#i am ofc joking.......ish...

[mellaithwen]

buck's hair being all curly 'cause he only thought to grab a handful of things before crashing at eddie's and on that first morning when he's complaining when he realises he didn't grab any gel, eddie just casually mentions that he likes it curly and buck's brain short-circuits for a second while eddie innocently hands him a cup of coffee over breakfast :)

#i've connected the dots #husband dots #911 fox #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buddie #911 spoilers #911 speculation #i am ofc joking.......ish...

[bambisnc]

lie with you [or, how riize comforts you when you're crying bc of a nightmare]

pairing : ot7 x reader! genre : implied hurt n subsequent comfort cw/tw : hugging + kisses + food mention + possibly swearing? wc : idk ,,

shotaro ,. ! - im a firm believer of taro heavy sleeper agenda - bro will be out like a log, no fire alarm is waking him up anytime soon D: - but! when you wake up because of the nightmare and end up moving a bit away from him as you process it - he knows. - he just somehow subconsciously knows that there's distance between you and just reaches out for your warmth and traps you in a big hug – all while he's snoring softly (in the CUTEST way ever) - ends up comforting you without even being conscious he's just skilled tm like that yk??

eunseok ,. ! - light sleeper!!!!! his happy burritos and cream pasta dreams stop the literal second he hears the slightest whimper out of you - mentally goes "who tf hurt my darling s/o." - when he finds out it's you crying bc of a nightmare i'm sorry but he might tease you (later ofc, when you've had enough time to heal from it bbg dw) - but rn he offers distractions in the form of bingeing cutesy animes (imagine you watch horimiya's toffee scene w him or any other anime romance cliche and he goes would u like me to do that to you. i'd pass awa y)

sungchan ,. ! - you may have to wake him up depending on how tired he is :/ - but as soon as he finds out, wraps you up in the comfiest + warmest clothes he can find and throws you over his shoulder like a potato sack/holds you in a princess carry -> depends entirely on which you prefer he can do both 💪 - takes you straight to his car (we're js gonna pretend he can drive for the sake of the hc my extensive research i.e. 15 mins on reddit led me nowhere ;-;) it's time for a midnight drive! - puts on you guys' shared playlist and takes you to a grocery store snack run followed by going to an open-ish place so you can watch the stars tgt :(

wonbin ,. ! - i think his waking up abilities are honed purely due to being w you (yk like what if you need him to hug you at like 3 am. and he's too busy passed out (dreaming of you) then what.) - feels you trembling and is lowkey upset that you didn't wake him up when you needed him :( - he gets that you might not want to face him tho, so simply presses his chest against your back and places soft kisses on your neck. probably drops in a couple "'m here for you love" "it'll be okay" "i love you so so much yk that right?" he's versatile w his sweet nothings like that :( <3

seunghan ,. ! - this guy scares me ngl /j - he probably knows you're having a nightmare before you know you're having a nightmare - wakes you up by shaking you gently, comforts you with many many many hugs as you're waking up - kisses your tears away .. (i'm so weak for him) - lays your head down on his lap and lets you vent to him just listening to you, dude's gentle presence alone is enough to calm you down - BUT ALSO. imagining him drawing you a warm bath and you ending up coercing him into wearing cutesy animal face masks w you :(((

sohee ,. ! - guy who must be facing his s/o while sleeping !! gets to know and wakes up immediately when you start crying - clings to you like a koala that's it that's the hc. has his head buried in your neck, hands tied so so tightly around your waist which greatly help to ground you - also probably cracks a couple of really cringey jokes something along the lines of "i'll be your silver knight, my princess" but says it w the softest, sweetest expression and in the sincerest, honey-like tone that you can't help but melting completely :( - when he feels you've calmed down enough prob also initiates a tickle fight sorry i don't make the rules acc to him you need to laugh after a bout of crying okay??

anton ,. ! - guy who must be facing his s/o while sleeping (2) except his ass is not waking up unless you physically shake him awake - you'd probably do that though bc what better way to comfort you from a nightmare than your half-asleep bf's soothing voice? - bro is probably so out of it that he just very eloquently goes "wh huh wha" or something of that sort - when he's coherent enough (not really) he would sort of kind of roll up on top of you forgetting his 6'1 stature - but on the positive side his weight over you is a lot like a really comfy blanket (that can kiss your forehead w the utmost gentleness) - if you ask nicely he'll even sing you a lil lullaby to help you get back to sleep <3

notes : THIS WAS FUN !! ppl who dont know my current bias try guessing based on this 🤭 + [m.list]

#order's up~! 📋⋆𐙚 #div creds : @/PLUTISM !! + the 2nd part of title is !! inspired by real life events whwhwhwh #cookies.♡︎🍪 #riize #riize scenario #riize imagines #riize shotaro #riize eunseok #riize sungchan #riize wonbin #riize seunghan #riize sohee #riize anton #riize x reader #kpop imagines #riize drabbles #riize fluff #kpop scenarios #kpop #kpop x reader #sungchan #wonbin #eunseok #seunghan #osaki shotaro #park wonbin #anton #anton lee #song eunseok #sohee x reader

[cryinginmyroomsposts]

Svt as specific tropes cuz I am in a writer's block

a/n: these are purely personal opinions/ imagines. not proofread!

Scoups: enemies to lovers (I'm talking dagger to the throat enemies to "who hurt you" pipeline. scoups and his competitive petty ass would be perfect with an equally competitive and hot-headed oc. I'm talking sizzling chemistry, extreme frustration to tooth-rotting fluff)

Jeonghan: Frenemies to angst to friends to lovers (light-hearted frenemies until one day Jeonghan takes the joke a little too far which leads to angst and years of no-contact. A chance encounter during lowest times leading to a soft adult friendship evolving to a soft and chaotic lovers pipeline)

Joshua: strangers to comfort person to lover (he gives me a feel-good coming of age feels so I'll take a storyline with the heartbroken or worn down oc finding comfort in Shua who could be a stranger or a kind colleague. a full "we helped heal each other" and then moving away due to circumstances only to realise that you need your comfort person)

Jun: holiday romance (nana tour Jun vibes. two strangers in a random city who decide to spend a week having the utmost fun and never meet again... but of course fate brings them together and the angst of reality to eventually finding a balance in the paradise of their holiday whirlwind and reality... it's giving romcom)

Woozi: Best Friends pining for decades (A very soulmate-ish friendship. Woozi and oc are so extremely obvious about their feelings but are oblivious to the reciprocation- it's also obvious to everyone around them. The angst of "what-ifs", and ofcourse songs written abt the feelings, to angry confessions and happy endings. this one includes a lotttt of angst and dozens of bangers mixed with peak domestic behaviour and two ppl so attuned to each other like old married couples)

Hoshi: Accidental dance partners Hoshi and oc (might sound basic but I'm a dancer and it's a very indulgent trope... so yeah! I'm thinking college team dancers in competing teams are forced to pair up for a competition. Out-of-the-world chemistry- can't keep eyes and hands off each other, late night talks, "non-date" date nights and ofc anger issues(performers, duh!). Lots of parties, angst and eventually confessing. She falls first but he falls harder)

Wonwoo: second-chance romance (I think Wonwoo, I think angst(sorry wonu) and second chance. oc and wonu having whirlwind honeymoon phase until oc pushes him away. lots and lots of angst- confused wonu not knowing how to help oc. both of them miserable without the other... until Wonwoo can't take it anymore and makes oc lean on him for support. very gray and grounded in reality romance)

Dokyeom: Small-town romance (sunshine Lee Seokmin as a charming small-town business owner helping big-city-return troubled oc deal with life and falling in love? sign me up for the hallmark movie! Seokmin and his golden best boy smile healing hearts as always)

Mingyu: Arranged Marriage Trope (once again, a very self-indulgent imagination...Oc who doesn't believe in love after a heartbreak, Mingyu who accepted his destiny and never loved anyone. A very practical arranged marriage with both consenting parties. An agreement to stay "partners" and "friends" because they "Can't force feelings". Domestic life leads them to break every rule- written and unwritten... angst rising due to pasts and insecurity... oc's fear of abandonment, Mingyu's fear of attachment... a minor separation and major realisation... their very own happy ending at last! Mingyu Best Husband Agenda forever)

Minghao: Rival Artists with secret identities dating each other (Minghao dates the pretty stranger on a dating app, agree to keep things casual but lo behold they are falling fast and hard... all is well except both have secret identities as artists who are rivals. they love each other but hate the other's alter-ego... ofc this leads to miscommunication and angst, lost ways and breakups. but this is my imagination so they end up together after everything and conquer the art world)

Seungkwan: Celebrity Fake dating trope (Seungkwan would eat that shit up! Two A-list celebs: Seungkwan and oc, who appear together in a show and fans go crazy for their chemistry but they don't pay head. oc gets caught in a false accusation, needs a distraction- agencies make oc and Seungkwan fake date... on-camera they r perfect but off-cam it's all awkward... planned appearances to becoming friends, trauma bonding... sexual tension rises, life gets complicated, lots of angst later they end up dating happily)

Vernon: Falling without meeting each other (two online friends, fake names but authentic friendship across continents fall for each other without ever meeting other. against all odds they end up seeing each other eventually and staying together... this gives me old cinema vibes but in modern times, Vernon is so Vernon that only he'd be fitting)

Dino: High school fake dating (imagine Dino as Peter Kavinsky from To All The Boys I've Loved Before... a popular softie boy agreeing to fake date the silent girl, the only twist is Dino has been in love with her since middle school, he fell first and harder- a full simp! Very romcom coded angst and happy endings ofc- i just know Dino will make a perfect romcom male lead)

#svt fic #seventeen #svt fluff #wonwoo #seungkwan #svt imagines #svtfoe #svt x reader #svt #vernon #woozi #jun svt #jun scenarios #scoups #jeonghan #cheol #choi seungcheol #yoon jeonghan #joshua hong #hoshi #svtgifs #hoshi x reader #mingyu #hoshi fluff #scoups fluff #scoups fanfic #jeonghan fluff #jeonghan fic #jeonghan fanfiction #joshua fluff

[pray4saint]

Dream Team and chuckle sammy guys reacting to the reader taking the cowboy hat off their head and wearing it? Sorry if thats confusing smdnf. (like the cowboy hat rule :p)

dteam & chuckle sammy with the cowboy hat rule

dteam masterlist & chuckle sammy masterlist & descrip. tv-ma. 15+. gn!reader. implied and short depictions of sex.

a/n. omg i love this

dream

of course the cowboy hat rule was something dream was aware of, he heard it around his high school friends and as we all know, teenage boys are stupid

but when you and dream are doing a road trip (haha see what i did there), singing karaoke, and you take his hat from him, the memory of being told the cowboy hat rule floods back

since there isn't any way to pull off the road right away, he lets you get away with it until he sees the next pull-off from the highway

he turns the music down and looks at you

”baby, you know you gotta ride the cowboy right?” ”wh-” you start to laugh, ”what?” ”it's the rule, c'mon you remember how it went in school right? you wear the cowboy's hat, you ride the cowboy.” you looked around, realising your boyfriend had picked a pull-off that was rather secluded. ”you sick son of a bitch.” of course clay knew you meant it as a joke. ”i know i'm so clever.”

he climbs over the console to your seat, figuring you over his lap with the seat laid back and pushed away from the dash

lots of heavy breathing, car shaking and clay praising you

for awhile afterwards you just lay with your head in the crook of his neck

”you ready to get back on the road?” you lift your head up with a dopey smile, breathing finally steady. clay chuckles, ”yeah. definitely.”

