#i am big mad rn

[mymitochondriaforpresident]

I already know I’m going to like S3 the best.

First of all, Wilmon is finally OUT (Prince Wilhelm S2 ending speech you will always be famous) so S3 >>>>>> everyone (including Rousseau) on principle alone;

And second, they really put Simon in a purple button up for his first time at the palace. Purple…representing his love for Wille. Which is now stronger than ever regardless of any upcoming conflict we might see. (Be still, my heart 💜)

Eat your heart out Starburst.

#excuse me while i go die #wilmon #young royals #young royals season 3 #young royals netflix #netflix nordic #Also I am aware that I could be jumping to conclusions re: the second point but I also could not. #it’s what my sons and i deserve 🥹💜💜 #but LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL #starburst is SHAKING rn #heh. heheheheheheh. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH. #will i get the catharsis i so desperately deserve? 😏 #hope sara takes the fall for the drugs (as she should) #she can act like a big sister for once #no other ‘redemption’ or whatever makes sense #not that i really gaf but it’s what simon deserves #and then september catches mad horse disease #from trying to eat that horse #😘😘 #wake me up when september ends 😴🐴 #now updated with horse steak #mmmmmmm delicious

[quinn-pop]

sorry for the metadede flood lately um. anyway i think dedede officiates waddle weddings. if they even have them lol. it’d be funny and cute

#reason for the flood: thinking abt one idea means i get 50 more #one of these were drawn with the old pen! and my god it shows #one is also two sketches fused together (which ive had to do a lot lately) and…okay actually it’s still easy to tell but not bc of that #i am mad with power #meta knight #king dedede #kirbyposting #my art or something #i think my art ideas are probably very weird lol #but you know me i love a good shenanigan #if it’s any condolence i swear ive been working on less self indulgent stuff too lol #not…NOT self indulgent because it’s me and i like having fun #it’s my blog i do what i want or something #im juggling like 7-9 projects right now (and most of the time) so my progress on each is very random #i thrive off of goofiness #but yes that is why i do this stuff. and then the Big Serious Projects never get finished #half kidding. i have a lot of stuff at abt 80% rn #metadede #because i forgot if i need to tag when it’s already in the post lol #id probably save this for a few weeks out but i dont have anything else done and yeah im procrastinating on sleeping #wow i really do write an essay in every tag

[quillheel]

// we still have no wifi (and brains kinda struggling with Writing here bc of the file loss of '24 where i lost ALL my files, including icons - im very lucky i had another copy of my border), but when I come back and start adding Pe.rsona 3 muses it's over for y'all.

#BIG BLINKING NEON SIGN i am for rn only reachable by discord just so ya know (i can check tumblr every so often but i am NOT able usually) #but yeah we lost our wifi on like. the 8th or smth and ive been playing a rom of portable nonstop every single day bc of it #i intend to watch the movies and reload too #akihiko junpei shinjiro yukari makoto my so beloveds #im also considering picking up kazushi and MAYBE. maybe kenji (I WANT TO DO HIM RIGHT. HIS CONFIDANT IS FUCKED. HE DESERVES BETTER) #and not jesus/hippie with a gun (barechested pale tattoo guy) #maybe others as well.... im only entering july as of yet. many months to go #i plan on getting into p4 as well. AND THEN SPLATOON DLC AND FINAL FANTASY 7 SHIT THIS FEB!!!!!!!!! SOON. the future holds many things #p3 // #━ ♔ your slightly mad sea-captain : ooc.

[martianbugsbunny]

Bout to make myself look like a real doofus, but when I first got into other people’s Kalluzeb content, I was clueless to the fact that Sasha is a nickname for Alexsandr, so I assumed it was a fanon Lasat word for ‘dear’ or ‘darling’ or something along those lines. I’m pretty sure I didn’t realize I was wrong until I looked on Wookiepedia to see if it was maybe a canon/canon-inspired word, and there was zip on the Lasat language. Then it occurred to me it was probably a nickname so I googled “Is Sasha a nickname for Alexsandr?” and I finally understood.

