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captain039 · 7 months

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PART 3 Intertwined with a mortal

Ascended Vampire Duke!Astarion x human!reader

Bridgerton x Astarion 👍🏻

Warnings: Olden times, swearing, age gap, tension, slow burn, vampire Mates, vampire things, angst, sexual, harassment, bigger reader, fat shaming, 18+, angst, Astarions trauma, anxiety, depression, learning to touch and love, big dislike for children lmao, AOB, artist reader, manipulation

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Gods you may be going insane, your dreams were so sinful it would make the faithful cry. You danced with him twice and now he’s in your dreams caressing your body and sending you waves of pleasure you didn’t know was possible. Your books didn’t help either, you always snuck a lewd book in your bag from the library when your mother would go, now you were reading with the duke in mind and yourself as the main character. You thought a nice day of painting would send your thoughts away till you began sketching his face in your book. You’d slammed the thing shut and threw it with wide eyes and a pounding heart, gods what was wrong with you.

The third party of the season had arrived you wore a light blush coloured dress, a fan to match in your hand, it was a warm night. You found Jen easily enough and then Karlach joined as you all began talking and smiling. You enjoyed being in their company, having not seen them in a while due to their own life challenges. What shocked you though was the duke Ravengard coming up to you to sign your dance card with a charming smile. It left you confused as Karlach nudged you with a giggle. After the duke signed a total of five more potential suitors signed and you were left baffled and staring at the names. Problem was, you didn’t feel excitement, you felt dread and a horrid churn in your stomach. You found yourself scanning the crowd too often hoping to see a familiar white haired elf ready to sweep you to the dance floor. When the dancing started though your heart dropped and you realised he wasn’t coming. You shook those thoughts quickly though, gods you didn’t even like the pale elf why were your thoughts all about him. As you started your dance with a young beta named Kye, blond curly hair and pale blue eyes, soft flushed cheeks, he was rather adorable, seemed too boyish to be dancing with lady’s. You kept your polite act up as you tried to ignore the churns in your stomach with each touch, you found yourself looking for the elf even more now. His scent wasn’t horrible, he smelt comforting in the ways betas do, you missed the coldness though.

“Are you alright Milady?” The beta asked.

“Yes sorry my lord, just a little distracted, the heat” you chuckled softly giving him your best fake smile you could muster. You danced and danced till alpha Duke Ravengard, you were exhausted and defeated as you didn’t see your pale elf. Your? He wasn’t yours for gods sake. Before the dance started Duke Ravengard was interrupted quickly and you froze and felt your heart jump at Duke Ancunin taking his place quickly. You felt relief flood you as you began the dance with him. You didn’t know what to say, just knew you felt ease where you were. You wanted to comment on his lateness, saying he took his time, how dare he, but you were the one always leaving him afterwards.

“I saw the way you danced with the others” he suddenly said and you frowned he was here the whole time? Bastard.

“Tense, looking around for someone, dare I say for me” he smirked lightly and you flushed.

“You’re wrong Duke Ancunin” you fought.

“Am I?” He chuckled.

“You’re not looking around anymore, you’re at ease in my arms, your scent is calm” it felt like he knew your every secret, had you been so obvious.

“I assure you it is nothing like that” you said trying to keep up an act. You glanced to Karlach and Jen on a certain turn, Karlach gave you a wink while Jen smiled. You looked to your mum next who was probably planning your wedding, honeymoon and next fifty years of your marriage, by the swoon smile she had. As you stood close to the Duke you let out a small sigh, he’d been on your mind all week and now he was finally here. You hated yourself for thinking like that, you’d already swooned over him, you didn’t even know if he was an alpha or beta or omega. Hells you didn’t even know if he was looking for marriage. Your face must’ve shown your emotions, because the Duke spoke up.

“What’s got you deep in angry thought” he teased with a chuckle.

“A lady is allowed her secrets and thoughts” you said curtly making him grin.

“Of course she is, however you’re scrunching that beautiful face so hard it must be bothersome” he commented and you felt your cheeks go hot. You cursed him silently and his piercing red eyes as the song ended and you bowed your head. Gods you needed air.

After five dances you were feeling lightheaded, two betas two alphas and the pale elf Duke. You hadn’t felt any connection with the other dancers, your heart didn’t thump loudly in your chest with desire. You sighed leaning against the cold railing, you didn’t want to go to anymore of these, maybe you could just slip away. You glanced back into the party your mother chatting happily with some other older lady’s. you glanced around to the guards seeing them unaware of your existence. You hurried to the garden swiftly dodging any eyes or lights before you found silence. You sighed debating if you could lie on the fresh grass, best not ruin the dress. You sat down in the bench instead finally alone with your thoughts.

“You always run off, little pup”

Or not.

You looked up seeing the duke you just danced with, did he follow you? You’re sure you were sneaky. You stood up out of nerves as he smiled at you.

“You shouldn’t be out here” you stated.

“Neither should you” he said back and you cursed silently. This was wrong, being alone with a man at such a time like this.

