#i am crying on my couch!!!

[pinacoladamatata]

what have I become? my sweetest friend?

latching onto the 0.3 seconds of Astarion being soft in the trailer like it's a fckin lifeline lads

#thank u larian #astarion #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 spoilers #its about the *hands* #listening to crystal talk about how *one of the romance endings* made her cry. haha. im in danger #this might hurt worse than any other video game romance so far. this sounds like it could hurt me worse than the ninth rain did #which is a Feat bc after the poison song i was sobbing on the couch and my husband thought someone had died #i mean they had but it was ;-; #pina art #also i am counting this as a win bc i can now draw for a solid 30 minutes after surgery! #i mean my elbow is killing me but it was worth it

[secondstar-acorn]

penultimate episode of dndads s2 today. i am NOT living la vida loca

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #I AM NOT READY #gonna curl up on my couch with some tea and a blanket and Not Cry

[howdoyousleep3]

we were supposed to go to Husband’s parents’ house for dinner tonight (3 hours away…but because his brother is visiting from Australia) and I got really anxious and hesitant

and Husband told me to stay home 😭😭😭 and that he'd take the girls with him 😭😭

and now I’m home alone for a night and I haven’t had one of these for twwoooooooo years

#personal #my husband tag #i could cry #I’m just going to lay on the couch and read and write and sleep until they come home tomorrow around 4 #and order food #I can’t even tellllllll you how excited I am lol

[groenendaze]

there are times that dogs like finch make you sit on your couch in the morning with a cup of hot chocolate and think of all the solutions and ideas for reactivity and risk mitigation and realize that none of them will ever be a perfect fit and no matter what you do, someone is always going to be stuck in that less than ideal situation

sometimes that is you. sometimes that is your dog. it is never going to be a victory

#it is a crying on my couch morning :) because this is a dog that cannot exist in public spaces anymore #or even private spaces tbh god damn! #can’t leave the house without a muzzle unless i know exactly where I am in a very specific circumstance! #do not trust him to exist! in anywhere other than my home! #retired my dog at four years old because he is a safety risk to himself and others!!!!! #it was not a good morning.

[natjennie]

anyone else out here a middle child saddled with eldest daughter responsibilities?

#a bumper sticker that says 'middle-child neglect and eldest-child duties' #i want to believe it started when my older sister moved out but. lets be real. it's always been me. #i am genuinely acting care-giver to my chronically ill younger sister while my dad watches basketball on the couch #and my mom doesnt get out of bed. #like. my mom is pretty sick too and works all day and does most of the housekeeping too #so i dont blame her at all. #i mean i guess my dad works all day but. for real king you can't get up off the couch to support your daughter crying and heaving #no that falls to me. yeah yeah I'll get her a drink and make sure she takes her meds. #what's that? yeah I'll rub her back and run a cloth under the sink and bring her something to eat too. #oh? yes fine I wont take a gummy so i wont sleep because she's in a flare up and needs them more than me #to be clear!! I'm not blaming her either like clearly she feels like shit and she feels guilty all the time #i just. some amount of help from anyone else. or at least maybe. idk A DAY I can rest when i feel like shit #but oh- no- she's coughing up bile again. yep I'll come bring a bucket.

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

MAC OHHH MY FUCKING GOD. ONE OF THE EPISODES OF A SHOW EVER HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL AFTER THIS???? HOW???? how long is he going to be FUCKING DEAD FOR!!!! the ashe & mark argument that i felt deep within my soul & miserable on behalf of both parties about them!!! dakotaisms!!! the fucking like. genre conflict of their sillygoofy teen titans shenanigans with a real world where there r men with guns who will simply kill you!! THEYRE WEEKENDING AT BERNIES WILLIAM WISPS PURPLE MORPH SUIT COVERED CORPSE. kicking down your door with a loud bang & then just standing there wild eyed kind of shaking and trembling like a chihuahua

DUUUUDE DUDE DUDE DUDE HEAH. FUCK. s1e19 definitely one of my favorites of all time. i listened to that one during the back half of my shift this afternoon and got to the ashe/mark argument just as i was starting pm checks.... standing in the cramped laundry room in the basement washing my filter socks like

i think about them so much dude. AND THEYRE BOTH RIGHT. WHICH MAKES IT HURT MORE. LIKE. BOTH THEIR SIDES ARE SO REAL. i cannot wait for u to learn more about them pleaseeeee i need 2 talk winters family analysis with you when you get to . certain parts. season 2 is gonna fucking wreck u i know it.

