#i cant find the lyrics anywhere and this song resonates with me so much it i NEED to know
i lowkey wanna get a copy of SLANDER RADY just to know what in the world Cion is saying in SLANDER
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congrats on 200 followers!!! <3 i'm loving scenes from italian restaurant
🎵 born on a train - samia
god if i had time to write i'd just use
i'll have to go when the whistle blows, the whistle knows my name
just for the responsibility of being spiderman dragging peter parker away from who he loves but i'll let you analyse the rest of it yourself haha
penn's 200 follower celebration
BYE SAMIA CAME UP ON MY RECCOMENDED BEFORE AND I PANICKED BC I THOUGHT IT WAS THIS GIRL I HAVE BEEF W AHAHAHA but it was a diff spelling so we move. analysis under cut!!! thx for the degree practice LMAO it's all been """"theory""' so far this year I haven't been able to do the bits I like lol
anyway this song is so beautiful and twinkly the sad music girlies are rlly doing their jobs recently like its giving devastation... also the warm lighting rlly reminds me of like.. campfire light so I think we're seeing smith reminiscent of honey dont feed me(i will come back) in terms of setting/sad factor
this song is soooo Peter btw like the opening imagery is rlly evocative of nyc at least in my experience. also the idea of 'ghost roads' in terms of getting lost in the city and "paths not taken". the idea of missed opportunities/the you that made a different decision as dead/a ghost is sooo interesting to me, esp in terms of Peter as a person (think John Locke's theory on personal identity which was super interesting when I studied philosophy and was also used in the good place!!). I write a lot abt peter's separation of the self and spider-man, and I think his essence as a character really resonates with the idea of the past self being 'dead' or maybe even murdered. it's a common trope in superhero media for the protagonist to mourn or 'kill' the person they were before they put on the mask but I won't wax lyrical abt it LMAO I just think there's some interesting ideas in there in terms of character.
the chorus is v similar actually - esp in terms of the train imagery which reminds me of the nyc subway, which in turn relates to the working class, and routes peter's character in the poverty that is a huge part of his identity AND also in terms of not being able to 'belong' anywhere/having to constantly be moving so people don't know his identity. Peter and the idea of 'responsibility' also take up. so much space in my head in the way that he treats debt - esp to other people and to the city as a whole. I read a rlly interesting article actually abt Peter and an 'unpayable debt' which I cant find rn but I'll have to go looking for lol... Peters commitment to the 'job' and/or guilt that comes with it is a huge part of him and what he considers morally "right" - which the line about not being able to keep promises rlly reminds me of !! 'The whistle knows my name' is SOOO spider-man tho like maybe in terms of Peter not really knowing who he is without spider-man, and particularly tom!Peter in that he doesn't have anything OUTSIDE of spiderman ; the 'whistle' (aka the call to responsibility) really would know his name in this context bc 1. no one else does and 2. spiderman is perhaps the only thing of his former life he has left. THIS IDEA IS ALSO IN THE BRIDGE WHERE THE SPEAKER TALKS ABT BEING FORGOTTEN.... omg so sad I cant
I know that you were never young
And I know you probably won't get old
But, honey, nobody's gonna hurt you anymore
And nobody's gonna make you want to die
the 2nd verse is where things get interesting for me bc there's the introduction of a new voice and the pov changes if I was to convert this to fanfic... this ( for me ) is the reader talking to Peter. this idea of never being young (his youth was proverbially 'robbed' by grief/the responsibility of being spider-man) and never growing old (spider-mandom is dangerous asfuck youse...) as well as this theme of protection is smth u dont see much in s-m films. The hero is the protector and the love interest is the protected, we dont get to see the reverse which is a shame bc it would be super refreshing (@ marvel u see zendaya 's hand on toms hip give us that in the films pls). I write a lot of the reader taking on the 'protector'/caretaking role bc I just think it's rarer than the whole 'damsel in distress' cliche u get w the films and this verse is exactly the vibe I would go for ???