“Please be clear with me Duke Ancunin” you said and he frowned giving you his attention again.

“What is it?” He asked.

“Why’re you dancing with me? Why did you push Duke Ravengard aside? You’re not known for wanting marriage, and Duke Ravengard is a respectful alpha-“ before you could finish the duke was in front of you quickly hand holding your throat gently making your heart stop.

“Respectful he may be, but, you feel nothing towards him” he said low his eyes burning into yours.

“Marriage isn’t for love” you muttered sadly, but nervously.

“Or feelings” you added your hand holding his wrist. He didn’t choke you, just held you in place as he stared at you.

“No, but you feel this” he said quietly and leant forward. Your eyes closed without thought thinking he’d strangle you, instead cold lips pressed against yours and you gasped. You felt a noise leave your throat as his hand moved to cup your cheek and jaw tugging you closer.

“How I burn in your mind” he whispered kissing your jaw and tilting your head.

“Your thoughts are clouded with nothing but, me” his lips ghosted over your neck making you shudder in delight. You felt overly sharp teeth scrap your neck and felt your heart jump before he lifted his head again.

“You didn’t answer me” you said breathlessly as he smirked.

“This doesn’t mean anything” you added though your mind screamed at you.

“Doesn’t it?” He asked head tilted slightly, white curls blowing in the breeze that passed.

“Gods why’re you here? If someone saw us” your mind began to panic as your eyes rapidly darted around.

“Omega, calm down” his voice held authority as you looked back to him and steadied your breathing breathing in his scent. You pulled away from him and he frowned as you shook your head.

“If this is a game, stop, please” you begged jaw clenching as you held back tears.

“I need to find a husband, before it’s too late” you said surprising even yourself as you quickly left back to the party.

Astarion stared at the spot you were just in, his dead heart would be jumping if it could. You weren’t scared when he held your throat, slight nerves, but you trusted him without even realising it. He’d watched you the whole way through the hall his hands clenched in white knuckled fists as he watched those other men throw you around in what they called dancing. He felt your nerves, your discomfort, smelt your sour scent from here. When Duke Ravengard approached he couldn’t handle it, he took over, felt your relief and that sweet omega scent of yours went back to normal as you began to dance. He’d been late from needing to feed, his body already on edge from the killing, a simple low life nobody would miss now whisked into nothingness. It was stale and horrid, nothing to what your sweet blood would taste like. He found himself unbalanced and wanting more, you dancing in his arms was what it was meant to be, not other school boys barley out of their training diapers. You needed an alpha, someone able to take care of you. With his confliction he had no rank, though the way your body reacted to him suggest that perhaps in his past life he was an alpha destined. He was toying with you, till now, now he felt raw need, raw need for your body and soul to be his, devil strike any hand that lay upon you again.

Next part ->

Also

GUIIRRRLLL DINNNEERRR

#astarion x reader #ascended astarion #x reader #aob #duke astarion #Bridgerton inspired #au #vampires #Karlach #Shadowheart

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jijidraws · 1 year

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Hey where do you go for references of big women? Fat is so pretty but hard to draw ;-;

Stealing this from my twitter thread!

Here's some of the MOST BASIC resources I use to reference fat models!

❥ Pinterest (I generally just search 'plus size model' or 'plus fashion') ❥ Tumblr (Again, search term plus size model) ❥ @fugitiverabbit's amazing http://fatphotoref.com

If I cannot find a pose with a fat model already, I use straight size/skinny ref. I've learned a lot from not only my own body but also the book "Morpho: Fat and Skin Folds: Anatomy for Artists" so I can turn any skinny ref into a plus size ref for myself.

And here's examples of what I come across on pinterest. These are all great starting points for poses! All you need is practise to slim and fatten as necessary to fit whatever picture you have in your head. ♡

I will not share these photos here but sometimes I will sit for my own reference. I am what I draw!! So I am my best frame point when it comes to having a live model to observe. :D Get friends to pose for you! Or sometimes, you can hire a model.

THAT BEING SAID: CAM GIRLS/NSFW MODELS ARE YOUR BEST FRIENDS TBH. There are so many out there that either HAVE reference packs for sale already or would LOVE to model for you for a fair fee!!! And that's reference you can keep FOREVER. ♡

I hope this helps! :'D

#jiji's ask box

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zinzabee · 3 months

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A Message for the RotTMNT Fans

For everyone who is afraid of drawing Rise Raph because of his large body type and proportions, I am here to give you this message: I promise you, I would much rather see you try your best effort and it look a little wonky than for you to exclude him entirely from your art and doodles.

The reason I am able to draw Raph as well as I am right now is because I learned how to draw fat/muscular/chubby body anatomy in my early art career. But it's really never too late to start practicing! I encourage you, I implore you even, to take a few small steps out of your comfort zone for a bit and see where it takes you. If you want to draw him (or any favorite character from a piece of media you love, really) but are intimidated because of their size being abnormal from the thin/skinny, I want you to know that it's okay to be scared. What's not okay is giving up, quitting, or not even trying to attempt their bigger proportions at all. Because then that will bleed over into the rest of your art style/mentality, and there are aspects of your art that you may never improve on because of that. You don't know until you try.

