#i am useless

[shuaaflower]

I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.

#tw depressing thoughts #alone with my thoughts #depressing shit #feeling alone #sad thoughts #mentally exhausted #mentally tired #sadnees #overthinking #self h@te #i dont want to be here #self h@rm #i hate everything #overthinker #tw selfhate #i am useless #im not feeling good

[heretherebedork]

Everyone else is here

But I'm still here

Just a boys having breakdowns over or with their brothers kinda week, you know?

#la pluie #step by step #thai bl #thai bl gif #thai drama #bl series #thai series #thaibl #asianlgbtqdramas #asian lgbtq dramas #thai bl series #bl drama #thai bl drama #i am useless #but also oh man a good crying week

[eldritchsmokeshow]

I hate when beautiful women call me cute (a lie) i have never been more delirious in my life (except when I have been called cute by another beautiful woman) and I couldn't even thank her, I couldn't even open my mouth. I just stuttered A LAME ASS RESPONSE and SHE LAUGHED AT ME AND CALLED ME CUTE AGAIN

(all woman are beautiful)

(this post was made by a woman lover)

#lgbtqa #wlw #women #i am useless #women??? bro its over #it's so over

[hatred-rage-and-repression]

I don't deserve anything but misery 💖🥳

#i am worthless #i hate myself #i am useless #self hate #self hatred #self loathing #paranoid #i am stupid #i am an idiot #depression #cptsd #depressive #trauma #depressed #anxiety #anxious #schizoid #autism #autistic #mentally ill #personal

[icantstopsexualizemyself]

My sister just told me after my suicide attempt that I'm the most terrible person

I literally wanna kms

#tw depressing thoughts #i wanna d1e #i wanna kms #suicudal #self h@rm #shtumblr #i hate my existence #i hate my mind #i hate myself #i wish i was dead #i am useless #i am unworthy #i am alone #i am suffering #i am so tired

[moni-logues]

Top 5 SKZ gifs

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I'm having such a hard time answering this

NOT because there are so many and I'm getting distracted (though also yes)

BUT BECAUSE THEY WON'T POST PROPERLY IN THIs ANsWER!!!!!!!!!!!11aigvkjlaebgvGFVR I hate this stupid website slash app

if I can't find them in the stupid tumblr search thing, I'm giving up and DESCRIBING them to you.

The Changbin fucking the floor one I asked you to find for me

The Chan one where he's onstage in all black and he takes his jacket off and his whole body is fucking insane but his bum especially is so fucking biteable. extremely *bites fist*

The Chan one where he's like, barely awake and covering his face with the white duvet

Tbh. any and all gifs where Chan has his little tum tum out.

Ask my Top 5 anything!

#minttangerines #i am USELESS #fucking USELESS i tell you #I hate this app and I hate gifs #but I love luce and also bangchan #ask game

[certainstudentdreamer]

mujhe na keval rona aur sona aata hai

#i am useless #i am definitely not crying #a win is a win

[scrimple]

i am not needed so might as well sleep and isolate

#bunny talks #i am useless #goodnight

[theslowesthnery]

korroz:

I'm a strict bottom Mohgarian and I will accept nothing else.

honestly same, even though with other people's art at least i have to force myself to not be too picky because unfortunately practically no one draws bottom mohg :< there are are so few artists that draw him even somewhat regularly to begin with (i'm so jealous of all the art morgott gets) and out of the ones i know i can't think of a single one that draws him as a bottom

(also in general it feels like there are hardly any artists that like mohg himself and not just as a sort of an accessory to morgott and that makes me sad)

it's a rough life, preferring your big scary monster man to bottom :<

#elden ring for blacklist #if only i wasn't so useless and could contribute but alas #i am useless

[xthefaultisminex]

"You have no reason to be depressed. You have a roof over your head, food in your belly, a loving family, a diploma, you're in college..."

............Ok:

Major Depression, High Anxiety, Abandonment Issues, Body Dysmorphia, Trauma....

- Never feeling good enough, feeling that everyone hates me or I am just a burden, feeling like everyone is going to leave me, feeling like my relationship will end because I'm not perfect enough and that there is so much better out there, constant feelings that I will be cheated on, fear of rejection of intimacy, wanting a romantic relationship but knowing it doesnt happen, feeling that no matter what I do is wrong, feeling that everyone judges me constantly, body issues/being self-conscious, wanting to starve myself, wanting to go to a gym but feeling embarrassed because I should have a nice body, wanting to cry all the time or being emotional, always feeling like I am stupid and don't understand things, always struggling to make friends because of fears that they will leave, not being a good mother, constantly in a self-loathing state, feeling like I am a waste of space, feeling like I am never going to succeed/fear of failure, faking a smile when I'm breaking inside, trying but nothing works, having days where I want to disappear or just not be here anymore..................................................................................

No reason to be depressed.

#why am i like this #fuck #i ruin everything #i hate my body #mental disorder #not worth it #no one cares #pathetic #unrequited love #im worthless #severe deppresion #anxiety #trauma #body dysmorphia #i dont know what to do anymore #im crying #im a burden #im going to lose everything #no one needs me #i am useless #no reason to be depressed #im losing you #im sorry i wasnt what you wanted #why cant i be happy #running on empty #mentally unstable #unrequited affection #fed up with everything #im never good enough #06/01/2022

[heretherebedork]

hello! i was thinking about rain kisses as one happens to do and was wondering if you know any rain kisses in bl? since i'm new here and can't recall one........

I definitely know there are some. There are too many rain scenes for there not to be but honestly... I cannot think of any off the top of my head. There are so many more arguments in the rain.

@absolutebl will likely be much better at this than me! I'm sorry.

#asked and not answered #i am useless #i don't remember #sorry

[random669sworld]

I haven't finished it but I think I'll finish it later…

Technoblade

#drawing #novato #dream smp #technoblade #:) this is fine #i am useless

[depression-permanent]

i wish I was dead. I don’t want to do it anymore. I don’t want to breathe the same air that the evils breathe. I don’t want to fucking look at anyone. Don’t fucking talk to me. Let me fucjing rot. I know I’m worthless. I know I have no value. If you looked like me you’d understand. If you had my brain you’d understand.

Tell me to just fucking get it over with. Say it. I know you all are thinking it. Tell me. Give me the courage.

#personal #i want to die #i don’t want to do this anymore #I want to vomit #I can’t #I hate myself #i am useless #I’m ugly #I’m disgusting #disgusting

[maydeathwillcomefast]

my worst villain is music.

I don't know happy music.

I don't want to listen happy music.

#music #happy music #sad music #sad song #sad #sadness #everyone #help #depressing shit #dead #overthinker #bpd stuff #voices in my head #tw s3lf harm #tw self destructive behavior #dark #angry #i am useless #shut the fuck up #useless #ugly #mental illness #are you okay #borderline problems #bpd problems #anxiety #alone #actually borderline #depression #sorry for being depressing

[agentmarymargaretskitz]

Seasonal depression (?) is worse with getting sick the second time this month and my job continuing to add pressure.

#i am useless #kate does shit

[pregnant-piggy]

why is it that when i finally do have a few days off i do absolutely nothing productive?

#dev's nonsense #i am useless