#i can’t believe he’s eating calorie mate

[yautjathiinkinggrounds]

Can I request how Yautja Mate would react to a reader with an eating disorder?

How would they treat them? Would they be upset? Angry? Force feed reader?

sorry if this request is too much, I understand if this could be very triggering

No problem at all! this is actually a very interesting request and I thank you for being brave enough to send it. This does take a more hands-on approach to fixing the issue, so if you are not a fan of force or manipulation please do not read.

The Food Predicament

Male!Yautja x Human!Reader

tw: eating disorder and manipulative tendencies

Your Yautja would not know about your eating disorder straight away.

He suspected your smaller portioned meals and lower calorie intake had to do with your human physiology.

It was a common thing for you to leave some on your plate or to say you weren't hungry at normal times where Oomans should.

He believed you, he had no reason not to.

He would start to suspect something was off when you were in low spirits from lack of energy.

Or when you would be grouchy around dinner time.

Part of him thought you were unhappy with his cooking; asking if you would like something else instead.

but again "I'm not that hungry, sorry."

One night after an outing the two of you had, he woke up to the sound of you being sick in the bathroom.

He came to help, trying to stop you from retching into the bowl.

He looked you over, seeing you had a fever, or if the food you both had at the get-together had upset your stomach.

You said it was the food that could messed you up, but when he looked you over with his visor your vitals were perfectly fine.

That's when he began to reckon something was up.

Secretly your Yautja would time your eating habits, making sure to keep a close eye on what you ate.

He called off hunts and meetings, just to make sure he made more time to be around you.

He would make sure to inspect all the food in the fridge, seeing as they had not gone bad.

He would help cook all the meals and serve them as well.

You protested of course, saying that you could do that yourself and that he could just relax. But no. He was getting to the bottom of this.

You ate your foods, leaving just enough to not overdue your calorie intake of the day.

And when you left, he would weigh what you had left and compare it to what you've been eating.

He was shocked to see how little it was compared to what a average Oomani-di should be eating at their age.

When you did eat all your food, he would count how without fail you would sneak away to the bathroom and purge the contents of your stomach.

He will add all his findings up and conclude that this is all abnormal behavior and that it is detrimental for your health.

Your Yautja would be angry.

at himself for not noticing sooner, and at you for doing such a stupid thing.

The next night when dinner was served he will watch you like a hawk.

You will get nervous, since he’s only acted this way when you have done something wrong.

when you try to excuse your self to empty what’s left on the plate, your Yautja will put a hand on your shoulder, “sit.”

He signals with his head to the plate.

You would be scared, knowing well that he will expect  you to finish your plate.

“Why not eat, y/n?”

you shook, why??? why not??? You didn’t really have a reason. Not one where he will let you go.

Tears began to fill your eyes. “Because.”

You tried to get up again, this time your Yautja standing from his seat and coming up behind you.

he forcefully shoved you down at the seat and pushed it against the table where as you will have no space to stand.

“You have to eat. Good for you.”

You were full on crying now, you felt betrayed by him, for doing something like that to you. But deep down you did know eating would make you feel better, that starving every night will inevitably kill you.

“I-I can’t” you cried.

This is where your Yautja grabbed the fork and started to bring to food to your mouth.

You obviously shrugged away from the fork, but your Yautja grabbed your cheeks with his other hand. Making you crack open your lips just enough for the food to be delivered.

You cried and pleaded, and eventually just landed on tearfully whimpering between each bite.

Your Yautja clicked and purred with every swallow of food you gave. Petting your hair, parting it as to not have it stick to your face.

When the plate was empty he congratulated you and spoke about how proud he was of you.

Your damn broke once more as you sobbed openly. He of course hugged and cradled your limp body in his arms.

He did not understand why an Ooman would do such a thing to themselves, but he wanted to make sure you never did this to yourself ever again, no matter how long it takes.

You knew that what he did was for your wellbeing and part of you was so grateful for his help. But the feeling of shame and embarrassment rocked you to your core.

“i’m so sorry,” you sobbed.

“It’s okay. I don’t want you doing this again.”

“I cant help it!” 

“then I will help you, y/n,” he said firmly and you tearfully nodded.

That night you went to bed on a full stomach for the first time in a long while. Your mate cradled you all night and made sure you were tightly secured to his side.

This was a first step in your recovery.

#yautja x reader #yautja x human #yautja #aliens vs predator #yandere #tw ed #ask

[lilac-and-cherry]

So … husband just Thursday told his parents I’ve been working my butt off trying to get money. He said they were very relieved since his plant shop isn’t doing well.

Firstly, why did he wait a few months?? I think I started in April and it’s almost the end of June now.

Secondly, why can’t they see the pattern here?? Husband can’t get money, so I have to.

Thirdly, the pain I feel feeling like a money machine. I didn’t mind so much when we had love, but since he’s been mean (abusive) to me it hurts a lot.

Fourthly, why is he NOW being super nice to me about me working so hard. I’ve been doing this since April. I think it properly kicked off in May, but still … why? He says he’s so thankful I’m working so he can keep his plant shop.

Lucky for him, I’ve REALLY minimized myself. Like, all the stress and meanness (abuse?) he’s been giving me really made me realize what truly brings me joy when I was losing interest in so many things I used to love.

I’d call these my cores: having a pets, having plants, my music lessons, super Mario, legend of Zelda, good food, air conditioning (summer especially).

But I’ve really minimized myself even more. For example, I’m planning on having just 1 pet. Plants, I might do the same. It stresses me out having too many plants when I used to love having a jungle. I tough out food and eat just calorie mate most of the time. Etc.

Basically I work so hard and tough out so much.

But you better believe I hold onto my core happiness things very tight.

I’ll admit, especially with husband is being mean (abusive?) to me, sometimes I lose interest in even my core happiness things and I feel empty inside.

I make myself continue them, because I know they’re part of me, and I need them. Like I’m being my own parent.

I wonder, if I was away from my husband and living my own life, what would I do to be happy? Keep the minimized version out of fear of survival in this harsh world? Or maybe, would I thrive and find an old version of myself that’s been dormant for years now?

[bbnibini]

SERAPHIEL, AVATAR OF SMUG TEMPERANCE (TO COUNTER GLUTTONY)

(ao3 vers.)

In this AU, he is a combination of the Angel of Prayer, Selaphiel and the chief of the Seraphim in the apocryphal book of Enoch, Seraphiel.

Is the tallest of the 7 Virtues. (200 cm) Also the second youngest.

A very picky eater. Detests vegetables with a burning passion.

Sharp-tongued, but means well.

This bad boy can roast you so hard, your self-esteem would turn into the negatives so much that you’d throw yourself to avici to repent for being the pathetic waste of space you are (You’re not. You matter and you’re loved.♡)

A terrible cook but won’t admit it.

Has a talent for catching people doing out-of-context things and because of it, his constant mood is lawful tired.

Looks like he can kill you and WILL kill you.

Being the angel of prayer makes one a cynic at some point. He’d seen humanity screw themselves over so many times he just…lost hope.

Despite this, he still loves humanity and roots for even the most sinful of humans to do good. A jaded person he may be, but he still believes in innate goodness.

Has a soft spot for hard workers like Michael and Lucifer. He likes seeing people who are dedicated to their work and their dreams.

In contrast, he despises lazy and “foolish” people.

Had never been seen drunk (for obvious reasons) but according to Michael, he can’t take alcohol very well and gets drunk really easily (think one sip or even less).

At one point, he trained as a Buddhist monk in the human world for a certain assignment. Azrael is currently on the hunt for the rare photo of his senpai in his disguise (aka Bald Smug Angel).

Is used to an ascetic lifestyle so he prefers a minimalistic design in his office. He appreciates Raphael, who shares the same sentiments and they are known to get along really well.

Very perceptive and observant. The unofficial informant of Heaven. Knows everything about everyone. He doesn’t find any amusement in using what he knows against other people though. In fact, he dislikes people who does.

Has heterochromia. One of his eyes is silver (left) and the other amber(right). (Unfortunately, the picrew I used for him doesn’t showcase that).

He isn’t really a tsundere. He’s sharp-tongued but he’s blunt and never hides his feelings. He knows how to read the atmosphere well and would never insult anyone over a small thing. True, his brash way of wording things might hurt but he would never say things out of malice. If you tell him you’re uncomfortable with his way of speaking or that you got hurt by his words, he will apologise to you in a heartbeat and admit he is wrong.

For some reason, children and small animals do not like him, which really hurt him because he’s really fond of both.

Luke, for one is really intimidated by him…which he finds sad since the little angel reminds him so much of a small dog. He just wants to headpat him even once. #LetSeraHeadpattheChihuahua

It’s said that his training in the monastery is the reason for his aversion to vegetables. A certain source (Michael) said that the Avatar of Temperance had nothing to eat but vegetables for several years that he got really sick of it.

His favourite food is cheese and crackers. (Also Calorie Mate). Raphael often scolds him to stop eating saltines every time since it isn’t healthy.

Is probably that one kid in school who always has Lunchables for recess. (He only eats the crackers and cheese. The rest of the snacks are given to Azrael and Luke).

Would be a really cheap date. Would probably hand you a kettle and cup ramen and expect to be thanked for the “extravagant meal”.

What he lacks in extravagance, he makes up for his consideration. He’s an extremely attentive date and would always aim to please you and make you comfortable. Walking on the pavement? He’d smoothly put himself on the side near the traffic to shield you from any potential danger. Feeling cold? Say no more. His coat is yours. Want to initiate skinship but you’re feeling shy? Girl, he got you.

The CEO of consent

Shockingly enough, he’s a very affectionate lover. He’d go out of his way to find out your love language and remind you how much he loves you and cares for you.

He believes communication is the key to a lasting relationship and encourages you to say your thoughts out. If he promises he won’t judge you, he really wouldn’t. He may not be the kindest angel he knows, but he knows damn well how to respect the person he loves.

Overall, his route probably has the least drama since he tries his best to be open and honest with you. He knows what he wants and he wouldn’t let a chance to be with you slip by with his second thoughts and insecurities. He focuses on the present instead. He knows he has a lot of flaws he should fix, and is willing to improve himself.

Doesn’t love in a smothering way and isn’t really the jealous type. Rather, he likes lifting you up and celebrating your strengths. He loves you as your own person and knows you’d be fine on your own even without him, and vice versa.

If for some reason, your relationship with him doesn’t work out, he’d probably still remain as a friend who genuinely cares for your well-being. Just because the relationship ended doesn’t mean he stopped caring. Rather, the way he did changed instead.

All-in-all, smug he may be but he is also a v good boy.

#bbwritesforom #obey me #obey me headcanons #obey me oc #obey me angel #obey me angels #shall we date obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me (worship me au)

[parallelparkingproblems]

01/20/2021

I try not to look at thinspo everyday, but I love quizzes so here goes:

1. Height: 5′5 HW: 197  CW: 190 GW1: 175 (overweight weight range, back to high school weight) GW2: 150 (normal weight range) GW3: 125 (”ideal” weight for my height, thinnest I’ve ever been) UGW: 115 (model skinny for me

2. 5′5. I wish I was taller so I could look nicer in some styles of clothes, but when I’m thinner I’m pretty happy with my height. 

3. I absolutely love how light and floaty she looks, and how her collarbones look. I remember looking like this and feeling almost that weightless. I also hate how fat my thighs are, and hers are so gorgeous. 

4. I’m so scared about loose skin. I hate the idea of having wiggly thighs and deflated boobs. 

5. I want to remember what it feels like to feel excited to get dressed in the morning. I miss loving fashion so much. 

6. I don’t usually binge, but sometimes I end up eating more than I planned. Mostly I just try to keep a 1000 calorie deficit between what my FitBit says and how much I log in MFP. 

7. My parents both know. My dad tells me I don’t need to, but then makes fun of fat women day in and day out. He’s constantly dieting and gorging himself, and always bringing shitty food into the house. My mom knows I have trouble with eating enough, and I’m trying to be better about being healthier for her. She knows I used to restrict a lot, but she doesn’t know I still do. I try to keep her at arm’s reach, because when she knows I’m dieting, anything I try to eat she tries to replace with baby carrots/spinach/etc. so any time I work up the nerve to eat she makes it practically impossible for me to eat enough. She thinks 1000 calories is too much to eat in a day, but regularly eats around 2500. 

8. I try to burn 2,500-3,000 calories every day. I’ve always walked a lot, but I recently tried to run and got stress fractures because of a calcium and iron deficiency. Now, I’m trying to stick to low-impact stuff until I can get in with a physical therapist, like rollerskating. I just got an elliptical off of Facebook marketplace, so I’m trying that for a while.

9. My parents, doctors, friends... everyone. 

10. The hardest thing is not eating the food my roommates make. They make this delicious, but super fattening food, and get so sad when I never eat any. 

11. I’m not sure, mostly just browsing the sweetspo tag

12. I really love Yerba Mate tea and fruit, so I usually end up eating those things, along with low-calorie frozen meals and canned soups, or bagels/english muffins. I’m working on incorporating more water, vegetables, and protein/calcium into my diet. 

13. I’m really trying to lose it in a healthy way. I’m in college and I know enough about biology and anatomy to know how badly restricting can fuck up your heart, but I struggle with over-exercising and portion sizes. 

14. My UGW is 115 or so. I’m not exactly set on this, but I definitely don’t want to go under 110. I just want to have small thighs, and feel light. 

15. I’m not strictly either, but I eat very little dairy because lactose hurts my stomach, and very little meat because I hate to cook it. I would definitely believe either of these would help me lose weight, since it would help me avoid places like McDonalds. 

16. I first decided to lose weight when I was in 4th grade. I wasn’t successful until the summer of 8th grade, when I was sick and tired of being fat. I lost about 40 lbs in 3 months (170 -> 130) by over exercising and sticking to 1,200 calories a day, and it was miserable.  I’m now a junior in college, and my weight has crept up to 190 (as high as 197). I’m trying to lose about 70 lbs now.

17. Probably, but I’m really trying to manage it healthily. I experience so much body dysphoria and so many impulses to restrict but I try to over exercise instead of eating too little when I can. 

18. Easily french fries, and ice cream. I love both so dearly. 

19. I had Taco Bell yesterday and I regret it. It wasn’t even worth it.

20. My favorite diet is fruit, water, and low-cal soup and frozen meals-- nothing special. 

21. I’m a size 14 in jeans, size 12 in dresses. My bra size is a fucking giant 34J (SO excited to lose some boob).

22. My lowest weight was 130. I gained the weight during high school and college during which I experienced multiple instances of sexual assault and anxiety over abuse at home. 

23. 100%, but the thing that got me to actually change was wanting to fit in. No one seemed to want to be friends with the fat girl. 

24. I understand them-- I think people use the terms in different ways. Some people mean they’re in favor of perpetuating the disease, and some mean they’re in favor of accepting and recognizing them. The latter is valid, the former is not. 