I know it may feel awkward at first, and you may be intimidated by the pressure of getting it right, less anyone make fun of you or you get caught by peers or non-artists and be judged. Trust me, I know. I have been there! It's not a pleasant experience. But if you want to get better as an artist, you need to learn different body types. You need to unlearn the internal fatphobia that society has ingrained into your brain. You need to free yourself and allow yourself to make mistakes as you learn and practice to get better.

Raph is such a wonderful character and he deserves just as much love as all the other brothers, but I've talked to so many artists who all repeat the same thing; "He's so hard to draw." "I can't get his shapes quite right." "I don't draw him that much because I'm intimidated." You are 100% valid for these feelings, I promise. But I think it's for these reasons that you should draw him anyway, and learn his shapes, and learn to draw larger bodies and bigger muscles, because it helps you grow as an artist. And besides that, representation matters. I know there's plenty of fans out there who would love to see more representation like Raph.

So go for it. Even if you're scared. Even if you're unsure. Give yourself a little grace if you wanna draw that big lovable turtle, and do your best. And when it comes down to it, I bet that if he was real and you showed it to him, he'd love it and appreciate the effort no matter what. <3

#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt #rottmnt raph #rottmnt raphael #fatphobia #fat positvity #I mean this all in a very positive and encouraging tone #I don't want it to come off like I'm being mean or pointing fingers #but I notice Raph doesn't get as much fanart as the other three #and I understand it might be because of his proportions and body type #so idk I just want the younger artists to know that its okay to experiment and try #also kind of saying this in light of a really popular artist of a popular show recently admitting she is scared of drawing larger body type #and it reflecting heavily in her art style and character design #and if you know then you know

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throwingmetothelions · 8 months

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Thick GF HC (NSFW)

Let’s get into it 😌 Please remember that when I make headcanons, as you may have noticed, I don’t play into what I think people want to hear. My headcanons have absolutely hurt feelings because sometimes people get painted in a light that doesn’t line up with the fairytale people have constructed. These are real men with real thoughts and feelings and they have maladaptive behaviors. These are my thoughts about said men, so they might not always be bright and sunny. I pull from my brain and all the content I’ve ever seen. This is not the truth as I am not them - these are just my thoughts. It ain’t a dick - please don’t take it that deep. TW: descriptions of bodies, PIV, Oral

Noah - Noah … I feel like he didn’t ever seek you out strictly because of your body. I genuinely don’t believe he started out as someone that saw himself ever sleeping with (much less loving) someone with that many curves. You might have been like - a representative for a brand, or someone who managed a recording space … someone that he interacted with enough to think over time like “she’s got the lightest laugh,” or “her eyes are so brown you can’t see her pupils,” and other things that build upon each other when you love someone.

Time goes on and there were enough hugs between y’all for him to realize his monkey brain was taking over occasionally, and it said “soft? Soft”. He noticed the way that his long arms could almost sink a little when he wrapped them around you. Noah was so used to being big and tall … but when you laid next to him watching Spirited Away that night … when you threw your thigh over him and he instantly felt smaller and warm because of it? The way that Noah was made aware of his muscles as he pulled you on top of him sparked what would be an inferno of arousal as he slotted his lips over yours. He liked that he had to spread to bracket his thighs around your curvy hips. He loved that you made space for yourself in a way that no other girl had. Noah drowned himself in everything you had to offer. He was never a fan of being ridden before as he liked the control, but he found himself with his back to the bed. A panting mouth and two eyes that were screwed tight because if he watched your ass jiggle when it bounced off his lap one more time he knew he’d make you both parents. He delivered a harsh slap, watched it ripple like water, and decided he’d be an excellent father. His battle with believing in some sort of divine figure really does end in this moment. God is in the sound of your pussy juice sticking your thighs together as he parts them. Noah loves you more than anything, and that’s something he’s grateful for because a relationship that is unexpected and had to be built is one worth fighting for.

Nicholas - Nicholas had always been left with a blush on his cheeks and neck when the boys clowned him every time he said “it’s what’s inside that counts”. As a tattoo artist, Nicholas was made deeply aware of the things that could make a woman self conscious. He often saw it in the way that clothes were shuffled off at appointments, or when he needed to lay his hands on them to place a stencil and they tensed up when his fingers graced scars. You were no different. He was tattooing your thigh - right where it met your bikini line (one of the most attractive areas of you ask him). The way your stretch marks moved with you like tattoos given by Mother Nature kept him in a headlock. Nick wiped at that area so much he lost the stencil, but he gained the image of the extra fat you held on your hips squishing in slightly as he applied pressure. He didn’t see this as a bigger body being attractive - he just saw the attractive part. Nick thanked an ethereal body for letting his fingers skate against your skin.