Anyway, can we come up with a fanon word in Lasat for ‘darling’ or ‘dear’? Because fics that use Mando’a have really spoiled me, there are so many cute pet names and ways of referring to your various people, and I need words like that in Lasat.

(Also, writers who have Zeb call him Sasha, ILY, I will lie down in the street so you don’t have to walk through puddles and ruin your shoes/the hems of your pants if you’re short, I want to give you all of my high-fives and hugs if you don’t mind, it’s literally the cutest softest nickname for him e v e r and it melts me)

#pretty sure it was the Mando'a stuff that led me to assume right off the bat that Sasha was a word instead of a nickname lol #anyway now that you all know how much of a doofus I am #can we compile just a couple of family words in Lasat? #all I need are like four words rn #darling is the big ask #but also sibling (like vod in Mando'a) #child (like ad in Mando'a) #and a word that falls somewhere between closest friend and family for Kanan and Hera #maybe a fifth if it's a Lasat word for idiot like di'kut #for when zeb is mad at Ezra #aaaaaanyway #kalluzeb #garazeb orrelios #alexsandr kallus #aka Sasha #such a soft name for such a battle worn man #ack #Star Wars #Star Wars rebels #mando'a #martianbugsbunny ships

[cybernatedbeholder]

Y'ALL IMPORTANT DETAIL

IF ANYONE EVER REBLOGED YOUR ART YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO GET IT OFF THE SITE COMPLETELY

THIS IS COMPLETE BULLSHIT

#I am so fucking mad rn #big accounts are basically doomed

[fooltofancy]

oh boy

#thank u based paranoia for checking the bank account before i made that purchase #oh boy. #if i disappear for a bit it's because i haven't paid the internet bill and i don't get paid for another week hfbsns #@my dumb ass u KNOW the holidays are expensive pay better attention #...... there's $4.25 in my bank account rn lmao #good thing i just made an unreasonable amount of soup. #and bought cat food #.... not ENOUGH cat food. they're gonna be big mad for a couple of days but they have dry food so it is what it is #staring into the middle distance like #ive paid all of the legitimately important bills this isnt an emergency lmao #... but it was a surprise. #i am going to be so uncaffeinated.

[femmestuck]

even his hair gets bigger

#homestuck #karkat vantas #im spooned out and my thoughts are mad scattered rn but bigkat adds So Much #wanting to be big and strong and a Proper Troll his whole life then being deeply uncomfortable with it ?? #hes so nervous about hurting people he keeps them at arms length?? suddenly his anger is actually intimidating?? #having to come to terms w the fact that basically everything he thought he wanted was the result of alternias everything #and not really knowing what he wants now hes out of that and the game #i am cradling him in my arms #do you Know do you Understand

[minty-bubblegum]

I swear at this point I'm just gonna rip out my uterus to untilt that bitch ☹️

#I am so mad rn #IN THE MIDDLE OF FUCKING CLASS MY ASS WAS HURTING SO BAD #AND I COULD FEEL IT IN MY BACK TO #I FUCKING HATE THIS #FUCK OVULATION #WHAT AM I??? #A CHICKEN??? #STOP THIS EGG PRODUCING IMMEDIATELY 👮✋🛑🛑❌❌❌🚫🚫🚫 #And iT DOESN'T HELP MY LAST PERIOD HAD ME CONSTANTLY IN TEARS #WTFFF #I HATE THIS SHIT #there's a big chance I have something wrong too #Cus like my last period was 9 days #My regular cycle is 7 days #Also last period was two days earlier #This suckssss urgh #SOMEONE COME SUCK YHE ESTROGEN OUT MY BODY I DON'T WANT IT ANYMORE #I have a headache gonna kms 💔💔💔

