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greythemed ยท 9 months
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goyurim ยท 2 years
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its really the last week of 2521 iโ€™m almost ready holup lemme just put on my shoes ๐Ÿค 
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zagreusboon ยท 10 months
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Adhd is making me a hateful as bitch cause Iโ€™m realizing that I donโ€™t like doing things because of it cause I get annoyed and angry because itโ€™s hard I donโ€™t WANNA TRY NEW THINGS IM MAD there is my diagnosis for the night ๐ŸŒŸ๐Ÿ’ซ
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yourbestamericangorl ยท 11 months
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My exam results might be released tomorrow๐Ÿ˜ this is gonna be so great for my mental health ๐Ÿ˜
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aaadog1 ยท 2 years
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Oh and my fave part of Friday night was my Pokemon card from my happy meal and my new nail polish!
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Our Lips Are Sealed V
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โ€œCall me Daddy one more time, Y/N, I fucking dare you.โ€ Chris says over the phone.
I let out a laugh and roll on my side over the bed. โ€œBut youโ€™re pretending to be my dad to help me.โ€ I say.
โ€œDo you actually call your dad daddy?โ€ Chris asks.
I laugh again. โ€œItโ€™s possible.โ€
โ€œI think youโ€™re just trying to mess with me.โ€ He states.
โ€œItโ€™s possible.โ€ I say again.
Chris laughs. โ€œJust try to be serious about this.โ€ He says.
โ€œOkay okay.โ€ I say as I sit back up. โ€œDaddy, I need to talk to you-โ€œ
โ€œGod damnit, Y/N.โ€ Chris says which causes me to laugh again.
โ€œWhat? Iโ€™m just trying to practice telling my daddy.โ€ I shrug.
โ€œY/N, I canโ€™t help you if youโ€™re gonna keep doing that.โ€ Chris groans. โ€œPlease be serious.โ€
I sigh. โ€œFine.โ€
โ€œThank you.โ€ Chris says.
โ€œI donโ€™t know how to start.โ€
โ€œIf you didnโ€™t spend the last hour messing around and joking with me, weโ€™d have gotten somewhere by now.โ€ Chris says.
I bite my lip. โ€œIโ€™m sorry.โ€ I mumble.
Chris sighs. โ€œNo, it- I didnโ€™t mean it like that. Letโ€™s just start from the beginning.โ€
โ€œOkay.โ€ I take a breath.
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โ€œHey dadโ€ฆโ€ I say as I pick at the chow mein noodles in my plastic box.
โ€œHm?โ€ My dad hums in response, not looking up from his food.
โ€œI thought about what I wanted to say.โ€ I start. I take a breath and set down my fork, remembering what Chris and I had practiced.
โ€œWell, what is it?โ€ My dad asks.
โ€œWell, my birthdays in 2 days soโ€ฆ Iโ€™ll be 18 then.โ€
โ€œYou wanted to tell me something I already knew?โ€ My dad says, still not looking up from his meal.
โ€œNo, I- I just. Well Iโ€™ve graduated from school, and Iโ€™ll be an adult and Iโ€™ll have a job and-โ€œ
โ€œThis is still all things I already know. Whatโ€™s the point of the conversation?โ€ My dad asks.
I take a breath. โ€œIโ€™m not gonna be spending the weekends here anymore.โ€ I say, looking down at the table.
My dadโ€™s silent for a moment before asking, โ€œAfter you find a job?โ€
I shake my head. โ€œAfter I turn 18.โ€
My dad stays silent. He takes a bite of his own noodles and leans back in his seat. I stare at him intensely, waiting for his answer. My palms start to feel sweaty and my heart races.
โ€œOkay.โ€ My dad says.
โ€œWhat?โ€ I breathe out, unsure if I heard him correctly.
โ€œOkay. You donโ€™t want to be here thatโ€™s fine. You donโ€™t have to come here. I can take you home right now if you want.โ€
โ€œNo, dad thatโ€™s not what I meant. I-โ€œ
โ€œYou donโ€™t want to be here. Youโ€™d rather be with your mother.โ€
โ€œDad-โ€œ
โ€œI get it.โ€
โ€œDad please-โ€œ
โ€œI donโ€™t want you here either.โ€
My breath stops for a moment. I close my mouth and stare back down at my plastic box of chow mein noodles.
โ€œYouโ€™re a lot- youโ€™re just.โ€ My dad sighs. โ€œYouโ€™re nothing like I thought having a daughter would be.โ€
I stay silent. My food starts to look disgusting to me. My dad says nothing, starting to pick at the vegetables in his own noodles.
I get up from the table and walk away, down the hall and to my bedroom. I close the door behind me and lay down on my bed, closing my eyes.
I lay in my bed for what feels like hours when I feel my phone buzz under my pillow. I reach my hand under and grab my phone, staring at the notification from Chris.
Chris ๐Ÿ’ฉ๐Ÿ’•
Howโ€™d it go?
I donโ€™t answer, not even opening the message. I just slide my phone back under my pillow. I roll over to the other side, facing the wall and clutching my blanket over my body.
I must have fallen asleep, because when I open my eyes my phone is buzzing in the same rhythm as before, and the sun had already set, leaving my room dark. I groggily sit up and take my phone out from under my pillow. 2 am. 14 messages from Chris, 36 messages from Nate, 4 missed calls from Nate, and Chris currently calling.
I lean my head against the wall and answer the call. โ€œHey.โ€ I say.
โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong, what happened? Your brotherโ€™s freaking out you haven answered for hours.โ€ Chris says.
โ€œI fell asleep.โ€
โ€œHowโ€™d it go with your dad?โ€ Chris asks.
โ€œFine. I told him Iโ€™m not coming back and he was fine with it.โ€
โ€œJust like that? Heโ€™s fine with it?โ€
โ€œYeah.โ€
โ€œThatโ€™s surprising.โ€ Chris says.
I laugh. โ€œYeah, youโ€™re telling me.โ€
โ€œSo youโ€™re coming back Sunday night?โ€ Chris asks.
โ€œYeah, I am.โ€
โ€œYou should probably call Nate, heโ€™s been freaking out.โ€ Chris says.
โ€œJesus, I just fell asleep.โ€
โ€œYeah, but you almost never sleep at your dadโ€™s house.โ€ Chris says while laughing.
