Could you write something angst hurt and comfort for lovebrush Ayn please?
ayn x reader
angst & comfort <3
wc: 770
content: reader is stressed out by school and breaks down in front of ayn. big hugs to everyone out there, you can do it! <3
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It was a long day after school, you and Ayn had agreed to meet up at your house for a date. Well, it was you who suggested it a week ago to teach Ayn how to bake chocolate chip cookies, which he did at first scoff at the idea since he does not need to learn them and neither does he have interest in it (he is only interested in the eating part) but since you are his beloved girlfriend, he agreed. (He is actually excited even though he does not show it)
However when the day came, you found yourself trudging the way home. Perhaps it was the weather today, or that you woke up on the wrong side of the bed, or that you forgot to bring your pencil case to school; you felt horrible. Perhaps it was because of the weight of school work and the incoming exams finally weighing down on you and causing you to feel just this close to breaking down. You had considered cancelling the date with Ayn but being able to read his emotions despite his, sometimes, cold demeanour, can be a blessing and a curse at the same time. You would feel horrible if you were to cancel it last minute when you could tell he was obviously anticipating this to finally spend some alone time with you. He was also busy too, especially when he had his career of being a pianist alongside being a student at the academy. Who are you to complain?
You sigh as you unlock the door, feeling a little uneasy at how silent your house was. Oh, right, Cael offered to help take care of your cat because of your busy schedule. You locked the door behind you and set down your things, getting ready for your date.
Soon, Ayn arrived, right on time as he promised. However, something was a little off about him, his smile seemed a little… forced. (He had a meeting with his father and was feeling a little grumpy) You brushed it off, assuming he was just tired. It was pretty much fine at first as you both baked together, but it was unusually silent compared to other times, neither of you wanted to talk.
You were too absorbed in your thoughts as you pulled open the oven door to take the baking tray out, completely forgetting to use the mittens. Thankfully Ayn noticed it and quickly pulled you towards him, a little too rough for your liking as he hurriedly checked your fingers to make sure you didn’t burn yourself. “How can you be so careless? You should’ve worn the mittens or asked me to take it out for you. You could’ve burned yourself.” He scolds you, though his words were coming from a place of concern, his tone sounded a little too harsh. You did not dare to meet his eyes, keeping them trained on both of your hands as you willed yourself not to cry. Why are you crying over this? It is weak to be tearing up just because of something so trivial. Useless. Useless. Useless.
Ayn takes notice of your silence, letting out a sigh as he tilts your chin upwards such that your focus is now on him. He pursed his lips at the sight of your watery eyes, feeling guilty. “I-I’m sorry I was too harsh, it’s just that-“ He stuttered, trying to explain himself but was interrupted by you breaking down and burying your face into his chest, taking him by surprise. You closed your eyes as you sobbed, trying to control them as best as you could but it just kept coming. Days of stress and pent up emotions start flooding out as you hold him tightly. It was the first time Ayn had ever seen you cry, and neither does he know the reason why, he could only awkwardly pat you on the head while hugging you close to him. “It’s okay, I-I’m sorry.” He apologised, his voice much softer now. You quickly shake your head at his words, it was never his fault to begin with. “N-no it’s okay. It’s just, I feel so stressed with school, with life, with literally everything! I-I don’t know what to do. I want to run away from all these but I know I can’t, I just-“
“It’s okay, I’m here now. You will do just fine, I’m sure of it. Just a few months more until winter break. You have done a good job so far and I am proud of you. Please, remember that I will always be here for you.”
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author’s note: if you can’t tell, i lost motivation half way 🥲 i’m so sorry. also requests will take kinda slow because i am trying to take some time to work on my other projects as well
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