[girlwithfish]

not self harming nd locking the door even though im pissed off and the urge to physically isolate myself is so high and being told * **** ***** *** is makjng me so angry and upset and im splitting and in like 4.5/5 distress but im just sobbing my eyes out in the bathroom instead and listening to music as loud as possible and looking thru my skills even tho i dont think i can use them rn but im using everything from therapy as much as i can even if i cant use them rn and also so fucking confused and hurt bc im always told my emotions arent rational or right and its like then whats the point of fucking radical acceptance and whatever and the whole point being driven in so hard in therapy is u cant change how u feel and like its already there and radical acceptance so its just confusing and i feel im never going to have the life i want or be understood and etc. what kafka said about not being capable of any human relationship x

#anyway i think its huge i didnt immediately self harm and go into a worse pit and i also didnt yesterday and its a really big deal for me #and it feels lonely but its nice my therapist gave me praise for not shing ystrdy earlier today #it just feels so lonely #and i am mad rn #and now that i gog my distress down on my own im just empty but yeah whatever #sometimes u actually just have to cry it out when theres nothing else to do #i want to be fine so bad and im just really angry and feel misunderstood and i dont want to be around anyone #lol

[todayisafridaynight]

uhhh something something 'the only time a yakuza should laugh with his teeth is when he's with family or in trouble' something something arakawa gradually doing so more and more when hanging around jo something something Uh Oh™️

#arasawa #snap chats #DO WE GET WHAT I MEAN. #im not arguin semantics rn just listen to me im gripping you by the shoulders reader #it can go either way A.) arakawa gradually seeing jo as a part of his persoanl family opposed to The General Family #B.) you know how in fanfics theres that 'Oh. /Oh./' trope Yeah. i want big man to realize he's a lil doki doki for one of his guys #why the fuck i frame it like these arent in the same vein I CANNOT THINKKKKKK STRAAAIGHT #BUT NOOOO LISTEEENNNN i know bro would be SOOO conflicted. dare i say... he'd be in trouble SEE DO WE SEE WHAT IMEA #ok you can stop looking at me. im delirious. insane. delulu. its cause i cant draw rn its hard and my head hurts #ive been struggling with this idea for. WEEKS. i CANNOT find a way to make a comic out of it and its making me loco and mad #so im just throwing it out into the ether as Free Real Estate if anyone else wants a crack at it. or yk just so i can share it #LIKE THERE'S SOMETHING HERE I KNOW THERE IS I AM BRUSHING IT WITH MY FINGERTIPS BUT I CANNOT GRAB IT #you know it fuckin bad when i actually make a text post about it thats how you know Im At My Limit #driving me insane....... i just need everyone to know im rotating them like SSBB trophies.... #anyway. yeah youre right i still havent drawn shit #UUUGGGHHHHH should... or shold i sleep.... #let me try to force myself to sketch something and then ill run to my car and sleep there or somethin #idk. anyway bye i love the old people

[sugarskies]

hi it’s the person who was doing the in depth analysis totally didn’t forget i was doing that but I’ve been meaning to say WOW you foreshadowed some stuff early. Not even foreshadowed. Straight up told us basically. Mad I missed it, impressed at you.

heyyyy tysm, i really appreciate it! i tend to be pretty critical of my work but i do pride myself a lot on my plotting and other prep stuff. i may have mentioned it before but when i was planning one of my novels, my "100k outline" (not actual number, there's no overall word counter on my plotting software!) became a bit of a joke bc of how elaborate it became lol. i LOVE foreshadowing, etc.

in regard to the deca specifically, i think this is a good opportunity to say/admit that part of what i'm actually trying to do right now while revising it is figure out what plot threads i even have open, etc., bc this series is honestly a bit of a dumpster fire. in the past i talked about my plans like they were some great thing but looking back on it today, i was still perfecting my process when i "plotted" the series and now i'm trying to get back into writing it and i can't figure my left from my right. a small part of me wants to trash it all and try again but i'd never do that to you all and i'm pretty attached to a lot of pieces that are already in there so i'm trying to work with what we've got haha

TL;DR thank you!! i'm feeling very critical of the overarching stories right now so it means a lot you're impressed with any of it 💖💖

#p.s. don't be mad! something big can be right in front of your face but if you don't know to look for it you probably won't see it #and srsly my biggest block rn in finishing the next chapter is that i can't figure out where the hell i am in any of my plots LMAO #i have a lot of very solid ideas i want to work with/continue but they're not mapped out half as well as i thought they were 5yrs ago #maybe i thought i'd remember stuff i didn't write down. i have a terrible habit of doing that #maskarons #anonymous anon #series: the deca

[moe-broey]

ALSO IT MUST BE YMIR'S REALM?!?????? REALM OF LIFE?????????????