That’s exactly where he presses his thumb as he holds you down on him. It was no shock that he found himself under you, rubbing up and down your thick calves as he breathed over your lips, “I want you to fuck me”. The way that your pussy lips hug his dick sends him into space. They’re puffy and they feel too good gliding against him as you fuck down on him. He likes that when he cums they hold it all inside. He loves wrapping you up in his arms and fucking up into you, pounding the shit out of you until you all but fall over. He likes that when he dives in to lick at your folds it’s messy and wet and all powerful. Nick loves the way that gravity works against those big tits so that they hang in his face and he doesn’t have to stretch his neck up to suck on your nipples.

Folio - Okay. So I think Folio is pretty damn loud about y’all’s love.

“I have stretch marks on top of hip dips, Nick! This bikini isn’t gonna go over well, but I can -“

“Hey. Hunny. Hey. Repeat after me. ‘Tactical grip’,” he enunciates each word with a clap before he reaches down to squeeze at your tummy. He’s the type to hug you from behind and purposefully grab your belly - digs his fingers in and just grabs it. Might even grunt a little. See, you’re normal. Normal girl that lets him fish and even joins sometimes. You bring him out tea when he’s cussing at his bike in the driveway, and you never gave a damn about what people said online. He loved your fuck you attitude, and the way your ass swayed in the jeans you wore the day he met you was all the courage he needed to say hello.

He might be shorter than the others, but he has no issues pinning your knees to your ears and loving you down. “Take this dick baby … you got it,” he moans as he fucks into you. Nick can’t stop staring at the way your thick thighs spread wide for him and only him, and the way that the slapping of skin echoes through the room. He wants it sweaty. If he can tell where you end and he begins he’s fucking failing. Nick likes it filthy as fuck, and he likes the way that you aren’t afraid to toss him around and put your body on his. He loves the way your tits feel when they’re pressed into his heaving chest - loves the way it almost hurts because you might make him cum for the third time. You spread your pussy lips over his dick as you sit in his lap and suck on his tongue and goddammit he’s gonna -

Jolly - Ah. Jolly fits a crucial part of this headcanon. Jolly appreciates the way that your body does it’s job. He’s a man of science, and he loves seeing biology in action. The way your skin stretches and curves to accommodate how it needs to is so fucking attractive to him. He could stare at the way your upper arms look as you hug a friend goodbye for hours. Jolly sits back and observes the things that, while insignificant to you, make him want to tear you to shreds. The way you close the car door with your hip, and the way you use the extra weight to move the couch over so you can sweep underneath it.

His dick leaks before it comes within a foot of you because he knows that if he wants to put it in your cunt he’ll have to spread those thick asscheeks of yours. Call him gluttonous in the way that he needs to consume you. Jolly feels like he’s powered by batteries as he hits it from behind, but it’s the thought of your body shaking on his cock that drives him. Jolly rakes his nails over your shoulders as you suck his dick. He loves that when you sit on his face he can’t fucking breathe. Loves that you put your full weight on his tongue to cover him and smother him in your femininity. He is nothing but a page to a queen. Jolly wants a noble death. Begs for it.

#bad omens fanfiction #bad omens fanfic #bad omens fic #auntievwroteit

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tangibletechnomancy · 5 months

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Neural Nets, Walled Gardens, and Positive Vibes Only

the crystal spire at the center of the techno-utopian walled garden

Anyone who knows or even just follows me knows that as much as I love neural nets, I'm far from being a fan of AI as a corporate fad. Despite this, I am willing to use big-name fad-chasing tools...sometimes, particularly on a free basis. My reasons for this are twofold:

Many people don't realize this, but these tools are more expensive for the companies to operate than they earn from increased interest in the technology. Using many of these free tools can, in fact, be the opposite of "support" at this time. Corporate AI is dying, use it to kill it faster!

You can't give a full, educated critique of something's flaws and failings without engaging with it yourself, and I fully intend to rip Dall-E 3, or more accurately the companies behind it, a whole new asshole - so I want it to be a fair, nuanced, and most importantly personally informed new asshole.

Now, much has already been said about the biases inherent to current AI models. This isn't a problem exclusive to closed-source corporate models; any model is only as good as its dataset, and it turns out that people across the whole wide internet are...pretty biased. Most major models right now, trained primarily on the English-language internet, present a very western point of view - treating young conventionally attractive white people as a default at best, and presenting blatantly misinformative stereotypes at worst. While awareness of the issue can turn it into a valuable tool to study those biases and how they intertwine, the marketing and hype around AI combined with the popular idea that computers can't possibly be biased tends to make it so they're likely to perpetuate them instead.

This problem only gets magnified when introduced to my mortal enemy-

If I never see this FUCKING dog again it will be too soon-

Content filters.

Theoretically, content filters exist to prevent some of the worst-faith uses of AI - deepfakes, true plagiarism and forgery, sexual exploitation, and more. In practice, many of them block anything that can be remotely construed as potentially sexual, violent, or even negative in any way. Frequently banned subjects include artistic nudity or even partial nudity, fight scenes, anything even remotely adjacent to horror, and still more.

