#i coildnt even escape to fandoms and i still cant

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TMI SORRY

I was groomed by older adults who knew I was vulnerable to fictional content. I fucking hate every single adult who produces that shit and every kid around me at the time who shot down my concerns. I don't want anyone who follows me to go through what I did and be found by predators through my blog. The thought of being responsible for that happening to someone makes me actually want to kill myself and I spiral each time it happens becaude I blame myself and the space I was in and I can't even maintain a good space now that I'm the adult and I can't keep these people AWAY from me. Literally just leave me ALONE. I just have to put my banner everywhere, don't I? The past few days without it? Horrible. I can't do that. I know some people avoid interacting with it and I'm so damn tired

I shouldn't have to say this to get people to give me some goddamn respect and space, but here we are

#tw grooming #this wasnt all that happened to me #but its why i hate fandoms #i coildnt even escape to fandoms and i still cant