#i don’t WANT him to but also i don’t want anyone to lmao

[sluttyten]

My afraid-of-romance ass has just been asked by another regular customer for my number and the stupid thing is that again I do think this guy is kinda cute and I really probably should say yes

#the fear tho lmao #what am I afraid of? I have no fucking clue #this is why I’m still questioning my sexuality lol like what am I? do I even actually like guys? do I like anyone? #in an existential spiral at the moment #but honestly why do they always ask for my number #like dude just give me yours and let me make the decision when you’re not right here in front of me #but I felt bad telling him no today just because the last time a customer asked and I said yes I almost immediately regretted it #and then that didn’t work out because I thought he was too young #young* and now he still sometimes comes by and I just feel awkward about it #maybe I should turn to Facebook and see if I can find him because I have set an age limit for myself and I really don’t want to entertain #anyone younger than that #but I’m……… I know I’m like never active in here anymore #but I just needed to talk about this somewhere #because any of my coworkers would probably tell me I’m being ridiculous or they’d just seriously keep questioning why I keep saying no to #customers that hit on me and my best friend would probably also not get it #idk y’all I just needed to rant about it/talk about it #anyway I’m definitely gonna stress over this until tomorrow #and I’m gonna feel really bad if he stops coming by

[starlooove]

No bc fuck tim but it really really bothers me how people ignore his growth like he used to be an asshole and I’ll give tim Stans one thing: now he’s so so so stale but what I disagree with is that this staleness is bc nobody likes him like it’s in fact the exact opposite where everyone likes him so much they dont want to do anything. Even when it’s him surface level challenging Bruce it’s when everyone else is doing it too; but he’s still the backbone of the fam! Etc. and it’s so irritating bc him gaining more compassion and empathy even for people he doesn’t fw is so fun to watch and that’s why the captain boomerang thing was so out of character! (Not in a from the author way but in a tim wouldn’t do that and he and Bruce both knew it which is why it went down like it did. Same way dick killing joker was ooc; not in fanon sense but in a he would hate himself forever for this sense) and speaking of that it’s such an interesting mirror to Bruce who genuinely believes that everyone can grow vs Tim’s it doesn’t matter if they grow it’s not my decision to make like it’s the same but it’s not AND WITH CASS’ IT DOESNT MATTER IF THEY CHOOSE NOT TO GROW I WONT DO IT! like ugh. And anyways even when people acknowledge it they boil it down to “Janet and Jack taught him that the capitalist pigs that they are” like no. This is who tim was. Tim was the kind of guy who’d blame a dead kid for dying. That’s ok. Also Janet and Jack? Please reread anything involving them that’s not a fic like Jack had anger issues and they were both aloof at worst like relax.

#the Jack and Janet thing is both an understatement and an exaggeration but I don’t think anyone reads enough to care #some tim stan might get all pissy and be like ‘no look this is everytime jack yelled at him and boarding schools are abusive’ to which #and its like narratively that means nothing bc the tim you made up to justify the Drake parents you made up by blowing shit out of #proportion is also made up and if all of that was abusive there’d be smth to show for it besides ur homophobic Jack #too girlboss to care but still terrible Janet bc god forbid a woman have a personality from ur fics #anyways that’s also the reason I’m ignoring the council of spiders #well two reasons #first is that was just a moment to make tim look cool and did absolutely nothing for him or his character moving on #like at all #I’d say it fucked with his previous established dislike of killing for his own reasons #and while that COULD be interesting it’s not bc they didn’t do shit with it #and fanon doesn’t do fun shit with it either #nothing about how tim in his most manic state did shit he doesn’t want to remember shit he’d HATE other ppl for #just “’remember what I did to ur base Ra’s? mess with me again and see what I do next 😼’ #like ok can you be real and genuine? #anyways I think #AND NOT IN A HATER WAY #Tim would benefit from being humbled #like genuinely I detest the world can’t move without tim running it but the idea that tim thinks that way is so good to me #and #I think next step being him realizing that’s not true would be a BIG push for his character #bc like I said tim Stans are right in the fact that he’s stale as hell rn #but that’s bc there’s nothing to say bc there’s nowhere to go! y’all want a tim action story where he shows off how badass he is reread #the Bruce quest and maybe it’ll remind you he’s not ceo lmao but anyways there’s nothing internal to say about him atp bc nobody wants to #say anything that’s not propping him up. same with Bruce! Gotham war was such a copout but it’s like ppl are saying he’s stale and it’s bc #god forbid he makes a lasting fumble. and I’m not under the illusion this is new I’m just saying it’s weird that fandoms not clocking it #anywayyys I really do like thinking about the No killing rule and how different it manifests for each perosn #like the way each distinct difference tells u so much about them #UGH ONLY SLIGHTLY RELATED BUT DUUUUUKE BEING LIKE IDGAF ABOUT GUNS LIKE UR SO REAAAL #anyways enough tim positivity for today FUCK THAT NIGGA!