SORRY FOR WAFFLING I JUST RLLY CONNECTED W THIS ONE ANYWAY IN SUM: id write smth sad asf along the same lines as 'honey dont feed me' but while hdfm(iwcb) is more angry on the reader's part and their relationship is more dysfunctional - I think this would work well earlier in that relationship, before their break up. I'd go for a classic "reader patches up s-m" fic but with more on the side of wishing things were different for Peter. ive looked at Pete's relationship w s-m and quitting in drown it out, but I think if this was in hdfm(iwcb)-verse he's more inclined to bury his head in the work and treat it more like a Kantian duty?? yes a heaping pile of angst >:) I'd be more likely to use tom!Peter tho I think , I write a lot of universal/"penn cinematic universe" Peter but tom's circumstances would fit better imo
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things about my playlist (super long cause i included lyrics whos surprised)
Right Here, Right Now
Right here, Right now
I'm looking at you and
My Heart love the view
Cause you mean everything
im always a sucker for a good hsm song but this moment in the movie just really strongly resonates with me, the desire to make the moment last even though everything is speeding around them
Today Was A Fairytale
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
every day just feels like floating like it really is magic honestly
Hung Up
I'm not usually the type of guy to call twice
And leave a message every time
i think ive only left multiple voicemails for my mum like once
Thunder
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
something bout boys like girls just always resonates about us but especially this. i used to play it every day when i spent that summer away
Check Yes Juliet
Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
we all know how shit romeo and juliet when badly idealised but something about this just made me feel really strongly that it was ok cause of all the issues w my folks but i could run from that and itd still be ok
Two Is Better Than One
Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
this song just brings me back to that first night up against the wall honestly
Mine
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing, that's ever been mine
another one of those played everyday, not even just the summer, but literally everyday for a long while. this part was the part that clicked most, that you brought me out of my shell
Love Story
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet"
But you were everything to me, I was begging you, please, don't go
swift is kind of a running theme for my sweet summer tunes, but parts of this song reminded me of what my folks would be like, and the constant (poor) secret-keeping and the constant want to be free to be us
Marry You
Is it the look in your eyes or is it this dancing juice
Who cares baby, I think I wanna marry you
i think its kinda self explanatory
Can I Have This Dance
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all
this will never stop being the cheesy fall back memory i have, its another soft moment but i love it so
2002
Now we're under the covers
Fast forward to eighteen
We are more than lovers
Yeah, we are all we need
When we're holding each other
this song just invokes a lot of early memories, of the way we would belt every song out that would come on, the way that wed fix a playlist like no one else was there
Everything I Ask For
Oh she makes me feel like shit (it's always something)
But I can't get over it (she thinks it's nothing)
'Cause she's everything I ask for
gotta agree with john, wearin red when youre feelin hot. its a good colour for you, yknow
Alone Together
I don't know where I'm going
But I don't think I'm coming home and I said
I'll check in tomorrow if I don't wake up dead
This is the road to ruin
And we're starting at the end
we started a mess, we ended a mess, were still a mess, and anything we do going forwards is a mess, but its ok
Still Into You
I should be over all the butterflies but I'm into you, I'm into you
And even baby our worst nights
I'm into you, I'm into you
Let 'em wonder how we got this far,
'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah after all this time
I'm still into you
i remember when my dad sent me the video to this song just because of what was on haleys tshirt. i didnt think it would come to stick with me for so long and mean so much
Runaway (U & I)
I wanna run away
Anywhere out this place
I wanna run away
Just U and I
wouldnt be my playlist if i didnt throw electronic into it. a general running (lmao) theme though isnt it? to want to run away, to find somewhere new to start
Ours
Seems like there's always
Someone who disapproves,
They'll judge it like they know about me and you,
And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do,
The jury's out,
And my choice is you
another summer jam. no matter what, this is ours. no one can take that away, nobody but us can change it. it will always be ours
Song 2 You
I'll give you my song
These words to you
Sing you what I feel
My soul is true.
a little victorious doesnt hurt. its a soft song, mostly about a materialistic girl, but the feeling behind it resonates with me. i love how soft it is, i love the meaning behind it. but most of all i love that its still music thats being used to connect people
Stupid For You
You're a symphony, I'm just a sour note
I'll take what I can get
The best is hard to grip when everybody wants you
And everybody wants you
basically about feeling just a little not good enough, but still chasin and makin it work. id say im pretty stupid for you though
Right Girl
I've never been the best with my mouth
Try to stay smart but the dumb comes out
Maybe I'm shy, I drive an old car
Maybe I'm amazed that I got this far
you are the best thing to ever happen and i let my dumbass brain panic itself into doing the wrong thing to the right girl
Rock Bottom
That you hate me now and I feel the same way
You love me now and I feel the same way
We scream and we shout
And make up the same day
everything culminated to this, to being rock bottom and tossing and turning and trying and maybe not trying enough. everythings still low it still feels like rock bottom while still feeling like theres more to fall. its hard to explain
Trigger
Why can't we talk about it
Why don't we try
I think we can change our minds
If we could just look at it through each other's eyes
Instead of letting bullets fly
i wish, at least for getting through this, we could be better at pushing emotions back to talk, that i could be better at pushing emotions back. i wish i was better at taking a step back and seeing it from another perspective before it got too late
I Really Like You
Who gave you eyes like that, said you could keep them?
