#i can write

[theythembehavior]

School was school, as school probably should be. A shame Qiu found it tedious, these people should just disappear. Or Qiu could, they didn't have too much of a preference. Same people, all going through their own thing were a bit much. Girls trying too hard for attention, boys who could have better personalities.

Welcome to freshmen year, everyone is a mess and can't see it.

What annoyed Qiu the most is that everyone thought they were "cool" and "mysterious." They were tired, tired of people messing up their pronouns, tired of teachers acting like they knew them, tired of people trying to talk to him, and tired of not being around their neighbor. Even if lunch period was around the corner, Qiu needed a moment to recharge, maybe a little nap, eating could be done at home. The second the bell rung, Qiu made a deadline for the door, leaving those who wanted a chance to speak unheard.

Damn Ren, being pulled out of school for being sick, leaving Qiu to search for their phoneless neighbor on their own. It didn't take long, sitting by your next period classroom. Qiu immediately took the chance to sink next to you on the tiled floor. It was noticeable enough for you to turn away from your sandwich, as delicious as it was, Qiu was definitely brooding.

"Hey pal, what's"

"Shut up."

Qiu's snappy response only made you smile fondly. They brought their knees to their chest and their hood over their hair. You knew the moment the teacher was back to unlock the door that Qiu would immediately be clinging onto you. It seems that they have had a hard week so far. And it was tragically only Wednesday.

The door was opened soon by the teacher and Qiu practically dragged you in, you almost dropped your precious sandwich. They were quick to drag you into a corner that the teacher won't see you both easily in, you doubted she wanted to even see you both anyway.

"I almost dropped my sandwich, you know." You smiled as they sat down. You crouched to their level before making yourself a place on the ground.

"You mean I almost saved everyone from your shitty condiment taste?" They smirked as they dragged you along the floor so they could finally hide their face in your nape.

"Hey! My choice of sauce is amazing."

"Mhm." They mumbled into your neck.

Your hair softly tickled their nose. They sighed softly.

"My que to be quite I suppose?" You smiled at your own joke.

Jokes aside, you felt Qiu swat you on your arm. You laughed a bit, apperently it was contagious as you felt Qiu smile just a little bit. You were content and kept your attention on your mostly eaten sandwich, determined not to let your perfect condiment mixture go to waste.

Qiu, on the other hand, could slowly feel the life returning to their soul. They didn't even know how tense they were before having you in their arms. But it felt strangely perfect. No one to interrupt. Ren wasn't here, Tamarack having the different lunch period, and not having to be around any other people. The teacher was quite, she may have even left the classroom all together. It wasn't a nap, but sitting was good too.

#our life 2 #our life: now and forever #qiu lin #olnf mc #olnf #olnf qiu #ol2 #I can write #I swear #THE SILLY

[boyakishantriage]

Alien: "... Why is your humans are space orcs fandom filled with military things and human exceptionalism??"

Delta: "..."

A: "..."

D: "... Y'know how your Hidean(I know it's wrong. Fuck you.) are space Rack (Space orc, if you're dumb) have a lot of military things?"

A: "... Yeah?"

D:

A:

D: *silence intensfides*

A:

D: ... Aren't Hideans smart?

A: "Yeah. We are."

D: ...

A: ...

D: "IT TOOK YOU TWENTY MINUTES."

A: "..." *Stares at wall in shame*

D: "Hideans are smarter than humans."

#tag #Delta #humans are space orcs #humans are space orc #human are space orcs #human are space orc #writing #idk #RANDOM STORY COMING LATER #I can write #artist on tumblr #artists on #Tumblr #artists on Tumblr #write on tumblr #writers on tumblr

[xunsue]

I wanna write. I really don't know why it's hard for me to write these days, it's just that I read so many great works and I tend to subconsciously compare myself then I start thinking 'this isn't good enough' and I get demotivated like a fragile little bitch

Problem is, if I don't write, there's no way it's gonna get any better. I'm better off writing shit then writing nothing at all. Writing the most amateurish poor sentence ever will get me closer to being good at writing than not doing anything ever will, so why am I so afraid to try?

I need to learn to be okay with writing 'bad' writing. I need to be okay with not being automatically great at something, because that's not how masterful writers are made.

Skilled writers, good writers come to be that way because they continue without stopping. They write, scratch, write, write some more and scratch some more and give up and do it over and over again.

They're good not because they haven't written anything bad. They're good because writing something bad did not stop them.

Not because they haven't fail. But because they pushed through despite failure.