[seagull-scribbles]

Hold on for a minute ‘cause I believe that we can fix this over time

#rottmnt #rottmnt raph #rottmnt leo #raphael #leonardo #I only posted about raph for 2 days and I manifested him in a mutuals dream lmao #they said he was sad and scared and couldn’t sleep and needed comforting #and I think Leo is a good one for that #but I don’t have time to practice faces and stuff so take this #also same friend passes an exam today so so proud of them #hope this is alright as a gift and a tease for you mwahahaha #if anyone wants to add headcanons or whatever to this be my guest #SaveRiseOfTheTMNT

[i-luvsang]

i’m full of delusions these days, delusional act of the week : finding similar pictures of myself and yeosang and putting them next to each other and staring at them and pretending knowing that we look good together

#it works bc i’m not only obsessed with him #but also lowkey myself #HA GET ME OUT LMAO #if anyone wants to see proof that we do look cute next to each other #i have only a few (eleven) concrete examples that i’m pretending i don’t want to show off #［ ​on : ria tries to be interesting %.

[zenlosingit]

I’m seeing a lot of people as of late making posts about how Jason would react to finding out that Dick killed the Joker in the last laugh and bagging on Bruce for reviving the clown.

Which yeah I’m all for cause 1) let the clown die 2) it deserves to be known that Jason was avenged for his death and 3) Dick Grayson deserves to go off

But like, can it also be said that one of the reasons to why Bruce revived the Joker was that like, Dick was having a fucking panic attack from doing it?? Yeah, Dick is known for his overwhelming anger and plans of killing criminals (i.e: Anthony Zucco) but killing criminals, at the end of the day, is a line he generally doesn’t want to cross, regardless of who they are.

So boiling the whole Bruce reviving Joker thing to just be about Bruce and his no killing rule is completely ignoring the fact that having Dick carry this weight of killing someone was causing him to spiral and would have been detrimental to his mental state if Bruce had not stepped in to change that.

#idk I just want it be recognized and talked about #cause like Bruce stepped up to help his son from breaking #I don’t think he would’ve given a flying fuck if Dick had ended up killing the joker #yet he didn’t want his son to carry that burden #and people are just… disregarding that #idk im also looking at this through the lens of Good Dad Bruce (TM) #cause im pretty sure in the comics the spun it like Dick was freaking out that he broke Bruce’s killing rule #and afterwards Bruce let Dick go and left him alone saying ‘he needs to think about what he did’ or something like that #yet I still take away that Bruce just doesn’t want anyone else to carry the burden of offing someone #and he probably let Nightwing go to give him space and process what happened #but that’s my interpretation lmao #batman #nightwing #bruce wayne #dick grayson #the joker #dc comics #dc

[ju-ji]

Anyway so glad we’re done with August like it’s been real but it’s time to get off my screen now BYEEEEE 👋👋👋👋

#hate that this is my first exposure to that actor bc now he’s always gonna be August to me 😭😭😭 #but. *dropkicks him off the face of the earth* #also bitch the ‘I collapsed and had to go to the hospital’ u sprained your fucking wrist that seems like a skill issue to me :/// #I did not buy that excuse and day shouldn’t have either #sweetie ur too easy I love u but he did not sprain his wrist and ‘collapse’ #he just doesn’t care about your feelings beloved #last twilight #I’ll put it in the tag this time why not #also if u read this in the tag don’t bother looking at my blog for more there isn’t any it’s just been me depression spiraling for the past #week like really don’t read my blog if I have another post I want anyone to see I’ll put it in the tags lmao

[fagmegumi]

why are you trying to attract lesbians in a lesbian bar as a man?

