#i cried in the bathroom

[couldreallyeatawholecakerightnow]

bro I told a student if they kicked their ball across the class one more time, I'd take it. They kicked it again so I went to take it, and they fucking threw it over my head to each other so I couldn't get it. I can't believe I get bullied by teenagers for a living

#i cried in the bathroom #and on the walk home #ive never felt so pathetic

[my-rocky-road-to-recovery]

this is my grandmother’s version of a joke ‘[my name] you’re disgusting’ did you laugh yet? because I certainly didn’t.

#I cried in the bathroom #everyone laughed when she said it my mother told me it was a joke my grandmother told me it was a joke. #aybe I’m sensitive because I’m having withdrawal symptoms well I’m considered sensitive in general. #But I just can’t see how that’s funny??? #she said this in the middle of my art group. #my art group that invited her to teach us how to crotchet #she refused to help me (a beginner) and helped the others of which there was one beginner and the rest were skilled knitters #dress makers and crotcheters. #she kept making comments implying that I wasn’t good enough or ‘cmon you have the brain for this’ (which really upset me) #no one takes my side #I was her lackey and I’m not even treated with respect- it hurts- hurts that although I am the favourite and golden child that I am not #or ever will be good enough #and I say fave and Golden child in ‘’ bc as if #she then boasted about how she’s taught all the other women in my family which is just fucking fantastic /sarcasm #I’m always compared. I’m never enough. #me #personal #mental health #mental illness #family #tw: abuse #tw: family #tw: family problems

[colorfulgloves]

she kissed me on my fucking head. i know because i was there. it was thoughtless, surely. just me, spiraling in the dress i wanted her to tell me i looked pretty in. and she kissed me on my head where those thoughts pushed up against my skull.

and i ached. and she left.

#prom night #lesbian #wlw #i would’ve done anything for her #i’m stuck on that night #that moment #i cried in the bathroom #i was so fucking sad #and i wanted her so bad #pining

[blake-wyatt]

Neil Gaiman is so funny like. "The whole of creation is about to end but the only two beings who can save it are caught up in a nasty divorce" nobody is doing it like him.

#“please mister crowley if you two just used the power of love to-” “i would rather see it all end in a puddle of GOO #than speak to that Angel ever AGAIN“ #then he cries in the bathroom at Pret #good omens

[sameschmidtdiffname]

I can't imagine how relieved Peeta felt when Katniss finally agreed to have a child. Not because he wanted one so badly, but because it meant she was no longer waiting for the world to collapse.

#i feel like he cried lowkey #not heavy but he def had to pop into the bathroom to deal with some sniffles #peeta x katniss #peeta and katniss #the hunger games peeta #katniss x peeta #katniss and peeta #peeta mellark #thg peeta #peeta #katniss everdeen #thg katniss #the hunger games katniss #katniss #everlark #peeniss #the hunger games trilogy #the hunger games #thg series #thg #catching fire #mockingjay #cf #mj #post canon #toast babies

[nonranghaes]

warnings: spider mentions bc writer is terrified and needs to write comfort. this is idol au, btw. (also readers in a polyamorous relationship with both chris and felix, just a heads up)

chris jolts awake when he feels you tugging at his sleeve, barely opening his eyes by the time you speak up.

“christheresahugespidercanyoupleasegogetridofit--”

it’s... a lot. it’s clear that you’re terrified (although his brain hasn’t deciphered what you said yet), and he sits up, reaching out to pull you in. on the other side of the bed, he can feel felix stir from his own slumber--and he hears him stifle a yawn. chris just focuses on you, though, “honey--”

you sniffle, fingers dinging into his arm as you hold him by the forearms, “please go get it before it moves--”

he doesn’t even have to decipher what you said anymore. he knows only one thing gets you this scared, and he gently pulls you in further until you’re actually sitting on the bed. “it’s okay,” he says, “i’ll go catch it. don’t worry,” he presses a kiss onto the crown of your head, getting out of bed. “i won’t come back until it’s gone, okay?”

you nod frantically, and chris mumbles felix’s name to rouse him further. felix turns over, gaze meeting chris’s--although he quickly nods toward you, redirecting the attention--and he understands. he kicks off the blankets, crawling over to you as chris takes his leave as designated-spider-getter.

“it’s okay,” he murmurs softly, drawing you in for a hug. “chris will get it.”

your breath hitches, and felix can feel as you start to cry. it’s a frustrating fear to have--felix knows, as does chris, because you’ve cried to them before about how you wish you could just be normal about those eight-legged little things--and you know that they’re far more afraid of you than you are of them. or, well, that’s what everyone tells you. you haven’t seen a spider have a breakdown because of you, but what do you know?

he holds you, gently tracing hearts on your back as he lets you cry your fears out. felix’s lips press against your softly, just for a second, before he pulls you in again. he draws your face into his shoulder, gently talking you through it. when he finally draws back, once your cries have stifled, he begins searching around.