#feh #i ahve net negative thoughts rn i am. sleepy. and will probably be more coherent later. #BUT I HAVE. SO MANY THOUGHTS. I AM SO FASCINATED. WHERE THIS COULD GO. #also KOZAKI IS BACK YAAAAAAAAYYYY 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 #THE FUCKING WANTED POSTERS. FEH SPECIFICALLY SAYING THEY'RE WANTED POSTERS. HELLO #is the realm of life the highest one in the hierarchy actually???? where that big god dude is????? #who's like. mad at alfonse and mad about kiran's existence in general. #AND MY SISTER POINTING OUT ONE SCENE WHERE ALFONSE IS MISSING. AND IT LOOKS LIKE THE GANG IS LOOKING FOR HIM. #alfonse. sir. which god did you threaten to kill today. and did it go really poorly this time. be honest. #AND HENRIETTE............................. #hhfhnfhhhfnfngdhdhhhhgbfhhhhbbbhbvvhbgvhdhhdb...........

[cometblaster2070]

ever after high is that kind of show for me that has stuck with me throughout all these years.

even if i dont talk about it, even if i dont mention it anymore, and even if i myself do not give priority to it; it is always there.

and yes, i mean this in the sense that it is an ever-present eldritch demon that is sitting on my shoulder and refusing to let me sleep because it just occurred to me at 4 am how many details of the original cinderella’s tale they incorporated into ashlynn’s design.

god bless the doll show.

#ever after high #eah #it's not even a joke at this point #it's just sad #it's honestly sad what a big part of my life this has become #no matter what im doing #this hideous franchise has a reserved room for itself in the back of my brain #it makes itself all cozy #and when it's good and ready #at around 3 or 4 am #it rushes to the front of my brain and starts bashing the cymbals together #because what else is it supposed to do #im mad rn #THEY PUT SO MUCH LORE INTO THIS REALLY COOL FAIRYTALE WORLD THAT HAS AN AMAZING CONCEPT #AND THEN THEY JUST NEVER FOLLOWED UP ON IT #OR ELABORATED ON ANYTHING #DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE CHARACTERS AND HOW THEY WERE ALL WASTED POTENTIAL #either way i love it

[fairymint]

alright, I met the boobie doctor™️;

exact date's to be scheduled, but we're looking at sometime around Feb-March ish for the next semi-hiatus. I'm probably gonna spend my month off catching up on shows tbh!

beforehand, I'll probably focus on video games and bigger plots in RP; though will still be focusing on mutuals for the sake of my mental health, rather than 'events'. I'll ease back into RP post-op at my own discretion; between being conked out early on and a chance of temporary hormonal depression, I'm gonna have to ease up until reality sinks in then just to be on the safe side, before or parallel to any retcons I decide to make for Felix. We're also easing back into the multifandom shit with the animal crossing/etc. muses, just because it's time, my hyperfixations are back to jumping around ADHD style, totally unrelated. I'm shooting for more 'balance' this time around instead of pokemon or nopokemon, lmfao-

I'm about to crash and take a nap, after all that, so I'll be on once I'm refreshed, got plenty of time off until Friday~

#ooc. #surgery mention #trans talk. #long post #this year's been a rough one mentally in short bursts so. yeah i am at that point of enforcing rule 1 aka Be Nice and blocking as needed. #like. hopefully if i go through said depression I can outlet properly or at least stay offline. #regardless though due to my npd/low empathy like. when i actually get mad i get insanely livid. #but we are managing 💅🏼 and I am bigger than that so nipping shit in the bud and picking my battles. #not making myself smaller for others' sake anymore. shit ain't needed and my priority rn is being a source of comfort to my peers. #that said i. feel preemptive relief now. Got a basic plan and my transition's almost 'over'. in the sense of big steps. #i can breathe some fuckin relief and freedom #....after my ass sleeps fft. gnight. naptime #ask to tag