Man where did you come from who tf are you. i closely monitor my followers my fw count is in the double digits i barely ever get anons and STILL some out of touch cunt will crawl out of the woodwork to be annoying as soon as i post anything that threatens their stupid black and white idea of tje world

#honestly i dont have the energy to answer this for real if anyone wants to tell anon why theyre full of shit feel free #anyway clearly you don’t go out in actual lgbt/queer communities very much if you think the transmasc/lesbian distinction is that clear cut #all the time lmao #I personally know lesbians who use he/him and take/have taken T and bind their chests and are still lesbians. 🤷🏻‍♀️ #also jsyk i wasnt even going to attract anyone specifically ive just already been to the main gay clubs here and the music sucked and it #was full of straight people. #whatever please fuck off and if youre one of my mutuals softblock me i dont want anything to do with you #asks #anon

[akkivee]

i feel very seen as someone who draws buff kuukou lmao

#this is vee speaking #the arb chronicles #i also feel very insane looking at this but that’s just the usual vee perogative at play lol #kuukou seems to get put into loose fit clothing but one day the official artists will wake up and draw the snatched waist i know he has LOL #it’s actually funny i’ve been wanting to compare waistlines between bat because it genuinely looks like kuukou’s bigger than hitoya lmao #whereas what i visualise while drawing them is that hitoya is bigger on principle of being both a bigger man and a stocky body type #and kuukou has an hourglass figure lmao #jyushi’s upside down triangle to me lol and once his body starts developing muscle it’ll be more apparent and less twig lol #but anyway lol the chuuoku women have rightfully claimed my brain but i really like the event!!!!!!!! kuukou’s outfit notwithstanding lol #like kuukou invited himself to stay at the dohifu abode for a month lmao!!!!!! hifumi taught kuukou how to pose and walk the catwalk!!!!!!! #in an odd tabled the turns hifumi was the one apologising for someone else’s behaviour lmao!!!!!!! #i finally got the saburo kuukou interaction of my dreams!!!!! saburo the prickly kid and kuukou the one who ignores that shit lol!!!! #the way kuukou could tell saburo has performance anxiety issues and talked him thru it #while also addressing saburo hiding himself behind ichiro’s name and telling him to be proud of who saburo is I AM— I CANNOT— HELP ME— #saburo: i literally don’t want to hear something like that from you!!!!!! 🤢 #kuukou: lol a prickly bastard til the end huh? well i don’t hate that kinda stubbornness 😈 #saburo is now bad ass temple’s baby brother i’m sorry i don’t make the rules #AND LOL after some terrorists crashed the show and ran off before anyone could fight anybody since they got scared seeing bat bb mtr #kuukou invited everyone to a meal at a temple on hitoya’s dime LMAO #hitoya: WHAT??? jakurai: thank you for treating us hitoya 🤗 hitoya: NO YOURE HELPING ME PAY 💢 #c: kuukou👑

[calamitydaze]

long tag ramble below u have been warned

#ok i feel like i should say Something before i start being active again #but i dont want it to be a Statement which is why i’m putting it in the tags #(also bc i procrastinated doing this for weeks so i know this is a very stale topic by now #but i also haven’t been on tumblr literally at all so this is 100% my organic authentic opinion lmao) #so read if you gaf and ignore if you don’t #anyway: george def could’ve done more to ensure she was comfortable #and as someone who has also gotten in over my head with older men and regretted it #her hurt is valid and i’m deeply sorry she feels the way she does about that night #but with that said i see no reason to believe george Should have known how she really felt #or that he deliberately took advantage of either her youth/inexperience or her discomfort #and that’s the most important thing for me— he fucked up and misread a situation but that doesn’t make him an evil person #and i hope they can both move on and grow and heal #as for my future in the fandom: i honestly dunno how active i’ll be going forward #i was already becoming pretty disconnected so this might’ve just sped up the process? i’m tired of being put through the wringer #but i also don’t really have a fandom to replace this so i might just continue casually participating in the way i have been #either way rest assured i will never become a rabid anti. that shits embarrassing #i got HORRIBLE drolo rsd the other day when tommy’s mom needed clout and vagued him so like if nothing else. droloisms are forever #also as a last thing— this feels kinda silly and self centered to say but i will anyway #sorry for not opening up my blog as a forum for discussion again the way i did with the drituation #i know i helped a lot of people sort out their feelings and that was (and is) really really important to me #but it also tanked my mental health (mostly as a result of the fallout and not the act itself but still) #plus my life irl was pretty stressful at the time when everything was first going down #so i just didn’t feel up to putting myself through that again #but i’m sorry if anyone wanted to discuss w me but wasn’t able to #anyway. i think that’s all i have to say! #i don’t want to turn this into a capital D discussion but as always my askbox and dms are open #love you all tons! i hope you’re having a good day 🫂🫶 #bella talks

[kaiba-cave]

This is the first time I’ve ever gone the route of killing all the spawn even though I didn’t ascend Astarion, and I’m surprised how well the Gur took it? I know they hate vampires but since their kids were included I thought they’d be a little more upset. But nope, it’s almost like they’re relieved. Killing them almost does seem like the more “right” option, imo. It sucks to do it, especially if you told them you’d help (and I was sad since Sebastian says he just doesn’t want to die down there) but for the most part I didn’t regret it.

