#i am angry and idgaf if you're mad about that

[dukeoftheblackstar]

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Never one to faff about whose fault it is when arguments arise because it's silly. It's stupid. It's pointless. I get snappy only because anger does not rule in my galaxy. I can't. I can't handle anger because I'm scared. Scared of ending up with words I'd regret even after you've moved. Words that will haunt me because I know those same words would sting if I hear them.

So I cry. I don't talk.

But if you be out there breaking things and you scare the goddamn cat I will fight you. I will scream. I swear to god, I will break every single instrument in this house and electrocute you with it.

If you scare the cat too much that he hides and you direct your anger at him, I will burn you. Set you on fire. I will seriously yank every single cable on that fortress I made for you and watch everything topple so you could hurt. Yes, I will hurt you. I will hurt you if you hurt my son. I will burn you to the fucking ground and make sure you taste every ounce of venom I possess.

So please. Please stop scaring the cat so I don't have to kill you.

But you. Gods you. You let anger fester so deep in you for decades, it consumes you. It consumes you through music and that's great. Rage on. Shreds to your heart's content and I'll still be there at gigs and rehearsals. Recording. Watching. Listening. Supporting. I'll be there with my phone on with 12983912381 pictures of you and your band. Stand awkwardly in a moshpit scared for my fucking life because I do not fancy being pushed or the concept of getting hurt? No, no. But there I always am.

You're such an angry man. Such an angry man all the goddamn time. And sometimes. Just sometimes. I want to punch you in the face and set you on fire. Watch you burn so you'd actually calm tf and ask me for water. Ask me to make you un-mad because that be me right? I'm the one who doesn't get mad. The one who doesn't cuss you or call you names like your ex. I'm the one who took you out of your fucking 11-years of not being allowed to attend gigs and put you back on the stage.

I'm not throwing this at your face, but I brought you back like I promised. You wanted a new King V, I got you a King V. You wanted a new pedal? Bitch, I got you that fucking pedal. You needed a drummer, I got you a fucking band, you dick. You wanna chill with the babes during gigs, by all means. Let's talk about how hot they are, I'm game. Tell me your darkest fantasies and I'll make top that shit with how filthy I can be.

You wanted to blow money every other weekend to travel and get drunk with your bandmates who live 2 hours away? Done. You wanted to get shit-faced with the boys? Ya girl's here waiting. I'll make sure you get proper rest after and soup for breakfast. Wipe you, wake you, make you drink water and shit so you don't get that morning hangover amidst being pushed away and being yelled at because I wouldn't let you sleep? No biggie.

You wanted a new phone, you got it. Not touchy? It's fine. I'll hold. Not kissy? Fine. I'll fucking hold and kms over it. Not cuddle. K, idgaf anymore tbh. You wanna meet with this chic you said was cute when you were drunk and asked if we could do a threesome? Fine.

The hurt tho, babe. The hurt. Like it's not good angst, but I'm here tho, right? I'm in this house of sin we built because I write filth and you sing death. And the middle ground is the cat. The prefect cat. The cat that doesn't let the doors close so we're lost to our own devices. The cat who wakes us up an hour before our shift. The cat that waits by the door when we leave.

All I ever asked was to keep the door closed. Keep the fucking door closed. Not that hard right? Not hard to close the fucking door so the cat doesn't go out.

He doesn't know how to get home. I don't even know if he knows how to get down or walk up the stairs. Probably doesn't even know how to defend himself. Probably would just climb onto someone who picks him up out the street. Probably get chased by a stray dog and go even farther from where I can find him. Probably get hungry. Drink dirty water and get sick.

He's so fucking sheltered because he's my goddamn son. I wipe his feetsies each time he uses the litter box. Add balm so they don't dry up. I brush his fur every fucking day. TWICE. Doesn't let him walk on the ground unless it's the house flooring.

All I ever asked. All I fucking ever asked. Was to close the goddamn door. Close. The. Door.

And now he's out there. God knows where. I And I'm seething. I am beyond angry that I just want to literally set you on fire. I'm angry. I'm smoking. I hate the fucking taste of this goddamn strawberry mint flavored stick. But I need it.

My cat's lose. My son's somewhere outside.

I'm about to burn this entire building if the cat that got reported that you're on your way to pick up is NOT my Zorro. I will break every single electric guitar in this fucking house if that is not my son.

