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theboyandthepeach · 23 days
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Oh Carmine, sweet child. You seem surprised your brother isn't talking to you? Can you blame him? You failed him once before when he needed you most, and you will fail him again, you can't even do yourself right and want to watch out for your brother too? Child these ambitions while honourable are stupid. Kieran is never gonna trust you again, and cause you failed him so catastrophic he now has a target on his back again, and everyone else too, it's no wonder your parents are gone they knew you were nothing but trouble not worth keeping around, I pity your grandparents for being stuck with such a disappointment as you, you failed them, you failed yourself and you failed Kieran. Child, you should give up. Leave for the hills and save your pathetic life, living the remainder of it in the agony of knowing you were the one who doomed Kieran, I'm so disappointed in your child but it's only natural because you were born incapable.
//to mun: plot anon here again, if more such ask ideas are plopping up in my head you'll get them, story idea wise and these mean one's too, hope you like this one Carmine is kinda hard to get but the other are even harder cause we don't know enough about them at least for me it feels like it but ill just torment Kieran doku and carmine for now and also I'm glad to help you have no idea how happy this blog makes me, I activeded notifs on Tumblr again for it.
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"I didn't fail Kieran! I didn't.... I....."
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cazort · 1 year
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Hello! I'm Alex!
I am nonbinary (agenderflux), vaguely transfem and gender-non-conforming, and use they/them pronouns.
I'm neurodivergent. I have sensory issues and am generally weird.
I'm married and you can read more about my boundaries about our relationship below.
My blog is off-the-wall and you cannot expect it to remain consistent with frequency or topics. Cute animal photos, stupid memes, serious wall-of-text political commentary are all possible. But I love nature, Tumblr humor, and deep commentary so you're eventually gonna find all of these.
I am friendly and like to chat. My phone notifications are always off and I mostly use Tumblr at the computer. I am inconsistent at responding. I might engage immediately sometimes, and take days to get back to you other times. Please don't take it personally, I still care about you!
I am WAAAY over 18. Read why my age isn't in my bio and why I don't demand or even encourage people putting ages in bios.
Some boundaries:
I appreciate mass likes / reblogs and love engagement on my old posts. Don't be shy!
I don't mind being called girl or guy but dislike being called woman or man. I care less about pronouns and language and more about gendered assumptions. I.e. if you are thinking "Because you are (female/male/nonbinary) you must..." keep these thoughts to yourself and maybe consider working through them because they're probably untruthful. People are diverse.
I like talking about sex, and I like being given compliments about my body, but I do not want to hear about any sexual fantasy involving me, nor do I want you to ask me if I fantasize about you. This both oversteps a boundary of my marriage and I still usually didn't like hearing this type of thing even back when was single. Also I do not want to roleplay or send explicit pics and please don't ask.
I am sex positive and anti-censorship, but I am not seeking porn. I may engage with a more explicit or provocative picture or selfie on your blog, but please do not send me any explicit or sexually-provocative pictures by DM. I may have liked the pic in spite of the fact it was explicit, not because of it, and similarly for following you if your blog posts NSFW content. Or I may have wanted to signal my support for your sex positivity. Me liking your post or following you is NOT consent to receive such pics by DM.
I do not support any kind of violence except in direct self-defense, and I may unfollow you or distance myself from you if your blog advocates for such. Yes, this includes violence used for causes I agree with, for instance, I oppose all far-right extremism, but I don't support "punch a nazi" rhetoric. Want to know why? Read this post.
I do not tolerate negative generalizations directed at any group of people. I don't care whether the group is privileged or not, it always ends up harming marginalized people. Read this post for my explanation. I'm especially sensitive to how negative overgeneralizations about men can harm trans and neurodivergent people. If you post such negativity and I value our connection, I will challenge it. Otherwise I will unfollow or block you. I don't want people in my life who voice this sort of negativity.
You do not get to tell me what my experience is or what my intentions are. Nor do you get to tell other people this nor do I want to listen to you making these kind of statements about others. This is especially true if you are speculating about someone having negative intentions. I will react similarly to this point as to the point above.
Do not ask me for money, to buy content, or to reblog your fundraiser post if I do not know you. I like supporting people, but I am not here to buy content, and I am wary of scammers and highly selective about who I support. I only support people I know well. If we are mutuals though, feel free to reach out for financial advice. I love helping people improve their own financial situation if there is any way I can. If you want to support me, visit bplant.org and donate to that project; you will help support education about and protection of North American native plants and the ecosystems that depend on them!
Do not message me a generic "hey" or message me without having engaged with my blog at all, especially if you are an empty or very new blog. You will get blocked and reported as spam. Fill out your blog, make some posts, engage with some posts on my blog. And if you message me, please tell me how you find me and what made you want to message me.
I think that pretty much covers it, but I can update this if more issues arise!
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stormblessed95 · 2 years
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Hi again storm!! I noticed you did this quiz and I wanted to participate.
