#i can't explain how happy i am

[ifonlyitwasmidnight]

Screaming, crying, punching the AIR RIGHT NOW! LOOK HOW F'ING PERFECT THIS IS I'VE NEVER SQUEALED SO LOUDLY OVER SOMETHING IN MY LIIIIIIIIIIFFFEEEEEEEE!!!!!

Thank you, @o8cho. It turned out perfect!

#draken #the love of my life #after my other husbands of course #keyboard smash here #this is PERFECT #AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! #tokrev draken #I can't explain how happy I am #fanart #tokyo rev fanart

[chroma-imp-draws]

Winx Club but make it ✨ high fantasy ✨

even thought this took me forever to finish, this all started from the pretty simple idea of: what if Winx fairies but with actually fantasy inspired designs?

I actually first had a more ambitious concept planned but I settled for something more reminiscent of the original outfits to keep them recognisable. I still want to eventually revisit my more ambitious designs but for now, have this.

The design inspirations for every character should be pretty obvioius: Bloom gets some fun dragon features, Stella gets to be a little more extravagant because of her royal status, Flora gets to look like a dryad, Layla is a fish, Tecna becomes a straight up (installation) wizard and Musa gets some fun bird features (cause songbirds, you know)

If you want to hear me talk about it more, I made a video talking about it: https://youtu.be/dhVM2W9aqHw

#winx club #digital art #character design #character art #clip studio paint #fanart #I cannot explain how happy I am that this is finally done #I'm thinking of makiing prints of these available but setting that up is a bunch of work that I don't have the energy for at the moment. #anyway hope you enjo #i can't tell you how hard i had to fight myself to not throw a radioactive vat of gender over these designs #my grubby little hands were shaking #maybe I will do that eventually. if I get on the Winx nostalgia train again. mayhaps

[thepetesimp]

At the end of the day, this is what's most important to me.

#4 minutes #bible wichapas #be on cloud #the man is excited beyond belief about this #and he deserves all the praise and attention he'll get from this show #and no - evil BOC isn't holding a gun to his head to make him post about how ecstatic he is #it's clear as day that it's genuine #the very *fact* that it's Jes who is his new partner shows how much Bible's opinion counted for a LOT of decisions that took place #I can't properly explain how happy I am for him #so fair warning I won't be subtle about my love for 4 Minutes #I've been waiting for this since last January I won't hold back #so if you don't want to see it unfollow/block me #(adding here the obvious thing that my blog name should have warned you about already - I'm not a Build hater) #(I actually love Build quite a lot) #(So do not expect any hate about this man from me) #(That's not who I am or who I plan to become) #(Thank you)

[irisbaggins]

Spoilers ahead, y'all!

Whilst I did make a post about timelines and possible magic and extension of life, somehow, the simple explanation escaped me completely. Especially as someone who lives in Norway, where Winter is half of the year.

When were Lila and Jaysohn born, if they knew their dad half their life? Early Winter. Geoffrey probably died sometime right before Spring, where the snow is still thick and the air still freezing. Let's say, if the plot of the story takes place in September-October, Geoffrey died in March-April, with the kids born around December-January. It would, actually, explain everything. We know, from Viola, that these stoats don't follow normal stoat mating patterns; Viola is having her kids in Autumn. Therefore, who's to say Tula couldn't have Lila and Jaysohn in Winter? They're sapient creatures, who can think and plan. We also get the small glimpse that Tula knows that they may have some control over when they get pregnant, but not always. Who's to say it didn't happen to her, too? What if, that Winter was where Tula gained so much, and nearly lost everything in one moment.

Although, I still believe Ava is overestimating her own age just so she can get away with more things.

#text_loke #meta from loke #Burrow's End #Burrow's End Spoilers #Burrows End #Burrows End Spoilers #Dimension 20 #Dimension 20 Spoilers #i still like my earlier theory. but this one fits more nicely. and i like it more #as someone who experienced the Cold in September-October and how their joints became painful. yeah #we can even have winter 'til May. which is why Northern bunads are thick and warm #it be SNOW in May sometimes #i'm just confused how people can be confused tbh. i was so focused on Normal Stoats to focus on the in-story stoats #they're magic and sapient. why can't they just...be pregnant any time of the year? #also means Thorn met Viola in spring. which feels poetic #ava is a troll and making herself older on purpose #aabria's mind is bloody wonderful. this story crafted is beautiful #and whatever explaination is true i am just happy to experience it all #i love this world so much

[mel-loly]

-“Just a flower, in the middle of the field at night, a light is turned on and reveals.. A day arriving with confident hope and silent happiness!”🌹🐝