Itโ€™s true. This place gives me the creeps. The carpet, the walls, the bed. I just canโ€™t seem to ever sleep here. โ€œI was tired.โ€ I tell Chris.
โ€œOkay, well tell Nate that. Iโ€™ll see you Sunday.โ€ Chris says.
โ€œSee you Sunday.โ€ I say and hang up. I immediately go to call Nate, who picks up before the first ring is finished.
โ€œY/N, are you good?โ€ Nate asks. โ€œWhyโ€™s it take you so long to answer? What happened? Whatโ€™s wrong?โ€
โ€œI told my dad I want going to be spending the weekend with him anymore.โ€ I tell Nate.
โ€œAnd? What did he say?โ€ Nate asks eagerly.
I take a breath. โ€œHe doesnโ€™t want me to come back either.โ€
Nate sighs. โ€œIโ€™m sure thatโ€™s not true.โ€
I shake my head. โ€œHe told me himself.โ€
โ€œThose words?โ€
โ€œThose words.โ€ I say softly.
Nate pauses on the other side of the call. Thereโ€™s nothing but silence from both ends for what feels like hours. Then he says, โ€œIโ€™m sorry.โ€
โ€œI didnโ€™t want to be here anyways.โ€ I say back.
โ€œI know, but I also know youโ€™re not happy with this.โ€
I sigh. โ€œI should have said it differently. I should have asked him what he felt before I said anything.โ€
โ€œItโ€™s not you, Y/n.โ€ Nate says.
โ€œI have a hard time believing that.โ€ I say back. Itโ€™s always me. Every failed relationship with anybody Iโ€™ve ever known had been my fault. I didnโ€™t communicate well, I didnโ€™t understand, I didnโ€™t get it.
โ€œWhen are you coming home?โ€ Nate asks.
โ€œIโ€™m not sure.โ€ I respond. โ€œDad said heโ€™d take me back today if I wanted, but that was at dinner.โ€
โ€œWhat are you going to do?โ€
โ€œI think Iโ€™ll just go home Sunday night. I donโ€™t want to bring anything else up to dad.โ€
I hear Nateโ€™s breath on the other end of the call. โ€œOkay.โ€ He says. โ€œDo you want me to stay in call with you or are you going to sleep?โ€ He asks.
โ€œI think Iโ€™m just gonna go to sleep.โ€ I tell him.
โ€œOkay. Goodnight, kiddo.โ€ He says.
โ€œGoodnight Nate.โ€ I say. โ€œLove you.โ€
โ€œLove you too.โ€ He says back before hanging up.
Once the call drops, I immediately go to the contact Iโ€™ve hesitated to call so many times. The call picks up almost immediately.
โ€œHey.โ€ Chris says. โ€œWhatโ€™s up? Did you talk to Nate?โ€
โ€œYeah I did.โ€ I tell him.
โ€œIs everything all right?โ€ Chris asks.
โ€œYeah.โ€ I say softly. โ€œCan youโ€ฆ can you stay on call with me through the night?โ€ I ask.
Just from the sound of his voice I knew he was smiling. His pretty smile that makes me melt every time I see it. โ€œOf course.โ€
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pampersboysworld ยท 6 months
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...so we went to the Zoo the other day, it was a beautiful Summerday, not too hot, nor too cold. Just about right ๐ŸŒค๏ธ
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Babyboy of course had to wear his Pampers and his cute ni-ni-tights, even though he was a little bit afraid of the people, who are gonna see him like this.
But i told him, that i am in charge, and that's non of his business... ๐Ÿ˜‰
So i buckled him up in his stroller and gave him his baba.
Do you remember what babyboy did last weekend when he was out with his big boy friends? He should have used his diaper, but he didn't obey mommy...
So i figured, it's about time for another little punishment, this time in public. ๐Ÿ˜ˆ
You better do, what your mommy tells you, babys out there! ๐Ÿ˜†
Well, lets say it's not only tea in this bottle... he wouldn't mind a little bit of special formula, i guess... just a little...๐Ÿ˜‹
So we went off to the train station, a few people were already waiting for the train. Suddenly babyboy began to feel a little discomfort in his stomach...
Mommy.... I... mommy...? I... need to gooooo.... he whispered quietly
Show mommy your Pampers, baby...
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He pulls down his tights a little bit, just enough to show mommy the front of his diaper.
Elmo says, you're good, baby. Just let it go, i will change you later at the zoo... she replies.
But....but mommy... i... i....i need to go #2...can we pweeease go to the restrooms over there?
Why? There's no need to....Just go in your Pampers, baby...
But... but...moooommy...
No argueing, little one, if you have to go, use your Pampers!
He was not happy about that, but obeyed.
Mommy, but can i pweeeease stand up....? he mumbled through his binky...
Of course you can, baby.
It didn't take long till he pressed his knees together, squatted down and made big poopies in his Pampers...๐Ÿ’ฉ
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Some people were watching him, an older lady said:
That's disgusting!
Well, it may is - kind of... But that's what babys do... i replied
She couldn't help but smile a little...
The train will arrive soon, therefore i told babyboy to sit down in his stroller, so I can strap him in.
He hates to sit down in a poopy diaper, but again, he has to obey! ๐Ÿ˜‡
You like that, now do you...? the old lady asked him
He shook his head and buried his face in his hands.