Actually, I found you in Twitter, I was reading a tw about jkk and then someone recommend your blog in the comments. Must be funny, cause I didn't even had Tumblr on my phone really, I started reading you from internet and somehow I got very interested in what you presented. So I downloaded the app on my phone, open my old account and literally just followed you hahahahahaha. Just you, anyone else.
Then It really toke me some time to understand the app cause I didn't use it for a while. And, English it's not my first language, but I understand it a lot. And when I read "master list" for the first time and you name it so often in your posts, I was like "Am I stupid or something?" Cause I didn't have a clue on what that could be hahahaha. Maybe something from the app or maybe another more complicated stuff or maybe something payed hahahaha. Literally clueless. Then I noticed it was easier than I thought.
So, I started reading all your stuff once I get there, toke the courage to send you an ask and you were so kind answering immediately.
Anyway, to much text right? Hahahahah
What else can I say, I really enjoy your blog and these days I've been reading a lot from your master list.
Such a big fan of you girl. Love the way you percibe the world and so many other things. Really a big source of entertainment and learn.
Anyway, lots of love for u, hope you have a good day ✧♡.
Not me being nosy AF and wanting to know where on Twitter I ended up being talked about 👀 I see you in my notifications going through my masterlist posts all the time and I love it! Thank you sooooo much for all your kind words and for speaking my language too. Don't ever apologize for your English! I appreciate you and thank you for being here! 💜💜💜
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sebastiansluts · 1 year
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Babe, I've turned your notification on and i did get the notifications but when i go to your page, the new posts aren't there, was tumblr being a bitch or did you delete your post?
I didn't delete anything so it must be tumblr! This stupid website never works right I swear to god *edit* do you have your content settings set to show mature stuff? cause all of my writing stuff is labeled mature, cause people've been reporting them anyways
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ambivalent-anarchy · 4 years
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Star Wars 101 (Ch. 2) Episode IV - A New Hope
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Gender: Female
Pairing: Peter Parker x reader
Wow, I didn't realize how much I'd written until I hit the tumblr limit. Hope you like it! Comment your thoughts!
Chapter Summary: Steve just wants to do his job, the avengers are the best wingmen, Scott doesn't like porn, and [y/n] thinks all nerds are freaky
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sci-fi boi: okay which cartoon rivalry was better?? Popeye the sailor man and Bluto or Tom and Jerry?
crackhead [y/n]: dude.
crackhead [y/n]: how is that even a question??? Obviously Tom and Jerry lol
sci-fi boi: explanation pls
crackhead [y/n]: popeye and bluto were always fighting over that girl olive and some other stupid crap but with my two furry buddies it was no talk pete no discussions just murder attempts ON SIGHT. Tell me they don't go harder than any other rivalry
sci-fi boi: haha truuuu
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"Are we boring you, Queens?"
Peter's head snapped up quickly, discreetly turning his phone off underneath the meeting table. "Um-huh? No no no, Mr. Rogers I'm listening. Sorry."
Steve shook his head and continued to speak as he pointed to the pictures on the screen at the end of the room. All of the Avengers of Earth were there, some half asleep, while the others either joked or listened intently.
In two short days, they were going to be taking back powerful tech that Martin Li(aka: Mr. Negative)'s "demons" had stolen from Stark Industries. A simple "get in and get out".
They'd known this plan for some days now, yet Steve insisted on calling meetings to go over it again and again.
Feeling a quick vibration go off in his hand, Peter instinctively looked back down at his phone to see a snapchat text notification from you.
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crackhead [y/n]: According to all known laws of aviation, there is no way a bee should be able to fly. Its wings are too small to get its fat little body off the ground. The bee, of course, flies anyway because bees don't care what humans think is impossible🐝...
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Peter shook his head slightly as he chuckled, a smile shamelessly creeping onto his face.
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sci-fi boi: did you really just quote the bee movie at me???😂😂
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"Hey spidey-boy, would you mind sharing to the class what's so hilarious?" Rhodey's voice rang out loud and clear from across the table.
Quick as lightning, Peter turned his phone off and buried it in between his thighs, realizing that he hadn't been as quiet as he'd thought. To his luck, everyone’s eyes were trained on him now.
“It's n-nothing!” Peter squeaked, his voice breaking embarassingly. He shoved his phone into his pocket in fear of someone snatching it from him.
Natasha rolled her eyes and smirked. "So what're you looking at down there?"
"I-i, uh, I was just um, w-watching a funny- very funny video actually-"
"C'mon guys!," Sam laughed, clapping his hands together. "Don't tease the kid. We all know what he was smiling at down there!"
At that, Peter practically choked. "WHAT?!"
Tony snickered. "Personally, I don't think two inches is something to be proud of, but alright."
Peter's eyes widen, nearly falling out of his skull by the looks of it. "I-it's not two inches a-and I wasn't looking at-!"