#for those who didn't get it.. today is my birthday! and so tomorrow is really the day of the party and etc.. #that's why I put “arriving” because tomorrow is a really special and very important event in my life akzbskhzjsb #and yes. I'm cosplaying as princess bela. she's one of my favorite characters and her dress.. It's literally a dream come true for me! #because I'm really going to use one similar to this one tomorrow irl and- #I won't tell you guys more details because it's personal things but- well. that's a little explain of what the art is about! #I really feel very happy.. and I admit. I don't even know how to explain my happiness but.. well... #I feel special. surrounded by people who *really* love me and show true affection for me and.. #that I just have to thank. for everything. I have gratitude for all of you! like- thank you very much. really. for everything.. #I can't even express in words how grateful I am for each of you #know that I love and appreciate everyone who is still with me on this journey called life! #and of course- I couldn't forget to talk about him lol. thanks to mike! #I don't know what would have become of me if I hadn't met someone as friendly and good-hearted as him #he was always by my side and made me feel more special in every day. in a unique way and one of the most important to me.. #I love him very much/p. and I hope that our friendship will be forever happy and respectful the way it already is! #(of course. this also works for the other friends I made here too- please don't get mad or jealous! I love you all. okay??) #and well.. that's it. #I hope I still stay here. that I enjoy my day and face any fear or harm that I might have ahead of me and.. #that I just hope for the best. I put everything in God's hands and I feel confident that things will work out no matter what the cost! #thank you guys again for everything and happy birthday to me lol-💛 #happy birthday to me #it's my birthday #mel creator #mel loly #cosplaying of beauty and the beast #i'm mel and this is my blog✌️ #my art blog #art mel #art #my art #my oc character

[red-moon-at-night]

Survivor.

kind of a 'then vs now' comparison (idolhood vs living through everything post-idolhood) but in the same outfit.

the urge to quote "despite everything, it's still you" is very strong right now.

#milgram oc #ocgram #koike yumemi #this is where the creative energy is at today okay besties we're unpacking self-image and self-esteem and the trauma and the baggage and th #it's funny bc by drawing yumemi in a more vulnerable state I am now feeling like an overprotective parent letting my kid out into the world #I cannot tell you how much I love yumemi in all shapes + forms ;w; there's so many idol career designs I haven't even gotten to showing yet #the time difference between these two is the closest though - I'd put it at around... 8-10 months before the present day?? yeah. #is it normal to want to hug your own OC? I'm feeling that right now oough TwT #I can't really explain it but I'm really happy with this piece 💜 I think the vibes are just right yknow #my art #Edit: can't believe I completely blanked about what I wanted to mention asdfghjkl- I want to emphasise yumemi's definition of a 'normal'-- #--body is highly distorted. when u spend ur whole life in idol training regimes you forget how fucked up the whole process is. #so for her the changes to her body feel way more dramatic than they actually are... like. she just has a regular body now. but it's not-- #-- *her* normal if that makes sense?? anyway. completely forgot to mention this when that was the 1st thing I wanted to say oof

[stromer]

i'm still here tbh

#after literally everything this guy has been through. dude. i can't even like coherently explain how happy i am for him #and no one deserves all of this love and joy more than holtzy #such a special little guy!!! #so i'm slapping this on my blog cuz wahhhhhh #steve holtz #umich hockey

[the-rogue-mockingjay]

The Scions' opinions of important political meetings and Alliance war councils, a thread:

Estinien: if Aymeric won't be there, okeydokey, whatever 👍 but if Aymeric WILL be there, absolutely not!! being subjected to questions like "my friend! what've you been up to?" and "how are you?" is more than he feels like dealing with tbh. also if he has to suffer Aymeric bullying him about his lack of money sense one more time he's dragoon jumping out the window

Krile: politics aren't my forte but if you need me to, I'll go :)

Alisaie: UUUUGGGHHHH [bangs head on table]

Alphinaud: this is his natural habitat. it is also where he's most powerful, so beware !!

Thancred: putting that PhD in espionage to good use and helping his friends/allies in so doing is good for his health (and his self-esteem)

Y'shtola: sometimes it's a tasty problem to chew on and sometimes it's just annoying. if Garlemald is involved, it's probably the latter

Urianger: he's been invited to exactly two meetings out of like 30 and only attended one (and showed up unannounced to another). he'd rather stay home and do nerd shit or go scouting with Thancred. we stan an introverted nerd king ✌️

G'raha Tia: just happy to be brought along for the ride ❤️ no situation is unbearable so long as he's by his inspiration's side 😊

O'ravi: [doodling chibis of her friends on the back of a report and scribbling hearts around them] wydm this is "work", i'm just hanging out with my boyfriend and my besties

