#i am really proud of this though <3<3

[ind1c0lite]

t-minus 1 hour 30 minutes until space part 2!! enjoy this ma s s i v e thing I worked on yesterday <33

#markiplier #in space with markiplier #iswm #iswm y/n #iswm mark #iswm celci #iswm gunther #iswm burt #iswm bandit #iswm wug #iswm Lady #indys art #dear god thats a lot of tags GFJKHLJ; #also you can kinda tell which characters ive drawn before and which ones i havent GFKJHLJ;K #THIS TOOK SO LONG TO M A K E #basically I worked on this from like #1pm to 3 am yesterday GHFGJKHLJ;K #im really proud of it though I think it came out really cool!

[goldiipond]

HAPPY 7TH ANNIVERSARY TPN!!!!!!

i thought it would be fun to celebrate by redrawing the first full tpn piece i ever made! this series means so so much to me and im so grateful for it <3

original from february 2022 under the cut!

#skye's doodles #YAYAYAAAAAAAAA i finished this at like. almost exactly midnight last night <3 skye master of deadlines #i am so so happy w this looking at these pieces side by side just fills me w this sense of accomplishment. im proud of where my art is now #especially happy w the improvement in my colors n anatomy... n also using more funky shapes w my character designs #speaking of designs im really really happy w my designs for these guys especially emma and ray. skye faves get the latino beam <3 #the vida was still hell i vividly remember procrastinating on those bastard flowers for a week w the old one. very happy w them though <3 #anyway. im soo grateful for this community ive made some really great friends here. i love yoy #and lastly im thanking ray <3 i genuinely cannot put into words how much he has meant to me over this fixation. he is everything to me <3 #the promised neverland #tpn #yakusoku no neverland #tpn emma #tpn norman #tpn ray #tpn don #tpn gilda #tpn phil #tpn conny

[six-of-snakes]

somtimes a boy's just gotta recognize the girl he used to be and acknowledge what she did for him and then move on to keep living his life knowing she's watching proud of what he's done

#i really feel like i am a boy who used to be a girl #and I don't really acknowledge that because it can be really triggering for my dysphoria #but that girl learned about being queer #she has childish crushes on girls and callrd herself a lesbian and learned about the existence of trans people #she did most of the work to get me where i am #and sometimes i feel like she was someone else entirely #and it's a little weird to feel like the boy i am now was never an innocent kid #but that was the girl. she let me become who i am and stepped aside #but i think she'd be proud of what I've done #how far I've come #so i just wanted to appreciate her for a minute #good job younger me. you got me here. i appreciate all the work you did <3 #transmasc #ftm #personal #oliver talks about himself again #transgender #please be kind I'm just thinking about my own personal experiences with gender #feel free to reblog though #queer #lgbtqia

[cj-kenobi]

🌘...And I shine only with the light you gave me ☀️

(click for better quality)

#hhhhhhhhhello this is probably one of the longest amounts of time i have ever spent on a digital piece #i really love it though !! #very proud and happy with how it turned out #i am really loving the lighting tools in csp im so glad i got it haha #all this spawned entirely from me listening to the moon will sing far too many times in a 9 hour lab practical #i am so firmly and terrifyingly rocketing back toward my werewolf phase from when i was 14 but im doing it way cooler this time #the moon will sing #the crane wives #the crane wives fanart #the crane wives art #werewolves #werewolf art #wolf #sun and moon fanart #my art <3 #cals art #please reblog this or i will cry i love it so much i want everyone ever to see it im so happy #please reblog

[sonic-adventure-3]

brothers :]

#my art #tails #sonic #sth #miles tails prower #sonic the hedgehog #man i’ve been working on this for like a week i’m not completely satisfied w it but like hell i’m working it any more!! #god i have 22 tracked hours on this. granted i def spent at least 7 of those with it open not doing anything #and i’m incredibly slow at drawing in general but especially since i don’t really have any experience drawing stuff like this #but still. i don’t want to draw it any more <3 #i still can’t believe i finished this i usually draw shit in one 2-8 hour session then move on forever #drawing tails’ tails and chest fur was incredibly fun and soothing #fur is very fun to render #sonic is so hard to draw and i did not do myself any favours by putting him on a vivid blue background #whatever it’s done and i’m free to play as much salmon run or shth as i’d like!! #i am quite proud of this though