The problems with this expand fractally.

While the belief that AI is capable of supplanting all other art forms, let alone should do so, is...far less widespread among its users than the more reactionary subset of its critics seem to believe (and in fact arguably less common among AI users than non-users in the first place; see again: you cannot give a full, educated critique of something's failings without engaging with it yourself), it's not nonexistent - and the business majors who have rarely if ever engaged with other forms of art, who make up a good percentage of the executives of these companies, often do fall on that side, or at least claim to in order to make more sales (but let's keep the lid on that can of worms for now).

When this ties to existing online censorship issues, such as a billionaire manchild taking over Twitter to "help humanity" (read: boost US far-right voices and promote and/or redefine hate speech), or arcane algorithms on TikTok determining what to boost and deboost leading to proliferation of neologisms to soften and obfuscate "sensitive" subjects (of which "unalive" is frequently considered emblematic), including such horrible, traumatizing things as...the existence of fat people, disabled people, and queer people (where the censorship is claimed to be for their benefit, no less!), the potential impact is apparent: while the end goal is impossible, in part because AI is not, in fact, capable of supplanting all other forms of art, what we're seeing is yet another part of a continuing, ever more aggressive push for sanitizing what kinds of ideas people can express at all, with the law looking to only make it worse rather than better through bills such as KOSA (which you can sign a petition against here).

And just like the other forms of censorship before and alongside it, AI content filtering targets the most vulnerable in society far more readily than it targets those looking to harm them. The filters have no idea what makes something an expression of a marginalized identity vs. what makes it a derogatory statement against that group, or an attempt at creating superficially safe-for-work fetish art - so, they frequently err on the side of removing anything uncertain. Boys in skirts and dresses are frequently blocked, presumably because they're taken for fetish art. Results of prompts about sadness or loneliness are frequently blocked, presumably because they may promote self harm, somehow. In my (admittedly limited) experiment, attempts at generating dark-skinned characters were blocked more frequently than attempts at generating light-skinned ones, presumably because the filter decided that it was racist to [checks notes] ...acknowledge that a character has a different skin tone than the default white characters it wanted to give me. Facial and limb differences are often either erased from results, or blocked presumably on suspicion of "violent content".

But note that I say "presumably" - the error message doesn't say on what grounds the detected images are "unsafe". Users are left only to speculate on what grounds we're being warned.

But what makes censorship of AI generated work even more alarming, in the context of the executive belief that it can render all other art forms obsolete, is that other forms of censorship only target where a person can say such earth-shaking, controversial things as "I am disabled and I like existing" or "I am happy being queer" or "mental health is important" or "I survived a violent crime" - you can be prevented from posting it on TikTok, but not from saying it to a friend next to you, let alone your therapist. AI content filtering, on the other hand, aims to prevent you from expressing it at all.

This becomes particularly alarming when you recall one of the most valuable use cases for AI generation: enabling disabled people to express themselves more clearly, or in new forms. Most people can find other workarounds in the form of more conventional, manual modes of expression, sure, but no amount of desperation can reverse hand paralysis that prevents a person from holding a pen, nor a traumatic brain injury or mental disability that blocks them from speaking or writing in a way that's easy to understand. And who is one of the most frequently censored groups? Disabled people.

So, my question to Bing and OpenAI is this: in what FUCKING universe is banning me from expressing my very existence "protecting" me?

Bad dog! Stop breaking my shit and get the FUCK out of my way!

Generated as a gift for a friend who was even more frustrated with that FUCKING dog than I was

All images - except the FUCKING dog - generated with Dall-E 3 via Bing Image Creator, under the Code of Ethics of Are We Art Yet?

#ai art #generated art #i want to make a stress toy out of that dog #i want to make a squishy stretchy plush toy #with weighted beans so it makes a satisfying THUNK when you throw it at the fucking wall #you did it you bastards you made a dog problematic

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atomicpixies · 1 year

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I know a lot of artist are speaking up against the AI thing for very valid art theft reasons.

But I think, as a portrait artist, one of the things that makes me sad is how much the portraits are all “idealized”

Which I get, as someone who grew up fat. There is something intoxicating about seeing your “perfect” self.

Except it’s not perfect. It’s generic. It’s some of the basic lines of your face graphed on to something that looks like everyone else. when you put an AI portrait post next to another of someone with similar coloring, they are suddenly much more clearly a fancy copy/paste.

And to me…IDK. What makes you beautiful isn’t how close you can shove your face to the air brushed golden ratio. It’s dimples and freckles and lash lines and scars that cut interesting chunks into eye brows and noses that define faces and eyes that tilt different directions so you always look like you’re a lil michevious and dawn soft violet bags under your eyes.

