#i cant even open my eyes help

[silenthillbunni]

📓🖊️🌧️🌫️

#just... ugh! im so frustrated nd need to vent a bit #sadly.. smth i havent accepted yet is that having avpd will be constant thru my life and it will have ups and downs #i had a pretty long run of not being *that* avoidant #for 2 weeks now i'm back in that suuuuuper avoidant place #like super avoidant. i dont even go for walks or go to the grocery store. or send emails to my teachers (important!!!!) #i cant look at anything thats important. i dont even clean my room T-T #this is the 2nd week im skipping school which is v bad. nd i havent done anything on my assignment in the course i need to finish in march #i dont open messages or reply to anyone bc i just cant it gives me too much anxiety #im simply avoiding EVERYTHING #and it's such an awful place to be stuck in i hate it so so so so much #worst part is I HAVE NO FKN IDEA HOW TO BREAK FREE!!!!!!! #i've never gotten any treatment for my avpd nd there is actually no information or research online so idk how to handle it #i just wait and simmer in this fkn.... sucky ass soup mess nd wait nd wait #until suddenly it just loosens nd i can start doing things here nd there #the problem is. i dont rlly have time #i dont have time to sit and wait!!! i have time sensitive responsibilities that i risk ruin if i dont do them #i just have no idea HOW to do anything rn. bc it doesnt work to just force myself to do them #it doesn work to make lists or schedules #it suxxx that there isnt rlly any treatment or accessible tips for how to deal w avpd bc im rlly... #im alone... out in the open sea... no one around as far as the eye can see... no life raft. no help skskksks #anyway #ig all i can do is wait nd *try* to do small things as much as i can nd hope i'll get less avoidant soon #i just hate this so much. i always feel so awful nd terrible nd it's so bad ugh

[hauntedbestie]

i don't have any one piece mutuals and thats a goddamn crime i need to scream yell cry and have nobody to listen

#*infomercial voice* for five all caps messages a day you could help a woman in need #even if you dont watch it just the greenlight to scream about live action zoro and sanji and where i'm currently at in the anime would rock #I CANT BE NORMAL ABOUT IT #if you follow me and are into one piece PLEASE SEND THE SIGN TO OPEN UP MY EYES

[miami2k17]

had a dream last night we were in a kitchen cooking dinner together i think this is really the end for me

#having ur day totaled before u even open your eyes is crazy #Like why is my brain serving that up to me who does that help. dreaming is a curse i cant wait for the no dreams pill

[perenlop]

let me tell you it is so easy to tell when some people went to high school in a super liberal area or didnt suffer from bigotry there.

#i unfortunately cant say that i am in disbelief to what happened to nex. horrified yes. shocked? no #im gonna be vague so i dont doxx myself but ppl at my school were straight up arrested for open hate crimes #there were proud neo nazis there who would brag about the holocaust #i had a gnc art teacher and she was ripped to shreads there. it was all excused bc ‘’she was off’’ #my neighbor posted a trans girls info online to slander her and get her targeted for harassment. after she’d been her best friend #i grew up watching the girls volunteer to help my brother in the special ed classroom walk out mocking his voice and echolalia #saying even worse things about his classmates. down to comments about murder suicide #if they had a kid with high needs #and all the while the faculty turned a blind eye and punished the victims #and like….. i know i wasnt in a particular awful area compared to some of the well known racist states #this is a problem and it has been for a long time. you all just turned a blind eye #bc ha ha bullying is normal for high school tee hee! until a child is dead. #echoed voice #like… its disturbing to me jow easily i could see nex’s death happening anywhere. the nex’s we dont know about because this is so normalized #how a child had to die before some people started to realize something was wrong

