#i am feELING stUFF RIGHT NOW

[itsscaredycat]

hi i miss y'all

i've rebranded (li-wri -> itsScaredyCat) and am now very multifandom (not rly into dsmp anymore) i've missed posting my art online so i'll probably start doing it again k thanks :)

#sorry i was gone for so long #lotsa stuff has happened #im really into hazbin hotel right now but i also am back into overwatch #ill probably post oc art too #and whatever i feel like pretty much LOL

[gmaybe666]

"be young, be dope, be proud, like an american"

comforting myself with some teenage!kenstewy scheming about taking over the world

#more to come . maybe #I feel very sad about succession and the Nic braun stuff and I haven't drawn for myself in a bit so here's this #praying for kenstewy to have a happy ending I am Hanging On By A Thread Right Now ... #kenstewy #kendall roy #stewy hosseini #succession #kendall x stewy #sorry. on a brighter note! im going back to a process I haven't done for a while #6b digital pencil under a print texture !! yumm #and then I put a half tone on it

[kinokoshoujoart]

oops all rock (springtime edition)

i’ll be able to draw digitally again soon! ;w; in the meantime i’ve been scribbling a lot on paper…

could not wait for Soon, so i resorted to coloring it using the markup tool in default iphone photos app (don’t do that ever again)

#my art #sos awl #debating whether to just dump my sketches from my soujourn to hell or save them to be transferred and finished as digital stuff #or like both idk. i don’t know how ppl feel about WIPs #i’m happy to post art again ;w; thank you everyone who welcomed me back i’m slowly getting through everything i missed while i was y’know #and thank you for the sweet messages while i was gone i am bbghkjh i need to calm myself and respond !!!! love #rock tumbling (sos) #story of seasons a wonderful life #bokumono #story of seasons #harvest moon #hm awl #harvest moon a wonderful life #bunny sighting 😳 i still have THOSE wips too #there’s certain things i wanna prioritize once i can use my tablet again and those are one of them #but i will also probably post new stuff alongside finishing old unfinished stuff….. i hope that is OK…… #idk i’ll have to talk more later! right now i am nervous!!! i love you all!!!! #fanart #awl rock #bokujou monogatari #hm anwl #unfortunately this scum neet still has my entire heart so. most of the notebook is just him pulling goofy faces… sorry…….. #also a lot of lumina and nami…. and molly…. they r really cool… #ceci is also cool and i’ve drawn a collage of her that i just. never posted #mostly drawing HMDS related stuff about the descendant characters #OK I’LL STOP TAGBLOGGING #i am once again back in DS for girl hell. i want to make a series of posts about differences in the English vs the Japanese version #and also fun secret things related to DS #this is all in the future i gotta finish all my unfinished stuff…. uuuu…. #i love you all mmmmmwah (i cast sleepy time blanket and sleep forever)

[doodleodds]

Happy Valentines, Akira. Happy Valentines, Asshole.

If you can’t read what Akechi’s secondary inner-dialogue says cause I obscured it too much behind his regular dialogue, here’s a transcription in panel order: Hello, you fucking- Ah- Hello, Akira! Fuck off, why should I tell you- Just a soda- there’s a new flavor.

I don’t want your shitty gift. Oh- haha! You’re so sweet.

I hope I choke. They’re lovely, thank you.

Like hell. Likewise. There’s no way it’s just a coincidence. Still though, it’s a funny coincidence.

#p5 #akeshu #akechi goro #kurusu akira #wow- me?? posting a valentines comic... actually on?? valentines????? wack. absolutely wack #it's a short one! I purposefully tried to keep it short. it was a challenge and it still ended up being 3 pages. but i blame my canvas size #also in case u can't see what akira is holding out to akechi: theyre chocolate covered strawberries on sticks! #i saw them irl and was like oh god i want those. i am going to project that feeling on my favorite characters so help me god #and now! here we are! but my shitty-ass coloring & line quality make it hard to discern them so. sorry about that lmaooooo #ANYWAY i don't do enough post-maruki stuff so. i made this one a little bittersweet. :) #why did i put akechi's scarf in a bow? honestly i dont know! i think i saw some art a while ago that did that too and i thought it was cute #well. plus i guess there's the symbolism of 'akechi being alive and reciprocating your feelings (however involuntarily) IS a gift' part #hence that hes wrapped up in a bow. like a present. :) #also god. the first panel is supposed to be akechi's reflection in a vending machine window. I could NOT get it to look right #so for reference!!! just so you guys understand!!!!!! thats what that panel is supposed to be!!! he is NOT in fact a ghost. (sigh) #hope you enjoyed and had a lovely valentines!! for my part i have eaten nothing but sweets today and hoo boy will that have been a mistake #ALSO in terms of the audience-participation comic...hopefully coming soon. if i can ever gain the will to draw it. #but at least tumblr has polls now so i can do the audience-choose-y bit without needing to use a separate website! so thats good i guess #anyway anyway anway thanks for listening to me ramble if you made it this far! have a lovely rest of your day and hopefully see u again soon