I dunno how to act or if I should be leavin'
I'm running outta time, going outta my mind
i remember thinking how annoying this was when it came on, but it explains so well this state of limbo, this state of “what can i say, what cant i say”
Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic
Every little thing she does is magic
Everything she do just turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic
Now I know my love for her goes on
my dad used to play this a lot when i was younger and i forgot it for a while, but something about you sparked me to remember it, to want to hear it on repeat, to belt it despite how quiet it is on spotify, to let it wash over me
How You Get The Girl
And then you say
I want you for worse or for better
I would wait for ever and ever
Broke your heart, I'll put it back together
I would wait for ever and ever
i remember how you used to say you didnt like this song but now it kinda feels like were living it, that someones going to show up on someones door step six months down the line in the pouring rain. or maybe someone wont. but it doesnt stop ever resonating with me so deep in my bones
Be There
I'll be the warmth in your empty hotel
I'll make it right when you're going through hell
I'll be the call when there's no one to tell
no matter the situation, ill still be there for you. doesnt matter when, how, what, why, ill be there
Anchor
If you’re lost
And feel like you’re alone
I’ll be the one to guide you home
You’ll never have far to go
just to really drive the point home with a little tritonal, ill be your anchor, maybe not your rock, im not solid enough, or rooted myself. i sway with the tide but ill still be something you can hold on to
My Life Would Suck Without You
Maybe I was stupid
For telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong
For tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way I found out I'm nothing without you
i dont care how rocky its been, i refuse to let myself be without you, whatever that entails
Dopamine
What you do to me is no good
But baby, you're good for me, so good for me
We break up to build something new
Chasing after what I have with you
i think no matter what, it will always feel like what im doing is trying to get back what we had, but not the way it was, more the way we fit together, how we could sit together and be content, to fight and curse each other out but still somehow make it ok, thats what id be chasing after
I’m Yours
So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
my heart will always be yours, even if you dont want it, it doesnt plan on going anywhere any time soon. i could leave and it would still stay with you
I Want You Back
Oh, baby, give me one more chance
To show you that I love you
Won't you please let me
Back in your heart
Oh, darling, I was blind to let you go
Let you go baby
Cause now since I see you it is all
victoria justices voice makes it feel more relevant somehow, maybe its the female voice with the same lyrics, maybe its just the way she sings it, who knows, but this rings pretty fuckin true
Just Wanna Be With You
I got a lot of things
I have to do
All these distractions
Our futures coming soon
We're being pulled a hundred different directions
But whatever happens I know I've got you
while comedic in the end of year musical, the rehearsal version really i think really captures the heart of the relationship, that everything is happening everywhere and theres nowhere to stop and breathe but theyre still there for each other, and i will be too
Black Butterflies and Deja Vu
I lose my voice when I look at you
Can't make a noise though I'm trying to
Tell you all the right words
Waiting on the right words
one of my favourites off the album, i hadnt found one i connected with much off the american candy album, except for ‘miles away’ perhaps, but then LLL dropped with this as a single and it just clicked so much with me. i find it so hard to tell you all the things i want to, the right things to tell you, its hard to ask you to be patient for me to get out what i want to, and i always end up sticking my foot in it, but one day ill get it right
Marry Me
Forever can never be long enough for me
To feel like I've had long enough with you
a soft way to end this playlist, a perfect way to end it i think
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1-100 😌
1:when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? i rarely eat cereal but i think i usually balance them pretty equally or try to lol
2:do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? i love it as long as im all bundled up
3:what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? usually the closest piece of paper i can find
4:how do you take your coffee/tea? with lots of sugar 😏
5:are you self-conscious of your smile? very
6:do you keep plants? nope
7:do you name your plants? nada
8:what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? writing and music
9:do you like singing/humming to yourself? sometimes
10:do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach? all of the above
11:what’s an inner joke you have with your friends? no friends, no jokes other than maybe im the quiet one
12:what’s your favorite planet? pluto
13:what’s something that made you smile today? my dog
14:if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? my room: messy, theirs: clean
15:go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! uranus is tilted on its side 😉
16:what’s your favorite pasta dish? spaghetti
17:what color do you really want to dye your hair? blue
18:tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. idk tbh
19:do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it? i dont
20:what’s your favorite eye color? brown eyes 😍
21:talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. who comes up with these questions? bc i dont have a favorite bag
22:are you a morning person? no i hate mornings
23:what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations? listen to music
24:is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? theres a couple, one doesnt know it tho
25:what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into? never broken into anywhere lol
26:what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit? vanz
27:what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor? mint
28:sunrise or sunset? sunset
29:what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? randomly checking up on me and actually meaning it when they say they care
30:think of it: have you ever been truly scared? a handful of times yes