He does! I replied... ๐Ÿ˜œ
Mhm... i hope for your mommy, that you will learn how to use the big boys potty someday....she said to him
Will not happen... ๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ˜˜
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reputayswift ยท 6 months
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(โ˜๏ธ๐ŸฅโœŒ๏ธ๐Ÿฅโ˜๏ธโœŒ๏ธ๐Ÿฅโ€ฆwait, is this the song with the drums? ๐Ÿค”)
I met a guy ๐Ÿ™‹โ€โ™‚๏ธ in the summer ๐Ÿ–๏ธ and I left him ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ’จ๐Ÿ™โ€โ™‚๏ธ in the spring ๐ŸŒท he argued with me ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ™„ about everything ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธ he had an:
ego ๐Ÿ˜Ž
and a temper ๐Ÿคฌ
and a wandering eye ๐Ÿ‘€
he said heโ€™s 6โ€™2โ€ ๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿงโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿ“ and Iโ€™m like, โ€œdude, nice tryโ€ ๐Ÿคฅ๐Ÿค๐Ÿ˜ญ but he was so much fun! ๐Ÿฅณ and he had such weird friends! ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐Ÿคก๐Ÿคก and he would take us out to parties and the night would never end! ๐Ÿ‘ฏโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿชฉ๐Ÿ•บ๐ŸŒŒ another:
โ˜๏ธ song ๐ŸŽถ
โœŒ๏ธ club ๐ŸŒƒ
โ˜๏ธโœŒ๏ธ bar ๐Ÿป
โœŒ๏ธโœŒ๏ธ dance ๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿ•บ
and when he said something wrong ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿคš๐Ÿ˜ก heโ€™d just fly me to france ๐Ÿ’โ€โ™€๏ธโœˆ๏ธ๐Ÿ‡ซ๐Ÿ‡ท๐Ÿฅ– so I miss him some nights ๐Ÿ˜”๐ŸŒ  when Iโ€™m feeling depressed ๐Ÿ™โ€โ™€๏ธโ›ˆ๏ธ (โ€˜til I remember every time he made a pass at my friend ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿงโ€โ™€๏ธ) do I:
love him? ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿฅฐ
hate him? ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿ—ก๏ธ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ’จ๐Ÿคฌ
I guess itโ€™s up and down ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธโฌ†๏ธโฌ‡๏ธ if I HAD to choose I would say right nowโ€ฆ๐Ÿค”
I WANNA:
get him back! ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿ—ก๏ธ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ’จ
make him really jealous ๐Ÿ˜ ๐ŸŸฉ ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ
make him feel BAD ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ
I WANNA:
get him back! ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿƒโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ’จ
(โ€˜cause then again ๐Ÿค” I really miss him ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ and it makes me real SAD ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ)
I WANT:
SWEET revenge ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿ—ก๏ธ๐Ÿคช
him againโ€ฆ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ
to get him BACK ๐Ÿ˜ฉ (BACK, backโ€ฆ)
so I write him all these letters ๐Ÿ“๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ’ป and I throw them in the trash ๐Ÿซณ๐Ÿ“ƒ๐Ÿ—‘๏ธ โ€˜cause I miss the way he kisses ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ and the way he made me laugh ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿคญ yeah, I pour my little heart out ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿคณ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’• but as Iโ€™m hitting send ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ’Œ I picture all the faces of my disappointed friends ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿซฃ๐Ÿคข๐Ÿฅด๐Ÿ™„ because everyone KNEW ๐Ÿง๐Ÿง๐Ÿง๐Ÿง all of the SHIT that heโ€™d do ๐Ÿ’ฉ he said I was the only girl ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿคš๐Ÿคญ but that just wasnโ€™t the truth!! ๐Ÿงโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ and when I told him how he hurt me ๐Ÿคฌ๐Ÿ—ฏ๏ธ heโ€™d tell me I was trippinโ€™ ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ’ฌ but I AM my fatherโ€™s daughter ๐Ÿ‘จโ€โš•๏ธ๐Ÿ™‹โ€โ™€๏ธ (so maybe I could fix him ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โš•๏ธ๐Ÿฉบ๐Ÿงโ€โ™‚๏ธ)
I WANNA:
get him back! ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿ—ก๏ธ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ’จ
make him really jealous ๐Ÿ˜ ๐ŸŸฉ ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ
make him feel BAD ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ
I WANNA:
get him back! ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿƒโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ’จ
(โ€˜cause then again ๐Ÿค” I really miss him ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ and it makes me real SAD ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ)
I WANT:
SWEET revenge ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿ—ก๏ธ๐Ÿคช
him againโ€ฆ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ
to get him BACK ๐Ÿ˜ฉ (and then? ๐Ÿค” ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ and then!!!!)
to get him BACK (backโ€ฆbackโ€ฆ)
I WANNA:
key his carโ€ฆ๐Ÿš™๐Ÿ”‘๐Ÿค๐Ÿ˜ˆ
make him lunch ๐Ÿฒโœจ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿชฝ
break his heartโ€ฆ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ”จ๐Ÿ˜ˆ (then be the one to stitch it up โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿชก๐Ÿค๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿชฝ)
kiss his face ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ (with an UPPERCUT ๐Ÿค•๐Ÿ’ฅ๐ŸฅŠ๐Ÿ˜ˆ)
meet his mom ๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿค๐Ÿ‘ต (just to tell her HER SON SUCKS!! ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ—ฏ๏ธ๐Ÿซข)
I WANNA key his carโ€ฆ๐Ÿš™๐Ÿ”‘๐Ÿค๐Ÿ˜ˆ I WANNA make him lunch ๐Ÿฒโœจ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿ˜‡๐ŸชฝI WANNA break his heartโ€ฆ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ”จ๐Ÿ˜ˆ stitch it right back up โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน๐Ÿชก๐Ÿค๐Ÿ˜‡๐ŸชฝI WANNA kiss his face ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ with an UPPERCUT ๐Ÿค•๐Ÿ’ฅ๐ŸฅŠ๐Ÿ˜ˆ I WANNA meet his mom ๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿค๐Ÿ‘ต and tell her HER SON SUCKS!! ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ—ฏ๏ธ๐Ÿซข
๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ‘ I WANNA:
get him back! ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿ—ก๏ธ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ’จ
make him really jealous ๐Ÿ˜ ๐ŸŸฉ ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ
make him feel BAD ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ
๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ‘ I WANNA:
get him back! ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿƒโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ’จ
(โ€˜cause then again ๐Ÿค” I really miss him ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ and it makes me real SAD ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ)
I WANT:
SWEET revenge ๐Ÿƒโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿ—ก๏ธ๐Ÿคช
him againโ€ฆ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ
to get him BACK ๐Ÿ˜ฉ (and then? ๐Ÿค” ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ and then!!!)
to get him BACK, back, BAaAaCKโ€ฆ
๐ŸŽธ๐ŸŽธ๐ŸŽธ Iโ€™ll get him! Iโ€™ll get him! Iโ€™ll get him! Iโ€™ll get him ๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐Ÿ’•BACK!!๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ˜ˆ (๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ‘) Get him back!! (๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ‘)
๐Ÿบ๐Ÿฅด I'm gonna get him sooooo good, he's not even gonna know what hit himโ€ฆheโ€™s gonna love me and hate me at the same time ๐Ÿ˜‡๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐Ÿ’• (๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ‘ you better get him BACK!) shsjdidk I got him good I got him REALLY good ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿป๐Ÿฅด
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Naughty List (Gator Tillman X F!Reader)
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Gator comes round to readerโ€™s house on Christmas Eve to get his gift.
