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#i also dont really think these looks like the penguin book covers I found on the World Wide Web but what can u do
tpvvk2 · 4 years
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Fine Line as Penguin Book Covers (insp)
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hardlyharringrove · 4 years
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he used to wear blue (before I knew you) Part 2/ WHO KNOWS ANYMORE
There is a whole lot of harringrove coming next part I promise, now that we got the story really rolling, there’s a little bit here but it’s mostly explaining my boy Steve.Sorry it took so long, I dont even have an excuse frfr. If you Haven’t read part one please find it HERE. If you have read part one then please enjoy part two to my madness my lovely freaking penguins. Until next time ya tiger kings and queens
When Steve woke up, he once again expected to be cold. 
He was warm again though, proving himself wrong.
Steve opened his eyes, groaning he looked around through hazy eyes, trying to focus himself. He could see himself in a mirror, blinking at his reflection. The bandage over his eyebrow really hurt, and he had a pounding headache.  When he sat up, shrugging the blanket that was covering him off he sighed. Was he even still at the school? The surrounding didn’t look familiar to him, he looked around once more before his eyes landed on someone else in the room.
Oh.
He wasn’t alone. 
Before he could fully freak out though, he could tell it wasn’t Hargrove again, it also wasn’t Nancy or Jonathan. Steve did have a guess though, looking at the pixie brown hair cut and too big glasses for her face.
“Barb?” He asked quietly, reaching up to rub at the back of his head, trying to soothe his headache.
“Hey Steve.” She replied, finally looking up at him. 
Barbra Holland, she’d die Steve’s Junior year in his backyard. She’d disappeared from his backyard,and it had haunted him for ions. They had never really been friends, she was only ever around when he was trying to talk to Nancy. Even then, she gave off vibes of disapproval towards Steve. So why was she here now?
Steve had wanted to ask her, wanted to ask her if she had found her piece in this weird afterlife they were both in. The words wouldn’t come out though, he could only sit there in shock, staring back at her as she stared at him. His life had a lot of explaining to do, but he had nobody to ask, nobody to understand him.
“Billy had to go to class, if that’s who you're looking for.” She said, smirking at him.
He had in fact NOT been looking for Billy.
“He asked me to stop by during my free period to make sure you were okay. You gave everybody a heart attack you dingus.” Barb said, closing the book that was in her lap, and leaning back in her chair. 
“I did?” 
“Um yeah, you don’t remember anything do you?” She asked, raising an eyebrow at him.
“No, I can't remember anything if I’m being honest with you” Steve replied, giving an exhausted sigh. He genuinely felt as if he could sleep for years with how tired he was right now.
“Well, you passed out in the boys bathroom and hit your head pretty hard,Billy carried your ass to the nurse. Then you woke up and started freaking out apparently talking about everything being a dream. So the nurse gave you some prescribed meds and knocked you out for a few hours.” She said, reaching down to pull a satchel from between her legs and around her shoulders. “It's fourth period now, and my free period is almost over. So, I’ll text B and let him know you’re okay.” She stood then, walking past Steve and towards the door.
“Barb, I can’t remember anything. None of what you said makes sense!” He exclaimed, standing on wobbly legs and reaching for her. He grabbed her arm, stopping her. “ I just want someone to actually listen to me on this.”
“Steve we are all here to listen to you, that’s what friends are for.” Barb whispered, turning and placing a comforting hand on his shoulder. “It was just a little fall, you’ll be okay by lunch and in time for the basketball game tonight, okay?” She asked, turning to leave again.
“I don’t even know why I’m asking you for help.” Steve muttered to her back, making her stop and turn to him again.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” She sounded hurt.
Steve glanced at her, shit, he didn’t mean it like that.
“I didn’t mean it like that.” He sighed, shaking his head.
“Well how else am I supposed to take it? I thought we were like best friends Steve?” She asked, again the hurt tone in her voice, making Steve wince at her words.
“We are.. Well we’re not but I don’t know okay?” He stuttered, trying not to explode with emotion. His head was reeling at this point and his face felt hot. He felt just like he did early trying to explain his current situation to deaf ears. Why was nobody listening to him? 
“Did I do something that I don’t know about? Or is this just your regularly scheduled crisis of the day?” She asked, taking a step back from him.
Barb stopped them, really looking at Steve, watching the nervousness in his eyes and the unease in his stature. And then, as if a light bulb had just been turned on,she looked around quickly, noticing the nurse on a phone call out in the hallway before she rushed and closed the door.Barb locked the door, turning to look at Steve slowly. “Steve what year did you fall asleep in?” She asked, approaching him carefully.