I am sweet, babe. Sweetest as can be. We're talking I will turn a blind eye to all your redflags not because I can fix you, but because I love you and will stay by your side until you fix yourself or until you don't need me. So find my fucking cat or I swear to god I will break everything in this house and set this fucking building aflame.

#♝ #tbd #ooc rent #TBD-Duch

[saladbroth]

(un-)friendly reminder that bobby wilson is not a fucking murderer and didn't kill sunset curve. (un-)friendly reminder bobby wilson was a 17 year old kid who lost all three of his best friends and bandmates in one single night that was supposed to be important as hell to them, and that he had to deal with the trauma of that as well as being in the music industry all on his own. (un-)friendly reminder that bobby wilson is barely talked about but was trusted enough by luke to play unsaid emily with him, so obviously they were really close friends. (un-)friendly reminder that bobby wilson thought his best friends were dead. as in. never coming back, and that we don't know what he did and didn't do with their music, because why in the fucking world would he share something so traumatic with his daughter and her best friend.

(un-)friendly reminder that bobby wilson is played by taylor kare, who is, in fact, a man of colour, so maybe fucking take a look at why you hate him so much and re-examine your fucking reasons, because they make no sense.

i'm tired of people saying bobby killed sunset curve, or was evil. y'all lack critical thinking skills. could he have done better? probably. do we know all of his circumstances? no. leave him alone.

#jatp #julie and the phantoms #sunset curve #bobby wilson #julie and the himbos #yeah i'm tagging the others #alex mercer #luke patterson #reggie peters #trevor wilson #i am angry and idgaf if you're mad about that #let me swear

[poisonousquinzel]

read #4 and damn, I thought I didn't like the last issue...

again, I'm going to restate that I 100% am blaming Tee (the lesbophobic writer) and her alone for how Ivy is acting.

This isn't a "oh look ig harlivy is abusive now", it's a "oh ffs can someone please write Ivy well cause this is pathetically ooc"

I feel like it really gets more and more prevalent that Tee didn't watch the show before writing this cause like ???? Harley's literally the one who came to the realization at the end of S2 that maybe she doesn't wanna be a bad guy anymore, but there's no mention of that instead just Ivy Getting Angry For No Reason And Then Getting Over It In Two Panels A-FUCKING-GAIN

"I wanna help the people of Michigan. What he's planning on doing will kill innocent people... children. I can't let that happen. I have to help them."

Can you believe this is the same woman who was ride or die for her Parademon wielding bestie like a month prior and who's only concern was that it wasn't actually what Harley wanted to be doing, and not ya know, the people that the parademons were literally slaughtering behind them? Cause I sure fucking don't.

And like this could be a decent moment where Harley uses her skills in figuring out what's wrong with people, ya know cause she's a PSYCHIATRIST, and they finally have a conversation about Ivy's random short inner self hating dialogue, but no. Why do that when you could end it with Ivy being disgruntled with her humor and continuing this stupid fucking cycle.

and the art style changes part way through, that's a choice ig.

And like minor nitpick but that's ... not what mansplaining is? She's literally just correcting her 💀

also why the fuck are people blaming Ivy for them getting locked up at her wedding? Instead of being mad at oh idk, FUCKING GORDON AND THE COPS ???? THAT LOCKED THEM UP???

"and got a lot of us unnecessarily locked up or committed"

Right I forgot the part in the episode when Ivy called Gordon and begged him to crash her wedding and arrest all her friends.

And idgaf about Kiteman, he's the embodiment of a Nice Guy I. don't. care.

Oh look! More Ivy being unnecessarily angry and cold towards Harley cause apparently that's one of her 3 personality settings in this fucking comic.

Being Angry At Harley

Being Horny

Killing People

Wonderful characterization 10/10 Tee

Like yeah, it's clear from Ivy's internal dialogue that she's (at least supposed to be) struggling with her own self hatred, and that it's not necessarily @ Harley in particular, but like hey maybe don't randomly get angry at and give the silent treatment towards your already traumatized girlfriend that you know has already been traumatized by her last partner because you're going through shit.

"You're talking to me again! I'm so sorry, Ive. I wasn't thinking, I was just reacting to keep you happy. I won't be impetuous Harley anymore, I swear!"

"Sure, Harley."

Wow, wonderful response there, Pamela.

Harley didn't do anything wrong, and internally it doesn't seem like it's her that Ivy's actually upset with. But hey, maybe tell her??? And fucking correct her and say you weren't angry with her but yourself?? But no, instead just agree with her little self hating statement cause why have healthy, adult conversations about your feelings when you can be out of character instead..

