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derpinette · 2 months
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girls being nice to me gets me higher than ecstasy ever could
#SORRY for the corny post but this is how i truly feel not waxing poetic here like literally it does#i just met the cool girl i keep talking about & IT WAS SÅ FREAKEING ÅSUM ^_^_^_^_^_^ YAY#HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY HAPPY HAPPY JOY#OK sorry for screaming But i really am very excited...#turns out she is autistic & we discussed our neuroses while eating & ugh she is just as cool as i thought she was#always tell people you think have Swag that you noticed it on them see how it worked for me#i was so scared of spilling my spaghettis but turns out that was exactly what i needed to do to be friends ^_^ YAY#we went to a lot of different libraries together & i got a small old eyeless bunny plush from the event we went to caus i felt bad for it#i even showed her my pony art & i told her about my cringe interest (that music event i like...♯RealOnesKnow )#& she thought it was COOL.& i felt like it was really genuine & she talked about reading BL LOL we discussed fujos together#we even talked about finding moids ugly#it was so awesome she was so cool & Nice To Me... i feel like i am on CUMULONIMBUS ( cloud 9 ) ^_^_^_^_^_^#talking to her in person was so much better than online OMG now i wish i really was friends with you muties IRL#i wish you a Girl Friend experience just like this to those who post about wanting them i really do#also the reason why i even like my Music Event so much is because the first time i watched it was with a bunch of women#& i had so much fun & they were so nice to me i keep returning & now that Event means so much to me & I LOVE IT sorry (NOT)#i know this sounds like tumblrina fiction i would not believe it either IDK what to say to make it sound legitimate 0_0 like it is so crazy#to me as well IDK i can barely get over it & IDK if i really want to so um well YAY ^_^ AIMU SO HEPI :DDD
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snow-pegasus · 1 year
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Insomnia
pairing: Bang Chan x female reader
genre: fluff, late night talk between Chan and the reader, cuddles
word count: 1K
warning: none (other than talking about about insomnia)
Check more of my works on my masterlist if you want :)
My notes: Do I imagine this a lot? Yes. Yes, I do. Cuddling Chan and falling asleep with him like this must be the best feeling in the whole world. I hope he gets plenty of rest from now on. We know he do deserve it. Happy birthday, Channie!
PS: Thank you @agibbangs for making such a cute gif ~
“Ah, can’t sleep either?” Chan’s soft voice sounded behind Y/N and she jumped on the sofa, almost dropping her phone. “Sorry.” He chuckled. “Didn’t mean to scare you.”
“It’s okay.” The girl answered, a shy smile adorning her face. “I just didn’t expect anyone to come here this late.” She explained, admiring how soft he looked in the night hours, with his curly hair, bare face, sleeveless black shirt and a black pair of shorts. 
“Yeah, me too.” Chan chuckled again, rubbing the back of his neck. “Can I sit?” He pointed to the spot next to her on the sofa.
“Chan.” Y/N rolled her eyes. “This is your dorm, remember?” 
“I know, but I thought you might want to be alone.” He shrugged. And didn’t sit, obviously waiting for her answer. 
“Yes, Christopher.” She said with a teasing tone and he blushed, just a little bit. “You can sit.”
“Thank you.” Chan sat right next to her and she tried not to focus too much on his strong legs and even stronger arms.
“You’re welcome.” The girl gave him a small curtsy and felt really proud of herself when he laughed, bright and beautiful.
They sat next to each other, basking in their warmth for a couple minutes of comfortable silence. 
“I have insomnia too.” Y/N’s voice sounded fragile as she shared the information with Chan.
“Oh?” He looked at her, at how she was staring at her own hands, not looking at him. “I’m sorry. I know how much he sucks.” And she knew. She knew he did know. 
“Yeah. I know.” Her low chuckle made his heart swell. “I wish you didn’t.” And then she turned her head, meeting her gaze with his. “If there’s anyone in this world who deserves to rest, it’s you.” The small smile on Y/N’s lips, along with her honest words, made Chan feel like his heart suddenly got ten times bigger than his chest.
“Thank you.” The boy managed to say after swallowing the lump in his throat. 
“Oh?” Y/N’s smile turned into a teasing smirk. “I thought I would have to say more to get you to agree with me.” Chan tried — and failed — to fight the blush that was taking over his cheeks.
“I-I mean. I’m too tired to disagree with you, I guess.”
“Bummer. I had a whole speech ready in my mind.” They both laughed together at that.