25. No, I haven’t. I over-exercise for sure, but I’ve never thrown up because I ate. 

26. I can’t wait to for it to be easier for me to run, and to look cute in shorts. Also to be able to fit into those cute tiny bralettes once my boobs shrink. 

27. I let myself have some treats. My mantra is that I can have some fun stuff, just not every single thing I want. 

28. It would be amazing but I’m trying to be OK with it if I can’t get it. My hips are wide enough I think it could happen though. 

29. Light, graceful, confident.

(I’ll save 30 for the the next time I post, to track progress!)

#anareksya #bulimxa #thinspo challenge #thinspo

[blissfulparker]

12 days of Christmas→day.5 T.H

Summary→when tom plans on proposing to you Christmas day and comes back 12 days before, what happens when untold feelings come back up

Warnings→ jealousy, fluff

A/n→i might not be super active next week but i will take my time with this series along with happiness is a butterfly

When Harrison walked into the new flat that he shared with Harry, he let out a  sigh of relief one that made his head hurt. He didn’t like how he was acting strange around tom, lying to him. he didn’t like how he was gonna try and kiss you before Tom got home. He felt guilty, so guilty for doing that to the both of you.

Can’t make it today, sorry!

Harrison sent the message to prevent any more awkwardness from happening. You were going to be Tom’s wife, he remembered. He tried to keep that in his head so it wouldn’t get ahead of him.

“Hey harry?” He called out and he walked out of his room with his computer in one hand and mug in the other.

“Yeah what’s up?” He sat his computer down and walked over to the coffee pot to get more coffee.

“If you had a girlfriend and another guy had a crush on her, what would you do?” He took a seat at the counter and Harry shrugged.

“Not quite sure, I mean...if he was making a move on her then I’d be a little pissed but If he just thought she was pretty? Wouldn’t find it that intimidating.” He shrugs as he adds milk into the coffee to give it more flavor. Harrison let’s out a sigh knowing truly what he did was wrong. “Why? Is it something with Amanda?” He asked and Harrison just shook his head.

“No, it’s nothing.” He reaches for his phone as just a distraction. He just stares blankly at his home screen and Harry comes back over to his computer.

“Wait…” he takes a sip and then sets the mug down. “This isn’t about (y/n), is it?” He asked and Harrison froze. “Haz, Toms gonna—“ he starts and Harrison rubs his temples.

“I know, I know.” He groans and Harry turns his full attention to him.

“So what happened? You were like completely over her for what? Two years? What happened now?” He asked and Harrison thinks of all the things that went so good but so wrong. Maybe it was the first day tom left. That day in October you were so emotional and held onto Harrison for comfort.

“I love you.” You mumbled into Toms sweatshirt as him and Harry were getting onto a plane to Chicago to do comic con and then taking another one to Ohio and would be gone until December. No break, no coming home for a weekend. Nothing. You’d be spending two months away and you two weren’t exactly use to super long distance. Even when he did Spider-Man he’d take you along and come home as much as he can. You would be able to come vist too, that was always a plus.

“I love you more.” He kisses your cheek and you melt into he kiss. You’re already dressed in his clothes to remember him when he’s gone. You wear his maroon hoodie and some old sweats that he couldn’t fit into anymore when he got big for Spider-Man. You wore those clothes like they were the best damn outfit anyone could give you.

“Promise to call me every night? Remember to take care of yourself okay? Brush your teeth, drink plenty of water, eat enough carbs and calories, remember to stretch—“ now you were just talking to hold onto him for a little longer.

“Babe, I know. You don’t have to tell me. I’ll call you every night and I promise I’ll do all of those things.” He rubs your shoulder and you feel your eyes water up again.

“I know, I know.” You kiss his jaw and play with his hoodie. “I’ll just miss you ‘tis all.” You try and smile and he nods.

“I’ll miss you too, so much.” He pulls you in for a soft kiss. “Lemme go say bye to Haz.” He softly smiles and goes over to his best mate.

The two hug each other and give a pat on the back. Harrison looks over and sees you giving a hug to Harry before he leaves. Harry was just like a brother to you, always. But Harrison, you could tell him anything without feeling judged.

“Take care of her mate.” Tom whispered into his ear and Harrison nodded.

“Of course.” He nods and tom gives him a smile before going back to you. He watches as you and Tom have a bond like no other, one he’s never seen before. One he wishes and hopes he has one day. Maybe with you or maybe with someone of his own.

He walks over to take you as he hears the sound of Toms flight being boarded. You calm yourself as you go into Harrison’s side. Tom never felt jealous of Harrison and you, he never felt the need to.

“I miss him already.” You wrap your arms around Harrison. You don’t even notice his heart speeding up and how he stiffened at your touch.

That was possibly the first time, for no reason at all, his feelings for you started coming back.

“Tom being gone happened I guess. It was just her and I and maybe I did get a little jealous that tom had her. She’s perfect and she’s beautiful. Maybe it felt good to feel like I was in a relationship with her for a little bit. Even if she didn’t feel anything back.” Harrison shrugged and Harry nodded.

“So her personality got the best of you?” Harry asked and haz nodded.

“Yeah, I guess. We’d be like cuddling and she’d just miss him and I was there. It’d feel so good, so perfect and then Tom would call and she’d jump up and smile and giggle with him.” He says in an almost disappointed voice.

“This is my favorite part.” You laid on Harrison’s chest as you two watched a movie. A Christmas movie in November. It was a perfect night for you. Popcorn, Christmas movie, curling up with some blankets and a friend.

“Yeah?” Harrison looked down and saw your excitement. Your eyes lit up and you stared at the screen.

“Yeah.” You spoke softly as you focused. The sound of your phone going off made you hop up, distracting yourself from the scene and going to see who it is.

“Tom...!” Haz would hear your excitement as you held the phone back from your face so you can see. You give Harrison your signature “I’ll be back” look and mouthing before leaving the room to talk to your boyfriend.

It was a simple thing that made Harrison snap back into the reality of you not being his. You were not his but you were toms. And you and tom were perfect for each other.

“Look, I know she’s perfect in a lot of ways and tom choose good. But her and Tom...they’re perfect for each other. You’ll find a girl just like her I promise.” Harry rubbed his shoulders and Harrison nodded. It was true, he would find someone like you. No, that girl wasn’t Amanda, it wasn’t some past hook up he had, he just had to be gentle and patient. And that’s what he had to be, patient because you were perfect for Tom and soon next year he’d be the best man at your wedding and give a speech of how wonderful you all truly are. He wouldn’t lie in that speech either, it’d be the most genuine speech he’s ever told and anyone would be lucky to have you. Anyone.

Tom was very lucky and he knew that but it was just sometimes Harrison wished it was him who went out last minute two days before Christmas to get the white elephant gift for the party and ran into you. It was selfish and maybe he wouldn’t run into you because that wasn’t his faith but Tom did and he’d never forget that night he came home bragging about you.

“I’m back!” Tom shouts as he tries to hold presents in his hands. Yes he had the people at the mall wrap them, he sucked at wrapping no matter how many people tried to teach him.

“What gifts you buy?” Harry looked up as he too was living with the both of you at the time.

“Sam and his girlfriend a gift, mum a gift from all of us because we forgot that, the gift for the white elephant party and oh a new ps4 controller for us.” He sets them all down and pulls the controller out of the bag for it to be taken by Harry. “And I think I just met the love of my life.” Tom places his hands on his hips. As he catches his breath.

“Yeah right, you said that two weeks ago at the club. She just wanted you to buy her a drink!” Harry reminded him and haz took the presents and organized them.

“Oh yeah?” He asked and tom nodded.

“Yeah.” He goes for his water and takes a sip before smiling a little.

“We were both rushing around the store and I ran into her completely by accident. She dropped her coffee can you believe this? it’s like a movie! Anyways she told me it was fine and I said no let me get you a new one so we went over to the coffee bean and I got her a new coffee and she told me she forgot presents for her sister and a party and I was like ‘no way me too!’ And then she told me how Christmas break this year was hard because she just got done helping to write a script for a movie and so I was like “I’m an actor” and she said she noticed me but didn’t want to say anything to make it akward but she liked my movies and then I told her how pretty she was and gave her my number and she gave me hers and then she paid for my gifts when we were in Macy’s and so I told her let me pay her back and now I’m taking her to dinner after Christmas.” Tom proudly states and the boys look at him in shock. Tom scrambles to pull out his phone and pull up your Instagram that you gave him. The winter theme ended up matching your personality.

“A film student. Graduates this year. You sure she’ll have time for you mate.” Haz teases but you were really pretty. You ice skating, you setting up a tree, you making cookies, you volunteered at the animal shelter, you were almost made up. Simply like some guys fantasy that came to life. So gorgeous and so perfect.

“Shut up. She’s pretty isn’t she?” He put his phone away and the boys nodded.

“Yeah, she is. So I don’t know what she’s doing wasting her time with you.” Harry teased and tom tackled the boy on the couch and that caused Harrison to join and pull them off.

That night was the spark to something life changing for Tom and Harrison knew that. He knew that he’ll find someone but not you.

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[isrustandstardust]

1. What type of criminal would you be?

A very very sick serial killer like Ed Gein.

2. What are you listening to right now?

I lived with a Killer. I watch it every morning.

3. If you had to choose a stripper name, what would it be?

Vixen.

4. If your phone started ringing, who would you hope is calling?

Nobody, I hate talking on the phone.

5. Do you drink?

A little.

6. Do you smoke?

Way too much.

7. What is the first thing you notice in someone?

Eyes, attitude.

8. Do you get attached easily?

Definitely no.

9. Do you like your eye color?

It’s pretty common but I like it.

10. Have any stupid human tricks?

11. Humor me. What physical ideal do you imagine in a boyfriend/girlfriend/partner?

I don’t have an ideal. I like blue eyes, but it’s not a must have. I don’t dwell a lot on physical features.

12. What type of personality traits do you look for in a boyfriend/girlfriend/partner?

Honesty, kindness, intelligence and a little bit of perversion.

13. Any other essential quirks/interests/other you look for in a boyfriend/girlfriend/partner?

I need someone with similar interests.

14. Any romantic gestures you really like?

I’m not into romantic gestures at all.

15. Any sexual fantasies? Are you daring enough to share one?

I have lots, but I keep them private.

16. Have you ever been in love?

Once.

17. Do you have a crush/romantic interest in anyone?

I’m in love with my husband.

18. What’s your sexual orientation (if you feel comfortable answering)?

Bi.

19. What’s your favorite color and why?

I’d say black but technically it’s not a color. So I’ll say orange and teal.

20. What was your most embarrassing moment?

I really can’t remember one.

21. Do you ever wish you were someone else?

It happens.

22. What were you like when you were a kid?

Awkward xD

23. What would your dream house be like?

Full of light, with a big garden.

24. What last made you laugh?

My husband being silly.

25. Do you have a place you like to go to collect your thoughts?

I stay at home when I need to.

26. What is your favorite/least favorite food?

I like red meat and I do not eat bread or pasta.

27. What turns you on?

Intelligence and perversion.

28. What turns you off?

Stupidity.

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

Once.

30. Would you go bungee jumping/sky diving if given the chance?

Yup.

31. Do you have any siblings?

A younger brother.

32. Do you like to dance?

A lot.

33. What is your definition of cheating?

Doing something you cannot talk about with your partner.

34. Have you ever stolen anything?

Yes.

35. Do you regret anything?

I could have done a few thing better.

36. Do you have any phobias?

Arachnophobia, thalassophobia, atelophobia.

37. Ever broken any bones?

No, never.

38. Ever come close to death?

Twice.

39. What is your religion/spirituality, if any?

It’s a really complex matter.

40. Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist?

Yes, with no use.

41. Are looks important in a relationship?

No.

42. Are you more like your mom or your dad?

I’m not like my parents.

43. What is your favorite season?

Autumn.

44. Do you have any tattoos?

I have 15.

45. Do you have any piercings?

Not atm, but I’d love to get pierced again in the future.

46. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?

5 boyfriends, 1 girlfriend.

47. Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character?

Like, always xD.

48. What is your favorite thing to do?

Drawing.

49. If you could only visit one place outside of your hometown, where would it be?

Iceland.

50. Do you get jealous easily?

No, not at all. But I get jealous with a reason.

51. What is your favorite type of food?

Low calories food.

52. Do you ever want to get married?

I am married.

53. Who was your first kiss with?

My best friend at the time.

54. How many people have you kissed?

I don’t know tbh.

55. What is your idea of the perfect date?

Being with someone I like.

56. Are you an introvert or an extrovert?

Introvert, almost asocial.

57. Do you believe in life on other planets, ghosts, or mythical creatures?

I believe in life in the universe.

58. What talent do you wish you’d been born with?

The kind of music talent my husband has.

59. What is your saddest memory?

All the memories related to my mother.

60. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Yes.

61. Do you believe in soul mates?

Yes.

62. Have you ever dyed your hair?

A lot. Pink, blue, red, purple, blonde, gray, orange.

63. Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?

You have no idea XD

64. Would you go against your moral code for money?

It depends on how much money.

65. What are three things most people don’t know about you?

I have several personality disorders [family and friends do not know], I can write backwards like DaVinci, I’m into pretty weird stuff.

66. Have you ever been diagnosed with depression?

Yes.

67. Have you ever contemplated suicide?

Yes.

68. How long was your longest relationship?

4 years and counting.

69. Is the glass half empty or half full?

I don’t know, is it alcoholic?

70. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?

Leeet’s not go there...

71. Who is your most loyal friend?

My best friend Francesca.

72. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/partner, what is your favorite thing about him/her?

He’s a good man.

73. What is your favorite thing about your body and your personality?

I like my hands and lips. And I like my wit and sarcasm.

74. Are you a bad person?

Maybe.

75. Are you a lover or a fighter?

Both.

76. What did you do on your last birthday?

Had dinner with husband and friends.

77. What is your favorite quote and why?

So it goes. It helps me let things go.

78. If your best friend died, what would you do?

I’d be crushed I guess.

79. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?

Human evolution?

80. If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do?

I’d love to be by the lake one last time.

81. What is the strangest dream you’ve ever had?

Where do I start? I dream about apocalyptic end of the world pretty much every night.

82. Are you happier single or in a relationship?

Being single or in a relationship does not define my happiness.

83. Who were you in a past life?

A witch.

84. What is your happiest childhood memory?

Me and my dad watching western movies.

85. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?

Yes.

86. Have you ever had an imaginary friend?

No, it I had an imaginary guardian angel when I was young.

87. What is the story behind one of your scars?

My scars are from self harming.

88. What is your ideal career?

The one I have.

89. Do you want kids?

Maybe, in the future.

90. Do you live with your parents?

No, I’m not 8.

91. Do you have any pets?

Not atm. I want a Rottweiler and a Sphynx tho.