[coloursofaparadox]

im still not over the sleep thing one sec i gotta rant about this shit

#i think the problem now is that historically my sleep habits have been Really Messed Up by what can loosely be called insomnia my whole life #its always kinda just been a given that if im in bed and i cant sleep there is absolutely nothing that can be done to help #and thats not for lack of trying i have tried every meditation and suggested solution possible. it does not happen. #if i cant fall asleep and try to force myself w/o distractions i will be awake staring at the ceiling for hours. usually till the morning #thats not an exaggeration it happened often before i gave up on it. so i figured out coping methods! #namely 1) making sure my body is taken care of as well as possible to make sure its not caused by pain or hunger or anxiety #and 2) not trying to force it and accepting itll happen when it happens. and then reading a book or watching a show on a dim screen #until i physically cant keep my eyes open and then i can fall asleep. if i try any earlier than that no dice. my brain wakes itself up again #these worked for years! but now thanks to adhd meds that actually make my brain quiet. uh. these same coping methods are. not working #im physically tired and start my usual routine and wait to pass out while reading but i just. dont. ever. #like. the physically tired feeling has never made a difference in my body cooperating with sleep. but now apparently it will???? #and ive been ignoring it??? bc im used to it not working? i tried just. closing my eyes and trying to lay still yesterday and it WORKED #after like. 10 minutes or so. it was fucking crazy. i thought media and pop culture was lying about people doing that. #anyways. apparently i can fall asleep like a human and not some kind of weird chronically exhausted cryptid now. #(because of new adhd meds to be clear) but i havent been because i didnt even think to TRY it. since. yknow. cryptid status. #shits weird.

[thatcrazycryptid]

hot take meet the robinsons is scifi addams fanily

#Themes of found family and loving the family you have even if they’re somewhat annoying? Check #Family so big nobodys quite sure where some of the members actually connect to the family and are just kinda there? Check #Themes of being nice to the people around you even if they arent your family AND theyre weird? Check #Themes of weirdness not only not being bad but actively being good(at least sometimes)? Check #the addams family #meet the robinsons #found family #i guess #posts i make instead of going to sleep #posts i make instead of getting up the courage to go wake my mother in the middle of the night because my eye randomly started hurting #and won’t stop hurting no matter what i think to do and so obviously i cant sleep and its only getting worse trying to sleep #keeping my eye closed is wrong keeping it open is wrong rubbing it(carefully) is wrong forcefully removing eyelashes(which is often right) #is wrong rinsing it with water is wrong carefully drying the area around my eye from the water is wrong nothing is helping everything hurts #not even necessarily badly but its my eye yknow? and it all just kinda sucks

[mystic-mikey]

Send adks if you want 💕 concussed answers 😘

#rottmnt #save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #save rise of the tmnt #mikey rise #mikey rottmnt #rise mikey #unpause rise of the tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #save rottmnt #unpause rottmnt #I'm having a mental breakdown I'm fucking terrified how are we supposed to help raph in this state I'm fucking concussed and haven't left #bed in a day now. ive been sleeping so much while raph is ffucking suffering. my head still hurts so much and my body aches and i cant open #one of my eyes at this point. literally what the fuck am i supposed to do anymore? im so tired and scared and I can't even do anything #about it and now im fucking venting in the back of the tabs as a pathetic cry for help. god i hope nobody presses read kore for the tags #and sees this shit. im just glad leo is resting for the time being. im so scared and tired and everything hurts.

[loutrem]

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#its dumb of me but a few days ago i went with his deadname on google to see if i could see more stuff about his dead #since his friends who were alqo supposed to be my friends did a 'ceremony' together without telling me #even tho i rly wanted to go to be able to grief and to cry it out properly #so since i havent been able to grieve well i did that. search for his deadname. i just wanted to know #and i found out that a page for him was made on the tdor website. there were a ton of details on what was happening #before and after his death #many things i didnt know about. because i was a shit friend and never kept contact. and also because he was secretivz #i feel awful since then. who was i to him. why couldnt i help him. why am i even sorry for myself. he was the one suffering #i keep crying and i cant sleep at night without reading comics until i feel too tired to open my eyes #because otherwise im thinking too much about him. its just too awful. too unjust #i have. weird cravings for alcohol. ive never even drinked much before. im scared of starting to get addicted #but sometimes i wanna get somethibg anything and just drink until i pass out since people say its good to forget #i wish he were still alive. i wish i could hug him and help him. i wish id visited him in the hospital after his 1st mental breakdown #he had sent me a text to tell me he was there but i had work and i was tired and honestly too lazy to go. and now i regret it so bad #its all so unfair. death is so unfair. grief is so unfair. i was afraid i had no heart before because people who died around me didnt #phase me much. i didnt cry. but now that ive experienced the deaths of 2 actually very close people counting one i couldnt grieve forproper #i just wish i had no emotions. that i wouldnt cry when i think of them. but especially him. #and i cant stop thinking about how awful ill be when my parents die. ill be a wreck. #im just crying in my bed and its 4am. everythibg sucks. im so sorry to everyone whos ever met me. im awful #negative / #death m / #suicide m /