This is in the two sinners world.
18+ only!! Smut ahead!!! Fic includes sub!Gator, dom!f!reader, oral (f recieving), mentions of wax play and piv sex, teasing language, use of restraints, dry humping, use of underwear as a gag, mentions of spanking with belt, panty kink????, brief aftercare. Reader fucking loves being mean to Gator hahaha I love her (me).
This is the completed version of this lil ficlet. And apologies, I was going to post it on Xmas day but I was too drunk and merry to edit and write. Iโ€™m not 100% with this one but it was fun fun fun. Like all the two sinners stuff is. Thank u all for reading and engaging with the series. โค๏ธ u all.
Ok seeing Gator on Christmas Day is out of the question. Heโ€™s spending the day with Glenda and Roy reciting their favourite psalms and thanking the lord for a bountiful Christmas. Glenda goes all out at Christmas, itโ€™s obviously her favourite holiday and she constantly updates her Facebook with pictures of a content looking Roy and an exhausted looking Gator. No doubt, Glenda will have made him a piece of her artwork and bought him some novelty socks. Heโ€™ll smile at her and press a kiss to her cheek but you rejoice in the knowledge that thoughts of your Christmas Eve are running through his head.ย 
[sent at 13:30] You:ย got your Christmas present at my house. Door will be unlocked for when you finish at 6. Iโ€™ll be upstairsย ๐ŸŽ
[received at 13:42] Gator๐Ÿ’ฉ๐Ÿ: am i on the nice list?
[sent at 13:43] You: no. See you at 6ย ๐Ÿ’‹
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His Christmas present is you- OBVIOUSLY. But itโ€™s a version of you that Gator only really gets when he begs and even then, you donโ€™t always give it him. He asks for this when you eat his ass or when heโ€™s had a week of getting non stop shit from his daddy or Glenda.ย 
He wants you to turn him on that much his brain switches off.
He wants you to be in control and dominate him.ย 
Youโ€™re wearing a red lace set with garters and pointy red heels. Itโ€™s nearly pitch black by the time Gator arrives. Youโ€™ve left one lamp lit downstairs to guide him up but, honestly, he knows the layout of your home like the back of his hand. In the bedroom, your curtains are open with the twinkling of outdoor Christmas lights provide occasional flickers that illuminate your white linen bed sheets. A cinnamon candle is glowing by the door and nearly blows out when Gator enters as dramatic as ever.ย 
Youโ€™re sat at the end of the bed waiting for him and you smirk as you take in his expression- seemingly enthralled by your red look.ย 
โ€œCrawl to me, babyโ€ your voice is low and by the way Gator drops to his knees without hesitation and a look of relief on his face- you already know how tonight is going to go.ย 
Heโ€™s slow in his movement, keeping eye contact with you as he crawls towards your open legs and stopping a few inches from your panties. His eyes are fixed on the damp spot on your red underwear and his shuddering breaths are filling the room. You run your hands through his slicked back hair as you try not to recoil at the unnatural feeling of brushing your nails through hair gel.ย 
โ€œYโ€™wanna taste?โ€ He looks up at you with the most love sick eyes youโ€™ve ever seen, he nods slowly as he brushes his tongue over his bottom lip. You grip his hair in your hand as you push him into your panties, โ€œmake me cum with my panties still on baby- yโ€™donโ€™t deserve to taste properly just yetโ€. He groans as he pushes his face further into your pussy. Heโ€™s messy with it and you can feel his spit dripping down between your legs. It feels so good and the knowledge that heโ€™s desperate to please you brings you closer and closer to the edge.ย 
โ€œTake my panties off and make me cum on your tongue Gator, donโ€™t let me downโ€ you throw your head back on the bed as you feel Gator rip your panties down your legs and throw them across the room. Heโ€™s that desperate to make you cum heโ€™s moaning into your pussy as he eats you out and you know heโ€™s palming himself over his cargos. Your back arches as you clamp your thighs around Gatorโ€™s head and cry out as you cum.ย 
Heโ€™s pressing hot kisses to your thighs as your pussy clenches around nothing, you can feel your breathing begin to regulate again as you come down from your high. Your hand smoothes over his ruffled hair, โ€œthat was so good Gator. You did such a good jobโ€ฆgood to know you can do something rightโ€. His smile drops at your final sentence. On trembling legs you head over to your closest to get the box that Gator both wants and dreads. The box is full of sex toys, restraints (some crudely made and some from a hidden sex store in town) and things that youโ€™ve seen at a local store and thought could be fun and sexy. Jax has contributed to the box, he bought some candles and teased you for hours by slowly dropping hot wax over your chest whilst fucking you softly. Gator was devastated when he found out and had begged you to do it to him the next day. You werenโ€™t as gentle and he fucking loved it.ย 
You can hear him kicking off his boots and unzipping his cargos.ย 
โ€œDid I tell you to get undressed?โ€
โ€œNo but uh- I thoughtโ€ฆโ€
You softly kiss him, tasting the remnants of your cum on his plush lips. โ€œDonโ€™t think baby, I know how hard that can be for you. Just lie on the bed dressed how you are now- hands above your headโ€. Your voice is authoritative and Gator never wants to disappoint you when heโ€™s in this headspace.ย 
As soon as his hands are placed at your headboard, you click pink fluffy handcuffs around them and make sure that they are tight. Thereโ€™s something about the sight of your local Sheriff tied to your bed with novelty pink handcuffs that you love. Youโ€™ve taken a picture before and when you really want to fuck with Gator youโ€™ll send it to him when you know heโ€™s working with his daddy. You look at Gator, a silent check in to make sure heโ€™s okay and he replies with a quick nod. He looks fucked out already, his lower face is red from the lace rubbing against it and his usually perfectly placed hair is disheveled. He looks desperate and thatโ€™s exactly how he wants it. You retrieve your panties from the floor and sit over Gators clothed cock.ย 
โ€œDโ€™you really think youโ€™re on the nice list this year baby? Can you tell me anything nice youโ€™ve done for me?โ€ย 
You slowly start to grind against his hard cock. When you look down, you can see a wet spot of his pre cum soaking through his cargos. You can feel him thrust up to try and get some friction to his achingly hard cock. You quickly rise so he gets nothing.ย 