92. How do you feel about PDA?

I’m ok with that, I’m very affectionate.

93. If you could change one thing about the world, what would it be?

People.

94. Where would you like to live?

Iceland.

95. Where would you go on your dream vacation?

I’d love to visit Japan, Russia and Iceland.

96. Describe yourself in one word.

Smart.

97. Describe yourself in one sentence.

‘You seek traumas as the night seeks dreams’.

98. Where do you see yourself in five years?

I honestly have no idea, I guess still here, with a better house and still doing my things :)

99. What is your greatest accomplishment?

Overcoming my mental illnesses enough to function as a normal human being.

100. What is the meaning of life?

42.

#survey #about me #myself

[durianriderofficial]

Mate do you think Freelee will ever become an ex vegan? I feel like that is going to happen in the next 5 yrs or so especially as she grows tired with robin's immaturity and mooching and realizes she is alone and in a prison of her own making. Thoughts??

Nah FL finds this life so so easy after I helped her end her fear of carbs and calories overall. When we got together she would eat zoodles for dinner and was still thinking ‘calories in calories out’ and doing water fasts at work etc. Then FL ‘got it’ and started drinking blended dates, sugar in smoothies and rice sushi rolls and the weight just dropped off and she could train faster and got a tighter body etc.FL wants her lifestyle to work as well. Those other flakes just chasing weight loss and not willing to put the hard yards in.FL makes great points about them BUT she fails to mention that she had my total support when she was a noob with cycling, carbing up etc and none of those girls have a supportive partner so it can be harder for some like that.

I remember going to cook up a bag of rice in 2010 and FL grabbing at the bag shouting ‘rice is like shards of glass in your digestion!!’ and I’m laughing saying ‘tell that to billions of skinny asian women with flat guts lol’. We both helped each other with stuff. FL helped me learn the difference with training men and women, spot flakey and fake people in the end and I helped her overcome her eating issues, permanently lose weight, clear her debt, get crazy fit and do great on social media when she didn’t believe she could do it.

Remember those posts with FL complaining how I wouldn’t pay for dinner one night (even though she was earning about 3x as much as me at that point) is that karma now she has to pay for EVERYTHING for robin because he has zero money? xD

FL is one of the ones who will stay vegan. She loves her carbs so much and know what works now. Why would she change it? We all did the meat thing pre vegan days and it didn’t work for us. Doesn’t work for anyone because animal products don’t contain anything we need that we can’t get from plants or we can’t make in our own body.

My RT4 lifestyle… nothing comes close for sustainable living and incredible body transformation results. Why try and re invent the wheel? Life is SO short! We dont have time to waste doing stupid fad shit that fucks the planet up even more.

[fuctacles]

BakuKiriKami Week Day2

Day 2 - Hanging out / Fighting together / Bakusquad

A/N: I was supposed to have it posted earlier but I’m in a rly bad mood recently, so I don’t know if i’ll manage to do all the prompts :/ I started writing day 5 tho. Fun fact: Michael in the bathroom went on when I started writing this, thats why

Ship: Bakugou/Kaminari/Kirishima from BNHA, duh | Rating: T bc ‘fuck’ | Wordcount: 2310 because i love writing domestic scenes

Read on AO3

The Morning After

The bathroom tiles were cold under his bare feet. He wasn’t sure at which point had he lost his socks but lying in a bathtub seemed like a bigger concern anyway. His back was all sore from the hard surface and weird position he was in.

Near his feet, propped up against the bathroom wall, there was another pair of feet. He looked to the side trying to emerge from the foggy haze of his mind and maybe remember how he got there.

Next to him his buddy Sero was splayed in all the glory of his long, tangled limbs. Between them lied two empty cans of beer. He checked himself for any damage and when didn’t find any, braced himself intending to get up.

He stopped mid-movement when the doors to the bathroom opened. Something cracked unpleasantly  in his neck when he turned around in its direction.

‘Denki, idiot, I’ve been looking for you.’ Bakugou hissed, entering the bathroom. He was usually the one to drink the least but he kept his voice quiet and soft. Kaminari liked to believe it was because he was a caring friend even if he wouldn’t admit it himself. ‘You okay?’

‘Yeah’ Kaminari nodded, his voice raspy and unpleasant. He tried clearing his throat. ‘Help me get out of here though?’ He asked but Bakugou was already near him intending to do so anyway. The empty cans clattered against the hard bathtub surface, making Sero stir in his sleep, when Bakugou lifted Kaminari with no effort and put him back on his feet, a supportive hand on the small of his back.

‘Can you open the doors for me?’ he asked softly in case Denki was more hangover than he looked. He wasn’t going to leave any losers in the bathtub so after making sure his boyfriend wasn’t going to kiss the bathroom floor anytime soon he grabbed Sero to haul him up.

Kaminari felt a sudden surge of affection towards his soft spoken, reluctantly caring man. He leaned in and pecked him on the cheek. ‘Sure babe.’

Bakugou grumbled something under his breath but when he was passing by Denki holding the doors for him, he leaned in for another one. Kaminari happily skipped behind him, following him to the living room.

Their couch was unfolded into a spacious bed where Kirishima was snoring with Mina drooling on his t-shirt. Kaminari snickered at the sight while Bakugou dropped Sero next to them with all the delicacy he could muster. Then he dropped a pillow on Kirishima’s face to muffle the snoring, and grabbed Kaminari’s hand to pull him into the kitchen.

He didn’t let go when he asked ‘Coffee?’ He didn’t let go when he was grabbing mugs from the cupboard or turning on the coffee machine. When he set it on and all there was to do was wait for the coffee, he pulled him in to nuzzle into his neck with a sigh. Kaminari winded his arms around him, rubbing circles onto his back. They both were in their clothes from the night before, tired and not caring about changing or cleaning up for now. It was soft and sleepy in their little kitchen, save for the sound of coffee dripping into a pot.

‘Whaddya want for breakfast?’ Katsuki murmured into his skin, tickling his neck. Kaminari hummed in thought.

‘Fries.’

‘It’s not breakfast.’ Bakugou snapped back. Kaminari pouted although he couldn’t see it.

‘Pancakes?’                                                                                      

‘Do we even have any maple syrup left?’

‘If Kiri haven’t drank it.’ They both chuckled.

Katsuki pulled back to kiss him despite his protest. He was quick to melt into the kiss which made Katsuki smile into his mouth. They kissed lazily for a while, until the coffee machine signaled the coffee was ready. Then they pulled away with a quiet smack. Kaminari licked his lips, the motion followed by Katsuki’s gaze.

‘I need coffee’ he explained somewhat apologetic, before giving him a last quick peck and untangling from his embrace.

But Bakugou wasn’t having it. With a soft growl he pulled him back by his hips and planted one last slow kiss on his lips. Kaminari chuckled into it. He liked when Katsuki was getting reluctantly affectionate. Especially in the mornings.

Bakugou started making pancakes while Kaminari poured them both coffee. Black and sugary for Katsuki and with cream for himself. He leaned on the counter watching his boyfriend work on their breakfast knowing that if he sits down he may risk dozing off again.

The smell of caffeine slipped from beneath the kitchen doors, emerging further into their apartment, into the living room and around their friends sleeping there. Coffee was a magical thing that always managed to make their redhead boyfriend get up when they couldn’t. This time was no different; when the door opened they revealed a sleepy Kirishima whose face immediately lit up at the sight of his boyfriends. He quietly closed the door behind him, eyeing hungrily the mug in Kaminari’s hand.

‘Hi’ he murmured to him, immediately latching onto his mouth and making Kaminari let out a stifled groan. He held the mug further away so he wouldn’t spill it on them, while his other hand rested on his boyfriend’s hip. Then in a blink of an eye Kirishima was gone and so was his coffee, now clutched between redhead’s greedy hands and being hungrily gulped down.

‘Hey!’ he yelped but Kirishima hid himself on the other side of the table so he couldn’t reach and smiled at him teasingly from there. His soaked in drool t-shirt was gone, leaving his admirable pecs on display. His hair was in utter disarray, sticking up here, flat over there. Kaminari wanted him back between his arms.

‘You two behave, I don’t want them awake before I have enough pancakes for everyone.’ Bakugou growled from his place at the stove. Kirishima took it as his cue to give him some attention. He put the coffee on the table, from where Kaminari snatched it away immediately, and approached his other boyfriend from behind.

‘Good mornin', Blasty’ he murmured into the nape of his neck, looping his strong arms around his stomach, smelling him and the first batch of pancakes he was working on.

‘Mornin’’ He tore a piece of one of them and reached to his shoulder, where Kirishima was quick to catch it. Bakugou leaned into his chest.

‘So good.’ Eijirou sighed, peppering his neck and visible shoulder with little kisses. To his right Kaminari made himself another coffee. Kirishima’s coffee preference was drinking theirs so it was no use to make him his own. When Bakugou reluctantly nudged him out of the way, redhead grabbed his grenade mug to sip a bit of his black coffee. Then he stretched with a sigh, both of his boyfriend’s eyes on him, and announced he needs to shower. ‘Anyone?’ he looked at them playfully. Kaminari slapped him on the hip.

‘We have guests dum-dum.’

‘I’m just joking’ he giggled jumping out of his reach and left the kitchen. Kaminari proceeded to prepare the table and Bakugou kept adding to his pancake tower.

Their banter didn’t go unnoticed as soon after he left Mina entered the kitchen with a yawn and a soft ‘Hello’, Sero tailing after her with pained expression.

‘I smell coffee’ she commented, sniffing the air and eyeing the mug in Kaminari’s hand, who brought it closer to his chest protectively and then moved aside revealing the still half full coffee pot behind him. She cheered and raided the cupboard to find herself a mug.

Meanwhile Sero slumped on a chair almost putting his head in one of the plates. ‘Do you guys have yerba?’

‘Yeah, I’ll make you some just get your damn hair out of my plate.’ Katsuki appeared above him, swatting his head away from the table. He put down a plate full of pancakes. ‘Eat up fuckers and get outta my house.’

‘Me too?’ Kaminari quirked his eyebrow while Mina sat down with her coffee and grabbed a plate to load it with pancakes.

‘It’s your house too, moron.’

‘We’re not going anywhere.’ Mina piped up after swallowing a bite of syrup covered pancakes. (Turned out Kirishima drank only half of the bottle.) ‘We gotta burn the pancake calories in the Just Dance dance off.’

‘Just don’t eat the pancakes you ungrateful fuck.’ Bakugou growled, putting a yerba mate gourd in front of Sero. He thanked him, and took a long sip.

‘Katsuki, your pancakes are too good, we both know this.’ Ashido pointed an accusatory fork at him.

‘It’s just a ploy to make you fat and slow you down.’ Bakugou shrugged.

‘Just take the fucking compliment, dude!’

‘Well, thank you for being so easy to please!’

‘Ugh!’ She threw her hands in the air, while the other two listening to them snickered. Kaminari finally sat down between his friends. That’s when Kirishima decided to join them, hair damp, sweatpants and a tank top thrown on.

‘Did I miss something?’ He asked, settling on the last vacant seat.

‘Just alien face not wanting to admit she wants to crush us in her stupid game.’

‘Babe. Like you’re one to talk.’

‘You sound like you don’t want to eat.’ Bakugou looked at him threateningly. Kirishima put up his hands in defeat then motioned to zip his lips shut.

When Sero was halfway through his yerba he mused out loud. ‘We can’t just go jumping right after breakfast.’

‘What do u suggest?’ Kaminari piped up, hopeful. He wasn’t looking forward to it neither. Especially that Bakugou was getting too intense every time they played Just Dance with Mina. Kaminari was quite good at it himself, while Bakugou always got frustrated he couldn’t beat the game through sheer willpower itself.

‘We could watch a movie?’

Everyone at the table groaned. From their movie watching experience they knew it took at least half an hour to settle on a movie everyone would want to watch.

Bakugou turned off the stove, put the last pancakes on the plate, and motioned Kirishima to make room on his lap.

‘We can just roll a fucking dice, you know.’ He suggested, starting on Kirishima’s half eaten pancake while the redhead leaned on his back, arms around his middle.

‘That’s… actually a good idea?’ Kaminari grinned from in front of them, nudging one of his boyfriend’s legs with his foot. He didn’t know which one. ‘Lemme go grab a dice.’ He announced and left the kitchen to go rummage through their board game boxes.

‘Since when are you such a good mediator, Baku?’ Sero tilted his head, his hair now pulled back in a short ponytail with a hair band borrowed from Kirishima.

‘Since I started dating two dumbasses I guess.’ Bakugou shrugged, feeding Kirishima his own pancake above his arm. It didn’t look comfortable, but it worked.

‘Got it!’ Kaminari came back victorious with a yellow dice.

They took their turns rolling, Sero groaning when he got a one while everyone else let out a sigh of relief. Last time he choose a movie they ended up watching some foreign indie horror about creepy bunny Jesus. Kirishima rolled a five and when nobody beat it he whooped in victory.

‘So, what are we watching?’ Nudged him Mina. Nobody really minded his victory, because Kirishima’s movie taste was more or less like him. Loveable by everyone. He hummed in thought.

‘Uh, would you rather watch a gay movie or an old British comedy?’

‘That’s a tough one.’ Bakugou rolled his eyes.

‘The British one.’

‘Everyone who is against Sero’s choice hand up.’

Kirishima raised Bakugou’s hand for good measure, even though the gay movie would win anyway.

‘Alex Strangelove it is!’ Kirishima cheered. ‘Last time I tried to watch it somebody kept distracting me.’ He narrowed his eyes at said someone. Kaminari shrugged with an innocent smile.

‘Sorry I’m so distracting honey.’

‘Guys don’t be gross.’ Mina made a face of disgust, badly hiding her fond smile.

‘You’re gross.’ Bakugou retorted stuffing his face with pancakes.

‘Yes, yes, now let me go I’m gonna turn on Netflix, maybe check for some chips.’ Kirishima patted his boyfriend’s hips but he didn’t budge.

‘No. You’re comfy.’

‘You can sit on my lap?’ Kaminari offered.

‘You’re bony, no thanks.’ Bakugou squinted at the idea.

‘…I can sit on your lap?’ He tried again. Bakugou was silent for a couple of seconds. Sero was biting back a laugh.

‘You can go, Ei.’

Eijirou laughed, pecking him on the cheek and letting him go. Then he grabbed one of the few pancakes left and went to the living room, from where they heard the signature Netflix sound. Meanwhile Kaminari skipped around the table to settle on Bakugou’s lap with a sigh, leaning onto his broad chest. Bakugou let him for a while, and then nudged him on the side.

‘Turn around I want to eat.’

Kaminari did as he was told, looping his arm around his boyfriend’s neck and leaning on his shoulder, so he could finish his breakfast. He motioned Ashido to hand him his mug and he sipped the remaining coffee.

