one thing that always makes me depressed to think about is how many women undergoing chemo treat the hair loss as the worst part of everything. they'll literally be throwing up daily, no energy, losing fat and muscle, and battling CANCER, and they'll go 'i'm BALD, i'm hideous, i don't feel beautiful, i don't look like a woman anymore'. and you see those 'inspiring' videos of women with cancer doing their makeup to 'feel normal' and 'look pretty again', and people cheer them on...hell world.
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All I really want is to be happy for, like, one second. Be able to look around and not just see shit, and say hey, it's a beautiful day. I want to enjoy life while I'm still young enough to appreciate it. I mean, that's what it's all about, right?
Totally Fucked Up (1993) dir. Gregg Araki
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I'm gonna be quitting weed for quite some time starting tomorrow..
I have this bad habit of depression smoking. It never starts that way, but It ends up an ouroboros of negative feedback after awhile if (and historically when) it starts. Exponentially causing me to wanna avoid my problems, and continuing on with things I know are bad for me (such as my career, and locale just to name a few).
This all said I have some goals I need to reach if I'm going to continue being human (which I am). For that I'll need to be focused.
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I could've had a lovely afternoon resting and give myself a break, but instead I paced around my small apartment because it felt so wrong to do "nothing."
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I’ve just been informed that Lord of the Rings and the Hobbit are two separate things (even though they’re set in the same universe but ok) and now I’ve disappointed my family in a whole new way.
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How can you draw a anthropormophic wolf without making it furry? Is it even possible? Should I even care?
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I can’t believe this shit. I’m back here again. Hello, again my fellow fatherless unbathed heathens.
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inst:angelinajolieiluvyou
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i haven't really had any alcohol in over a month but last night my partner and i wound up having four beers apiece and wowwwww i'm not having a good one right now
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i turn 16 in a week! what the fuck!
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why is finding a job literally so hard? like ik i have no qualifications to work basically anywhere other than like basic customer service, but even those are either a. hard to find or b. not possible for me
so in conclusion i might just have mental breakdown in the near future
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Fuck, might've just realized I somehow have religious puritanical trauma but I've never been to church or raised in a church.
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