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piowasthere · 2 months

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"And like Jesus - he revives."

another Sams art!

been thinking of starting a lil' challange for myself to draw an art for every Sams/Laes lore ep

since i'm already on a 3 ep streak i might as well

will try not to go too hard on myself but we'll see what shall be cooked

for now - enjoy yee'all

(alt under cut)

[ep: Eclipse has Returned...ALREADY!!! in VRChat (SAMS)]

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mistawolfie · 9 months

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I’ve worked on this for the bit for far too long

#yaoshi #honkai star rail #hsr yaoshi #scribbles #friend:haha this is a funni meme #me: haha ya (sweating)(crying)(yearning for death)#I did this to myself

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owlyjules · 1 month

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The only thing between me and Farcille fanart time is my day job and all the other projects with deadline I have on.

#once its may WE ARE ON #i did this to myself #kinda want the figures but i have no space for them nor the extra money

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j-escapesreality · 4 months

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I was reading an amazing fic. like literally the best i have ever read. everything i have ever wanted placed perfectly in this one fic.

i thought the fic was completed.

i was wrong. it hasn’t been updated since 2019.

i am devastated

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wouldvebeensweet · 11 months

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THE FUCK OF IT ALL IS THAT I MESSAGED HER THIS WHEN SHE WAS ONLINE THE OTHER DAY

#I DID THIS TO MYSELF #text #eras tour #ayhtdws

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matcha-x-matcha · 3 months

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i always feel a *smidgen* bad when I see a post about people struggling to choose who they wanna romance in Bg3 when my first playthrough was through my friend, who has mods installed, and I was given the option to romance as many characters as I wanted and my immediate choice was to form a harem and romance basically everyone possible

Then my first night in the city I got 4 consecutive cutscenes and I also accidentally missed Shadowheart's romance window so she's just chilling in camp watching me fuck around with literally everyone else at camp (Withers is there too, sorry bud, also Jaheira, she's judging me)

Anyway, it's going great, definitely didn't cry when Lae'zel almost killed me and definitely not when I went on a date with Karlach

My favorite character is Dammon.

#bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #I did this to myself #Dammon #Dammon save me #Karlach #lae'zel #Shadowheart #Astarion #wyll ravengard #gale dekarios #halsin #jaheira #Withers #And my children #Scratch #Owlbear #Oh my children

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lxkeee · 2 months

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Out of context paragraph for my upcoming Lucifer one shot [the one where he owns your soul]

#i did this to myself #i opened the Pandora's box #anyways #no #THIS ISN'T A SERIES I SWEAR #i promise #probably #lxkeee stuff

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tweeterwilbury · 8 months

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#bob dylan #i did this to myself #gif

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ghoulinfuschia · 2 months

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Since Im p much boarding the climax / near ending of the episode I can’t. Post as many progress doodles. Cuz spoilers. Which bums me out. But I will silently vibrate with excitement.

#honeybee rambles #Btw for the record Im not close to be done yet #Im just at the more important scenes #Which are arguably gonna take longer to draw #I did this to myself #If I ever do another thing like this #which I might since I already have another idea #Im getting other boarders to help me cuz holy shit

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tangledinink · 7 months

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I’m a bit of a nerd about biology so I do have some potential ideas about how Donnie would know about the kiddos. While regular turtles will nest for all their eggs, fertile or not, donnie doesn’t seem to have that instinct. The unfertilized eggs to him seem to be similar to a human on their period. So when the eggs are fertilized, maybe he does have that nesting instinct. Like he subconsciously knows and gets a severe bout of anxiety about making sure to have a good safe nest for these eggs. There could also be some kind of mystic thing that can be done to confirm his suspicions.

waves arms. biology!

i think both leo and donnie do have some degree of a 'nesting instinct' when they're on their cycle even now, they just don't currently have the chance to answer it. but i guess when they're typically on their cycle it's akin to their instincts gently being like, 'hey, uhm, a little burrow might be nice...' but when there's actually a baby on board, it's more like 'DIG A FUCKING HOLE IN THE GROUND AND GET IN IT, N O W MOTHERFUCKER. WE NEED SOFT BLANKETS AND DARKNESS RIGHT THIS INS T AN T.'

which does probably come with a great deal of anxiety, restlessness, etc. there would also probably be more human-ish symptoms, such as not bleeding (or producing any unfertilized eggs) as expected, morning sickness, and other general hormone fuckiness. and i'm sure that between the forces of science and mystics combined, they could figure out some sort of ninja turtle pregnancy test.