Y/N leaned her head back, resting it on the back of the sofa, eyes closed. She felt Chan doing the same, their arms now touching.
“You know what would probably help me sleep?” She blurted without really thinking.
“Hm?” 
“Cuddles.” 
“Is this your way to ask me for cuddles?” It was Chan’s turn to tease her. “You could’ve just asked me directly, Y/N.”
“N-No!” She opened her eyes in shock and looked at him, only to see the biggest teasing smile she ever saw on his pretty pink lips. “Tease.” The girl muttered, a pout on her own lips that made him laugh softly.
“Sorry, sorry. I couldn’t resist.” His eyes were shining so much in the dark living room that Y/N felt like she was staring at real stars.
“It’s okay.” She playfully rolled her eyes. “I totally deserved that one.” 
“So, cuddles?” Chan asked after a couple seconds of them staring at each other. 
“Are you offering? ‘Cause this sounded a lot like an offer.” Y/N teased, expecting a laugh. Instead, the girl got another sight of a blushing Chan.
“W-Well, if you want to. I think it would help me sleep as well.” 
The small and surprised oh Y/N let out made him get even more nervous, but before he could say anything else, the girl answered:
“Sure.” And then proceeded to get up.
“What?” Chan seemed stunned. “Really?”
“Why not?” She asked. “You want to. I want to. Seems like a great idea to me.”
“Oh. Y-Yeah, okay.” And he got up too.
Y/N let him go first and they both walked silently to his room — and, if anyone asked whether she used that opportunity to stare at his ass or not, she would deny it.
The purple lights in his bedroom were so pretty that she could feel herself relaxing just by watching them twinkle. 
“Y/N?” The boy called her and she had the feeling that it wasn’t the first time.
“Hm? Sorry, was distracted by the lights. Did you say something?” Chan gave a small chuckle and rubbed his bare arm, a light shade of pink still painting his cheeks.
“I asked if you wanna be the small spoon or the big spoon.” His shy voice almost made her coo.
“Do you have a preference?”
“I, uh, I wanna be the small spoon, if you don’t mind.”
“Sounds great to me, Channie.” Y/N answered with a sincere smile. 
And so they moved to his bed. Y/N was wearing a big hoodie and a pair of leggings, since she used to feel more cold in the night than the boy. She laid down on her side first and lifted one of her arms as an invitation. Still feeling pretty shy, Chan laid down next to her, his back pressed on her chest, and sighed in content to feel her arms around his waist. He felt safe next to her, and she felt exactly the same. After he got comfortable, Y/N pulled the soft comforter to cover them.
“Comfy?” She asked, wanting to be sure the boy was comfortable.
“Mhm.” 
“Good.” And it was. Really, really good.
Faster than both of them were expecting, they started to feel drowsy. Y/N was about to fall asleep when she heard Chan’s voice softly calling her name.
“Hm? Yes?”
“Thank you.” 
“For what? You were the one who offered the cuddles.”
“Just… thank you.” 
“Well,” She snuggled closer to him, feeling him relaxing against her body. “You’re welcome, Chan.”
They both fell asleep right after. It was the best sleep they had in a long time.
