#i am like ''wtf are you doing. but keep doing it bc i am incredibly enchanted by it''

[sh1-n0bu]

It is 3am again and I am on Tumblr again to share every thought I've ever had so today's victim of my unquenchable thirst™ is not Scaramouche but Xiao. I cannot get enough of him he is just so mhhhhhh djchwhsjyjsnsnssjsjdjdnnbsbdbdbs. I do not have an urge to bring him to ruin. He's been through enough I just wanna be nice to him. Care for him. Poor thing. I give him many kisses too mwah mwah.

♡︎ 𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙩 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙨 ♡︎

characters: sub!xiao x gn!dom!reader

warnings: overstimulation, dacryphillia, dumbification, feminization, corruption, marking, as always i say cock but it can be a strap on as well, some hints of breeding, some heavy make out and ig that’s abt it

notes: GODS HORNY NONNIE I LOVE YOU AND I CANNOT MF STRESS THIS ENOUGH❗️❗️❗️i’ve always wanted to write smt for sub xiao bc how tf are y’all seeing him as a dom😃 bby would cry if given the slightest bit of affection. he’s a thousand year old extra virgin olive oil wtf y’all. anyways sorry i rambled, happy reading fellow horny ppl

sweet boy🥹

sweet sweet baby boy🥹

first of all it would take a lot of time and trust to get to this point of relationship with xiao

at first even a little bit of making out with him would leave him with a mushy brain and a hard cock

he loves loves loves! marking

kiss his neck, suck on it, leave hickeys, bruise him a little bit

make sure everyone knows who he is absolutely smitten for

he doesn’t mind being marked

he’s sensitive!

sensitive sensitive sensitive!!!

just playing with his cute pink nipples while sucking hickeys on his neck would get him to cum in his pants

and speaking of playing with his nipples whenever you play with them or suck on them he would be all whiny but secretly loves it

“hnngh - n-no… don’t do t-that… ‘m not a woman unngh~! aahhh~!”

has the prettiest moans

slightly feminine too

you think scara was loud? xiao is the loudest

the first time you offered to give a handjob he was nervous and excited

he wanted to be more intimate with you but he was afraid he might do something wrong and upset you

not to mention he doesn’t know a single thing about sex

slowly play with his cute small cock, rub the tip it makes him see stars

and when he was about the come he got scared because there was this weird hot feeling in his tummy and he didn’t know what it was and cried😢

you have to teach him about the basics of sex and that weird hot feeling in his tummy is completely okay

and when he first had his orgasm it felt sooo good, it felt like he was sent to celestia

since then he got addicted

wanted to know and feel more about the different pleasures of the flesh and poor boy got addicted

loves loves loves loves loves!!!! lovemaking

guide him through the things, teach him how to pleasure himself, how to ride your cock as his needy hole keeps sucking your cock in like a needy whore

but its okay he’s your sweet needy whore♡︎

the first time he took your cock he was incredibly nervous

was low-key afraid that he might break because it was just too big

definitely has a size kink, it doesn’t matter if you’re physically smaller than him, whenever your tip touches his hole he would trash around saying it would break him because your cock is just too big♡︎

always has a belly bulge♡︎

praise him

never degrade him, he might cry bc you hurt his feelings

would always want to hold hands while making love because he wants that reassurance and fuzzy feeling of being in love and being loved🥺

one time you forgot to hold his hand and he safeworded thinking he did something wrong

“hic y-you didn’t hol-d my hand a-and i thought i did s-something wrong…”

baby boy kwndksjfjkd

i feel like his favorite position would be missionary just so he can see your face and hold you close to him

easily gets overstimulated but loves the feeling so he let’s you keep going even though he’s sobbing and can’t think of a single thing<333

“aanngh! hiiig! [n-name]~~! auUUNGH~! nyaaah~! l-love you! loveyouloveyouloveyou!! kyaa-ngh~!”

since he’s and adepti and adeptis can have a human and animal form i feel like he would go into heats here and there

and boy when he gets into his heat he becomes a bit more… perverted

definitely would drunkenly giggle while guiding your hand and letting it slide up his tummy and to his tits

“giggle… [namee]~ be sure to fuck me full of your cum okay~? giggle”

so be sure to stuff him full okay? pinch his nipples, bite his neck, fuck his pretty cunt and fill him up until he’s satisfied♡︎

aftercare is important!!

after having his tummy fucked (his words not mine) he would need a nice warm bath

kiss his chubby little cheeks and the diamond mark on his forehead<3

hold his hand while whispering to him of how good he was and how he’s such a good boy, your beloved boy, your darling dearest

cuddles after sex is a must and i cannot stress this enough

hold him close, let him hear your heartbeat as he drifts of into sweet dreams because he knows you will always keep him safe and love him eternally

#nobu.writes #sub!genshin impact #sub genshin impact #sub xiao #dom!reader #dom reader #xiao x reader smut #no beta we die like rex lapis #xiao smut #🦝 anon #genshin smut

[nortism]

doctor who liveblog pt 42

s8 ep7 kill the moon

- i already know what happens in this episode because i’ve seen the sarah z video essay about it (i love watching analysis of shows i haven’t seen) but i’m going to watch it anyway for the experience

- terrible cgi spider

- tumblr mention?! truly a different time

- i knew it was coming but the moon’s an egg is an insane premise for an episode

- oh i am seeing the pro life themes, this is weird as hell

- it would be nice if he killed hitler

- women have to do everything huh 😒😒

- he is being a bit of a prat

- this light system thing doesn’t seem like the best idea, what about the side of the earth they can’t see from the moon? do they not get a say? also street lights are controlled by councils not individuals, whatever whatever i don’t even care

- wait are they not going listen to the people?

- hello dragon

- they’re leaving her on the beach wtf???

- i’m so incredibly confused

- sarah z was right, this whole episode felt really patronising in a way i can’t quite put my finger on

s8 ep8 mummy on the orient express

- train episode woo

- space train

- 20s clara!!

- are they gonna discuss last episode??