#writing #i can't write #i want to write #writer struggles #writers block #writing is hard #i can write #i will write

[suchine-toki]

Thoughts about Kagura

Kagura was the reason I started watching Gintama, I think that explains everything. Her fight against Abuto was the first approach I’d to the series and I remember being surprised that a girl would’ve such an intense fight. At the same time, watching other videos, I found it strange that her voice was so squeaky and that she’d such a childish attitude.

The contrast is something that defines Kagura, not only as a character, but also with the medium. Unlike traditional heroines, Kagura doesn't have a love interest, she's a girl with no sex appeal and who isn't afraid to be impolite. That doesn't take away from the fact that she’s someone who’s very strong, both physically and mentally, and is still feminine, even if she has behaviors that could be considered masculine.

I love that she's silly but has a big heart, which has always shown through her interactions with others. She is one of the funniest characters in the series and balances the Yorozuya in terms of warmth and craziness (Gintoki is colder, Shinpachi more focused). Also, the fact that she has found in Gintoki a father figure and in Shinpachi an older brother is very sweet.

This is because the relationship with her biological father and brother is the main conflict Kagura faces. I honestly wish this had received more attention throughout the story, more serious battles, see her struggles against her yato instincts; but I understand it's probably because Sorachi didn't have a clear plot from the beginning, just loose ideas.

However, when the family drama unfolded in Rakuyo arc, I was somewhat disappointed that the conflict focused primarily on Kamui and Umibozu, rather than between Kagura and Kamui. It felt like she played a supporting role in her own story. On top of that, some elements didn't make much sense and overall the execution wasn't the best.

Despite this, there's no doubt that Kagura was one of the characters that changed the most throughout the series. She matured, became more grounded, and went from seeing Earth as a strange land to seeing it as her home, having planet-sized love for those around her. My only lament is that at the end of the story she didn't go off to hunt aliens, which was her dream, but I like to think it's implied that she’ll in the near future.

#Gintama #Kagura #Thoughts about #I can write #my post #It's endearing how she admires the women in the cast #Maybe another gripe I’ve is with her 16yo clothing lol #She was better written than Gin in terms of character development #She's a more typical shonen protagonist actually

[nosleep83]

Someone should draw MM!Leo in a suit going to his autism diagnosis appointment please it would be so fucking funny

#and splinter’s taking photos or smth #everyone’s cheering him on like he just graduated #man I wish I could draw #wait #I can write #… #I may or may not write this #tmnt #mutant mayhem #mutant mayhem leo #autism

[cult-of-the-eye]

I've never been motivated enough to do like any october stuff but maybe I am insane enough about tma to actually stick with it this year...

#i cant draw tho #i can write #but im not gonna be pumping out a full fanfic every day #maybe headcanons?? #suggestions would be appreciated #tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #martin k blackwood

[thebearthebatandtheidiot]

I just saw a video of a male bellydancer in an all purple get up, and the brainrot just made me think for a reason why Gale has abs in game (not considering the explanations some marvelous people already found). I bet Morena made him take classes to make him get out of the house more or something and he ended up liking it. Idk why i just feel like this fits him so nicely, i wish i could draw

#gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #bg3 #gale as a dancer #this might be my end #why are there no fanfics #why are there no fanarts #i can write #but idk if im qualified for this

[nuttynutcycle]

Prompt 374

The hero's eyes shot to the self-destruct button.

"Trust me," The villain's voice cracked, then softened. "You don't want to do that."

#my writing #writing #prompt #writing prompt #hero #hero villain prompt #villain #hero x villain #heroes and villains #IM NOT SICK ANYMORE #I can write #HOORAY!!!!

[hcdragonwrites]

HELLO FRIENDS HOLIDAY CHAOS IS OVER!

Or - at the very least- as over as it is going to be. There will still be stress and such but i think the storm has passed. I can poke my little nose out of my burrow and start taking a collective look about and branch back into creating.

I have some very exciting news- well. Exciting for me personally. I bought a computer !

For about a year or more now ive been computer-less and writing everything and anything on my phone(like the hobgoblin I am). So formatting and beauty was not something i could see or do for any of my Computer based peeps. I just wrote. I used to write on my old computer- but when it began to get buggy too I migrated to my phone. Then that computer - well…

It kinda imploded.

SO! I made the big decision to invest and bought the little laptop of my dreams. Ive wanted a Mac computer since I was 12 (those old blue desktop ones were SO COOL!)