#donnie lowkey assumed that he (a fucking turtle) and his partner (a goddamn cat) wouldn't be biologically compatiable #and doesnt consider Baby to be a potential answer/outcome to these symptoms #(they are also perhaps not as careful as they could have been for this reason)#tw pregnancy #tw menstruation #asks #anon #my legacy of being The Egg Person continues ig #i did this to myself #i must accept it #gemini au asks #gemini asks #donnie is mad af because his body is screaming at him to NEST MF and then he doesnt even lay any eggs like he was EXPECTING #(coz theres babies in there and they gotta cook longer)#and hes like ?!?! WTF ARE YOU SCREAMING AT ME FOR THEN MY GOD. FUCKING WASTING MY TIME--#(hes not leaving the nest tho.)#actually lowkey i thought abt it a little more and as soon as he. like. proceeds to Not Lay Eggs he probably Panics #because the last time he Did Not Lay Eggs when he was Pretty Fucking Sure He Was Supposed To he almost died and it was horrendous #he probably freaks the fuck out and eventually goes to sorrel/leo and they gently coax him into getting checked out #coz theyre all convinced hes eggbound again #but nope! surprise mf <3 CHILDREN

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revenantghost · 8 months

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"Join @trigunbookclub!" I said. "It'll be so much fun!" I said. "We'll have a blast reading together!" I said.

And I was right. But also.

#Trigun #TrigunBookclub #I think this reaction might actually be from vol 10 ironically enough #But I can't remember tbh #Anyway I'm putting on my clown shoes #I did this to myself #Putting on my clown makeup #Ready to read about this all week #Putting on the wig #Waiting for the mob to @ me

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snootlestheangel · 2 months

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Oh no! How? How could you “fix” it and stick to canon story line?

If you’re crying. I know I’m gonna be too!

I'm fuckjng sobbing right now, Tats, it's bad

Major Character Death warning for below the cut

So, I don't know if it's just me but the main reason Soap's death just sucked in like a bad storytelling way is that it felt so anticlimactic? Like, there was a bit of emotion but it was lacking and just felt weird and out of place. And then the scene with his ashes? Just like did he not have family? Was this something after an official funeral for him? That scene also just felt really fucking awkward.

Anyways, yeah I "fixed" those issues. In other words, I'm here with proper storytelling to make it hurt like it was supposed to.

When Ghost and Gaz are coming in, just after the bullet is fired, all Price can hear is the broken, desperate way the lieutenant screams for Johnny. After the bomb is defused, and they're all standing there when the realization hits. Ghost is already on his knees, hands hovering just over the bloody wounds on either side of Soap's head. For a moment, the only sound is the ragged, heavy breathing from Ghost as his whole body trembles.

Price can't even get the words out to update Laswell. Can't force himself to use the proper terms. Just manages to blurt out with a broken cry that "Soap is gone". And those three words are daggers to their hearts. Gaz lets out a small whimper and he turns and looks away because he just can't bear the gruesome sight before him. And Ghost lets out a sound so unlike him, no one really knows what it was. A growl, a whimper, a plea, a confession?

The quiet, mournful whisper of "You're supposed to be with me" doesn't go unnoticed by Price and Gaz.

In the plane, heading back to wherever, Soap's body carefully concealed and hidden away. And Ghost finally speaks. Tells them of a private conversation the pair had before everything kicked off. How Soap told him he'd want a proper funeral, nothing fancy but a send off nonetheless.

Ghost tells them how Soap wanted him, Simon, to go to the spot in the mountains overlooking the water and spread his ashes.