You grip his cheeks so his lips purse out โ€œthis isnโ€™t good boy behaviour, Gatorโ€. You inch closer to his face, โ€œif you move again without my permission, you can fucking crawl home to her and fuck your fist to thoughts of me like some pathetic fucking loserโ€.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry, I wonโ€™t do it again, Iโ€™m f- Iโ€™m so sorryโ€ he canโ€™t think straight. His hands are in tight fists at the top of the bed and the sound of his breath filling the room. In and out. In and out. Probably trying to slow his breathing so he doesnโ€™t cum when you start to grind down on him again.ย 
The red underwear is quickly pushed towards his face. โ€œCan you smell my cum baby? You were so good at doing that. Yโ€™want another taste?โ€ He nods as the balled up fabric is shoved into his mouth. You watch in awe as his eyes roll back whilst the makeshift gag stifles his moan. Rotating your hips slowly, you start to rock against his hard cock.ย 
โ€œYโ€™know when Jenson was round here a few nights ago. He left his belt, he was desperate to get his pants off as soon as he came in the doorโ€. The fabric of Gatorโ€™s cargo is beginning to feel damp, you know itโ€™s a mix of his pre cum and your arousal covering his work pants. It feels so good for you so you can imagine Gatorโ€™s getting close to cumming. His eyes are locked onto your body, watching your hips steadily swirl against him. โ€œI was thinking I could use his belt on you, maybe couldโ€™ve bent you over the bed and used it to spank youโ€. His eyes screw shut and you canโ€™t help the laugh that slips out. His body is stiff with tension underneath yours.ย 
โ€œGator,โ€ you chide, voice high and mocking โ€œare you gonna cum thinking about me using some guys belt on you? Thinkinโ€™ about me punishing you?โ€. He thrusts up and rather than backing off him you press your pussy harder against him. Rocking your hips back and forth on his cock and hearing him whimper through the lace underwear in his mouth. You lower your lips to his ear as you order him in a whisper to โ€œcum in your pants before I send you back to your girlfriend and daddyโ€. He thrusts one final time against you and moans loudly as his eyes screw shut. His hands are in tight fists as he pulls off from the headboard and breaks the handcuffs into two pieces. With his now free hand, he pulls your underwear out of his mouth with staggered breath.ย 
Heโ€™s cum in his pants; the already dark fabric now a darker colour around his crotch. His hands are covering his eyes with the broken restraints around his wrists like pink fluffy bracelets. You hear him curse under his breath as his breathing starts to normalise. Heโ€™s usually a bit vulnerable when you take control so youโ€™re more affectionate than usual. Normally, after he cums youโ€™re both in a hurry to leave, not wanting to stay in each others vicinity to enjoy the post orgasm bliss. It has to be different when itโ€™s like this and you both silently know it. He sits up on the bed and you get in his lap again, slicking his hair back down and helping him get out of the now broken handcuffs. You press a soft kiss to his forehead and he grips your hip as a wordless thank you.ย 
Before he leaves, you hand him your panties with the smell of his spit and your orgasm still on the fabric. He smirks as he tucks them into his back pocket.ย 
On Christmas evening, he sends you a picture of his hard clock with your panties wrapped round it. It immediately turns you on as you can picture the scene. Glenda and Roy will be asleep in their rooms as Gator is fisting his cock with your underwear. His lip will be red from biting with him trying to keep his moans from slipping out. Heโ€™ll be thinking of you and it makes you feel fucking great.ย 
[received at 23:49] Gator๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ฉ: [image attached]
[received at 23:49] Gator๐Ÿ๐Ÿ’ฉ: best Christmas present this year
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too much โœฉ kylian mbappรฉ
KYLIAN MBAPPร‰ X NON FAMOUS! READER
you get a lot of hate online and kylian is tired of seeing you suffering
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ynusername today was such a good day ๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป
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ynhater1 whore
ynhater2 wtf ๐Ÿคฃ why are u so fckng ugly
mbappefan1 donโ€™t worry about the bad comments, y/n!! you are pretty and an amazing person.
ynhater3 how can kylian date someone as weird as you?
ynhater4 ๐Ÿ’ฉ๐Ÿ’ฉโ˜ ๏ธ
ynhater5 we donโ€™t want kylian dating you ๐Ÿคฎ๐Ÿคฎ๐Ÿคฎ
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ynusername date night ๐Ÿ’—
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ynhater1 you are so ugly omfg
ynhater2 we hate you
ynhater3 you just want kylianโ€™s money
ynhater4 i hope kylian cheats on you โ˜ ๏ธ
mbapperfan1 why are you mean to her? I can't understand, she never did anything wrong.
โคท mbappefan2 i canโ€™t understand either, she makes kylian so happy.
ynhater5 ๐Ÿคฎ๐Ÿคฎ๐Ÿคฎ๐Ÿคฎ
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ynusername fun day at the park :)
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ynhater1 even the cat wants to run away from you
ynhater2 how do you manage to look ugly in every single picture? โ˜ ๏ธ
ynhater3 kylian deserves better
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ynhater5 #freekylian
mbappefan1 if you guys really like kylian you wouldnโ€™t be saying things like that about his girlfriend
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mbappefan2 whatโ€™s yโ€™all problem? omg, poor girl!
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ynusername special day <3
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ynhater1 you are so ugly, hope you know that
โคท ynusername you guys never let me forget that, thank you :)
ynhater2 you so close to another man, arenโ€™t you ashamed??? ๐Ÿคฎ
โคท mbappefan1 itโ€™s her cousin, dumb โ˜ ๏ธ
ynhater3 i hate you
ynhater4 kylian is ashamed of you
ynhater5 kylian doesnโ€™t love you
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ynusername loving being around people who make me happy :)
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k.mbappe The most beautiful girl with the purest heart I have ever met in my entire life. I really can't understand why such a nice person is treated so poorly by some of you, please don't say you are my fan if you treat the people I love in the most insensitive and ridiculous way possible. I donโ€™t even have words to define the way this woman shows her love for me, the way she makes me feel like the luckiest man in the world, and the way she made me feel truly understood for the first time. I just want to ask you to see what an amazing woman I have by my side, I am sure that if you get to know a little bit more about her, you will know the reasons why i fell in love. And finally, Y/N, I love you even without love, as if this is all so big, so great, so absurd, that it almost isn't. I love you in such an impossible way.