“What? What year? Is that some trick question?” Steve asked, running a hand through his hair, pacing in circles now.
“Steve,” Barb tried.
“If you don’t want to listen to me then you don’t have to but to make fun of me Barb, that's low.”
“Steve,” She tried again.
“I mean at least everyone else was a little genuine with their concern but I’m not crazy okay. And i don't even think this is a dream anymore. Not with-”
“Steve!” Barb tried again, waving her hands to get his attention to no avail.
“But this has to be a dream because how else would we be talking right now? You’re literally dead. So none of thi- HEY!” Steve finally stopped talking after he felt a sharp slap to his face. “That’s really NOT cool, especially since this is the kind of dream you get hurt in.” Steve muttered, looking up to see an annoyed looking Barb.
“Did you say I’m dead?” She whispered, grabbing both sides of his face and making him turn to look her in the eyes.
Steve nodded slowly. 
“Steve,” She paused, taking a deep breath, “What year did you fall asleep in?” She asked again.
“1982.” He whispered back, looking at her intently.
Barbra let go of his face taking a shocked step back.
“Steve, you’re not in a dream.” She started, raising her arms to calm him.
“What are you talking about? Of course this is a dream?” Steve asked bewildered by her strange behavior all of a sudden.
She reached forward then, grabbing both of Steve’s hands in hers, and looking at his very confused face.
“Hey, Open this door! Children do not make me call the principal!” The nurses voice came through the locked door. 
Both teens ignored the demand, attention staying on the other instead.
“Barb, what do you mean this isn’t a dream?” Steve asked again.
Barb looked down, taking another deep breath before looking up at Steve.
“Steve I did this.” She said, waiting for a response. She was met with silence so she continued. “I brought you to an alternate dimension with me.”
And with that, Steve may have fainted again.
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“Are you sure we shouldn’t call his parents?” A female voice whispered harshly.
“Yeah right, remember the last time Steve tried out for sports?” That was Billy talking now. Steve could recognize that much
“Yeah like two years ago man so what?” A different female voice spoke up, maybe Nancy?
“He got a scrape on his knee and his parents almost had a heart attack.” 
“I still think we should call someone” That was a different voice, a younger male voice, he knew that voice too though.
Steve sat up slowly from where he was lying down. His head was cold, he thought, raising his hand to remove a wet white cloth that was on his forehead.He looked around, eyes still a little fuzzy from being closed for too long. He was in the back of someone's car, that much was clear. Whose car, was a different question. He could still hear the voices outside of the car arguing back and forth over him. Steve took a deep breath, looking down at the car floor, seeing a bunch of open soda cans and scattered magazines. He took another deep breath, the car smelled of burned cinnamon sticks and ash.
Deciding he couldn’t take the arguing outside anymore, Steve opened the door. Spotting Billy first as he was closest to the car. He looked around at everyone else surrounding him. He saw Nancy and Jonathan which was a relief. What really threw him for a loop was seeing Barbra and Mike Wheeler standing in front of him as well, with concerned looks on their faces.
“B-Barb?” He asked quietly, standing to his feet a little wobbly. Billy reached out to grab his arm, helping to steady the boy. “You did this?” He asked, pointing an accusing finger at her.
Barb took a step back from the rest of the group, her eyes facing downwards.
“Baby take it easy.” Billy whispered in his ear.Pushing him back onto the car seat behind him.”All Barb did was call us all, she carried you from the nurses office, after convincing her not to snitch to your parents that you’ve fainted twice in a day.”
What? Had he imagined that whole conversation in the nurse's office.
“Are you sure nothing happened last night? This is weird even for Steve.” Nancy asked, her question directed towards her brother. 
Mike shrugged, raising his hands in defense of whatever accusation he was being accused of.
“We all hung out just like we usually would. Steve picked us all up and took us to see the new Avengers movie, then we played arcade games all night, got some pizza and then he took us all home. That’s all. I don’t know what he did after that.”
He had been with the kids last night? That sounds like a typical Friday night for him. Still none of this dream made any sense, and Steve had no idea what was going on anymore.
“Avengers?” Steve asked, looking around at everyone as their attention turned to him once more. “What’s that?” 
Nancy turned to her brother arms crossed again.
“See? This makes it seem like maybe you had something to do with this.” She said angrily.