"Jesus christ, guys..." Bruce sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. "He was obviously just doing something on his phone. Leave the poor guy alone."
Peter coughed as he saw Steve glare at him with that infamous 'Im Captain America and Im judging you' glare. Phones weren't allowed in the meeting room. Well, they weren't supposed to be. No one ever really followed that rule except Peter. But he'd already been so deep in his conversation with you that he just couldn't put his phone down. "No no, um, I wasn't.. I was just zoning out, y'know, and I just happened to be looking-"
"-at your phone?," Steve cut in to ask.
"-at your dick," Rhodey stated at the same time.
"-at porn," Tony said with an all-knowing smile, causing everyone at the table to turn towards either him or Peter, whose face was beet red with embarrassment.
"Peter please tell us you weren't watching porn," Scott begged, his jaw completely dropped. "I mean, no judgment but-"
"Full judgement, actually," Clint corrected, an extremely disturbed look on his face. "Seriously, what were you doing, kid? You gotta tell us now with all these assumptions being thrown around."
"Curious," Thor stated, leaning back in his chair. "What is porn?"
"Something that I definitely WAS NOT watching!," Peter responded as he practically slammed his face into the table and slapped his hands over his eyes. "Does it even matter what I was doing anyway?," he mumbled into the table.
Natasha raised an eyebrow, blowing the smoke off of her coffee. "People usually aren't this defensive when they're telling the truth, Peter."
Peter shrunk into his seat with a loud groan. Can I die. Can I please just die. Like why am I seriously even alive right now??? Some bad guy please just burst through the door and maim me please.
"F.R.I.D.A.Y. pull up Parker's phone," Tony commanded once the commotion in the room died down.
Peter quickly lifted his head. "Wait, what?!"
"Accessing Peter Parker's mobile device, sir," F.R.I.D.A.Y. responded. "Would you like for me to transfer the screen to the meeting board?"
Tony looked back with a laugh to see a frozen, slack-jawed Peter. He turned back around. "Yeah sure, F.R.I.D.A.Y., what the heck let's have fun."
"No wait- are you seriously hacking into my phone right now?!"
"Well why're you so tense, Parker?," Sam asked teasingly. "Thought you had nothing to hide?"
"I-i don't!," he stammered. "I-it's just..." he trailed off, looking for the right words to say. "..that's my private property," he said lamely while staring at the wall.
Tony stared back at him. "Well that's the dumbest excuse I've ever heard." He pointed towards the board. "Alright it's coming up."
Scott closed his eyes. "Oh God, please don't be porn.."
Peter rolled his eyes. Everyone else looked to the large board, fully expecting to see either porn or just some stupid game the boy had been playing.
But none of them expected him to be texting a girl.
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crackhead [y/n]: hey u still there?
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"Who's crackhead [Y/N]?," Natasha asked.
Scott turned to Rhodes who was sitting on the side of him. "Is that some trashy porn star?," he whispered.
"Why're you asking me like I know?"
"It's this girl from school.." Peter answered, blushing profusely.
"And you like her," Natasha noted, watching his body language intently.
The boy's eyes widened. "N-no I don't!"
"Why crackhead though?," Rhodey asked, crinkling his nose.
Peter shrugged. "That's what she wanted her name to be," here responded. "Thought it was funny."
Steve rolled his eyes. "Just like you thought 'sci-fi boi' was funny?" Shaking his head, he changed focused. "Guys, are we gonna get back to work or not?"
"Not," Tony answered as he scrolled up all the way to the beginning of the messages from early that morning. "So, you've been texting this girl today off and on since..." He checked the time. "Five in the morning?"
Clint chuckled. "Oh yeah, huge crush."
“No!” Peter protested, his voice an octave too high. Realizing that it isn’t working, he decided to try a different technique. Clearing his throat, he tried to sound and act as nonchalant as possible. “She’s just a friend from school.”
"She's first on your best friends list, even over that computer kid you practically live with. And you and her practically snap each other nonstop."
Peter scratched his nose. "W-well that's only cuz Ned doesn't like to text much."
Bruce took his glasses off and sighed, realizing there was no way this meeting was getting back on topic. "Look Pete," he said. "Friends don't do that. I've seen it all before. If you and this girl are talking on a daily basis all throughout the day starting at five in the morning?" He titled his head in a suggestive way, though Peter stared back at him blankly.
"What?," Peter asked.
"Oh my God, kid," Bruce sighed.
Tony held his head back and laughed. "It means either she likes you and your just too dense, you like her but won't admit it and she's just concerningly nice, or you both like each other and just won't make your moves!"
Sam, who hadn't lifted his eyes from the board the entire time, spoke up. "And judging by these texts, you already got her, it's just not official yet."
Tony kept scrolling. "You two went to winter formal together?"
"Yeah... but as friends," Peter said with a shrug.