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Taglist: @my-favorite-bangchan @jaysbiceps@h0neydewmoon@spacegirlstuff @hugs4chan @sstarryoong (tagging you cause we were talking about this earlier)
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mel-loly · 10 months
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-“Just a flower, in the middle of the field at night, a light is turned on and reveals.. A day arriving with confident hope and silent happiness!”🌹🐝
#for those who didn't get it.. today is my birthday! and so tomorrow is really the day of the party and etc..#that's why I put “arriving” because tomorrow is a really special and very important event in my life akzbskhzjsb#and yes. I'm cosplaying as princess bela. she's one of my favorite characters and her dress.. It's literally a dream come true for me!#because I'm really going to use one similar to this one tomorrow irl and-#I won't tell you guys more details because it's personal things but- well. that's a little explain of what the art is about!#I really feel very happy.. and I admit. I don't even know how to explain my happiness but.. well...#I feel special. surrounded by people who *really* love me and show true affection for me and..#that I just have to thank. for everything. I have gratitude for all of you! like- thank you very much. really. for everything..#I can't even express in words how grateful I am for each of you#know that I love and appreciate everyone who is still with me on this journey called life!#and of course- I couldn't forget to talk about him lol. thanks to mike!#I don't know what would have become of me if I hadn't met someone as friendly and good-hearted as him#he was always by my side and made me feel more special in every day. in a unique way and one of the most important to me..#I love him very much/p. and I hope that our friendship will be forever happy and respectful the way it already is!#(of course. this also works for the other friends I made here too- please don't get mad or jealous! I love you all. okay??)#and well.. that's it.#I hope I still stay here. that I enjoy my day and face any fear or harm that I might have ahead of me and..#that I just hope for the best. I put everything in God's hands and I feel confident that things will work out no matter what the cost!#thank you guys again for everything and happy birthday to me lol-💛#happy birthday to me#it's my birthday#mel creator#mel loly#cosplaying of beauty and the beast#i'm mel and this is my blog✌️#my art blog#art mel#art#my art#my oc character
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chloelouygo · 3 months
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We are coming into the year of the dragon and this is wonderful for every single yugioh fan, except me, who is the only person in the entire world apparently who doesn't like dragons 🥲
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odetolovers · 3 months
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hello 💃
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magentagalaxies · 1 month
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one of the absolute funniest moments on scott's tour that i wasn't able to capture on camera (for obvious reasons) was at the meet and greet after the nashville show these two older gay guys mentioned they were reading scott's wikipedia page before the show to find out more to chat about at the meet and greet and like. idk if this is just because i am very familiar with scott's wikipedia page but you could tell that was the extent of their scott knowledge (which is valid not everyone is researching a documentary on the guy)
but then they asked about the poster for the lowest show, which they'd never heard of before their wikipedia reading, specifically this quote:
"The posters—featuring Thompson lying supine on the ground with a big wad of semen dripping down the side of his face—went up around the city on September 10, 2001"
and they were like "wow we'd love to see those posters hahaha" and i immediately jump in like "oh i have that photo on my phone give me like 2 seconds"
to be clear: these guys had not interacted with me or acknowledged my existence the entire conversation. they had their backs to me when they were talking to scott, i did not introduce myself as directing the documentary since i wasn't filming and they didn't ask who i am, etc. but my brain was like "oh someone wants to learn more about scott? my time to shine, let me pull up that folder in my camera roll". even scott was like jfc here they go again.
anyway i barely had to scroll back in my doc research folder so i immediately held out my phone to the guys and showed them this
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it's a photo taken days after 9/11 of scott in front of the posters for his show which was supposed to open the following week
so i hold out my phone and explain this thinking like hey i'm being so helpful these guys wanted to see this aspect of scott lore and i gave it to them!! meanwhile these two old guys are like i can't even focus on the poster anymore i am standing next to scott thompson and also WHO THE FUCK IS THIS CHILD AND WHY DID THEY JUST HAVE THIS ON THEIR PHONE?
another one of the funniest tour moments was after meeting up with some gay guys in their 70s who were friends-of-a-friend-of-scott and immediately befriending both of them we were about to leave and i asked for their phone number and scott just rolled his eyes and was like i'll give you his phone number in the car as though he was saying "jfc jessamine this is ridiculous even for you". he never ended up giving me the old guy's number
#i just love old gay men so much lmao#and they seem to love me (or at least the ones in the second example did lmao)#also one of the other indicators that the first guys only knew about scott's personal life from his wikipedia page#is that they assumed the last boyfriend mentioned on there was someone scott was still dating to this day#and they were like ''oh i'm so happy to hear you have (boyfriend's name)'' meanwhile scott is like ''uh sorry we broke up 21 years ago''#meanwhile i'm like SAME NUMBER OF YEARS THAT I'VE BEEN ALIVE SCOTT!!#to be fair scott hasn't had a serious long-term relationship since then so we have joked about my birth somehow being the antichrist#but just for scott thompson's romantic life. like there's some curse that scott can't be in a serious relationship until i am#which is very funny bc both of us did in fact have a date we were looking forward to when we got back from the tour#in my case mine is with a hot nonbinary person who works at the venue where scott did his boston show and that's how we met lmao#this is also why i was pissed off that my instagram locked me out bc i have hot nonbinary person's instagram but not their phone number#and i said i'd message them when i got back from the tour. which i cannot do#tempted to just message them as mouth congress (the one account i can still get into) and send them my phone number#maybe i'll do that if i don't get my instagram back by buddy's birthday#anyway maybe this is oversharing about both my love life and scott's love life but i just find it very funny#like i was never someone in high school who went on dates and gossiped about it with my friends#and now i get to have some bizarre version of that where my peer group is goddamn scott thompson????#between this and me pulling up the lowest show pic in like 2 seconds yeah maybe we are weirdly close lmao#but i wouldn't have it any other way
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there-will-be-a-way · 6 months
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It's wild growing up as a socially awkward child with little friends and then becoming popular in literally every group setting as an adult
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natsmagi · 8 months
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HIIII HELLO NATTT 💖 💗 💞 💕  i just wanna say that since i noticed that your fem mugi has her hands on natsume's waist/hips in most of your fem!tmnt art i just. can't stop thinking about it bc IT'S SO CUTEEEEEEEE ASJKDHSFJK 😭 😭 😭 💖 💗 💓  I can't help but imagine that tsumugi naturally does that all the time when they're close to each other, so natsume has to scold her when she puts her hands on her waist during a meeting or something ASKDFJFK 🥺 🥺 🥺 HAVE A LOVELY DAY, NAT!! you're awesome <3333
WAAAAAAAAAA HIIII LUMIII!!!!! 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
YOU ARE SO RIGHT!!!!! i love to imagine tsumugi just constantly wanting to shower natsume with love n affection so alot of her physical touches are subconscious at this rate 🥹🥹 simple things like holding on to her waist or holding her hand while they walk...... love having her hold natsume close SNIFFLE.....