[radmista]

Interestingly my sister is receptive to my man hating lol, it helps she was previously a psych student. I brought up that study about male brains lighting up the tool/object-usage area of the brain whenever they look at women and she had talked about it in her class.

We at some point briefly touched on beauty standards and shaving etc. She went off about not wanting to shave bc she wanted to look more like our dad and also felt if boys don't have to do it why should she. I agreed on her last sentiment, said women shouldn't be expected at all to shave and mentioned how if we trained young boys the way we train young girls it would be seen as disgusting and abusive.

I'm glad I can have these discussions with her, we even talked about how neurodivergency is treated diff between males and females. I think she's still sorta on the fence around where I was around her age, still wanting to care about males and their feelings, not fully willing to acknowledge differences in how we're treated, and blinders on to how deeply rooted misogyny is. But she's been engaging in conversation and listening so that's cool. I'm hoping the conversations we have help her feel more at ease with herself and her own body.

#my thoughts #diary posting about being back in the states #i love my younger sister a lot I rip on her here but I love her sm and I want the best for her #i don't want her to hate her body because its the solution being thrown at her #so she managed to intercept it. but she didnt do anything about it ofc. didnt talk to her about it or confront these chicks parents #she thought talking about it would make it worse and wants me to swoop in and help her. but I cant just ambush her with that conversation #how do you even open that conversation. we havent even touched the trans stuff cuz shes still smart and uses male and female #ugh accidentally deleted one of my tags #after the 4th tag I mentioned her shitty friends trying to sneak her a binder but I warned my mom that gendies do that. she kept an eye out

[doing-downtime-hero-shit]

It's so weird when I take my adhd meds specifically. I get like a wave of clarity a few times as it starts to work which is so weird.

It's like that dizzy headrush you get from standing up to fast but opposite. Or like in TV shows when the cartoon character has the dizzy double vision from something and it spins into perfectly clear vision after a few passes

And then it's just a bit easier to follow one train of thought instead of having all of them fighting for my attention and just sitting there trying to remember what I was trying to do. Some days are better than others but it is what it is.

#its weird but of all things #of all the jokes and report card notes and calls home in school and injuries from doing impulsive shit #qnd how the way i reacted to stuff was not quite 'right'(it was right because how a person experiences emotions isnt something that can be- #-right or wrong. an emotion and feeling isnt something you can police?? how you act qnd behave can be harmful or negative but anyway) #actually adhd #medication tw #my experience with medication #qnd its qlready night qnd day for me compared to yesterday #emotional regulation is one of THE HARDEST things for me #i was that kid who cried at the drop of a hat or cried at 'inappropriate' times #or had pillows thrown all over my room or bruises all over from being a tiny human with too many big emotions #and i spent all day in bed trying to sleep yesterday a d cried so much #and i didnt even want to open my eyes because everything was so overwhelming #i forgot to take my meds yesterday. #im still sad and angry qbout things that happened yesterday and things happening now #but. i can think first. i can look at the thought and be like Ah. I am angry? because of this thing? #instead of just getting hit with feeling angry and not knowing why and not knowing what to do #i can sit here qnd be like. yeah. im angry. x shouldnt happen. i wanna be mad and yell about it (so i can do coping shit) #or yea im mad about x i can go read about what to do and do something that feels more helpful than just being so frustrated i cant talk #anyway long post lots of tags #focus shifting is still hard #that more of something to work on but idk #im still feeling Pretty Sizeable Sad and shit but at least i can move and think and not get so overwhelmed now

