#i don’t do drugs

[poetrybysolace]

CW: drug use

i want to take my brain apart piece by piece to reprogram the little monster that controls me.

i’m alone now. it’s colder than usual. the walls are closing in on me and i can’t look at myself. i grab everything within reach that will help. the tabs of acid in my pocket. the cigarettes in my desk drawer. no mind is paid to the empty canvas lying on the floor.

i can’t keep doing this.

i know.

i wrote the last stanza hours ago and i’ve been chain smoking ever since.

i’m hoping that somehow

when there’s enough ink in my lungs

a dam will break

and it will run out of my mouth, down to my fingertips, and onto these pages.

my night is already wasted and i’m exhausted. hopefully tomorrow will treat me better than you did.

-ink, 2021

(from my book, A few moments of honesty)

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[drunxpunk]

times like this, I be wanting to hit a blunt or something

#my thoughts #anxious #overwhelmed #overthinking #I don’t do drugs #seriously

[amingethia]

If I died tomorrow, none of you would know for a long time.

Maybe none of you would ever know.

Anyway, I’m trying pot tonight-

#This is a joke #I don’t do drugs #but also yeah #anybody ever freak out silently when mutuals disappear for long amounts of time?

[dojamindme]

LORD HAVE MERCY- I loved this performance. I rewatch it on YouTube at least once a day 💜💜

#doja cat #i don’t do drugs #amala ratna zandile dlamini #what I would have done to be there

[urlocalsadkid-l]

i’m taking a shit as we speak

#urlocalsadkid l #text post #random #i’m not high #i swear #i don’t do drugs

[yuki93blog]

#I don’t do drugs #planet her #doja cat #spotify

[davytheshark]

Is it just me or does the sound when you’re picking up an item in ACNH sound like “wet bandages”?

Like all I hear when I’m weeding is just

“WET bandages, WET bandages, WET bandages”

#acnh #animal crossing #animal crossing new horizons #weeds #not actual weed #but like the ones you pull out of the ground #I don’t do drugs

[internal-soundtrack]

When it’s the heavy day of your period and you’re a student athlete so they fucking drug test you.

#AHHHHH #i am suffering #does this effect my results #am I going to fail this drug test??? #I don’t do drugs #this has to be karma for something #whatever it is I’m sorry tho #didn’t need to come for me like this #funny #text post #periods #period cramps #i hate being a girl

[slowlivinggirlie]

The withdrawals are hitting me. That or I’m sick 🤷‍♀️

#I’m changing meds btw #I don’t do drugs

[iamthemaestro]

what is it about the secret history that makes you unable to do or consume or think about anything that’s not the secret history. you would think it would wear off after reading it four times but it doesn’t. I need to eat it or something. they put drugs in that book I think

#the drugs were burger king cocaine btw #I don’t even know what to do with myself anymore #it’s been five years #tsh #the secret history #mine

[okaysometimes]

I did a drug and alcohol eval for my probation and my probation officer just told me they reccomendEd IOP even though I already did it last year, and he said since it wasn’t during probation I might have to do it again 🥲

#it would literally be so pointless #I don’t drink anymore #I don’t do drugs #I’m over a year sober #he said he’s gonna see if he can get it waived though #so here’s hoping 🤞🏻 #self

[zomb13queen]

when the edible hits

#i tried making onion rings on an edible once #and i cried bc i thought i was gonna set the house on fire #don’t do drugs kids #the band ghost #ghost bc #ghost band #ghost the band #shitghosting #cardinal copia #ghost #copia #popia #papa emertius #papa emeritus 4 #ghost memes #the nameless ghouls #shit ghosting

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i smell u

#🍃 #🍃 posts #🍃 thoughts #bpd shitposting #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #bpd fp #actually borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd vent #bpd mood #bpd problems #i tried to attempt a blinker and almost died i think i saw god too #i can barely see too 😭 #stay safe y’all #don’t do drugs kids

[danandfuckingjonlmao]

there’s something so funny about phil tagging his posts with #dan and phil . like you ARE dan and phil wdym #dan and phil?¿?¿ he’s just like us fr

#/j #dan and phil #i’m just being stupid let me do my thing #it’s wild that dan and phil are dan and phil like #like dan and phil say “dan and phil” in their daily life and that refers to THEM #imagine #i would not be able to handle the existential weight of being a brand #having my name also be a brand?? girl my name already gives me existential crises (like what the fuck is a name and how is that me??) #tbf everything gives me an existential crisis #breathing makes me question my existence #like have you ever thought about breathing? and how weird it is? i’m doing it right now. wild. #i don’t do drugs or drink i’m just naturally like this #dnp #phan #yeet my deet #daniel howell #dan howell #amazingphil #phil lester #danisnotonfire #yeet my deenp

[ellabsbb]

the way we don’t get a buff abby because they choose someone who’s barley 5 feet and 90 pounds to be not only child ellie but also grown ellie.. season two is gonna be terrible and i won’t be watching 😭

#breaking my month of not posting to complain #as i should #bella ramsey was a terrible casting choice i don’t care #also she was liking noah schnapps zionist ig posts so that officially made me a hater of hers #i think of her doing literally anything tlou2 ellie does and cringe #but its not even just the looks i dont think she has the acting skills to give what ellie is going through in 2 #will still complain abt the looks tho always #lord knows what drugs the casting directors were on to choose bella

[chronic-invisibility]

Ok but Phil’s joke actually made me laugh so hard I had to pause the video. Why are there no painkillers in the jungle? Because the parrots-eat-em-all!

#in case you don’t get it paracetamol is a common over the counter painkiller in the uk #i’m not from the uk nor have i ever been there but i do know that #also fun fact paracetamol is the same drug as acetaminophen (tylenol) #dan and phil #danandphilgames #gamingmas #dab and evan’s wedding