[fuckingguide]

Well, that should teach a man to mess with me, he was never seen again and I’m still wandering the beach | Edward “The Kraken” Teach + The Lighthouse by Halsey

#our flag means death #ofmd #edward teach #blackbonnet #this was initially just an exercise in timing bc i love the beat of this song and thought it fit ed's character in ep 10 a lot #but then i heard halsey sing 'a little piece of him is in a little piece of me' and i screamed THE CRAVAT and. well. here we are #timing was still my number 1 focus though. i tried really hard to match as many things to the beat as i could #that kraken transformation montage... sorry to sound obsessed with my own work but damn am i proud of that bit #anyway enjoy! those waves sure did come crashing down in the end huh? #with thanks to ofmd for having so many shots of stede holding the only light source in an otherwise dark scene <3 doing the lord's work #video.mp4 #edits.mp4

[coquelicoq]

after spending the last week very stressed out and losing sleep over how much i regretted giving my number to a stranger, and after talking to several friends who all gave me the same very wise advice ("decide first what YOU want out of this and make decisions based on that" sounds obvious now but honestly blew my mind), i saw food truck man again today and he asked me if i have a boyfriend, told me he's all alone, hugged me twice, and tried to kiss me. i texted him after to be like just to be clear, i don't want a boyfriend, but i hope you find somebody! and he texted me back: i don't need a girlfriend. i'm married.

#AHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA #i was actually so upset after he tried to kiss me. technically he did kiss me but not on the mouth because i would not turn my head lol #but i was like you know what i am an adult and i am going to be soooo mature right now. watch how mature i can be #and sent him this text #and then got that response and honestly now i feel a lot better about everything?? for some reason #i am not really understanding all of my reactions to this situation i need some time to process #but ultimately i have learned some new things about myself (or i probably will once i have processed lol) #and i'm actually quite proud of that text because i could have psyched myself out too much to send it #which i think would have just made me continue to be stressed about this #but i didn't!! i wrote it and i sent it and i didn't overthink it. yay me #sorry 2 everyone who wanted me to have a sexy time but it turns out i did not want to have a sexy time! #and i decided to take some advice that i should only do things i want to do <3 thank you to all my wise friends #it is a work in progress because he asked if he could hug me and i didn't really want to do that but i said okay #baby steps! working on it! #i feel insane though because i usually have a much easier time saying no than most people i know #so i don't know what's happening. it's because i gave him my number. i felt like by doing that i had consented to other things #but i hadn't. and even if i had i can withdraw consent at any time. yes. i do know this

[littlegalerion]

Actually managed to snag Baldur's Gate 3 today.

Take a wild guess as to who I'm romancing-

New watermark as well, because it's long over do with my new user name on other platforms.

#bg3 spoilers #baldurs gate 3 spoilers #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #the emperor #not entirely happy with the art piece I rushed too much #but I was so frustrated after trying to do a decent job with the armor #i really love the new watermark though I am proud of that #mind flayers' tentacles intertwining is both really creepy and very sweet at the same time #be the empress to the emperor YES I SHALL #probably gonna attempt a creative liberty mind flayer design #because my main is gonna be a dragon born #come on a draconic mind flayer I WANNA SEE THAT

[karaokebearwithal]

(volume warning maybe?)

The start of the vid is pretty grating!

It's based on this Headcanuary Fic by @optiwashere featuring The newly weds Asheera (Opti's Tav) and Shadowheart with this Tiktok audio . She's white girl wasted serenading her wife.

To be quite honest I made this the same day I downloaded the software (today) and I have never edited before in my life. It is so hard....

It'll be a lil' treat to start of Femslash Feb on a bang like them early 2000s youtube MVs.

It's like their wedding video!