i think mugis physical touches would embarrass natsume alot though so there are many instances where she smacks her hand away and forces her to behave AHSJFKJ ESP DURING MEETINGS AND STUFF LIKE U MENTIONED!! bc there are other people around!! having people see that would be embarrassing!!!! but she does still enjoy the affection so in private she doesnt fight it as much and also grows more accustomed to it over time........ Still wont allow her to get TOO touchy in public settings though 💥💥💥 need to keep her in her place!!!!
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rialitysworld · 20 days
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this has to be some kind of record because this colleague of my friend’s joined us at the bar and 5 minutes after that she was telling me she loves me
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the-trans-dragon · 7 months
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Hehehe >:3 got a kissie and some headpats from a pretty girl >:3 muahahahahahaha >:3
#sorenhoots#sometimes i remember that i am living the life that i ached for during lonely years#like i just get to wake up and live my gay little life??? kinda fucking awesome even if many other parts of life are very stressful#im so glad i met my wife who loves me for who i am 🥰🥰🥰🥰 and 😈😈😈 heheh then i met my other partner???? like. i thought my wife made me#the happiest i would ever be and then WOOSH i met ANOTHER person who makes me incredibly happy? i did not know the happiness could DOUBLE.#i figured it was like 0%-100% and my wife made me like 100% of my capacity for happiness and then its like 200% now and im realizing that my#capacity to experience joy and peace isnt static and frankly probably increases steadily over a lifetime as i grow and change and learn to#appreciate things more. anyways im in a content happy lil gay mood this morning :3#my partner got to visit us recently to help us get emotionally ready for some stressful stuff but now the most stressful parts are done and#now that the stress is fading i am finding so much happiness has been in my chest waiting to burst! it was sooo good to see my partner hehe#and the situation is even cuter because my wifes partner also came to visit and my wifes partner is my partners wife also so like. adorable#symmetry. my partner and my wifes partner have another partner and if you draw out a little diagram of us you will see it is shaped like a#house :3 a square with a triangle on top :3 hehe metamours everywhere :3 super super super wonderful metamours. its literally almost like a#fairy tale to have a polycule??? like?? im so excited to live somewhere that isnt like 9 hours from them. oh my god they also have a cat and#shes the cutest. me and my wife have a cute cat also and we are like 👀👀👀 tenatively anticipating that they will get along 👀👀👀 ive#specifically worked with my cat to help her know how to behave around other cats. my neighbor is retired and does TNR on the local strays#and they get attached to her and hang out in her backyard or her house lol like one snuck in and this was before they had any cats and they#didnt know he snuck in until he hopped onto her bf's chest at night to snuggle up. and hes a big cat and if you felt him drop onto your#chest in the pitch black of night you might absolutely mistake him for a racooon or possom or some other beast. anyways he sneaks into all#the houses down the street apparently and is just kinda like “the retired people down the street”'s cat lol. and daisy would hiss and yowl#out the window at him but i always tried to show her that he is friendly (and give her treats to attempt to tell her 'he isnt a threat. have#a snack. see? if he was a threat then we would not be having snacks.' and eventually he ran into us while i was letting her outside on her#harness and!!! i was absolutely ready to defend either of them from the t#other but they just cautiously sniffed each other and then laid down. it was fascinating to observe. daisy also responds really well yo#to meeting new people :3 though she proved me wrong by hiding from some maitenence ppl recently. but then she met my metamour and was pretty#much instantly like 'oh ok ur family? sounds gok#sounds good.' so thats cute and i hope if we end up in the same house with the other cat in the polci#polycule. well i hope they get along!!!#idk what we would do if they didnt. there are lots of other housing arrangements (like renting a duplex or next-door apartments or#something) but i want them to get along anyways :3 no matter what sort of living arragement works out best. i think theyd be good for each
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sapphicautistic · 2 months
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i am really glad my partner's dad is so supportive cuz holy shit this whole crisis would've been such a worse nightmare without his advice n help 😭😭
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lanternlightss · 6 months
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happy borth @littleblueberryartist :]
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darsynia · 1 year
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Hello.