“You also said that he didn’t even remember dating Billy. Did I have something to do with that too? He just asked your best friend if she was alive.” Mike exclaimed, pointing his finger at Barbra, “What would we have done to him for all of that?”
Billy turned to Steve, standing in front of him and placing one hand on his shoulder and using his other hand to tilt Steve’s head up to look at him.
“Baby,” he whispered “Did you take something after dropping the kids off?” he asked, a look of concern in his eyes.
Steve scoffed, pushing Billy away from him.
“I don’t do drugs, Hargrove, so don't accuse me of it. Also stop calling me baby.”Steve said huffing. “ It’s weird.” 
He had to look away from the hurt look in Billy’s eyes, for some reason it really made his heart hurt to see the other boy look so heartbroken over his words. Steve sighed, crossing his arms and shaking his head.
“This is a really bad dream, this is a really bad dream, this is a really bad dream.” He muttered to himself on and on.
“What’d he just say? We’re all in a dream?” Mike asked, taken aback.
“Maybe we should just take Steve home?” Barb suggested from the background.
“We could do that, his moms always out doing stuff with clients until at least 5 pm” Billy said, turning to the group. “I think he’s just tired honestly.”
“I can’t skip today guys, I have a math exam to pass.” Jonathan said suddenly, wrapping an arm over Nancy's shoulders.
“Yeah, I’ve got a Student Council Meeting after lunch today, and you kinda need the president there for that.” Nancy said next. “Let us know how everything goes okay?” She asked, before turning to Steve, a concerned look gracing her face. “Feel better Stevie, we’ll stop by after school.” The couple said their goodbyes before walking back into the school.
“Shit, I have practice after school today too, we have the basketball game today and Coach wants us to run a couple of plays.” Billy cursed under his breath. “I’ll just skip, no way am I letting you out of my sight.” Billy said, turning to Steve and caressing the boy's soft face with his closed fist. 
“No way are you coming to my house Hargrove.” Steve scoffed, turning away from the other boy.
“Listen here princess, fix your attitude now.” Billy demanded, grabbing Steve's chin to force the boy to look at him. “I don’t care if you’re being a brat right now, or even if you’re mad at me for whatever, I’m taking you home. You don’t need to be alone.”
Steve struggled to get out of Billy’s firm grip, feeling slightly embarrassed to have this happening in front of Barb and Mike Wheeler who were both adverting their eyes from the two in front of them. Before Steve could come up with a response that would’ve no doubt angered Billy even more, Barb cut in.
“Actually, I’m done for the day, I don’t mind making sure Steve gets home alright.” She said, shrugging her shoulders.
Billy sighed, and looked as if he was thinking it over before he let go of Steve’s chin and nodded. 
“Fine, but please take care of him.” He grumbled, turning to Mike next “and you go back to class.”
“Gladly,” Mike smirked before waving to Steve “See you later Steve, game night at ours tomorrow, you bring the snacks this time!” He shouted jogging off back towards the school.
Barbra nodded her head, reaching out to take Steve’s keys from Billy who had them in his pocket.
“I’ll bring his car around, I rode with Nancy today anyways.” She said walking off.
Steve turned to watch her walk away and shook his head, had he really imagined all of that conversation? Was this really just some weird dream he couldn’t seem to wake up from? Before he could delve deeper into his own thoughts, he turned to look at a hurt Billy Hargrove.
“Listen man, I don’t know why you’re so obsessed with me in this dream, but thanks I guess.” Steve said, trying to ease the tension.
Billy looked at him then, a strange look in his eyes as he looked Steve up and down.
“Baby, I don’t know whats going on in that pretty little head of yours today.” He said, shaking his head. “But if there’s anything you ever wanna talk about just tell me.” Billy sighed turning back towards the school. “I love you Steve Harrington, and whatever I did I’m sorry okay.” he turned back towards Steve, biting his lip worriedly waiting for a response.
Steve coughed awkwardly.
“Um I forgive you?” 
He must have said the right thing because Billy smiled then, and took three large steps towards him until they were face to face.
“Don’t ever scare me like that again.” Billy laughed, “I thought you were trying to figure out a nice way to break up with me or something.” He said putting hands in his pocket and giving a small shrug.
“Well I-”
Steve was cut off then by a surge of lips pressed against his. He wanted to push Billy off of him and punch him in the face, but something was holding him back. Billy was really warm, pulling Steve closer to his chest. It wasn’t a rough kiss where their lips were mashed together as if they were fighting one another, but it wasn’t a soft peck to the lips either. Steve could feel his whole body on fire,before Billy finally pulled back, a giant grin on his face.