#this post brought to you by: how elated i am every time the msq sends me to an alliance meeting #because it's the only time i get to see aymeric outside of frigging heavensward #and every time o'ravi joins one of those meetings it's brain empy no thoughts. she's just vibing #the world may be exploding and everything might be shit but look!! so many of her friends in one room!!!!! it calms her #(and distracts her. but you can't blame a girl- ayms and hien are super cute and she so rarely gets to talk to them in person) #(and she really looks up to raubahn and respects him much as she does her father. but she only sees him when shit hits the fan :c) #also the way raha is not too bothered by things and is just happy he's alive to see it even if it's bad is equally concerning and admirable #can't explain why tho #and estinien lurking in the background arms crossed listening and saying nothing is a whole ass mood lol. me too buddy. me too #ffxiv #scions of the seventh dawn #estinien varlineau #krile baldesion #alisaie leveilleur #alphinaud leveilleur #thancred waters #y'shtola rhul #urianger augurelt #g'raha tia #o'ravi soltholia

[meownotgood]

OH MY GODOSHAHAJSJSJWJSNSNNWD

#AKI SHIBUYA SCRAMBLE FIGURE #I CANNOT EXPLAIN HOW HAPPY AND EXCITED I AM I'M LITERALLY SHAKING WITH GLEE #I'M SO HAPPY I WANTED HIM TO GET A FIGURE BY SHIBUYA SCRAMBLE SO BAD BECAUSE THEY'RE SO AMAZING #AND MY GOJO SHIBUYA SCRAMBLE SCALE IS MY PRIZED POSSESSION #NOW I'M GONNA HAVE AKI TO MATCH #I'M SCREAMIN I CAN'T I'M SHAKING A LIL TOO #LOOK AT HOW COOL HE LOOKS #SO PRETTY AND BEAUTIFUL #AND THE BASE WITH KON????!!!!! #OH MY GOSH IT'S EVERYTHING I COULD HAVE ASKED FOR!!! AAAAHHHH!!!!!!! #aki hayakawa #aki <3

[felizusnavidad]

fav lyrics from when you're home?

for those who don't know, this is literally my song, this is my religion, this is the song that made me fall in love with my city (i can't even explain, i'm not from new york lol & i think this probably doesn't make any sense at all because i am talking about the city i live in right now, not my hometown but well it's just my own interpretation) & it means the world to me. hard to pick just three but i'll try my best:

i used to think we lived at the top of the world - oh yeah, great, we are starting with the very first line, can i quote the whole song maybe...?

life was easier then/nina, everything is easier when you're home - so... if you don't know, i left my hometown a few years ago & moved to a big city where i am, well, entirely alone, no family & all. sometimes i feel homesick. trust me when i tell you this line kills me every single time, in fact, i am typing this with tears in my eyes. this is one of my favourite lines from the entire show, it's so simple but so personal to me.

i feel like all my life i've tried to find the answer, working harder, learning spanish, learning all i can, i thought i might find the answer out at stanford, but i'd stare out at the sea thinking where am i supposed to be? so please, don't say you're proud of me when i've lost my way - AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

bonus 1: i'm just gonna leave these here:

bonus 2: why is this the best thing ever

#ok you know what i made myself cry with this post this is not a joke #i can't even explain how much this song means to me #it makes me feel happy & homesick at the same time #i used to cry so many times while listening to it on repeat #i used to listen to it on my long summer walks last year #it makes me miss summer it makes me miss my home & my family it makes me feel happy that i am where i am right now i- #i am falling apart right now #i have to stop #ugh #in the heights #i illuminate the stories of the people in the street*

[chumpovodir]

okay i'm just gonna share that little fanfic i mentioned in my last post over in Google Docs here since i can't get past tumblr's weird character-limit-per-block restriction

fair warning, it's kind of rough and i'm electing to leave it in bullet point format but yeah. have the most fully realized thing i've ever written

(*˘︶˘*).｡.:*☆

#honestly i just wanted to write some interactions between lisa and the boys #i should probably explain the ending a bit: i headcanon drac has been feeding from hec and isaac in secret since they were kids #them being cursed makes their blood extra nourishing for vampires so drac reasons its perfectly fine to take a bit from them #rather than killing a different wholeass person to satiate his hunger (which weirdly never gets brought up?) #its a secret because *no way* would lisa be happy about it under any circumstances. like i think she would have a hard boundary about this #just had to work in a little something about him being a bastard because i love that angle for him #contrasts nicely with how generally good lisa is #full disclosure i am borrowing some of lisa's characterization from netflixvania - the one thing i can't really complain about #castlevaniaposting

[benbraeden]

gilmore girls rewatch started early this year.

#ooc. #delete. #the amount of times i rewatch this show from the very beginning. #i can't explain how happy i am whenever i watch the first season. #usually i watch it during fall (and probably will restart it during that time this year too) #but i wanted to rewatch it now. #ugh i love you lorelai <3 #makin me miss writing you on the multi.