Steve cleared his throat loudly, gaining the attention of everyone in the room at once. He looked at Peter who was doing everything here could not to look him in the eye. "Look, as much as I would love to talk about Peter's sad love life, we have a mission-"
"-that will still be there tomorrow, Cap," Bucky finished for him. "C'mon we've been going over this stuff for hours. Let us have this distraction."
Everyone looked to him, Tony feigning a puppy dog expression. Crossing his arms, he left the room. "Fine, but when someone gets hurt because they didn't know where they were supposed to go, don't blame me."
"...literally no one's ever blaming you, man," Sam said.
Suddenly, the screen lit up and F.R.I.D.A.Y. spoke. "Sir, Peter Parker has a new message."
Everyone looked to the board. "Oh my gosh, oh my gosh. Scroll down, Mr. Stark. Scroll down!," Peter yelled frantically. "What's she saying?"
Natasha smirked. "And you're sure you don't like her, Peter?"
His face flushed. "Okay fine...I might have a tiny crush-"
"I'm sorry I can't hear you," Tony cut in. "Can you say that agai-"
"-I SAID YEAH I REALLY LIKE THIS GIRL!," Peter finally yelled with his eyes squeezed shut. He kept them closed for about twenty seconds afterwards, afraid of the judging faces he would see if he opened them.
He carefully opened his eyes to see all of the avengers (minus Cap) staring back at him with stupid smiles and smirks on their faces.
"Well, that's all I needed to hear," Tony said. He clapped his hands together. "Okay everybody, first order of business, checking the text. Sam, you're our reader."
"Got it."
"What?," Peter yelled, reaching for his phone. Tony dodged him and gave it to Sam. "Mr. Stark, I can text a girl on my own. I don't need help."
"Nat, you're our timer. Make sure none of the responses take longer than a minute. We don't want the girl to get bored and go on to something else."
"Check."
"Mr. Stark, c'mon-"
"Sam, you explain stuff to lightning head over here if he doesn't understand it. This could be learning moment for ole Shakespeare. Thor, you listen to Sam."
"Right."
"On it."
"Everyone else, you're with me. We gotta find the perfect thing to say to this girl. I've got a feeling this is probably the only chance he's gonna have to get a girl in a long time."
Rhodes, Scott, Clint, Bruce, and Wanda looked to each other and nodded.
"And Pete?"
Peter raised his head. "Yes sir?"
"You know this girl more than anybody here does, so you tell us if what we say is appropriate for her or not."
Peter rolled his eyes and nodded. After all, what's the worst that can happen?
Tony pointed to Sam. "Okay, read it."
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crackhead [y/n]: u going to flash's party on saturday??
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"She wants to know if the kid's going to some party Saturday."
Tony turned to the boy. "You're going," her demanded.
Flash was the most popular douchebag in school. Totally rich and totally rude and totally determined to use his every breath to spite Peter. "I wasn't even invited," Peter mumbled, shooting a glare towards Sam when he heard him laughing.
"Well get invited," Tony ordered. "A party is the perfect place to make a move. Send yes."
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sci-fi boi: yes
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"Mr. Stark, how am I supposed to get into this party? Flash hates me! And if I crash it and Flash sees me, he's gonna make sure everyone thinks I'm a loser!"
Tony rolled his eyes and sighed. "Peter we're trying to help you here. Figure that part out on your own."
Peter sighed, leaning forward in his chair. The last thing he wanted was another assignment, even if it wasn't actually an assignment. On the plus side, he'd get to see you, and maybe have some fun if he actually tried to enjoy himself.
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crackhead [y/n]: cool so i guess ill go too
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Rhodey chuckled while shaking his head. "Kid, if you don't ask this chick out the second you see her again, I'm gonna bodyslam you."
Peter frowned. "What do you mean?"
Bruce smiled. "Whether or not she went to the party was depending on if you were going," he pointed out.
"This girl used to be like that with me back in college," Scott said with a shrug. "Thought she liked me. Turned out she just had social anxiety..."
"Yeah you're really not helping this, bugman," Tony said.
"Wait, you guys think [Y/N] actually likes me back?," Peter asked, getting groans and laughs in return.
"Where have you been the last few minutes?," Natasha said.
"We've literally been saying that this entire time," Sam deadpanned.
Peter stared at his feet below the table. If the team was right, and you did actually like him back, then the movie marathon he was planning was the perfect excuse to hang out with you. "I-i think I might have a plan!," he rushed out, his head flying up. He pointed to Sam. "Ask her if she's free tonight!"
"Yes!," Thor yelled, his fists pumped into the air. "The spider child has grown his man balls!"
"Now that's what I'm talking about." Sam nodded approvingly as he texted.
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sci-fi: r u free tonight??😉
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"Wait hold on," Peter said, suddenly rushing towards the phone in a frantic manner. "Why is there a winking emoji?! I didn't say anything about a winking emoji!"