BUT. THEY BALANCE IT OUT WITH THE SILLIES SO VERY FUCKING WELL. GOD. good fucking show dude. good fucking show !!!!!! williams ghost throwing ice cubes at mark while his fucking. rotting corpse sits in the bathtub!!! what thefuck man

#ITS REALLY FUNNY LIKE. JUST HOW FUCKING EMO THIS SHOW MAKES ME. AND LIKE. SEASON 1 IS TAME. IF U CAN BELIEVE IT. #i know i keep hyping up season 2 but genuinely i have not full on sobbed at a show like i did at pd season 2 in so long. #like. could not listen to the show at work bc i fully could not stop myself from crying #and didnt want to do that outside the safety of my apartment type episodes. #ughhhhhh #HEY. ON THE BRIGHT SIDE. ONE OF MY FAVORITE MARK WINTERS MOMENTS HAPPENS AT THE BEGINNING OF THE NEXT EPISODE. ITS SO FUCKING SILLY. #also i have an animatic of it so i cant wait 2 send u that when u get there hehehehehe #im strategically not answering any of your questions about wiwi because if i start talking about him rn ill go crazy . #literally always thinking about wiwi wisp at all times every day #u come stand in the doorway of my room shaking like a chihuahua #and i am sitting here on the couch like. a fuckign . grizzled old pyrenees who has spent his life battling coyotes #asks #friends!!! #intertexts #UGHGHGHH GOING CRAZY ABOUT PRIME DEFENDERS FOREVER. #OH I CAN SEND YOU TRIVIA NOW. YIPPEE

[arsonist-chicken]

I got to look at the room in the dormitory and now I'm torn between taking it and running, or maybe taking a bit more time to find something... less really cramped and where the washing machine doesn't smell sour, somehow

#and i have to decide today help #like yeah my flatmates are awful and I hate them and am in a bad mood whenever they're home #but they're usually gone on the weekends so at least I'm alone then #there's Something weird about the dormitory I looked at but I can't put my finger on it. apart from the awful smell in the laundry room #but I mean I could take my laundry to a laundromat if I really didn't want to use that washing machine I guess #there's shared kitchens there too but oh well i've done that before #but by god am I looking forward to living alone after university #all I want is a flat with enough space for a large bed or a pull-out couch for when friends visit #and ideally a balcony and cats allowed #mine #jess' flatmate rants #am I being too picky? all student rooms are very small and shared kitchens and bathrooms are normal #what really threw me off was the washing machine ngl #aaah maybe that's another thing: my old dorm was bigger so more anonymous #this one has a kitchen for 8-10 people #i'm not very social; I don't want to be friends with the people in my dorm; I want to be alone and left alone when I'm at home #anyway. guess I have that to consider for the next hour or so #aah Vse Kar Vem came up and I'm crying again; wonderful #also you know those days when anyone talking in the same room as you makes you want to murder them? i'm on like week two or three of that #with no stop and idk why and what's wrong; send help #ngl maybe my problem is less with the dorm itself and more that I literally can't imagine a good future for myself right now #where I get to not live either in my childhood bedroom forever or only ever with flatmates which. I'm never moving in with strangers again #and I have no friends I could move in with who would want that or don't already live with their boyfriends

[kendallroynsfw]

it's been over 2 years since i first played disco elysium and sometimes i think i'm normal about it. and then sometimes i think about

DETECTIVE

ARRIVING

ON THE SCENE

#i am not sitting on my couch crying in front of my laptop because those words occurred to me at 8:15pm on a friday #<-- me when im lying #harrier du bois my beloved #disco elysium

[jimmyjrsmusoems]

when it’s 11 pm on day 1 of tinimmy week and i still haven’t posted my fic yet

#the post concert depression is real #i got out of bed at 4 pm and then sat on the couch crying while watching my concert videos for 3 hours #and then i got back into bed #and now it’s 11 pm and my brain is like okay!!!! let’s go!!!!! #i am the worst ship week co-mod this town has ever seen #personal #fic stuff

[stalebagels]

I AM SEATED

#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP #staring at the cc countdown as we speak #i think they literally just uploaded the monologue to youtube but i am going to sit here on my couch and pretend i did not see it #jon stewart #the daily show with jon stewart #the daily show #the problem with jon stewart #the jon stewart show

[tethered-heartstrings]

I know staying in bed all day is bad for my mental health but my cat really really loves when I stay in bed because she snuggles me and is so clingy and soft like this has to balance out right?