#bg3 #bg3 tav #bg3 oc #Not my tav #Gotta be honest gang this one was a dozy i almost downloaded a virus #and no one NO ONE told me editing was gonna be this hard because I didn't want a water mark!!! #Granted I looked at no tutorials and just did it by brute force and it shows. The text alone is shambolic #I am Very VERY proud of it though like for a first try I ate that up #The things I do for luv~ #This is one of them there learning moments the girls keep talking about #Like the actual animating part isnt hard its the godamn software #I have 3 more animations that i might just make into gifs #Yes they are all of either Asheera or Asheera with her wife kissing i LOVE them #one of them is based off the Blades in the Night fic where Asheera is yelling “YEILD” #Did my first lipsync to that one! It's really good!! #But thats for next week probably...

[astro-inthestars]

Welp I've gotten myself busy because of a sudden burst of inspiration to draw the responses to this post .....and thus I've drawn myself three new fursonas. (5 if you count the quadrupedal versions-)

Anyways! Here's the first input!

@just-jammin @the-real-aurora-borealis in that order <3 they assigned me ferret!! Plus points for galaxy ferret, or starry stoat!

Next up:

@twipsai this one's Twippy's and I adore it <3 btw <3 Arctic Fox!!

And last one!

This one's from @thefunnyalice !! First time being assigned a bird, and honestly I love that!! Perfect bird drawing practice <3

(...except his ass did not draw the normal bird version because it was too hard but shHH.)

#astroarts #yeah yeah i ended up doing this (vERY IMPULSIVELY) instead of my art requests. so what #when i heard the things yall were assigning me i was just like 👀!!!!! oK BUT LIKE? #these all SLAY? #im like ridiculously proud of each of these.... #i always knew i was never really good at... like ACTUAL furry art- #like full fursonas and stuff i was bad at drawing those... though i am most definitely a bonafide furry (which i was upset about) #(furry cannot draw fursona?? cring /j) #no but seriously though i. actually did really well with these. obviously some of it is wonky but like!!! #for someone who has a ROUGH TIME with drawing animals I did ridiculously well? #usually i'd only be able to put animal attributes on a human bUT HEY #WAIT I SHOULD TELL ROWAN!! THEY'D BE SO PROUD OF ME ITS BEEN SO LONG OHH MY FURRY AUNCLE!! YEAH #anyway BACK ON YOUR REGULARLY SCHEDULED PRIDE ART <3 ooPS SPOILERS

[catastrxblues]

hi so i just finished bridge to terabithia and now i’m unwell and my eyes are red because i’ve been crying before i’d even reached 20 minutes of it for i actually knew what was going to happen and by the time i reached an hour something something i just straight up sobbing screaming into my pillow. and now it’s 12 am and i’m still thinking about them. because god, look at them, how they were, the little world they lived in, wouldn’t you just love that, to run away, to escape, to grasp that childhood naivety and innocence that you lost a long time ago, to feel the sun in your skin and the air in your lungs and to paint fantasies and laugh and play and run hidden away from the world and find an old run down tree house and decided to make it your own little shelter and pin up canvases on the worn wood and paint and let your creativity goes wild and have someone understand you and gets you and do it with you, and wouldn’t you just love to have something so constant, so sincere, so genuine, so pure, so real, that there wasn’t anything else. if i knew i was going to cry this much, if i knew how much space this movie would make in my life, i wouldn’t have started this movie tonight. i would have been in peace on the floor of my room, not realizing how badly i actually want something like this even though i would never unironically admit this to anyone in my life or even myself when i’m outside of the familiar place of my mind, for that matters

#bridge to terabithia #how am i supposed to recover #i wasn’t planning to write a paragraph about it but yeah i kinda love this movie i guess #i needed a good cry and the universe didn’t stop me from choosing this movie i don’t know if that’s nice or simply mean #i was going to watch la la land after this but that’s not gonna happen now #i’m not reading back what i wrote otherwise i would just delete it because i’d think this movie deserves better more coherent thoughts #and i’d say that i’d just rewrite it tomorrow but then i wouldn’t #because nothing would ever beat the “everything i create has to be great or nothing” in me #and i never am proud of what i made unless it’s supposedly only for my viewing #so i actually don’t know if what i just wrote make sense but yeah #my eyes feel so weird right now #also the ending was definitely up to interpretations!! (spoiler alert* just in case) #i myself personally like to believe he dreamed up the last 30 minutes of it and didn’t even go to the museum #and so he’ll just wake up definitely shocked but then still find leslie in her house who was just about to meet him so they could go!! #and because the rope was cut off by the lightning from last night they decide to build the bridge so everyone could cross safe and sound!! #i like my ending better they really should change it #but no all and all the end was really beautiful #even though it took me maybe even an hour to get through it because i keep sobbing and have to repeat over and over to hear what they said #yeah okay anyways sorry for the rant<3 #i’m not sure what this is #but glad i could get it off my chest #let’s see how to tag how to tag #movies #just #childhood #whatever <3 #nadirants