[kaleidojpg]

if you "look pretty when you cry" then you're not crying hard enough

#eyes so puffy i can barely open them #fkn face rash from all the tears #cant even breathe outta my nose #send help #void #grief #i love you nova #i miss you so much

[snekdood]

idk but maybe some of the reason ppl see the internet as a politically unhelpful tool for activism is because most of the ppl who say that... kinda tend to be in an echo chamber already, or are just surrounded by people who already agree with them and the message doesnt reach farther. we need to find ways to appeal to more people than just the people we like.

#ig to me its like. the internet is literally what radicalized a bunch of alt right dudes. id say its pretty effective at advancing certain #politics. we just need to find a way to advance the opposite politics. and we can start by not shunning anyone who doesnt know everything.. #not gonna act like posting shit online is the Only and Best form of activism but i do think it still counts. its more about who you actuall #reach and being realistic about that fact. #if you're only reaching the most lefty of leftists thats a problem. #if you roll your eyes at the idea of working with libs then thats a problem. #the whole point should be increasing our numbers and diversity of views. #and bein passive aggressive or holier than thou is not gonna get you anywhere btw. #no amount of 'on the ground' activism will matter if you cant even increase the amount of ppl at whatever thing you're doing #you cant have the same group of 20 people do whatever and think thats enough #YOU need to figure out why you aren't appealing to more people and figure out how to fix that #and yeah- sometimes that means just saying the most basic progressive shit and not making people feel dumb or lesser than. #stop posting shit w the idea of 'omg this is going to lookso good and smart to my friends/discord' and start trying to figure out #how to look good and smart to the rest of the world too. and one of those steps is not acting like a patronizing know it all whos morally #superior to whomstever you're talking to. #oh and also posting on tumblr is virtually pointless if you're trying to do activism. #at best its a tool to educate ppl but most ppl on here already know shit about shit. you're better off posting on youtube. or if twitter wa #still twitter. which is partially the reason musk bought it bc it was helping open ppls eyes and conservatives hate that

[confused-wanderer]

It would be hilarious if villains loved Nightwing and were terrified of Officer Dick Grayson.

Dick Grayson- who is used to open spaces and adrenaline- being stuck in a boring bleak office, surviving on shots of coffee and red bull with caffeine that would make Tim concerned.

The thugs soon realised that unlike most of the other cops - Dick was from Gotham.

No one fucks with Gothamites.

Villain *shooting at Dick with machine guns*

Dick *appearing from the shadows behind him*: Boo.

Villain: THIS IS A FIVE STOREY BUILDING HOW THE HELL DID YOU GET HERE

Or

Thief *throwing a counting down bomb at Dick*

Dick: *catching and tossing the bomb at a safe distance before turning round and shooting it so it explodes mid air while running after thief*

Thief: .. what the actual fuck

Dick: Gee look at all that time you had! Shame you threw it away :D

Thief:

Dick: I’m from Gotham

Thief *realising they fucked up* : Please don’t steal my bones

OR

Shooter: *sets elaborate booby traps throughout the houses in an active hostage situation*

Dick *using his training as robin and inhuman flexibility to surpass them with ease*: Ah been a while since I got to have a nice stretch thank you.

Shooter:

Dick:

Shooter:

Dick: .. Hi :)

Shooter: Are you Satan?

AND

In interrogation room

Murderer: I think I’ll take your eyes and add them to my collection

Dick *running on spite and caffeine that could give Superman a sugar rush* : Funny.. I was going to say the same thing to you

Murderer: .. what

Dick: I wouldn’t take your eyes though.. they look like the inspiration behind the whole Medusa’s “look at it and you turn to stone” thing-

Murderer: Hey! Take that back before I gut you

Dick *smile stretching wider without blinking* : oh? Or what? I know everything about you. Who says I can’t kill you and walk out with everyone being none the wiser? I know how to kill someone too..you aren’t special.