sapnap

sapnap knows the rule better than he should, it was something he'd heard around school a lot growing up (about 7th-ish grade probably)

i think with sap, you take his hat while you two are out at a bar, a cowboy-themed bar ofc

when you pluck the hat from his head, he doesn't miss a beat when turning to you

he leans in real close to your ear, ”really love, don't you know the cowboy hat rule?” your face turns pink, of course you knew the rule, you just forgot about it. ”sap we're in public..” ”and i woulda thought you'd be ecstatic.” he fakes a face of hurt. ”i am, i'm just good at hiding it.” he smirks and you wink at him

absolutely makes the quick decision that there are too many men in there staring at you for a secret fuck and walks you back out to his car in front of him

slides in the passenger seat and again, without missing a beat, slides the seat back, pushing the upper part back just a bit so you have more room to move around on his lap

pretty much just helps your slip your pants off and moves your underwear to the side while pulling his pants and boxers down just enough to get his cock out

afterwards he takes you home, he doesn't really care about drinking at the bar when he just got laid over a hat

george

george learned the cowboy hat rule when it first started making headway on social media, and the idea of it ever happening to him excited him

he didn't expect his best friend to tell you that / ofc dream had only told you because of a video they were planning to shoot

at the end of the video, when george went to take the hat off, you told him to wear it back to your house because you had a surprise for him and he obliged, although admittedly confused

definitely a little bit amazed when you shut the front door just after him, stealing the cowboy hat from atop of his head

”wha- y/n what are you doing?” he kind of laughed, watching you wrap your arms around his neck. ”following the rules. you know one right? wear the cowboy hat..” you trailed off, letting him finish the sentence. ”..ride the cowboy.” he was almost breathless as he let the words fall from his lips

you two walk back to your room without separating from each other, smiling against the other's lips

it's pretty quick that you end up in your bedroom with george lying underneath you, watching you with such anticipation you can tell dream was right

afterwards he asked you how you thought of it

”dream told me.” you boyfriend immediately sat up, face flushing. ”he did?” he didn't wait for your response. ”i'm gonna kill him, he's so stupid.” ”so you didn't like it?” you fake hurt in your voice, ”of course i liked it, matter of fact i loved it-” ”so give dream a break, he was just trying to be a good friend.”

ted

wore the hat to make a tiktok video, and after he's done recording he sits down to edit it, still wearing the hat, you take it from him, placing it on your head and you give him a quick twirl

for a split second the whole thing eludes him, aside from a small smile he gives you

he returns his attention to his phone and then remembers, the cowboy hat rule

then he's up, stepping real close to you, placing his arms around your middle

”m'love, d'you know what taking my hat means?” you give him a confused expression, lifting the hat up your head in just the slightest ”no, what's it mean?” leaning in real close to your ear, he tucks your hair behind your ear and smiles, whispering, ”wear the cowboy hat, ride the cowboy.” you shiver at the words

you try to take the hat off, to get away but ted's already got a hand over your head, telling you that you can't give it back, it's too late

ted moves the hand over your head to your hand, intertwining your fingers while he leads you back to the couch

he falls back onto the couch, and helps you settle in a straddle position, he rubs circles into your thighs while reminding you of the rule, just to taunt you

he also probably forgets about the tiktok when all is said and done

charlie

probably happens while he's recording a silly little video, and he's wearing a cowboy hat for obvious slimecicle reasons

you have to remind him of the cowboy hat rule once he makes a little play fuss about you taking the hat from him

”oh c'mon, don't you remember the cowboy hate rule?” ”huh?” you get in real close to his ear to whisper, ”take the cowboy hat, ride the cowboy.”

he gets nervous, but obviously he'd never say no to you

lets you lead him back to the bedroom but when you push him back onto the bed, he pulls you down with him before figuring you up to straddle him

you kind of shy-stall while you're straddling your boyfriend, grinding your hips down into his ”what happened to all that confidence earlier?” you whine, rolling your hips again. ”c'mon baby, ride the cowboy.” he winks at you

charlie ends up having to rerecord the video, but even that takes him a few tries because he's having a hard time focusing with the cowboy hat

definitely becomes a little secret language between you two, putting the hat on your head when you feel like riding him

schlatt

happens at a party for sure, and of course schlatt knows the rule well, and he smirks just thinking about it

quick to remind you about the cowboy hat rule before getting up and grabbing your hand, walking out to the car with you

”schlatt no, there are people here! they could see us!” ”you know the rule dollface, you take the hat, you ride the cowboy.” you whine at his words, ”i don't make the rules hon.”

definitely a quickie, as the both of you want to return to the party but still all the fun, with you left lying on his chest, panting

”i should do that more often.” schlatt just smiles like an idiot at your words

you both walk back into the party covered in hickeys with no hat to be seen on either of you

never again do you forget the cowboy hat rule

pray4saint© do not copy, translate or repost my work without my express permission.

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[mynameismckenziemae]

She’s a Fire-Chapter XVII

Bradley 'Rooster' Bradshaw x OFC/

Reader (no use of y/n)

Burning right through my mind

(previous chapter here, next chapter here)

Warnings: girl on girl and boy on boy kissing, p in v, etc.

The days pass quickly and January turns to February.

Sunny and Bob planned their engagement party the weekend before Valentine’s Day at a local, fancy-ish brewery.

You help decorate while the guys pick up the flowers and cupcakes and change with Sunny in the private bathroom before the guests arrive.

“Great minds think alike,” Sunny smiles as you pull on the black lingerie you bought with her that day the guys were deployed. You laugh when you turn and see she’s wearing the white set.

You pull on your black jumpsuit and help her zip the back of her dress as she sighs.

“As much as I love my parents and am so glad they’re here, I need a break after this.” Her parents were in town, staying in her and Bob’s guest room.

“Understandable. Why don’t you come over after? We can have a little after-party? I’ve got a bottle of Don Julio I’ve been wanting to open…”

“Have I ever turned down tequila?”

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A large calloused hand brushes over your ass and you smile as you smell Bradley’s familiar cologne. He stands beside you as you people watch.

“You look stunning,” he murmurs. “No underwear?”

“Thank you, you do too,” and he does, charcoal gray slacks and a black button-down. “And yes actually, I am. The set from the pictures.”

He sucks in a breath. “Sunny’s handprint there too? I saw you two come out of the bathroom together.”

“You know it.” You tease.

“Stop, you’re making me hard,” he chuckles. You think he’s joking but he moves behind you, pulling you against his front to prove it.

“You are insatiable. I love it and you.” You say, leaning your head back against his chest.

“I love you too, Row.” He kisses the top of your head.

“I invited Bob and Sunny back to the house for an after-party, I hope that’s okay. Sunny needs a break from her parents.”

“Yeah, of course.”

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The majority of the guests leave by 8 and you’re back to your place by 9. Bob and Sun pull in behind you.

You lead everyone to the living room and start to ask about the wedding but Sunny interrupts.

“Enough wedding talk for tonight. Where’s that tequila?” Sunny asks with a grin.

Bradley gets the bottle from the kitchen brings it back with a few beers for everyone and hands them out. He pops the top and takes a swig before handing it to Sunny, who passes it to Bob and then you.

Sunny’s perched on Bob’s lap in the recliner across from where your legs are draped over Bradley on the couch.

Bradley turns on music for some background noise and soon the energy shifts, everyone’s feeling buzzed.

“Let’s take it back. Bradley, truth or dare?” Sunny asks.

“Oh, Sunny-girl…truth.” He says and takes a swig from the bottle.

“I gotta know. Your callsign. What’s the story?”

“You’re never gonna let it go, are you?” He asks, and she shakes her head with a grin.

Bob snorts, he was told the reason shortly after he joined the squad.

“It’s a nod to my dad…” he starts and Sunny groans—the same thing he always tells her when she’s asked, “and, you know” his eyes flick to his groin and he flushes.

“I fucking knew it!” Sunny throws her head back and laughs, “That wasn’t so hard now was it?”

Bradley rolls his eyes. “Bob, truth or dare?”

“Truth,” he replies.

Even though he’s comfortable around you both now, Bradley goes easy on him. “Where’s the riskiest place you’ve had sex?”

Sweet, shy Bob blushes, but surprises you with his answer. “Probably the first time Sunny gave me roadhead. It doesn’t sound that risky but a cop stopped behind us at a red light and she uh…kept going.”

Sunny shrugs like it’s no big deal.

“Jesus Sun, you’re gonna give the man a heart attack” Bradley laughs. She smiles and takes a swig.

“Row?” Bob asks.

“Truth” you reply, not yet ready for a dare.

“I hear you have quite the collection… what’s your favorite sex toy?

You smile, and cup Bradley, who grunts. “This one, second would be the bullet vibe.”

“Sunny, truth or dare?” You ask.

“Hmm I’ll keep it going, truth.”

“Have you ever kissed another woman, besides me?” You wink at her.

The guys look at each other. “When did you guys kiss?” Bradley asks.

“Just you, Row” Sunny replies to you and then answers Bradley. “In college, we made out at a frat party for some contest they were doing. We won though.”

Bradley’s cock twitches under your thighs.

“Easiest $100 I ever made,” you laugh.

“Agreed and you’re a great kisser. Bradley, your turn again.”

“I’m not gonna be the first dare, not from you,” he chuckles, “Truth.”

“Pussy, fine. Have you ever kissed a guy? Would you?” Sunny asks.

“That’s two. But no I haven’t, and yeah I’d try anything once,” he takes another swig from the bottle.

“That’s really hot,” you blurt out, your filter apparently gone from the tequila.

Sunny nods eagerly.

“Bob?” Bradley questions.

“Truth,” he replies, his focus on his fingers that are playing with Sunny’s curls.

“How ‘bout you? Ever done anything with a guy? Ever want to?” Bradley asks, his hand not holding his beer kneads your legs on his lap.

“Nah, I haven’t either. I’d be willing to try it, to see how different it’d be than kissing a girl…” he trails off as Sun turns and gives him a look. You can’t see her face, but Bob flushes and smiles before he takes a drink of his beer.

“Rowan?” Bob asks.

“Someone’s gotta go first,” you sigh. “Dare.”

“I dare you to kiss Sunny,” Bob says without hesitation, like he’s been waiting for it.

You look to Bradley to gauge his reaction.

“Go ‘head. Let’s see how you two won that contest.” He approves, his cock fully erect now under your thighs.

Your eyes turn to Sunny. She smiles and rises den Bob’s lap.

You meet halfway, both kneeling on the cushioned ottoman between the furniture. Sunny brushes her lips over yours before leaning in by your ear, “Wanna give them a show?”

You nod imperceptibly, hands trailing up her arms.

“Follow my lead, you can stop anytime.”

You answer by weaving your hands into her curls and bringing her lips to yours.

You hear Bob inhale sharply while Bradley curses under his breath. It’s so much different than kissing Bradley; her lips are soft and gentle, less demanding. Bradley’s kisses consume you. She licks into your mouth and you sigh.

Her hand reaches under your hair and unsnaps the button of your jumpsuit at the nape of your neck, pulling it down your arms. You step over it on your knees after it’s past your butt and it hits the floor.

You unzip her dress and her out of it too, Bob reaching out to help it past her knees.

Sunny’s hands find your ass and squeeze; you gasp when her hand disappears only to spank you a second later. You smile against her lips when you hear Bradley’s strained “fuck”.

Your left hand untangles from her hair and finds her lace-clad breast, while your right pulls her head back to kiss her neck. She moans as you pinch her nipple.

“Christ,” Bob mutters and you hear him shift.

You continue your ministrations on her nipple as you guide her lips back to yours.

You and Sunny continue kissing, teasing each other and the boys. When you finally pull back, you’re both breathing hard.

Your eyes flick to Bradley. He’s leaning back, one arm over the back of the couch, the other on his erection; simultaneously trying to relieve the pressure and conceal it; eyes are half-lidded and full of lust.

“I can see why you won,” Bob murmurs. His shy demeanor is gone, replaced by a quiet, confident dominance.

“Your turn,” Sunny giggles.

Bob surprises you again and stands, grasping Sunny’s chin and kissing her deeply before pulling away and rubbing his thumb over her lower lip.

He steps halfway around the ottoman and looks at Bradley with a slight quirk in his brow.

Bradley stands and walks over. You hold your breath as his eyes dip to Bob’s lips. You’re not sure who moves first but your heart starts to race as their mouths meet.

Their kiss starts off hesitant, and curious.

“Holy shit,” Sunny breathes, and you nod.

Holy shit, indeed.

Bob’s hands reach up and start to unbutton Bradley’s shirt, pushing it off his shoulders before doing the same to his own. Bradley’s hand goes to the back of Bob’s neck, his thumb pressing into the hinge of his jaw. In turn, Bob tugs Bradley closer by his belt loop.