Ashido and Sero gathered the dishes and started cleaning them up together, Kaminari navigating them through the drawers and cupboards when they didn’t know where to find something or where to put something back. Then Sero found some popcorn and went on to prepare a big bowl of it.

‘Are we watching on the couch or on the floor?’ Kirishima yelled from the living room. The four looked at each other.

‘Floor.’

‘Floor.’

‘Yeah.’

‘I’m taking the couch, fuck you.’

‘You’ll miss on the cuddles, you know.’ Reminded him Kaminari, pinching Katsuki’s cheek. Mina took their empty dishes to finish cleaning up. Bakugou growled, looping his arms around him.

‘Fine.’

‘Floor!’ Kaminari yelled back.

#bkkweek #bkkweek2k18 #bakukirikami #bakukirikami fanfic #bakukirikami ff #fanfic #bnha #bnha ff #ff #bakukirikamiweek #bakusquad #bkkweekday2 #bsstories #kirishima #bakugou #kaminari #sero #mina #fluff

[piratefrost]

85 Questions - Tag Game

I was tagged by @rason-rodd, thanks mate, I enjoy doing these.

LAST

drink: Coke Zero

phone call: PT office

text message: Group chat with xbox mates 

song you listened to: Guilty: The Button Collective

time you cried: seriously cried, 5 months ago

EVER

dated someone twice: almost

kissed someone and regretted it: yes

been cheated on: sorta

lost someone special: all the time

been depressed: yes

gotten drunk and thrown up: yes

fave colours: green, red and blue

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU …

made new friends: Yes

fallen out of love: No

laughed until you cried: Yes

found out someone was talking about you: Yuppp

met someone who changed you: No

found out who your friends are: No

kissed someone on your facebook friends list: Yes

GENERAL

how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: Most of them

do you have any pets: 3 dogs

do you want to change your name: I’d like to, just gotta figure something out

what did you do for your last birthday: I don’t tend to celebrate birthdays

what time did you wake up today: 4:45am

what were you doing at midnight last night: Working

what is something you can’t wait for: Next event I can cosplay at

what are you listening to right now: Audio book

have you ever talked to a person named tom: Uncle, don’t really know him though

something that gets on your nerves: Hypercritical people and children

most visited website: Tumblr, youtube and google Classroom because education

hair color: Red

long or short hair: long

do you have a crush on someone: Yes, and I shouldn’t

what do you like about yourself: Not much if I’m being honest, quite self conscience. If anything I enjoy how I can make jokes out of anything.. (got me in trouble way too many times) 

want any piercings?: Nah, I’m good

blood type: No idea

nicknames: Jo, Pirate, DumbCunt

relationship status: Single 

zodiac: Cancer

pronouns: She

fave tv shows: Young Justice, Rick and Morty

tattoos: nope, would be cool though

right or left handed: right is right.

ever had surgery: No, but I need some.

sport: I work out with mild tennis on the side.

vacation: Either ice hotel or underwater hotel

trainers: Nah, I’m usually self taught.

MORE GENERAL

eating: currently on a less than 1000 calorie diet atm

drinking: Coke zero usually,

i’m about to watch: Batman and Harley Quinn

waiting for: Change

want: decent friends I can be able to talk to easily.

get married: Would be interesting

career: Stuck in hell (school)

WHICH IS BETTER

hugs or kisses: Kisses

lips or eyes: eyes

shorter or taller: taller

older or younger: preferably older 

nice arms or stomach: nice arms

hookup or relationship: relationship

troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER

kissed a stranger: talked to him for the first time that night does that count?

drunk hard liquor: Yes

lost glasses: No

turned someone down: Yes

sex on first date: No

broken someone’s heart: Often yes

had your heart broken: It sucks

been arrested: Almost a few times

cried when someone died: No

fallen for a friend: Too many times

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

yourself: Rare

miracles: no

love at first sight: no

santa claus: never did

kiss on a first date: yes

angels: Would be fun

OTHERS

best friend’s name: Cole, known the fart since the start of high school, hope we can still be mates after school. He’s my closest (and sometimes only) friend.

eye color: Blue

fave movie: Batman: Under The Red Hood

fave actors: Troy baker.

I tag: @goddess-of-fluff @jasonredtoddhood @thegirlwiththebambooblade @books-tea-and-winged-keys @queen-fighter @rabbidartist

#Jo being JO #about jo #tag game

[raging-violets]

For carefreeworrier - #90 - Riley #102 - Cadence

sorry it took so long @carefreeworrier

90. “That was you, my friend, making me feel like a bloody idiot.” - Riley

“So I’m painting these little things for you because...?” Riley twisted a tiny tree figuring back and forth between her fingers. She scrutinized it before looking over at her boyfriend, who sat beside her on the couch, scribbling away in a notebook.

Zack lifted his eyes and blinked at her. “Because I asked you to?”

Riley snorted, lowering her hand to her lap, careful not to drip paint on herself. “If that were the reason, you’d be a lot happier in life.” She rolled her eyes when Zack rapidly raised and lowered his eyebrows. “That’s not what I meant.”

“But it”s all I think about, Ley.”

“You can think?” Zack glared at her. “You started it,” she accused.

She glanced down at the other small figurines she’d managed to finish painting with the last hour and started to rub her fingers together. Dry paint flaked off and fluttered to the floor of the living room. “I still can’t believe you’re so into Dungeons and Dragons, yeah?”

“Why not?” Zack shrugged, lowering his notebook once more. “D&D is one of the best RPG games you could ever play. Each player gets a character and you get to go on fantastical adventures that’s determined only by rolling dice and the Dungeon Master’s,” he motioned to himself, “choices.”

“So, if you wanted to kill someone off, you could do it?” Riley asked.

Zack smirked. “Why do you think Cody’s in charge of the refreshments? I knocked him out in the first turn.” Riley lifted her eyebrows in surprise and indignation. “His puny little level one elf wasn’t going to do anything to stop a level twenty dragon, anyway.” Riley’s eyes widened even further before she burst out laughing. “What?”

“You call Cody a nerd all the time, and yet you’re into this and Medieval Magic Quest.”

Zack tapped his pen against his cheek. “Well,” he said after a sigh. “I can see how the comparison would make sense. They have similar capabilities in gameplay and the way the campaigns and quests are created. But with this being a table-top game rather than a computer generated one, there’s more chance for you to engage in the childlike whimsy you may or may not have lost since you were a child. And the ability to create whatever game you want just by the roll of a dice and the imagination of a Dungeon Master, it can result in some very bloody and warring gameplay. That’s the part I like, Cody, on the other hand, would rather bore everyone with how the history behind the game and names of characters.” He turned his gaze back to her. “I may be into this stuff, but at least I make it cool.”

Riley slowly closed her gaping mouth and shook her head. “Somehow, mate, you actually made that make sense.” She hummed. “Either you’re getting smarter or I’m getting dumber.”

Zack shrugged. “You started it.” He winced when Riley reached out and punched him on the arm. “Ow!” He tried and failed to keep from grinning as he rubbed the sore spot. “What was that?”

“That was you, my friend, making me feel like a bloody idiot.” Riley grabbed the sides of Zack’s face and gave him a kiss. “I love you,” she said. “You drive me crazy.”

Zack smiled, looped his arm around her shoulders and said, “The feeling’s mutual.”

102. “I take care of myself, that’s what I do.” - Cadence

Barry’s eyes widened and his head jerked back in surprise. He held up his hands defensively and zipped behind the couch so that he had something between him and his girlfriend. “Cade, relax, I was just asking a question.”

“‘No,” Cadence replied. A dangerous edge laced her tone. “A question is ‘what do you want for dinner’.

At her words, Barry let sighed, dropping his hands to rest atop the couch. “Cade, all I asked is if you need any help.”

“Do I look like I need help?” Cadence gestured towards the piles of clothes that stacked nearly from floor to ceiling--though that was more in comparison to how short her stature was--with wild gesticulations. “I’m doing just fine.”

“Cay, you’re getting mad over laundry!” Barry pointed out. “And it’s not just laundry, you nearly bit my head off when I asked if you needed help washing dishes or when I said I’d go to the grocery store, or when I said I’d unpack.”

Cadence pointed at him. “You said I could decorate if you chose the place,” she reminded him. “And I think I’m doing a really good job. I just need to--” she closed her eyes, hair flying around her face as Barry zipped out from behind the couch. In streaks of lightning, he raced back and forth, putting away all the clothes that threatened to fall. Cadence brushed her hair back from her face when she saw the now clean living room. “Barry!”

Barry skidded to a stop and dusted off his hands, grinning. His smile immediately faded when he saw his girlfriend glaring at her. “Wha--for real?” He asked. “You’re mad about that?”

“I could’ve done it myself.”

“Not as fast as me.”

“Barry.”

“Cade, what’s the big deal? Why won’t you let me help you?” Barry stood up straight, realization hitting him. “Why won’t you let anyone help you?”

Cadence folded her arms. She looked at Barry from the corner of her eye and shrugged. “I can take care of myself,” she explained. Then she clarified, “I take care of myself, it’s what I do. I don’t need someone to help me every step of the way.” She shrugged again. “I didn’t need help then, I don’t need help now.”

Letting out a quiet sigh, Barry closed his eyes. He steeled himself and walked to her. Placing his hands on her shoulders, Barry turned her head so that she was forced to look at him. Her eyes bore into his, questioning swimming in them. “Cay, we’re a team,” he pointed out. “In and out of the field. We’re going to be living together. It’s your place as much as it is mine, I’m not expecting you to be my maid as much as you’re not expecting me to be another child for you to raise.”

“Tell that to Cisco.”

“I’m supposed to be here for help, okay.” Barry pressed his forehead against hers. “You can’t do everything on your own. As much as you think you can.” He grimaced. “Especially because you turned one of my dress suits purple.”

Cadence rolled her eyebrows. “I told you to make sure everything was sorted.” She rolled her eyes before looping her arms around Barry’s waist. “You have super-speed and you couldn’t do that right?” Barry laughed, making her smile. “I’m sorry, Tholly. I’m just...it’s still hard for me to realize I’m not on my own anymore. You just have to remind me sometimes.” She stood on her tiptoes and gave him a quick kiss before backing away. “Now...I just have to figure out where you put everything.”

“It’s all in the correct drawers and everything,” Barry said. He backed away, heading towards the kitchen. His stomach growled, already burning off thousands of calories from that burst of speed. “I even--” he stopped short and whirled around to look at Cadence.

Fast enough to see the smile wipe away from her face. She looked back at him innocently. “What?” She asked, clasping her hands behind her back.

“You did that on purpose, didn’t you?” he accused.

Cadence tilted her head, still holding onto the innocent expression. Barry could see her eyes twinkling as she asked, “Did what?”

Barry pointed at her, moving his hand so quickly that Cadence took a step back, holding up her hands defensively. “You made that scene, snapped at me for everything, just so I’d clean it all up, didn’t you?”

Cadence grinned and walked to Barry’s side. She reached up and grasped her chin in her warm hand, gently shaking it. “You’ll never know, will you?” She gave him a noisy kiss on the cheek then patted his stomach. “But I will make you something eat. All that moving must’ve made you hungry.”Barry rolled his eyes as she tossed a wink over her shoulder and disappeared into the kitchen.

#answered ask #prompt #ask #oc: cadence nash #barry allen #BarryCade #zack martin #riley jackson #Ziley #the flash #the suite life of zack and cody

[formerprincess]

A tale written with fangs and claws || Chapter 32

Chapters: 32/? Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Liam Dunbar/Theo Raeken, Corey Bryant/Mason Hewitt Characters: Liam Dunbar, Theo Raeken, Mason Hewitt, Corey Bryant, Nolan (Teen Wolf) Additional Tags: Alpha Liam Dunbar, Slow Build, Friends to Lovers, Dunbar Pack, Bisexual Liam Dunbar, Werewolf Theo Raeken, Alpha Theo Raeken, Canon-Typical Violence, Smut, Mates, Liam and Theo are mates Series: Part 1 of Morning Dew Pack

A new threat arises

“WELCOME HOME!”

Liam had barely opened the door when the various voices resounded. Years of living in Beacon Hills trained him not to jump at the sudden noise. He tensed, yes, but he didn’t jump in full attack mode. He just raised an eyebrow instead. “That’s what I call a welcome.”

He looked over his shoulder and smiled softly when he saw the faces of Theo and Mike. They both came from destructive families or had no parents anymore, so coming home to a loving pack that welcomed them with open arms was one of the best experiences they would ever have. So Liam stepped aside and let his pack mates hug his first Beta and his stubborn Beta. He greeted his pack too, of course, but he had been gone for a day, Theo and Mike had been gone for a week so they deserved this welcome.

Mason stepped next to Liam. “No ring on your finger? I could have sworn you two would come back as an engaged couple because you realized you can’t live without each other and want everyone to see that.”

Liam smirked and shrugged. “We can’t live without each other and we will get engaged soon enough.” He said and watched Theo with a fond smile on his face and his eyes shining with the love for his mate. Theo was back at where he belonged and their bond seemed to have grown stronger in this week. They managed their relationship, even if times were rough sometimes and they drove each other up the wall with their antics. That was just them and Liam would never trade it for anything in the world. Whatever it may be, if he didn’t have Theo by his side, it was useless and meant nothing to Liam.

Theo now seemed to notice Liam looking at him because he turned his head and smiled at Liam and the nineteen-year-old felt himself smile back happily. He winked at his chimera and Theo laughed, another gorgeous sound. Liam was addicted to those happy sounds from his mate. What had Theo said? He was Liam-sexual? Well, in that case, Liam was Theo-sexual. And he loved it.

“You’re happy. That’s the most important thing.“ Mason stated and clapped Liam on the back. “I am, Mase. Happier than ever.“

****** Maybe Liam should have expected his happiness to be in danger soon enough. That was their life after all and somehow fate seemed to love to throw stones and obstacles in their way; not only in Liam’s but in the way of the whole pack. And so it happened that Ever came home one day, a dark look on her face, and when the pack sat down to eat the pizza Tim, Nolan, and Corey ordered for everyone, she spoke up. “I’m worried.“ “About what? The calories in this pizza?“ Mike asked while he was chewing and she made a face at him. “Gross.“ “Nomnomnom.“ He replied and gasped when she snapped her fingers and made his coke splash on his face. Tim coughed out a laugh and handed Mike a napkin to dry his face. “You had this coming.“ “Traitor,“ The computer genius muttered and wiped his face. “I like Nokan more than you.“ “No, you don’t!“ Tim explained cheerfully. “No, you really don’t.“ Nolan backed Tim up. The rest of the pack grinned, except for Ever who shook her head. “Back to the matter at hand, please? Thank you. I am worried. Not about food! I mean it! I’m really worried.“

She glanced at the Beacon Hills gang. “How well acquainted are you with demons?“ Mason immediately jumped into action. “That depends what kind of demons. We once had the demon wolf, Stiles once was possessed by an evil spirit though I’m not sure this counts as a demon and it was before we became part of the supernatural world, then we had a selkie once.“ “It still depends what kind of demons we’re talking about.“, Corey added before Mason could go any further. “I don’t know what kind of demons. But let’s say we’re talking about things from the deepest pit oft he underworld or wherever they come from here. That attack people and cause harm.“ She described. “Welcome to a new episode of Shadowhunters!“ Maya muttered and Theo cast a look at her. “I really don’t think we’re really part of the Shadowhunters universe just because there might be some demons running around.“ “That‘s sad. Alec is hot.“ Liam said thoughtfully and Theo glanced at him with his eyebrows raised. “I wasn‘t aware you’re into dark haired boys.“ “Well, you’re not exactly what I would call a blond either,“ Liam smirked at his boyfriend and Theo rolled his eyes. They needed this little banter between serious topics. It kept the spirit of everyone high, Liam liked to think that at least.