[pepprs]

not to be a pain-crazed wild animal. i KNOW i do this every time. but p*riods are so fucking crazy. like my cr*mps are so bad my body is trying to strangle itself but im awake and i need to be at work in 2 hrs and get thru an entire 9 hr workday as if im not in excruciating pain and im gonna bring my heating pad and my p*in r*lief cr*am if you catch my drift (💀) and i’ll need to use them DURING a busy day in which i will not see any other ppl who get periods in person and using them is gonna be a whole awkward thing. like omg. this is not fucking normal lol

#purrs #it is normal obviously. but it’s SO fucking frustrating like omfg the amount of time i lose every single month to being in pain like this #FOR NO REASON and like half the global population has to deal w that and it’s like it’s nothing. idk. despair and suffering and misery #delete later #menstruation tw #the thing that really gets me abt it is how my mom (ik i said i would stop complaining abt her on here but we have been fighting all month #LOL so im giving myself permission) gets so fucking pissed at me and my sister when we’re in too much pain to do chores bc she thinks we’re #being lazy / making excuses and then she compares us to o it brother like.. omg um YOU should know how painful this can be first of all and #second of all why would you even make that comparison when he doesn’t lose a third of his life to his body trying to tear itself apart! lol! #and yes i could work from home or calll out sick but consider: i am mentally illabout not being at work. which * is gonna be on my ass abt w #when they hear me say that bc i know im gonna make a whole awkward big deal abt my heating pad. UGHHHHH embarrassing lmaooooo #like why do people have REGULAR B*DILY F*NCTIONS!!!!! REGULAR!!!!!!! that REGULARLY put them in this amount of pain and we have to just deal #with that like it’s nothing and be discreet about and whatever. ew i sound like um… someone who cares too much abt stuff like this lol but I #im so mad abt it rn like oh my GOD can the pain just not be part of it can we just evolve to get rid of that or put structures in place in a #society for ppl to be more accepting / supporting / whatever of it. please please please please please #(also goes for more than just p*riods btw. like imagine if as a society we had things in place for ppl who are regularly in #chronic ​pain of any kind 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 what a world that would be 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 wow i sure hope it happens in my lifetime 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍)

[raeathnos]

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#oh I am straight up not having a good time rn #long story short I got in a big ducking fight with my mom yesterday over something dumb #it’s complicated and I don’t want to talk about it #but it was my fault and I did apologize #there’s some shit she did in the past that’s related that I know I’m never getting a fucking apology for but whatever #but I can tell she’s pissed and my apology wasn’t enough #and I know her well enough to know that she’s going to let it sit and stew #and in sometime in the near future when we’re both alone she’s gonna explode at me #very much not in a good mental place for that and not looking forward to it #in the mean time I feel like I gotta walk on eggshells and my anxiety is fucked cause I’m just waiting to be exploded at #I’m disappointed in myself because I feel like I acted like she does which is something I try very hard not to do #but also like I did apologize which is something she never does #which also has me upset #this was over something small and stupid and she’ll turn it into the biggest shit and how I’m a terrible daughter and all that #meanwhile I went through so much shit from her as a kid included getting disowned multiple times #for really stupid reasons (didn’t like that I was a tomboy - was personally insulted that I was depressed) #and Ive never gotten an apology for any of those and know I never will #and additionally know not to talk about them because she’ll just twist things and play the victim #so I guess the gist of it is I’m mad at her and I’m mad at myself for how I acted but also that this is #bringing back a lot of bad memories I’d rather not remember right now #also it was inventory today so I had to be up at 2am and I only got like an hour and a half of sleep #so I’m dying physically mentally and emotionally atm #I am straight up having a bad time #it’s the not knowing when I’m going to get screamed at that’s getting to me rn #my anxiety is so bad #I need to get out of here