- oh jazz queen

- oh they’re discussing

- the doctor vs feelings

- this is why he needs companions, he can’t keep talking to himself

- i want clara’s pyjamas, they looks so comfy

- jelly babies in a cigarette case 😭😭

- at a certain point you’ve got to just break down the door

- uh oh mummy

- bubble wrap mummy?!

- ohhh it’s all an elaborate escape room

- it can sense psychological issues, oh id be dead

- oh clara

- they can’t resist the “are you my mummy?” jokes

- ohh clara

s8 ep9 flatline

- aww tiny tardis door

- aww tiny tardis

- why don’t both the doors open, that would be helpful

- awww tiny tiny tardis

- id love a tiny tardis with a big peter capaldi instead

- DOCTOR OSWALD

- ohh evil wall creatures

- ohhh the murals are the people

- ok forgot to liveblog bc i was crocheting but yeah that was crazy

#nortism liveblogs doctor who #doctor who #doctor who liveblog #doctor who series 8 #doctor who s8 #twelfth doctor #12th doctor #clara oswin oswald #clara oswald #kill the moon #mummy on the orient express #flatline

[vintagelacerosette]

Tag game catch up ✨

I was tagged by these magnificent sweet peas Macy @celestialmickey Evie @energievie Ling @lingy910y Laurel @lupeloto Deena @suzy-queued Vey @look-i-love-u Emmet @grossmickey Deanna @deedala Ajax @transmickey Cross @crossmydna Melodie @sirrudo Nosho @creepkinginc Jay @surviving-maybe Harvey @mikhailoisbaby Paola @mishervellous Sisi @sisitrip Donna @sleepyfacetoughguy Kat @milkmaidovich Lyds @ardent-fox Lemon @depressedstressedlemonzest Carolie @shinygalaxyperson Ri @tanktopgallavich Jade @jademickian Michelle @mmmichyyy Arrow @arrowflier Meagan @softmick @solaq Anna @rereadanon Julia @juliakayyy Cherry @too-schoolforcool

Thanks yall 🥰

This weeks Tag game Tuesday

Name: Shermyn

Whereabouts in the world are you? Sydneeeey

Do you have any pets? My Roxy pup

What do you do for work? DMV but we actually help y'all lol

Favourite fruit? Rock melon or as mericans like to say cantaloupe 🍈

A pet peeve of yours: Music or vid in public places like doctor waiting room or in trains

Are you a fast walker or a slow walker? As many have said, bc of short legs it looks fast, but I'm just tryna catch up 😅

How do you usually wear your hair? Down & flowing & I try to make it fun with hair bows or fun clips 💕

Sunny days or rainy days? Sunny days ☀️

What time do you usually go to bed? 11pm-1am

What time do you usually wake up? Sunrise clock is at 6am but I go back to sleep depending on how late i sleep lol so 7am-8am. 9am-10am on days off lol

if you were a cartoon character, what would be your everyday outfit? My birthday dress but in the cartoon my outfit is magic so it can turn whatever I want it to be depending on the occasion but keeping them colours 🩷🩵💜 for example if I needed a business outfit it would turn into a dashing 3 piece suit 💖

Something you'd like to learn: How to write fic & to crochet

and finally, tell me something that made you happy recently: All the birthday messages from y'all (thank you) & seeing my friends for my birthday 🎂💕

Last week's tag game Tuesday✨️

Name: Myn

Age: 27

Pronouns: she/they

Your sun sign, MBTI type, and enneagram type (google them if you’re not sure!): Leo, & Nines (ok screaming bc this was the first time i did thay & can i say accuracy wtf 😭)

How tall are you? 151cm/4"11 aka cute sized by

What colour are your eyes? Dark brown

The last time you saw a movie in theaters (bonus: what was it?): Barbie movie!! It was terrific & hilarious (if i did this one time the answer wouda been Birds of Prey haha great Margot films)

Favourite dessert: Love all dessert rn I'm craving for crepes 😋

Outer space or the ocean? Now I woulda said ocean before but just Good Omens season 2 means me want outta space 🚀

You’re in a McDonald’s drive thru, what are you ordering? 10 pack nugget meal with medium strawberry milkshake & sweet & sour sauce for the nugs

Are you good with plants? Probs not bought some basil & my dad ended up take care of it idk if they still alive 🥲

Would your current self and high school self get along? Sure but she'd berate me asking wth girl thought you'd be an animater 😅

A food you can’t stand:

Something you’d do if money were no object: Have an lavish retreat trip somewhere exciting to meet all the you amazing gallabitches in the fandom, where we can have fanfic writing sessions, craft sessions & even have a meet & greet with Cam & Noel. Oh my! Am I making a dashcon for gallavich? 😆

The last app you opened on your phone: Amazon prime bc of Good Omens s2

and finally, compliment yourself! You are incredibly resilient, creative & full of light. 💖

Picrew

Concert ABC

Five comfort characters

1. Mickey Milkovich from Shameless

2. Lacus Clyne from Gundam Seed

3. Kaylee Frye from Firefly

4. Wylan Hendricks from Shadow & Bone

5. Brooke Davis from One Tree Hill

List five songs that someone else introduced me to that have made their way into my regular rotation

Last line written of fic

“Ok! Small Gallaghers, it's time to get moving and into the car, or I'll be getting chatty kathy up my as again” A familiar voice cuts through the tender moment and causes Ian to shoot up like he’s been electrocuted with Liam still in his arms.