Sam raised an eyebrow. "I thought you were flirti-"
Peter groaned. "Delete it, man. Delete it before her bitmoji pops up!"
"Okay okay, dang kid," Sam chuckled, quickly deleting the text and replacing it with one without a winking emoji. "There. And ya girl didn't even see it."
"Hey guys," Scott said. "I know we're all freaking out and stuff. But honestly, I'm just glad he wasn't watching porn." He shrugged. "So no matter what happens with this girl, today's still an absolute win."
It went on like this for a solid thirty minutes.
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crackhead [y/n]: yeah wassup
sci-fi boi: wanna come over and watch movies?
crackhead [y/n]: sure what're we watching
sci-fi boi: we can decide that when u get here. how about 4??
crackhead [y/n]: alright sure
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"Okay, last thing," Tony said. "We need a sly compliment. Something not that special about her, but enough to show her that you're tuned in. Gets them every time, trust me."
Natasha rolled her eyes. "Wow, lady-killer."
Tony pointed towards her and shrugged. "She said it, not me."
Thor looked to Peter. "So, young spider. What have you observed about your darling love?"
Peter blushed, almost wanting to comment on the Thor's word choice but ultimately deciding not to. "Well, um, her eyes light up a lot when she gets excited and it's really dorky in a cute kind of way I guess," he mumbled, scratching his head.
"Alright I got it," Sam said, typing the words in. He lifted his shoulders into a shrug. "Who knows, kid? There be some hope for you."
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sci-fi boi: btw how do you get ur eyes to sparkle so bright when u get happy about stuff? Just thinking about it lol its cute
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Peter blew out a shaky breath as he looked back over the set-up he'd made in the living room.
He'd cleared out space to build a super huge homemade blanket fort and inside it at the end was his tv. Towards the middle were all of pillows he could find inside the house and at the other end were snacks. All around the inside were fairy lights because he knew you liked them, though personally he found them cliche.
He spent about an hour on the whole set and an additional thirty minutes stressing over and making sure everything was safe (with all three fairy lights and tv cords). The last thing he needed was for the both of you to catch on fire while watching the movie.
The two of you were going to be watching Star Wars: Episode IV - A New Hope (or as normal 'not-nerds' like to call it, "the first one"). Of course, he hadn't told the team that. If they'd known what movie he'd planned on showing her, high chances are they wouldn't have even let him out of Avengers tower. But if Peter was gonna be forced to hang out with someone (not that he was really complaining), he would at least pick the film.
Finally checking all the boxes in his head for the night, Peter went to go check the DVD before he heard your knock at the door.
"Coming!," he yelled, quickly chucking the disc into the DVD player. He ran to the door and opened it with an awkward smile. "Uh, hey [Y/N]."
"Hey," you said back, already sort of blushing. "How's it going?"
Peter stared. Are your eyebrows done or are they just naturally that nice? He found his voice after abruptly noticing that he was staring. "Uh-well. It's been going great! How's it going for y-you also as well?" He frowned. "I-i mean, what's been going on with your life lately? No, that's dumb. I meant-"
"Peter, Peter! Calm down, dude," you giggled. "I've been fine."
"Oh," he chuckled. "That's good... d-do you wanna come in?"
"Question. What're we watching, Peter?," you asked, a smile playing on your face. Considering what you remembered from the last time you were at his house, and the fort you could get a peek of from the doorframe, you figured it was special for the nerdy boy. Plus his shirt had Yoda on it.
Freakin' Star Wars.
Immediately, a wide grin spread across his face. "Remember what you promised me we'd watch?"
You rolled your eyes, stepping past him into his living room. "Yeah yeah, whatever. Time to get nerdy I guess."
"Come on, you'll love it,"Peter said, quickly closing the door behind them and then briskly running towards the fort to hold up the side blankets for you. "So, snacks and drinks are beside us. We'll chill on these blankets here. And...um, yeah. That's about it." After stepping outside for a bit to go turn off the lights(for the full "movie theater" experience), Peter laid down on his belly, reaching for the DVD player to press play.
You watched as he fumbled with the wires, making sure the DVD player was plugged in before turning it on. Has your jawline always been that sharp?
You couldn't quite place it, but his texts from before seemed.. weird. But not a bad weird at all. A good, intriguing weird.
And that compliment was pretty nice, but odd for Peter. Sure, he complimented you often, but it just felt different this time. Usually it'd be something like, "new dress?" or "nice shoes". But never "you're eyes sparkle when you get excited." Heck, you didn't even know that about you. Was he paying attention? Did that mean he-
You remember how he acted about Liz Allen and Michelle Jones. Always staring. Never able to even say a full sentence in front of them without stuttering up a storm.
But he was so comfortable about you for the most part. You were just a friend.
"Okay got it," Peter said, laughing excitedly as the screen in front of him lit up. He scooted back to where you were sat. "Prepare to have your mind blown."