For me, I guess, art is about seeing who we are as beautiful, not pasting a generic beautiful on to us. And that’s more complicated but also WAY more fulfilling. Art for me is a way to reprogram from the idea that beauty is ONE thing, big shiny bright eyes and eeriely smooth skin and baby soft mouths on adults and nothing that shows a human is a living experince. Because we only THINK that is the only beautiful because we have been told to find it more beautiful then the delicate shimmer of a stretch mark or the luxurious rich folds of smile lines. In reality, it’s all beautiful, and I am sad that this is using art to push us away from that rather then help us see it.

Leaving you with this piece by oil painter Jenny Saville. her beautiful, delicate and messy skin tones always have called to me, the way you can see all the colors of the rainbow even in the whitest skin tones.

This isn’t a post saying to apperciate the ugly in you. This is a post to question if it’s really ugly at all.

#art #ai #portraits #body positivity #beauty #aesthetics

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snarky-art · 1 month

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I swear I dont wanna be mean but why does everyone keep making stella fat. Why is it that the most attractive character, whom everyone finds beautiful inside the show, is the one who is always turned fat. Like... No one would find her attractive if her canon design was like that. I promise im not being mean but I feel like the artists are always projecting themselves onto Stella and wanting to be loved like she is, cause usually the ones making her fat are fat too, like I saw your selfies and you're a bit curvy. I promise im not being mean im just curious.

For starters, send me more fat Stella’s if you can I haven’t seen that many made and would love to see more varied takes on her appearances in redesigns.

Secondly, I made her fat because I think it’s nice to have the character that’s canonically considered to be the most beautiful girl in all of magix, a fashion icon in the magical dimension, a very celebrated trendsetter, be something other than the stereotypical concept of socially acceptable fashion tropes. She isn’t an hourglass, she has cellulite and stretch marks, she’s super pear shaped, and that can be and should be considered something to be normal, since they are, and shouldn’t be seen as things that need to be hidden. Having that put on a loud and proud fashion girly seems good imo and it can only really contribute to good stuff for body image stuff and representation. I did it so people like you could reconsider that beauty is something that comes in multiple forms and shouldn’t have to fit one type of standard. If we wanna get super technical too those standards also very from culture to culture and I image that’s extended even further in Winx club.

The girls are all aliens from different worlds. There’s bug people. There’s a lady in the miss magix episode that has tentacle hair, a blue body, and tentacle hands and feet. I highly doubt beauty standards in canon would be the same as what you’re saying, ie that no one would consider her beautiful. As if people who look like her irl also would inherently be considered not beautiful too. I know lots of people who have people that think they’re the hottest thing ever and they have all sorts of different body types and traits. Lets just call it realism lol

I’m not really projecting any of my physical stuff on her also, outside of I guess stretch marks and cellulite?? But I put those on other characters too so I don’t really think that holds up. I actually put my old body type on Flora since she’s my favorite, but now I’m way more midsized, like a slightly thinner Bloom from my stuff (love this unit of measurement gonna start using the gorls as a reference point for my appearance going forward lol). I’ve always had the “socially acceptable” fat type of body, ie hourglass with even proportions and a super snatched waist. I just think it’s tired and trite to constantly reenforce the idea that “the hot fashion one” needs to be tall and thin all the time, and if she is made fatter, that she needs to look like I did ie not much of a tummy with super equal proportions, big boobs, and a big ass.

Kinda related to that also, I made a post about a lot of character design “rules” too that I think are kinda outdated and annoying, at least to me, since I’ve seen them a million times. We all have. So I decided to do something different that I think would be good for normalizing traits outside of what we consider typically acceptable for that kind of character.

I’m already very loved also and don’t need to project anything on Stella lmaooo

I got multiple partners, great friends, do modeling, and am slaying with my own fashion and appearance stuff outside of that too. That’s all independent of whatever I’m doing with her physical body type when I draw her.

Gonna level with you also, you going “I’m not trying to be mean” doesn’t erase how weird this ask is. Sounds like you have your own gripes that you need to work through. Like, if you consider those traits on Stella ugly, that means you definitely have some internalized hatred for fatness, skin blemishes, scarring, and other peoples’ general appearances if they don’t fit some specific molds that aren’t realistic for the majority of people. Even if it is just genuine curiosity, being aware of this stuff going forwards and reevaluating how you view beauty standards and bodies in general would do you a great benefit imo.

Thanks for going through my old selfies tho it was pretty weird of you but at least make sure to leave a like on them. I looked hot when I was fatter and I look hot now too sharing this with the world is the least I can do💕✨💕✨

#winx club #winx #asks #normalize other body types being considered hot because that’s just how it is irl too outside of what magazines and movies might tell you #people fall in love with all kinds of people or think all sorts of people that aren’t models are hot #and they’ve got bodies like hers #it’s just realistic if you wanna get technical lol

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You’re Patreon is so hot. It’s probably my favorite account. I’d love to tie you up on that weight machine and feed you until your big belly pins you in. Seems like you’re not going to be able to slide into that seat too much longer fat boy. Keep it up we’re loving the gains ( . )

Wow Anon! 🤩 That's so nice to hear! 🥹 Thank you so much! 🥰 Here is a small excerpt of what you are talking about for the other ones. I am working on this since few weeks and it's getting harder every time to go in there. Thanks for your support to help me getting bigger! ☺️

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Cheer up Call [Peppino Spaghetti]

➜ Peppino Spaghetti x Jessica Rabbit like! Reader

➜ Pure Fluff, Suggestive Content!