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mbappefan1 you are amazing, y/n!!!! ๐Ÿ’—
mbappefan2 stay strong, y/n. kylian loves and cares about you!
ethanmbappe proud to have you as my sis ๐Ÿ˜ @ynusername
neymarjr donโ€™t pay attention to the comments of haters, y/n. we all know what an amazing woman you are โค๏ธ
mbappefan3 itโ€™s so important that kylian talked about it, very happy for them both ๐Ÿฅฐ
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notes: hope yโ€™all liked it!! ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿป
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Chapter 236: Go Southโ€”JJK is generational
Gosh. Can we pleeeease just like... have a moment of silence for the one and only...THE Man, Gojo Satoru.
Ok, time's up.
Moving on.
Word vomit under the cut.
The process of reading this chapter was a very interesting one this week because the fandom got really noisy as soon as the leaks dropped.
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Between allegations of bad writing and the utter sense of grief Gojo fans were expressing, it was quite the ๐Ÿ’ฉ storm.
And then the actual scanlations started dropping, and little by little they replaced most of the noise with the utter sense of calm and peace and satisfaction that Gojo felt in his last moments in this plane of existence.
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I gotta say that I just absolutely loved how Gege depicted those emotions (outside of Gojo's "dream") through shots of the devastated Shinjuku district.
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The remnants of the battle of The Strongest, as if the landscape and the buildings themselves represented the end of an era, the devastation of the structure of Jujutsu society itself.
After all, as The Strongest sorcerer in the modern era, Gojo represented the very system he was trying to destroy.
Gege loves his irony.
Now, I would normally say that the words in the speech bubbles are superfluous because Gege creates such a beautiful atmosphere through the setting alone. But it is the words themselves that re-contextualize not just the battle, but also shed more light on Sukuna's interest in Megumi, which I feel we haven't seen the extent of what he had in mind.
Now I'm hoping this isn't a dream
Listen, I must admit I've never cared for Gojo.
I don't hate him, I don't love him, I simply never really cared for him.
That, of course, changed with this chapter.
And it is perhaps Gojo's death that really solidified in my mind the idea that one of the underlying themes in jjk is... dun dun dun... DEATH.
Yeah, I know. Sue me, I'm late to the party lmao.
But it's not just death itself that is a theme, but rather the face we put on when death comes knocking at the door.
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There aren't many things that we can be certain of in this life, but death is one of them. So how we confront death and our mortality shapes the sense of self.
I know a lot of people were dissatisfied with the transition from 235 to 236 and Gege not showing how/when Gojo got slashed in half, but I find the abrupt transition makes sense, and I even dare say was... quite poetic.
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For one, now knowing that Gojo knew Sukuna was holding back, a lot of incidents throughout the battle are given new meaning. Like that look of confidence on Gojo's face as he "thinks" he's finally managed to "get through" to Sukuna.
So I have to say that I loved that Gege starts the chapter with Gojo becoming aware that he has died or is dying.
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In other words, Sukuna's attack was so sudden that Gojo's next moment of awareness as "Gojo Satoru" is in what we would normally think of as "the light at the end of the tunnel" where he is greeted by people who were of significance to him in his youth.
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And can we please just talk about how Geto is the first person he sees when he becomes aware that he is dying?
Please. This is fucking poetry!
Insert keyboard smash.
Screaming in jjk.
Go South
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I literally lack the words to explain why I love this whole chapter so much. Which is a lot to say because I am about to word vomit about it. But like...
Again, hindsight is 20/20.
I always thought of the panel above as Geto being jealous of Gojo surpassing him in strength but, in retrospect, I think Geto's disappointment had more to do with Gojo's sense of self over-identifying with the title "the strongest" and how that made him harder to relate to, which is one of the main themes in this chapter. I'll come back to this in a sec.
But first...
Quick depth psych segway. I think I've said this before, but it bears repeating again that an overwhelming sense of self is all ego. There's nothing wrong with ego per se.
The problem is that an over-identification with ego means inherent separateness because, as an organ of the psyche, the ego sense of self is what gives us a separate identity from the collective.
On the other hand, soul/heart (another organ in the psyche) is the principle of relatedness--love, the single energy that can bring us all together as a collective.
But as we already know, the stronger the sorcerer, the more overwhelming the sense of self.
Unfortunately, because an overwhelming sense of self = separateness, this also means the person in question can't relate to others.
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And is this not thematically perfect for a sorcerer whose perfected cursed technique was meant to render others unable to "reach him"?
In other words, Gojo saw himself as separate (because he was "The Strongest") and that made it harder for him to relate to others, but only because he self-identified as "The Strongest".
Infinity โˆž, in this sense, is also about the self-fulfilling prophecy Gojo was stuck playing out in his life in regards to seeing himself as "The Strongest".
But like a serpent eating its own tail, Gojo came back full circle, and in the moments before his death, learned that what really mattered to him was not strength for the sake of strength, but rather the connections he had fostered with others.
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PLEASE. GEGE. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCKING FUCK?!!!!!!!!!!!
To bring it back to "Satoru became 'The Strongest'"...
I just loved so much that seeing Geto as soon as he becomes aware he's died felt like an encounter that meant Gojo had returned to the person he was before he self-identified as "The Strongest".
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But more importantly, Gojo's imagination of himself as back when he was young also speaks both to how much he cherished that period of his life, and to how he was emotionally frozen in time due to his encounter with Toji.
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It makes me wonder whether Gojo was afraid of dying alone when Toji almost killed him. So it's almost like what he took away from that battle was that he was always alone, and so he sought to push others away.
The kicker is that he simultaneously feared his existential isolation and yet craved the very source of his fear--human relations.
But in choosing self-preservation, he was a selfish to the very end.
What an idiot (tragically affectionate).
