” Serana quipped smartly.

Vigdis pressed her lips together to disguise her smirk. Isran merely glowered in return, then unravelled the parchment. His silver eyes scanned the document for several long moments; his stoic expression gave nothing away. Finally, he huffed in exasperation and tucked the report away.

“I suppose it’ll have to do,” he grumbled. “Fine. You can stay—but only because he was so damn adamant about it.” His gaze narrowed subtly. “Guess it’s a good thing you’re back anyway. Florentius wouldn’t stop asking about you.”

“Where is he?” Serana asked.

“Upstairs.” Isran paused. Uncertainty flickered briefly over his face. “After you’re done, tell him to come find me. I need a word with him.”

#Senu Dialogue #Senu's Writing #Skyrim fanfiction #Skyrim OC #Vigdis #Serana #Serana Volkihar #Isran #I did actually miss our favourite grump but he isn't sticking around WHEEZE #Floren didn't make it in this WIP BUT PERHAPS NEXT TIME if it isn't finished by then hehe

[thatfaerieprincess]

my dorm didn't even have overhead lights???

#dhhdhdhdhshshs?????? #some of u have swimming pools and granite countertops???????? #I didn't even have counter tops period??????? I didn't even have overhead lights??????? #sorry sorry this is not actually a dig at anyone who did have these things in their dorm that's totally fine tbh Im just wheezing #this is more a dig at my own college's dorms more than anything #I started laughing so hard when I got this notification #my best friend was on the top floor of one dorm and they had so much water damage the paint was flaking off all along the wall?????

[everybody-hit-the-pyro-cue]

im going to cry this is actually healing me

#dan and phil #dan and phil games #okay like #this is EXACTLY how the old videos were?? like humorwise??? #but it's 2023 and cringe culture is dead and they're gay and happy and making jokes about it AND THE FUCKING ANNOUNCEMENT MOOSE. THE FUCKIN #THE FUCKING MOOSE WHISTLE #like sometimes when media i like is revived im low-key unhappy with it because it doesn't tickle my brain the same way but #they did it so so rigt and im not sure how but this is the most i've laughed in i don't know how long #thank you guys!! #im silently wheezing through my tears im going to go on a dan and phil games binge now :thumbs: #starting with the fnaf ones of course trying to manifest a spooky week #i really needed familiarity rn!! and unproblematic media and just good lighthearted fun i am absolutely reverting and i will be so fucking #unsufferable if you do not want to see that block the tag!! #im genuinely serious was not doing great today this video made me so so happy #okay yeah actually leaving to binge now will return maybe later to rant in tags #cue rambles

[handern]

celtic languages are sooo cute and full of images😍🥰

instead of saying "she put her blood and tears into this" my breton grandma just said "she put all her koc'h kozh in it" which roughly translates to "she put all her might into releasing something from deep within her into the world for everyone to see" and I think it's bueatiful

#grandma bluescreened when I translated word by word what she fucking just said #she almost pissed herself laughing bc it's like #such a mundane little swear to say for her #it hits differently when you actually translate it #koc'h means poop and kozh means old #it does mean that you did a valliant effort and put all your strength into smth tho #like it actually is a fucking compliment in her book #imagine saying you put all your constipation poop in smth instead of saying she put her entire pussy in it #she was wheezing and crying she couldn't talk for a hot minute #babbles blabbles #me : grandma why do you call my brother a staircase fart #grandma : bc he's insignificant but really annoying just like a creak in a staircase

[hecckyeah]

it's 1am and I'm laying in bed cackling about Snarming. I need help

#did i make that up??? I'm assuming its been around for a while but i Cannot Remember #ouat #snarming #I'm sorry but snowing is too basic #i would also propose: #dary nargaret #mavid #pnow chite #snince wharming #the way im actually wheezing rn you have no idea

[adhdvane]

im dying he r fkcuking face

#im rewatching mlp while farming gw or at least i think it still counts as rewatching but i dont remember #i know i never watched all of it #i got to season 5 and was like okay i def remember the first two eps and some in between #but i dont remember the finale so i must not have watched season 6 #but i was like but isn't there another dragon episode???? and it's in season 6 and i remember that episode #but i like don't think i remember the other ones???????? #i might have watched season 6 #there's no way i watched beyond that tho #did netflix ever actually have 5 & 6 bc i know they're dumb af and only have 1 - 4 right now? #did hulu ever have them??????? #bc i this is the first time im sailing the high seas to watch pony shit so i must have watched them in some official capacity before?? #anyways ive been wheezing at this fucking clip and idk if it's just bc ive lost my mind from farming #the FUKGCING FACE SHE MAKES IS ENDING ME

[stark-alchemy]

AY YO!!! shut up!!! this is gunna be the only thing I talk about for weeks!!!

It's sketchy and a bit uggo but ummmmmmm this scene here!

OOOOHHHH!!!! can I just sat that the acting in The Sun and Moon Show is so fucking good along with the scripting! Fuckin GGs to everyone on the team and Davis and Universal for such brilliant acting. Ya'll know how yo break hearts and I'm HERE FOR IT!!!!

#hats off to Sams for actually making me wheeze cry for the first time in years #like bawling how i did watching cast away for the first time #oooohhhh my heart hurts #but damn im so happy this is happening #talk about some good acting #i came for a good time #and i got drama #fnaf moon #fnaf eclipse #SAMS #the sun and moon show #sunrise #moondrop #sundrop #hehehhehe #drama #i may clean this up but....eh