(Ngl i haven't touched my fics in forever 😅)

Fanfic trope tier list

#tag game #tag game catch up #tag game Tuesday #picrew #Spotify

[subskz]

LATE CHANNIE DAY ASK incredibly soft bc.................... uhm.... this is nonayobtac btw

the feelings I have for this man are unreal..... PLEASE BE MY GF CHANNIE PLSSSSS I AM HNNGGGHGHH I WONT U <3

but yes oh to spoil channie rotten during channie day, even though he protests and wants to take care of you aswell you shush him w a gentle smile and lay him down on his bed heehee

caressing his body slowly, running your hands over his thighs up to his hips, gently rubbing his hips a little, under his shirt and up his cutie tummy and up to his boobs where you gently press your fingers into his nipples, growing hard underneath your cold fingertips, lifting his shirt all the way when you reach his clavicle (?) and gesturing for him to take it off completely🥰🥰 he does so kinda eagerly heehee, then realizes and shyly starts wrapping his arms around his body trying to hide it from your view

you just gently press kisses to his arms while rubbing his hips, hoping to make him feel comfortable and safe (😏) enough to willingly show off his body to you heehee but until then you lean up and now you're pressing kisses on his shoulder, up his neck and jaw until reaching his face, and when he relaxes his scrunched up nose and face and carefully opens his eyes then you drop a few compliments in between each kiss on his face (avoiding his lips for now🤭) and channie really has to fight back tears and he really wants to protest but he can't seem to get a word out, feeling so loved and seen when you name specific things you know about him and he unwraps his arms from his body and around you😭😭🫂🫂🫂 stopping your kissing for a second and just holding him with more reassuring words that you're being serious and that you wish he could see himself through your eyes

he lets himself cry into your shoulder while you gently pat his hair, or lift away from him a little to wipe his tears wordlessly as he sniffles and sobs letting it all go🫂 (poor baby oof I adore him so much)

after he calms down he shyly apologizes and you obvs reassure him that there is no reason to!!! after a little check in if he still wants to keep going yes averts his eyes a little before nodding🤭 baby wants you to be closer than ever🥰

and whatever you do afterwards, grinding on him, sucking the SOUL out of his dick etc etc he always needs to hold you somehow, rubbing your thighs and hips or holding your hand while you go down on him... baby just needs to feel you somehow😭😭

oof I'm feeling soft for him wtf..... also thinking abt massaging his dick, squirting mf lube into your hands and using the mf twister combo on him DOUBLE HOMICIDE ownrlen and like bringing him so close to cumming and then taking a little break before using a different technique like rubbing your palm around the head of his dick or tightening your grip w every inch of getting closer to the head of his dick etc etc

making him cum so many times until he's totally fucked out and face is so incredibly flushed and he's so sweaty and littol heartie hearts form in his eyes and he's so desperate to cum more for you (ever the people pleaser huh) and HBNNNGGGNG CHANNIE MY CUMTOY🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩

man..... okay ENOUGH before I get mean againq dlenrlwlrm

CHANNIE DAY 😭💗 i cant believe we’ve been stuck in a timeloop since oct 3rd and it’s actually still channie day and i’m not at all a month late to answering this beautifully detailed heart-melting ask <3

a day where you have the perfect excuse to spoil and pamper channie to your heart’s content without him being able to whine and beg for you to let him do smth in return 🥰 him taking off his shirt immediately when you order him to but then crossing his arms over his chest when he sees the way you’re staring and the embarrassment sets in…the most channie thing on earth 😭 so eager to please you but still so shy

sweet baby squirming and squeezing his thighs together as you kiss every inch of his body…giggling awkwardly when you murmur praises bc he knows you won’t allow him to deny them <3 the feelings of your mouth all over him as you rub his hips makes him so dizzy he lets his guard down a bit, and when you whisper to him that his arms are so nice but you wanna see what’s behind them too he lets them fall and uncovers himself so you can kiss and suck on his tummy n chest 🥰

crying bc he feels so overwhelmed w love and doesn’t know how to handle it…i’m absolutely inconsolable over this ㅠㅠ once the tears start flowing he can’t stop n it’s almost cathartic to sob so freely into your arms like that…n of course once he’s calmed down a bit you might as well make him feel better by drowning him in pleasure!! turning those cute sniffles into moans and making him cum over and over until he’s too blissed out to think anymore <3

#ask #catboy anon #💌 channie #long post #the emotional dmg of this one…gonna take a while to recover 😓🙏 nonayobtac strikes again they are out of CONTROL! #ALSO THE SMIRK NEXT TO SAFE TOOK ME OUT PLEASE 😭😭😭

[luvring]

imagine randomly meowing at the touchstarved characters (uhm yes i do this…am i ashamed? no bcus it scares my friendz😈) personally i think leander would do it back, except he sounds like hes dying. im telling you this mans voice cracked, and he sounded like a banshee and you’re just like “wtf are you trying to sound like???..” the ones who would just stare at you would probably be mhin and kuras(though i think it depends on kuras’s mood like if he feels a little devious.) and finally vere and ais would flirt with you, would probably make a sexual innuendo about you being their little pet and call you kitty (or vere would chase you like your his prey….)

this gave me incredibly vivid flashbacks to my server meow channel . we just Say Meow irl but i love and respect u actually meowing IM SO BAD AT IT? anyways this ask is real. u have my stamp of approval. canon

like leander would be like . "Meow???" and you'd do it again. and he'd say meow or ask what you're doing. and you'd meow Again before he actually tried meowing. not good at it but give him a chance. eventually he'll do one really good meow and both of u will celebrate don't worry

mhin absolutely stares and asks what you're doing before choosing to ignore it. won't meow back. joke's on them bc u meow at the cats on patrol and they respond. kuras is more amused after the initial confusion + comments on how good u are at it. might say a meow if u keep asking. generally doesn't mind and then plays along as if u just said an actual sentence

if ais will drink leander's awful looking drink i think u could goad him into trying bc u said he'd never be as good & he'd try to hide the fact he's slightly annoyed he can't meow. if u don't do that then yes he Will make a joke about calling u kitten instead of sparrow. vere would Also ask if he should call u kitten and is more likely to actually do so if u meow again. goes further and says smth about u wanting a collar or behaving. bro Relax

#pushing my agenda of making ais enjoy/get my humor #i will not apologize of course. #🧾nia.answers #<3 anon #nia + touchstarved #q

[astrobei]

Quick! Tag your top favorite byler blogs (as many as you want) and tell my why you love them in one line to spread positivity on the dashboard and make someone's day!

