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#i don't know what i want
howifeltabouthim · 10 months
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. . . she found herself to be miserable, hoping for something she did not know what, still dreaming of possibilities . . .
Anthony Trollope, from Phineas Finn
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mynameisakissi · 4 months
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weewoobrainrot · 2 years
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it's so funny to me how different ronen and rafa want the tarlos wedding
ronen: i think the wedding is going to be a really nice time, i feel they deserve something to go right for them, and carlos getting hurt could happen after 😁
rafa: i hope carlos almost dies on the way. i hope tk is emotionally fucked and has a brief moment of thinking carlos stood him up. i want someone to find carlos half dead on the side of the road and i want tk to panic 😈
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nikatyler · 10 months
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I guess overall I'm at such a weird spot with my blog because I'm posting gameplay that I did 1-2 years ago and I've moved on from that, I don't feel much for the characters anymore
And then I go "would you like to hear about a character that you haven't really seen in action since 2018?"
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corruptedtiming · 11 months
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You told me I was a saint in your bed.
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langdonsluxiouslocks · 11 months
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mizu-writes-kumo · 1 year
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I want to write so bad, but like lately I have been struggling to put my own ideas to works.  I don’t even know what I want to do!
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555eternalfabulist · 1 year
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the concept of "forever" is so scary to me.
the same job forever? living in the same place forever? loving that one person forever? Yes, i want to be loved, be safe and secure, but forever? every day the same? forever?
Will i miss something if i get locked inside that "forever"? What if i can't escape the forever and just accept and live with it, after 20 years of being inside of it, will there still be a way out? Will i notice too late, that i'm right in the middle, maybe even close to the end of my forever?
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randomkidstarfic · 9 months
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I’m having a dilemma with the current story I’m writing in which I have the potential to somewhat alter certain dynamics of a relationship and at the same time demonstrate an unhealthy behavior in one of the characters, but I’ve already sort of demonstrated that he engages in unhealthy coping mechanisms and I’m not 100% sure I want to tweak this dynamic in the way it would. But I don’t really have anyone to debate this with because I have no one to talk about fic with and this is my Secret Fic so I can’t ask a friend here. 
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endless-nightshift · 2 years
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Listening to (wholesome) boyfriend ASMR audio as I fall asleep to pretend I have a lovely little partner who loves me in their own silly little romantic way and I in turn love them in my own silly little Aromantic way and everything is fine and good and everyone is happy and well fulfilled and we are good and fine and happy and this is obviously very realistic why are you looking at me like that? it's fine leave me alone
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Me: "Damn, I'm struggling to take this decision" My friend: "Just do what you feel like doing, do not worry about what other people think or want" Me: "?????? I can DO that?"
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howifeltabouthim · 2 years
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I know not what can ease my pains, Nor what it is I wish; The passion at my heart-strings strains Like a tiger in a leash.
Amy Levy, from “Oh, Is It Love?”
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littlemisspipebomb · 1 year
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had zelda on the brain last couple of days and now i don’t know what game i want to play first
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I wish I was wiser. I wish I didn't think so much. I wish I was older, and that I was still in high school. I wish I could sleep only a few hours a night. I wish I could always sleep in til noon. I wish I could drink energy drinks and smoke weed every day. I wish I was more productive. I want to have a drug problem, to make things more interesting. I wish I didn't feel like I need one .
I want to love someone. I want to be happy alone. I want to be care-free and I want to care so deeply. I wish I knew everything. I wish I was blissfully ignorant. I want to ask strangers for directions, but I want to be knowledgeable enough to give them. I want to be a drifter but I so desperately want to belong somewhere. I wish I was alone and I want to be surrounded by people .
I wish I could travel and come home every day. I wish everyone would lean on me for support, and I just want some time to fucking breathe. I want to tell everyone to fuck off and then I want to kiss their beautiful foreheads. I want to be perfect and to ruin everything. I wish my life was falling apart. I want to be
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