#bg3 #Astarion insisting they need to die is mostly because he wants to complete the ritual #but he does also know the pain of the hunger and knows they might not be able to help themselves #so listening to him about it kinda makes sense #if it was just a few of them like his siblings you could maybe trust them not to hurt anyone #but seven thousand of them? impossible to make sure they don’t #unrelated but sorry for having Astarion in what is essentially a cop uniform lmao #I like the fire shield

[callixton]

bro why can’t anyone ever just want to fuck around w me

#sorry i’m tired of not having gay sex #was gonna say why can’t anyone have a crush on me but that’s not actually what i want at all lmaoo #i can hypothetically find hookups on dating apps but i’m realizing that if that ever worked for me i would have already made a Real move #- instead of just talking. i need someone who’s actually a friend :( #to be so honest hearing that boy talk abt his history also made me a little jealous like. maybe straight men do have it easier in gen but i #- do think it might just be him. but also it’s bc he felt like he could ask i think #*not of his partners to be clear. of his inexplicable ability to pull LMAO #this isn’t even a real complaint for the record it’s just the mix of hearing abt his sex life plus all of the gay boys in our department #- getting into shit. i don’t want the drama At All but maybe i want to get into shit. a little bit.. #i just want more intimacy with my friends on a lot of levels lately & for some of them this is one of them #will not be saying anything tho. xoxo #ted talks #minors dni

[judasisgayriot]

unless we’re doing this literally and physically then burning the remains I’m not interested

#supreme bitchy hater time. I’ve had enough of this guy meme. lmao #heroes shitposting #actually he’s only fun and funny when he’s being a gleeful cackling villain tbh. like VERY tired of him by s4 but if that’s what he got to #remain instead of the oh he wants to be loved whoopsie 🥺🥺 stuff I would allow it #and be less of a huge bitch. sorry. #fully aware that stuff goes right to some people’s hearts and ids the way other stuff does for me so #genuinely I love that for you. lol. i just also like to be a hater on my own time #(why am I writing a dissertation to justify a joke lol. just don’t want anyone to think I’m like @ing them or anything. #Nathan apologist with no high ground out)

[starlooove]

He is in fact not cool with his friends killing people he just can’t do shit about it and the fact that he thinks he can do smth about (and does!) when it comes to his kids is like a major point

#like one of the main #Idk if theme is the right word #but issues surrounding Batman in general and Gotham specifically #is the high standards he holds not just those closest to him to but also the people he controls #NOW DONT GET CAUGHT UP IN UR GUT REACTION CONTROL IS A STRONG WORD BUT IM USING IT FOR A REASON #like i think the fandomification of the batfamily and seeing every character as reliable in the way they tell their own stories #is making people forget that yes bruce lowkey controls them #like not in a mean way or whatever but as much as dick and Jason rebel and say ‘fuck you old man I have my own people to take care of’ #at a snap of Bruce’s fingers where are they? #right back in Gotham #which ppl say is an issue with writing and I agree like they really just can’t take anyone away from Gotham #but THATS meta like the in universe conclusion is what creates in universe analysis #and these issues are being spoken about from an in universe pov #that was just me justifying my point anywayyyd #what im saying is that like #in conclusion Ppl are forgetting that Bruce is scary and still runs this shit lmao #like a few snappy quips about emotional distance and some ‘X deserves better’ fics is making yall forget shit like spyral #or at least how it went down and ended up today and what that says about the characters involved #it’s tragic and Ik we like to ignore that but like. when look at shit like the no killing rule #yes bruce thinks he’s being slighted or failing whenever his kids kill someone and they to an extent think that too which is why they don’t #do it #or at least partly #even for Jason that’s why the killing is not just what needs to be done it’s a form of rebellion for him #everyone who agrees jason should just leave Gotham but still present as pure rebellion and anger and spitting at Bruce don’t get why Jason #should leave is all I’m saying #that’s why Dick never got away #it’s still all about Bruce #even if we don’t want it to be #reading this back it’s disjointed as hell but I’m not fixing it if u get it ily heh just a peek into my dark mind #if u don’t it’s not ur fault not everyone can withstand the alphas prowess…