[bright-and-burning]

let it be known that This is the Vision that came to me the second i saw the gifs from today (gif from @argentinagp here)

#no joke i was like . *thats so raven sounds* carey mulligan's oscars dress cropped to right below the knees. #something so funny to me about this being her oscars dress . bc now it is . oscar's dress #i want u all to know that this is what my brain looks like. #i see photo i go omg that looks like-- and then sometimes the visual is so strong i have to break out the shitty off-brand photoshop #i feel like the artbutmakeitsports guy (comes up w art off the top of his head) but for really . unhinged stuff #op #mine.edit #mine #i am trusting that this will find its audience.

[sciderman]

You said that if you dated Peter or Wade it would make you miserable. Which– Okay fair, Wade does have a history of purposely hurting the people he loves.

But what about Peter? Why do you think dating him would make you miserable?

because I’ll always know I had the option to climb a 6’8 cyborg and I passed that up for a sweaty little twunk that I perpetually have to remind to bathe (sorry peter)

#I don’t know. I don’t think peter is good boyfriend material. I think his insecurities would get exhausting. #Wade has bottomless patience. me… I don’t know. I don’t think I could. I’ve got my own stuff going on. I don’t want a Project. #peter is definitely a project. and he needs someone with shed loads of patience and perseverance. #me I just. I wanna have a good time. so. come to me my big beautiful time traveller. whisk me away. #take me to the beach. you can disappear after I don’t mind I’m not needy. just spend a beautiful romantic week with me. #sci speaks #I don’t really know what kind of person I’m compatible with really actually. #all my relationships have been. pretty short. #and I don’t think it’s any fault of my own really. and I don’t feel any loss over them at all. like at all. I wish I did. but I don’t. #a sci has so very thankfully never felt heartbreak. #but it makes me kind of question what kind of person I am when it comes to this sort of thing. #because I really don’t know. #I don’t know if I want commitment. I don’t even know if I want sex these days. #I … weirdly… am so devoid of yearning these days. like I feel content right now on my own. I don’t even feel lonely. #I used to yearn but I think I’ve moved past it. and I kind of just want to have a good time. #and that doesn’t even . involve a relationship or anything anymore. like I don’t think I want one actually. it feels like I’m Over it. #it’s kind of great because I’ve never felt so calm in a long time. all because I decided that I don’t. actually Need anything. #I don’t need anything more than what I have. and that’s brought me rest after So Long being restless. #but if a massive time traveller came and whisked me away on sexy adventures how could I say no

[kimabutch]

Everyone's guilty of this at least occasionally, but I do think that making fun of people for enjoying harmless & fun things is just kinda inherently unpleasant and pathetic, and that when we find ourselves falling into that, we should reevaluate the type of person are in the world

#this is partially but not entirely about a post going round right now about TLT #but I feel this way about a bunch of stuff #and it's probably the number one reason I unfollow here #making fun of things is... usually fine #but making fun of the people who enjoy those things #9/10 just makes you kinda annoying to be around #is it in the top 100 problems facing me right now? no #has it irked me for my entire life? yes #I am sometimes guilty of it? also yes #I kinda just wanna prioritize people who have joy for things

[dizzyrobinsims]

Just watched Nimona

The fact this movie never got a theater release because of Blue Sky's closure and Disney deciding to nix it once acquired will forever break my heart holy shit.

Like up front it is BEAUTIFULLY animated, the writing is tight as hell, the story is genuinely moving and amazing. By that alone it deserved to be in theaters.

*deep breath*

But BOY HOWDY am I SALTY AS FUCK that a animated movie that is accessible to kids, especially queer kids, got knocked out of the process to reach theaters when

IT JUST CASUALLY HAS A INTERRACIAL GAY COUPLE WITH A (metaphorically) ADOPTED (literally) TRANS CHILD AS THE 3 MAIN CHARACTERS IN THE MOVIE THE FUCKING HELL WE COULD'VE HAD ALL THIS PERFECTLY DONE QUEER MEDIA ON THE BIG SCREEN AS A COHERENT AMAZING STORY FUC-