The Fort quickly became dark as the Lucasfilm logo shined on the screen.
"I seriously dou-"
"Shhh!," he cut you off. "Wait for it..."
You gave him a look but joined him in his silence to see what he was waiting for.
BUMMMMM buh buh bummmm
Practically jumping on top of him, you flinched at the loud and sudden music. "Crap dude! Turn it down!"
Peter shook his head, reaching for a soda. "You have to get the full effect, [Y/N]!," he laughed. "Just embrace it." He began to sing with the music and mime crazy gestures as if he were directing an orchestra.
Duh duh duh DUH DUHHHHHHHH
Halfway through he stopped and recited the opening crawl, his eyes glued to the screen with a sort of focus that made you sure that not only was this not foreign to him, he probably did this every other week.
"It is a period of civil war," he mumbled, throwing some popcorn into his mouth. "Rebel spaceships, striking from a hidden base, have won their first victory against the evil Galactic- [Y/N] you have to watch the words, I swear it'll make the whole experience better." It went on for a little while longer until he paused the movie and looked over at you, cowering a bit. "D-do I have something on my face?"
"Huh? Nah you're good," you said, realizing he'd noticed you staring. "It's just-" you remembered his text from earlier. "-you got really excited... It-um..it was cute."
Because of the darkness(the only lighting being from the tv), you couldn't see if Peter blushed or not, but you could clearly see the stupid grin plastered on his face that he was trying to hide from you with his hand. Repeatedly licking his lips as a desperate attempt to stop smiling as he pressed play on the remote control. "A-ah, um, thanks [Y/N]."
The opening crawl was over and soon the movie actually began, showing a huge spaceship.
"That's the imperial star destroyer," Peter whispered, never taking his eyes off the screen. "They belong to the empire." He saw your blank expression, wide eyes as he realized that meant nothing to you. "Uh, the bad guys."
You squinted your eyes at the screen, silently judging the graphics of the energy blasts- space bullets?- or whatever they were supposed to be. "Pete, when was this movie made?"
"1977."
"Oh okay," you said, deciding to give it some leeway for the trash designs.
You scooted a little closer to your friend, figuring you'd get a little bit more comfortable.
Oh how he wished you hadn't done that.
Nothing like actual, physical contact with a girl that you like and you think she might like you back to actually manage to distract you from one of your favorite movies ever.
He froze, not wanting to pull away and offend you, but definitely not wanting to stay because just being this close to you was making his mind run wild.
Does she actually like me back? What if Mr. Stark and the team only said that to get me to make a fool of myself? She's too comfortable with me. She just sees me as a friend. Or maybe she likes me and she's just really chill about it? Ooh my gosh and she's leaning on me right now. What am I 'sposed to do?? I don't know I don't know I don't know!!!!!!!!!
Deciding for a quick compromise, he got up completely to reach for another soda, though his sprite was still half finished. When he sat back down, he wasn't as close. Hopefully, you'd just see it as natural human behaviour and not him wanting to be away from you.
Course you would see it that way, wouldn't you?
"Oh my gosh I recognize someone! That's R2D2, right?!" You pointed wildly, glad to not be completely clueless for once with this nerd crap.
"Yeah that's R2," Peter responded, letting out a secret sigh of relief, thankful for the distraction.
"A-and that's that gold dude!"
"Yeah, C-3PO."
"And oh crap that's Princess Leia!," you shouted. "Fucking feminist icon!"
Peter tilted his head. "Wait, how would you know that if you've never watched this?"
You laughed. "I still have access to the internet, doofus! Scroll down the nerdy feminist side of tumblr and Leia is literally everywhere."
Peter chuckled as he finally finished his sprite. "Okay. Valid."
Since that, you stopped talking for a bit. Part of you actually did figure that since you're here, you might as well actually try to enjoy the movie and maybe find out what the fans actually see in it that makes them like it so much. The other part just really didn't want to annoy Peter while he was watching his favorite movie series.
But sometimes you just have to say something.
"Hold up, wait. Isn't that his sister? Oh my God, Pete I swear somebody told me before that Leia was Luke's twin!"
Peter shrugged while nodding. "Well, that's a bit of a spoiler, but yeah. What about it?"
"Oh my gosh, Pete- what about it?! Dude, he's literally making 'fuck me' eyes at his own sister! He's all like, 'ooh you're so sexy I'm gonna bone you all over the galaxy'. That's freaky!"
You grabbed the remote and began to rewind it.
"C'mon now [Y/N]," he explained. "He didn't call her sexy. He said she was beautiful. Sexy is wayyy different from beautiful. You can think your family members are beautiful can't you?"
You paused it once you got to where you wanted.
"Okay Parker, look at that. Look at that and tell me Lukes's not totally undressing her with his eyes!" You pointed at Peter's face with a goofy smile on yours. "Oh wow, I've finally figured you people out now."
Peter's head cocked to the side. "Figured out what?"