➜ Peppino was having one hell of day, so his buddy Gustavo calls the one person who could brighten his mood up.

➜ No really big warnings, besides suggestive content (no full out smut today folks), cursing, the noise being...the noise. Reader being sassy and not putting up with anyone disrespecting Peppino.

➜ A/n: This was inspired by This Post by @thatgirlgames and- I LOVE THIS CONCEPT! I might write a full fic based off soon, anyways. Enjoy the fic and hope you enjoy!

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Peppino wanted to rip what little hair he had left out of his head.

There was a lunch time rush of customers, and normally that wouldn't be a bad thing. But these people were Rude.

They were rushing Peppino, yelling at poor Gustavo and Pep, one of whom barely could understand what they were yelling at. And poor brick, who they sometimes used to bring the pizza's to the customers, was getting kicked around too.

Then once that shitshow ended.

They trailed in.

Who's they one may ask? Well, The Noise and Pepperman. Two of the most annoying people in the world.

You see, after the destruction of the Pizza Tower that threatened his business the villains that inhabited the castle has no where to go.

Peppino took in his clone, allowing him to work along side him at his pizzeria.

The Vigilante did end up finding work at a bar down town.

Pepperman was an artist, so he wasn't out of a job in the first place. Neither did The Noise, he was a mascot for Domionions (don't know if spelt that right-). But they found great pleasure in coming to bother Peppino.

And today they decided to do just that.

Right after the rush, no more than an hour later they decided to come in.

"Hey Fat Man!~"

The Noise thought it would be a bright idea to bring a bomb inside the Pizzeria, which led to the group freaking out and trying to disarm the comically large thing.

Only for the thing to explode confetti all of the place.

Peppino let out a scream of frustration as he had to clean all of this up, and pray that no other customers came in.

Gustavo, saw how irritated his poor friend and coworker was. He knew the man was on the verge of having a mental breakdown.

So knowing what he must do. He pulled out his phone and quickly dialed a number.

Peeping around the corner, seeing Peppino angrily clean as he curses in Italian at the two trouble makers, he sighs in relief when someone answers.

"Hello? May I-a speak to Mrs. Spaghetti?"

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"Aw, what's the matter Italian man? You getting tired of your dear old friends?"

"You-a two are not any friends of-a mine..'

"He's right! We're just here visiting an old pal."

Peppino tapped his hand on the counter. He was counting down until he had to close up shop so those two could LEAVE.

He slammed his head on the counter, another deep groan of annoyance about to leave his body until the familiar chime of the bell.

Peppino didn't really want to deal with another customer right now so he kept his head down.

He only heard the conversations.

"Oooo~ who's the babe?"

"My, My I need to capture her beauty"

Peppino finally sat up, his eyes widening at who was standing in the middle of the pizzeria.

There was a (h/c) woman dressed in a business casual like dress. Her heels were high and her makeup was stunning. She held an irritated look on her face as she looked down at The Noise.

"Hey toots! I asked ya what ya-AH!!"

He didn't get to finish his sentence before he was smacked by her purse.

"I am a married woman thank you very much!" She said before turning on her heel, her anger instantly melting away when she set her eyes on Peppino.

"Darling!!" She quickly ran over and snatched the male from behind the counter, taking him into a hug.

Peppino felt his face heat up as he felt her litter his face with kisses.

"I came as soon as Gustavo called me! He said you were having such a bad day and you needed me!"

Peppino looked back at his dear friend who only gave him a thumbs up.

"Vita Mia, you didn’t have to-a get off work."

She scoffs placing another kiss on his cheek. "Nonsense! My Peppy was feeling down and I came to cheer you up!"

While this happened, Pepperman and The Noise stared in confusion.

"Um hello?! Ya can't keep kissing his face infront of us like that!!"

Peppino rolled his eyes and was about to speak before he was interrupted by the woman.

"Excuse you?! This is my husband, and right now, you're in his restaurant!!" She quickly snapped. "Now question me again and I'll shove my damn foot so-"

"Ah ah! T-thats enough-a Vita Mia. Do not waste-a your breath on them."

Pepperman speaks up before Noise can "Husband?! Not to be rude....um Mrs. Spaghetti..but-"

"My name is (Y/n) and-"

" Fuck it! Ill say it! How does someone like him get with someone like you?!" The Noise finished making (Y/n) sigh.

"Because, Peppino is a wonderful man, who makes me laugh, smile and does his hardest to make sure I'm okay" she says placing another kiss on her husband's cheek.

