i’ve had so many friends die… so many but not my best friend…. this is so fucking heart shattering i can’t fucking cope? the world just lost one of the most beautiful souls who have ever blessed it, and i hope her energy lives through me forever..
turning into a stone devoid of any positive feelings, slowly but steadily nothing is being enough to move me again but even a stone breaks under sharp jabs of pain right? but unlike a stone I need to sew myself back again and again, but even sewing is a time consuming process and in the process they prod and with a silent prowl they slash again, cruelly. at this point the inconspicuous scars are so gorey, oh I bleed, I bleed everywhere, I bleed in paper, I bleed in silence and I bleed in form of art and schemes. I am tattered and unseen, however I am ever-changing. I am evolving into something dark. mankind really makes a devil out of a saint. oh, you can be a saint with tainted hands.
me @ Craig Mazin right now is that scene from The Office where Michael is like, 'i was the victim of a hate crime.' and somebody (Oscar?) is like, 'that's not what a hate crime is.' and Michael responds, 'well, i hated it.' I HATED IT, CRAIG.
"Would you follow me into the abyss for a soft kiss? 3 am thoughts are not very hot when you are empty inside, I.. would much rather be looking into your beautiful eyes than laying here alone at night."
Deep into the night, my thoughts get thicker with you - eUë
feels like were mourning the loss of the most precious person in our lives right now but how do you explain to your closest firnd that it is in fact not them, but american rock band my chemical romance.