YESSSSS ok buckle up everyone i have an excuse to Gush and these will Not just be one line sorry (i am not)

first and foremost, of course, my lovely lovely friends @bookinit02 @andiwriteordie @smoosnoom @wiseatom and @livsmessydoodles the MOST incredible and lovely people i have ever met in my life !! not only are they seriously the most talented writers and artists i have ever ever had the privilege of talking to, they are also just such kind and hilarious people and a solid 50% (at least) of the reason this community means as much to me as it does !! seriously so inspiring and uplifting and i look forward to talking to them every day because they never fail to make me laugh uncontrollably and inappropriately in public places, go give all their fics (and liv’s art) so much love RN bc they deserve it sm <3

@meanwillbyers my first Real mutual on st tumblr you are such a delight to see on my dash!! like actually mal is one of the funniest people Ever and such a talented artist AND writer like wtf . who let this happen 😭 has never had a bad take ever and is just generally such a refreshing name to see on my screen!

@lookslikefireflies literally she is such a talented writer, her will and max fic had me like . frothing at the mouth in tears on the bathroom floor NOT JOKING love love love seeing a message from u in my inbox or a comment from u on my fics, actually one of the sweetest ever and such a nice constant presence on my dash !!

@nancysglock HELLOOO wtf the first time i read one of her scripts it was over the summer and i dont remember which it was but i was SO EMOTIONAL WHEN I REALIZED IT WASN’T REAL omg but seriously so sweet i honestly geek out whenever you interact w my blog bc i’m such a fan LOL and the whiplash i get from your funny ask answers/posts vs ur scripts and rly well written gut-wrenching posts is so. wtf (<3)

@nnilkyway YELLING EVERY TIME HE POSTS ART seriously idk how u do it but the way u use color makes me gasp and i could probably sit there staring at anything u make for hours and hours,, and also they’re actually HILARIOUS yk when you find someone with your exact sense of humor and it is so extremely comforting and it feels like a warm hug,, literally what seeing ur posts on my dash is like i am sitting here patiently waiting for new nnilkyway content

@messrsbyler HOTTEST TAKES EVERRR and so many posts that never fail to make me sink to my knees and start sobbing SERIOUSLY one of the biggest brained people on this site,, also just extremely funny and sweet and i love getting messages/replies from you!! obsessed with you and your entire blog fr

this is by no means an exhaustive list, mostly just the people i interact w most on here! love u guys all so much, you seriously make it fun and exciting to be a part of the byler community, even when things r bleak and slow i always look forward to coming on here and talking to u !! thank u for giving me the motivation to keep writing fr <3

#ask #this took embarassingly wrong for me to write #i just have a lot of Feelings about peopleOk #all my followers r the coolest and best Ever #(real)

[stitchthesewords]

I know I said it yesterday in my tags too, but I'm eyeing Grian's deal with his wings so much. Also his anxiety when being around other people. And obviously the "For a second all Grian could see were rocks falling in front of him" line. Stitch, what have you done??? I am Concerned.

"Scar’s tone of voice was just so sincere even though the sentence he just said was the equivalent of firing 10 arrows and hopping one landed." There are a lot of delightful sentences in this chapter, out of which this one is my favourite.

Mumbo and Scar continue to be incredibly married (Mumbo keeping a spare saddle at Scar's house. That's such a specific thing, speaking to how often Mumbo visits Scar) but now we can add Scar and Grian having a breakfast ritual together to the domestic fluff pile. It's just. It's so sweet.

"‘ANOTHER BODY FOUND OUTSIDE THE MARKET’" I'm sure this won't come up again in the future :) I'm sure nothing bad is gonna happen to our boys :)

Love the detail of Scar using floral-scented laundry soap. You are so, so right, he absolutely would. I was trying to imagine it and realised it's probably lilac scented, and now I'm having emotions about 3rd life again and I am blaming you.

"the sound of birds chirping caught his interest, too. He had to fight down the instinct to reply." okay 1) adorable but 2) I'm just here like is this just a cute moment or is it a nod towards the whole "Grian doesn't look like other avians" mystery?? I am Suspicious.

I mean, okay, I can think of several very valid reasons, but at the same time I do need to judge a little. Hey, hey Mumbo? Why do you live in such a creepy forest? like some sort of dracula? smh. (Loved the description of the vault btw P: )

I loved this chapter so much! The growing trust between Grian and Scar, and the way you show it through their actions. The banter between the two of them. The balance you've struct talking about world-building and the outside forces at work, casual enough that it doesn't seem forced, but highlighted just enough that you don't miss the importance. I can't wait to find out what happens next!

what is scar's horse's name it is vitally important i know this.

I mean, okay, I can think of several very valid reasons, but at the same time I do need to judge a little. Hey, hey Mumbo? Why do you live in such a creepy forest? like some sort of dracula? smh. (Loved the description of the vault btw P: )

what is scar's horse's name it is vitally important i know this.

Yes good continue to eye it I have. MANY feelings about his wings. I can’t share MOST of them yet because I haven’t even told Atherix wtf is going on with Grian and I don’t plan to so that will just have to wait for the story to get there. BUT I love that Grian sees other avians [who he looks different from. No headwings. No feet talons. Hm hm hm] and thinks “its so rude they’re wings aren’t curled up into their back!’ And that couple with the fact that while hesitant about it, he lets Scar touch his wings to some extent! Shows off a baby feather. Hm hm hm. What HAVE I done Brax, that is the question isn’t it.

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES IM GLAD YOU LIKED THAT LINE ITS MY FAVORITE FROM THIS SECTION!!! I almost cut it in revisions but I just. I loved it too much. AND IT FIT SO WELL????????

They are incredibly married yes yes. God they’re so married. You get to see more of that married vibe in the upcoming two chapters bc Mumbo will be in them and oh my GOD they’re married. Grian is looking between the two of them and wondering why they don’t at LEAST hold hands around him. I don’t totally know if Grian is aware they ARENT together bc I mean. Look at them. AND YES SCAR AND GRIAN BEING DOMESTIC TOO SDLKGAFGDF My heart. Oh my god they were roommates. Scar’s so NICE to him that Grian just casually forgets that he didn’t REALLY have a choice in staying or not.

😊 Im sure NOTHING bad could be happening. I am so sure.