Murderer:

Murderer: I’m scared for my safety.

Because the thing is, Nightwing is who Dick really is. It’s who he can be free as, be himself as without red tapes and regulations. Where he can give as good as he gets, and he’s kind and empathetic. He gets to help the downtrodden and goes easy on most of them if they give up right away, not to mention the fact that he never causes permanent damage.

But officer Dick Grayson is a different story. He runs on sleepless nights and no self preservation. Seeing an officer with an uncanny skill set they’re scarily good at, not to mention the cheery attitude he always has scares the shit out of criminals. Cuz no way in hell is a smiling Gothamite not a deranged one. He chases crimes like a bloodhound, and isn’t afraid to make good on threats he makes to ensure they never hurt anyone again.

Bonus if the batfam doesn’t know about this.

Red hood: Shit I can’t believe we ended up in Bludhaven

Red Robin *tying up the corrupt politican* : Since this is a sensitive case, we need someone we can trust to make sure it is seen through.

Red hood: .. So we paying a visit to Officer Grayson?

Politician *screeching* : NO NO NO NO! PLEASE NOT HIM!! JUST KILL ME INSTEAD AND TAKE ALL MY MONEY I CANT DEAL WITH HIM!

Red hood: .. is he fucking serious?

Henchmen: Sir he is. And we agree. Please take our bones and kill us but don’t take us to Officer Grayson.

Red Robin: Wait what did he do?

Henchman 1: He asked boss if the hat was sentient.. and said that if it was would it make that hat the top and boss the bottom.

Henchman 2: Last time we met I tried to shoot him but suddenly my gun was blank and he raised his hand and let the ammo drop

Red Hood: Well even I could do that-

Henchman 2: They were my bullets. I had selected the colour personally.

Red robin *growing concerned*

Henchman 3: He sang a lullaby to a child when we were holding the station hostage, and replaced the people with my family members. He even sang their social security numbers!

Henchman 4: He’s the most dangerous of them all. I ain’t shitting ya when I say he’s as scary as the bat from Gotham.

*all nodding in agreement*

Red hood:

Red Robin:

Red hood: Nah that doesn’t sound like Dick

Red Robin: Agreed. Let’s go there Hood.

*villains’ sobbing intensifies*

#batman #dick grayson #jason todd #red hood #nightwing #tim drake #batfam #red robin #officer dick grayson #batfam headcanons #dick Grayson headcanons #dick grayson police officer

[tiecho]

You're in the mall by yourself, I'm following from a distance. You don't know me, not yet anyways... as you walk from store to store you keep seeing me, and I'm always watching. Then it slowly turns into an accidental bump, then a small grope in the aisle, to my hand going completely under your shirt and pinching your nipples as you are trying to shop. You are far too afraid to say anything so you let it happen and then leave to another store trying to lose me in the crowd. I let you think they lost me, disappear for a half hour, following you much more discretely now. I let you shop and grab some cute clothes to go try on. Then as you are going into the changing booth I grab you and drag you into one with me, my hand wrapped around your throat so you cant make a noise. Im squeezing so very hard that its already leaving such pretty bruises. I slam you against the wall and I pull your skirt up, and see that they are already drenched. I lean down and whisper "You want this don't you, you little slut. Why else would you be wet." Then with a sudden jerk I rip your panties off, and I stuff them in your mouth as a gag, taking my hand off of your throat and shoving two of my fingers in your dripping cunt. You can't help but moan from around your ruined panties as my big fingers stretch your pretty little cunt. You try to fight me off but I'm so much bigger and stronger you cant do anything other than take it like the little rape toy you are. I decide that its time for the main course as I turn you around, slamming your face against the wall, and before you can brace yourself I'm inside of you. Rutting into you with quick, forceful, deep thrusts. At this point the attendant knocks on the door and asks if everything is okay. I take the panties out of your mouth and growl into your ear "if you tell them, I'll break your fucking neck before they get the door open". "I-I-Everything is fine" you squeak out through ragged breaths as I don't stop fucking you. As the attendant walks away I pick you up by your hips, using my arms to swing you into me as I fuck you even harder. You can't help but cum on my cock, sobbing as you do. "Little rape puppy cumming on the rapists cock, how cute" I growl in your ear as it only makes me fuck you harder. I get close and I start to squeeze your neck again, the panic making you clench around me even harder. "I'm going to fucking breed you now, which is more than a little rapeslut like you deserves". You try to plead "please stop I can't get pregnant please". you try to scream out but the only sound you can make from around my hand is little gurgles. You can help but start to cum again as I start to flood your womb with my seed, your eyes rolling back from the ecstasy of it all.

