#i don't know anymore.

[cthuluanduwu]

Perhaps this was never meant for me. Perhaps the world has always been cold.

#uwu.txt #and maybe i was meant to freeze #i don't know anymore.

[mamajebbun]

I need to finish off the capybara, but. Pain levels are high today. Fuck coming off, codeine. It suuuucks.

#codeine addiction #fibromyalgia #flare up? #maybe? #I don't know anymore. #It's just pain #tw: addiction

[thecensusbureau]

Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk................................

#server announcement #Who fucking cares at this point? I don't! #I don't even deserve to be here right now! It's been what. Months since they pulled the plug on me? And I'm still kicking! #It's not like they care. Or others. I don't know. #They probably have better parents. I was a shit one wasn't I? #I just.. left. He knew that already and she got to experience it first hand. #I didn't even want to leave. #Actually neither did they. #... #I don't know anymore. #Nobody look

[cake-bread]

I played the beginner’s guide again last night and it made me realize a lot of things. That game has the ability of making me always realize more about myself or things around me. Sometimes for better or for worse. Despite that all, thank you.

I myself haven't played it ever since the release. But I've listened to my recordings a few times.

It's many games at once but at the same time, it's one. It's a story told by a historian, seeing the progress of the events and lives.

But I'm still glad someone could relate to it. That someone could find something about themselves. That was my intention.

#davey's thoughts #ask #Thatstarboi #I never meant to harm anyone. Maybe expect myself I suppose. I don't know anymore. #I thought this was a good idea. I thought many things and decisions were good. #And somehow I keep repeating it all. #Is replaying my own life a personal journey or regress? #I don't know. #I don't know anymore.

[misscarcands]

something about being curious about someone i like - asking them about their favorites, why they like a Thing, enjoying getting to know them and then never receiving any sort of inquisitive enthusiasm back that's just kind of heartbreaking 🙃

#i don't even expect that much #just. the barest minimum of engaging with things i like #i don't know anymore. #txt

[globodamorte]

I feel awful...

#i don't know anymore. #delete #im so tired. whT the fuck.... #also my mom is about to make me start barking and biting like im here fucking sick out of my mind feeling like actual shit #and she goes “well when are you gonna call that psychologist” like bitch i cant think about that rn!!!! #and AND the gall of saying “im not pressuring you im letting you do this in your own time id just appreciate it if you hurried up” #like????? do you not understand how that contradicts the “im not pressuring you” part #fuck

[urdyingcreature]

I couldn't spend time with them which makes me feel bad and I sometimes wonder if they still like me but since I have gone for a while I don't know anymore

#its just my dumb head overthinking again. I'm so tired of this. #i just feel I'm being a boring person again. #i don't know anymore. #Schatz Vents

[vviolynn]

so my computer was at 95% right? and i thought it was plugged in, because the cord was in my mac, but the plug wasn't in the outlet, so i plugged it in, and i saw with my own two eyes, my computer went from 95% to 100% in an instant. not even a second...

hold up i just double checked and its back to 95% again. am i hallucinating? 💀

#no but thats trippy #im concerned for my laptop #or should i be concerned for my outlet... #i don't know anymore.

[ayo-edebiri]

GOOD OMENS (2019 - )

1.04 - 2.06

#good omens spoilers #good omens 2 #good omens #goodomensedit #byaurore #userpayton #david tennant #michael sheen #tuserpris #tusercora #tuserrobin #tuserrachel #tuserhan #userzo #usergiu #usersaoirse #noalook #usertom #it's 7:30 am i don't even know my own name anymore

[madamemiz]

sad: falling out of a hyperfixation

tragic: watching your beloved friends and mutuals fall out of the hyperfixation while you're still in it