It’s so much hotter than you could’ve imagined. Thick biceps and forearms trail over each other’s toned abdomens. Bob’s leaner compared to Bradley’s bulk; they complement each other perfectly.

A groan slips from Bradley as their hard-ons brush and another wave of arousal rushes through you, settling between your thighs.

They pull apart, chests heaving as they turn to you and Sunny.

“We had a lot to drink tonight. Why don’t you guys stay in the guest room down here? I, uh…think we might go to bed.” You say to Sunny, but your eyes are on Bradley.

“Yeah, I agree,” Bob says, holding his hand out for Sunny.

Bradley doesn’t even try to be discrete, he just throws you over your shoulder and carries you to the stairs. “Bradley! I can walk, put me down! Hey!” You yelp as he swats your ass, climbing the steps.

Sunny laughs but Bob says, “I wouldn’t laugh, or you’ll be next.”

She backs away, “You wouldn’t dare.”

“Watch me,” he says lowly.

“Run, Sunny!” You call, laughing as you lose sight of them.

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Bradley tosses you on the bed and shucks his pants and boxer briefs as you pull your panties off.

He leans down to for a kiss and pushes into you; the last hour was all the foreplay you both need.

“Oh God,” he groans hoarsely, as you dig your nails into his ass when he bottoms out.

“Shhhh, baby. They’ll hear us,” you murmur in his ear, and feel his cock twitch inside you. “Oh, you’d like that, wouldn’t you? Should we invite them up here? Let them watch as you fuck me?”

He shakes his head, but his hips move faster.

You slip your hand between the two of you to circle your clit. “Or…they could watch as I fuck you.”

“Fuck, Row. You gotta stop or you’ll make me cum,” he grits out.

“No,” you sigh, your release in sight. “You’ll wait for me.”

“Yes ma’am,” he pants.

You torture him a little longer, pulling desperate whines, whimpers, and groans from him as you edge yourself.

“Please, Row. Pleasepleaseplease, I don’t-I can’t….” He whines against your shoulder, the rhythm in his hips beginning to falter.

You decide to put him out of his misery. You press a little harder, circle a little tighter and you’re there. A strangled moan leaves you before you bite his shoulder, trying to muffle the sounds of your release. He follows, pumping you full of his cum as he groans quietly into your neck.

Bradley tucks you into his side and the effects of the alcohol pull you both under, but not before the muted sounds of pleasure and the rhythmic banging of the guest bed rise to a crescendo.

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A/N: this week was incredibly exhausting.

I’m sorry. As much as I tried, I could not figure out a way to include Nat and Jake without it being too out there. I also wasn’t sure how to have Bradley and Bob doing stuff together when it was both if their first times kissing another guy.

I hope you guys still like it!

Tagging;

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@getmyprettynameoutofyourmouth

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[milekael]

TEEHEE tagged by @rizaposting to do this >:3c

are you named after anyone?

I named myself 😎 The name Miles came from Miles Edgeworth LOL Me and an (ex)friend really liked Ace Attorney and the joke is that I was Miles and they were Franziska, and because at that point I was looking for a name it worked nicely!

However with time I really didn't want my name super directly attached to anyone, thats when I figured Mikael out as like "A longer version of Miles" and to be my name name SDFGHJ

I still use Miles a lot and like Ace Attorney btw! if anything, lately I been using Miles online more than my name for the sake of not putting my full name on the interwebs lol

when was the last time you cried?

Help 0 idea. I used to cry a lot as a kid and now for some reason is really hard for me to do it dfghj not even as some kind of psychological hang-up or anything I just can't really do it.

do you have kids?

Noup

do you use sarcasm a lot?

Kinda? Normally just with people I am close to because if its with anyone else I worry it might be misunderstood.

what sports do you play?

I don't play sports but I do really like doing physical work! I used to do a lot of construction work like building frames when I was at college.

what’s the first thing you notice about people?

A weird way to say it but I like to see people's "character design" LOL as in... I do perceive people very based on "If they were a character, what does their design tell me about their personality" kind of deal dfghj

what’s your eye color?

Grey-ish blue. Dark blue?

scary movies or happy endings?

help I am very VERY selective with the kinds of horrors I vibe with so really happy endings pretty much 97% of the time (Fear & Hunger is the 3% lol)

any special talents?

Huuh I know how to take machines apart! And how to build many many things out of trash. Also by taking machines apart sometimes you learn how to fix them, but I wouldn't trust myself to fix anything super important lol

where were you born?

Caracas, Venezuela! And I moved to the U.S (Sadly) in 2017.

what are your hobbies?

Help what do you do when your hobby is your job. I do a lot of the "ough I been drawing this thing for too long, I better take a break and draw this other thing" LOL but huuuh when I feel like doing something else I play videogames. Also I have gotten into online roleplaying again and I been starting to write fics, different from the things I usually have to write for work reasons so I count them.

do you have any pets?

The creachure The Beast Maki Roll. She is a cat.

how tall are you?

UUUH 5'3" or 5'4" I can't remember lol

favorite subject in school?

Saying art feels like a cope-out uuuh In Venezuelan highschool I really liked Literature and Biology was fun! And if we talk about college I didn't expect Sculpture to be my favorite but it was! And ofc I really liked Oil Painting (My concentration lol) and Illustration!

dream job?

OUGH I really want to work as an art curator in a museum :') or in general in a museum, put me to make an archive of historical stuff and I'll have a blast.

Another thing I would really like is working on set design! again I like physical work and traditional art so I would really enjoy it sdfgh Also also sdfgh my main goal is to make comics of my OCs lol but I don't... exactly want to work under an specific company (Maybe have a contract for publishing but my story wouldn't fully belong to them U know) so really my dream scenario is me working for some of the other stuff I want and also make comics on the side dfghj

SDFGH TAGGING HUUH @bolitamurcielago @seastawright @todd-machine and huuh @pixiunera sure why not!! (BTW don't feel preasured to do it I just threw you because friends beloveds <3 )

#tag game #*clicking noices*

[clambuoyance]

I know that you are a stalwart TimKon Shipper

But what are your opinions on other Kon ships?

KonCass

KonCassie

SuperMartian

KonBart

I am a firm KonCass Shipper through and through

even if i have my own personal hcs, i mean i don't mind any of these ships

koncass had a couple of cute issues and they very much feel like young teens trying to date kinda clumsily but i liked that they agreed to just be friends at the end of it T-T also given what cass says about how she's looked at and her relationships with other characters i cant really see her with a guy >_> they are definitely cute tho and glad you have a cute ship to enjoy!

i actually think koncassie are sweet to each other in tt03 but it's like very basic and surface level to me (that's just how johns wrote everyone there though so) and within canon, cassie had something of a celebrity crush for him at first, but there's the issue where cassie looks in the mirror and wishes she was beautiful and wishes kon would stop looking at her as if he only sees her as a sister and nothing more and then they kiss and i was like >_> okay i guess (if we had seen more of this romance from kon's pov i might have bought into it more) and later in tt03 johns writes cassie as if it was a flaw to act so boyish in her youth and while there's nothing wrong with characters growing up and changing it just felt cheap or whateverrr like at least write her realizing she doesn't need to be doing this for a man and only for herself. again, theyre okay to me as a ship on its own and are cute and i joke that kon got domesticated and learned to be a decentish boyfriend i guess (altho i think he was always going to be a loyal bf and the persona from his youth was more of an act). i could enjoy them more maybe in cases where they are presented in a way i find more interesting (such as both having similar journeys in exploring gender, making cassie's stories revolve less around kon or boy drama etc) or outside of canon but personally i also cannot see her with a man </3 koncassie really doesn't do it for me </3

supermartian really only exists within the yja show which i havent watched in over a decade so i can't say much except that i remember being obsessed with them in s1 and then i kinda lost interest and never finished s2

konbart is neat too even if i don't talk about them much either, they also have a lot of canon scenes showing their devotion and support to each other, not to mention the humor in all of yj and dynamic esp during the parts surrounding the apokolips-ish era(the guilt and worry kon felt, associating bart for a chick etc etc). they also have a lot in common origin/character wise (very sci-fi/experiment origins, inertia and match, interesting relationships with adult figures and expectations, both dying, being written off as stupid or immature, etc etc) so i can definitely see the appeal and think theyre also cute. honestly for me it probably just came down to preference and the order i read things in bc if i read yj2019 first or didn't tend towards tim drake/annabeth chase/rose lalonde coded characters i might've had a different main dc ship but theyre neat :)

ofc again these are just my personal opinions and hcs i have nothing against the people who like em (except maybe for the writers of some of these comics)

#once saw koncassie but they were both lesbians and i was like omg <3 #like okay. u can argue that cassie and tim act really similarly towards kon #which also provides intersting relationships and bonding #but given how many types of stories are allowed to female characters in comics #its eghhh if that one story is so revolved around a man >_> esp given the range of stories cassie sandsmark could hold #also. ive been watching utena lately and i cant stop thinking of cassie when i see the things utena does and says snlgd #also for example i like mu deok and jang uk a lot but seeing amnesiac her throw herself at him in s2 i was like GIRL. STAND UP!!! #nothing against boycrazy girls i just go >_> when ive already been introduced to a version of them that is very much Not boycrazy #clam answers #dc #i just be rambling

[splittinpuns]

Live from splitsville !!!!!

I found this is computer in the elevator and fixed it up a bit,, you wanna know anything just ask me I'll tell it all!!!

Anyways admin here : @caprinetalisman (she/they/hym/ze + neos) when referring to admin use dove, iris or valentine / val or js mod / blog owner ,, thats about it

🍌 ; Split uses She/they/Joke,, and i headcannon Split as Lesbian demisexual transgirl !!! <3

🍌; Fine with ships, ill mainly do only Splive (Split x Bive),, will do other pairings but spive will be prioritized

🍌 ; you can send romantic ish asks but no NSFW,, i am a minor and split is an adult

🍌; if asks closed that means theyre are 20+ or irl stuff

🍌 ; Regretevator ocs are allowed ofc!!!

🍌 ; I will try to be close to cannon split as possible but headcannons will be in there

🍌 ; New to ask blogs but not new to roleplaying !! uh enjoyyy and ask away !!!!

#ask blog #ask split #ask regretevator #regretevator #regretevator split #split regretevator #send asks #asks open

[through-space-and-galaxies]

vance hopper hcs (pt 8) [random hcs]

prefers to eat toaster strudels without the icing

isn't that picky of an eater tbh

is a decent cook because of all the times he helped his mom cook

likes cooking grilled cheese because of how easy it is for him

besides his dyslexia, he actually gets decent-ish grades (c's, a rare b, etc)

English and math are his worst subjects because of the reading involved in it

weirdly good at science tbh likes it a lot actually

pinball special interest started when he was around 6 or so

before his skateboard broke he was actually getting good at it, could land a few tricks, etc

bites and picks at his lips a lot so they're constantly bleeding, him getting a busted lip is the only time he stops

used to go to the library when he was a kid, around 8 or 9

officially got diagnosed with autism at age 9

anger issues started around that time too which was mainly just overstimulation and a struggle to manage emotions (bpd kicking in)

has to go to therapy but never went and kinda regrets it. went to therapy when he was younger though (6-13)

hates hospitals and the bright lights, the sharp smells, etc so he tries to never go

picks at scabs (im also guilty of this 😭😭😭)

breaks pencils way too often because of how fucking hard he writes, man is GRIPPING onto the pencil for dear life

doesn't understand "your mom" jokes./j

has tripped up the steps before and has beat up a kid for laughing at him, didn't go to that place for a week because he was so embarrassed

that one dude who was watching him play pinball? was his bf yeah/j

low key shows off for partners 💀

gets flustered whenever people call him pet names

loves pet names but specifically: baby, handsome, honey

loves to tease

low key has a bit of a tex' accent but will never admit it (unless you like it ofc, then he's teasing you on purpose with his accent) (also yes this is inspired by that one southern vance fic/hc shut up/j)

grew up in texas from a baby to 6 years old, loved living there a lot but barely remembers it

his dad is white, Texan, and has a thick southern accent

his mom on the other hand is hispanic (Puerto Rican), white, and she's from cali!