But the next moment he was serious again. “Why do you ask?“ He questioned. “There is some talking in the Wiccan community. Some real witches, others just practice Wiccan ways, but there are stories about some demonic sightings, demons runnings around, because some witches obviously messed with the wrong magic, either willingly or accidentally. I don’t know if it’s just gossip or not, maybe some try to make themselves more important than they are, but I wanted to tell you guys so we are prepared.“ Liam trusted Ever and he trusted her judgment. So he calmly asked: “Do you think it’s gossip?“ Ever stroked a blonde strand of hair behind her ear. “I am alarmed. As long as we know nothing else, it’s better to expect an attack or whatever. Better safe than sorry.“ “Okay. If you hear anything else, let me know.“ Liam, being his Alpha self, told her and she nodded. “That goes for everyone. If you see something suspiciously, you tell us others.“ The Betas nodded. There was nothing else to say. Ever had warned them, Liam told them what to do.

Later that night, Liam knocked at Ever’s door and entered when she told him to do so. “Hey.“ He closed the door and leaned against it while he watched her spin around on her desk chair. “You have that serious Alpha face. What‘s going on, big brother?“ “I want your honest opinion. What do you think about this gossip? I know what you said earlier that night but I thought you may have something else to say.“ Ever sighed. “The things is... Look at that!“ She waved him over and when he stepped to her desk, she had various books splayed out there, all showing various sketches and descriptions of demons. “Those are just a few of the things we’re talking about and if those stories are true, we have a big big problem. Maya wasn’t so wrong with the Shadowhunters because it is a good visual. We’re talking about powerful and terrifying creatures here, with powers beyond imagination. If somebody summoned them, this is serious.“ “Do you think someone could have accidentally summoned them?“ Liam asked her. She nodded. “It is possible but still terrifying. If somebody willingly called them into this world, it would mean they want to slaughter more or less anybody.“ Liam took this all in. “We keep our eyes open. It’s good you told us, that way we are prepared.“ Ever looked at him. “Liam, if those things are real and if they are in this world, I’m not sure we can fight them.“ “We have to try. If it becomes reality, we have to. It’s what we do.“ “And how?“ The witch asked him. “As pack. I know this sounds silly compared to a demon with unknown powers but I learned one thing: Things get a little bit less scary if you don‘t have to face them alone. So we stick together, it’s what we do best.“ He squeezed her shoulder. “We protect each other, Ever.“

She tried a brave smile but didn’t manage to pull it off completely. Liam squeezed her shoulder again and then moved towards the door to leave. Before he could close the door, however, she called him back. "Liam?“ He turned around to face her. “Yes?“ “Is it okay if I’m scared?“ “Yeah. I’d like to say one day you stop being scared but that would be a lie. But being scared and still doing what you have to do, that‘s brave. And you are just doing it. It also means you’re being cautious.“ He sighed. “We all are scared, that’s natural. Don’t try to act like you’re not, this will bite you in the ass sooner or later.“ Why should he lie? It was true and he never lied to his pack. “Thank you.“ Ever obviously appreciated his honesty. Liam nodded with a small smile and then closed the door again.

He was in deep thoughts and considered everything they knew currently. It wasn’t much but Liam liked to think about a possible battle plan. If things got nasty, they would need this. “What’s on your mind?“ Theo asked when they had crawled into bed and laid next to each other. He rolled onto his side and propped himself up on his elbow, supported his head with it, while he looked at Liam who was on his back and stared at the dark ceiling. “I’m thinking about what Ever said. If she’s right, we have trouble coming our way.“ “Liam, we’re from Beacon Hills. Trouble seems to follow us everywhere.“ Liam averted his eyes and looked at his mate. “We’re talking about things like the Anuk-ite here.“ “I’m aware. Being on alert is good, Liam, but we both know if things happen, they happen. We can’t change any supernatural creatures lurking around and targeting innocent people. We can’t change the fact that we have to fight. Because we fight, always, and we do it to protect. I know you, I know leaving Beacon Hills didn’t mean you would resign fighting anything supernatural baddies. Or hunters. Or whatever else. You are a fighter, my dear Alpha, and your pack is ready to fight by your side. But currently it is just gossip and we have to wait until it turns out true. Then we can take actions.“ It was kind of serious but Liam couldn’t help the grin spreading across his face. “I can’t believe you just used the term baddies.“ Theo groaned. “Shut up.“ He said fondly and leaned in to kiss Liam lovingly. Liam had no complaints whatsoever and raised one hand to put it against Theo’s cheek while they kissed.

****** Liam learned to trust his gut feeling over time and his gut feeling told him this was far from over. He was proved right when the news about a woman who owned an antique store being basically slaughtered in her store. Ever confirmed what Liam feared: She had been a witch. Ever looked devasted. “I didn‘t know her personally but it’s still sad.“ She explained. ”But now we know something is happening.“ And the next days were filled with news of people getting attacked by ravens in their living room, some were killed with their chests ripped open, others were stabbed. It was a setting to pay tribute to every fucking horror movie Liam ever saw or heard of.  “This has to stop!“ Corey said after day five of those events and the young Alpha agreed wholeheartedly. But they were completely in the dark because the people who survived were traumatized and their stories didn’t make sense and even if they did, no story was like the other. And the others were…well dead. So stopping yes but how?

“Let’s watch this from a logical point of view.“ Mason started. “They all were witches, right?“ “Were they?“ Sadie asked back. “What’s that supposed to mean?“ Ever asked her. “Well, were they witches or were they witches-witches?“ “I have no idea what you’re trying to say, Sads.“ Ever shook her head. Sadie narrowed her green eyes. “Were they really like you or were they just people pretending to be witches? Because in case A the demons could target them for their powers. In case B they might as well just be human sacrifices.“ Ever glared at her. “Could you say that without sounding so clinical and logical?“ “No, because she is completely right!“ Theo replied instead of Sadie. “You still need to consider that they were all people.“ Corey retorted. “Doesn’t change the fact that we need to get to cause of why they were killed.“ Mike now threw in. “Does it matter? We have to find who did it, not why they did it. That can be asked later.“ Tim replied his best friend and they all started to argue.

Liam suddenly realized that his pack was divided when it came to those things. You had the logical minds on one side (Mason, Theo, Sadie, Mike, Maya) and the emotional based people on the other side (Corey, Tim, Ever, Nolan). Liam himself surveyed his pack arguing back and forth and he listened to everything that was being said. “You all are right.“ He finally cut in. “Yes, we have to keep in mind why those people were killed. They were killed by something or several somethings because the stories sound like several attackers out there came to them and killed them. And that’s what we should focus on now. Find out what, find out how then later find out why.“ He ran a hand through his hair. “So. Any ideas?“

“I could be the bait.“ Ever suggested. “No!“ Liam and Theo said at the same time. “But a valid point: You are not going anywhere alone from now on. None of us does. Two of us have always stick together at least. Witches may be just the beginning, I don‘t want anyone of us having to face whatever it is alone. That means, one human has one supernatural, okay? I really don’t want you, humans, fighting demons on your own.“ Liam demanded “Got it!“ The pack murmured. Nobody would speak up against their Alpha when he gave orders like that.

"One more thing: If you come across whatever thing this is: Run! I mean it. We have no idea what they can do, we have no idea what they want. As long as we know nothing about our enemies, you don’t fight with them.“ Liam glanced at every pack members but especially at the ones he knew needed this order. “Why are you looking at me like this?“ Sadie, Theo, Mike, and Maya asked at the same time. Liam gave them a pointed look. “Are you following your own order as well?“ Theo asked and raised one eyebrow. He knew Liam and his reckless ways. Liam scoffed. “Have to, I guess. Lead by example, you know?”

****** “There are probably police officers and we are not exactly unnoticeable because we are so many. How are you going to manage sneaking behind a police barricade and inspect a crime scene?“ Nolan asked Liam two days later and right when Theo, Sadie, Maya, and Corey stepped in. The other members were already gathered in the living room and listened to Liam‘s newest plan. “I know it won’t be easy but we have to. It could help us find some evidence the police is not looking for.“ Liam held his ground. “Every killer leaves some trace.“ “You sound like Miss Marple.“, Theo told his boyfriend and Liam huffed and glared at him. “I’m just trying to find a way to get closer to what’s killing all those witches!” Liam growled. “But thanks for the input, Theodore.”

Theo grimaced at his full name but then turned his attention to the matter at hand. “You want to sneak into the latest crime scene and investigate? Nolan’s right, that is risky and probably impossible with such a large group. Which means you need a smaller group which means you don’t have the whole pack to back you up in case something happens and that is a No from me.” “Who are you? My bodyguard?” Liam asked annoyed. It was the best plan they currently had and he knew it sucked but it was a plan at least.  “Your mate, your first Beta, your anchor, so yeah, kind of the same thing.” The replied with a shit-eating grin and Liam’s eyebrow twitched. He was about to argue back when Ever’s phone rang with an incoming call. She accepted and soon the wolves could hear the hysteric voice of a woman.  “Hayley, relax, okay? What do you mean there is something dark out there? Did you see something?” The woman hastily told Ever about a shadow, a demon, lurking outside her shop and begged Ever to come and help her. Ever glanced at Liam and she nodded. “Hayley, we’re on our way. Just lock the door and hide.” Ever instructed and then ended the call. Everyone got to their feet and the pack moved as one. They were in sync like that when it came to things like that. 

****** The store offering all kinds of mishmash, from amulets over herbs to esoteric books, looked peaceful and as if nobody was there. When Ever touched the doorknob, however, the door swung open and they looked at each other before they slowly stepped in, Liam in front of the group. And right when they all took a few more steps into the store, they found a woman Liam supposed was Hayley draped over the counter, eyes wide open and open in a silent scream. She was on her back and there was blood everywhere, dripping from the counter, from her hand. She looked like a sacrifice on an altar, Liam thought with a shiver. Ever choked out a sob and took a few steps closer to her dead friend but when she was next to Liam, his arm shot out and hindered her from going further, eyes fixated in the dark storage room right behind the counter. The door was open and it looked empty but Liam was tense and didn’t let Ever any further.

“Stay behind me.” He ordered. “All of you.” 

Ever stared at him, then she stepped back and Liam glanced at Theo from the corner of his eye. His boyfriend stood an armlength away from him but flush to Liam and Liam hissed. “I said to stay behind me! All of you!” He ordered sharply. Theo, usually prone to argue with Liam about things like that, looked at him but then nodded and took a few steps back as well. Now Liam was alone in front of his pack, full attention on the storage room now. He growled lowly and his eyes glowed red while his fangs slowly came out.

Nothing happened for several minutes but then a sound from scratching over wood could be heard. The wooden floor creaked and then something emerged from the darkness. No horror movie could have been a better reveal for the monster than this. 

It peeked upside down from the doorframe like some ghost. The stature was female but the whole body was ash grey and looked haggard, skin - if you wanted to call it that - flaky and dry. The creature was naked and had claw-like feet that held it while he scuttled across the ceiling from the storage room and into the light of the shop. The eyes were just two black holes, but the mouth was a round shape adorned with two rows of sharp teeth, and the thing had claws, sharp things and nothing compared to a werewolf’s claws. Those claws were as long as Liam’s upper arm. No hair on the creature's body, just some slits were the ears were supposed to be. 

They all stared at the creature as it hung at the ceiling and watched them. Liam smelled the fear from his pack and his own heart was skyrocketing. No matter how often he fought against supernatural creatures, he got afraid every time and this thing was basically as terrifying as the Anuk-ite. The thing looked at him. “Werewolf. Alpha.” It rustled and Liam wordlessly stared at it, fangs lightly bared. If the thing was friendly, he wouldn’t attack either.

The demon seemed to consider what he was but then it let out a blood-curdling scream that put Lydia to shame. Liam’s blood ran cold and he heard somebody whimper behind him. He could not be mad, that was a real horror. And then the demon spat a big black thorn right where Maya stood. Only thanks to her fast reflexes she could jump aside and the thorn slammed into the floor and broke the wood. Fuck that, this was large. The pack jumped and Liam growled.

“Corey, the humans!” He ordered and Corey reacted immediately and grabbed Mason by the shoulder with one hand and Nolan with the other. Nolan grabbed Ever as well and they all disappeared while the wolves snarled at the thing, claws extracted and eyes glowing. But an invisible hunter with his crossbow ready to shoot and an invisible witch were a benefit. And Mason and Corey had time to analyze the creature’s fighting scheme.

Liam anxiously listened to the sounds of the invisible group and the demon still was glued to the ceiling but turned its head. And then she spat another thorn and Ever screamed in pain before she turned visible and fell to the floor, thorn sticking in her side. The demon screeched and the leaped, landed right over the young witch and tossed Nolan aside like he was nothing. She snarled into Ever’s face and Ever bit her lower lip and raised her hand, ready to use her magic, when the demon grabbed the thorn and twisted it inside Ever. Ever howled in pain and fell back to the floor and then Maya howled and tackled the demon. They crashed into a small shelf but it gave Ever enough time to crawl into safety and Corey grabbed her by the shoulder. 

Maya and the demon fought and Mike roared before he jumped on the creature’s back and dragged her away from Maya. He tried to at least but suddenly the creature was gone and on the other side of the room. “Damn, that beast is fast!” Sadie called out.  “Really? Thanks for the heads up!” Theo snarled and then he and Sadie jumped the thing. Not only them, the other wolves joined them as well but the demon spread her arms and a sudden force wave let them all crash to the floor. The creature let out a deafening cry, almost a soundwave, and the sensible hearing made it hurt. Liam winced in pain and pressed his hands over his ears.  Sadie and Tim had been the center of the soundwave and groaned. “I can’t move. It’s like I’m glued to the floor!” Tim called out and Sadie whined while she tried to struggle against the invisible hold pressing her down. 