"That and I just love the way he sounds in the bedroom, the way he manhandles me and-"

Peppino hurried placed a hand over his wife's mouth as his face burns red with embarrassment.

"Tesoro Mio t-thats enough-"

"Oops~, sorry Peppy! But come on!" The (h/c) woman pulls him by his hand towards the exit. Pushing past the two males who stared on in confusion.

"B-but wait! What-a abou-"

"Gustavo said he'll close for you! I have a surprise waiting for you at home~" She winks at him turning the male into a stuttering mess.

Peppino doesn't get to respond before being pulled out the Pizzeria, leaving Gustavo, Brick, Pepperman and The Noise.

"How in the hell did he meet her?!"

"She just-a came in one day, from the big city-a and fell in love with Peppino at first sight."

"Huh????"

"Yea. Small world right?"

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Hope you enjoyed! I love reading over works and being inspired by them!

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#pizza tower x reader #peppino fanfic #peppino spaghetti x reader #peppino x reader #pizza tower fanfiction #peppino #peppino spaghetti #pt peppino #peppino spaghetti x you

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INSTAGRAM BLURB

harry x gemma’s best friend (y/n)

day four!

MASTERLIST | PATREON

gemmastyles has added to their stories!

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harryflorals “Someone very special is here tonight. I grew up with her, so having her here tonight watching me perform makes me so happy. Y/N! She is over here right next to my bully of sister. Now let’s give her a round of applause!” - HARRY ON STAGE TONIGHT IN MANCHESTER TALKING ABOUT Y/N, HIS SISTER’S BEST FRIEND!

harryfan6 oh my god

harryfan10 GEMMA’S INSTAGRAM STORY THOUGH…

harryfan7 didn’t he say in an interview during his one direction days that gemma’s best friend was his crush…

harryfan4 harry is down bad for y/n 😭

harryfan8 he’s still in love with her…you can immediately tell

harryfan11 HIS LOVER ERA

harryfan2 i just fell onto my knees

harryfan14 and everything just came crashing down…

harryfan16 imagine being harry styles’ crush

harryfan12 i would die

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harrystyles Love On Tour. Manchester ll. June, 2022.

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harryfan22 when he’s a popstar 🙏

harryfan25 HIS FAMILY WAS AT THIS SHOW!

yourinstagram i totally forgot you sing

harrystyles Well maybe you wouldn’t forget…if you go to more of my shows…pleaseee.

harryfan20 you can still tell he has a big fat crush on her

harryfan29 “pleaseee” my man wants her so bad!!!

gemmastyles a true rockstar 🕺

harryfan26 omg harry is such an underground artist…

anthonypham king!

harryfan21 i need him so bad 😫

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gemmastyleseyewear When you randomly call your best friend to have a photoshoot to promote your sunglasses brand…Y/N I love you!!!!

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harryfan34 A GODDESS 🙏

harryfan30 when every one direction fan wanted to be y/n…i still do honestly

harrystyles Very gorgeous. Xx

harryfan37 after all these years he continues to have a crush on y/n…he’s so cute 😭

harryfan39 i wanna be you @yourinstagram

annetwist the most beautiful girl ever ❤️

harryfan31 THE STYLES SIBLINGS REALLY LOVE Y/N

glenne_azoff so very stunning!

harryfan35 i have been obsessed with y/n for years

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yourinstagram thank you harry for (personally) inviting me to your show, it has been amazing seeing you grow over the years.

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harryfan46 HARRY PERSONALLY INVITED Y/N? HE REALLY IS DOWN BAD

harryfan41 the caption has me sobbing 😭

harrystyles I love you so much darling.

yourinstagram i love you more of course ❤️

harryfan43 i’m going to need them to get together

pillowpersonpp had such a fun time with you!!!

harryfan48 y/n just made harry’s years of dreaming come true…

jefezoff you are the future mrs. styles, i already know

harryfan40 JEFFREY? EXCUSE ME

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gemmastyles My date for today!

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harryfan52 I WANT HER NOW

harryfan55 y/n is so effortlessly gorgeous 😫

harrystyles I’m completely speechless.

harryfan58 WE KNOW 😭

harryfan50 i am going though all stages of grief right now

annetwist never will get over her beauty!

harryfan56 proud to say i’ve been a fan of y/n for almost a decade 🙏

mollyjane_x such a stunning woman!!! 🥰

harryfan59 Y/N SLAYED

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dailystyles HARRY AND A MYSTERY WOMAN OUT IN LONDON TODAY!

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harryfan60 that’s it nobody talk to me anymore

harryfan65 IT WAS ME BTW!

harryfan68 i never wanted to be anyone so bad right now 🫠

harryfan61 the way the girl he’s with is y/n…

harryfan63 it’s so obvious too 🫢

harryfan67 we all damn know it’s gemma’s best friend 😭

harryfan69 @yourinstagram they got you on camera

harryfan62 he’s finally getting the girl he always wanted

yourinstagram via stories

TO BE CONTINUED…

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