his mom and dad met in Austin texas, his mom just moved at 16 and his dad met her around the same age too, a typical high school sweethearts situation

actually looks a lot like his dad beside his hair, nose, and lips. hair pattern, nose, and lips are all his mom

HATES deviled eggs (i am projecting here bcs i hate deviled eggs with a burning passion)

really likes cherry-flavored things, if he carried around chapstick it'd be cherry flavored

likes strawberry flavored things as well but mainly cherry-flavored shit

hates brushing his teeth because of the mint flavor

i mentioned him having a sweet tooth and loving caramels and im mentioning it again

loves bubble gum for no reason (cough there is a reason, he likes it because of the flavor and it gives him something to focus on)

belt chain that he plays with a lot because he likes the sound of it

steals a lot of food, clothes, and small items

washes his jacket like once a month

washes his clothes though like once a week, always on Thursday though, if he breaks the routine there's a fight happening later on

once washed a pair of jeans and they shrunk in the wash and he got SO mad he couldn't wear it anymore because they didn't fit

yawns really loud

loud sneeze too

once scared his mom by sneezing

prefers short socks but because of his daily boot wearing he wears long socks

likes plain socks the best, favorite is black socks

isn't into sports. like at all. likes hockey though

tell me he wouldn't play hockey, he so would

puts on lotion a lot

he smells like cig smoke, caramels, hint of deodorant, and a hint of baby powder because of his lotion

used to babysit ages 13 to 14

hates winter because he has to actually wear a jacket that covers his arms and the sensory of it drives him insane

couldn't find his classes first day of school so he just left bcs he got so pissed off

favorite teacher is his pe teacher because the teacher lets him burn off steam and lets him eat with them when he's just not feeling other people

loves horror movies

also loves shitty and cringe romcoms so he can laugh at them

#vance hopper x reader #the black phone #black phone #the black phone 2022 #the black phone x reader #vance hopper #🎡

[noxnthea]

Hiii again <3

So! I am here, very lost as to how to figure out who to follow on the winterhawk side of tumblr. And I was wondering if perhaps you had any blog recs? No pressure, ofc, but I'd appreciate some guidance if you have the energy! Multifandom and multi-shipping is amazing as well :)

hi! oh i'd love to do this for you -- this would've been so nice when i was new to winterhawk. I follow tons of winterhawk folks, but I'm gonna try to keep this as... active? as possible. If you want more authors to follow, who maybe don't post as much, lemme know! everyone below are a) lovely people b) *currently active in posting/reposting winterhawk content in some way.

@there-must-be-a-lock, my very favorite winterhawk writer/human (multifandom, too) @kangofu-cb, @drgrlfriend, both amazing writers and consistently reblogging beautiful art/photosets, etc. @jedusaur, amazing writer (multiandom), and they've done some dope WH recs lately. @midnightwinterhawk, @very-handsome-very-annoying a+ headcanons, art reblogs, jokes, general winterhawk excellence @trashkingtater great writer, great headcanons, comes to WH from the comics angle! @3twindragons great, new(ish) (to this fandom) artist! @winterhawkkisses ummmm, thousands of incredible ficlets. You might've come across their ficlet collections on ao3 (author: @supervillainny /nny on ao3) @winterhawksamplers doesn't seem to be currently active, but a rec blog with some great lists. These were just the first folks i thought of this early, early morning; I'm sure I'm forgetting like 50 lovely blogs that should be included, but whew hopefully this is a good starting point for you! Thanks for the ask, and thanks for jumping into the winterhawk community! we're glad you're here. *currently active: here defined as 'nox recalls them posting WH at some point in the last couple months' what is time?

#asks #winterhawk

[miss-ery-3]

i dont have much to report on weight wise, as i havent weighed myself since thursday, because i've been drinking alcohol and therefore i am retaining water

i can feel how i am all swelled up rn - my rings feel tighter than normally. i'll weigh myself again once the water retention goes down

but, ofc, i have even more stuff about my whole ✨love life situation✨

i am seeing my bf tomorrow, and i will tell him that i dont think our relationship is going that greatly, and then i'll take it from there. i dont really like to think too much about it, but i also feel more at peace w it - and i think my lil crush is a huge part of that. i really dont need anyone to tell me that i'm a horrible person - i am truly doing my best, both in terms of navigating my feelings and my relationship and my mental health. i'm really not in a good place right now, but at least i can kinda pretend, that my troublesome feelings are some fun new drama that i can share w my friends (you guys teehee)

if you don't care about my love life drama, then its totally ok. if you are, you're in for a treat (maybe idk)

lets call my crush-situation W

aight, so W and i talked all night thursday, and i have quite a lot to report about that night, and then a little about last night

my friend started talking about one time i had a ons w one of my friends, like 3 years ago, and i was quite embarrassed to talk about it. but the others laughed and idk, i figured it was fine. W switched between not laughing at all, just looking down at the table, and then awkwardly laughing a bit while looking at me, and then the table. i dont know what that means??? just as the conversation ended he was like "do u wanna go for a smoke" and then we went outside, and talked about other things.

we had been drinking and joking all night, and he decided to tell some group of girls sitting in the bar, that he and i are childhood friends (big lie, i've known him since summer). and i was like "aight, whatever" and then he lied and told them that i had written him tons of love letters when we were children. and i just laughed and lied and said "yeah haha, i was totally in love with you". when we left the bar, like 2 hours later, and we were all alone, i teased him about something we told the group of girls, and then he was like "yeah yeah whatever, i know that you'll just send me another love letter. you're like tooootally into me hahaha" and i was like "oh yeah, haha, totally. u got me" while walking away and laughing. i might just be fucking overthinking everything but also... why lie about writing love letters? there are much more embarrassing things (for me) he could've said. idk, help me

he texted his girlfriend throughout the night (i think) but looked quite annoyed/not happy whenever he did, and at some point he left the table for like 15 minutes (probably to talk to her). idk

he kept touching my stuff. like my cigarettes and my lighter, he would just sit with them and play with them. i found it quite cute, idk

OKAY, and then to last night (friday) i was in another bar last night, helping out, 'cause i kinda work there (ish, like, volunteer-work) and W was supposed to have a shift later in the evening

he calls me to tell me that he will be running late, 'cause he was at an event, and shit hit the fan, idk. then he asked me if i could cover for him, and i said that i for sure could cover for him. we only talked for 1,5 minute, but idk. my fucking hands went sweaty and i couldn't stand still. i don't think i've ever picked up that fast. uuuughhhhh i feel so weird. whatever

he showed up like 1,5 hours too late (but it was ok, 'cause there really wasn't much to going on), and went directly out to find me (i was smoking) to hug me and apologize for coming so late. then i kept feeling his eyes on me, and i could hear him mention my name a lot of the night

we ended up doing some cleanup together afterwards, and it was just... really nice. we have such a good time whenever we're together and i feel so comfortable around him. except for the part where i keep thinking about how hot i think he is and how want to give him a big old smooch. i had hoped to talk to him some more, but we both went home when cleanup was done, and idk. its fine

i have not been able to keep him out of my head all day. its truly torturous

#thinspø #⭐️ve #amy’s ⭐️ving adventure #eedee tumblr #eedeetwt #amy ranting #i will reach my ugw #low cal restriction #eedee #th!n$piration

[whoreish-behaviour]

Ayo so 9ft tall hot alien colonizers am I right 👀👀💫??? Thanks sm for writing the PERFECTION that is Revenant 💕✨️💞 BTW that fic got me thinking...

So after the events of TWOW, Miles, near dead tbh, comes across a Nav'vi woman who was separated from her family when trying to escape one of his RDA raids on the villages in search for Jake. She's terrifed of him because she remebers him, but her kind soul patches him up and nurses his weak form back to health in her makeshift home. When recovered, he takes her in for reasons immediately unknown to him or her (but he tells his commanding officer some bs about gaining the hostiles trust or something).

She, being just an average ocean Nav'vi with no warrior spirit in her (kind of like a temeperment similar to Tsireya) can't understand a word of English, and Miles can only understand 5% of what she's saying. They have lost their only reliable translator (Spider), so Miles wants to learn to communicate with her directly because he hates 3rd party communication anyway (as shown by his continued attempt at learning and speaking Nav'vi). He starts to teach her English using his very limited Nav'vi that Spider had taught him.

At first she is of course terrified of him cause he just took her to a place filled with Sky People (of which her only experices with involve deaths, cruelties, and pain). She wonders why he took her with him (spoiler: he took her cause she helped him, was cute, all alone, and the lost/scared/helpless eyes she gave him when he initially came across her got to him. I imagine she looked similar to how Tsireya looked when her dad yelled at her for her allowing Lo'ak to bond with the outcast).

As Miles starts attempting to talk to her in her language and teach her his own language, she starts seeing another side of him. The side that loves his comrades, loves his son, had listened to his sons pleas for mercy on her people, has strong duty to his people (which is respected in her village), jokes around with her and his comrades, and protects her even when really has no reason to since she's technically the enemy. She has to fight this growing warmth and respect for him with the horrible things she sees him do to her people for his mission and personal vegnece against jake, and the horrible things the Sky People he has strong loyalties to continue to do to her home of Pandora. Ofc they are also both physically attracted to each other so this can be mature rated if u feel comfortable (I surely wouldn't mind a bonding ... or several occuring).

Mostly, Miles teaching her English and trying to get past her initial fear of him and all his dominating "demon" presence when he can barely communicate with her. It'd be cute if the first thing she learns to call him is "colonel" because that's what everyone calls him. And even though he later teaches her his name, she still calls him that endearingly. Like, "Miles" is for when she's mad at him 😂.

Miles is real patient with her because she is a good girl. Shes just mostly scared and confused by many things in her new environment (her own emotions most included). Miles is mostly just being himself around her, very aware that shes watching him quite cautiously and curiously. Because of her distrust of Sky People, she's by Miles' side alot, but mostly stays silent because she can't really understand what others are saying around her in rapid English so she just pretty much ignores everyone else and focuses on her Colonel. She reads his eyes, his ears, his tail, and his breathing just to know what's really going on with him. Even after she learns some english from him, she has also learned to understand Miles without his having to speak. Miles keeps his Nav'vi by his side and she answers to no one except her Colonel. Legit Miles would be mad protective of her. No one touches her but him. Real territorial ish. I'm sorry this is getting outta hand. 😂

I just love Stockholm syndrome tropes sm! And u write it so well 😆👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽��🏽💞 certified good ish. Thanks for the thought 💡.

‘Pretty much ignores everyone else and focuses on her Colonel’ BDJSHSBBFSJHDHD SO MF CUTEEE

THIS IS AMAZINGGG I LOVE IT SM

I adore the whole idea of her being able to read him without necessarily understanding the words coming out his mouth, I think he pairs so well with someone like that (lord knows that man would rather have his tail bitten then talk about his emotions).

Would 10000% be extremelyyyy over protective, that terrified expression on your face the day he met you still makes him grimace. You’d have to always be in his eyesight or tucked safely under his arm.

I also think that once you had settled down at his side, the crew would begin to accept you more - your kind nature practically forcing them to.

Like a baby sheep being taken in by a pack of wolves that absolutely adore you.

#colonel quaritch x you #colonel miles quaritch #colonel quaritch x reader #colonel quaritch smut #colonel quaritch #miles quaritch x reader #miles quaritch smut #miles quaritch #avatar x you #avatar x reader #avatar the way of water #avatar way of water #avatar 2

[smalltimidbean]

Which Clone do you like drawing the most?

All of them seem very fun to draw to me but I am curious :p

Why do you make me choose between my one billion children (joking/silly)

All of them are indeed fun to draw yes, but the one I like most - hard to say!

If we were going by how many times I have drawn a clone, then Pep wins hands-down - he has well over 100 images of him, mostly thanks to his askblog jkdfkj

Then I believeeee - excluding Fiend - Dr Lavender and Nurse Chamomile would be next with 50-ish images, just bc I was making a side comic thing with them, and then I think it's BB, with 25-ish images, bc I was hyperfocused on just him for like a day kfdkf. Most of the other clones only have 1-15-ish images at the moment

I guess that kinda answers the question, but it is also beside the point bc amount of images does not equal enjoyment had ofc

Bc I do enjoy drawing the more body horror-equse ones like Truffle, and Turmeric, but I do also have to be in the right headspace for that, and then there's the 'just plain complex' clones that I also like drawing, but they take so long to do so bc of all the details, such as the peacock clone or Chickpea (tho he is 'complex' mostly due to how fucking huge he is, and I have to figure out scaling, but he is also mostly fat rolls, so I guess we count those as details too)

So again, hard to say, but then again, they're all kinda the same guy, so let's just say Pep, bc he started all this jkdfjkfd

#bean talks too much #this is a lot of words to say 'idk lol' #but thanks for the question!