Theo roared and his eyes blazed. He was lucky, he could get on his feet and used his own speed to jump behind the demon and rake his claws over her back. She screeched in pain and spun around to lunge at him. They fought too and Liam roared. He wasted no time in joining the fight with the demon. The whole interior got bashed but the demon was strong. Even after Sadie and Tim could move again and were helped to her feet by Mike and Maya, it wasn’t really a fair fight. The demon’s claws were fast and they hurt, they all sported bleeding cuts on various parts of their bodies. 

“She spits again!” Sadie warned Tim jumped in order to prevent her from doing so but the demon closed his claws around Tim’s throat and strangled him until he was struggling to breathe. She turned her head and spat two thorns out before she dropped Tim’s stertorous form to the ground. The thorn hit Maya’s jeans and her jacket and pinned her to the floor and when she tried to pull it out she screamed and her palm was burned. 

Liam ducked under an attempted hit and grabbed the demon by the arm to spin her around and push her into a bookshelf. The shelf fell over and the demon tumbled into the mess. Mike and Theo jumped at her again and managed some hits but then she raked her claws over Mike’s face and pushed him against the wall so he got knocked out while she also broke his arm. Sadie had perched on a shelf and now jumped her to hold her in place while an arrow seemingly came out of nowhere. Corey and Nolan appeared again, Nolan still with his raised crossbow, and the arrow would have hit if the creature had not managed to break free and grab the arrow before it could hit her. It spun around and twisted Sadie’s arm with one claw before it jammed the arrow in her stomach with the other claw. Sadie screamed and doubled over in pain. She fell to the ground and grabbed the arrow. It stuck deep inside her flesh and she had trouble pulling it out. 

The demon was far from over and turned around again to face Theo. She moved both arms again and the force wave that hit Theo was enough to send the chimera flying to the wall and right into the storage room. He landed between splinters of wood and brickwork and didn’t move anymore, knocked out by the hit.  She was about to jump Mason next when Liam roared his Alpha roar. It made the shop windows rattle and his Betas, even though they were hurt, raised their heads as good as they could, all eyes flashed. And when their Alpha attacked the demon again, they all howled. It gave Liam strength, it gave him power, and he saw Ever moving her hand. But the pain from the thorn had weakened her and she was bleeding a lot, even though Mason had pulled it out and tried now to free Maya. Liam glared at the demon and the thing used his little moment of distraction to rake her claws over his neck and then grab his chin in a painful grip. She looked at him with her dead eyes and then screeched right into his face. Liam gripped her arm and twisted it but her grip tightened and she almost broke his jaw. 

But suddenly she dropped him like a potato and tumbled back. An arrow stooked from her shoulder and she pulled it out with another blood-curdling scream before she jumped right through the shop display into the street and disappeared in the dark. 

They stared after the hole it left in the shop window and you only heard their ragged breaths and thumbing hearts. “What the hell was that?” Mason asked while he knelt next to Liam to check on his best friend. But Liam looked around and then jumped to his feet and ran over to Theo where he dropped to his knees again. 

“Theo, wake up!” He called out and grabbed his boyfriend’s lifeless body. He shook him gently. “Wake up! The thing’s gone. Open your eyes!” He cradled Theo in his arms and still no sign of waking up from the twenty-two-year-old. Liam heard his heartbeat and he still felt Theo in their mating bond, but it was weak. “Theodore! Open your eyes! Please!”

He cupped Theo’s face with his other hand and Theo’s head lolled to the side. Blood was seeping out of his ear and Liam’s heart almost stopped. “He needs medical attention!” He looked at his pack who all stood around him now and stared in shock. “Who?” Mason asked. “We don’t have Deaton here.” “I know where to go. A friend of mine, also a witch, owns a naturopathic office not far away from here. We just have to get him into the car. She will be there still.” Ever said and grimaced at the pain in her abdomen. She was pressing Tim’s jacket against her stomach and the linen was already stained with her blood. It wasn’t lethal but had to hurt like a bitch. 

Liam wasted no time and Tim and Mike helped him to get Theo into the truck. Despite Theo hating it when somebody else dove his truck, Liam let Mason drive while he stayed in the backseat with the still unconscious Theo. He held him the whole drive and listened to Theo’s heart. It was still beating but Liam heard the beats getting slower; Theo seemed to have internal injuries from his blast through the wall and his chimera heeling was not quick enough to heal everything at once. 

When the arrived at the doctor’s office and dragged themselves inside, Ever’s friend Briana, Brie for short, didn’t ask any questions. She just locked the front door and guided them into one of the examinations rooms where they put Theo on the examination table. His usual healthy complexion was pale now and the blood was still seeping out of his ear. 

“What happened?” Briana curtly asked while she instructed them to grab all the things she would need. A heart monitor, an infusion, and various other medical instruments. Liam didn’t care and only grabbed things when she told him so but then he grabbed Theo’s hand and held it, raised it and pressed it against his chest. He tried to take Theo’s pain but nothing happened, even when he tried harder. It made his stomach sink. 

Sadie, Mayam and Ever explained what happened and Brie nodded curtly before she went to work again. Soon enough she administered some medications into Theo’s bloodstream via infusion and then raised both hands and hovered them over his body. Blue and red lights appeared, some smaller green ones. “I am a witch, my magic is the healing kind.” She explained. “He has internal bleeding, his liver is perforated, his spleen is ruptured, several broken bones. There is one bone threatening to perforate his heart. He is a werewolf?” “Chimera.” Liam replied quietly. Her words hade made his heart beat wildly and he was even more afraid now. “Please, you need to heal.” He whispered to Theo and stroked through his hair. “Please heal and come back!”

“I don’t know what a chimera is, never had one on my table before, but I can give him a little bit time to heal.” She waved her hands and snapped her fingers and a soft rose-gold light appeared. It disappeared within moments and Sadie frowned.  “What happened?” “I’m not a healer, that means I can’t heal every injury. I can only heal smaller ones, a broken arm when I channel all my energy and that is tiring enough. With his injuries, I can only push his body in the right direction. The rest has to come from him. The medication should help too. Still, it’s all him now.”

Liam watched his mate with glassy eyes. The fear of losing Theo was there because he heard his heartbeat steadily going slower and slower and slower and his hand getting cold. Their mating bond was strained now, Theo getting weaker and weaker and Liam could not bear this. It hurt to just think about what might happen. “He will heal. Theo’s tough. We all know that.” Tim tried to be positive and Liam tried a weak smile. He knew it came off more than as a grimace and he stopped trying to smile altogether.  Mason put his arm around Liam’s shoulder and leaned against him.  “He survived hell. This is nothing against that.” He tried to lift Liam’s spirit and Liam was grateful for it but the fear of losing his mate was too prominent, too big currently. 

“Are you all okay?” He asked in a raspy voice and looked around. They all looked bruised and broken and Brie was currently tending Ever’s wound. Sadie’s arrow wound had almost healed but they still looked beaten up.  “We are all okay. And he will be too.” Corey said with a soft smile. He tried to be positive too and Liam was sure everybody, even the humans, could smell his desperation for Theo’s current state. “Can’t you like  operate on him or something?” His dad was a surgeon, he knew about emergency surgery.  But Brie gave him a sad look.  “In his current state that would kill him. He is too weak.”

Liam grimaced but nodded. That made sense and he wouldn’t put Theo’s life in danger any more than it already was. He stroked over Theo’s cheek again and smiled sadly. “Heard that, Dore? We’re waiting for you. You have to do a little bit of work too, you know? So come on, baby, let your healing kick in and open your beautiful eyes again.”

His little speech started a time of waiting. Brie gave them all some water to drink and gathered enough chairs to sit for all but Liam stayed next to the table, Theo’s hand in his, while he waited for his boyfriend to get better. But suddenly he frowned and reached out to wipe the thin trickle of blood away that sipped from the corner of Theo’s mouth. However, upon further inspection, he noticed this wasn’t blood and Liam gasped in shock. His fingers were silver. “Is that mercury?” Mike asked shocked and they all gathered around to see what had happened. “Mercury?” Ever asked worriedly and frowned.  “It’s modified mercury.”, Corey stated and cast a nervous glance at Liam. Liam stared at Theo’s face, saw the stain of mercury on his mate’s pale lips, and his he was sure his heart stopped beating. That could not be happening! This was a nightmare and he would wake up soon, with Theo wrapped around him, and when he told his boyfriend, Theo would shake his head, would laugh softly, and tell Liam he would never leave him. And they would hug and cuddle and kiss and everything was fine again.

“What does mercury mean?” Tim asked. “It means a chimera is dying.” Liam’s eyes were filled with tears while he answered and he kept his eyes locked on Theo’s complexion, his grip on Theo’s hand tightened.  “No way!” Maya’s eyes were filled with tears too. “That’s Theo! He doesn’t do that like that. He’s a fighter!” “He would never leave you! Never leave us! He doesn’t!” Sadie supported Maya and she was already crying.  “This is not happening!” Nolan said and shook his head. “Never! Not Theo! Not like this!”

Liam looked up and right on the other side of the table stood Corey. He had grabbed Theo’s arms and his fingers tightened and then let loose again. He was silently crying and Liam knew Corey and Theo considered each other best friends. So this hit hard and Mason rubbed Corey’s back while he reached over and squeezed Liam’s arm. He said nothing, just showed his support, and Liam was grateful. He had no words himself right now, this was overwhelming and he felt like the floor had opened and he was falling. 

Brie checked some of Theo’s data and tried to look hopeful but Liam knew it was useless. They all, the wolves at least, heard how slow Theo’s heartbeat was already going and it was steadily dropping. And even the humans saw the mercury, saw that there was no healing happening, and they all thought the same. But nobody said it and Liam knew it was to spare his feelings. But it was the brutal truth. Theo was dying. 

Mason stepped closer and pulled Liam closer to rest his forehead against Liam’s temple and that’s when Liam noticed he was crying. A loud sob escaped him and while he still held Theo’s hand, he leaned against his best friend. Liam was crying, but he still kept his posture if that made sense. He would not completely break down now, he had to hold on for Theo. 

“Is there anything we can do?” Mason asked Brie and she shook her head.  “I can’t operate on him, he is too weak, as already stated, and his healing is too slow.” She refused to state the obvious as well and Liam was thankful for that too. Mason sobbed softly too and Liam knew after everything Mason had considered Theo a good friend too. To have it end like this was too much for the human. 

Mike looked absolutely devasted and Tim clung to him. He said nothing but when he looked at Liam, he shook his head and looked away. His cheeks glistened wetly in the light, Mike was crying too. Tim rubbed his back and didn’t hide the fact he was bawling his eyes out. 

Ever held stood next to Mike and Tim, Nolan by her side, and had her face hidden in her hands while sobs shook her whole body. Nolan hugged her and hid his face. Liam was sure he cried too.

Maya and Sadie had tears streaming down their faces but they were not sobbing and just looked at Theo as if they were silently saying goodbye. “We can’t stand here and do nothing.” The black haired wolf snarled.  “Maya, if there was anything I could do, I would do it. But his healing is not even triggered yet, his body is too weak to heal. All I could do is prolong his time.” Brie said with a voice full of grief. Liam hated this but he knew she was honest.

This was so much worse than Hayden back then. Hayden had been painful but Theo would not only leave a hole in his heart, it would rip his whole heart out and leave back an empty shell. If Theo was gone, what else was Liam supposed to enjoy? Theo was the love of his life, he needed him like he needed air. How was he supposed to go on without Theo? Hayden had been his first love and he had been devasted, but this was his mate and if Hayden’s death left him like that back then, Liam would be destroyed by Theo’s death.

And then it clicked.

“There is nothing you can do but I can.” 

Everyone stared at him and Liam slowly tore his eyes away from his dying mate to look at the pack. He took a breath. “I can give him the bite.” “What?” His Betas called out. “Liam, that is risky and you have no idea if the bite takes! It could also kill him!” Briana added for consideration, shock audible in her voice. 

Liam kissed Theo’s hand and blinked against his tears, then he straightened his back. “Theo is dying. That’s what none of you wants to say but it’s a fact. We all hear his heartbeat getting slower and slower and when morning comes my mate will be dead.” A sob escaped his lips and he struggled to continue. After a deep breath, he managed. “So I have three options. Option No. 1: I do nothing and Theo dies. Because that is what’s happening right now. His chimera healing is not fast enough and he will never manage to heal on his own in enough time. Option No. 2: I give him the bite and the bite kills him. Theo is dead. Devasting but I tried to save him at least. Option No. 3: I give him the bite and it takes fast enough to heal him. Theo lives. So, out of all three options, two have the same outcome. What am I supposed to do? Think I want him to die? I feel him dying, I feel the mating bond getting weaker and weaker. I feel him disappearing and I hear his heart slowing down. Do you really think I can stand here and do nothing?” He had gotten louder at the end and now was crying again. “I can’t let him die without trying it. Please, understand that.”

His Betas looked at him for some moments and Liam felt like time stood still. And then it was Ever who raised a hand and closed it around her pack pendant. “We have your back, Alpha. Give him the bite and we give him all the energy he needs.” She said with a nod and answered for everyone because they all grabbed their pendants. Liam smiled under tears and then wiped his face with his sleeve. 

He looked down at Theo. “If you die, I will bring you back and kick your ass!” He told Theo and then leaned down to kiss his boyfriend softly before he straightened up again.  “Before you bite him, let me do something!” Brie called out. “Corey, in the shelf behind you are some infusions. I need one of them.” “What are you doing?” Liam asked the doctor while Corey went to grab the little bottle.  “Is that wolfsbane?” Corey asked and Brie nodded. “I’m buying him more time to heal. To make it short, I’m putting him in some sort of coma. If the bite takes and he heals, his body will diffuse the wolfsbane and he will wake up again. This only works for werewolves and it only works one time. If it doesn’t give him enough time, he will be dead, Liam.”  Liam nodded. “Do it! It will take! It has to take!”

Brie infused the wolfsbane into Theo’s IV bag and then she nodded. Liam squared his shoulders and his eyes flashed red while his fangs grew. He let go of Theo’s hand but grabbed his arms and raised it to his lips. And then he bit down on Theo’s underarm, shortly underneath the tattoo. He got no reaction from Theo but when he stopped biting and pulled back, there was a deep bite mark on Theo’s skin. Brie hurried over to bandage the wound. “Everything to help him.” She explained and Liam nodded. Maya hastily grabbed a chair and Liam collapsed into it, every strength has gone for the moment. He took Theo’s hand again but now all they could do was wait.

They all returned to their chairs and the room grew silent. The medical monitors beeping only sometimes. None of them slept, they all wanted to be here to see what happened to Theo, wanted to be there. Liam stroked his thumb over Theo’s hand and tilted his head, watched the night grew darker and then a little bit lighter the closer morning came. 