#Nimona #Nimona film #God I feel Nimona so hard I actually had to fast forward some scenes because I am not in a GREAT headspace right now so it was kinda #triggering at the moment because hahaha yeah people see me as a monster. Whooooooooo. #like god I hope so many kids watch this #young teens trying to figure stuff out #And like I have fond memories of the OG Nimona- I was There for the webcomic #but the ending of the original comic ngl kinda scarred me a bit #and I'm so glad it shifted #LIKE SPOILERS FOR WHAT DOESN'T HAPPEN IN THE MOVIE BUT WHAT I REMEMBER FROM THE END OF THE COMIC #but in the comic spoilers Nimona does live but still wanders and it's left open whether she and Ballister ever meet again #I could be misremembering but yeah #like as a NB person it made me feel like I may never find a home- a place to belong #so I think the fact that Nimona and Ballister met at the end #where it shows the city is open to embracing Nimona #it kinda puts a salve on that wound #LIKE DON'T GET ME WRONG I recognize the power of the OG ending #Stevenson was exploring his own feelings and figuring themselves out and they were younger so it made sense #but sometimes even beautiful worthy media can leave a negative mark #depending on the person #because we all have different experiences and what is healing to one can be poison to the other #so YMMV on which ending you like better

[alazic02]

My full piece for the @onceuponzine Miraculous Ladybug fairytale zine! I did an adaptation of Sleeping Beauty using the knight and princess designs. This one was really fun to work on, and the first time I've done a two-page spread :) The zine currently has its leftover sales open, so please check them out!! There's a lot of really cool merch and beautiful pieces that you don't want to miss, including a tarot deck and tote bag.

Check out what's available!

Artwork ©: alazic02 | buy me a ko-fi

Do not repost.

#miraculous ladybug #onceuponzine #once upon a time zine #ml fairytale zine #zine #miraculous ladybug zine #marinette dupain cheng #adrien agreste #adrinette #art #my art #fanart #digital #alazic02 #marinette #adrien #ive been so silent for a while i am sorry #a lot going on now that im post graduation but pre doing anything you feel :^) #slowly getting back into making art though which is nice!! #just little things right now for buds but ill post some new stuff eventually #i think going to fan ime was really good being around all those creatives and such soaking up the Vibes

[vegaseatsass]

DFF ep10 spoilers/ep11 trailer spoilers

I liked this episode because I'm absolutely feral for New, and for Tee's tears, and for Fluke my beloved unintentional comic relief, but mooooostly I just cannot wait for ep11. That preview completely unhinged me. Oh my god oh my god so many of my dreams are coming true. It turns out as much as I love New and as much as I appreciate White (New you have to seduce him to your side if you don't want him to ruin everything!!!), Non is still my heart and a few split seconds of promised footage is enough to make crawling from this moment to next Saturday acutely painful.

#PERTHNON AND TEENON MY BODY IS SO READY IT'S ALMOST TOO READY #i am not gonna comment on pheejin because i can't say anything nice right now #i found their stuff really disappointing on multiple levels! #but it's fine that's why we have new and tee to make me feel things #and nonnnnnnnnnnnnn #dff #dead friend forever #dff spoilers #dff the series spoilers #dear diary

[salamispots]

watched hotd and it put me in a dragon mood haha

#wip #sketchbook stuff #guess who's gonna watch game of thrones now fjhgkfdjdjd #that weird art mood #where you're kinda in between styles so when you try to paint like older styles #it doesn't quite feel right #so you end up sort of meandering around #lmao I say in between styles like every other post isn't a different style/vibes hfkjhdf #the problem of being tired and sleeping extrremely early at 7:30 pm #is that you'll be wide awake at 3:30 am #lAUGHS #happy halloween I'm gonna be reading and drawing spooky comics haha

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

four walls playlist

#wow i feel weirdly self conscious about sharing this actually 😅 #it's such a random assortment of songs lol #i would like to note that often the music i write to isn’t the same as the music i listen to for me #idk if any other writers here are the same about this?? #but yeah the stuff on this playlist is really just whatever has helped me get into the right mood or headspace for the fic #for example #inhaler is on that list and i find them weirdly good to write to for this fic but also i literally never listen to them in my own time #same goes for coldplay #but then also there are obviously some artists i ADORE with all my heart on that list too (hello mansions and qotsa) #also maybe this is weird but i don't actually listen to a lot of miles/am stuff while i'm writing this fic #the stuff i do is all from just before/after the time period the fic is set #which i find SUPER helpful for getting into their headspaces #and i don't like to muddle it much with things they wrote later if that makes any sense?? #anyway #i'll stop rambling about it now #hope anyone who checks it out enjoys!! 😘 #ps #new chapter of four walls is coming very sooooooooooon! #milex #milex fic #four walls #lulu posts

[gaystonerdragon]

sometimes i feel like the people reading black butler forget that the whole premise of the narrative is a boy who saw his entire family and household massacred on his birthday is tricked into forming a revenge pact with a demon that was summoned by the cult that killed his brother after abusing the two preteen boys for weeks on end, to bring equal humiliation, pain, and suffering to everyone responsible for the aforementioned horrors committed against him. “its so dark” like yeah… what gave it away? “the subject matter is so heavy” again… what part of the narrative set up made you think it wouldn’t be? like you know how this is ending, right?