[moving-to-dreamwinged]

my dad came in and saw me on the couch (for the first time all day and i had literally just sat down for less than a minute when he came in) w heating pad and immediately goes "you have two options" (different chores to do) (as if i was like 10 years old and getting punished for something that i didnt even know i did wrong). what about secret third option where you treat me like an adult or i don't come home for winter next year. Lol

#.mei chats #soryr really my family is. great i need to stpo complain #i just wish theyd realize that im not incompetent #i do a really good job taking care of myself for the entire 10 months out of the year that i dont live with them #and im proud of the independence ive developed bc i worked really hard to feel ANY sort of positive feelings about myself #but they just dont recognize it at all when i come back #trying to tell me how to microwave my food and reminding me of paperwork i have to do #Thanks i literally managed the entire program tasks myself for the last 6~months but yeah you better remind me about the medical forms #or else ill totally forget and mess up the whole thing :'333 bc im just so stupid!! thakn you soooo much for taking care of me!! #<- not like ive been hypervigilant and anxious about making sure i do every little thing with it perfect #in fact there was actually an issue w one of my forms bc they made me submit it even though i didn't think it was filled out properly. #they were like “itll be fine youre overthinking” guess who got an email 3 days later saying the form was completely invalid. #god just bottom line why cantthey trust me when i say im on top of it. fucking trust me this program is my entire life right now #i am putting literally eveyr ounce of effort i've got into not ruining it. they just dont see the improvements and growth ive made at all #so frustrating bc ive worked so hard to pinpoint and fix that specifically but what can ya do #god this got long. sawry #.not f/o related

[peridots-pixiwolf]

[Start ID. A doodle of V1 and the Flesh Prison from ULTRAKILL. V1 is shooting volleys of nails in the general direction of the Flesh Prison, whilst very harriedly running around and attempting to dodge its numerous attacks. Next to it is a thought bubble reading "I AM IN HELL". The Flesh Prison's healthbar is displayed at the top, and the text "You are here" by the very right end of it displays the futility of V1's efforts to deal any lasting damage. End ID]

aka "i thought this was the kind of boss fight where you're supposed to stay alive and wait for something to help you" aka "guess who p-ranked eight levels in one day and is suffering the consequences" aka "help."

#'pun' aside (GET ON THE LAMP). what is this #very proud of the p-ranking especially considering some of them were by accident #but i'm going back to herbmessiahs video right after this. how much health does this thing HAVE #technically i'm usually able to get it down to like. 2/3 but then it just HEALS AND CONTINUES ENTIRELY UNFAZED #LIKE. THE WHOLE THING. BACK TO 100%. i consistently have really good style somehow though so that's pretty cool #done with the flesh prison rambling but i don't think i have any other uk thoughts tonight (besides getting into 5-S on accident :]) #peridots-art #peridots-nonsense #v1 ultrakill #flesh prison ultrakill #ultrakill #gun #am i supposed to finish it off before it heals??????? whoops anyway bye #UPDATE AS OF 2AM GMT (ONE HOUR LATER): CURRENTLY FIGHTING MINOS WISH ME LUCK 👍👍👍👍👍👍

[gothamcityneedsme]

ok. so. a bit of admitting a shame here. my first playthrough of lies of p i DID cheat on second phase of final boss. i had his first phase down and his second phase i was barely lasting at all. i spent idk. an hour or so trying and was getting sick of it esp because you can't use a spectre on that boss. i was SO good at first phase but it still was a pain to get through first phase to get walloped in second phase. i have wemod on my computer so i just cracked that babey open because i wanted to. finish the game. i AM hoping that i'll be able to fight him properly in new game plus here (and I will be a little more patient as i wont be like 'i MUST finish this game' especially because i am getting the same ending i got the first time rn). anyways.