“where’s bbokari...?” he mumbles. when he and chris are away, the plushies they gave you take their place (... alongside the others, sometimes, but you don’t tell them about that since you’ll never live it down). he moves, patting around until he hears chris come back. “hey,” he calls out, voice raspy with sleep, “do you see bbokari?”

chris stops for a moment with a “hm?” but looks over to your dresser where the group was last assembled. he reaches for the little chick, tossing him over to felix. he returns to bed soon enough after felix moves out of the way, gently guiding you back to the middle of the bed by the arm. he’s pushed bbokari into your arms, and already snuggled in next to you as chris pulls the blankets back over you all.

“it’s okay,” chris presses a kiss against your shoulder. “it’s gone. i took it outside. we’ll protect you, baby.” there’s a teasing lift to his voice, but you know he genuinely means it. 

“mmhm,” felix sounds, planting a soft kiss against your lips. “we’ve got you,” he promises. “alright?”

you snuggle in, both of your boyfriends cuddling in to keep you as safe as they can. it takes you a while to get back to sleep... but it helps to have your silly saviors nearby, always happy to catch and release the spiders and soothe you with as many kisses as it takes.

#nonranghaes.skz #nonranghaes.thoughts #stray kids x reader #skz x reader #stray kids imagine #skz imagine #stray kids x you #skz x you #bang chan x you #bang chan x reader #felix x reader #felix x you #lee felix x reader #lee felix x you #chris bang x reader #chris bang x you #there was a fucking huge one in the bathroom and u can imagine my fear :))) #i almost cried :))) #i fucking wish i could just be Normal scared abt big things like that but my brain is like nope!! nope!!! panic!!! cry!!!! #tbh i nearly had a lil poly minsung fic. i might still idk

[luminous-studiess]

in life updates: decided to enroll in a notoriously difficult class this semester. civil law is my achilles heel, and i also wanted to force myself into better study habits and time management. last week, i took the midterm and braced myself for a fail: despite improvements in the way i prepared for class and spoke during cold calls, i'd still been struggling over the semester. after the exam ended, i went and checked the schedule for dropping classes. one week later. dear reader, i passed.

#sam screams #seriously what the fuck guys after finding out my grade i went to the bathroom to cry #the same bathroom i cried in when i found out i failed my nth exam in first year #anyway people are like flowers they bloom in their own time #studyblr #study aesthetic #study motivation #studyspo #lawblr #uni #coffee #college student #studygram #books #dark academia #chaotic academia #law school

[naturecalls111]

Me, consuming any other media ever: how can I make this about zosan

#nc111 talks #zosan #this is about me playing fe3h for the eighteen billionth time and finding little delusional concepts in sylvix that makes me go #'nod nod nod that's so zosan of them so true' #like objectively it really isn't zosan of them at all but sometimes I see it between the lines and I'm like oh zosan sunglasses emoji #if you dare me i can even find the lawlu in sylvix im so talented #I'm not even kidding if someone made a game out of turning things into zosan i would never lose #i had an ant infestation in my bathroom the other day and I made it about zosan #my brother was like WE HAVE BIGGER ISSUES THAN YOUR YAOI RIGHT NOW #like........ there is no bigger issue than my yaoi at any given moment.....ever.......... #whispers although I have to admit I enjoy the sylvix dynamic more than i do the zosa- *gets shot* #im so sorry there's just only so much bickering i can take before i'm like *smacks ship* I NEED YOU TO BE MORE BLATANTLY KIND TO EACH OTHER #In a way that doesn't feel so teeth-gritty or. well. OOC. LOL #Anyone who likes sylvix AND zosan will know what i mean I'm not going to explain it. iykyk #WAIT LMAO IM NOT DONE. EDIT: #when my first boyfriend broke up with me i was a melodramatic little shit about it #had a diary that i would like pour my heart into and the other day i came across it #and it's really telling that my first thought was “omg.... so zosan-” LIKE GIRL GET A GRIP YOU ARE DETACHING FROM REALITY #all for zosan CRIES ALL FOR ZOSAN...

[snezfics-n-shit]

#this meme has been going through my head for a bazillion years lol #i love to interact and then it hits me that im probably bothering you guys #plus the current popular stuff I am sadly so unfamiliar with #when i was younger i would gravitate to my own interests when i was unfamiliar with other topics and it got on peoples nerves a lot #and i completely understand that so i dont wanna repeat those mistakes #its just like a game of pingpong of me talking too much and me hiding under my desk bc i feel like im bothering everyone #also like the last time it was p much confirmed i was being annoying i cried for like two hours bc my fears were realized haha #and when a line is drawn for me i kinda like to stay at least 2ft away from wherever that line is just to be safe #you gotta like throw a cookie attached to a fishing line to get me closer to the line lol #because i will seriously be way too cautious otherwise #im trying to get more brave though im just kinda like my cat who heard a noise in the bathroom cabinet #and now he refuses to go near it #being mindful of others feelings and respecting their boundaries is super important to me #and sometimes that boxes me in a bit

[boysbeloving]

this is absolutely heartbreaking and i gotta say that i respect a man who can cry openly in front of other men and i appreciate men who comfort a crying man

THIS is what a support system (friends, family or found family) looks like

#can anyone of us say that we have this? #i've always hid in the bathroom and cried #it's only recently that i've started crying in front of my sister openly....and two times i cried in front of my dad...that's all #and i've cried A LOT in my life lol #d watches vroom vroom the series #pit babe #pit babe the series

[hueberryshortcake]

Christmas is just a little hard, sometimes.