Im learning the ropes still with it (i legit just got it out of the box two days ago) and feeling it out. I have to get all my apps onto it that I use for writing and then

THEN I CAN LET LOOSE THE FLOOD GATES. I HAVE THINGS RATTLING IN MY SKULL. IDEAS FOR LITTLE FICS, CONTINUING MY FIC, BRANCHING INTO OTHER CONTENT AND FANBASES AND FINALLY. F I N A L L Y. Getting the hardcore draft of my first novel set up. Big plans for 2024. Im ready and excited and i cant wait. This year imma grab it and make it mine!

#long post #sorry loves #hcwrites #writing stuff #personal things #but long story short #I GOT MY LAPTOP #THE THING IVE WANTED FOR LIKE MY WHOLE LIFE AND THE BRAND I WANT #SOMETHING THAT WONT EXPLODE ON ME #OR ALWAYS POP UP LIKE WINDOWS ADVERTS #IM SO EXCITED. #Its like buying a car omg im budgetting it out and im on a plan to pay it but I DID IT #I GOT SOMETHING RELIABLE #now #i can write #and not have my hands cramp #god #god i miss writing

[joysandroses]

grief

Grief is that daughter of mine i had to give birth to without my consent.

Grief is that one toxic friend of mine who clings onto me and drains every ounce of my energy untill i can't use these legs of mine to stand still.

Grief is that one leech that bares its teeth deep into my skin and sucks of all the blood in my body.

And Grief is that one stormy night which makes me worry about my little plant babies being swept away by the harsh wind.

and yet, yet i cling to grief like no other sane person ever would.

for grief may be all of those things but that's only because Grief knows. Grief knows that even if with no choice I'm still the mother who loves her children unconditionally, Grief knows that the attachment issues i have deeply resided in my heart would have me rather let my friends suck everything out of me than leave to save my life. She knows that even if its a bloodsucking monster i would still let that leech do what it needs to do to survive, for its not the leech's fault it was created that way. And she also knows that however scary it might be, the rainy days and the stormy nights are my favorite types of weather.

She knows it all. And i know it all. And i let her do all that to me, for just like that leech its not her fault she was created that way. Afterall, i was the one gave birth to her.

#HEHEHHEE #me when #i can write #lmao #real #hehe :3 #desi tumblr #rose rose ke pange #desiblr #poetry #grief #my daughter

[anna-hawk]

Imagine meeting Jon Bernthal dressed in casual clothes. He'd greet you, smile at you and listen to you talk. But then he does his usual move with his tongue: sticking it out and to the side, licking his bottom lip that he then bites down on. All while nodding and listening to you. My problem would be that I'd completely lose my track of thought if he did all that. Add him crossing his arms over his chest and laughing softly as he ducks his head and I'm DONE! A puddle of goo at his feet.

#jon bernthal #I can't handle this man #just the fact that he gives you his undivided attention is enough to make me go aaaaaaaaah inside and blab any bs before running to hide #I am NOT smooth at all #I can write #but I can't talk #stef talk

[the-drokainian]

I am sad to say that today I learned that I am very depressed. Probably clinically.

(This has not been diagnosed, but I've seen the signs and the writing on the wall)

#prayer #tw depressing thoughts #im very sad and tired #i have no energy #i can write #or read #or eat #i very much need help #but i don't want it

[theminiartblog]

Fnaf Movie fic, w/ a few spoilers obviously~ Just an idea that's been plaguing me (affectionate) since I saw the movie lol

#i can write #fnaf au #pieces left behind #fnaf movie #i saw it all of once and they've been rattling in my brain ever since #sure wish I could see it again fdghj #mike schmidt #abby schmidt #one day i might have courage to draw them lol #five nights at freddy's #fnaf sb #kinda? #gregory fnaf

[suchine-toki]

Thoughts about Shinpachi

Many times I’ve seen how he’s called out for being a boring character or that he’s annoying for yelling a lot, and although he never seemed like an annoying character to me, I’ve to agree that he’s dull compared to his companions.

Shinpachi is the ordinary character of the main group, the straight man who balances Gintoki and Kagura within the Yorozuya. He starts out as someone who lacks strength and courage, but gradually improves over the course of the series. His initial goal is to save his family's dojo, though that’s more of something Tae wanted to do for his father, not a personal aspiration of his.

At first he was given the trait of being the leader of Otsuu's imperial troop, which was an interesting contrast to his usually submissive personality, showing he has leadership skills, but he never made much of it. Although it does help characterize him as someone with a very good heart, supporting Otsuu when she was just a street artist.