[zhongrin]

maybe it makes you feel better to know that there are people who feel you like, they know wym

for example I was and always am second choice, to the point where I nearly lost my two best friends.. yeah.

and I do selfship too and I know the feeling when you finally have someone who sees you as their first choice forever (ya even have 3 !! you're so lucky and tbh you deserve it <3)

and it's just mean and ignorant of those anons to say something like that, it's childish even because it seems like they weren't able to just block you omg.

meirin, know that here are several people who got your back and those anons can go fuck themselves and that your feelings are so, so valid

I hope you can have a good day / night nonetheless, I love you

sincerely, maybe ya know who

cw. this became a little vent-ish for the first few paragraphs hskdjsl, skip to paragraph 4 if you don't want to see it

to this day i still have nightmares of all the times i've been rejected or pushed away because i wasn't good enough. yes, people come and go and yes, they probably weren't people who i would want to have in my life either way - i know that fully. but it hurts. and once it happens enough times it's just... frankly speaking, traumatizing.

sometimes it feels like i'll never be good enough. what's the point of making friends or trying to look for love if i'll get cast aside in the end? i'm trying, i'm working on it ofc, we are all working on our own fears and struggles... so honestly i just can't fathom how people can just... make light of someone's fears and trauma and tell them it's invalid/'not that bad'/just move on. "it's just a joke" well that joke made me spiral and cry so i guess i should just wipe my tears and laugh, huh? because in the end this is just a blog and they're just here for the content and i'm not a human being so they don't care. it's all just for fun, right?

what has humanity come to...

sigh. anyway, vent over.

thank you for this.

despite everything, i'd like to believe that one day we'll be the first choice to someone, not just our f/os. don't give up, friend <3

#rin answers #rin is having tea with: anon 💟

[deejadabbles]

OLLO!

I have relationship ask for Mana x Rex!!

9. What’s the most difficult thing they’ve been through together?

35. What moment did they realise that they were in love?

49. Do they tease each other? What about?

Ofc pick and choose or ignore entirely up to you

😘💜💜💜

Alan dj's jamal!!! I'm so excited for these! Thank you for sending them my friend <3 <3 <3

OC relationship asks plz feel free to send them in!

Mana x Rex

9. What’s the most difficult thing they’ve been through together?

So, Rex and Mana have been through many rough missions together, but there's one in particular where they got stranded on a hostile planet. There was lots if running, hiding, wondering if anyone would come for them, and unfortunately most of Rex's team died before help could arrive. It brought up a lot of those "we're expendable" feelings within Rex and his men, Mana felt at a loss and powerless to help them, the deaths of the men getting picked off one by one were very intimate unlike the chaos of a full scale battle. It was just very grueling. This happens before Mana and Rex have admitted feelings for each other but surviving this together, strengthened their connection in some ways.

35. What moment did they realise that they were in love?

Okay I'm gonna try to explain this soup of a scene that's in my head in a way that makes sense, bear with me XD So, at one point Mana, Rex, and Torrent company are sent to investigate this abandoned research facility and it turns out there are these hostile, dangerous creatures on the loose; it's basically the scene of a horror movie. At one point Rex is knocked out and Mana is desperately trying to drag him to safety as the creature's closing in. Rex wakes up at the last second, just long enough to see the danger they're in as she seals the security door shut without a second to spare. They're both shaken, and asking each other if they're okay, looking the other over, not even realizing that they're touching each other and leaning in close. There's a slight pause, they lock eyes, and it's one of those "Oh!" moments. Nothing like the fear of near death to bring things to the surface, am I right? It hits them both like a high-powered speeder 💙

49. Do they tease each other? What about?

Oh there's lots of teasing between these two! Mana basically made it her mission to pull out Rex's playful side the moment he stopped being so stand off-ish with her. She loves to tease him about being a stick in the mud, but it's all to goad him into teasing her back. When he starts to get genuinely comfortable around her he starts to tease back, mostly about how chaotic and messy she is. When he meets some of her colorful associates Hondo he teases her about that too, and they even start some inside jokes with each other. Then, when they're in a relationship, they add flirtatious teasing to the mix. Rex finds out that he loves making Mana flustered (seeing that cute purple blush across her blue skin is a big confidence boost) and she'll get her revenge on him later 😉

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Siyeon angst? I couldn’t think of any details so I guess just make me cry

Hello!! Thank you for your request! You said make you cry so I am hoping this does, however I do recommend you (and anyone else reading) to please PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS FIRST before you proceed. I will bold it so y’all know where it’s at in this info dump of an introduction. I know this isn’t for everyone and I also don’t want you to read and then get mad at me later because I did warn you. And I’ll warn you again before I get to the actual request, so PLEASE proceed with caution!!! Thank you again 🫶

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Pairing: Siyeon x Reader FT. JiU, Dami, Gahyeon, SuA (mentioned), and Yeosang (Ateez, short feature)

Word count: 8,516 (about. I edited it so there are probably more or less.)

Genre/contents: Dystopian! AU, Angst, *maybe* fluff but you gotta squint REALLY hard, Sci-fi-ish themed with an attempt at some horror elements. Correct me if I’m wrong ofc

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TW: character death + mentions/implications/ semi description if not full, mature/foul language (cuss words. Lots of them), blood, guns, depression, self-loathing, self-sabotage(?), a lot of unresolved traumas, abandonment issues? I basically made this hella depressing.

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Synopsis: In a world affected by a mysterious collapse that brought on strong beings known as “the colliding ones”, You are a part of a team tasked to prevent the third collapse before humanity becomes completely extinct in exchange for total freedom and an overall better life.

Note: again, PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNING SECTION FIRST!!!!! I WOULD RATHER Y’ALL BE OKAY THAN FOR ME TO HAVE NOTES!!! Your mental health comes first, I promise you it won’t hurt my feelings and yes, I do need therapy, no, I can’t afford it, yes, I overthought posting this and yes, I do feel remorse but please remember this is also entirely fiction and based off a dream I had once and a few songs I listened to on repeat to try and get a feel of the general plot. & Yes, I did use dreamcatcher songs as names for certain things and yes, I added Yeosang because I love him. I also love Dreamcatcher too otherwise I wouldn’t be writing for them please don’t hate me because there isn’t really a happy moment, although I did try at the ending. Keyword, try.

But anon said make them cry.

Blame anon. (Joking, joking.)

“We have plenty of time.” 

Gahyeon twiddled with the analog sticks on her worn-down tablet that was moments away from shutting down completely if she kept refusing to ‘get a new one’. 

Minji walked over and took the tablet away in one swift movement as the ‘game over’ screen covered the screen.

 “Hey! I almost beat-“ 

“I’m about to beat your ass!” 

You crossed your arms, angrily shooting glares in the direction of the guard that forced you into the room with the rest of your team members. 

Gahyeon closed her gaped mouth upon realizing that you hadn’t meant that threat towards her. She reached for the tablet, only for Minji to walk away from her with it still in her hands and towards you and the guard. 

“What’s going on?” Minji put her hand on your shoulder in an attempt to pull you further away from the guard who wasn’t intimidated by you.

Gahyeon watched on from the torn-up couch, picking some of the fillings inside the cushions out of habit. 

“That one,” the guard narrowed his eyes towards you. “Was caught trying to sneak into the prison sector.” 

“Prison sector? That’s across the fucking town! I was trying to get into the holding center! I have the clearance too, dumbass.” You held up your ID card, to which the guard swiped it out of your hand to take a closer look. 

Minji let out a sigh, taking the card from the guard and holding it in the same hand she had confiscated Gahyeon’s tablet with. 

“I swear you guards are let in on the bare minimum!” You scoffed. 

Minji nudged your arm with her elbow. 

“Go sit down- And be quiet.” She ordered. 

You walked over to Gahyeon with reluctance, yet you had some understanding that you shouldn’t act like that. 

Especially not to a guard with slightly higher clearance than you. 

That would change soon. 

“Where is Yubin?” You whispered as Minji stepped outside of the room and into the hallway with the guard. 

“She’s being debriefed on our mission.” Gahyeon messed with the filling she had pulled out of the couch, the boredom getting to her. 

“Why were you in the prison sector?” 

“Holding center,” You corrected. “I wanted to see something.” 

“Ah. You wanted to see something.” She smirked, pulling more of the filling out of the cushion. 

You stared at the filling in her hands, each fiber ripping apart the more Gahyeon pulled each end apart.

Siyeon was the glimmer in your eyes when you would smile. She was the feeling of a weight lifting off of your shoulders after a stressful day. 

Her very presence was like warmth to you after a harsh blizzard- And you had experienced many blizzards since the first ‘collapse’ in the earth years ago. 

You never believed in love or the possibility of being loved. Not since the collapse had taken everyone from you. 

Those who were arrested, those who died, and those who left for a better, safer, land. 

You loved Siyeon. 

Siyeon loved you. 

Those moments with her, getting ready with her, laughing with her, all of those times she would come to you crying because of something bothering her. Every time you’ve cried to her for something bothering you, although rare. You were used to having suppressed any and every emotion to the point nothing hurt you. The deaths of your friends at the hands of the colliding ones only angered you. The beings that appeared first during the first collapse. 

The beings that multiplied during the second collapse. 

The beings that were receding in preparation for phase three. 

The third collapse. 

You never shed a tear. Not until you met Siyeon. 

She was the first- And the only person to have helped you feel again. 

You remembered how it hurt to just feel. The images of your friends being ripped apart or flung in far away distances at an inhumane speed played like a slideshow in your mind. 

“It will hurt a lot less to just feel rather than not feel.” 

You never understood what that meant by that until she showed you.

“Y/N! Hurry up! Do you want to live lavishly or stay in this hell hole of a city?!” Yubin snapped her fingers in front of your face. 

You zoned out. Of course, you did. 

“Shit, sorry! What were you saying?” 

“I didn’t say anything. I was waiting for you to get up. Minji wanted us to meet her at rendezvous E.” 

You racked your brain, trying to remember the briefing so you weren’t going in completely blind. 

Besides, pissing off Minji and maybe Yubin was the last thing on your to-do list. 

You stuffed your hands into the pockets of your jacket as the frigid outside air bit into the bare parts of your skin that hadn’t been protected by some form of layered cloth. 

You followed Yubin across the train tracks, carefully jumping down from the platform to not splash into a puddle of melted snow, and especially watched out for ice, knowing how the traction on your shoes wasn’t as good as they were before. 

Yubin looked back at you, an impatient look on her face, though she abstained from saying anything. 

You huffed, creating a cloud of smoke in the frigid air. You and Yubin were both startled by a cracking sound tearing across the sky. 

“Hurry! Grab my hand!” Yubin yelled, holding out her hand for you. You did as she said, taking her hand before she roughly pulled you under the cover of the roof of the second platform. 

Snow- Highly acidic snow- began to float down, sizzling on any surface or plant life growing in the area, whether it had barely grown or if it had already withered from previous snow storms. 

“Thanks.” You watched the snow flurry run its course. The longest recorded length had been about six hours. 

“The colliding ones must be on the hunt again.” You mumbled. 

Yubin fumbled with the lock to the door of the entrance to the platform. 

You remembered where Rendezvous ‘E’ was. 

It was the place Siyeon left you.

It was an ongoing battle, waking up every day and convincing yourself that maybe today, humanity would be worth it. 

No. 

It was worth it. 

A world where the innocent could abandon the steps of surviving and learn the steps of living. 

What constituted living? 

No longer waking up and wondering if you would have a home? 

No more families were torn apart by the famine or poverty that was brought on during the first and second collapses? 

Is living truly any different from surviving? 

“What are you thinking about?” Siyeon wrapped her arms around your shoulders from behind. 

“Huh?” You were dumbfounded. Unaware of where you were. 