[toji-girl]

5 and 15 for you + toji + shiu ❤️‍🔥

I am kissing you all over for this 🥺🥺🥺🩷🩷🩷

5: Do you and your f/o prefer having sex in the dark or with the lights open?

they prefer the lights to be on so they can see me and worship me properly but I am still a bit shy and nervous because they are so handsome and I am no model so I tend to ask for it to be dim kxfngj

15: Do you prefer pleasuring your f/o or having them pleasure you?

I am a people pleaser so I'm always on my knees for them LMAOOO and I a dick sucker connoisseur and I enjoy hearing how good I can make them feel, sometimes they have to peel me off them and it can be the other way when all they want is between my legs ;dknbjsrtr

but when they go down I will say it's something else to watch your boyfriends who are also dating each other eat your pussy and make out with each other, sharing is caring and all that LMAOO

spicy self-ship asks

#💌incoming #self-shipping #minfushishiu #I can't explain how happy I am when people ask me self-ship questions with both my lovers #THANK YOU THANK YOU

[randomcollection-o-stuff]

I love how a chunk of the fandom is constantly arguing whether or not Stolitz is a "good ship" or if it's "deserved"

whereas another chunk is valiantly defending the humanity (messy relationships happen all the time everywhere) and validity of the relationship

Then the rest are just cool with it in its entirety and watch the discourse from afar

#i get all perspectives and lie somewhere between the last two #like I dont go out of my way to explain it and how it shows the 'dirty' sides of relationships #no one can be perfect and Im glad we get to watch this messy messy couple work out their differences in a hostile environment!! #(literal hell. marriage issues. trauma. etc) #especially with an lgbt couple!!!!!!!! like fuck yea dude! #ALSO THIS IS A FUCXKIN ADULT CARTOON BASED IN HELL #ollie rambles #i could go indepth about this show and how happy I am to finally get a visually pleasing adult animation but I wont #random nonsense #helluva boss #blitzø #blitz #stolas #stolitz #i can't wait to see what they do with fizzarolli

[theramblingvoid]

Sometimes I think about how even when I'm trying not to be, I am entirely made of the people I love. I recently reconnected with a close friend I hadn't seen in about three years. Apparently they're into watching video essays now. I'm more of a gaming YouTube person, but to each their own, I've always known this friend to be a touch more academic than me anyway. Fair enough. We find other things to talk about.

It is two months later. My watch later list is entirely filled with video essays. Three years is not enough time to forget how to love somebody. I'm glad of that.

#voidrambles #how to explain. it's like #i don't know when to hug or how hard and direct complements make me uneasy and i just #affection in the way most people know it does not come naturally to me #i do it because it's detectable to other people and it's what they do for me and it makes them happy which makes me happy #which makes me sound quite disingenuous? i think that's the word. with my love #but #the games i play most are ones i saw one friend get very very excited about and i loved them before i even started playing them #i haven't thought twice about deep sea creatures since maybe middle school but i do now，all the time，and bugs too #i get excited when i see one because another of my friends would #in 2021 i made this one specific vanilla milk drink in the microwave dozens of times even though I don't like sweet vanilla that much #it tasted so good to me for the time i was close with the person i got the recipe from #i get excited when i see yellow flowers. yellow is not one of my favourite colours #I write because of all the things I've read and loved I keep a list of books friends speak highly of #I cook my pasta with oil even though it makes the pot harder to wash and i don't know if there's a difference to the taste #because i can't tell it apart from the warmth of someone else's proudly given tip joining my own routine #i don't know how else to say this #I'm running out of examples not because there are no more but because i can't tell them apart from things i am on my own #that used to upset me but i don't think it does anymore #this post stops here. it's late and i have a video essay to watch #i love you

[lynxgirlpaws]

>dad gets home >immediately shits on me neat

#AvieRants #my dad after a long hard day explaining why I need to sweep first thing in the morning despite the fact that I prefer doing it at night #and nobody is even home until like 6:00 on most days #[he does not give a shit about my personal preference nor any perspective on anything other than his own] #also thanks for the passive aggressive little tidbit about how you dislike me showering at night! I spent like four hours convincing myself #to even go shower . thank you for that #>:T #i am apparently not even allowed to choose when I go on the walks he forces me to go on #he doesn't want me out at certain times or some bs so I have to walk at 2:00. i prefer walking near sunset/when it's dark out. #fuck me ig #uhg #literally spent some time last night so happy like “YIPPEEE HE SPENT TEN MINUTES WITH ME LAST NIGHT :D” and he immediately- #whatever #I can't complain . It's free housing and food - so. whatever.