[magpigment]

i find it rlly funny when i make a character and i’m just like. tumblr would love them. tumblr would be all over this character. why isn’t tumblr obsessed w them already. and then remember they exist only in my mind :(

#my character birthday i love birthday he’s one of my favorite characters i’ve ever made and i know he would be a hit on tumblr lmao #his name is birthday and he’s the birthday boy and it’s his birthday! #and also he’s devastatingly lonely. and lowkey got theseus’ shipped. whoops. #and also lilith. tumblr would adore lilith. #called the ghost of the wasteland and her existence is largely only rumored. was a genetic experiment to create something that #could survive the nuclear wastelands that cover the majority of her world. they succeeded but she escaped and now lives in those same #wastelands. is incredibly codependent w a very morally grey dude who was a black market test subject for poisons who escaped around the #same time as her and they ended up relying entirely on each other for survival for years and know each other better than anyone #but struggle to connect in any way that isn’t solely to keep each other alive when they’re older. #he never talks about his past and she is almost entirely nonverbal and doesn’t rlly want to find a way to tell him about hers. #she also realized after she escaped that she prefers to be referred to w she/her pronouns after her existence being viewed as #something instead of a someone and choosing that for herself is one of the first choices she ever made for herself and who she is. #and she’s only a side character in the story and mostly just haunts the narrative but yknow i should incorporate her more because #wow i love her actually. she’s dope as hell XD #dandy talks #my ocs #can’t talk more about birthday even tho i love him just as much because one of my friends has my tumblr and i’m using birthday #in a story i’m writing w my friends for fun and i don’t wanna spoil anything more than i have lmao. but yeah birthday is so cool lmao

[sunnibits]

I hope izzy continues to be a selfish fucked up masochistic mean freak in s2 of ofmd btw. like obviously I enjoy a good domesticated izzy as much as the next guy but I truly do not want them to go immediately into a soft uwu baby arc I desperately need more content of him being messy and violent and jagged thank you <3

I may draw and engage with a lot of silly and fluffy content about him but I can’t forget the fact that the scene that really made me interested in him was the toe scene. like that was the hook for me!! I genuinely want to see more crazy shit like that from him!!! like I do enjoy him when he’s complicated and bad actually hope this helps :)

#this isn’t like a dig against anyone else I prommy I’ve just been thinking about this a lot lately #like I do think soft izzy is my end goal of course but I would genuinely be disappointed if I didn’t get more fucked up bloody scenes #the fact that he is a selfish freak with acts of violence as his love language is important to me!!!! #it’s the whole fucking thing that made me want to dissect him in the first place!!!! #like he should do more desperate bad shit to try and get ed back actually. I would like to see it #he should sustain even more horrific injuries <3 #not because he DESERVES it but because it’s INTERESTING it’s INTRUIGING #I LIKE it #if I wanted a soft lil meow meow I would have fixated on another guy lmao #if u disagree with me just move on it’s ok we don’t need to have a Discussion #I respect yalls opinions I just like when he’s nasty as much as I like him being soft and tender #and also I do not actually think the writers would go straight for an uwu baby arc anyways lmao I’m not actually scared of that #I trust David and I’m rlly excited to see what they do w izzy in season 2 no matter what :))) I hope it’s twisted actually #I really really REALLY hope we get some tasty scrumptious fucked up shit I’m crossing my fingers 🤞

[totallynotjevii]

#jevil #deltarune #jevil plush #I’m silly I’m silly I’m silly I’m silly #he’s stuck somewhere rn and I dunno why so I don’t know whennnn he’s coming #but ive been #OBSESSING #I want to make him things #like make him little presents #simple things #does anyone on tumblr recommend tiny things I could buy USHISHS #I’m hoping to make a tiny devilsknife for him and a canvas with the pattern of his lil freedom on it #for him to like sit in front of or on #so when I go to the store to get that I am also going to use that chance to buy plastic dinosaurs for ME #because I’m too awkward to do it while with mom lmao #but yeah if anyone has any recommendations #I am going to make it an event I don’t care if I’m being cringe #he’s my guy