Mason appeared next to him and handed him a can of orange lemonade from the vending machine in the hallway. “Drink something. I know you won’t be able to eat something but you need to at least drink.” Liam made a face. He didn’t want to. “Liam, see it that way, you and Theo are connected. If you stay hydrated, maybe that helps him too.” Mason bribed him and Liam groaned but accepted the can. He opened it and took a sip and only then he realized how dry his throat was and how thirsty he had been. The sugar of the lemonade helped his circulation and he drank the whole can as fast as he could. Mason handed him another one. Liam gladly accepted and gently butted his head against his best friend. “Thanks for being here.” “Anytime.” Mason said with a soft smile and hugged Liam. “I have gummy bears as well if you need some.”

Liam smiled weakly and opened the second can to gulp down a bit of it. He shook his head and looked back at Theo. And then he softly frowned and pushed the soda can in Mason’s hand before he got up.

“Liam?” Mason asked hesitantly and the others slowly raised their heads too to see what was going on. Liam stepped closer to the examination table again and gently took Theo’s arm where he bit down. He inspected the bandage and then tugged at it to pull it off. When the gauze was gone, Liam gasped.

“It’s healed! The bite is healed! Guys, the bite healed!” He looked around, a beaming smile on his face, and when he looked back at Theo and focused on his heartbeat, he noticed it was stronger. Still weaker than usual, but stronger than the whole night. Theo still had cuts on his face and his arms, but the bite was healed, and his skin didn’t look as pale as before.  “Oh my god!” Liam said. “It took! The bite took!” 

He was overjoyed but then the realization set in and he staggered a bit on his feet. Mason steadied him and Liam looked at his best friend. “He’s alive.” He said and Mason nodded with a big smile.  Brie raised her hands over Theo’s body again and this time the light was more bluish-purple. “He still needs a few more hours to rejuvenate but he will manage. He survived. Congratulations.” 

The pack broke out in a spontaneous celebration and Liam was hugged by every single Beta. He didn’t realize he was crying until Mason hugged him and then Liam suddenly couldn’t stop crying. He had his breakdown right then and there and cried his eyes out. Mason held him the whole time and stroked through his hair and when Liam was done, he slowly made Liam sit down again and lean back. “Now you should sleep a bit. If he wakes up, we will wake you up.” Liam nodded softly. “Okay.” He said and when he closed his eyes, he was fast asleep. Theo was safe and his body had reached a limit where he couldn’t put off sleep any longer. 

****** Liam woke up without anybody waking up and when he did so, Theo was still asleep. The young Alpha stretched and slowly got to his feet. Corey sat on the floor next to him and wordlessly held out a cheeseburger for Liam. “Breakfast.” He said and Liam took the burger without asking another question. The first bite felt heavenly because now that he knewTheo would survive, his appetite was back and he had not eaten for almost twenty hours.

“How is he?” Liam asked while he chewed.  “Okay, still asleep but Brie says he’s fine. His body needs to restore a lot of energy now.” Corey shook his head. “It's crazy, he’s a werewolf now.” “That makes you the only chimera now, you know?” “Yeah.” Corey grinned. “I’m the special snowflake now.” He gently poked Liam. “And how does it feel? To have your own bitten Beta?” He teased and Liam almost choked on his food. Good point! Theo was his only bitten Beta now, they had established a new bond now.

But before Liam could answer, Theo moaned softly and slowly moved and Liam almost dropped his empty burger wrapper.   “Theo!” He was by his mate’s side immediately, the pack staying in the background for now. Theo blinked and then slowly opened his eyes fully.  “Liam?” He asked and Liam nodded with a smile. “I’m here, T. We all are.” He gestured at the pack and Theo nodded slowly before he ran a hand over his face. “What happened?” “We fought the demon and it threw you through a wall.” “Shouldn’t I have a headache because of that?” Theo asked and slowly tried to move into a sitting position. Liam helped him and then steadied Theo. The older looked around. “Where are we?” “In the office of Ever’s friend Brie. We brought you here last night.” Liam smiled softly but then he bit his lip. “Uhm, Theo...”

“Is everyone okay? Are you all okay?” Theo worried about the Betas of course. They nodded but then Nolan pointed at the door. “We, uhm, will be outside. You talk.” “Might need this.” Corey said and placed a glass of ash on the counter. Mountain ash. And then he, just like the rest of the pack, left. Theo frowned.

“Everybody leaves when I wake up. What did I miss? How long was I asleep? Is it the year 3000 now? Are you a robot?” Liam shook his head and gently took Theo’s hands in his. His joy that the bite took was now pushed aside by the worry that Theo had not wanted to be turned and Liam knew it was too late now, but it was typical for him to do something and then worry later.

“I have to tell you something, Theo.” “Sure. What’s up? Are you okay?” Theo freed his hands and gently cupped Liam’s face. Liam almost melted but then he got a grip again and grabbed Theo’s hands once more, pulled them away from his face. “I am okay. But you weren’t. Theo, the demon blasted you through a  fucking wall and you were out like a light. I thought you were unconscious at first but you didn’t wake up and blood was seeping out of your ear. We brought you here and Briana found out you had internal bleeding and internal injuries. It was pretty bad.”

Liam looked at Theo and his eyes shimmered wetly. “She tried everything but it didn’t help. Your heartbeat was getting slower and slower. I had to do something, Theo.” “Yeah, okay. What did you do? Liam, you’re worrying me.”  Liam looked into his mate’s green eyes, saw the frown on Theo’s gorgeous face, and squeezed his hands. “You were dying, Theo, and I couldn’t let you die! There was only one option and I really hope you don’t hate me for this!” His voice was shaking now. “Liam, I could never hate you. What did you do? It can’t be that bad.” “I bit you.”

Pause. 

“You did what?” Theo asked after what felt a lifetime, green eyes narrowing slightly while he spoke.  “I bit you, gave you the bite. And it took.” He showed Theo’s arm where no bite could be seen. “I bit you right there. I had to save you.” “You bit me.” Theo murmured and pulled his arm away from Liam’s grip to slowly slide off the table. “You fucking bit me. You turned me.” He grabbed the glass with the ash and poured some on his hand, only to hiss at the burn and drop the ash on his hand.  “Werewolves can’t touch mountain ash, T.” Liam bit his lower lip and said it quietly. 

“I know that! You...I am a fucking werewolf! Not a chimera. A fucking werewolf.”

“I am sorry, Theo, but it was the only option you would survive. Please, don’t be mad at me!” Liam begged.

Theo suddenly spun around and locked eyes with him. “Are you kidding me? Mad? Liam, my whole life I always felt like a copy! Like I was never good enough to be a real werewolf. I was the first chimera, yes, but I wasn’t the real thing. I didn’t have the speed, didn’t had the hearing, didn’t have the abilities of a werewolf. Everything I had was unnatural, was made in a fucking laboratory.” He shook his head. “And I wanted it. I wanted to be real. But then the whole shit went down and I somehow got used to being a chimera. But the wish to be more, to be better, was there. And now you just tell me you bit me? You turned me into a real fucking werewolf? That’s insane!” He shook his head and Liam made a tentative step towards him. 

“So, you are not mad?”

Theo fixated him and shook his head. “You saved my life and you made my biggest wish come true. I never believed it would happen and yet here I am. A real were...” He stopped. “What color are my eyes?”

“What?” Liam had a hard time following his boyfriend. “What color are my eyes? Are they blue?”

Theo flashed his eyes. Maybe it was wishful thinking but Liam felt like Theo’s eyes were even more beautiful than before. “They are the prettiest gold I’ve ever seen.” He replied and stepped closer to Theo to wrap his arms around him. Theo stared at him and then he let out a happy yell before he kissed Liam passionately. Liam laughed and wrapped his arms as tightly around Theo as he could. 

They only parted to breathe again and Liam nudged his nose against Theo’s before he hugged him and buried his face in the crook of Theo’s neck. “Welcome back, my beloved mate.” He muttered and Theo purred. “You are never allowed to scare me like that ever again!” Theo chuckled. “I promise.”

The door flew open, the Betas undoubtedly had eavesdropped, and suddenly the Alpha couple was in the middle of a big group hug that lasted longer than any group hug ever again.

“Welcome back, big brother!” The pack chorused and Theo laughed loudly. 

I waited for this chapter for so long, you guys have no idea! I am ecstatic about how it turned out and I hope you see it that way too. What do you say? I cannot wait to see what you all have to say about it :D

#thiam #A tale written with fangs and claws #My writing #alpha!liam #Morning Dew Pack series

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omg.. I was actually able to sleep till 12 PM

https://youtu.be/h5yQaGZrY2Y?t=1626

https://youtu.be/XMIMehEBubo?t=16

isn’t she the.. “offline tv” member????????????????? she has similar voice..

I think I heard her on “offline TV”

https://www.youtube.com/c/clothesencounters/videos

I like that she haven’t posted million videos per year

https://youtu.be/WVmnPMS7Z_0

disco. xD

https://youtu.be/WVmnPMS7Z_0?t=38

https://youtu.be/WVmnPMS7Z_0?t=128

https://youtu.be/T4ooCcl2kfw?t=455

jesus christ.. I hate winter.. because I can’t open window.. because.. like.. flat mates.. never like when I open window.. because it’s cold.. 

I like opening window.. because.. my eyes.. need air.. or they would be very dry and I wouldn’t be able to open them

https://www.youtube.com/c/xChocoBARS/videos

https://youtu.be/7uPZO5N2KWo?t=228

where the f*ck do I get 5$ from..

damn this pasta last time was good.. I would like to eat it in the morning today too

I mean.. it’s 1PM.. and I usually eat at this time.. normally I just drink something in the morning and then I eat at 1PM or 12PM or later..

https://youtu.be/rGtVfHBrtDc

I was eating this recently

like.. few days ago I was eating it every day

https://youtu.be/rGtVfHBrtDc?t=226

https://youtu.be/zVWHXObUtno?t=68

https://youtu.be/N2wXo584hos?t=113

https://youtu.be/N2wXo584hos?t=143

wow chinese hat

https://www.twitch.tv/videos/775206617?filter=archives&sort=time

I need to make my videos subscription only too..

what the f*ck.. I didn’t create any clips of anybody.. jesus christ.. why does it show that I created clips what the heck

maybe I misclicked something

what the fuck

oh shit.. there’s.. the “clip” button.. I must have clicked it.. god..

f*ck..

I have like.. 3 clips.. of 3 different people.. damn.. the sammy’s clip is good though. it’s 1080p and she has nice hair and dressed nice

https://help.twitch.tv/s/article/partner-settings-guide?language=en_US

jesus.. 

https://blog.streamelements.com/becoming-a-twitch-affiliate-and-partner-guide-8990d7fe25ac

shit.. 

http://bitstodollars.com/

damn.. I still.. this glaze recipe isn’t that good

https://youtu.be/J3a17pCrQWA

xD xD

https://youtu.be/J3a17pCrQWA?t=12

https://youtu.be/J3a17pCrQWA?t=46

https://youtu.be/J3a17pCrQWA?t=124

https://youtu.be/J3a17pCrQWA?t=216

damn women are so greedy

https://youtu.be/5u8BqRCDkyc?t=505

lol nice bait

jesus christ. I eat so much food.. last 2 days.. how to stop eating so much

https://youtu.be/eTm61XHmUKU?t=527

https://youtu.be/eTm61XHmUKU?t=1071

обизяна xD

из зоопарка

https://youtu.be/secuN-i68Ww?t=173

https://youtu.be/secuN-i68Ww?t=216

https://youtu.be/secuN-i68Ww?t=226

omg.. I was eating.. lots of rice.. and pasta past 3 days.. first day rice.. 2nd day pasta. today.. pasta again

I should like.. eat more vegetables instead.. and I ate.. cake 

maybe that’s why I feel so full

https://youtu.be/secuN-i68Ww?t=473

https://youtu.be/secuN-i68Ww?t=520

asian

she’s.. like.. teaching now.. online?? because of covid?? that’s why she has so much time to make this.. 

https://youtu.be/secuN-i68Ww?t=671

https://youtu.be/secuN-i68Ww?t=735

https://youtu.be/secuN-i68Ww?t=804

https://youtu.be/secuN-i68Ww?t=1150

voice unlocking?

https://youtu.be/secuN-i68Ww?t=1234

lol “if you’re indian you have diabetes”

https://youtu.be/secuN-i68Ww?t=1292

https://youtu.be/secuN-i68Ww?t=1596

https://youtu.be/secuN-i68Ww?t=1754

https://youtu.be/secuN-i68Ww?t=1806

https://youtu.be/vMCbJB4yNXo?t=18

https://youtu.be/gpaJmligdbk?t=401

https://youtu.be/1s-yIa-cdfA?t=120

https://youtu.be/eTm61XHmUKU?t=1110

https://youtu.be/c0VoVYbpQzY?t=398

спокойно с мидасом сейтяс комбекнем xD

https://youtu.be/c0VoVYbpQzY?t=445

да

xD

https://youtu.be/c0VoVYbpQzY?t=748

solo feed

https://youtu.be/AM6ZdLnDFAY

https://youtu.be/1Dzj7CvYhFg

https://youtu.be/1Dzj7CvYhFg?t=115

https://youtu.be/1Dzj7CvYhFg?t=304

https://youtu.be/1Dzj7CvYhFg?t=406

ez win lying on the ground

https://youtu.be/1Dzj7CvYhFg?t=577

https://youtu.be/1Dzj7CvYhFg?t=1146

https://youtu.be/OJzjnIXMvNs?t=290

three hundred bucks

https://youtu.be/OJzjnIXMvNs?t=593

how much money for subs and donations to streamers

thank god there are other streamers..

wow.. it’s lagging though.. and it’s not because of me.. but.. twitch is just.. lagging.. twitch servers.. 

wow she gets 3k views on each stream video

it’s fucking lagging.. 

f*ck.. she looks like this ... other.. girl.. who also builds computers.. god.. actually.. what the fuck..

https://www.reddit.com/r/Twitch/comments/7auqll/1000_media_playback_aborted_error/

doesn’t work

the.. fuck?? why is it not working..

https://youtu.be/vMCbJB4yNXo?t=99

maybe it doesn’t work that well outside usa.. or.. maybe just.. european servers are overloaded at this time of the day.. I don’t know.. I would guess that.. I guess that it just doesn’t work as fast outside usa.. becuase it’s far..

it works on lower resolution. but I don’t wanna watch not 1080p

1080p is good I mean.. 

https://www.twitch.tv/videos/773691155?t=0h13m13s

what is she doing on her stream..

chip hunting?? what is that..

https://www.twitch.tv/videos/738343917?t=0h22m9s

among us.. xD

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Wd9A32T0TU

disko bania wraca

beńdzie koks

https://youtu.be/L7Lew-_GhQM

https://youtu.be/aHGd6LqAVzw?t=136

https://youtu.be/aHGd6LqAVzw?t=191

https://youtu.be/Q8fqMYZsJBk?t=26

https://youtu.be/Q8fqMYZsJBk?t=137

like.. elon musk.. like.. made.. like.. he’s like.. tesla.. producer or something.. 

https://youtu.be/Q8fqMYZsJBk?t=371

1000 IQ people actually

artificial inteligence is bullshit.. true.. 

it’s only based on how human brain works.. it’s not something that can be smarter than a human

https://youtu.be/5r6QqrQ0TG4

https://images.app.goo.gl/E6VQLVAr4im1ZGu19

https://youtu.be/nF7jl4SqkCs

what do we have today.. backpack and energy mag

imagine guys.. this dude.. hit 3 headshots in a row with hemlock.. xD

first shots 3 headshots.. yes of course that’s nothing not ordinary..