Anyways. How much of this is hc? Someone tell me please ๐Ÿ˜‚. I feel like I went off the deep end in the last few paragraphs.
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Like everyone else in this fandom I've lost all objectivity when it comes to Gojo because his departure from the story was truly one of the most heartbreaking moments in jjk.
I understand people's complaints about the "execution," but I think the world-wide phenomena that Gojo's death has spurred speaks to Gege's ability to elicit deeply archetypal emotional responses as a story teller.
With Gojo's death, a part of our own psyche too has died. And what's most significant about this death is that it was, true to Gojo's character, "something that needed to die because it represented the very thing it sought to destroy."
And this would be why I love Gege's writing.
A fitting way for Gojo to go out
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I know not everyone agrees, but I really appreciated that he was satisfied and at peace in the very end.
He got his cake (battle to death with Sukuna) and got to eat it too (reconnected with his loved ones).
Sukuna
But we can't talk about Gojo without talking about Sukuna as the one who liberated Gojo from the burden of his existential isolation.
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Sukuna gave Gojo a fun battle, but if it weren't because Sukuna figured out how to cut through Gojo's metaphorical defenses by learning to cut through space-time itself--the very fabric of reality, Gojo might not have found his humanity once again.
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The outcome of this battle spells out in no uncertain terms how dire the situation is as Sukuna has proven himself to be the uncontested "Strongest".
But in a sense, the end is a new beginning, and this time, there is no light at the end of the tunnel.
JJK is generational
I get the feeling that everyone will remember where they were when this panel dropped.
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I was in bed. It was 6 am and Tasokare, my miniature panther, was demanding attention.
A moot was on the way to the gym. They never made it out of the house after seeing the panel.
Another moot was completely avoiding Twitter to avoid leaks, but her brother, who does not even read jjk, saw the panel on Facebook and showed it to her.
Yet another moot was on vacation at the beach.
JJK is generational like that and there's just so much more I can say about this chapter and its implications (like the idea that Sukuna can now cut through space-time, why?! what does he want to get out of this ability?), but I just don't even know what more I can say right now.
Anyways, thanks for reading. I'm looking forward to any thoughts you might have. Just a heads up, I'm very, very slow at replying.
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pms !! pt 3
Rengoku Kyojuro x Reader
Word Count: ~600
CW: period content
Emergency Request Fulfilled: You know how we are tortured by hormones before a specific certain event as wamen each month? Well that's me rn. EVERYTHING annoys me, EVERYTHING upsets me, I want to eat a bazillion things and my tummy hurts. I just feel like ๐Ÿ’ฉ in general and I was wondering how would sweet sunshine Kyo put up with me? ๐Ÿ˜ญ
pms !! pt 1, pms !! pt 2
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โ€œFeed me,โ€ you grumble, comforter tucked clumsily under your chin as you side eye Kyojuro.
He raises a cautious eyebrow, tender amusement glimmering in his gentle gaze as he says delicately, โ€œBut I thought you wanted to nap?โ€
โ€œHow am I supposed to nap with you standing and staring at me?โ€ you retort, sticking out your tongue.
With a loud chuckle, he pats lightly at your head, smiling when you nuzzle into his touch even as you continue glaring at him.
โ€œYou insisted that it would be cumbersome for me to join you and that I should Do whatever, but I am happy to cuddle beside you instead.โ€
Nose crinkling, you glower into the covers, fingers kneading petulantly at the soft fabric. You do feel badly for napping in the middle of the dayโ€”no need for him to disrupt his own agenda tooโ€”but your stomach is also grumbling, and your feet canโ€™t seem to retain any warmth despite the rest of your body feeling bloated and overheated.
โ€œWell I meant it,โ€ you grunt, vaguely shooing him as you roll over, spine curving away from him, โ€œIโ€™ll be fine.โ€
Shaking his head with endeared fondness, he leans down to press a careful kiss to your visible ear, plan already forming as he slowly walks toward the doorway โ€” lest you change your mind and demand that he crawl into bed with you.
โ€”
You huff out a displeased sound as he closes the door behind him, resisting the urge to clamber after him, your limbs heavy with fatigue. At least one of us can get stuff done today you scowl, eyelids drooping shut in a valiant, 10 second attempt to fall asleep. Itโ€™s no use though. The sunโ€™s too bright (a sore reminder of the beautiful walk you could be enjoying if you werenโ€™t wallowing in the erratic cramping of your abdomen), your brain wonโ€™t shut up about Snacks! Hungry!! Angry!!!, and youโ€™re already deeply regretting telling your personal space heater to leave. You reach for your phone, grimacing a moment later when you recall asking Kyojuro to Can you charge my phone in the kitchen? Iโ€™ll rest better without it distracting me, cursing yourself for being so responsible.
โ€œI hate this,โ€ you mumble to yourself, shifting onto your back, the ceiling looming tall and empty above you, โ€œStupid! Dumb! Annoying!-โ€ you interrupt yourself with a low groan, a wave of guttural pain roiling from your ankles to your hips to your shoulders.
And then the door opens, your lover laden with a bowl of instant ramen, a mug of what you suspect is hot chocolate, his laptop in one armpit, and your two favorite movies in the other.
โ€œKyojuro!โ€ you exclaim, quickly maneuvering yourself upright to help him, โ€œYouโ€™re crazy!โ€
โ€œNo worries!โ€ he responds earnestly, doing his best to gesture for you to return to your cozy position, โ€œYou said you were hungry, but also tired, so I figured I would feed you and put on a movie or two!โ€
You watch with awestruck skepticism as he safely crosses the room, the ramen promptly nestled into your lap while the hot chocolate makes it to the bedside table.
โ€œWould you like company?โ€
Heโ€™d leave again if you preferred, but looking at his adoring grin, itโ€™s impossible to deny him.
โ€œAbsolutely!โ€ you declare, toes wiggling in anticipation, eager to dig into his toasty calves, โ€œI always like your company.โ€
โ€”
When you inevitably doze off, Kyojuro joins you, oblivious to you drooling onto his shirt as he snores faintly into your hair.