I think that's the strong point of Shinpachi's character. He’s compassionate and always remains optimistic despite difficulties. He’s kind and genuinely good. But he also suffers from an inferiority complex, he feels he has no control over his life in a society in which he lost the only thing that made him special, being a samurai.

In the case of Gintoki and Kagura, their stories were relatively planned from the beginning (at least Sorachi had an idea), which wasn’t the case with Shinpachi. We could say that Beam Saber arc is the arc of his past. Here, like his companions, he must face someone from his past who has become a villain. While it's a very emotional moment for both him and Tae, this whole situation has the problem that it was never brought up before and never brought up again.

Part of the arc's conclusion is how the two siblings go on vacation after the fact, a joke that takes some weight off the situation in my opinion. The true conclusion of the arc shows Shinpachi reviving the dojo by teaching the homeless, but later we see that this doesn't hold up over time either, so the whole arc ends up feeling kind of pointless in regards to his character development.

Something similar happens in the Correspondence arc, in which Kirara is introduced. Here they both pretend to be someone else when they meet, however, in the end they show themselves as they are, realizing that they’ve many things in common. It always seemed like a very nice thing to me, so I regretted the fact that Kirara didn’t appear again.

This wasn’t only because it was an important lesson for him to learn, but also because it would’ve been interesting to add another layer as Shinpachi's love interest. I don't mean including Kirara in the main cast, but keeping her present through the letters she would write to Shinpachi and bringing her back from time to time would’ve been enough.

Nevertheless, I consider the biggest problem occurred at the end of the series. Shinpachi was slowly but surely becoming an independent character. However, in the ending he’s shown to be unable to move on if he’s not with Gintoki by his side. And don’t get me wrong, I'm not trying to say that it's wrong that Shinpachi is very fond of Gintoki.

Nor it’s bad per se that he wants to be with the Yorozuya. It's about how it was shown. It appears that Shinpachi never followed his own dream. Restoring the dojo was something his sister wanted to do, not him. In the time skip he’s already an adult of 18 years. Staying in the Yorozuya seemed more like the need to remain in a shelter to avoid going out and having to face the world.

I would’ve liked to see that at the end of the series, someone who feels they’ve no control over his life would decide his own path. For someone with an inferiority complex to feel self-confident. Since the first prototype of the character was Nagakura Shinpachi, the captain of the second Shinsengumi squad, I would’ve loved Shinpachi to join the Shinsengumi, taking advantage of his leadership skills.

#Gintama #Shimura Shinpachi #Happy Birthday! #Ended up writing more than expected #But I'd a lot to say #I love him and he deserved better #Thoughts about #I can write #my post

[the-last-f2p]

Lost & found Beast :Akutagawa x reader

A/N: I just got and finished BSD beast 1 so here is a fic/short series.

TW: Mentions of blood, Assassin brotherhood, Mentions of killing, Gaslighting, swearing, Suicidal thoughts for a line,

Life in the slums was not pleasent to say the least. But atleast you had him.

Ryunosuke Akutagawa The Silent Rabid Dog

Yes he was as emotoinless as a dead body but he was a good friend who saved you too many times to if you could count you felt like you atleast should give him something in return that thing being your friendship. Even if he made it look like he couldn't care less about you.

"Akutagawa-kun do you a sweet potatoe we got a big enough paycheck for everyone!" You smile to him.

"....Sure." He says as blankly as ever he takes the potatoe.

"Here take another and give it to Gin-chan as well!" You give him another potatoe.

"I'm gonna go now see you later Akutagawa-Kun!" You then run off somewhere. That place being your source of money. A brotherhood of assasins. Yes maybe everytime you went into the less than grand building it stank of something blood and everyone looked down on you both literally and figurativley you were still pretty young okay?! But that didn't mean that you couldn't pack a punch. Mostly thanks to your ability How to Kill your family that allowed you to make a small cut on anyone remotly related to your family that if not treated properly would grow until it cut through a vital vein. The only drawback is that it could only be used once a day or else you would collapse from exhastion. Lucky that you consider everyone in the group in the slums your family or your ability wouldn't be nearly as useful.

"Y/N. I have a job for you." My boss said to me looking almost as emotionless as Akutagawa.

"There's a man by the name of Osamu Dazai the boss of the port mafia kill him and your pay will be trippled." The port mafia?! Maybe you weren't the brightest but you're not that dumb.. But what if you did it. Pay trippled. Your pay had been cut tremendously for your age already but trippled would be enough to get a food supply for everyone for atleast a week. You had to go even if you knew it was suicide...

