#i don't even know if hitting my teacher up like ayo...can i have another extension...shit's spinning is valid

[fictional-worlds-are-exquisite]

i do not understand exactly how i’m meant to handle vertigo

google is a little unclear on if i’m meant to rest, or if i’m meant to just stumble about my day to day life hoping i don’t face plant like a dumbass

i’m assuming the latter is probably a bad plan (mostly based on the look my flatmate gave me when i brought this up) but also,,,,, is resting beneficial here,,, would acting normal actually make it worse,,,

i’m becoming very aware that the NP i saw today did not expand on the subject much and i’m creating a list of mental questions to ask when she rings tomorrow to check in

#i genuinely don't know #like based on what my flatmate said i should not try going to class tomorrow probably because i risk hurting myself #but would that actually. worsen the vertigo. ignoring physical injury #does working at home make things worse?? or is it fine to study. #am i supposed to just nap for a couple days then be like woah i'm not in the spin cycle of a washing machine anymore! #i mean i know vertigo apparently goes away on it's own. so i'm not saying sleeping will help #i just do not know how i am supposed to be functioning sdlkfjhsdkfjhskdjf #i don't even know if hitting my teacher up like ayo...can i have another extension...shit's spinning is valid #like yeah it kind of makes it hard to fucking do work when your head is like hehe room go spinny #or hehe time to fall the fuck over because you lost your sense of gravity #but like. there are periods between that. where i am theoretically fine. #not so much today. today has been. a long washing machine ride #but other days #i don;t know! i just exist here!