#i am DAMAGED

[knightwayne]

You want me to take her.

I’m just going to get her killed, I know it. I know it. I have to leave her.

#thelastofushboedit #hbotlouedit #tlouhboedit #vindicia #tusercora #biafrnc #pedropascaledit #my edit #joel miller #tommy miller #hbo tlou #tlou spoilers #i am Damaged

[binofshit]

saw p!smp and my first thought was penis smp not pirates smp

#please tell me someone else noticed this #like if you go under the psmp tag there’s stuff for both #i am damaged #far to damaged #penis smp #pirates smp #psmp

[xdfyhjkdiana]

hi jd (redraw from something i did a few months ago!!)

#heathers #heathers fanart #jd #jason dean #jd fanart #meant to be yours #guys is this style cute #idk #i am damaged #heathers musical

[thescarleteagle]

Teenage suicide, don’t do it.

#Heathers #big fun #a long with a fake suicide note #Drain cleaner #Gay forbidden love from a mis-approving world #i am damaged #bomb #heather chandler #ram sweeney #kurt kelly #jason dean #Stupid child proof caps #heather mcnamara

[imsogayyippee]

Entry #85

Entry #86

Alex Kralie dying in Entry #86

source: i made it up /j

#marble hornets #heathers the musical #meant to be yours #dead girl walking (reprise) #i am damaged #tim wright #alex kralie #alex kralie mh #alex marble hornets #tim wright mh #tim marble hornets #this is a joke btw

[the-football-chick]

#i am damaged #funny signs

[queer-cosette]

sometimes I think about "I worship you, I'd trade my life for yours" for a little too long and I have to go and lie down

#you don't understand it's about the sweetness and romanticness the first time #and then the second time you realise he worships her too hard almost as if he believes she's a goddess who wants sacrifices #but she's not. she's just a teenage girl who wants to not get bullied or harassed. she just wants to be happy and in love :( #and then the last time it's about how he meant he would trade his life for hers because she's still the only good thing he ever knew #coco speaks #heathers the musical #jdonica #jason dean #veronica sawyer #our love is god #i am damaged

[heathersaddict]

#i am damaged #heathers #heathers the musical #heathers memes

[darkprincessw]

literally me

#princess #I am damaged #trauma #bipolar disorder #bipolar 2 #the voices #tea party #mentally ill princess #mentally ill

[sprnklersplashes]

A contrast I find really interesting between Off Broadway Heathers and UK Heathers is the difference in Veronica’s motivation in taking the bomb and her actions between DGW reprise and I Am Damaged.

In the Off Broadway version, Veronica is shown as actively suicidal. I mean she has the line “dear diary, the irony here is that I never got the chance to write my own suicide note” (which, side note, I am so mad that they cut). Her holding onto the bomb is painted less as something she has to do because she won’t make it back in time and more as her in that moment genuinely wanting to die. JD even points out that she’ll die if she keeps holding onto it but her response is “I don’t deserve to live”*, echoing her declaration in DGW reprise. Even when JD tries to take it off her, her only response is “get away from me” which doesn’t do anything to imply otherwise. In a weird way, the first few lines of I Am Damaged could almost be read as him talking her off the ledge, so to speak. It’s only when Veronica realises she can’t stop him that she lets him take it.

Meanwhile, the West End version portrays Veronica as dying for her beliefs, but not because she wants to die. She even says as much, “I guess that’s a belief I’m willing to die for”. Furthermore, they explicitly show her hurting her ankle in the fight in the boiler room and JD tells her “you’ll never make it, not on that ankle”. So her keeping holding the bomb is portrayed more as a tragic consequence of those circumstances rather than because she doesn’t want to live. Finally when JD tries to take it off her, she says no because she thinks he’s tricking her, not because she doesn’t want to live. 

If I had to summarise the difference, I’d say Off Bway!Veronica wanted to die because she hated herself, WE!Veronica wanted to die so that other people to live. Yes, the West End version still has the line “no-one here deserves to die, except for me and the monster I created”, but combined with the changed lines it again comes off more as dying for her beliefs than her being suicidal.

I think it’s an interesting contrast and I really want to know why they changed it. I personally prefer the Off Bway version, mainly because I feel like the changes contribute to the sanitising and Mary Sue-ification that the West End production did for Veronica. The West End makes her into an almost martyr, but in the Off Bway version, you see just what a messy and struggling character she really is. 

*And after she says this, JD replies “I respectfully... disagree”. Which I am very annoyed that they cut, because it’s a fantastic exchange. 

#heathers the musical #veronica sawyer #heathers meta #i am damaged #i've been thinking about this for a while #jason dean #jdronica

[halinski]

Oh.