Siyeon was back. 

“You were staring out into space again,” Siyeon rested her chin upon your shoulder, “something on your mind?” 

“Oh.” There was a slight pause. “No. Yes. I don’t know.” 

Siyeon smirked, moving to stand in front of you to meet your eyes. Deep down you wanted to resent her for leaving you after all this time. 

You couldn’t. 

“That was three different answers.” 

“I was just thinking, what if we don’t survive the third collapse?” You shared your fears with her. 

Something the ‘old you’ would’ve never dared. 

Siyeon’s mouth curled into a slight pout. She shook her head, resting her hands on your shoulders. 

“You can do it. I believe in you.” Siyeon smiled. 

That smile. You hadn’t realized how long it had been since you last saw her. 

You had just realized she was standing in front of you. She was back. 

You engulfed her into your arms, earning a giggle from her in return. 

“Took you long enough.” 

You wanted to cry. You wanted to scream. You wanted to ask her so many questions that have been left unanswered for however long it had been. 

You also wanted to run away with her and drop the whole mission entirely. Y

ou couldn’t bring yourself to do that, though. Not to Minji, Yubin, Gahyeon, or even to Siyeon. 

Siyeon held onto you for as long as you held onto her. Maybe you wouldn’t have let her go if given the option. 

You let go of her when Yubin entered the room. You ran down the chain of events that lead you here into this very room. 

You and Yubin crossed the train tracks and the platforms, and you narrowly avoided the acidic snow flurry. 

Anything, after Yubin got the platform door unlocked, had become a blur. 

Siyeon took a step back, looking at Yubin as she walked toward you holding a map in her hands. You looked at Siyeon, who suddenly became quiet in Yubin’s presence. 

“Minji and Gahyeon are reading to move on to rendezvous V.” Yubin showed you the map with a sticky note marking the different rendezvous points. 

You glanced at Siyeon, who shrugged in response. You knew what you had to do, however. You’ve done this mission before. 

Only, there were more people on your team. 

Now it left you, Minji, Yubin, Gahyeon, and now Siyeon- if she decided to rejoin. 

“Let’s get this over with.” You put so much authority into that one sentence, that even you started to believe you could pull the mission off. 

Siyeon smirked, a sense of pride filling her from the inside out. You smiled, knowing she was proud of you. 

Siyeon was the first person- Since the collapse- that told you she was proud of you. 

Proud of you for waking up every day. 

Proud of you for surviving an attack against the colliding ones. 

She was proud of you for just being you. 

“You can do it,” Siyeon whispered, giving you two thumbs up with a wide grin.

Yubin folded the map, “I forgot the ammo… One second.” 

She groaned as she left the room- if you could even call it that, and you were alone with Siyeon again. 

“You’re not rejoining?” A hint of disappointment in your tone when you looked back at Siyeon. She shook her head after a moment of hesitation. 

“You’re leaving? Again?” 

“I’m not leaving. I never left! I just… Needed to get away from the city.” Siyeon defended, although she understood your hurt from her departure. 

“You left me.” You reiterated only this time you hoped it was low enough to where it hadn’t reached her ears. 

Siyeon stepped closer to you, regret on her face. “I never meant to hurt you.”

 “I’m happy to see you again.” You stood your ground, not having the urge or wanting to cry anymore. 

“I’m happier that you are safe. But,” 

“There’s a catch.” 

“Why not…” Even then you couldn’t say it. Not immediately. 

Why not take me with you? 

The rest of the sentence burrowed in your mind, itching to come out. You wanted to know. 

You had to know. It was the only way you could get rid of the ache in your chest. 

“Got the ammo. I did almost step in a puddle but we can finally get out of here.” Yubin reentered the room, tilting her head immediately as she saw you. 

“Oh… Yeah. Coming.” You gave Siyeon one last glance. 

One last thing in your mind that begged its way to your mouth to be spoken out loud for the world- or at least Siyeon, to hear. 

I still love you. 

But you added that to a list of more words left unspoken. 

“I missed you.” Siyeon’s voice cracked slightly. 

You refused to bring yourself to look at her. You knew her tearful state would have made you cave. 

Yubin loaded enough ammo into two guns specially made for the colliding ones. 

I missed you too. 

Another missed opportunity. Another sentence is unspoken. 

Siyeon watched as you and Yubin left the room and into the ruins of an abandoned subway station.

Yubin led the way through the path of fallen debris and radioactive mushrooms that only grew in dark places where the colliding ones were typically found inhabiting the area. 

Luckily, they were docile in the dark. 

It was the light that caused them to become aggressive toward living beings. 

Yubin grimaced, avoiding the areas with the mushrooms that gave off the only light source in the ruins of the subway. 

The only light source the colliding ones could remain docile under. 

“Where the hell did you get all of this ammo?” You whispered, although your whisper still managed to echo throughout the ruins. 

“Bora left stashes of it all around the city back when…” Yubin stopped herself from continuing. She cleared her throat, moving a wooden beam to the side to squeeze through a tight space that led to the other side of the subway ruins. 

“She left a stash of ammo at each rendezvous point. Any access points we are permitted to, there will be ammo.” Yubin held out her hand for you as you came through the tight opening. 

“Daylight’s waiting.” She shivered, looking up the stairs at the sunlight that poured down onto the area below the steps. 

The future seemed so far away. 

The state of the world ceased to get better. You were sure it had decreased in quality. 

Officials empty promises of a better world once the third collapse is prevented. 

How they have the most elite of the elites on the job. 

The empty paychecks that came with the job. 

It only pissed you off more just thinking about it. 

You weren’t doing the job for a better future or a lavish lifestyle. 

As much as you wanted to resent her for leaving, you were doing it for Siyeon. 

Even then, you weren’t entirely sure if you resented her, the colliding ones, or yourself. 

You and Yubin met up with Minji and Gahyeon- who eventually got her busted tablet back. 

A frustrated sigh emitted from Gahyeon’s mouth as she tore her focus away from the tablet. 

“I may never beat Yeosang’s high score… Whoever that is.” 

“Yeosang? The barista at Aurora?” Yubin asked, sitting beside her on a rusted bench under a dilapidated roof cover. 

“He’s a barista? Didn’t think baristas had time to game.” Gahyeon mumbled, looking down at her tablet as she restarted her game. 

“You’re competing against someone you don’t know?” Yubin was a bit confused by Gahyeon’s reaction, thinking she had met him before. 

“Yeah. He’s the only other player anyway. Why not? How do you know him?” 

“Do you ever listen to my rants? He’s the one that always messes up my simple order!” 

“Could be worse. I would mess your order up on purpose if you came to my cafe.” 

Minji ignored the two’s conversation and scanned the area with her binoculars. 

“So.” You cleared your throat, unsure if you had spoken to her during the time you unintentionally spaced out. 

“You really need to stop making enemies. You never know who will try to abuse their power.”  Minji lowered the binoculars, handing them to you. You raised the lenses to your eyes, scanning the area she had just scanned. 

“It’s not like I try making enemies. People just need to stop pissing me off.” You mumbled, lowering the binoculars. 

“This is the infamously dangerous Maison?” You were unconvinced. 

It looked about as dangerous as the rest of the city. And that was saying something. 

“Rendezvous V is in Maison. The dead center of Maison.” Minji put the binoculars away. 

“Yes!” Gahyeon rose to her feet. “I beat him!” 

Minji chuckled, a smile forming on her face at the younger girl's accomplishment. 

“Aw! My tablet shut off!” Gahyeon frowned in sudden disappointment. 

“To be fair, it ran its course.” You crossed your arms. 

Gahyeon shrugged. “What if this Yeosang guy retaliates in the middle of someone’s cup of coffee? Then what?” 

You raised your eyebrows at her, “I doubt a barista in a busy city is going to beat your score anytime soon.” 

Gahyeon smiled, a relieved sigh leaving her lips. 

“Good.” 

“Back to the mission, I will accompany Yubin to rendezvous I. You and Gahyeon will go to rendezvous V,” Minji explained. You and Gahyeon agreed, even if it meant you two would have to traverse through Maison. 

Truth be told, you never stepped foot near Maison. Siyeon always advised you to never so much as look in the direction of Maison. 

Something about it scared her and you wondered what it could be. 

It was just something else you’ll never know the answer to. 

Minji and Yubin walked away, bidding you and Gahyeon farewell for the time being. 

You and Gahyeon began your trip toward Maison, hoping it didn’t snow there too. 

“Wait!” 

You stopped, turning to see Siyeon, bundled in a heavy jacket as she sprinted to catch up with you and Gahyeon. 

“I’m coming with you.” Siyeon panted, catching her breath as you continued to walk with Gahyeon and now Siyeon, who accompanied you two last minute. 

It was strange. 

Your estranged girlfriend- or, Ex-girlfriend, even if you two never actually broke up, was walking beside you and Gahyeon, someone else she left in pursuit of her ‘happiness’. 

You understood it too. Wanting to be happier and safe. You understood why she left, even if it took you forever to realize it. 

But it still hurt. 

It hurt that you never got a proper ‘goodbye’, you at least deserved that, right? 

It hurt that she never asked you, whether it was asking you what you thought or the fact she didn’t ask you to come with her. 

“Agh! I really hope Yeosang abandoned the game… He’s really hard to beat.” Gahyeon whined, mainly to herself, but from the glance she spared you, you felt obligated to speak. 

“He won’t beat you.” You replied, watching as the various puddles of acidic snow began to dwindle the more you three trudged into the Maison territory. 

“How do you know?” 

“Because I know you.” You stopped, feeling the air still around you. “If he does beat you, you will get back on and spend months trying to surpass him again. And you’ll succeed every time.” 

Gahyeon looked at you, a smile beaming on her face. 

Siyeon slipped her hand into yours, taking this moment as an opportunity. Her touch felt like fire against your skin, only you didn’t have the urge to pull your hand back in a hissing pain. 

“Y/N! Was that a compliment?” Gahyeon squealed, hugging you, which in turn almost knocked you off balance. 

And off guard. 

“Woah! So sorry!” Gahyeon helped steady you as an apology for almost knocking you off your feet. 

“Something isn’t right.” You stepped forward, letting go of Siyeon’s hand. 

“What isn’t right?” Siyeon asked, speaking for the first time since she joined. You took a few more steps forward, Siyeon and Gahyeon watched carefully. 

Gahyeon readied the gun Minji had given her before meeting up in between the rendezvous points E and V. 

Siyeon wasn’t a fighter. Nor did she have a gun or weapon of any kind. 

Even back then after the second collapse, she served as a ‘negotiator’ or a ‘runner’ who would run and distract the colliding ones for the sake of giving the fighters a better advantage. 

A runner, you thought. Maybe it was her fate to run away. 

“I don’t see anything…” Gahyeon hesitantly stepped forward. Siyeon remained where she was to observe the area. 

She was good at observing things. People too. 

That’s how she changed you. How she brought your soul back to your being after it had been broken after so much pain. 

“Watch your footing.” Siyeon breathed out, noticing the expertly hidden mines under mounds of pebbles that could- And would send you into a catatonic shock if touched by bare skin. 

You nor Gahyeon could see the mines. Neither of you was trained for anything other than fighting. Yubin was the only other person that could spot a mine in an open field. 

But Siyeon could. 

“Follow me. I know a path.” Siyeon carefully walked ahead, “follow my exact steps.” 

You did as she said, not wanting to risk catatonia or being blown up sky-high. 

Gahyeon watched you before she followed. 

“Who set the mines up? Don’t you ever wonder?” Gahyeon eyed your footing as you did with Siyeon. 

“Doesn’t matter. We aren’t here to find that out.” You never intended for that to come out as coldly as it did. 

The three of you jumped over the last group of pebbles and onto a patch of dry grass. A dilapidated sign that had “Maison” painted over it hung from the stone entrance. You were sure if a gust of wind came along, it would fall. Even the stone walls. 

“They’re here!” Gahyeon raised her gun on full alert, the special ammo already loaded in the chamber. 

“Where?!” You did the same, holding your gun up. Siyeon walked under the entrance. 

“What are you doing?!” 

“They aren’t going to come out if they know you’re armed. I will distract them.” She winked back at you. 