#her favorite place is my bed but the trick is i have to be here too #bc she will go to the living room and pout and be like >:[ 'why are you on the couch and not in bed?' #like midna darling i am so sorry forgive me #she will SPRINT to her litterbox so she minimizes how long she is away from me #and if i lock her out she will cry and wait outside the door #she slept in my arms earlier like help how can anyone expect me to do TASKS #the speaking clown #cats

[miodiodavinci]

good news: we have water again ! ! ! a pipe had burst somewhere up the street so the city came out and fixed it today (we still need to run the tap to get rid of the air and muddy water but. it's something.)

bad news: i had to go to my partner's to do laundry and shower so i missed out on work time today (bad) (anxiety inducing) (i don't need this right now)

worst news: i have a killer headache and my throat is suspiciously stiff 👁 👁

#please please please for the love of god ; ; ; #i am begging and pleading do Not let this be a repeat of last semester ; ; ; ; #this is exactly how i felt last time i got sick with covid and i Cannot afford another late start ; ; ; ; #i am. suddenly stuck by The Unwelcome Guest last week cryptically asking me when you're supposed to test for covid #and then saying 'hmm. okay. good to know.' and then refusing to elaborate #i swear. to god if she got me sick i'm #i. can't even say. i'm suddenly struck by such helpless grief thinking about how little i can do to keep her from being in my life ; ; ; ; #we literally Evicted her she all but threatened my older sibling into letting her visit weekly to take care of her potted plants #and then in october last year she was like 'my roommate has covid and i don't have money for a hotel i have nowhere to go :'(' #so the agreement was she could stay for One Week #and basically she has been. on and off our couch since then. #like. only going back to her apartment for 1 to 3 days at a time before spending another two weeks in our house. #with new excuses every time. #and literally Every Time I Say No And Put My Foot Down older sibling begs on her behalf because she's busy hounding and guilt-tripping them #so like. what can i even do if it turns out she infected me with covid because she didn't care to disclose that she was feeling sick #(and decided to come over anyway) #i'm just. overwhelmed ; ; ; #i feel like crying ; ; ; #i'm already busy pre-mourning the loss of my mental health and down time with my internship starting back next week #i don't need to worry about whether or not i'm going to be bed ridden for 2 weeks #and suffer Even More lasting lung and brain and blood and fatigue issues on top of that ; ; ; ; #a a a a a i just. feel like crying a lot ; ; ; ; #i'm already behind ; ; ; #i should ; ; ; try to work more tonight before the inevitability of it all hits me tomorrow ; ; ; ; ;

[butterflies-and-bumble-bees]

my dog literally broke his back (slipped a spinal disk) 😣

#this is kinda serious since dogs can get paralized if their spines get misaligned to severely #the vet put him on strict bedrest for the next few days #which means minimal walks and no stairs or jumping onto the couch or bed #he is NOT happy about this (we had to barricade off the couch so he won't climb on it but he kept standing next to it crying #so I moved the stuff so I could pick him up and put him on it so he wouldnt have to jump #and he jumped off before I could stop him #she also said that since he's a senior and because he has a very long back‚ meaning he's prone to this kind of injury #that even once he's better he shouldn't be allowed to jump a lot #so we have to get him doggy stairs to climb on and off of the couch and bed or pick him up #(since my mom is also old and he weighs about 20lbs this means I am the one who is gonna be doing most of the picking up and carrying) #poor puppy #or should i say poor old man #my dog #max e waxie (the 'e' stands for egmont according to my dad)

[10-dutchies-12-bicycles]

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#cant read emotional support smutfics (OUGH intimacy 👌 am i right) on the couch bc the dog lied down on the couch #and was being VERY cute and sleepy and like. listen i cant ask him to use the other couch that i dislike #the nice couch is his couch tonight. he is sleeping there #he is just. SO fluffy and sweet and i was petting him and he was doing like idk the dog equivalent of purring (little satisfied growls) #and like. i cant say no to him hes just too cute #ANYWAY instead of crying on the couch i went to my bedroom and am now hugging stuffed animals to self soothe 😎😭👍 #mine

[dykehayleywilliams]

movie recs? 🤲

#context: today was fucking exhausting and i cried 5 times at work plus another at the grocery store #i am about to pour myself a strong drink (coping mechanisms for the win!) and lay on the couch #I think my period is about to start either that or I’m cracking #could go for a zone out or a good cry or anything really just don’t have the energy to pick a movie myself