Steve was in shock, too much of a shock to do anything else. Did he really just let Billy Hargove lay one on him as if he was some girl? 
“Text me when you get home babe,” Billy said before turning and walking towards the school. Making Steve jump, when he heard the car lock itself. So, that was Billy’s car, interesting.
“Hey Steve!” Barb shouted at him, she was pulled up in the car he had driven to school this morning just a few spots down from where he was. 
He made her way over to her quickly getting in and closing the door as she drove off.
Steve sighed, taking a second to actually collect himself and relax in the passenger seat. This day keeps getting weirder, he thought to himself. Nothing was making any sense to him.
“Sorry I kinda exploded at you Barb, I guess I’m not feeling well” Steve said, trying to play it cool in front of her.
“Cut the bs Steve.” She muttered, turning out of the school's parking lot and onto the road. “You’re just fine, you’re not crazy and you’re not in a dream.” She exclaimed seriously. She looked over at his surprised look and sighed. “Look I wasn’t kidding earlier when I said I brought you here, I did do this okay?”
“You.. you what? You’re seriously telling me this is an alternate universe?” Steve asked skeptically. 
“Yes Steve, and I’m the only other person who knows, so maybe stop blabbing about it too literally everyone. They don’t know what you’re talking about and they’ll think you’re crazy, trust me I know.”
Steve sat staring at her in silence, his mouth hanging open as he tried to form words.
“Listen okay, I woke up here four years ago with a completely different life. I wasn’t even in Hawkins, when I got here. I woke up in Columbus, Ohio. I tried to explain to everybody that I had just died but everyone thought I was crazy too, I thought it was a dream or at least Heaven. It took me awhile to figure it out, but when I was dying I dreamed of a happier place with no problems like the one I was in, and when I opened my eyes that’s exactly where I was. I didn’t get to pick my reality or anything like that I was just here and I was happy.” She paused again, pulling the car off to the side of the road and turning to look at Steve who had the same confused look on his face. 
“You still with me dingus for brains?” She asked, tilting her head annoyed.
Steve nodded slowly.
“My parents moved to Hawkins to be closer to my grandma three years ago, and I had to become friends with everybody all over again, Nancy, Jonathan, Billy and even you. Along with a few other people. Everything was fine and I was finally happy, nothing weird happens here, okay?” She asked, waiting for Steve’s head nod to continue.
“Okay, but how’d you bring me here?” Steve asked pointing to himself, making Barb sigh and scratch the back of her neck.
“Well, last night I had a dream, well more of a nightmare really. I was watching everybody fight these weird demon-like creatures and run to safety, everybody I knew and loved.Everyone else got away except you, Nancy kept saying she was gonna go back for you and to stay put on a walkie talkie, but she didn’t come back, so I just sat with you. And well,” She stopped trying to collect herself.
“And what Barb?”
“And you were dying Steve” She said sadly” So I just kinda wished for you to come to where I was, a happier place. And that’s what brought you here. After I wished it, you closed your eyes and everything went white. Next thing I know I’m waking up and going to school. I didn’t think it was real until you started talking to me in the nurse's office.” Barb finally finished.
Steve sat for a minute, turning to look forward rather than at Barb who was looking at him intently. He didn’t feel light headed anymore all of a sudden. Everything was starting to make a lot of sense actually. This wasn’t a dream if what Barb was saying was true and if he believed her. Did he believe her? 
“It wasn’t Nancy.” He said suddenly, turning back to glance at Barb “It was you.” He said, shocked.
“What was me?” Barb asked, now confused on what they were talking about.
“I remember right before I closed my eyes in the, well the other universe, a voice was calling out my name. I thought it was Nancy calling me but it wasn’t.” He said.
“I didn’t think you could actually hear me.”She said quietly in disbelief.
The two stared at each other for a long time not saying anything.
“Barb, can you take me home?” Steve asked, “ I think we have a lot to figure out, and you have a lot to catch me up on.”
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blaithnne · 5 years
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Ever Growing Long ass Mary Poppins Returns Shitpost
Spoilers!!!