“What?” Gahyeon glanced at you, barely having heard you. She squinted, noticing more movement.

“Should we advance yet?” She added to her previous question. You took the lead, walking into the entrance after Siyeon had stood in the middle of the area beyond the entrance. 

There you saw it, a colliding one. Its sandy brown skin flowed and reconnected with various parts of its body like kinetic sand, the soulless sage green circles that made up its eyes, and ‘arms‘ that acted as swords or sledgehammers- The appearance of it only brought back painful memories. 

Gahyeon grimaced. She found them disgusting to look at, from how you could smell the copper scent from the distance you stood, to how the kinetic sand-like skin would fall to the surface they stood on only for it to reconnect back onto its body. 

Gahyeon had a theory, that after they kill their victim, they eat them. Cannibalism, she called it. 

But this thing wasn’t human. Not even close. 

“I don’t think I can make the shot.” Gahyeon whispered. You eyed Siyeon’s movements, waiting for her cue. 

“Don’t. Not yet. Let it get closer.” You mumbled, spotting another one coming out of the shadows. 

“I don’t think we can take three of them.” Gahyeon apprehensively looked back across the field of pebbles and mines. 

“Let’s skip this point and meet up with Minji and Yubin, I don’t like this.” Gahyeon pleaded under her breath although her gun remained in the air, unwavering. 

“It’s only three. We can take them.” You stepped forward, keeping to the shadows to not mess up Siyeon’s plan. Gahyeon followed your lead. 

A colliding one puddled itself and re-materialized a yard’s length from Siyeon. She closed her fist, giving you and Gahyeon the cue. 

“Now!” 

Gahyeon shot the colliding one, an immediate ‘head’ shot that caused the entire being to puddle itself into a heap of sand, rocks, and a very lethal substance that caused similar symptoms to radiation poisoning. 

Siyeon ran from her original spot as more and more of the colliding ones were drawn out by the gunshot. You wished the inside of Maison was as dark as the shadowed areas. 

“Stick to the shadows!” You yelled, shooting any beings that lunged. Gahyeon paused her shooting to reload more of the special ammo into her chamber. 

“They know we are here! It won’t matter!” Gahyeon cocked the gun, shooting more of the colliding ones. “Let’s go back!” 

“Okay! Retreat!” You ordered, shooting your last bullet before booking it back towards the entrance. 

You would have made it too. You, Gahyeon, and wherever Siyeon disappeared to. 

But Gahyeon’s scream shattered through the sound of crumbling and sand falling, a scream that made your blood run cold. 

“Gahyeon!” Siyeon’s own despaired scream rang out from across the space of the infested Maison entrance. She was too far to do anything. 

Too unprepared as well and too surrounded to help her friend. 

“I can’t,” Gahyeon cried out, trying to free her leg from the grasp she was in. She tried- and failed to claw her way to her fallen gun that only contained one bullet. She screamed, her fingernails damaged and bleeding as well as her leg where the colliding one had its grasp on her. 

“It hurts!” Gahyeon howled in pain. You frantically reloaded your weapon but in your panic, you managed to fumble and drop the bullets on the ground, some of them breaking into bits beyond repair. 

Dumbass!, you cursed yourself. 

But there were two bullets still intact. 

And there were now five colliding ones surrounding her. 

“No!” You cried out, your gun raised and loaded, but realistically you would only be able to take two of them down. 

You still shot, and just as you thought, you did only manage to take two of them down. 

You were yanked back outside of the otherwise stone entrance to Maison by Siyeon and back through the path of the mines. 

You were angry and grief-stricken, having abandoned your teammate like that. 

No. 

She was your friend before she was your teammate. 

The walls you had up that prevented you from getting close to anyone who would inevitably hurt you did not change the fact that Gahyeon was someone you cared for. 

Someone you would’ve saved if at all possible. 

Someone you should’ve saved. 

You pulled your arm from Siyeon’s grasp, turning towards the group of the colliding ones that had taken your friend from you. 

They were advancing towards you, puddling themselves as to pass by the mines undetected. 

“You fucking cowardly pieces of shit!” You screamed which in turn hurt your throat. 

But you didn’t care. You would heal later. 

Even if Gahyeon made it out somehow, she would take years to come back from the injuries she sustained. 

“Y/N, Don’t! Let’s go!” Siyeon grasped your arm, only for you to yank yourself away. 

You threw your empty gun directly onto one of the mines, which not only exploded and sent pebbles flying everywhere, but also managed to take out two puddled colliding ones. 

“Yeah! Fuck around and you will find out!” You were crying as you screamed that. Anger boiled the blood in your veins.

 Anger. All you felt was anger but you knew later when you were alone, the grief would dawn on you more, outweighing the anger completely. 

“Y/N.” Siyeon spoke in a stern tone, her teeth clenched. “You need to calm down!” 

You didn’t listen to her. You never listened to anyone when you were this angry. You wanted blood-shed. You wanted the anger to be appeased somehow. You wanted your friend back. 

“Don’t!” Siyeon watched as you picked up a decently sized rock, which thankfully had no other side effects aside from being a rock, and you let it fly, hurdling towards another mine. 

Only this mine was closer to you than you expected.

“I love you.” 

Siyeon was the first to say those three words to you. She never told you about the hurt that came with it when you hadn’t said it back. 

It wasn’t that you didn’t love her either. You loved her more than words could describe. 

You just weren’t used to hearing those words. Sure, your family had told you they loved you, but that was before the collapse. 

Before you lost them. 

You were afraid you would lose Siyeon too once you said those words. The last words you heard before losing your family were those words. ‘I love you.’ Before you lost your best friend, 

‘I love you.’ 

But here you were, hearing your girlfriend saying “I love you.”, in a safe environment too. 

Yet it scared you way more than you ever thought possible. 

‘I can’t lose you too.’ 

You just smiled at her despite your brain becoming a whirlpool of intense fear. 

Siyeon took your hand in hers and you willed yourself to just tell her you loved her back. 

You willed yourself to tell her you were having trouble saying those words because you had long associated them with pain and loss rather than love. Actual love. 

Siyeon never told you, but she understood. Of course, she did. 

The first time you managed to feel safe enough to tell her, “I love you.” She cried. 

Then you cried because of the guilt for withholding those three simple words from her. 

They were only words, sure, but they were anything but simple. 

You remember the faint scent of her perfume, the softness of her jacket, and the wet tears meeting the skin on the crook of your neck. 

She never meant to cry, and you never meant to make her cry. 

She wasn’t sad. She wasn’t angry nor did she ever blame you. 

She was happy. She was happy that even though she knew deep down how much you loved her, you had finally said it out loud and made it known. 

“I love you but you scared the hell out of me!” Siyeon was kneeling in front of you, worriedly trying to grasp your attention. 

You blinked and moved your head to take in your new surroundings. 

Siyeon let out a sigh of relief, taking your hand into hers. 

You were sat on a chair in a narrow hallway with walls covered in chipped black paint while the floor tiles were cracked yet still safe enough to walk on. 

“Where are we?” You asked her. It was then that you noticed how dry your throat was. A familiar sting accompanied the dryness as well. 

“Near rendezvous L. Minji and Yubin had to make an emergency call to the boss when they found us,” Siyeon filled you in on every detail that you somehow couldn’t remember. 

“A pebble touched your skin. You were catatonic for ten hours! Why didn’t you stop when I asked?” 

“They were going to kill us.” You mumbled. Your shoulders felt heavy, remembering what happened to Gahyeon. 

“We could’ve outrun them.” She countered. 

Something about her disappointment in you made you feel regretful. You wanted to cry. You wanted to curl into her arms and vent about everything wrong that has happened since she left. 

You wanted to turn back the time and instead of Gahyeon, it was you who was cut off by the colliding ones. 

Gahyeon, who dedicated hours to beating a barista’s high score. 

Gahyeon, who may never beat his- Yeosang’s- high score again if he decided to retaliate. 

Minji and Yubin exited a door beside you, long-faced and exhausted. 

You wondered how they brought you back from Maison. 

How long they had waited for you to snap out of your catatonic state. 

You wondered if Siyeon told them about Gahyeon. 

“The mission is to continue with the three of us.” Minji rubbed her eyes. Yubin didn’t speak a word. She looked to have already said her piece. 

You furrowed your eyebrows, looking up at Siyeon, who had stood up. 

“I’m… Not going with you guys…” She scratched the back of her neck, maintaining your gaze. 

Siyeon bent down to plant a kiss on your forehead. 

“I love you,” she smiled a gloomy smile. “I always have.” 

I still love you. 

But you didn’t have the energy to speak those words out loud. 

I don’t blame you for leaving. 

I miss you too. 

I need you. 

Please don’t leave. 

More unspoken words clouded your mind. 

I love you more than you’ll ever know. 

You began to cry in the chair you were sitting on. No one said anything. 

Siyeon, however, wrapped her arms around you as comfort. 

Please don’t leave. 

Then you screamed louder than you have before.

There were exactly five hours left before the third collapse would commence. 

You, Minji, Yubin, all three of you were as ready as you could be. Those materializations of the kinetic sand-like bodies and their sage green soulless eyes. The copper scent was enough to nauseate you from the distance you stood. 

You were given a newer gun with a much faster reload rate as you had blown up your old gun. 

You wondered if Siyeon told them what happened or if you meant it as an accident. 

The wind picked up at a higher speed the further the three of you trudged into their territory. 

The colliding ones were hostile, but you three had guns. Armed. 

They weren’t going to mess with you yet. Not until you shot first. 

You wondered if Minji or Yubin saw you as a ticking time bomb. If they worried you would do something stupid that would jeopardize the entire mission and inevitably the world. 

Like dropping all of the damn ammo when it was most crucial. 

“High alert. We’re in the center.” Minji’s voice came in clearly through the earpiece you had collectively put on. 

“Copy.” Yubin had one hand on her ear, turning down the volume, realizing how loud she had it set to. 

You watched the puddles of sand, rock,- and possibly just radiation- moving around the three of you. They never came any closer than three feet and even made way for you the further the three of you walked. 

Only a few of the colliding ones had actual ‘bodies’. Those were the ones that stood further back. 

“Did you get anything from rendezvous V?” Minji’s voice came through your earpiece again. 

“Trauma.” 

“Y/N, I swear to-“ 

“No. We didn’t get past the main entrance area.” You heard Minji’s quiet sigh as she nodded in acceptance. 

“We will make it work. Yubin, you’re up.” 

“On it.” Yubin took the lead, You and Minji covered her to make sure none of those things got close to her. 

You wouldn’t let it happen again. 

You swore. 

Yubin placed the D.C. device on the ground where the dead center of the area was. Even though the wind, sand, rocks, and whatever the colliding ones had mixed inside of them- radiation?- obstructed your view, Minji had been diligently keeping track of the GPS that marked the spot. 

Yubin connected the wires and armed the device that would send a shock wave throughout the third collapse point and, theoretically rip the colliding ones apart beyond repair. 

“All set.” 

Yubin jogged back over to you. And for a second, you thought you saw Siyeon. You gasped, pointing your gun towards the colliding being nearest her. 

“Siyeon! Run!” You screamed, firing a bullet at the colliding one that hadn’t done anything. 

Yet. 

“Y/N! No!” Minji yelled. Yubin raised her gun swiftly and began to shoot with Minji to fend off the colliding ones that had been set off by your mistake. 

You began to shoot as well and realized that Siyeon wasn’t there after all. 

Shit. 

You mentally cursed yourself with each bullet firing off. 

Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit. 

You felt a tug on your arm, pulling you in the direction Yubin and Minji were going. 

They were retreating. 

Yubin armed the D.C. device but you knew you were surrounded for at least a mile. 

You all knew. 

The shock wave would obliterate your entire team as well if none of you make it past a certain point. 

“Cover me!” Minji yelled, needing to reload. You and Yubin did as she said, fending any of the beings off that tried to come near her. 

You were making it out of there. All three of you. 

And you were going to find Siyeon and tell her everything you never could bring yourself to say. 

You would make it up to Gahyeon, somehow. 

“Y/N! Yubin! Run! Just run!” Minji grit her teeth, struggling to aim in every direction at once. 

You and Yubin, and soon Minji, began to run, sprinting back towards what was called ‘the point of no return’. 