#like ive seen some pearl clutching at the noah’s arc circus stuff again #because of current events #and its like #yeah queens #shit is bad… its BEEN bad #like hello?? i know yana likes to distract us with curry buns and polo matches or what ever #but the backbone of this story has always been cultists and killers and psychopaths oh my #i for one am happy to be delving further into the filth #sorry some of ya’ll didnt get the memo that thats what Black Butler was always about #digging thru the shit to get to the worser shit #like i dont mean to be a bitch but some of the shit i read sounds like vitrue signaling like *well I WOULD NEVER* #like okay congrats i guess if you had better media literacy neither of us would be here right now #but since u are here can u like shush ant let me enjoy my depravity in peace? #oh my GOD rant #i have feelings on this maga and no one understands them #not even me #black butler #kuroshitsuji

[zhongrin]

cw/tw. gif(s), child neglect, depiction of starvation & frostbite, suicidal thoughts

꧁

𝐆𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐀𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫: 𝐀𝐜𝐭 𝐈𝐈

Candour of Light and Shadows

Quest Started

I still think

Some people were born a shadow.

"ーHappy birthday, sweetheart!"

"Thanks, mama!"

"May Lady Tsaritsa bless my little snowflake so he grows up big and healthy... And may She protect you from all dangers and surround you with love and happiness!"

"..... Mama, what about-"

"Hold on, darling."

Every year, instead of burning candles, I burn the memories of you.

Every year, instead of huddling in front of a warm fireplace, I relive the memories of the icy grave you call home.

Every year....

I wonder.

Why didn't you just di̴̖̊ë̷̻͙́̒̿̆ that day?

Why did the gods pity you when your own blood couldn't care less?

Why you? Why me? Why us?

I dare not defy the fate bestowed upon me. This is the role we were bestowed with. The second option. The second best. The supporting role.

The shadow.

....

But maybe....

........

Just... maybe.

.............

Maybe all this time, I've been tricking myself, thinking I was undeserving. Of the spotlight. Of the warm fireplace. Of..... a home.

“....”

“Wha....?”

“Happy birthday, Cov!!”

“My my, did we catch you off-guard so much you were about to unsheathe your sword?”

“Ah... I'm..... sorry.......”

“It's fine, it's fine. More importantly, do you like chocolate cakes? I had no idea what kind of cake you'd like but since you love hot chocolate and cookies, I thought you'd like themー”

“......”

“Cov?”

“...........”

“Thank you.”

Maybe one day, I'll be able to feel truly worthy of this.

......

I guess…. Just for today, I can be the light.

𝐆𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐀𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫: 𝐀𝐜𝐭 𝐈𝐈 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞

Candour of Light and Shadows

Quest Completed

[ To be continued(?) ]

#rin's adopted children: coviello #rin's queue is serving tea #happy birthday my child my baby my traumatized pookie with trust issues #i somehow managed to finish this an hour before their birthday here #and i already said it on their last story quest but #it still baffles me that they're well liked. i love them (/p) dearly and i'm glad people find them interesting enough- #-to care about. idk. it just. i don't think i'll ever not feel awed about this #thank you always for the love and support to this character #more of them coming soon. maybe. mayhaps even more than them. maybe they'll get a brother and a sister soon #ps. i am swamped with stuff and has no energy right now. please know i'm not ignoring asks and messages but i'm just directing- #-the little energy i have to more important/urgent things. i'll be fine. will be back soon. hopefully.

[kedicatt-cotl]

“ I always thought Narinder was the God of Death, but actually it might be you ”

An old cranky man taking in a cute kid that is better than him at every aspect of his own job. Then they may or may not get up to some shenanigans. The kid is the one having to do most of the job, though.

#not baabaa kids #i'm working on other stuff right now but i am soon done! #you know how it is with hyperfixations #i can manage up to one big project and two side-things at a time #though right now it's just finishing the big project and a bit of gaming #i played danganronpa 1 for the first time ever and got back to watching detective conan #hence this drawing #the quote is words of inspector megure about kogoro and conan #anyway i have a lot more to tell about the au! so i will be back when i feel up to it #likely soon but i wont name a date because i dunno when i'll really be free #cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl art #cotl narinder #cotl lamb #detective conan

[chiropteracupola]

Safe at home.

#em draws stuff #the flight of the heron #margaret cameron #ewen cameron #my design for aunt marget is a Work In Progress but this is one of my favorite ewens I've ever drawn in nearly two years of foth art #I am thinking she needs to both be A Bit Fancier and Have Taller Hair but right now the vibes do feel right for when this drawing is set #(was thinking about when ewen makes it back to ardroy after he escapes) #anywayyyyyyy. back to assignmence.