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My void Journey
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Hello my Hottie bitches, so you all have been requesting me so much for my void success story so here i am with my Badass success mf hope y'all gonna enjoy โ™ก
Backstory:
Now i was like you guys before i entered the void i would always be looking at succes stories, keep finding more n more void motivation asking Loa bloggers asks etc until i realised till when i am trying to do all this till when i will depend on others, if i keep making excuses then i am better dying like this so i got my shit together and head off towards the VOID ๐Ÿ’ฉ
How i entered the void:
I laid down and relaxed my body
I cleared my mind with a meditation
Then i started to affirm " I AM VOID"
Now within a few minutes i got the floating feeling my whole body got numb i couldn't feel anything and then i felt like something is consuming me like i am going into a black hole i knew i was so close to the void so i kept affirming and within a few seconds I WAS IN VOID so i affirmed for all my desires i used blanket affirmations like " I have all my desires, i have all my desires from my notes app etc" then i relaxed there for a bit and said i am out of void and so i was. But the feeling i got after coming from void was so different because i knew i got all my desires, THEY ARE MINE PERIODT damn and then i fell asleep.
My experience of waking up with my desires:
So my alarm rang at around 7 a.m, so i took my phone to turn it off but then i was like wait is this my phone i checked on the phone and it was fucking IPHONE 13 PRO MAX in Black then realisation hit me and i was like ๐Ÿ’€ WTF i manifested my dream life although i wasn't shocked because i shifted to a reality where i always had this but it was still crazy, then i turned on the internet and notification started blowing on my phone ๐Ÿ˜ฑ I checked on my insta and scrolled over to see my posts and then another realisation hit me when i saw my own damn pics like it was my db and df LMFAO i was looking so stunning like a fucking Goddess ๐Ÿ‘€, so i ran up towards my bathroom to see myself in the mirror and i can't believe THIS IS ME THIS GORGEOUS LADY IS MEEEEE : ) then another realisation hit me when i saw my bathroom it was so luxury i can't so i checked up everything in my room after then, my closet which has all my clothes from the pinterest board IMAO and each and every corner of my room was how exactly i wanted it to be, then i again came back to my bed and saw a Good morning message i checked it out and it was from a mf hot guy ๐Ÿ˜ณ he was so hot and handsome and guess what he is my Bestie ๐Ÿ˜ญ ( soon to be boiifriend ๐Ÿ™Œ) i was literally drooling over him all this time we talked for half an hour and then i heard my mom calling me for breakfast so i went down to have breaky but i was too stunned to speak not only because of the view of the house but also seeing that my parents and my brother looks so much different they all looked like Rich asses dipped in some gold IMAO i thought it was all a dream ๐Ÿ˜ญ like how can i end up having all this but IT'S THE FREAKING REALITY, anyways then i took a nice shower chose a pretty dress from my closet and watched some Netflix ( i am a trendy whore ) then in the eve i went out with my friends for shopping we clicked a lot of pics and hung out it was so fun. It was the best day of my life i have never experienced that before. I never thought that there would be something like void which would change my life completely. Everything is so mesmerizing i can't i am literally gonna cry but i have to say I LOVE MY FREAKING LIFE NOW BECAUSE THIS. IS. WHAT. I. DESERVE ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’•
What all i manifested:
Waking up in a whole ass mansion
Luxury cars
50k in my bank every 24 hour
Rich ass parents
Desire face & body
Being smart af
All past grades to straight A's
Iphone 13 pro max
Other apple products
Perfumes
Best school life
Everyones crush
A guy bestie ( soon to be boiifriend )
And so much more ........ ๐Ÿ™Œ
Teaser:
I will share my Video/picture proofs with y'all of all my desires soon don't you worry but idfk when maybe after few days or weeks maybe when i think it's time to share but don't brag on my asks saying when are you sharing it i will but when i want.
PS: Will share my real insta id too @
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Yeah that's the end i hope you liked it sexies ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ’œ
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Software Engineer Diaries: First Day Back After a Week Off ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ’ป
there's got to be a way i can romanticize this absolute chaos, right? ๐Ÿค”
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part 1: murphy's law ๐Ÿ’€
a.k.a. i'm gonna need something stronger than matcha
wake up to find out that intern broke something ๐Ÿ™ƒ
our manager is on both our asses ๐Ÿ‘
help intern fix it and set up safeguard against future mistakes ๐Ÿ˜Œ
~โ˜๏ธ a meeting i don't really remember โ˜๏ธ~
give product team an update on the project i'm coordinating ๐Ÿค
๐Ÿš€ BIG LAUNCH (but it's just into our dev environment)
colleague messages me saying ๐Ÿš€ is breaking his code
๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ "feel stupid" wasn't in the schedule for today ๐Ÿ˜‘
part 2: why do i even bother ๐Ÿ˜ญ
a.k.a. i have too many tabs open and not one of them is playing music ๐Ÿ˜”
i can't figure out what's wrong with ๐Ÿš€ because i am building on top of sand and our documentation is ๐Ÿ’ฉ
call in senior colleagues
wait while they debate, trade custom emojis, and have a bro talk moment
propose a plan to fix ๐Ÿš€ based on their info
~๐Ÿƒ in the meantime ๐Ÿƒ~
had a really ambiguous and complicated meeting with my manager
intern raises a different issue with the project
investigate and end up finding ANOTHER issue ๐ŸŒ
postpone internal testing meeting we were supposed to have today because it's just not possible anymore
part 3: redemption arc? ๐Ÿ‘€
a.k.a. daydreaming about the victory post i'm going to make when this project wraps
remember how i said i've never gotten to take a project from beginning to end? i always get stuff handed off to me like a hot potato?
WELL ๐Ÿ˜ก
I FOUND A WORM IN THE POTATO ๐Ÿ˜ก๐Ÿ˜ก
idk how to run with this metaphor ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธ
the point is the last person who touched this project keeps leaving me worms ๐Ÿชฑ
whatever, the point is i figured out how to fix ๐ŸŒ
BUT to get it to work, i need to fix ๐Ÿš€ first
so i get my proposal approved and fix ๐Ÿš€
and then loop in the intern to do the other half of the fix because i am so done right now โšฐ๏ธ
๐Ÿ’Œ: i need to schedule another vacation ASAP ๐Ÿ˜‚ but while i might whine for โœจ dramatic effect โœจ, i really am grateful to my colleagues who have to deal with me this with me ๐Ÿฅบ it will be over soon ๐Ÿฅฒ
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