I had to talk so much at work today now my throat hurts
i gotta sleep
I just got finished with my first 12 hour shift at work.. and I had no idea standing around doing nothing for 12 hours could be so draining
so I haven’t been on here for a while, but I’ve finished crescent city and it’s so comforting to find all y’all wonderful people still here, suffering, theorizing, making amazing fanart and i am so glad because WHAT IN THE FLYING FUCK JUST HAPPENed
yall do stay clownin huh
Why the fuck does Cayde remind me of Osmosis Jones
My job is 70% “answer the phone” and 30% in person stuff. I am deeply grateful that my boss fought her bosses for me to do the “answer the phone” part from my home and go a few weeks without me doing in person stuff. But damn, I had no idea that the logistics of me being able to answer the phone from my house would be so complicated.
“Walking is so damn hard.”
Love how some people found out they’re not that introverted
Meanwhile dealing with my family on the daily is draining me I need hours of being alone to recharge
college work: isn’t done
well hey, the important thing is that I’m still getting job rejections, those aren’t canceled.
when someone stopped talking to you but it wasn’t on like, bad terms they just stopped replying to you and you kinda wanna unfollow cause u don’t need a reminder cause u still feel like ur at fault even tho everything was completely normal but it would be rude to unfollow for no reason cause it wasn’t bad
Bastille really is the perfect soundtrack for what’s happening right now
MY MARCH BREAK HAS FINALLY STARTED!!!!
i am so physically, mentally and emotionally drained, i’m gonna take a longgg nap and rest up and not feel guilty about it in the slightest!
hope you’re all well. talk you you soon <3
gonna take a break from everywhere 4 a while, shooting for permanently but maybe when i figure out my shit idk. wish yall the best
@ flynn from last night: hey was it fucjing worth it bud was it fucking
Life recently has become a bit of an amazing…something.
1) I will be seeing? a therapist??? (this is probably long overdue, but also sort of terrifying)
2) a childhood friend “came out” in two significant areas two days before the same weekend I was supposed to entertain her & her family; I was unable to process this emotionally in time to engage her properly
3) a cluster of death and accidents in the extended family
So. Insomnia really stinks, doesn’t it?