Then, I pull my pants up and I leave the dressing room. Leaving you collapsed in a pool of our cum. I leave the door open for everyone to see as you lay there, a pathetic little rapesleeve. I turn around and take a picture before I go telling you "I'll see you next time princess"

#bd/sm brat #bd/sm community #bd/sm cnc #cnc k!nk #rough cnc #cnc free use #bd/sm daddy #bd/sm blog #dirtytiecho #trans nsft #bd/sm breeding #t4t breeding #r4p3b4it #r4pepl4y #r@pe fantasy #bd/sm nsft #nsft concept #bd/sm concept

[rosinantecigarettes]

★ ★ WHAT IS LOVE? ★ ★

what's real love for them. (ft. sanji, law and corazon). part 1/?

content warning: plus sized!reader. mentions of younger law in cora's part. proofread. partially nsfw. size difference. blowjob. overstimulation. cunnilingus. cockwarming. slight belly bulge. slight praise kink.

a.n: my first post! I'm afraid ngl, but I really hope yall like it. Idk why i took so fckn long tho??? I was really lazy I'm sorry sbehwjsvwga

𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐈

when you care about the little things about him, remembering things he told weeks, even months ago. letting him know you hear and pay attention to everything he says.

when you take him off the kitchen, forcing him to rest, he'll ''complain'' about it, but he's so grateful and head over heels when you massage his tense muscles, letting out a sigh as you reach his sore shoulders.

when you trust enough for him to lay on your fluffy belly, caressing his hair. that was the best nap he ever took.

when you lecture luffy for asking sanji to cook for him so late at night, letting the blonde go to sleep a little earlier. he really loves how you care about his well-being.

when you help him in the kitchen, he insists he don't need help, that you should rest, but you're stubborn, helping him in every way you can. he swears he can't fall in love more that he already did, but you always proved he was terrebly wrong.

when he sees your fucked out expression after eating you out for hours. your throat sore from screaming his name, your hands on his messy hair. "just one more, mon chèri... for me?"

𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐙𝐎𝐍

when the first instinct that you have when he fall for the thousand time, is helping him get up and asking if he's okay.

when he gets home late at night and sees you're sat on the couch with a book in hand, waiting for him so you'll both go to bed together.

when you look into his eyes everytime he smiles, "you look so cute when you smile, rosi" you say, and as his cheeks burns, you smile too, knowing well what you do to him.

when, on one of the nights he can't sleep, you hug him from behind and kiss behind his ear and neck, making him relax in bed; reassuring him with your presence.

when he sees you and law getting along with each other; he sees law opening more with you and he cant help but smile at the sight of you and him talking about "Sora, the warrior of the sea" while law smiles.

when you try to take all of his cock in your mouth, it barely fitting as you look at him all innocent with tears in your eyes. his hand on your hair as he fight back the urge to fuck your face. "that's it cariño... you're doing so well"

𝐋𝐀𝐖

when, in the middle of the night, you go to his office and lay your head on his shoulder, mumbling that the bed is cold without him, leaving him with no choice but to cuddle with you in bed.

when you're laying on his chest and trace his tattoos, slow and delicate fingertips running through everywhere the black ink is.

when you let him lay on your breasts, his hand passing on your belly while the other arm is around your waist. your right hand is on his raven hair while the other is caressing his back.

when you chuckle while he look serious patching your wound from a recent fight. "what is it?" "you look cute when you're trying to look serious"

when you come into his office, onigiris in hand while you remind him that he have to eat and rest. you're always so good to him... he really dont know what he would do without you.

when you're on his lap, his dick so deep inside you while you try not to move too much. he points at your tummy "you see that, dear? I'm so deep in you... you're so good to me, taking care of me so well..." he says and kiss your neck, leaving you a moaning mess.