Okay yes I couldn’t decide if Scar is like a floral laundry soap or a like clean detergent smell laundry soap kind of dude but then I thought about the lilacs and poppies so you saw EXACTLY where I was going I will have desertduo brainrot for the REST of my days oh my god. Have those emotions. Let it fuel you. Hehehehe

LOLOLOLOL Okay highkey this one is CC!Grian’s fault. The birch forest he decided to build in creeps me out. IDK what it is about birch forests in Minecraft but they unsettle me. I went with a dark oak forest vibe because I feel like those creep people out more?????????? But. It’s CC!Grian’s fault. And also the fact that Mumbo is a spooky vampire yes – I imagine the forest is dark enough he can go for walks in it during the day. [I can’t remember if I’ve established that Mumbo CAN go outside during the day, he just have to cover his skin/wear sunscreen and often carry a parasol]

DAAAAAAAAAAW THANK YOUUUU. I’m ngl – Atherix got to read this one early because I wasn’t sure about the content but it got her blessing so I went ahead and revised it and I’m really happy I did. Originally, the forest scene was a lot shorter [I actually doubled its length in revisions] and I think that’s what was holding me back. The chapter I’m revising now has a scene at the very end of it that I’m doing a full overhaul on before I post it and I think that too was holding me back so!!! Very glad I went ahead with the story the way it came together, I’m badababapba lovin it again.

ALSO I UHHHHHHHHHHHH HAVENT NAMED THE HORSES. I WAS GONNA NAME IT PIZZA FOR, YOU KNOW, REASONS, BUT THEN I DECIDED THAT PIZZA SHOULD STAY A LLAMA, AND IT CAN’T BE JELLIE BC JELLIE THE CAT *IS* IN THE STORY, JUST NOT. YET. YOU’LL SEE. SO. UH. LEAVE YOUR SUGGESTIONS FOR MUMBO, SCAR, AND GRIAN’S HORSES IN THE TAGS IG

#Braxiatel #Mutuals #Tumblr did you dirty copying two random paragraphs let me go fight the html for you #But also GOD I am in love with this story again #I think I just needed to step away from it #get a positivity reading #you know how it is #Rift Asks #Rift AU

[imperfectcourt]

hello hello! for the ask game - 1, 10, 28 and 35

Friend! Hello friend!

1. Which of your fics would you keep the basic plot of but rewrite completely?

Hm..... maybe gourd vibes? I was never really sure how I felt about that one tbh lol

10. Top three favourite fic tropes.

Soulmates

HURT/comfort (emphasis on the hurt, but comfort is mandatory)

Soulmates again but in whatever way Travelers has going on specifically lmao

28. Any writing advice that works for you and you feel like sharing?

A lot of my emotional conveyance in writing happens by putting my body through the motions of those feelings. I will literally sit there and stare into space and collect the details of what my body is actually going through or go through memories of experiencing those real emotions in the past. Healthy? Probably not, but I've always found it incredibly helpful bc I'm an emotion- forward writer. Just closed eyes and No straighter path were heavily influenced by this technique. (This isn't advice this is nonsense wtf am I doing askfdbds)

35. Thoughts on writing challenges/contests.

I think they're great! My adhd really affects my ability write (more lately :/) and the extrinsic motivation that comes from other people expecting something from me? *chef kiss*

Now it's your turn to do 2, 30, and 33 🤭 bc I can't send asks from this account lmao

#ask meme #i want to write again so badly #but i got the broked braim #BRAIN gdi

[khaleesiofalicante]

I dont remember where I got this from, but its a beautiful quote, so why not? "In the crooks of your body, I find my religion"

My family in the background talking, laughing and getting really drunk:

Me, reading this chapter in a corner while nodding, crying or smiling and eating cake: Ah, yes. I'm doing this whole growing up thing right :)

Fuck Camille!!!

“I don’t think I can ever get enough of you,” Alec whispers. “Too much is not enough. Give me more. Give me everything. Give me all of you.” sir, please stop being so sappy or I will combust🥺

FUCKING VALENTINE!! I HATE HIM!!!

I understand where Alec is coming from but I do believe Magnus made a great point talking about healing, setbacks and none of them being to blame

“That’s just a lie we tell ourselves,” Alec snorts, punching buttons on his phone. “We all have a little bit of our parents inside us. Whether we like it or not. It’s the truth.” oh damn!! that hits way too close💔)

Sometimes the people we love don’t apologize. THIS!!!

I remember something Magnus said on some chapter that was like "Rafael doesn’t forget" and I think he hasn't forgotten all the shit Max did and a part of him hasn't forgiven him

Alec knows what he is doing to Magnus with that look jdhdidndk

All the things they build and changed together are both incredibly beautiful but kinda sad...

ELYAAS CALLING THEM OUT>>>

God that fucking scene with all of them and Max holy shit it was just so angsty and beautifully written, I AM LOVE THIS OK?!?

I COULD QUOTE THE WHOLE FUCKING THING. THIS WAS ONE OF MY FAVE ALSO OMFG. JUST... JDHDIDJDKFJ

There is no one stronger in this world than a person who has to fight their own mind. Every single day. SCREAMING FOR TWO DAYS "STRAIGHT"

“Maybe your mother was right,” Magnus whispers. “Because I can’t think of a single reason how anyone could ever love you right now.” excuse me while I go cry in my room bc of this😭😭😭

Yeah, I'm so angry at Max from last chapter (I undestand him, but the way he let his saddness out is just shitty) but Timeline-3-Max taking care of Alec is🥺🥺 “I love you. You absolute fucking disaster.” <333333

Ok, but Shinyun all excited bc Max wants to go to Edom is cute🥰

“Alec. You almost died!” Magnus says incredulously. “What’s worse than dying?” Hurting you. With all due respect, please stop😭

Magnus is amazing and I think we all should aknowledge it!!! People against Magnus, with all fue respect: wtf????

“No. No,” Alec interrupts. “It says how much you needed it" PEOPLE ANGRY AT MAGNUS SHOULD READ THIS AGAIN AND AGAIN. ALEC UNDERSTANDS NOW. THIS SAYS HOW MUCH HE NEEDED IT!! THIS IS SO IMPORTANT!!!