Mr. Fry is such a god damn sweetheart I can’t eve-
BERT’S NOT DEAD HE’S JUST EXPLORING
“Well then you’ll just have to AVOID them at all costs”
OK BUT THE BADGER LITERALLY SAID HE AND THE OTHER TWO WATCH KIDS WTF-
Lin Manuel Miranda was fucking fantastic
Topsy and Mary’s relationship just makes Mary seem so much more human it’s great
You can see Mary’s personality showing a lot more in this movie, she interacts with the kids so much more and she’s even playful at times, I like her a lot more here than in the original movie
Emily Blunt is an absaloute goddess
Jane is such a brilliant and funny character, I fucking love her
JaneXJack is now on my list of OTPs
I will protect those penguins at all costs
THE COVER IS NOT THE BOOK TURNED OUT TO BE SUCH AN IMPORTANT SONG
I loved watching the kids transitioning from tiny little adults to actually acting like regular children
MARY LOOKS SO SAD WHEN SHE AND THE KIDS ARE GETTING LECTURED I DONT THINK THIS WAS PART OF HER PLAN-
Ok but Mary and Ellen gossiping about Jack and Jane is so sweet
Can we talk about Ellen? I freaking love Ellen
Mary deadass steals Micheal’s bag so she and the kids can take it to the bank and I love it
JANE TAKING MARY IN BECAUSE SHE THINKS SHE HAS NO WHERE ELSE TO GO IS THE SWEETEST THING MY GOD-
The Parrot is more of a character in this and it’s funny seeing him start talking at really inconvenient times
I’m pretty sure that Mary just leaves whenever she feels her job is done, she’s not tied to the wind like it was made out to be in the first movie and pretty sure she’s not controlled by the Banks’ front door either
That being said the scene where the door opens and the cherry blossoms fly around and then Mary’s balloon flies away and then Micheal and Jane realise she’s gone it’s just so dynamic I can’t-
OK BUT THERE WAS THIS OLD WOMAN SITTING IN FRONT OF ME AND I JUST HEARD HER GASP AND GO “THERE SHE IS” REALLY QUIETLY WHEN MARY FLIES IN ON THE KITE IT WAS SO SWEET
The penguins tho
Ok but during the Big Ben scene I would have killed for one of the Leerys to yell “SHE COULD HAVE JUST DONE THAT THE WHOLE TIME!!???”
I loved the relatshionship between Jack and Mary, it’s so cute
Right but where did the Banks’ get those clothes in the scene at the fair? I mean I love them but when????
JANE BANKS
The admiral being in a wheelchair and everyone writing him off as a crazy old man killed me a little
Also him being so happy that Big Ben is “on time” was such a brilliant moment
And him giving the Banks a boat in a bottle when they were leaving was just the sweetest thing
It’s not Mary Poppins without a pampered dog
TRIP A LITTLE LIGHT FANTASTIC
Mary on the bike tho
Dick Van Dyke was amazing
Angela Lansbury is probably my favourite person ever I love her
The face Mary makes after John asks her how much she weighs had me laughing my ass off
They kept drawing attention to the toffees in the bank and it was really weird? Like I was expecting it to have some significance but it didn’t??? It was kind of awkward, was it a reference to the books or the first movie that I’m just forgetting?????
I swear I almost cried when the Banks’ were being kicked out
And their friends coming out at midnight to see them off was great
Mary deciding to help the kids turn back time and then them saying something along the lines of “and if it doesn’t make sense it can’t be true” with these big grins and Micheal and Jane being really confused was so funny and uplifting and so many other things all at the same time
The animation in the royal doulton bowl was incredible, it was clearly 2D but it almost felt 3D at the same time
There’s this scene during The royal doulton music hall when they’re riding the carriage and the camera sort of flips upside down and it was really disorienting a loved it
Can we talk about Jane Banks tho
I’M 90% CERTAIN THAT HORSE CALLED MARY A DOG
“But you’re-” “Yes I know I’m Irish”
Micheal yelling at the kids when they were telling him about their adventure have me major flashbacks to when the kids, Ellen and Cook were all singing supercalifragisticexpialidocous in the original movie
I loved the paintings at the start
The text during the opening credits being the old orange style was giving me so much deja vu and I love how that’s all Disney has to do to make me smile
“Lost, are we Mary Poppins?” “Hopelessly” THEIR FACES WHEN THEY SAY THIS THO
“DON’T YOU LOSE HER SON”
That first scene when the kitchen starts flooding it’s just such a great way to introduce the characters
SPRUCE
Jane storming right up to Mr. Wilkins’ office while Micheal chases after her is just so badass I love her
Have I mentioned that Jane Banks is fucking supercalifragalisticexpialidocious
The balcony scene just made me smile so much
Jack immediately running to help when he see’s Georgie in trouble, he fucking throws his bike down what a hero
“SIDE BY SIDE IS THE BEST WAY TO FLY”
A conversation was the saddest song ever I just want to give him a hug
So apparently Angela Lansbury was considered for the role of Mary Poppins in the original movie and that’s all I’ve been able to think about for almost a week now
“Where is it your from?” “Well that’s a very interesting stor-“ “We have no idea”
Mary’s lullaby was so sweet I loved it
I love how when Jack, Mary and the kids first get going on the bicycle you can see Mary join in with the laughter and it just makes her seem much more real
Also her splashing the kids with water in can you imagine that
Jack and Jane riding the bike together was so adorable
Also Mary just watching them cycle away together for like ten seconds before going “Right that’s enough” and walking off was so fucking hilarious
“You can ride in the basket!”