31:what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks. love socks and wearing them, dont sleep in them and i have an assortment of colors bc white is boring
32:tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends. there was this time i went out drinking with my friend after graduation, these two guys were hitting on her after she called them gay (even bought us drinks), my friend is gay so that was interesting lol
33:what’s your fave pastry? doughnuts
34:tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? winnie the pooh and hell yes i still have it
35:do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often? love them but never use them
36:which band’s sound would fit your mood right now? backstreet boys
37:do you like keeping your room messy or clean? i like keeping it clean but it tends to stay messy lol
38:tell us about your pet peeves! i have too many pet peeves tbh
39:what color do you wear the most? blue and maroon (not together tho)
40:think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you? cross necklace is self-explanatory, dog tag necklace i got from my parents so it holds a special meaning to me
41:what’s the last book you remember really, really loving? to kill a mockingbird
42:do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it! starbucks…
43:who was the last person you gazed at the stars with? lol one of my friends back in like 5th grade
44:when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything? summer and winter breaks in high school
45:do you trust your instincts a lot? yup
46:tell us the worst pun you can think of. sex while camping is fucking in tents ;)
47:what food do you think should be banned from the universe? most kinds of fish
48:what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today? being alone, and yes actually
49:do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought? yes but i cant remember tbh. most i have were gifted to me.
50:what’s an odd thing you collect? keys
51:think of a person. what song do you associate with them? @thisvanessa - count on me by bruno mars
52:what are your favorite memes of the year so far? im pretty sure ive never seen a meme i didnt love so. the spongebob one is pretty good tho.
53:have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? i wish i could tell u
54:who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face? my dog lol
55:what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point? idk im pretty passive aggressive so i do a lot lol
56:what are some things you find endearing in people? same as earlier, randomly checking up on me and also saying they miss me
57:go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? nope
58:who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? my ex friend is the wine mom and idk maybe im the vodka aunt lol
59:what’s your favorite myth? the earth is flat
60:do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? yess langston hughes and edgar allan poe
61:what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received? cant think of any tbh, maybe the dancing chicken that used to be passed around for years in my family
62:do you drink juice in the morning? which kind? orange juice and cran-grape juice
63:are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? i just leave them be
64:what color is the sky where you are right now? gray
65:is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with? yes
66:what would your ideal flower crown look like? idk not big on flower crowns
67:how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel? i love them so much
68:what’s winter like where you live? hot with a random cold day here and there
69:what are your favorite board games? wahoo/marbles, sorry, candyland, pretty much all of them lol
70:have you ever used a ouija board? nope
71:what’s your favorite kind of tea? sweet tea
72:are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it? yes but im also too lazy to note things so i end up forgetting a lot
73:what are some of your worst habits? procrastination
74:describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns. beautiful, bubbly, cute, always smiling even tho i know they r sad deep down
75:tell us about your pets! small, black fur ball full of energy
76:is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t? so many things
77:pink or yellow lemonade? pink
78:are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub? neither im a minion dc club
79:what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you? idk told me i give them butterflies or get nervous when talking to me
80:what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? i think they r an off white an bc my apartment landlord wont let me change them lol
81:describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of. dark pools of chocolate
82:are/were you good in school? i was alright could of been better if i wasnt so lazy
83:what’s some of your favorite album art? never thought about that maybe something justin bieber has done
84:are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones? i want to but im not sure tbh
85:do you read comics? what are your faves? nope
86:do you like concept albums? which ones? yes theres a lot
87:what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? high school musical
88:are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? yes
89:are you close to your parents? yes
90:talk about your one of you favorite cities. im pretty sure i could never get tired of nyc
91:where do you plan on traveling this year? i successfully did not travel anywhere this year, thank you bank account ur the best
92:are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? drown it in cheese
93:what’s the hairstyle you wear the most? short hair, short on the sides and longer on top
94:who was the last person you know to have a birthday? me
95:what are your plans for this weekend? lazy days
96:do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? procrastination is my middle name
97:myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house? INFP, scorpio and hufflepuff
98:when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? i dont think ive ever been hiking but i want to
99:list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them. over and over again by tim mcgraw, make you miss me by sam hunt, remember when by alan jackson, unhinged by nick jonas, chainsaw by nick jonas, untitled by simple plan and welcome to my life by simple plan
100:if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? damn thats a really hard one. probably the future tbh.