I just realized my blog title is my favorite ship dynamic

Those looks right there. Emotional co-dependence from barely-surviving traumatized charactors 😬

#thats my type #it's always the same #hasn't changed in a dozen years #welp #shipping #sterek #buddie #derek hale #stiles stilinski #evan buckley #you need me to survive #fandom #i am damaged

[call-me-oluss]

First part || Next part

#Dragon age #Meira #Hawke #Anders #Dragon Age 2 #Da2 #anders x hawke #anders x justice #Dragon Age art #Dragon Age comic #Art #Procreate #Heathers #heathers musical #I am damaged #dead girl walking (reprise) #By olussek

[lesbianasfuckwomen]

WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT

I AM DAMAGED WITH FINAL QUEST HAIKYUU OIKAWA AND IWAIZUMI

BUT INSTEAD OF THIRD PERSON ITS IWAIZUMI'S POV

"I am damaged. Far too damaged."

No. No you're not.

You're not damaged. You're not a monster.

"But you're not beyond repair."

No. I messed up.

You are the one who's perfect.

You're the one who deserves to live.

I am nothing without you.

If you die, I'm gone.

"Stick around here, make things better"

I can't make things better.

You're the king and i'm the knight.

"Cause you beat me fair and square"

No, no I didn't.

I deserve to be hung on a stake for betraying the king.

You deserve everything, I deserve nothing.

"Please stand back now"

No, I can't.

I swore an oath.

I swore an oath as your knight.

I swore an oath as your partner.

"Hope you miss me"

I will.

I will I will I will I will.

"Wish you'd kiss me"

Do you want me to?

Do you want to just make amends?

Forget everything that happened?

"Then you'd know I worship you"

Why?

Why do you worship me?

"I'll trade my life for yours"

No.

I'm not worthy of your life.

"And once I disappear"

Don't.

Don't do this.

I love you.

"Clean up the mess down here"

I can't.

I can't become the king.

You're the king.

"Our love is God"

Maybe.

Maybe it is god.

Maybe in a next life we will be able to pursue our love.

Till then, I hope you find peace.

"Say hi to God"

A shot rang in the air.

There stands a man holding a gun to another mans chest.

Oikawa Tooru.

A man who's rein of terror cost multiple lives.

Killed by the knight who betrayed him.

The knight he had grown up with.

Killed by Iwaizumi Hajime.

#haikyuu #demon king oikawa #knight iwaizumi #iwaizumi x oikawa #iwaoi #oiiwa #iwaizumi hajime #iwaizumi #oikawa tooru #tooru oikawa #haikyuu oikawa #hq oikawa #oikawa tōru #oikawa x iwaizumi #final haikyuu quest #Spotify #heathers #heathers the musical #i am damaged #veronica sawyer #jd heathers #jd #jason dean #ashy bullshit

[eyeshadowandcaffeine]

I haven’t been this emotionally drained since Ashley Burch murdered Taliesin in Campaign 2

#please don’t come for me this is a joke #I am damaged #critical role #critical role campaign 3 #cr3 #critical role spoilers #cr spoilers #critical role campaign 3 spoilers #bells hells #bells hells spoilers #critical role campaign 2 spoilers #taliesin jaffe #ashley burch #episode 33 #episode 34 #rip laudna #rip mollymauk

[lokigodofsex]

I don’t want to be at work I want to be home reading fanfiction please and thank you

#every second I’m not reading blue as cut sapphires is a second wasted #I am damaged #lol #ofmd fanfiction

[sacha-da-1]

I don’t know why but post-Scherzo Doctor and Charley content got me feeling like: 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

STILL! It just won’t go away, bruh! Scherzo did things to my brain, man! I wouldn’t have it any other way, but this is getting ridiculous!

I feel like even pre-Scherzo would have me spiraling! Like Scherzo has seeped into all their vibes, there is no escape from the traumatic hell scape. It happened, and now it’ll never have not happened for me. Probably even in the stuff before it. I just can’t escape! 😂

#that’s why it takes me so goddamn long to listen to the divergence arc #plus i’m terrified to find out how things will end with both charley and c’rizz #i am damaged #i have been victimized by scherzo #and yet i love it so much! #like eight and charley are still stuck in there for me #they never left #they obviously have left #but in my brain it’s like they’re in a time loop #it just keeps happening over and over again #and they’ll never be the same #and the way i view them (as the two of them) will never be the same #and i don’t even have the words to explain it #i just #*screams* #okay got that off my chest again for awhile #wooh #scherzo #doctor who big finish #big finish #eighth doctor #charley pollard