THEIR DEVELOPMENT>>>>>>

“It’s fine, Alec. I mean, sure, it’s a setback. But this doesn’t erase all the growth,” I LOVE THIS MAN WITH MY SOUL. HE IS SO WISE AND SEXY NGL

FUCKING SHIT. RAFAEL'S SCENE!!! WOW. The way this boy had been keeping everything to himself, so when he finally blows up, it really, really hurts!! The way his words hit them-

“You fucking pushed me,” Rafael’s voice breaks. “You said you’ll catch me if I fall and then you fucking pushed me.” NOT THIS QUOTE PLEASE STOP KSVDLDNDKKDJ😭😭

“You can’t make it better now,” Rafael smiles. “You should have fucking left me in Buenos Aires.” Please Rafael saying all this to Alec and Max is killing meeee. I need more🥰

Me, last chapter: Oh god this is one of my favorite chapters!!

Me, this chapter: Oh god this is one of my favorite chapters!!

Me, next chapter: Oh god this is-

I just want to say, I am obsessed with this quote - In the crooks of your body, I find my religion.

It's fucking beautiful and also very malec holy shit.

ILY BB.

#tlnd

[buzzcutbulldyke]

i am so annoyed with how performative pronouns are. This girl at my work goes by she/they and everyone bends over backwards to get the perfect 50/50 between pronouns so they’re not seen as transphobic. I tend to just call her she to be easier (and also- isn’t the dual pronouns thing saying you can go by either and it’s fine?) but someone mentioned how I should try to call her they half the time and I just. I did. It’s the most annoying fucking thing to do, to constantly not think about the actual convo being had and instead stress over pronouns. Like even after work coworkers refer to her as she/they and I can see them pause to think and try to make sure they’re getting a good mix. It’s literally the most annoying distracting thing and even if I did like her enough to hang out with her after hours I would think twice bc there is so much inherent fear and worry over accidentally pissing her off by not using both pronouns in the same sentence while referring to her. Anyways. Wanted to rant, sorry to dump on you, but if I ranted to anyone irl I would likely be fired, so.

UGH yeah same. Like, that's putting SO much labor on other people to have to equally use each of your pronouns in such a way that doesn't "invalidate" them, and like?? You DO NOT matter to me that much. I am not going to waste a bunch of brain space on monitoring how often I use she vs they for some random fucking coworker, I mean jesus. And that's not even getting into how OBNOXIOUS that is, grammatically. Like, pronouns are just a way to avoid repeating people's names in a sentence, basically. They keep things simple. If you are switching pronouns for the SAME PERSON, that is no longer simple! That actually makes things INCREDIBLY CONFUSING!! I hate it so fucking much!! ESPECIALLY within the same sentence I mean wtf?? That absolutely makes it seem like you're talking about different people, which is confusing! When people had multiple sets of pronouns it definitely used to just mean "I am okay with either of these," but I guess that isn't performative enough for them. Girl I hate it so much lmao glad you can vent with me.

#my posts #asks

[koishua]

vienna as one of the older kids on sfw enhablr (not saying ur old !! 😭😭 it’s just that there’s a lot of minors on here) how do you feel abt the current content for the maknae line? like ik it’s not always super sexualized or anything but sometimes i see stuff that’s just the way it’s worded really rubs me the wrong way ☹️ esp bc some of the kids on here are so young it makes me feel like if they see stuff like that , they might start think it’s okay for others to treat them the same or vice verse … whenever i see edits of niki on tiktok , i have to avoid the comments bc there’s almost always like a “daddy” , “how is he 16” or “you don’t know what you do to me” like wtf he’s a literal child ?? it makes me so mad and honestly so uncomfortable :( and i saw an article on kboo today too that said niki apparently has around 200 explicit or mature fics written abt him on ao3 … sometimes even the fboi trope (usually when it’s written abt minors) bothers me bc i see minors writing abt it (like 13-15 y/o) and i don’t understand why they don’t just use the term player or smtg … bc they’ll go out of their way to mention how the character has sex a lot an whatnot , even that feels way too suggestive for me personally for a minor too write let aline abt a minor too , sorry for the rant,, i was just wondering how you felt … omg also though tbh i noticed that some of the minors on here / blogs in gen seem way too comfy on here like they’ll be sharing where they live , their actual names and sometimes like giving a lot of personal info … like did they not learn abt internet safety or do they just no care? as one of the older kids , i kind of worry abt them :( i really hope everybody stays safe on here <3 & some reminders: never be afraid to block anyone ! bc i’ve seen a lot of minors on here get sent stuff from the p*rn bots or just weird dms :( & u don’t need to force yourself to interact with someone , make sure ur comfy with them first !

yup yup it feels like im definitely one of the few older engenes i know of and im not even in my twenties haha i am glad you brought this up, because it's a topic that's bothered me and quite a few others as well for such a long time :/ you are so true with how younger people might start to think that it's okay to be treated (and also to treat others) the way some of these content creators treat clearly underage idols. i too see suggestive edits of riki or jungwon and yes, the people creating them are incredibly talented at editing and whatnot, but the choice of songs and the atmosphere they choose to create and then going ahead and writing a small "don't sexualize so and so! this is only for blah blah blah" somewhere in the comments really, really irks me.

i dont think i have come across written content like those, but the amount of visual content (especially tiktoks?? my god people be wildin with what they post there) where they disrespect obvious boundaries? those i have seen a lot of and frankly? jail. those who comment ridiculous things about them when they are/were literal children? jail 😐 and oml 200 M rated fics for a literal 15/16/17 year old?? i did not know that. i don't really care if minors think of those sorts of things bc it's only natural tbh as long as they keep them to themselves but projecting them on riki or jungwon and other younger idols is so morally wrong. also yes?? the amount of fboi fanatics is a whole nother can of worms i don't have the energy to be opening rn good god

i can't chastise anyone for joining tumblr too early, because i was here at 16 too (which was mayhaps a grave mistake bc my grades suffered bc of my attachment to this site during the pandemic oof don't put the internet above your education, kids 🥴🥴) but last time i saw a literal 12 year old?? my concern is the same as yours bc yes although there might be some pretty cool and nice people around, you literally can NEVER know if someone is telling the truth or not unless you personally know them and my god there have been more times than i can count where my own mutuals have turned out for the worst and i wouldn't wish anything bad to happen to unsuspecting children here. grooming, doxxing, bots and so much more dangerous stuff can happen and i wish some of them would take their cyber security seriously.