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hella bored once again. jk i just really like quizzes.
1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? 50/50
2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? i hate the cold and i hate wind
3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? tissue hahaha
4: how do you take your coffee/tea? i like mocchacino or a latte
5: are you self-conscious of your smile? yes?
6: do you keep plants? no i’m not good for their health but i would like to
7: do you name your plants? no i just told you i’m a murderer -_-
8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? i write
9: do you like singing/humming to yourself? yea
10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach? whatever i feel like doing
11: what’s an inner joke you have with your friends? im so white im translucent
12: what’s your favorite planet? the little prince’s planet
13: what’s something that made you smile today? my mom was being funny earlier. i rarely see her like that.
14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? white, minimalistic but super artistic at the same time.
15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! no
16: what’s your favorite pasta dish? alfredo/mushroom
17: what color do you really want to dye your hair? i like my white hair rn but i miss my pink hair
18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. i did twerk on a car that was at a red light in the street juste beside a bar. everybody was looking at me….. i was so drunk i puked just after that lil dance.
19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it? i rarely write in it but i write who i had sex with and who i love and things like that so i’ll be able to stalk them when i’m older
20: what’s your favorite eye color? green
21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces. my little black leather backpack.
22: are you a morning person? not at all
23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations? netflix and chill
24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? nop
25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into? an “haunted” hospital
26: what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit? my high top white vans
27: what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor? mint
28: sunrise or sunset? sunset, but watching the sunrise is always funnier bc i guess im drunk with my friends somewhere cool
29: what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? i dont know man. i think they are all super cute when they laugh.
30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared? yes, in bali, its too long to explain but i thought i would die or get kidnapped or whatever
31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks. i dont really care. i mostly wear black socks. i would like to have some cooler socks but i cant find them anywhere. i dont know where to buy fuxking socks man.
32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends. im always with friends after 3AM come on
33: what’s your fave pastry? croissant
34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? dont remember
35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?
36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now? i’m into massive attack these days
37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean? i like it clean but im a mess
38: tell us about your pet peeves! my pets are boring af
39: what color do you wear the most? black and grey
40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you? im slways always always wearing 4 rings. two that i bought when i was leaving for bali, one i bought in cuba i think and one i received as a gift after i had a threesome bc the girl didnt want me to forget her
41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving? charlotte before christ
42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it! cafellini, my friend owns it
43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with? i cant remember
44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything? dont know. its rare.
45: do you trust your instincts a lot? yasssss
46: tell us the worst pun you can think of. huh
47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe? why the fuck would i ban any food i love food
48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today? being kidnapped. and yes it is.
49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought? not really. the last one was from de band “scyzzors”
50: what’s an odd thing you collect? all my bracelet from differents event i go
51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them? les sentiments humains - pierre lapointe
52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far? ….
53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? those are some cool classic movies
54: who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face? cath
55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point? i kissed someone to make sure i could still be attract by men
56: what are some things you find endearing in people? big smile, kindness, honesty
57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? won’T do that
58: who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? i think we’re all wine moms lol
59: what’s your favorite myth? that people get wild when its full moon
60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? yea i like contemporary poets
61: what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received? i gave nothing for my mom'd last birthday bc i was in bali... that was stupid. i received an unmbrella last christmas. i never use fucking umbrellas.
62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind? nop. just water and coffee.
63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? im fussy about my book, not my music.
64: what color is the sky where you are right now? grey
65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with? sure
66: what would your ideal flower crown look like? super simple. a crown in delicate wood with some pink and white orchids.
67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel? i'm a little bit scared but i find it beautiful.
68: what’s winter like where you live? fucking cold. too much snow.
69: what are your favorite board games? i would say destiny wheel. but i prefer cards.
70: have you ever used a ouija board? yes
71: what’s your favorite kind of tea? green tea
72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it? yesss
73: what are some of your worst habits? im a mess
74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns. ughhh
75: tell us about your pets! theyre fucking cute but soooo boring. im allergic to them tho so maybe thats why i found them so boring lol.