Mary splashing the kids with water in can you imagine that
The wolf’s smile after the kids went into the tent was so fucking creepy I was actually scared
I love when Mr. Wilkin’s see’s that the time on his pocket watch is different to the time on Big Ben he doesn’t think that his tiny little pocket watch is wrong, no, he naturally assumes that someone found a way to climb all the way up to one of the biggest buildings in the city and change it. I mean that’s exactly what happened but still
“Stay off the sea grass”
Jack rapping in a cover is not the book
I feel the need to mention that I freaking love Jane Banks
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abrahamwr1 · 6 years
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I’m hopefully at the lowest point that my life will ever go. R+
Im getting evicted on the 6th, and all I do is sit in the dark with my thoughts. Which are very selfish and only thinking about me, what will happen the worlds moving so fast I cant keep out with it. How will I ever be able to catch up at this point, with out basic under standing of things work. I have this compulsive beating in my right side of my mind. I dont know what it is but it hurts and I cant feel any other areas of my brain other than the right side of my brain. In the past I remimber being able to feel a lighter feeling than what Im feeling right now. The light feeling would cover the surface of my in’er brain and I would feel waves wash over my brain. When this would happen I have a large change of feelings and would try my best to articualte those feelings. When I did I found my self more engaged with my parents family, friends and even stranger. But without that social interaction my mind goes blank into “scared mode” or something of that sort. I put more trust into those people that have a better perspetion of reality than I have and talking with them I kinda of take that vizon of reality that they have and use it my self. Because I... I dont really know why I do it. Maybe its a selfconchuse thing I do. I learn a lot from others still and thats not something that adults do. Or maybe this is call crazy, what im saying I dont know so Im just going to keep typing almost emptying. So I going to keep on typing this makes me feel really good that I can just do this put something out there into the world at the end of my finger tips tap tap taping away. I know Im a bad writer, because I get a lot of comments on my gerammer* and spelling. But just spilling my shit on this bull shit page feels a lot better than writing with ink and paper. I’ve used computers sences I was 7-8, the first time I was at willow branch liberay. After a reading of Hairy Poter there was some kids playing on the computers they where on runescape like really old runescape. But the librianin put up a different game club penguin ( rip club penguin much fun playing that game). Man I remimber one of the first books I read there was how to tame your dragon, than captain under wear, and I spy books I all of the I spy books. And these midevil fact books which were grate I loved them looking at the pictures was my favorite. So off topic I’ve been watching these pod cast of a guy called Joe rougen and he has a guest on his pod cast every time. And one time I saw this guy that said we are forest people, we’re people of the forest and that clicked with me. He also was talking about us being related with mushrooms, and talking mushrooms was a right of passage for most men. Im not going to lie If I had 5g of mushrooms I would go on a trail and eat 5g just to have glism of what this guy described and this dude climed a tree and took 5g of mushrooms hes name was Paul Stamets. Also I’ve been watching a lot of Jordan Peterson vidoes and I like that he is so knowlegable. I really need to stop wasting so much time every little bit of time I had i sent thinking about playing some sort of video game or youtube video now im fucked and getting kicked out for not finding work and working. I also have a problem with jerking off, just to much porn porn is such a large problem for me. I dont know what to say other than stright up its a problem and I have more and more and more stacking up its like if you work with files and you see this in old tv shows. You will see a file stack up on desk and than another one and another one till it is too big for you to hand so than you push it over. Also fuck Marxism I dont want it. Books are hard for me to read I feel like I cant pull out of them all of what auther is trying to tell who ever is reading it. I want the moral value, knowlage, story, be able remimber the craitors or names of people.
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