#he wishes his mommy were here :( #im so exhausted I spent all day mothering my grandmother and then went to this party that i wasn’t well enough for and cried in front of #everybody because I was so fatigued. cried in the bathroom for a half hour straight. this shit is hard #anyway dewey is in his Christmas jammies. #ducktales #dt17 #ducktales 2017 #dewey duck #my art #ducks as humans #human ducks

[cosmicrhetoric]

i can never find the gsnk panel that's like "maybe read some shoujo manga and you'll be able to experience emotion" or something when i need it but two episodes of kimi ni todoke reset my brain this weekend

#i literally almost cried.... #three girls hugging and crying in a bathroon can be soooo personal. like right i forgot why this is the holy grail of 2000s shoujo #i didnt even remember that scene though it was def my first experience with this whole trope.......the girl bathroom fight post rumor trope #but i guess i was really young when i read this #kimi ni todoke

[greghatecrimes]

"Dr. Hadley, are you by chance gonna cry? 'Cause that's one I just can't do." somebody hug her please

#that patient really tried her damndest to make her life hell for a bit there #rewatch lb #6x12 #i would've cried after that too. she was so condescending #remy thirteen hadley #thirteen girl go cry in thr bathroom and let it out. youve had a rough week

[beastialmoon]

Thinking about the rooftop scene from near the end of Utena and how personal it is. For the first time, without walls, secrets, hidden smiles or fake laughs, these two *see* each other.

Utena recognizes how, in trying to save her from the council and the duels, she's still perpetuating the same cycle of violence towards Anthy without even realizing it. A cycle that Akio (and the society that pleaded for a Prince to save their daughters without doing anything themselves) put in motion, yes, but a cycle she unwittingly continued all the same.

Anthy, too, sees Utena for what she is - someone who genuinely cares, and was taken advantage of in her own way. Both of them were used, abused, and cast aside by Akio when it no longer suited him.

Both characters, atop the school rooftop where a horrible event almost happened, were able to grieve, apologize, embrace, and promise to each other to move on and find someplace together in love.

Because Someday, Together, They'd Shine.

#Rgu #Man I cried writing this #I love these two so much u don't even know #Though Nanami will always be my blorbo character lmao #Utena Tenjou #anthy himemiya #I hope I got the details right bc im literally writing this in my workplace bathroom :P #Bmoonsays

[sirensea14]

Oh, how much i want to really hug him right now

His scent would be comforting for me.

No matter how many times i cry, hell is always here. When will it end?

Wips are delayed for days. School is terribly rushing us, especially with numerous group activites. And im stressing out cuz its either my parents would or wouldnt allow me to go to a classmate's house for the purpose of practice and mv shooting.

Im sorry I'll be delaying a bit, tho i will try to post or do any of my wips as much as i can.

Current wips:

Smiling critters bigger bodies logo

Smiling critters' bags

Full body of BBI KC

And an ask for KC

Ive been pretty sure that i wont be happy to my bday this year and it seems i was correct, or possibly not too cuz its still not the day yet. Still, i wont be able to enjoy the food much due to our fucking school, school and school. I hate this hell and the government's pretty much rushing us all students as well as the teachers.

#i cried earlier in the bathroom #i hella dont wanna seek my parents for comfort theyll just shout at me #neither to my friends cuz i feel like i would be just a burden to them #so cheers to me being a delulu to fictional characters #sirensea #poppy playtime chapter 3 #smiling critters #kickinchicken #comfort character #i consider the food for my bday as a gift itself cuz no one comes to my bday and no one is invited #why? #its bcuz of P O V E R T Y #cant afford gifts cant afford food for guests #hell im not even sure if therell be food for my bittersweet 16th #its just too much #and so is school #fuck im gonna go back to writing notes #thank u for reading my vent this far #even in the tags #vent art

[the---hermit]

once again screaming into the void like a feral possum

#i am nervous about today #i just sent the cringiest email to the professor to confirm i'll be there #i have no idea what bus to get there because the option is risking having way too little time to actually run to uni and go to the bathroom #before looking for whatever godforsaken classroom the seminar is in #or being there way early and waiting by myself #which means i'd have time to go broswe the bookstore to look for the last heartstopper graphic novel but also steeping in my anxiety alone #uuuuuuuugh i hate this #cris speaks #the---hermit