#one piece x reader #one piece headcanons #sanji x reader #vinsmoke sanji x reader #donquixote rosinante x reader #corazon x reader #trafalgar law x reader #law x reader #sanji fluff #law fluff #fanfiction #sanji smut #law smut #corazon smut #one piece smut

[strawberrymatchawhore]

baby

summary- babying your "tough" hubby rafe.. maybe some freakydeakyness at the end

note- this is the complete opposite of the rafe ive been writing about LMAOOO.. this man is SO BAD help me

it was 2am and you were in your bedroom scrolling on your phone, a random netflix show playing in the background. you've been waiting for your husband to get home for hours, being the wife to the chief of police did have its negatives. this was one of them.

you heard footsteps walking up the stairs and immediately turned off your phone, throwing the covers over yourself you pretend to be asleep. the door opens and you feel the weight of the bed shift.

"hey baby. sorry for getting home so late" rafe says giving your forehead a kiss, you jokingly ignore him.

"c'mon now i know youre awake.. get up and hold me." he begged tiredly, you couldnt help but giggle at how desperate he sounded.

"fine." you mumbled into the sheets but stayed in your position, he hugs you putting all of his weight on your body.

"okay okayy, i got it. now get off me you fatty." you whined, pushing his large frame off of you. you leaned against the bed frame and opened your arms, the both of you adjusting to a more comfortable position. which was the both of you propped up against a pillow.

"im so tired." he yawns into your chest, you played with his hair as the both of you stayed in silence.

"i know you are, you need a day off. youve been working too hard." validating him, his hand plays with the ribbon of your pajama shorts.

"see? youre still in your uniform, youre gonna make the bed dirty." you patted his back and drew circles on it.

"what, you want me take it off? if you wanted to see me naked you couldve asked sweetheart." he looked up at you and smirked. you glared at him, lightly slapping his arm.

"not what i meant.." you blushed.

"youre so cute you know that rafey, honestly when i look at you i just want to eat you." you confessed and massaged his temples, his face nuzzles into your chest even further. clearly he was blushing as well.

"i dont know how i got so lucky, im so glad i have a such a beautiful boy in my life. everything about you is just perfect." you cooed admiring his sculpted face, the way his plump lips curled into a smile.

"stopppp" he whined. you couldnt help but pull out your phone and take a picture. because if you didnt, who wouldve believe that your 6'2 husband loved to be babied like this? not like you were going to show anyone, its just for your eyes only. you wanted to cherish this moment forever.

"did you just take a picture?"

"let me see it." he shot up and reached for your phone. you put your phone under your pillow and laid on it, making sure he wasnt able to grab it. the two of you started play fighting.

"nooo please, you look so cute. let me keep it!!" you laughed, he started to tickle you. and you slowly started to fall off the bed. your legs wrapped around his waist and dragged him down, if you were gonna fall he was going to come down with you.

the laughing coming from you both died down and you looked up at him, what a funny position. you both were on the floor and he was in between your legs hovering over you.

rafe leaned downed and passionately kissed your lips, his hand starts to play with your shorts. you eventually pull away and slap his hand.

"nuh uh. go shower first. you stink." you got up to your feet then helped your boyfriend get up as well. you looked up at rafe with your head tilted, what was this man plotting?

"not unless you join me.. you cant say no" he quickly said and grabbed you by the waist. hoisting you over his shoulder and carrying you to the master bathroom.

"ahhh! rafe stop!!" you busted out laughing, kicking your feet as he practically dragged you to the shower. he put you down and turned on the warm water, it poured over you both. you furrowed your eyebrows.

"great now my clothes are all wet." you pouted crossing your arms over your now soaked tank top.

"more reason to take it off... lift your arms f'me"

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