"Star Wars nerds are a bunch of horny kids that like that step-sibling porn stuff but can't watch that in front of their parents so they have to use an alternative!"
Peter fell on his back with laughter, practically rolling around like a pig. "[Y/N], what?!"
You gave him an incredulous look. "Who else likes to see two siblings bang each other, Peter?!"
At that he pointed back at you while picking up his other soda. "To be fair, they never do that with each other. They only kiss, like twice and that's it. And one of them is only to make Han Solo mad."
"Oh yeah, I forgot about the Han Solo guy. Where is he anyway?"
Peter smiled. "Well, we're only twenty mintues in. He'll come soon."
To tell the truth, Peter really didn't even know what part you were at. His eyes were watching the screen but nothing was being comprehended. The only thing he could manage to think about was all the tiny things that were going on over on your side of the fort. Did you notice him staring? Was Tony right and you were just concerningly nice?
"I love how everybody at this bar is so chill south everything that's happening. It's like oh wow this guy just shot this green dude at table 8 and nope we totally don't care," you joked, pulling Peter out of his trance. He reminded himself that he should probably try to pay more attention. He didn't want to ruin the movie for you in case you had any questions.
But eventually, like all things do, the movie came to an end.
"So, how'd you like it?," Peter said while neither one of you made a move to leave the dark fort. You were laid out in practically a starfish-type position while he was sitting Indian-style.
You smirked. "I'll admit, it was pretty nice for a movie made in 1977. Still a bit lame though," you teased, pinching your fingers together with a giggle. Suddenly, you gasped. "Ooh, Vader was pretty lit though! Just straight force-choking people who disagree with you is such a power move."
Peter rolled his eyes and scoffed lightly. "Typical..."
"Excuse me?"
He bit back a quick smile. "Look, I'm not saying that Darth Vader isn't awesome. Because he is! Totally and completely but [Y/N], you do realize that in literally every movie we watch you like the villains?," he said, raising an eyebrow.
"Because the villains are awesome!," you defended.
"Just saying. I'm sensing a bit of a pattern...," he teased.
You scoffed. "This coming from the guy who actually feels bad about some the people crashing into things when we're watching Ridiculousness," you said, reminding in how Peter was forever the relentless sap. "Well, while you're so busy judging me, whose your favorite character?"
At that, he gave a small sincere smile. "Ben. He's really cool."
"Ben Kenobi? The old guy that literally let himself die? But why?"
He shrugged, the small grin still present on his face. "Eh, sentimental reasons..."
He watched you return his sweet smile and it was then and there when Peter really felt content with the night. Though, you hadn't even known the weight his words carried, he did. Ned was the only other person who knew about it. But Peter knew right then and there that if you had asked, he'd tell you. And he knew you'd understand. Maybe you were just nice. Or maybe you did like him back. But in that moment, Peter didn't care. He just wanted to be here with you. Lost in the warm smell of popcorn and your vanilla perfume, watching a Star Wars movie with Uncle Ben surely smiling down from Heaven. And it gave Peter hope that maybe, just maybe, this was a step in the right direction.
2 hours (and five minutes) down. 22 hours (and forty seven mintues) to go...
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nightmxre-xx · 2 years
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as everyone knows (lmao i know only tono n ada even know abt my tumblr so hello to u two who don't even see my posts usually) i find it hardest at christmas and new years bc i don't have family here, haven't seen them since january 2020, my dad died and my last christmas with him was honestly the worst thing cause it's constantly on my mind come the end of november onwards.
i was looking forward this year to celebrating it with the one family i had here on the 21st. that would have been today. i don't even know how to feel about it. i just feel so empty and alone. the same with new year. it kept me going knowing i could finally have a nice experience with that stupid countdown everyone does and, at the end of it, i knew id be able to kiss my girlfriend. knowing 2022 may not be much different than the last two of the pandemic, but for me it would be great with her by my side.
it really has been the worst time to go through all this on top of missing family at home, missing your dad, having surgery?? and going into another lockdown. everyone keeps saying "it's a lesson" but what the fuck am i learning here other than these last few weeks have been harder on me than anyone could imagine. i keep joking that even my dad dying didn't hurt this bad but honestly i'm not sure it was a joke at least with that it was a slow progress and i knew it would happen.
sorry for the ramble. not that anyone follows me except my best friend lmao. i just need to get it out bevause being in my head so much lately has really been a dark place and it's starting to scare me. im not sure what steps i can take to even feel better.
anyways. it sucks having the most love for someone and wanting to show that but you don't even talk and all you want to do is send them little stickers or tell them about your day or hear their achievements or comfort them when they are sad or talk about new video game stuff or even just wake up each morning and finally have 1 notification from someone.