you are so right with the blocking thing too!! the number of blogs i have on my blocked list is huge and y'all should never hesitate on blocking anyone you find uncomfortable interacting with! none of these people know you in real life, no one is gonna curse you out because of it and if they do, they're simply immature. you should configure your online space to fit your needs, comfort and safety! there are a variety of options tumblr serves you to optimize your experience like blocking tags, content, blogs and all that jazz, so make sure to use those functions any time you need!

sorry for taking a bit to answer your ask, nonnie, but im happy to have someone discussing these issues with me and giving their opinion! have a good day and stay safe <3

#ii. ( pt ) —! anon asks.

[rahleeyah]

I think one of the biggest let downs for me was that I was not surprised by one single EO scene that we got during the crossover. Because so much filming was done outside and covered on Twitter by fans it almost became a little predictable and I was left feeling very… meh by the end of it. That’s not to say both eps weren’t good they definitely were good but it just felt a little boring. Maybe that’s just me. Idk I am very glad that there will be some fresh blood running the show next season like they really gotta pick these story lines up and start making the snowball into an avalanche.

But on another note the whole Donnelly naming his kid after Elliot seems HIGHLY weird to me. Like especially if it’s actually Donnelly plotting all this stuff behind elliots back like what’s the play there? That choice seems suspect to me.

Oh AND mmkay I get it Elliot is struggling with whether his dad was a dirty cop or not that’s hard and he’s working thru it but we get some actual car ride hang time with EO and they talk about work and his dad? That’s it? Like yes Olivia had always been a real sounding board for him but as far as we know the two of them hadn’t spoken in a while and that’s the first thing he brings up? Like ok but…. Feels like an opportunity missed imo.

Honestly a lot of the crossover felt like EO opportunities missed. That’s nothing against marshmelon they are lovely and talented and so wonderful I just wish better writing choices would start getting made for the two of them.

All that being said, I’m sorry if this was super rambling and thank you for reading this far lmao. Your writing is incredible! Every time I’m like damn how does she do it you come back and top yourself it’s unreal! ❤️ thank you for all that you do! 💕💕💕

lemme try to hit this all in order:

i completely agree. this is why i hate spoilers! i hate that i have been sucked into twitter lmao i usually don't go on it day of and i have the biggest spoiler blogs blocked but all it takes is for one person i follow to hit like on a random tweet and bam i'm fucked and i can't unsee what i saw. that frustrates the shit out of me bc i don't wanna abandon twitter completely, but it keeps sabotaging me. if we know everything that happens in advance, what's the fucking point? remember when the i love you was spoiled? that fucking hurt me fam, bc if i had watched that scene not knowing it was coming i would be floored but instead i was thinking "wait, that's it?" bc we'd had just enough time to get ourselves worked up about it, and so we had all these expectations we might have been better off not having, and i just hate it.

but yes, i am also hoping that with some fresh blood we might see some bigger steps forward, esp now that it's confirmed oc's been picked up for another season. thank god.

the donnelly kid thing WAS SO WEIRD bc ok FIRST OF ALL if baby has a different middle name than his daddy he's not a junior that's not how that works who wrote that, and second, wtf frank this guy has only been back in your life for like a month. what are you doing. who would do that.

and it feels like a HUGE missed opportunity that all they talked about was his fucking dad. of course oc is going to center elliot on elliot's show, but it seems like all liv and el have been allowed to talk about is elliot. again, now that we're gonna have a new showrunner, hopefully we'll get to see this be more of a two way street.

it was a nice episode, but it should have happened months ago, not at the end of the season. by now we should have moved forward more, i feel like. but again, we have an eye on the future.

and thank you 😘😘😘 i love writing these stories so much, and i'm so glad you're enjoying them!!

#anonymous #e.o asks #s.vu

[barkingangelbaby]

omfg one of my good friends from college has been non sexually edging me all night (telling me teeny tiny bits of gossip about her life but never telling me the story !!!) and I think she's finally about to call me n tell me what HAPPENED I am salivating I am chewing the bars of my enclosure I need to know !!!!! she keeps sending me Alyssa Edwards memes and I'm like... GIRL TELL ME !!

(N went out for drinks w friends tonight n I stayed home bc I didn't wanna be in the city on st Patrick's weekend so I've just been watching true blood and I'm. so. bored.)

((I fucking loooove hearing my friend's gossip n what's going on in their life in general I miss my college friends so fucking much !!! incredibly sad that I made wonderful connections then we graduated right before a global pandemic and haven't been able to see each other in almost five years))

(((holy shit how did I graduate almost five years ago wtf is time)))

((((I have been thinking a lot about going back for another degree sometime but ultimately talk myself out of it bc Poor and Unmedicated. but I think a looooot about my museum studies minor n what it could look like continuing in that field. I miss working in museums so much and being a conservator or collections manager would just be... wow. also N n I were talking this morning n she reminded me what a good student I was n how much I did in college and I just... miss it I guess))))

my friend still hasn't called me to tell me her story c'mon L what are you doing to meeeee

#rAMbles #each parentheses is a new adhd thought jsyk I'm gonna be using them a lot on this blog #ugh fuck i miss L so much (different than my dnd friend L) she was my late night studio friend and bar buddy #cannot tell y'all the amount of times we got trashed n walked downtown holding hands to feel safe together #i miss my bog witch !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[no-vamos]

So

Last night this morning I had a really strange dream that woke me up and basically

Also this is the second time I’ve had a dream about CB like I actually can’t this never happens I never dream about my crushes

So it’s hard to explain the basic plot of said dream but at one point I “run” into him and we start a conversation and for some fucking reason his dad is also there??? For context his dad is a teacher at our school and his family goes to my church

Anyways so his dad is there like hi mr b and he’s kinda watching our conversation and like c and I are going back and forth about something and this is when my dream gets kinda lucid bc I distinctly remember being able to control my dream expression but I also remember being able to tell what Mr b was thinking and c not hearing it or something??