I died in fraction of a second

lol... that’s bullshit

lets see replay..

3 headshots with hemlock.. when I’m sliding.. of course.. nothing strange here..

-36 -26

omfg. guys you won’t believe.. this gun is f*cking crazy overpowered

top 1 was so f*cking close.. jesus christ.. this dude.. I missed wingman because he was.. like.. hiding 2 times in a row.. jesus christ.. could be top 1 so f*cking close jezz.. f*cking overpowered gun god

guys.. you won’t f*cking believe. I was melting people with this gun

shit guys if you could only see..

I was thinking about.. streaming.. but.. like.. I didn’t know if I can stream and record at the same time.. so I didn’t press stream button

omg what a f*cking cheat gun god

https://ask.fm/fxckyouleatherman

that’s my new ask.fm account.. nice username..

I can upload whole game.. overnight.. f*ck this was crazy. this gun is cheating

thank god nobody else knows about this 

god.. one 1v1.. and.. he had.. 1hp.. he was one shot.. how could have have so f*cking much hp.. god.. so much hp.. god.. I shot him 2 more times with wingman.. and I though that he’s gonna die to one shot.. but he still lived after 2 shots.. and he kept hiding.. like a f*cking trash behind a wall 2 times.. and I missed 2 times.. because he was hid behind wall 2 times.. god.. f*ck.. and I missed 2 shots.. but I though he would die to one shot.. but I shot him 2 times.. and he was still alive.. I don’t know how.. I like.. hit whole volt mag on him.. xD

f*ck... so close.. I saw that he was cracked after I shot him with volt.. but he still lived after 2 wingman shots.. f*ck.. so he was like.. cracked.. and he was literally 1 hp.. 94 damage on cracked armor.. for fucks sake.. god.. 94 damage on cracked armor.. I cracked him.. so he should die in 2 shots like.. 99.9999% of the time..

ffs.. I knew he was cracked.. god.. but he still didn’t die after doing 94 damage 

f*ck.. for top 2 I only got.. 64 points.. what?? god.. ffs.. god.. only 64.. 

my team survived 2 times because I was frying other team with wingman 2 times.. and that’s why they didn’t push and we could get rez off and.. could get banner and loot wow. 

guys you gotta see this game.

if my games keep being like this.. then I’m a f*cking top 1 predator tomorrow

wow

very high damage in this game.. 1500 damage 

https://youtu.be/e6Tfnv5Jf7Y?t=34

https://youtu.be/e6Tfnv5Jf7Y?t=52

https://youtu.be/e6Tfnv5Jf7Y

https://youtu.be/e6Tfnv5Jf7Y?t=23

https://youtu.be/e6Tfnv5Jf7Y?t=127

same eyes like jinny.. a lot of korean eyelashes look same

https://youtu.be/e6Tfnv5Jf7Y?t=26

https://youtu.be/e6Tfnv5Jf7Y?t=34

she looks.. I don’t know.. if that’s the same person. her hair look same

korean eyelashes. they look.. weird.. after they.. apply.. all the mascara et cetera

korean girls with these eyelashes.. 

they kinda look like.. they don’t.. I don’t know.. like.. dead bodies.. like.. you know.. like a.. doll.. people say they look like they’re dead.. or like they’re dolls.. 

it’s unbelievable how much I’m eating.. god.. it’s a curse. I didn’t wanna go to work.. once.. and one person said I’m getting fat so I should do something.. god.. why am I eating so much.. what the heck..

it’s unbelievable how much I ate.. maybe I should.. like.. eat.. rice now.. god.. I mean.. because.. it’s.. not as fat damn.. I was eating.. cheese.. god.. I’m eating rice tomorrow hopefully. or.. I don’t know.. maybe.. potatoes.. I don’t know.. I mean boiled potato puree.. although potatoes.. feel.. like.. rice doesn’t feel as fulfiling.. but.. potato puree.. is like.. I feel like I need to eat more vegetables.. when I eat potatoes.. 

I made this.. caserolle.. with pasta.. today.. with cheese.. and all the stuff.. but it’s too fat I feel that it’s too fat for me.. a lot too fat.. god.. I mean.. I could add more pasta.. so it wouldn’t be as fat.. I mean.. and I could eat more pasta.. instead.. because it was way too fat for me

that’s why I wanna eat rice tomorrow to reduce calories.. 

https://youtu.be/zVWHXObUtno?t=181

https://youtu.be/zVWHXObUtno?t=112

https://youtu.be/bWKVMgjyb1U

what the.. I mean.. russian.. is kinda.. similar to arabia.. because.. religion is similar

that’s why music sounds similar

https://youtu.be/bWKVMgjyb1U?t=76

looks so arabian.. and like bollywood dancers

my hands are falling down.. again.. 

https://youtu.be/WVmnPMS7Z_0?t=163

https://youtu.be/XMIMehEBubo?t=463

https://youtu.be/WVmnPMS7Z_0?t=182

it’s registering.. if the package went to the correct bag

https://youtu.be/0E3pgWN7Igs

https://youtu.be/0E3pgWN7Igs?t=126

[dr-dean]

Meeting Mates

AO3 Link   Square Filled: Soulmate Marks Ship: Endverse Castiel / Dean Smith Rating: Teen Tags: Alpha Castiel, Omega Dean, Drug Use, Homeless Cas Summary: Dean Smith never expected his soulmate to be some homeless guy. But he can't leave him on the street even though he's a stranger. Word Count: 1,893 Written/Created for @spnabobingo

A/N: to be turned into a series with other squares. Many thanks to my lovely beta @blue-reveries

It was a hot day outside, so when Dean Smith decided that he needed a quick break and should run to the nearby Starbucks for an ice coffee (no milk or sugar, he doesn’t need the calories); he left his jacket in his office and rolled up his sleeves.

He paid for his drink in cash. There was a little bit of change leftover that he threw to the homeless guy sitting outside on a cardboard box.

He wasn’t expecting the guy to grab his arm.

Dean was about to say something rude when the guy looked at him with hopeful big blue eyes and asked “Dean Smith?”

Dean’s mouth dropped open. “How did you know my name?”

The guy didn’t let go of Dean’s arm, he kept a firm grip on Dean as he used his teeth to raise the sleeve on his other arm. He presented it to Dean. “You have my name on your arm, I have yours on mine.”

Dean just stared at him.

“I’m Castiel Novak.”

Dean can’t believe that he finally met his soulmate, the man whose name has been etched on his arm since he presented as an omega as a teenager.

“Are you homeless?”

Castiel smirked. “I’m between places at the moment.”

“So where are you living right now?” Dean didn’t want vague answers, he wanted straight and to the point responses.

“Nowhere in particular.” Castiel shrugged.

Dean sighed, he wanted to rub between his eyes, but Castiel still held one arm and his other hand held his ice coffee. “Where were you plan on staying tonight?”

“There’s a shelter not too far away I crash at sometimes, but if the weather is nice, probably the park across the way.” Castiel slumped, not looking happy about having to give up the information.

Dean shook his head; he couldn’t have his soulmate sleeping outside or at a shelter when he had a perfectly good penthouse apartment. “That’s no good. I have to get back to work, but where can I find you tonight when I get out?”

Cas tilted his head and squinted his eyes at Dean as if trying to figure him out. “I can stay here if that works for you or I can meet you somewhere nearby.”

Dean thought for a moment; he didn’t want his coworkers seeing him pick up a homeless dude, so having Castiel meet him at work was a bad idea. “Here’s fine. I drive a silver prius, I’ll swing around here at 6 to pick you up.”

Castiel nodded.

Dean was about to try to pry his hand away from Castiel and go back to work when he had a stray thought. “When was the last time you ate?”

Castiel thought for a moment. “I believe sometime yesterday.”

“Dude, you need to eat. There’s a Mickey D’s right here, what do you want?”

“A hamburger?” Castiel looked hopeful.

“Ok, you wait right here, I’ll be right back” Dean extracted himself from Castiel’s hold as gently as possible and walked the half block away from his soulmate.

Dean came back with 2 burgers, fries, a coke and tons of ketchup and napkins. Castiel bit into a hamburger. “Thank you Dean,” Castiel sighed happily, “These make me very happy.”

“No problem man.” Dean reached into his pocket and took out a business card holder full of cards that he always carried. “Here’s my card incase something happens. I’ll be here around 6 to pick you up.”

“I’ll just wait here then.”

~~~~~

Dean had a hard time concentrating at work. He always knew that his soulmate was out there, but now he knew where he was. He had so many questions for him. How did he end up homeless? How old was he? How would he look all cleaned up? What were his plans for life?

Dean wondered if he was crazy for thinking about taking a homeless guy, who he didn’t know, home with him. Would he steal all his stuff and leave? Dean didn’t think so; the guy had seen so enamored to have found his soulmate. Once he had seen Dean, he hadn’t wanted to let go of his arm.

His soulmate wouldn’t be a danger to him, right? He had never heard of soulmates stealing from or beating up each other. And that guy had his name on his arm.

Minutes felt like hours as the clock slowly ticked its way toward 6.

~~~~~

Castiel was still sitting there at when Dean pulled up after work. The evidence from the food that Dean had given him was all cleaned up. And it appeared that Castiel had packed up his few things and was ready to go. Even his cup that he was using earlier to solicit donations was nowhere to be seen.  Dean could see him watch his car and when he rolled down his window, Castiel broke out in a huge smile. “Dean!”

“Get in, I don’t want to hold up traffic.”

Castiel grabbed his backpack and a few tattered grocery bags and hopped into the passenger seat of the car.

“You look like you were all ready to go man.”

“We had an appointment.”

“Yeah, I guess we did.” Dean smiled. “I don’t live too far from here. I normally work later, but I figured that it would be better to get out earlier tonight.” Castiel nodded. “I don’t really have much food in the apartment right now, I’m on a cleanse, but we can stop somewhere and pick up food for dinner. What do you like to eat?”

Castiel shrugged, “I’m not picky, whatever is easiest for you.”

“Then we can just order delivery when we get to my place.” Dean had an image to maintain, and taking out a disheveled homeless guy was not part of it.

~~~~~

When they got to Dean’s, they ordered a pizza and a salad for Dean; he wasn’t ready to start adding carbs back into his diet.

“Would you like to take a shower and get cleaned up before dinner? I can loan you some clothes if you want to wash all of yours too.” Dean didn’t want to sound too pushy, but Castiel and his clothes could use a good scrubbing. He didn’t look as bad when he was on the street, but now that he was in Dean’s spotless apartment it was even more obvious how dirty and disheveled he was.

Castiel nodded. “That sounds like a good idea. Show me where the washer is and I can throw all my things in there.”

Dean gave him a quick tour of the apartment and grabbed an old pair of sweats and a t-shirt set them out in the bathroom, along with a fresh towel and a new toothbrush for Castiel.

“Let me know if you need anything, I’ll be in the living room.”

Castiel took a long shower, but when he came out his beard was neatly trimmed, and he looked much less disheveled  and out of place then he did before. Dean could finally get a good smell of him too. Before he just smelled dirty and like the street, Dean had assumed that he was an alpha as they were soulmates, but now under the clean smell of his body wash he could smell alpha.

Something still seemed a little bit off about his smell though.

“Thank you Dean, it has been some time since I have been able to take a shower in a private shower with good water pressure.”

“No problem man, clean looks good on you.” Dean smiled at Castiel. He still had a bit of a beard, but he lost that crazy mountain man look, now it just seemed more of a hippy look. Dean wondered how he would look with no beard and a suit. Probably hot as fuck.

“I regret that I you had to see me like that. Life took an unfortunate turn lately and you are seeing me at my lowest point. But meeting you gives me hope that life will be getting better soon.” Cas stumbled and fell ungracefully on the couch.

Dean walked over to him and noticed how bloodshot his eyes were. “What, are you stoned?”

Castiel adjusted himself so he was sitting properly on the couch. “Uh…generally, yeah.”

Now Dean could tell what was wrong about his smell, he could smell the opioids in his system. “What happened to you?” There was no way Dean’s soulmate could be a homeless junkie, something really bad must have happened to cause this.

“Life.”

Dean glared at Castiel. “No more of these one word or diverting answers, man. If this is going to work, you need to tell me shit.”

“My family disowned me. The only brother that didn’t, died in a car accident. I was injured in the same car accident and that gave me an addiction to pain pills. That addiction cost me my job as an accountant then my apartment and now I’m here.” Castiel put his face in his hands, seemingly ashamed of how far he had fallen.

“Are you on anything besides pills?” If his soulmate was shooting up heroin he would have an even bigger problem on his hands.

“Just pot and pills.” Cas showed off his arms that were clean and track free. “I hadn’t sunk so low to try any of the really hard stuff. No worries about bloodborne illnesses that are common among people who shoot up.”

“How long have you been on the streets?” Dean need to know if this was a recent problem, or something going on for a long time.

“3 months.”

“What happened to all your stuff from your apartment?” He didn’t have a lot of stuff with him, maybe it was all in storage somewhere.

“I sold it to pay for more pills.”

“How long have you been unemployed?”

“About 6 months.”

Dean smiled; 6 months he could work with. No one liked huge gaps in employment history, but 6 months could be explained by the car accident without having to stretch the truth too much. “So your life going down the drain is a new development.”

“Yes, a year ago I was someone I think that you would have been more proud of. But now I’m a mess.” Cas looked back up at Dean with a pleading look in his eyes.

“Well, we’ll just have to get you cleaned up then. See if we can find a good rehab for you, and get you a new job. The world always could use accountants, so once you’re clean I don’t see that being an issue.”

“But where will I live?”

Dean grabbed the back of his neck with one hand and awkwardly looked down at the floor. “Here, I mean if you want to, we are soulmates afterall.”

Cas smiled. “That would make me very happy Dean. I will start looking for rehab places tomorrow while you’re at work.”

“That sounds like a good idea, Cas.”

“Cas?” Castiel tilted his head to the side and squinted his eyes.

“Castiel is a mouthful, I could find a different nickname for you if you would like?”

“No I like Cas, no one has ever called me that before.” Cas smiled.

They ate dinner and got to know each other better. Cas was still stoned when they went to bed wrapped around each other.

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