To let him go.

By the time Soap's family is notified and arrangements are being made, Ghost is nowhere to be seen. He's disappeared, vanished like the specter he's rumored to be. And Price is doing his best to assist with the arrangements, doing his best to notify those he'd think deserve to know that John "Soap" MacTavish is gone.

And Gaz is struggling. He feels he's lost two best friends. He feels like he's mourning alone, lost without the lieutenant there.

Lost without Soap and Ghost, Ghost and Soap.

It's the funeral now. Soap's family is a wreck, yet just like him, they're facing the dark with mournful smiles, not letting the darkness of the day chase their light away.

Laswell is the first to approach his parents. She praises their son and how well they raised him; saying he was a good man and a good soldier. Saying he died to save hundreds more. That they should be proud of how selfless and brave a man their boy was.

Price is the second. He apologizes. He never expands on why he's so bloody sorry. He can't. He can't bear to tell them that the bullet should have been for him but Soap took it instead. That Soap sacrificed himself for him. Because Price doesn't believe he deserved to be saved like that.

Gaz is the third. He tells them he'll miss his "brother", that he wishes they were all meeting under better circumstances. The conversation doesn't last long; Gaz walks away before he loses composure.

Alejandro and Rudy are next. Alejandro tells them of how Soap saved his life, how he is eternally grateful for the man. He tells them they should be proud, and yet that it is still okay to mourn the loss of a hero. Rudy prays with Soap's mum.

But the one person to never approach them is Simon Riley. He stands off to the side, looking lost yet emotionless all the same.

Soap's mother asks Price and Gaz something: "What about him?"

Price tries to deflect it, tries to say she shouldn't worry about others, this is her son's funeral after all. But she stops him. She tells him that "while he rarely spoke of you all, he spoke highly still. So I ask you, what about him?" And Price doesn't have an answer.

Gaz tells her "He's dissociating really bad. He's just not coping well at all."

And Price speaks on how special the two were. How they survived some serious shit together, just the two of them. How they were an unstoppable duo, a perfect pair on and off the field. That "wherever Simon went, Johnny followed."

The procession is rough on everyone. Price and his father take the front end of the casket, while Soap's brother and Gaz take the back. And as they walk down the aisle, the reality sets in for everyone there, and there's not a dry eye.

All except for Ghost. Who remains at the side, expressionless and slightly unfocused.

A candle is lit for him, and a line forms before his casket. Alejandro, Rudy, Price, Ghost, and Gaz.

Alejandro salutes first, and Rudy follows.

Price's arm raises firmly despite the quivering of his breath.

Ghost's arm raises slowly, like he's moving through water and his face ever so slightly twists with an almost confused pinch of his brow.

Gaz is the last to salute, eyes squeezing shut as tears fall down his cheeks.

But in that moment, something changes. Simon sees Johnny smiling at him. He hears himself ask "Are you with me?" only to hear the distant whisper of "Always, Lt."

But Johnny wasn't with him.

Johnny never got to know how much Simon loved him.

And Ghost broke. His hand dropped as his knees buckled, a painful cry worming its way out of his chest. Sobs rattled him as he put his head to the ground, the cold stone of the church floor seeping into him. He cried and sobbed and wailed, kneeling on the floor with his head to the ground. And he begged, he pleaded, he confessed

You're supposed to be with me

#*fucking sobs*#*screams in pain*#I did this to myself #now everyone else has to suffer as well #john soap mactavish #simon ghost riley #soapghost #ghostsoap #kyle gaz garrick #captain john price #mcd #mw3 spoilers #cod mw3

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moonyshifter · 16 days

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anyone have any skills or traits for people missing an eye for my dr?

I....I kinda decided I would only have one eye and need some ideas so I wouldn't die😭😭😭

#desired reality #shifting realities #shifting blog #shifttok #reality shift #shifters #shifting script #shifting #shifting community #shiftblr #I did this to myself

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what-a-fella · 4 months

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born to be a slut, forced to be a nerd