my thing with these boss-focused games is like. i do love challenge and its fun but i do not enjoy spending hours on a boss. this is ironic (and i am making this post for this reason): in other games i do this without hesitation.

i nightmare raid in swtor. we spent like 9 months irl as a team working on taking down revan, and every week i get into swtor for 2-4 hours to slam my head against bosses i've been fighting for years with my team. that is like. endless patience.

also. in megaten games i am ALSO much more chill with boss attempts taking hours. my first playthrough of strange journey, i didn't know what shekinah's mechanics would be (obviously) so i was not prepared and thus EACH ATTEMPT i would survive about 12 hours worth of turns before I'd die (or kill her). i legitimately. over several weeks. did multiple 7-12 hour attempts on the final boss before i finally got her down (pausing often of course but i timed myself for a few of those attempts just so i had an idea when i realized how long it was taking me). ofc my second playthrough i was way more prepared so the fight took, idk, an hour or whatever. but i had the tenacity to keep pushing rather than change my party setup that first run. i was OBSTINATE.

and like. swtor isn't turn based and strange journey is, so like, you can pause during the fight and whatever. but THEN i remember when i played raidou 2 i ALSO had an issue with the final boss b/c i refused to play that game correctly, so i wasn't using demons as attackers. i put everything into raidou and my demons were healing tanks to me. i got so good at dodge rolling and such. and the final boss is like, you are supposed to use your demons offensively and hit weaknesses to keep your magitite up, etc. i did do a little bit of that, but i spent like 2 hours rolling around on the ground in my successful attempt (and if memory servers, the final boss of raidou 2 only took me like. a handful of times to beat. i may have even beat it on my first go? i probably needed like 2-3 though, but it wasn't long. my successful attempt took longer than anything else and i did all of that in an evening).

anyways. idk. i am rambling. i just think it's interesting that in games like lies of p and furi, these like more boss-focused hack-and-slash-with-parries style gameplay im like. nah.

#shitpost #and its not like i dont enjoy the game or like. don't enjoy mastering it to at least some degree #lies of p i am VERY proud that i got through the whole game relatively quickly #on new game plus so far the swamp monster took me a few tries (i should've changed my weapon tbh) #but otherwise its been like a handful of attempts per boss #i still have 3 bosses left but like i got that far without much issue which is nice #but like. when it comes to really really getting into the dirt of it my interest is. limited i guess? #and i say all this even though new game plus swamp monster took me like. idk. 3 hours? combined over 2 days b/c i did ragequit lol #she gave me NO issues on my first run and somehow is like pouncing the fuck outta me this time. but i got her lol

[always-andromeda]

One positive thing I will say. Despite the fact that I have had a lot of breakdowns lately, I am getting a lot better at grounding myself!!

#˚ʚ meda rants ɞ˚ #i have been #very emotional on here as of late #and i would like to clarify that though i am a little baby #i am not like this all the time i promise #but truly #it is getting a lot easier to properly talk myself down from very big feelings #which is a very massive thing for me #because i was really only ever taught to just supress things and pretend nothing was affecting me #so idk #i feel kind of proud of myself that i’m becoming more able to properly feel my feelings and then self regulate #we’ll be alright friends :) #time to turn on some gilmore girls and then conk out for the night <3

[stonerzelda]

first day of work was backbreaking but doable 👍 desperately trying to kill this coffee on an empty stomach so i dont die before nighttime even tho outside thinks it may as damn well be 9pm already

#using my precious free time to rotate keisser in my head. uwu. affectionate. #im so proud of him dont fcking ask me whatbhe looks like though besides a lankier redheaded version of 1987 kiefer lawl #trying to figure out his tattoo situation also #ik hes got a thorn crown around his forehead and a couple tree branches at his temple and cheekbones #i feel like in 100 years hed have said fuck it and decorated his entire body w them but like #i want them to be significant enough to his original time period #but also somewhat unhinged in a way only a man doomed to walk the earth forever would have lol #like he probably has his sins carved into him farcry 5 style #but also likeeee i suck with tattoo design ngl. i am ass #i just really really really like him. <3. my son slash imagination boyfriend