And this is how you ended up trying to find someway to relate Osamu Dazai to one of your familiy members...

"Lets see.. No.. No.. Wait.. SAYAKA she met one of the Port Mafia members last week it was only for a bit but it should be enough..." Ability: How to kill your family

"Osamu Dazai."

Blue rings started to appear around you and images flashed in your head of a messy brown-haired man dressed in black who you assumed to be Osamu Dazai. You then saw a small cut appear on his finger. Yes tripple pay here you come. It then healed as quick as it appeared.

"Nice try Y/N L/N but if you're gonna try kill me please at least do it in person." He smiled a ginger haired boy heard it and asked

"Who are you talking to boss?" "No one, you must be hearing things Chuuya."

The image in your head then dissolved into nothing god fucking dammit does he have some kind of ability well of course he does how else was it supposed to heal without him even touching the cut? If that didn't work you'll just kill him the hard way... This'll be your first up close kill and you don't really know how you'll pull it of....

"Y/N look!" One of your friends brought a small object up to your face that you recognized as a diamond.

"Its real Akutagawa-san checked!" You were about to contiue the conversation but then Akutagawa interupted you.

"Pack up in one minute we need to get out of here." You felt a presence near you and immidetally ducked leading your friend to get shot in the forehead then collapsing on the floor. You were pretty sure the people said something but you were to focused on what your friend said.

"H...H-Help us Aku..Ta Y/...N." He then got shot again your first reaction was for you to run as fast as possible away. You were then met with the sounds of bullets and screaming until you couldn't take it yes you were an assasin but you never had even heard the sound of gunshots before and it scared you. You found the nearest window and jumped out of it running your little legs of until you had exited the slums of Yokohoma and into the nicer side. You stopped at a bridge to catch your breath. By the time you had got to the bridge it was already dusk and there was barely anyone around this was a good enough place to rest......

You woke up to a tall red-head looking down at you and your first reaction was to kick him but he blocked it so easy that it was like he could see the future.

"Quite a way to greet people don't you think?" He tells you.

"Who are you? What do you want? Are you with the Mafia or those guys do you wanna kill me aswell finish the job?" Actually now that you say it maybe it would be a good thing if he came to kill you as long as it was quick.

"Calm down kid I was just worried seeing you collapsed." "Well I am fine there is no need to be worried and if you're not here to kill me then get the hell away!" You try to kick him again but he lands a blow to your stomach and then throws you on his shoulder.

"GET THE HELL OF ME! I'LL HAVE YOU KNOW THAT I'M APART OF THE YOKOHOMA ASSASINS BROTHERHOOD I'LL KILL YOU!" You start to thrash around but the man doesnt even flinch.

"I'm not gonna abandon a kid who obviously needs help."

"I don't care who the hell even are you!?"

"My name is Oda. Sakunosuke Odasaku member of the armed detective agency." The armed Dective Agency huh-

"-" You were about to say something but exhaustion had hit you again somehow.

The next few weeks had flown before you knew it you were a member of the armed detective agency and to think all you had to was untie a 'hostage' and defuse a fake bomb by throwing yourself over it thanks a lot Oda not.

4 years later

"Y/N." One of your co-workers Kunikda called out your name.

"Yo." You turned around on your chair.

"Theres a guy I want to you to meet." You were about to get up from your chair but you were almost hit by a all to familar ability that messed up your desk beyond repair dammit....

"Akutagawa-Kun?"

"Y-Y/N?!"

Words:1096

A/N: Yo I wanna make a part 2 so take a cliffhanger also happy first fic that had no promt me

-Sybilliya

#akutagawa bsd #akutagawa #akutagawa ryuunosuke #ryuunoske akutgawa #beast akutagawa #bsd beast #bsd beast x reader #slums #assasins #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs beast #cliffhanger #part 2???? #writing tag #tag #i can write #idk what else to tag

[oscars-dumbass-central]

The Sun, The Stars, The Moon

The Sun’s victory was a gifted one,  Words spoken between blood-stained lips,  “You’ve brought me this far,  I will let you win.”  And so he did. 

The Stars were never meant to win,  It was an accident,  A wrongly placed step of another,  And suddenly he had his victory,  If you were to ask him, he would say it wasn’t his crown to wear. 

The Moon was the only one who chose her victory,  Through bloodshed and rage and madness,  She stood at the end,  Gunpowder streaking her clothes,  All alone once more.

#og oscar #i can write #trafficblr #traffic smp #pearlescentmoon #grian minecraft #scott smajor