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So all in all, like I said before, the one main thing it had going for it was the art style imo, and after the first panel that changes so I give #4 a 0/10 cause what the fuck

#at least i hope she didn't watch the show cause otherwise there's really no excuse for how weird and ooc ivy is 💀 #cause this sure as shit isn't the Ivy from HQTAS #harley quinn #harleen quinzel #dc comics #poison ivy #pamela isley #harlivy

[shayshaykoolay]

As much as I am obsessed with folklore I'm still angry and bitter at the fact that Taylor hasn't stood up for black people and black lives matter the same way she stood up for LGBTQ. For whatever her reason trying to be politically correct not wanting to say or do the wrong thing or even being busy making the album IDGAF. Black fans deserved BETTER. I dont think Taylor really knows how her black fans have defended her when other black ppl called us all kinds of crazy for supporting her. And we did that because we believed in her and her music and are genuine fans so for yall who are saying we were too harsh and thats why shes not on tumblr FUCK YOU. And i had to come to the realization that giving white rich ppl grace when it comes to race issues and doing actual impactful work is STUPID and a lot of us are just not doing it anymore and we're not holding hands and we're not interested in being nice. Taylor got her ass read and she deserved it and continues to deserve it. Folklore is great but Taylor is still a privileged white feminist. Taylor claims she wants to do better and her black fans were just trying to hold her accountable and have her stick to her word. It hurt us because she showed us that when she said that she wasnt talking about black people, and black oppression and the black experience. So again FUCK YOU if you're mad at fans and upset that shes not online. WE'D DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN!!!

#folklore #taylor swift #swifties can be so damn trash #these criticisms are valid even if they hurt her feelings #if she's upset then she needs to reflect do work and do better #black swifties deserve better

[cat-sapphics]

“bc we have different opinions” 😭😭 u used to be such a different person & u grew into an annoying ass discourse magnet. ur whole page is dedicated to racists & lgbt discourse (that doesn’t matter literally at all btw). needing to say a slur so badly that u make a totally pointless jab at lesbians in ur about????? i promise it didn’t hurt anyone’s feelings. u were on an ok path and u traded it away to become a laughing stock.. i hope in a couple years u look back and realize u wasted all ur youth on shit that never mattered.

who the hell r u and why are u talking to me like you know who i am and that you have the right to wish i was a different person, the fuck?? i have Always been like this since maybe the end of summer or earlier idk, so you strike me as someone who i used to be mutuals with on twitter, and if THAT'S the case, get the fuck off my blog and whine to your friends about how i haven't disappeared off the internet yet and how angry that makes your entitled ass somewhere else. i wouldn't be surprised but they're still fucking obsessed with me after 8-9 months of defiance so i'm not gonna make y'all my issue anymore.

so... you're mad that i'm a dsmp-centered blog that unapologetically reclaims dyke as a bi girl. that's what this is about?? holy shit, cry me a fucking river, i hope i never regret anything in the future except how often i'd try to be a people-pleaser when i couldn't handle it. and obviously you missed it, but i made a post a while back stating that i don't CARE if i come off as racist for supporting dsmp streamers. i don't CARE what they did, i don't CARE if they fall under your dni, i don't CARE if you wish with your fists clenched that they'd die tomorrow and disappear forever. and until you force me head-on, i don't see why i should, especially when it seems to pointlessly infuriate others on the internet so much with what i do. might as well get some entertainment out of it if i was already a bad person before anyway, y'know?

no, i really don't see the issue with centering my blog around the dsmp fandom and lgbt discourse. these are really common communites across tumblr, actually, so i'm not sure what your deal with me specifically is to be coming back to my profile after a while and saying that *i* specifically am a failure in life, but nothing is stopping you from blocking me and moving on if you're so much better of a human being. you're trying to get the message across that i don't matter to you (despite me having not a clue who you are, so that doesn't affect me), yet you will take the time out of your day to be as offensive as possible to give off the impression that you're crushing me beneath your heal. i obviously do matter to you, but again, that's not my problem, and idgaf if you're "hurt" or whatever by my "demise." don't preach to me about what discourse matters and what doesn't when you go to some rando's blog and complain about how their worth is based on what they post on a personal blog, lmao.

#anon really out here acting like i didn't give up what people will probably think of me ages ago #i'm not here for friends and i'm not here to please and if you're going to act like i'm entitled to be that way... #you're gonna be disappointed. i don't owe you or your dashboard shit. #ask #anon #pridecat rants #personal #response post