“In the hatch! Go!” Minji ushered. You and Yubin took turns climbing down the hatch that you had originally entered. 

It was dark, which meant it was safe. 

Minji slammed the hatch shut and locked it just as quickly. 

Yubin turned on the lights, illuminating the tunnel that led you there once she knew it was safe enough. 

It was then you were able to see Minji’s face, her eyes boring a hole into your own, and her teeth were clenched to top it all off. 

“What was that?! We had a plan! Why did you shoot?!” She raised her voice at you and for a moment, you noticed her fists clenching into a ball. 

“I thought I saw Siyeon! She came back so I thought she showed up anyway even though she said she wasn’t-“ 

“What are you talking about?” Minji unclenched her fist, though her tone and facial expression hadn’t changed. She was still glaring at you, her face flushed with a shade of red, and a vein sticking out very faintly on the side of her forehead. 

“Siyeon told us she wasn’t coming with us this time. She told us when I had barely come back from catatonia?” You glanced from Minji to Yubin. Only then did Minji soften her expression. 

“No, she wasn’t. Yubin and I were both there with you- Alone.” 

“Huh? But Yubin saw her! Remember? At the subway station? Siyeon was there!” You looked at Yubin, confusion throbbing in your head. 

“And she was with me and Gahyeon at Maison!” You desperately added. Yubin shook her head. 

“What are you talking about?” Yubin took a step back, staring at you as if you were a ghost. 

“You guys are just messing with me! You literally spoke to her! And she spoke to you!” You were on the verge of panicking. The frustration built its way up and threatened to explode from within you. 

“Oh, Y/N…” Minji’s mouth dropped into a frown. You felt uneasiness in the pit of your stomach. 

“Siyeon died during the second collapse.”

The day your world stopped was a day you distantly remember. Not because it wasn’t worth remembering, but because it was too painful to remember. 

You remember how it felt fighting alongside Siyeon, a little after the second collapse. The fear, adrenaline, even a little excitement as you were finally able to save her and protect her as she had with you. 

Siyeon wasn’t a fighter but she sure did try. She stuck with you, the ‘strong’ one in the relationship. 

You never felt strong, though. Any strength you showed, all originated from Siyeon. 

Siyeon knew a lot of things. 

But she did not know how strong she was. 

You would’ve succeeded in protecting her if you had faster reflexes. 

She wasn’t supposed to have been in the crossfire. She was supposed to distract, run, hide, and repeat. 

Distract. 

Run. 

Hide. 

Repeat. 

But you were both cornered and separated from your team. Only momentarily, but it was enough time for the worst to happen. 

You fended the colliding ones off from the two of you but that didn’t stop one from picking up a rebar and lodging it in yours and Siyeons direction. 

You wished you could say you both dodged it in time. Not just you. 

You wished you had jumped in front of her and protected her somehow. 

You wished you had never met her. 

No. 

You wished you had met her in a better world. 

“Siyeon, come on, stay with me! You’ll be fine!” You helped her onto a subway platform and hurried into a room that seemed out of place with the structure of the subway station. 

Still, you had tried to get Siyeon through the door opposite of the way you two came in from. Siyeon tried her best, but she had already succumbed to the exhaustion and lightheadedness she felt. 

She couldn’t do it. 

“How many people survive wounds like this?” Siyeon struggled to get that sentence out, yet she still got it out flawlessly. 

“Looks like you’ll be the first.” 

You were dead serious too. A little in denial. 

Or, fully in denial, but you believed it at the time. You weren’t losing her. 

Siyeon saw the humor in that, even in pain, she managed to smile. 

“I love you. You know that.” 

You did but you weren’t letting her give up on herself. 

“Sit with me.” Her voice was weaker than before. 

“No. You need to get up. We are going to get to a hospital and you will get proper medical attention and… And… I’m not losing you!” 

You didn’t care that your voice cracked or that the lump in your throat hurt from trying to suppress your emotions. 

“Sit.” Siyeon repeated, weakly tugging on your hand. 

You gave in. Of course you did. She had that effect on you. 

“I’m not going to make it. I know you know this.” Siyeon tried her best to stay awake. She really did, and every second she spent trying to keep herself awake, the more she felt exhausted. 

“I love you. Always have.” 

You wrapped your arms around her, kissing her cheek while she was still awake to feel it. You began to sob, feeling her fall limp. 

“Please don’t leave.” 

No response. 

“Please… Please don’t leave.” 

You screamed, begging whatever higher power was listening to bring her back, make her okay, to somehow teleport her to a hospital. 

“Y/N?” 

In your despair from remembering a painful memory, you realized where you were. But you didn’t know what happened. 

You were back at the apartment you shared with Siyeon, sitting on the edge of the bed and staring out of the window. 

“What are you thinking about?” It was Siyeon. She walked around and sat in the empty spot beside you. “Better view than the room you shared with Minji, Yubin, and Gahyeon, right?” 

You looked at her with tear-stained cheeks and more flooding down your face the more you looked at her. She was alive and healthy and it felt so real. 

“It… Is better.” You muttered, the lump in your throat ached worse than it had moments before. “But it hurts.” 

“You know I would never hurt you. Not intentionally.” Siyeon put her hand on your thigh with reassurance. 

“You have hurt me.” 

You wiped your eyes, standing up. 

“You fucking died!” 

Siyeon was taken aback. You knew she wasn’t really there. You knew it wasn’t her talking. Anything she said to you at that moment were words she’s spoken before. 

Words you remembered her saying and words you knew she was saying to try and make you feel better. 

She knew you. But you also knew her. 

And it hurt. 

You dug your fingertips into your scalp trying to appease the frustration you felt. 

“Please calm down.” Siyeon sat where she had been, unflinching, but the concern in her voice said otherwise. 

“No, Siyeon! You can’t just fix me and then leave me to fall apart again!” You were hyperventilating, the pain growing inside of you. Every feeling bottled inside had exploded within you. 

It was unbearable. 

“I told you, I never left. I was always here with you.” Siyeon moved from the spot on the bed and kneeled beside you, engulfing you in her arms. 

As comforting as it was, it only hurt more because you knew she wasn’t actually there. Not physically. 

“Why did you leave without me?” 

No answer. She would never answer a question like that. Not with what it implied. 

She would have wanted you to be happy, and outlive the colliding ones. 

But you were you. 

What other people wanted isn’t what you wanted. Not without her. 

“I still love you.” You forced out, thinking it would be the last time you ever would see her. 

Even if you knew her response, she would never know. You always had trouble sharing your true feelings. And when you did, it wasn’t often and it was only to Siyeon. No one else got nearly as close to you as she did. 

But it didn’t make anything you said any less true. 

Siyeon kissed your forehead. Not because she chose to, but because it’s what you remember her doing previous times you had broken down. 

“I’m here. I will always be here.” 

And she would hold you until you felt okay again. 

“I miss you.” You babbled. 

“I need you.” 

Siyeon didn’t say anything. You wondered if it would hurt more or less if she did. 

It was easier pretending she had left without a second word. You convinced yourself she just left for her hometown and didn’t tell anyone where. 

Even though you were there to witness her last breath, you were in denial. It was easier. 

“I don’t blame you for leaving.” 

Maybe you did blame her deep down for leaving you the way she did. 

Maybe she blamed you too. 

It wasn’t your choice and it wasn’t hers either. It was just the way you two were brought together and pulled apart. 

You felt freezing and heard the rapid fire of gunshots around you. Instead of your old apartment, you were in the center of the town you, ever so reluctantly, referred to as home. 

Siyeon was no longer with you. 

“Y/N!” Yubin sprinted towards you at full speed and pushed you behind cover as one of the colliding ones had detached its ‘arm’ and flung it at you before it reattached to its body like a boomerang. 

You felt the fire radiating heat from the buildings around you. You wondered how the pouring rain hadn’t set them out yet. 

Maybe in a minute, the fires would dissipate. 

Maybe nothing was real. 

The device. 

You almost forgot about how Yubin had planted the D.C. device. 

She must’ve set it off while you were shut off from reality. 

“If you die, Minji will kill you!” Yubin helped you stand before raising her gun once again, “and trust me when I say I’m not joking!” 

Yubin jogged away, shooting at any of the colliding ones that stood in her way. You looked around, realizing how many of the colliding ones there were that were left after the shockwave blast who were most likely retaliating. 

You knew you at least had to pull yourself together. If not for Minji or Yubin, then Siyeon. 

“Give them a reason to fear you.” 

You checked the chamber of your gun, making sure you had a full round, then you began to fire.

“Welcome to Aurora! What can I do for you?” 

You squinted at the name tag safety pinned to the barista’s shirt. 

Yeosang. 

“Yeosang?” You read out loud. 

Yeosang slowly nodded in response. “Do I know you?” 

You shook your head, stepping closer to the table he had begun cleaning before you had walked in. 

“You do know a friend of mine.” 

“Enlighten me.” He set down the rag, his eyebrows furrowed when you handed him your phone that had the leaderboards of the game he and Gahyeon competed against each other in, opened up on the screen. 

“Oh. Odd eye! I haven’t played that in months.” He reminisced. “Gahyeon is your friend? I actually didn’t know her. I see she did beat my score though. Didn’t think I’d ever see the day.” 

“What?” 

“I’m not saying she was bad at the game, just didn’t think anyone else played much… Or that she played often.” Yeosang shrugged, handing the phone back to you before finishing wiping down the table he stood in front of. 

“Do you still play?” You asked, pocketing your phone. Yeosang let out a small chuckle, “off and on. I’ll probably revisit it later, now that you mention it. Tell Gahyeon congratulations though.” 

“Yeosang.” 

He looked at you again, not yet used to being referred to by his actual name while working. 

“Gahyeon… Gahyeon passed away.” 

Yeosang froze as he wasn’t sure what to say. Especially not about someone he had only known through the leaderboards of the ‘Odd eye’ game. 

“Oh… I’m so sorry.” 

You stepped closer to where he had moved to. It was just the two of you in the cafe. 

“If you decide to play again,” you paused, feeling a lump in your throat forming. “Please, don’t beat her score. It was the last thing she was proud of.” 

Yeosang immediately gave you a thumbs up without a second thought, “Whatever your name is, you have my word.” 

“Thank you.” 

You left the cafe, the bell dinging as the door shut behind you. Whether he would keep his word or not, you trusted he would. 

You walked through the streets as many construction workers and volunteers worked to rebuild the city after you, Minji, Yubin, and any volunteers from the militia had successfully- although very destructively, prevented the third collapse. 

You took out the folded map from your back pocket and unfolded it to route the direction you needed to take out of the city and to the town Siyeon had once talked about. 

Whether it was a town worth it or not, Siyeon used to live there before you two had met. 

You read over the sticky note stuck to the map beside the circled location of the town you were headed for. 

‘Bring back a souvenir - Yubin and Minji.’

It’s been years since the prevention of the third collapse. Years since you’ve heard from Yubin and Minji. 

Not that they never tried reaching you, just that they were busy with other things. 

You learned to come to terms with losing Siyeon, though you still have your moments. 

Even years later, you never found love in someone else. Nor did you look for it. 

As far as you were concerned, Siyeon was the only person you have and would ever love. 

You walked out to your garden to upkeep your plants. It’s the only hobby you picked up as a coping mechanism that somewhat helped you. 

You still bottled your feelings inside, not having anyone to talk to about them. Not like you could with Siyeon. 

You watered your plants evenly and got carried away, lost in your own world. You almost didn’t notice the three shadows cast over you and your plants. 

Curious, you turned around as you hadn’t had a visitor in a long time. 

“Do you have our souvenirs?” Yubin grinned. She was the first to hug you. 

Then Minji, who held onto you tighter than Yubin but for a shorter amount of time. 

Minji glanced back behind her, “oh yeah. Look who came back.” 

You widened your eyes, dropping the watering can which in turn caused the water to spill out. 

Gahyeon stood behind Yubin and Minji. She looked a little older, as it had been years, but she was there. 

Alive, but you noticed how she limped when she walked closer to you, sending a wave of guilt through you. 

At least she was alive. 

She beamed at you as if nothing had happened all of those years ago, throwing her arms around you. 

“Missed me?”

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