If you prefer to keep this ask private, please do. I've been catching up on your fics and it has been a treat! One question keeps popping in my mind, and I mean this is the most complimentary way.
You draw me into a world and I want to stay there. The quality of your writing is so very good, a delight to read. And I admire the quantity and frequency of your posts, each one as good as the previous. Any tips/secrets for maintaining excellence time after time?
Hope you are well and finding peace during this month.
This is truly just the nicest thing to say and ask, and I greatly appreciate it! A flippant quick answer is 'obsession and mental illness' but honestly encouragement like this as well as people who read and enjoy is one of the biggest motivators EVER. I am lucky enough to like my own writing, so when no one else is interested, I'm still happy, which I feel very blessed for.
Having a crisis of confidence lately that's solely related to medicine futziness (had a stomach flu that prevented absorption), so I waffled about making this private or not. I hope I didn't misread you about whether YOU wanted it to be private-- if you do, just PM me or respond and I'll flip it to private ASAP.
Of my favorite things is just steeping my writing and planning in themes. Some of it is unconscious; my gender neutral Reader/Tony Stark story was titled with the word 'cocoon' before I reached a part of the story where I compared Tony to a butterfly, and I hadn't realized I was going to do that! Other times it's purposeful, especially with OCs. For Trust Fall, I wanted to create a character that causes Tony to examine his own narcissism and tendency to use people, and I did that by making the love interest a clearly smart, capable character who lets people walk all over her because it makes her job easier. Tony can't fall in love with her without understanding his own failings, so I basically used his personality against him, to write a growth arc.
For Ephemera, the phrase 'nothing gold can stay' really was in the back of my mind, along with the whole intangibility thing. The event they reference is a moment where a character erased half of the population (they literally turned to dust), and most of the people who witnessed this had no preparation, they couldn't reach out to hold onto any of the remaining pieces. So the artist burns people's valuable stuff into dust that she traps in see-through plastic, so they can hold onto that, instead. Similarly, she couldn't hold onto Steve, but now that he's back, she is deliberately letting him slip through her fingers.
Having a baseline theme or two for a story really helps make everything more REAL to me, that and my adoration for the source material and need to make it as real as possible. One last thing is I tend to hew very closely to what canon writers would choose, if that makes sense? Like I tend to try for as realistic as possible, and it feels more real, like it could be on screen without the people funding the project objecting to 'fan service' or whatever. I'm not sure if that's always the case but I've noticed that in my writing.
As for unhelpful to others, but big things that help me is that I used to procrastinate so much in high school that I'd wait till one or two days before a huge deadline and literally HAD to have my first draft be almost perfect. That's… poor planning and not really translatable, heh. It cuts a TON of time off, though. I COULD spend more time editing each chapter, and I do, for original work, but tend to just… not. Especially during focused times.
Another thing I was thinking about as I pondered an answer was… literally just being unnaturally obsessed/in love with the subjects, giving me a level of confidence that translates into the writing? Hah. Which is also not really helpful.
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tcs-selfship-paradise · 8 months
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Imagine bringing a F/O back that you used to Selfship yourself with thinking, "Yeah, they're there, and they aren't going to rapidly become a hyperfixation." and THEN THEY DO JUST THAT.
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honeyboyfelix · 1 year
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actually the sexyman poll reminded me,,, did i ever tell yall that i met cecil (the va for cecil who is also named cecil in case you didnt know) at a con? i asked for an autograph and no one was at his booth and he let me take a pic with him for free 🥺
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miacheezytoon · 6 months
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boy HOWDY am I feeling a mix of emotions right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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