#oughhhhhhh #this is about the dca fandom but also about every other strong fixation ive had over the years lol #i know it's normal and inevitable esp for less popular works or minor characters with little canon content #and there's nothing wrong with smaller communities of course those rock #but there’s just something special about getting into something at the same time as a lot of other people all at once #and existing in this chaotic fandom space that's just bursting with creativity and passion #i've been in fandom spaces for as long as some of you have been alive and i've only come across that sort of unbridled joy like #a handful of times at best #it's just a heartbreaking feeling to see real lightning in a jar fandoms like that wither away as people drift away #(understandably so!) #anyway don't mind me i'm just having thoughts #musing about fandoms past as well #that i too eventually moved on from but remember fondly even if im not active in anymore #also my music just aint hitting right so im just sitting in silence which makes me more Contemplative(tm)

[raggedy-spaceman]

An Adventure In Space And Time 2013 -> 2023

#doctor who #doctor who 60th anniversary #dw 50 #dw 60 #doctor who 50th anniversary #first doctor #an adventure in space and time #eleventh doctor #fourteenth doctor #fifteenth doctor #david bradley #ncuti gatwa #matt smith #1st doctor #11th doctor #14th doctor #15th doctor #i honestly don't know anymore #so i'll tag everything #anyway #yeah #finally #it's been 10 years #i can't believe it #finally the scene was updated #and boy what an update #that wink #i love him already #i thought i was over doctor who but this scene still makes me cry hard who would have thought #mine

[astraystayyh]

#this broke my heart to a million pieces #i don't even know what to say anymore #so sick so fucked up all of this #free gaza #free palestine #palestine #coloniaslim #gaza #human rights #jerusalem

[aziraphalalala]

I am not entirely certain what will happen once the actors & writers strike ends, but I'm pretty sure Michael Sheen will break the sound barrier with how fast he will go feral on the internets about how Aziraphale wants to eat Crowley's ox rib

#i mean have you seen how he looks at David Tennant #Have you seen how Aziraphale looks at Crowley #it's not a “I like him a normal amount” kinda look #it's more of a “I hope you've put down some solid roots cause Imma climb you like a tree” manic stare #and he has been 0% chill in all earlier statements about it #so i anticipate a feral front approaching from Wales with a hefty precipitation of Sheenussy on display #Is this post inappropriate? #i don't even know anymore #my brains are scrambled to the point of no return #what is reality #hahaha I don't care let me shitpost and die on this hill #good omens #good omens 2 #michael sheen #aziraphale #ineffable idiots #ineffable husbands #aziracrow

[catsauceeartofficial]

Accepting isolation, craving belonging

#art #digital art #comic #long post #this is kind of vent? #I don't want to be all I had a rough childhood wahh #I just find it bizarre to have so many little aspects of my childhood shape me #I crave isolation #I thrive in isolation #But I want to belong #I want to intimately know someone #and I want someone to intimately know me #This is to all the people who have loved me #even if we dont talk anymore #i love you and have loved you and i want nothing but for you to be happy #original post

[im-yotsu]

Déjà vu

Commission info

#I redrew Omega's face so many times I don't even know if she looks ok anymore #star wars #my art #the bad batch #tbb omega #tbb hunter #the bad batch spoilers

[lazylittledragon]

do any other artists feel like. yeah you're a 'good artist' because you draw things that look nice, but like. TECHNICALLY? you're really not great

i really hate that i can recognise that yes, my art is good, but is it VARIED? is it dynamic?? is my anatomy good? is it full of texture and colour theory? do i know how to do This? can i do That? no, not really. and that's quite painful actually

#ramble #yes this is the artist's perspective bs and yes this is anxiety because it's 1am #and yes i'm forever learning and growing but also #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. #drawing my little guys is fun but i am not good enough for the industry right now and that fucking sucks #i really feel like if i walked into a studio with my portfolio right now they would laugh at me #one of those days where i wish i'd done a more useful degree y'know #i'm going back through the phase where i don't know what i'm going to be anymore and it's scary #some days i really want to give it up and never draw again and do something worthwhile because i Know my life would be easier #and i hate that something i love so much makes me feel so hopeless #signs that i should go to bed ^^^^ #i will resume my pity party tomorrow