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bloody-bella · 3 years
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so it's my turn to vibe-check!
also because in the reblogs I can't use all those funky-cool fonts and like... Tumblr don't take the joy away from my childish and idiotic heart.
as always I do hope that your day went well, and if it didn't just say the word, because I am fighting somebody if it needs to be done!
and thank you for being so thoughtful with the Sukuna pic, but don't worry, I am going to try to figure out how to use it to make it my computer background (and then I shall have to find a way to ban my mother from ever seeing my computer, because... 'TAVI! NOT THE FACE TATTOES!'), but thank you, again!
but don't worry, your comments are always the best ever and they fill me with happiness, and I admit that they are always wonderful, helpful and most importantly well-written (if I am big brained, miss, you shall be as well).
I am glad that you are fine and comfortable (aside from the sniffles, and I hope they pass swiftly, but I completely understand you, because the same exact thing happens to me whenever the AC is on) (these days is kind of forced since it is so hot, but... I always wake up with a bit of a sore throat...) (also, indeed, central air conditioning... no... no... like once I was in Spain in a restaurant it was colder inside than outside, and like... I get is hot, but... my frail body can't...).
I am also happy that I am not bothering you, I also feel very very blushy-blushy whenever I see you in notifs, so thank you for always making my day better (and yeah, we had a nice day!).
finally: YAY, IT WAS NICE! I also gave me a lot of ideas for possible fics, like it is always nice to end up in some cool places for inspiration (finally: THOSE CAVES SEEM HONESTLY SO SO COOL! ours are so small, but those seems amazing!) (also my mom was the exact same, like she didn't come along with me, but she literally just constantly said: 'be careful, because the ground is wet... so you might slip' 'stay with the others' 'don't lose yourself') (but more than a feral child, I am the clumsy idiotic one, who has fallen butt first in every place she has been).
(also, you are absolutely right: I shall stay away from that...).
and thank you for your support and enthusiasm towards the modern AU, might I add something because I started reading 'Normal People' (and bestie, I am forty pages in it and hurt) and there is this dynamic of the popular guy not wanting to be seen with the 'weird' girl, and like... should I add that, too? because I can see that happen with those two.
(also I LOVE THE 'The Way of the Husband'! THE WHOLE ROMANTIC DYNAMIC IN IT IS WHAT I ASPIRE TO HAVE, LIKE SIR... I WANT... I WANT A MAN WHO SIMPS FOR ME SO HARD... is that too much to ask?)
(apparently, yes).
as always, stay safe, take care and keep only positive vibes!
as always, you know where to find me, if you need me!
have a lovely day!
-𝒪𝒸𝓉𝒶𝓋𝒾𝒶
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Bestie Bestie Bestie Bestie 😩
Regardless if you wanted me to make you custom pics I still went ahead and did it LMFAO enjoy Sukuna lookin soft with hearts everywhere 🥰
Well I’m glad you find my comments well-written 😌 when I say I sit and go back and forth looking for points to comment on, I MEAN IT [my high school English lit teach would be proud 🥲]
I’M HAPPY I’M NOT THE ONLY ONE AGAINST CENTRAL AC 😡 (I’m so used to each room having its own ac unit BECAUSE THEN I COULD OPEN WINDOWS AND GET FRESH AIR WITHOUT WORRYING ABOUT THE STUPID ELECTRICITY BILL 😭)
Bestie, if you think you’re bothering me I got news for you 😬 I’m the friend that bombards you with posts I think you’ll like (once I call you my friend I’ll slowly increase the rate at which I send them) AND THEN MY SUBCONSCIOUS IS LIKE “what if you’re annoying them?” 🙂 but by that time I usually get a reaction from the recipient so it’s all good 😎
Exploring caves is fun 🤩 but what’s more fun is climbing waterfalls 😌 Dunn’s River Waterfalls is a popular tourist spot but honestly I prefer YS falls just because it’s a lot more chill plus fond memories with family
Me noting down that title cause honestly it sounds interesting 👁 👁 Bestie it’s your world, we’re just living in it LOL
THE WAY OF THE HOUSEHUSBAND HAS A GRIP ON ME I SWEARRRRR 😩 I saw a manga copy in the library and snatched it so fast 💀 now I’m gonna scour for more
Sending you virtual hugs and kisses Bestie!!
♡〜(ゝ。∂)
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dtftomholland · 6 years
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I too have a question so pretty much i talk a lot and just randomly say things and something ive started doing was i just add el to the beginning of a sentence and add o to the end of each word like 'el backo hurto' i didn't realise until now that that could be offensive but im definitely not mocking spanish or anything like that im just loud and stupid but now im worried i was being ignorantly racist and i truly didn't mean to be, idk what to do i feel so rude and stupid rn
I’m going to start of by saying that I’m so sorry for not answering this earlier! I never check my inbox unless I get a notification cause usually no one sends me asks and tumblr decided to not notify me! Being half Latina I wouldn’t personally view this as racist just very annoying, but it could easily be taken as racist by someone else. Just be mindful of how you express yourself reflects who you are 💕💕💕
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