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lustfulslxt · 2 months
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what’s your fav food?
hmm i’ve been loving hibachi. get it every chance i get 😅
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luvbunnysv · 1 month
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Hi butterfly’s!
~ Niedawno straciłam konto na tumbler że i uznałam, że wrócę
~ Będę tu wstawiała mniej więcej:
• thin$p0
•bilanse
•meanspo
•meal$p0
•krótkie opisy mojego dnia
Mam nadzieję, że uda mi się odzyskać wszystkie follow
(Jesli to czytasz to robisz 16h fasta, nie oszukuj, Ana wszystko widzi!!)
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coffee-and-oatmeal · 4 months
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I'm becoming less and less interested in staying alive.
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roy-spooky-month · 8 months
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Acceptance message
I am fat.
and I don’t care because I get to be a teddy bear for @robert-spooky-month.
@la-soia get fucked dad /h
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anna4luxury · 6 months
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I'm 320 lbs and i'm thinking of ana is the only way to save my life . Can I get fit by restricting calories, meal and home workout?
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hope-for-olicity · 2 months
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“But the widespread idea that we should learn to live with chronic hunger can, and should, be challenged. Not only are we not obligated to lose weight, for reasons canvassed earlier in this book, but there is something deeply immoral about the dictates of diet culture that posit and impose on us these pseudo-obligations. They often leave us perpetually hungry, and thus experiencing bodily discomfort - and sometimes suffering, even torment. We all deserve to be free from this, since it serves no valid purpose.”
Kate Manne - Unshrinking: How to Face Fatphobia
Like Kate Manne, the author of this book I have been on countless diets and developed an eating disorder all in the goal of being thin.
The only times I have successfully lost weight is through starvation. And I can't believe I have to say this but starvation is not healthy. Whether you starve yourself due an an eating disorder or trick you body into not eating food using a drug - you are starving your body.
Many people believe fat people should do ANYTHING to be thin. No matter the risks to their lives (bariatric surgery), well-being or activities of daily living. There is no action that is too much if a fat person can become thin.
Being fat is something that just cannot be abided.
I am fat. I have been thin through starving and purging. The praise given when thin was like a drug after the ridicule faced while being fat. You would think after losing 78lbs I would be "healthy." I was not.
I was never MORE unhealthy on every level. I was sick. My doctor worried I'd need to be hospitalized if I didn't start eating. My hair was falling out, I had brain fog and worse of all I was obsessed with food. All I could think was when could I eat next?
I now practice intuitive eating and I eat. I eat all the foods. Foods that you were never allowed to eat on diet, foods that are always in diets. I eat it all. I am fat.
I am fat, like I am short and I have green eyes. These are all descriptors of me.
I take medications for health conditions that add to my weight but they are needed. I exercise for joy. I actually like exercising when I'm not punishing myself to speed walk 5km a day.
I'm taking care of me.
But I know I am judged. These judgements could impact my employment, whether people think I'm intelligent and most important of all my healthcare.
But I know I'm doing what is best for my physical and mental health and that is most important.
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depressionandeddiary · 8 months
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I am the heaviest I have ever been. Everything I did for the last six years was in vain. There are no words to describe how I feel. But I also deserve it I guess
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gingerweed-man · 1 year
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Listen to me
Draw your blorbo.
Draw them fat. Bonus points for tummy showing.
Draw your blorbo fat n sexy. Do it.
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ann4444sblog · 1 year
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Hey guys! So today i found my new fav snack and it's only 84 calories!!
It's one slice of toast (i used the one with the lowest calories they had in the grocery store) with either just tomatos (then it's 68 cal) or pesto and some tomatos (84 cal)
Ofc it depends what brands you use..
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YOOOOOO IN THE PREVIEW OF RED HOOD:THE HILL HE'S HOOKING UP WITH A FAT GIRL!!! BESTIES WE ARE DESIRABLE AND HE WANTS US LET GOOOO
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zatrvcie · 1 year
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today i fall asleep broken hearted, knowing that there is no hope for me to be romantically loved
i am boring even though i tried to take on any possible hobby just to make myself more interesting, how is it that my character always takes a bigger role and is somehow more important than what i tried to hide it with?
why would i bother if i need so much independence you might ask, and may i tell you, i suffer in this loneliness. I crave closure both mental and physical, touch, love, to feel loved and to have someone to love. i, unfortunately, am a human in the most human form of all human,
bare, naked human.
and it does not matter what body you have, when you're young you need to feel loved, and when your body isn't conventionally perfect then you'll suffer in this loneliness, for ever, because no one will ever love you for who you are. only your body matters.
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elysustraumas · 9 months
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TW🚬
50’20kg 1.55 m
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f4twhoresblog · 1 year
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i’m slowly losing control
today i ate two fucking plates full of pasta and i throwed it up immediately after but i’m just so mad that i lost control
i wanna be fucking perfect, i wanna wear the best clothes and i want everyone to desire me and nobody won’t if i eat
i need a pro ana friend pls help me
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recovery-nuovame · 1 year
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Diary
I'm fat like I haven't been in years, I feel like a whale, I have anxiety and I hate my body. My legs are huge and my belly isn't flat anymore...
I suck like never before. And I can't stop eating
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