Regardless so we’re going back and forth and Mr b starts making this face/thinking “oh you definitely like my son” and I’m like forcing my dream expression to stay neutral/positive and continue carrying on the conversation with c but like dear god

Why do I have a crush on him and why is it so strong lmao

Anywayssss

I’m also like super deprived of interactions with him it’s really sad

But during choir

I was trying to walk to my seat and he was trying to get across the room and we were in each others ways and so we kinda just ended up staring at each other like waiting for the other to move and I’m like “sorry” and I can’t remember if he said “oh it’s fine” or “sorry” but I’m gonna go with the first one bc that’s more his style ngl

But like

There was room

For him to go around me

We did not need to have that stare off

And I’m like exaggerating this a bit but it genuinely did not last more than 10 seconds but just the pause… it felt a lot longer than that. Especially bc he could’ve just gone around me

Idk if it’s like a habitual thing for him to go on that exact path orrrr if he was waiting for me to metaphorically make the first move

Idk but I’m still thinking about it now

OH and yesterday, I got out of school late and while I was driving home I was driving next to the xc team and one of my friends is an absolutely amazing runner her form is incredible I just have to like pause and comment on that

But it was funny bc for some reason running is kinda a turnoff for me? Like running is so awkward imo

But for some reason, when I was watching him run, the very first thought I had was “oh his children will have a good build” like wtf??!? Why did I think that??? I mean he’s tall (do I like him or is he just tall) and his hair is like super fucking pretty I like desperately wanna ask him what he does with it bc tbh he probably has no clue what a hair routine is and yet his curls??? Are so nice??? And defined?? Confusion??? It’s probably bc he’s always wearing a baseball hat to keep his hair out of his face

THATS ANOTHER THING if he doesn’t like his hair in his face why doesn’t he cut it. There has to be a reason. It can’t be maintenance bc maintaining short hair is much easier than the shoulder length curls he currently has

Anyways I could ramble about his hair quite a lot (it’s also a really nice dirty blonde kinda wheatish idk I think it’s pretty)

But he’s tall and skinny and when he runs he really uses his height and dear god there was a part of me that found it attractive and another part that wishes I didn’t bc there’s literally nothing attractive besides the fact he has good genes

Like why am I suddenly a post plague eldest daughter wishing to marry a man with good physical genes for survival. Why am I evaluating a potential suitor based on their physical attributes

Like not to hate on main but if he wasn’t tall he’d be built like a sickly Victorian child lmao

He’s a stereotypical xc runner - tall and lean

Very aerodynamic lmao

But somehow that’s attractive but also not idk

I just wish

We could interact more

I want his attention I want to ask what he thinks of me platonically or not

I’ve had brief not actual interactions with him pre choir. Like talking in his general vicinity but to another person

Idk I’m desperate highkey

Argh until another day

#crush thoughts #do I like him or is he tall #do I like him or his hair #idk #i’m desperate #is staying delulu the solulu #it’s the delusionship for me highkey #I like him #but I also like the fact that he’s secure #as an idea #ya know #or does that make sense #who knows

[desertgremlin]

Giiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirl, I feel you! Yesterday was so wack! I had such an annoying day at work, I was ready to rip my hair out, literally. So you take as much time as you need to respond. Sometimes we just have one of those days that take you out. There must be something cosmic going on because I was not a fan 🤣🤣🤣

I'm almost done with Outer Range, but I'm definitely going to rewatch it. Also, you are so right about Cecilia. She is so interesting and I love the fact that they made her religious. I'm not, but I find characters like that so compelling. I also really love Patricia. I love her no bullshit attitude. She really be calling people out to their face and she isn't even rude about it. She's confrontational for sure, but she only be speaking facts. Gotta respect that.

I'm not sure how I feel about Perry. I sympathize. Obviously he is in a lot of pain. But he also seems like...a little immature? And a little entitled? And as a younger sibling, I sort of relate a lot to Rhett because it's annoying to be younger and have your older siblings be the ones fucking up and doing whatever they want. Like Rhett isn't perfect of course but I feel like people are quick to judge him when he, like....sleeps with a random girl but everyone rallies around Perry when he did what he did to Trevor. Like, the role reversal is not cute. And you know, older siblings should not be parents by any means, but we look up to our older siblings and when you have to be the big brother or big sister it's like, WTF? Hello? So I get why Rhett is resentful and why I am biased towards him. But, again, he is suffering because of Rebecca....which has its own fucked up story. So I'm just a tiny bit skeptical of him.

I KNOW I still have to finish Shadow and Bone and Gangs of London. I promise I will get to them, bestie. I just finished my driving class yestersay and I passed my written exam (96%!) So I just have to take the driving test now. But hopefully now I have a but more free time and I can catch up.on our shows! Just you wait, I'm gonna really be stalking your inbox as I finish everything 🤣🤣🤣

Truly can whatever was going on in the universe yesterday chill out a bit and let us live in peace 😂

But omg CONGRATS on passing your written exam with flying colours! That's so awesome and all the best for the test 💪💪

I had a feeling you'd like Patricia, hahah. What a character. And like, incredible entrance into the show showing up in a helicopter and a fur coat. Talking again about the contrast between the Abbotts and Tillersons, it's cool to see the women of the families be the strong backbones but in v different ways.

Yeah, I feel like the man's really going through it but at the same time,, maybe think a little more about the consequences of your actions. Poor Amy's literally just like WTF is going on, Rhett doesn't deserve to have to bear the brunt of it, plus keeping the ranch is already a struggle without all of the murder stuff on top of it. (Not to mention the hole which is an entirely separate insane conversation.) I'm dying to know what really happened to Rebecca though.

I'll be anticipating your messages bestie! But honestly no rush, I haven't finished Shadow and Bone either, haha. I'm going to try to during this weekend bc I also promised my co-worker I'd be back Monday to talk all about it with them 😂

#ask #bestie anon