76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t? hmmmm nop
77: pink or yellow lemonade? yellow
78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub? h8club
79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you? i dont know man people do cute things all the time you just have to open ur eyes
80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? yea three walls are white and one is black. it makes the room look bigger.
81: describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of. uasjdbskfd
82: are/were you good in school? yea
83: what’s some of your favorite album art?
84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones? nan i think i have enough for now
85: do you read comics? what are your faves? nop
86: do you like concept albums? which ones?
87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? hmmmm café de flore
88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? i dont know
89: are you close to your parents? i dont talk to my father and i have a difficult relationship w my mom
90: talk about your one of you favorite cities. i loooooove montreal, especially in the summer
91: where do you plan on traveling this year? maybe ill return to bali
92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? i’m drowning in cheese
93: what’s the hairstyle you wear the most? almost my natural hair, they have waves
94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday? me
95: what are your plans for this weekend? i’ll get drunk for sure bc it’s my weekends birthday
96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? i procrastinate, there are tooooo many
97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house? zodiac
98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? this autumn, and yea it was cool
99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them. i have a lot of those
100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? 5 years in the past so i would do things differently
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skye how are you?? :D glitter, jazz and rose for the ask :)
IM GOOD ISABELLE i just bought my carat bong, ill be in disneyland in a few days, and i feel like im at the top of the world even though these next few days are gonna be the hardest lol but its okay, i know my hard work will pay off soon :’))
glitter: describe someone special to you.
i did this in a previous ask but im gonna do it again, might as well:we only met a few years ago, but i really do feel like she is my family. we met at a family friend party, and to be honest, i cant really remember the first one we had, we have had so many since that its hard to keep track how many we had total. mustve been awkward at first, but it isnt anymore, so thats not important.
anyways, we ended up bonding over both being in marching/concert band, though we went to different schools. sometimes we would come late to the family friend parties because of band, and we would both understand the feel lmao. i think a year after that, we both got into kpop along with the rest of the kids in this family friend group, and we further bonded over that.
shes about two years younger than me. one of the strongest girls i know!! we have sort of similar personalities and i feel we understand each other on a very deep level. a very very talented and nerdy soul. weve gone through a lot, good things and bad, but it just adds to the connection we have. i trust her music taste, intuition, and i would trust her with my life tbh. havent told her that though, it would inflate her ego too much ;)
j steel, if ur reading this, i love u and trust u and i cant wait to see u grow into the strong, confident, successful, talented woman i know u will be.
jazz: name a song that resonates with you and your emotions. explain the reason why.
i always have trouble picking songs for these kinds of questions and i spent about 20 minutes scrolling through my music and trying to find something that fits but i think “anywhere anything” by gabe bondoc is the one. ive been into gabe bondoc since elementary school, i love his songs and his style and his guitar playing and his voice is so nice and calming, i feel nostalgic whenever i hear any of his songs. this song in particular though, i only started listening to last year in the fall but it has constantly been playing since. the guitar and vocals are just so sweet and the chord progressions are so satisfying. the lyrics are so cute and sweet as well, its so innocent but i feel like i connect to it too, it talks of being a bit introverted but still loving someone with all his heart. the way the song was written was just so perfect and makes me feel really warm, whatever mood im in. ill probably play this song at my wedding and listen to this song until i die. its so nice, please give it a listen if u want!!
roses: If it had to be winter, autumn, spring or summer for the rest of your life, which would you choose?
ah fuCK the seasons question, always so hard lmao. i love love love all the seasons and hate hate hate them too, all for different reasons, and ive never really been able to properly weigh the differences between each of them lol. i love winter because i love being able to snuggle up in a warm blanket and sit in front of a heater but seasonal depression is a thing and i dont like going outside when its cold lmao. i love autumn bc the weather where i live is usually still nice, not too hot or cold, but i just associate school and bad moods with this season so lmao. i love spring bc bIRTH SEASON and everything is so green and gorgeous and the sun feels so nice but i constANTLY HAVE ALLERGIES like tis the season to suffer. and i love summer bc its always so fun for me and having a break to spend time with friends and family and go have adventures is nice!!!! but its always so fucking hot and i hate the heat too like no thank u i hate being sweaty and wanting to rip my skin off bc too many layers. to be honest id probably say autumn but i still dont think thats a sufficient answer
thank u isabelle for asking me these questions!!!!!! i was looking at these questions and tbh the glitter and jazz ones were the ones i was hoping someone would ask me ahah i hope ur doing well isabelle!!!!
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